Date: Thu, 11 Aug 2005 17:28:49 -0500 From: Dylan Subject: Dylan And Jonny Part 2 Chapter 7 (GMale) CHAPTER SEVEN - DIFFICULTIES When I woke up the next morning, that feeling of nirvana I got from Leon was already gone. Now that my body's desires had been met, it was time for the soul's. All through my morning routine, and Leon's gentle caresses and smiles, my mind always wound up thinking about my brother, laying there on the bed. I guess, my troubles were easily recognized, after breakfast, Leon sighed and said "Dylan, after we get out of our pajamas, do you um... want to go check on Jonny?" I could tell he was a little reluctant to share me again. In that moment, he amazed me, he loved me enough to give me up. For once, I was seriously considering what I was neglecting in my lust for my brother. "Dylan?" Leon's voice asked again, waking me up from my wondering trance. I nodded and proceded to eat my scrambled eggs. After breakfast, I went to my room to change, deciding that whatever I felt like throwing on would be appropriate, I put on a random pair of Grey basketball pants and a crimson red t-shirt. While I was waiting for Leon to finish changing, I found myself starring at his closed door, imagining his naked body. Suddenly, an image of Leon suddenly appeared in my head. He was against the door and naked, touching, and caressing himself. He was moaning... he was moaning my name. "Dylan!" I opened my eyes with a small gasp. Leon was leaning over me shaking me. "Dozing off again?" He chucked, getting his keys from the hook and walking out the door. When we got there, the first thing I saw was Matt running back and forth. He looked so.. tired and so stressed. His hair had been messy, and his eyes a little bloodshot. "Dylan!" Matt ran at me grabbing me by the arm. "You have to help, Jonny won't take his medicine." I noticed how weak his grip was and suddenly a wave of fear overcame me. When I walked into Jonny's room, there was at least three nurses trying to grab hold of him and give him a shot. "Jonny!" I yelled. No one in the room seemed to notice I was there. "Make him take his medicine, please" Matt begged from behind me. I wasnt sure what I was going to do except, grab jonny and hold him down. "Here" I shouted and and pushed a nurse out of the way. Jonny seemed to stop thrashing for a little while when he saw me, but as soon as the doctor with the needle came a centimeter closer, he started moving about again. I I grabbed Jonny's wrists and pined them down, I also threw myself on the bed, using my legs to pin his down. I nodded to the doctor, and he gave Jonny the injection. "AHHH!" Jonny screamed in pain After the initial scream, the doctor kept gently pressing the seringe. I watched as the giant tube attached to the needle emptied into Jonny. I looked at my helpless baby brother and in his pain, through the gasps, he said. "Dylan.. You're... hurting me." He gave me a "How-could-you" look and passed out. I lightened my grip on him and got off the bed, backing away slowly, looking at the attrocity I had just commited against my own flesh and blood. "The sedative and medicine should be taking effect any minute" The doctor informed me before walking off. "M..Matt..." I stuttered. "Get some rest, you look like hell" I said. He nodded and laid down on the empty bed next to Jonny. "Are you okay?" Leon asked me from the doorway, his brown eyes looking deeply concerned. "Uh.. yeah" I said, walking away from Jonny, I couldnt even look at him after what I had done. "He looks at peace" Leon said, putting his arm around me and sitting me down in one of the chairs outside. I could imagine Jonny laying there peaceful and sleeping, but no matter how hard I covered my ears, and how hard I convinced myself that what I had just done was for Jonny's good, I could always hear Jonny's voice saying those words. "Dylan.. You're... hurting me." I let out a small sob, but it rapidly grew into much more than that and in a few minutes, I was bawling into Leon's shoulder. My sadness was premature as in the following minute, Matt burst out of the room and was yelling for a doctor. In the room Jonny seemed to be having a seizure of some sort. His entire body was shaking and pounding on the bed. As soon as a doctor came, he started injecting Jonny with all kinds of needles each one designed to counteract whatever symptoms Jonny had. I starting crying when the heart moniter suddenly flatlined and the doctor stopped. "Time of death.." He started and Matt inturrupted him. "WHAT?" He sounded infuriated. "Son, this patient, signed a DNR earlier this morning, I cant save him." The doctor started to walk away. "I'm his older brother, making me his guardian, I want him saved NOW, he had no right signing that waiver!" I shouted at him. I wasnt sure whether what I said had coaxed the doctor to save Jonny, but what Matt said next certainly scared everyone, including me. "Doctor, if you dont save my boyfriend, I promise you, I have friends and family in high places, and I swear to you, if you dont save him, I'll make sure you never practice medicine again and the IRS will be on to you very carefully for the next 30 years!" Matt was practicaly screaming by now. The doctor seemed shaken by these words and began to give CPR to Jonny. In the next few seconds, Jonny's life was hanging by a thread. I couldnt stop crying until I heard a steady "Beep" from the heart moniter and Jonny took a gasp of air. "mmh" Jonny moaned as he woke up. The mood in the room, turned into one of relief as Jonny blinked a few times and asked "What happened?" In an instant a rage fueled me and I yelled at Jonny. "What the hell were you thinking signing a DNR?" He seemed scared and he started shaking a little before he started "I...I... I thought, it would be better...if, if I was gone" I knew this wasnt the reason, everything he had told me the day before, I knew he felt used, and that there was nothing special, or exclusive about his body. "You should never say that" Matt cried. "Matt, Im so sorry, but... you would have found someone" Jonny said. "No one like you, I love you Jonny, why would you do such a thing to hurt me?" Matt sobbed. "I.." Jonny didnt know what to say. The door to the room opened and a nurse walked in. "Mr. Chase, Im here to take ur blood" the nurse looked around, confused. "Jonny just had a spasm, and you want to-" Matt went to defend Jonny. "Matt, no, let her." Jonny waved her away. "You realize Mr.Chase, that this is a blood bag for an adult, as you are still a teenager, it will make you temporarily weak." When the nurse said this I was shocked at what Jonny had volunteered to do. But, I was powerless to stop it, the look of determination in Jonny's eyes let me know that he believed he would be okay after the process. It seemed like an eternity, just watching the blood flow from Jonny's arms and into the bag, the very thing that gave Jonny life was being sucked out of him, and all I could do was sit here and wait. By the time the bag was full, Jonny was practicaly delerious. I stopped the nurse outside in the hall and asked her why she had taken Jonny's blood. "He saw a little boy today in one of the ER rooms. Seeing how he was, your brother decided to donate blood towards him, see his blood type is rare and we're running low right now." The nurse suddenly looked like she had said too much and walked off. Inside the room Matt was busy holding Jonny's hand and Leon seemed to be worried about Matt. We stayed there with Jonny until late at night, the nurse was about to give Jonny a bath when I interjected. "Ill do it" I said, taking the sponge from her. When she left however, Jonny started to get up. "Jonny, what are you doing?" I tried to push him back down. "Dylan, if you're going to give me the bath, I want to use the tub. I.. I dont like being babied, just... it'll help me feel better okay?" He got up and started walking towards the bathroom. I locked the door when we were both inside and he started to undo the hospital gown. Just as I turned around I saw his gown slip to the floor and his entire backside was revealed to me. It was just like a movie scene, his head turned sideways, just enough for me to see his eye and his arm wrapped around his shoulder, rubbing it gently. Jonny started the water and stepped into the tub and lay down, his head resting on the little plush pillow they had set there. I walked forward and started to reach for the soap. "Dylan? you could get wet you know?" Jonny said, stopping my hand from reaching the soap. I smiled a little and started to take off my clothes. While I was taking my cloths off I could feel Jonny's eyes roaming all over my body, he was curious, I could tell. After I took off my clothes I knelt at the tub and started to lather Jonny's body. Never before had I been so intimate with Jonny's body, my hand felt every crevace and curve of his body. "D...Dylan?" Jonny looked at me. "Yah?" I looked him in the eye. "Do...Do you still... want me? Like... the times before Matt joined us...Do you still want me like that?" He sounded scared. "I.....uh..Yes.. I do" I sighed. I left his privates alone until the end. By that time, Jonny was completely relaxed, the warm wather soothed him and I could tell by the way he would slowly open and close his eyes, that he was completely drunk with pleasure. I couldn't believe what I was seeing, his entire body, revealed to me, and yet, I knew nothing about it. I had not even taken the time to notice that Jonny had actually gotten thinner, his shoulder blades more defined on his back, his stomach, flatter than ever. "Dylan, don't stop, please" Jonny moaned a little as my hand slid down to his dick. I gently started rubbing it, caressing him. In another instant my hand slid even lower and found Jonny's butt. I rubbed a little there before diving into Jonny's hole. Gently, I rubbed the area around it spiraling toward it until I could stick a finger into him. Jonny gave a small grunt and sighed. "D..Don't stop" Jonny moaned. I was actually fingering my brother! I didnt know what I was doing, but before I knew it, my instinct took over and I had two fingers into him. "D-Dylan!" Jonny gasped as he came into the water. "mmh.." Jonny was so tired from his ordeal and the relaxing water made him fall asleep, tired. I finished washing him before helping him stand up and get into his clothes. He was so groggy that he actually leaned on me the whole time. He looked like he was straning to keep awake so I picked him up and laid him on the bed, by the time I put him down, he was already sleeping. As I was tucking him in I swear I heard "Thank you...Dylan" I smiled a little. "Don't mention it, it's what big brothers are for" With a Kiss from me on his forehead, and a snuggle into his pillow, Jonny fell asleep. More to come? I will try to write a new chapter as soon as possible. Be sure to check! Comments and Suggestions arent required but always appreciated! Please feel free to e-mail me at Dylan49@gmail.com I do write back! Thanks ~Dylan