Date: Sat, 4 Dec 2021 12:45:34 -0500 From: Tagen Subject: Eyes Opened Hey readers, Hope you enjoy my latest story and the works of most of the writers here. Remember that this is only possible because of the dedication of Nifty and please donate to help them going. tagenhard@protonmail.com tagenhard@gmail.com tagenhard@tutanota.com Part one My Eyes Opened by tagenhard The view from my window showed a thunder storm off in the distance but clear skies in general. My work day had ended and I was sitting back in my desk chair looking out of the windows from my 36th floor office. A bourbon in my right hand and a cigar in my left as I waited for the worse of the rush hour traffic to clear before I bothered to make the 45 minute drive home. Life is good for me I have to admit, I'm only 38 and already made partner in the law firm I have worked for since I graduated law school. Although divorce is more common than not in the legal business, I have back home a wife who was just as happy to have me working long hours and weeks. She was perfectly happy being at home raising our three kids and not going out or having me home on a regular basis. We had our first child, a son, a year after we married and then proceeded to have a total of three, with each one spaced 4 years apart. Of course there was a lot of joking from the family and friends about how equally spaced the kids were and wondering if we only did it every four years. Mary was totally content raising Spencer our first born followed by Lily and then Nick our youngest. She never got upset that I wasn't there to help out with the diaper changes and feedings and doctor appointments which then changed to multi layered juggling of sports and after school activities. She actually thrived on doing it all single handed and actually refused any help from me. Sex happened when it happened which at first was a lot but then tapered off over the years. She never refused me when I asked for it but never started it herself. She didn't care about going out on date nights or romantic dinners or a getaway. Of course I still had sex on my mind and have had affairs or hook ups now and then but avoided any woman who thought I might leave my wife and family. It was just sex as far as I was concerned and I liked having the undemanding home life. If our marriage structure and my work life was unfair to anyone it would be the kids. In the early years I was rarely home before they went to bed because I was working late or using that excuse to give me time to fuck some broad I picked up in the bar in the lobby of our office building. Or sometimes it would be an in office hook up despite the rules against it. I missed many a little league game or dance recital or school play for all three kids and in many ways I was a stranger to them and them to me. But it was all the long hours and hard work and the face time in the bars and at gatherings that got me to where I am now. At the top of my game with a great house in the suburbs, a hefty income and a support staff that all answered to me. I was in a position where I could actually start to cut back on my work hours if I wanted to. Of course it was all this hard work that provided for my kids and gave them the latest items they wanted and the stylish clothes. Spencer who would be 16 next year, was already hinting at wanting a car once he got his license. I may not have been there for them growing up but I think they will realize once they get older what I sacrificed for them. Now don't get me wrong, they are great kids now and when I am home they are attentive and polite and listen to me and ask me to join them in playing games or even ask advice from me. Yes sir I have a great life. The sun was just starting to set and I was prepared to leave early for a change, now the decision was do I go home early or do I find a hook up and get home at my usual late time. As I descended in the elevator I scrolled thru a list of my usual casual hook ups and texted out to them one at a time. By the time I reached my car in the parking garage I had gone thru the list and received a no from each one, everyone was busy but hoped to get together soon. I thought about going to the bar but for some reason just didn't feel like it today so I got in my car and headed for home fully expecting to actually go home. I got on the freeway and traffic went well even though it was heavy as expected. I took the exit to my town and took my turn working my way thru the city streets and red lights just like everyone else. Once upon a time this was a stand-alone city but over the decades the main city grew and grew till the city lines touched and my city became more of a suburb as the in town factories and bigger stores shut down. We still had a quaint downtown with old brick buildings and it turned into a restaurant and night life district bringing a new energy to the center of town. On the edge of it stood an old building that was well kept and the occupants did a very good job of being discreet about the business inside. There were no gaudy neon lights or blatant signs other than the sign above the door that said "Inferno Books". It was an adult book store with a video arcade inside. They wanted to co-exist with the business community and felt no need to push it in everyone's face what they were, word of mouth advertising was enough to keep them busy. I had been in there once; it had been an actual bookstore sometime in the past with heavy wood paneling and shelves. In back of course were the video booths and the glory holes but they were discreetly hidden away behind a curtained doorway. For some unknown reason I found myself turning into the parking lot instead of heading straight home. Well hell the reason wasn't really unknown, I figured I could get a quick blow job from some unseen mouth thru the glory hole. As I entered the store I saw that they had kept the place up and it still presented as clean and had a nice sandalwood scent. A handsome youth in his early twenties, I guessed, sat behind the checkout counter and gave me a friendly nod as I entered. I didn't make a pretext of why I was there and went straight to the token dispenser. With what I thought would be an adequate amount of tokens I entered the darker back room. I stepped to the side and allowed my eyes to adjust to the dimmer light and looked at the line of booths to see which ones had open doors and would be available. As I stood there another patron entered the room and walked past me to the back corner of the room, pushed aside a curtain and went thru. This piqued my interest as all the booths had doors so why was this a curtain? I walked down to it and gently pulled an edge back to see a staircase that descended down. It must go to the basement I rationalized and let the curtain fall back again. I looked around the doorway and didn't see any signs that might indicate what was down there nor did I see any signs that said keep out or employees only. I decided to check it out figuring that if I wasn't supposed to be there I could always plead ignorance. The curtain was heavy and wouldn't be liable to blow around unwanted. The stairs was dimly lit but bright enough to avoid one's inability to see the stairs clearly. At the bottom of the stairs I found a door, a door with a push button combination lock on it. I figured it must led to storage or offices and was ready to turn around and head back up the stairs when the door opened. A man of around my age smiled and softly said it was a good one tonight and to have fun, then walked past me up the stairs. I stopped the door before it closed shut and entered into another dimly lit area. In the far back corner there was a bright light shining down creating an illuminated area that I could see was surrounded by the darker figures of men standing outside the light ring. I quickly estimated that this is some special area and I should have probably paid an extra fee to get the code to enter or maybe it's by a membership only set up. Either way I have gotten into an area where I probably wasn't supposed to be in. Again I could plead ignorance since there were no signs to indicate restricted access and the guy leaving didn't make a point of closing the door securely behind him. As I got closer to the other men I saw a rack with masks hanging from it and then took a closer look at the group of men surrounding the light. Some were wearing masks and some weren't, I guess it depended on the individual's preference. I decided to take a mask and slipped it on as I came up alongside the outer ring of men. In the center of the light I could see my neighbor Tom, he was naked and kneeling in front of him licking at the tip of his hard throbbing cock was Jeremy. Tom lived two doors down from me and his wife was a high powered company exec making the bulk of the money in their relationship. Tom was I think 30, and worked as a gym teacher in the local high school and coached the baseball team. Tom was well built and very buff with a flat stomach, a hard round ass, slight spray of hair across his broad chest with dark large nipples. Jeremy was Spencer's best friend and 15 as well. He was also naked with a toned high school jock body and a nice sized hard on in front of him. I always thought Jeremy was attractive and figured he would have his hands full of high school gals chasing him. I wondered if Spencer knew Jeremy was a cock sucker and if he maybe took advantage of it on those nights he slept over. Jeremy's tongue swirled around Tom's cock head and then up and down the shaft. Jeremy wasn't just licking the hard man cock but was more like making love to it. The tongue dropped to the balls and washed them well. Tom took a step away and turned around and bent over. You could hear some of the men moan as Jeremy's tongue zeroed in on Tom's pucker and he did his best to tongue fuck it. A motion to my right caught my attention and I looked that way to see a teen boy naked except for socks was rubbing the front of the pants of the guy closest to me and had his face buried in the guy's neck, I think he was whispering in the guy's ear. I watched as the teen rubbed and then the man pulled some money out of his pocket and handed it to the kid. The teen pulled away and squatted down in front of the man. It was Spencer, Spencer was the naked teen who was now opening the pants of the man next to me. I watched as he adeptly got the pants open, zipper down and the hard on out in to the open. My son wasted no time in swallowing the man down and giving him a blow job. I was frozen where I stood and did nothing to stop this. Spencer's head bobbed up and down with obvious skill and he didn't take long to bring the man off. Spencer stood back up, licked his lips and said thank you to the guy. In the blink of an eye he was now at my side and his hand was rubbing the front of my crotch, his face was alongside mine as he whispered in my ear. "Want a blow job? Fifty dollars and you can cum in my mouth." I was so scared he would realize who I was behind the mask but then I realized he wasn't actually looking at me but just playing out a game with a stranger. I pulled some money out of my pocket and only had three 20's. "I don't give change." Spencer chuckled. "But I'll give your balls a lick also for the extra." Without ever looking directly at me he squatted down in front of me and opened me up. I didn't even realize I was hard till he pulled my cock out into the open. "Oh man you're big." Spencer moaned softly but loud enough that the guys next to me heard him and I could tell they all took a look. "You're bigger than coach, you're big like my dad." Spencer added. I tried to figure out when Spencer would have ever seen my cock but quickly dropped that line of thought as I felt my son's tongue lick up the under shaft of my hard on. "You suck your daddy?" The man next to me asked quietly. "No, but I sure would if he ever took the time to pay attention to me." Spencer returned before he started to lick my clean shaven balls. "What a fool he is." The man quipped, then just watched as this naked teen boy unknowingly gave oral to his dad. Spencer lavished his spit on my balls and dipped his tongue down to my taint as best as he could before sliding up and then taking my throbbing meat into his mouth and swallowing it down to the root. Fuck he's good at this I thought to myself as I felt his lips touch my pubes. My 15 year old son bobbed up and down a few times then pulled off and looked up at me. "I like big ones, do you wanna fuck me?" He asked seductively with a sly smile. A shudder went thru my body at the thought that he's been getting fucked also. "It's only five hundred." He added as if that was nothing. I was afraid to speak and shook my head no simply because I didn't have that kind of cash on me. If I did, would I have agreed to. He gave me a wink. "Maybe next time, a hot fuck up a tight underage teen jock ass, you'll love it." Spencer oozed out before swallowing my meat again and proceeding to give me one of the greatest blow jobs I ever had. The entire situation of him not knowing who I am and doing it here with others watching and finding out my son is a cock whore along with the whole incest thing had me boiling faster than I wanted and I sprayed his mouth full of the seed that made him. Fuck, fuck, fuck rolled through my mind as I blasted over and over again till my balls were drained. Spencer pulled off my cock and was licking his lips as he put his mouth to my ear. "You must be new to the collective because I would remember someone who tastes so good. I would really love to have you fuck me, make me squeal and moan with that big cock of yours." Then he walked away and up to the next guy in line. I hadn't gone totally soft yet and left my turgid cock hanging out in the open as I turned my attention back to where Tom and Jeremy were. Tom had himself fully embedded into Jeremy's ass and was fucking him at a good pace. I altered my attention between watching Spencer blow the next guy and Tom fucking Jeremy. My cock stayed half hard as my body and mind caught up. Tom pulled out of Jeremy and roared as he sprayed a load of cum across the boy's back, The guy Spencer was blowing grunted as he dropped his load and then Spencer jumped up and into the spot light where he sucked Tom's cock clean then licked all the cum up off of Jeremy's back. Spencer and Jeremy then went into a deep kiss and you could tell Spencer was sharing his mouthful with Jeremy. I felt a hand wrap itself around my still exposed cock and looked to see a guy about my grandfather's age holding it. "You ready to drop another load?" The old guy asked. "Ah no sorry, I was just letting it dry." I replied as I pulled away from him and started to tuck myself away. "Maybe another time then." He suggested and I agreed maybe. I decided to leave but as I did I heard Tom announce out loud. "These two lads haven't shoot their loads yet, the highest bidders get to suck it out of them." Some of the men called out numbers as they bid to be the ones to suck those teen cocks. I returned the mask to the rack and made my way upstairs. Nervously I approached the checkout counter where the same guy was still sitting. "Ah, I would like to join the collective." I managed to get out without saying it loud enough for anyone else to hear. The guy just looked at me stone faced for a moment. "What's that?" Fuck I thought, this isn't going to be easy. "It's what's going on down in the basement." I returned. "The basement door has a lock on it, how did you get in?" He inquired deadpanned. I sighed and explained how I got in and that there are no signs saying I wasn't allowed there, then stared at the guy as the info went thru his mind. "Marco." He called out and an older guy appeared from somewhere. "Take the counter while I help this customer." He instructed to Marco. "Follow me." He indicated to me and I followed him to the back corner where there was a door labeled office. He took a key out of his pocket and opened it and I followed him in. He waved his hand at a chair as he moved behind the desk and sat down. I took the seat indicated as he got his cell phone out and dialed someone. He gave an explanation over the phone and then disconnected and relaxed in the chair. "Why do you want to join?" He asked with a dead panned face. "Well I suppose because what I saw interests me, turns me on." I admitted. "I'm Ross by the way." He started. "Membership in the collective is five thousand cash and normally is by invitation only, but under the circumstances I think we can wave that part. "I don't have that kind of money on me." I chuckled. "I really didn't think you did James." Ross laughed. I was startled. "I didn't tell you my name." I blurted. "Oh I don't expect you to know me but I grew up and live just down the block from you." Ross informed me and then paused as he saw the gears turning in my head. The expression on my face must have told him I connected the dots. "Yes." Ross smirked. "I know that Spencer is your son and you saw what he was doing." "You don't have to tell him do you? I don't want him to know that I know yet." I panicked. "I'm not sure how I feel about this yet." Ross laughed out loud. "You just saw your son sucking cock and charging for it while his best friend is getting butt fucked by their coach and your first reaction is to want to get a membership? It seems to me that you know exactly how you feel about it." "Yes, well okay, maybe I said that wrong." I returned frustrated. "I don't know if this is how I want Spencer to find out I found out if that makes sense. I wore a mask so I was anonymous and I don't really want him to learn about me being there till I'm ready to let him know." Ross's expression softened. "Don't worry, he won't hear anything from me. I don't discuss who members are with anyone, even if they are related, so your secret is safe with me." Ross relaxed back in his chair again. "I hope you realize that not all sex shows involve your kid." I smirked. "Well he does need time to do his homework so I would hope not." Ross laughed at that. "So as a member," "Once you pay your dues." Ross cut in. "Once I pay my dues. What can I expect to get for membership?" I asked. "At a minimum there will be one sex show a month but usually happens more often. All sex shows involve sex that is illegal in some form. It can be incest or pedo or animal or some other weird shit that people get into. Members receive a text with just a date and time. Our texts come from a burner phone and once all the texts are sent out it is trashed so there is no trace back. This indicates when the next show will be. There is no info as to what the show is so you take your chances and if you don't like what it is then you can leave. Participation in a show usually costs extra as you saw today. Membership also gives you connections with others that are into the same shit as you. If you decide to always wear a mask then that connection making is limited, it's your choice. Of course the performers are always exposed so you know who they are and can try to make connections with them outside the shows." Ross paused a moment. "I would have never pegged you as being into gay stuff." "I don't know that I am and if Spencer wasn't involved in it I doubt I would be interested in joining." I admitted. "Well like I said your secret is safe with me but if you ever get the chance to fuck him, man o man take it because he is one hot lay." Ross suggested. "Oh, ah thanks for the advice I guess." I returned with some doubt in my voice. "Well get the money to me and I will set you up with our text systems about shows and the ever changing door code." Ross stood. "And if you wanna try it on with a guy, I'm available." I stood also. "I guess I wouldn't have pegged you as being gay." I said smartly to Ross. "I don't like to label myself, I just like sex with people who interest me and you interest me." He retorted. "Are you looking for the father son kink maybe?" I chuckled. Ross just smiled and shrugged his shoulders. I didn't go straight home but instead went to a bar nearby to have time to think. I was able to get the last stool at the far end of the bar where I would have little disturbance. With a good bourbon in my hand I sipped and thought. Did my being such an absent father allow Tom to get so close to Spencer? But I knew Jeremy's dad was a big part of his life so that wouldn't be the case for him. Is Jeremy's dad apart of this? Did Jeremy bring Spencer into it? What is he doing with the money? He certainly has no need for it as I provide for all his wants. Then a heavy shudder went thru my body as I wondered if Nick knew anything about what his older brother did. I also wondered how many of the members of this group knew who Spencer was and who I was. Other than Tom, how many guys have I talked to in town and as we talk their thinking about how they had their cocks down my son's throat or up his ass. Could I sit Spencer down and tell him I know what's going on and ask him to stop? Explain all the dangers to him and explain how the reputation he's building could someday ruin him. Did I want him to stop? After all I did get a hardon from watching him be such a whore and I did enjoy his blowing me. I finished my third drink and still wasn't sure what my course of action should be. I headed home and ended getting home slightly earlier than usual. Nick and Lily were already up in bed but Spencer was sitting in the kitchen snacking on something. I remembered him saying that I don't pay attention to him and actually had a pang of guilt shoot thru me. Again I wondered if it was my fault he was a cock slut. "Hi sport." I greeted as I walked into the kitchen. "Where's your mom?" "She had a headache so she went to bed right after Nick and Lily." Spencer answered simply. I took a stool next to him and picked a pizza roll off his plate and popped into my mouth. "Hey get your own." He laughed. "What? You don't want to share with your old man?" I returned chuckling. "I did all the work making them. I slaved over opening the box and pouring them out on the plate and having to wait while they microwaved and you just want to swoop in and help yourself." He joked back at me with his usual smile and twinkling eyes. I wondered to myself just how many cocks have those lips been wrapped around. "And some day you might have a kid and you will do the same to him." "Maybe." Was his simple reply. I didn't ask him to clarify if he meant maybe that someday he might have a kid or maybe he might do the same. "Tell me something about yourself that you know I don't know." I requested. His smiled faded and a puzzled look came across his face. "I don't understand." I reached out and touched his arm, I expected him to pull away but he didn't and allowed me to brush his arm. "I always thought I had tomorrow to spend time with you and to get to know you but tomorrow has come and gone many times over and now your practically a man and I don't know you." I choked up a bit. "I'm sorry for not being there for you, for not being a bigger part of your life." Spencer stared at me in silence with no judgement on his face as I looked back at him and continued to brush my fingers up and down his arm. Finally after several moments he softly replied. "I love you." His words startled me and I wasn't sure what the context was, a puzzled look must have crossed my face. "That's the answer to your question." He added with a humble look on his face. "I love you and I don't think you know that." I found a tear coming to my eye and wiped it away feeling foolish about my reaction. "I love you to son." I returned. "No not really." Spencer returned with no malice or judgement in his voice or tone. "Sure you can say you love me because I'm your kid but you don't really love me, the me that makes me who I am because as you said yourself you don't know me." My eyes started to water up. "How fucking smart you are, how did you get to be so smart? Why would you love me? I basically abandoned you, ignored you, and never supplied the human support a kid needs just the physical of a home and food and toys and what not." Now Spencer reached out and placed the palm of his hand on my chest. "But you did teach me about being focused on a goal and working towards that and doing what it takes to reach that goal." "But at what cost? I ignored my family, I only thought of myself and what would please me." I admitted. "But it's not too late for you to get to know Nick and Lily." Spencer offered. "Does that mean it's too late for me to get to know you?" Spencer looked away from and then back again. "It will be harder but it's possible. I have a full life going with different activities and it would be harder for you to become a part of those but sure we could talk more and you could come to my games and support me." "So I should take the time to pay attention to you." I stated and then realized I had used his own words from earlier. Spencer's eyes narrowed just a little and I could see he was pondering my words and maybe wondering about the coincidence of him having just said that earlier. I guess he decided to test me. "Yes you could pay more attention to me and Nick and Lily, maybe just be yourself and not hide behind a mask." He laid open for me the path to confess all and admit that it was me he gave a blow job to and that I knew some of what he was up to, but I chickened out. "I guess I do hide behind my work like a mask and I will try to do better." I wasn't sure what that expression on his face was. Was it relief in thinking that it wasn't me at the show or was it disappointment? "I suppose I should let you get to bed." I said since I didn't know where to go from here, where I wanted it to go. "Yea." Spencer sighed. "I got a test tomorrow so best I do. I'm glad we got to talk, I hope we'll do it more." I uncharacteristically pulled Spencer into a hug and he melted into my arms like a rag doll. "We will be talking a lot more and I will be paying much more attention to you from now on." I stated warmly. Spencer chuckled. "Well not too much attention, I'm a teen boy, I need to have some secrets." "Well I'll try to not get in the way but maybe you'll share some of these secrets with me. I want to be able to say I love you like you say it." I returned then kissed him on the forehead and let him go. He reluctantly let me break the contact. I could tell he wanted more, I'm sure I could have dropped him to the floor and had my way with him right there and then. He probably would have loved for me to fuck him there in the kitchen where anyone in the family could have walked in and caught us. But I wasn't ready. "Night daddy." He said softly and left the room. I realized he said daddy and not dad. I don't know why but I discovered it gave me a hard on. I needed to clear my head, get my thoughts straight. Do I want to have sex with my son or well do I want to use him sexually. I decided to take a walk in the cool night air. Walking down the street I stopped across from where Tom lived. There were lights on and curtains open but I couldn't see anyone. I remembered that Tom and his wife had adopted a boy who would be around 9 now I think. I believe Leo is his name. I wondered if Tom is fucking his own kid or just the boys from his ball team or gym classes. I wonder how many he's fucking, is it just Jeremy and Spencer or are there more. Leo and Nick play together sometimes at Tom's house, is Nick involved? Is Tom fucking both my sons? My cock was throbbing hard as I moved on before I got caught stalking Tom's house. Ross said he was a neighbor and I wondered which house he was in as I walked further. I ended up circling around three blocks and was 4 houses short of mine when a car pulled into the driveway and I saw Ross get out. "You looking for me?" He greeted. "Just out for a walk trying to wrap my head around everything." I returned. "Yea I suppose it's a hard thing to find out your boys a cock whore and selling his mouth and ass for money." Ross stated bluntly. "Not one to mince words are you." I chuckled back. "In this case I see no reason to. Now don't get me wrong I'm not judging him, I did it when I was in high school and still do sometimes." Ross replied. "As good looking as you are I'm sure you got top dollar." I returned. "Is that why you're hard?" Ross asked as he placed the palm of his hand across my hard on tenting out the front of my pants. "Because you find me attractive and you're interested in my offer?" I hesitated before responding. "I don't know why I'm hard. I have been ever since I got home and talked with Spencer." "Did you let him know you know?" Ross inquired. "I was close to it but chickened out." I admitted. "He's a really hot fuck." Ross exclaimed as he was squeezing my package. "Why don't you come in and party with us." "Us?" I questioned. "Who is us?" "Spencer and I and another." Ross glanced at his watch. "He'll be here in 15 minutes." I was puzzled. "He's home in bed." Ross chuckled. "He's home getting ready to sneak out and come over here so I can fuck him raw." I didn't know what to say and stood there stunned but I guess not really surprised. I don't think there is anything that will surprise me about Spencer anymore. "Well I don't know if I'm ready just yet." I mumbled back. "Tell you what, I'll leave the front door unlocked, you can let yourself in and watch if nothing else or join in if you choose. But I will warn you, don't come over if you're not prepared to learn new things about the secrets of your family." Ross said firmly. "Ah ok." I stammered not sure what he meant. "If you do come over give it a half hour." Ross advised as he walked away from me and into his house. I went home and had the living room lights on and the kitchen lights so Spencer would know I was still awake. I sat at the edge of the living room chair closest to the kitchen so I had a view of both the front and back doors. A half hour passed and I saw no activity, feeling smug about thwarting his plans I went up the steps to the second floor and slowly opened Spencer's door to find his room empty. The little shit, I thought, he got out somehow. I paced for 5 minutes trying to decide if I wanted to go and peek in on them or just ignore it and go to bed. The throbbing hard on in my pants just won't let me consider sleep. I walked down to Ross's house and the front door was unlocked like he said. I could hear the unmistakable sound of sex from the upstairs and I felt like a pervert as I slowly and quietly crept up the stairs. A door was open down the hall and a light on from where the sound was coming from. As I tiptoed closer I could hear Ross's voice saying "Fuck yea you like that cock don't you, you love cock you little faggot, oh man take it." There was another voice moaning softly and I could tell there was a third voice also moaning but it sounded huskier. Ross did warn me there would be three people and I wondered if it was Jeremy or Tom maybe. I peeked carefully around the corner. I pulled back from the door and pushed myself up tight against the wall as I slapped my hand across my mouth to prevent me from making a sound. A hard shudder rushed thru my body to my very core as I tried to get my breathing under control and to stop shaking. Aw fuck how could this be? Okay so I'm not around much to notice strange behavior or get clues that things are amiss but how could I be this blind. I slowly moved and peeked around the corner again and was dumb struck at the sight of Spencer with his cock buried inside Nick's ass while Ross was thrusting his cock in and out of Nick's mouth. I froze at the sight and couldn't tear my eyes away from it. My mind was numb, my mouth agape and my cock hard and throbbing and trying to rip itself free from my pants. Nick lay on his back with his legs pushed up against his chest by Spencer as Spencer plunged his hard on in and out of his little brother's hole. Ross had Nick's head turned to the side and was holding it steady as he fucked into it. This didn't appear to be Nick's first time at being fucked this way. Both my sons were cock whores I realized and being used by other men as I blindly went about my life. I found myself emitting a low moan and realized that I had opened my pants and released my cock and now had it in hand. I slowly stroked as I watched Nick take it from both ends and without complaint. Spencer looked so hot with his tight teen jock body muscles undulating as he fucked his little brother. His eyes were closed and his nostrils flared with each thrust into what I imagined was a hot tight tunnel. Spencer's ass muscles tightened and flexed and his firm round butt looked very inviting. Nick's tender young body shifted and rolled in reaction to the hard shafts penetrating his body. His toes curled and uncurled with Spencer's thrusts. His pale hands held tight onto the bed cover and his pink little lips rolled with Ross's motions in and out. His eyes fluttered and his little nostrils flared. Ross was still in good shape with a tight muscular body that would make any college jock proud to have. From seeing Spencer naked at the book store I knew he had about 6 inches which was good for his age of 15. He would probably grow to get bigger if he took after me. Ross seemed to be packing about 6 inches as well which put him in the top of the average group. Nick's little nail struck me as being big for such a small body but then again I have no idea how big he should be at his age. Spencer made a point of saying I had a big one at the book store and loved to get fucked by big ones. I thought maybe he would say that to any guy to make them feel good, but then I don't remember him saying that to the guys who were on either side of me. My hand stroked my hard 9 inches of daddy meat. I was conflicted, do I just watch or do I give Spencer what he wanted? Do I fucking want to have sex with my kids was the big question screaming in my head. I would have never thought of them as sexual items but now that I know they are sexually active, could this be the way to make up for all the time I lost with them. Of course if I don't join in could I handle knowing that they are sex toys for who knows how many men and how many more to come? Right or wrong this is a part of my kids' lives and if I want to be a better father then I should be a part of it. There was logic in there somewhere I consoled myself as my shaking hands pulled my shirt off and then I kicked my shoes off. I stripped out of my pants and underwear and socks so I was now completely naked. I looked down at myself and while I wasn't buff like Ross or Spencer, I hadn't done too bad keeping myself in shape. My chest was covered in a spray of dark course hair with hard chestnut nipples poking out. I loved my nipples and they reacted well to being played with. Maybe I had a small gut but it was still flattish enough that I couldn't be called fat. But of course the prize that all my sex partners zeroed in on was my big fucking cock and low hanging balls. I'll probably look like shit when I'm 80 but right now it was still prime meat to play with. I moved to go in the room but found that I just couldn't do it, I wasn't ready, and I silently moved away from the door and left the house. I found myself in my den with my cock still throbbing hard and in my hand. I leaned back in my chair and slowly stroked remembering Spencer's warm mouth wrapped around my meat earlier. I've had a lot of blow jobs but that son of mine has talent. Then I thought about the sight that will be forever burnt into my memory, Spencer with his cock up Nick's asshole. I wondered if Nick has been in any of the shows and who has fucked him, is Coach fucking both my boys. My right hand was sliding up and down my shaft as my left rubbed the precum around my knob. I could feel my load building and soon it erupted up and out into the air and landing back down on my crotch. A grunt caused my eyes to fly open and look to see Spencer in the doorway with his cock in hand and shooting a load of cum across the carpet. Spencer chuckled at what must have been a deer caught in headlights look on my face. "If you don't want it to be a spectator sport then don't leave the door open." He said as he tucked his cock back into his boxers. "It's been nice bonding with you dad, let's do more of it." He smiled and then was gone. Fuck I thought as I exploded and shot all over myself. I was up and out of the house and on my way to work before anyone else got up. I was pensive and found it hard to concentrate and was moody. My secretary warned the rest of my staff and they stayed clear of me as best as they could. I fluctuated between hard and soft all day but was mostly hard despite me rubbing a few out in the bathroom. I called Ross and asked when he was going to be with my boys again. He said he could have them over tonight if I wanted and I said yes I was ready. I don't remember the drive home but timed it so I would be getting in just before Spencer would be going to bed. I again found him at the kitchen counter snacking on something. "Hey Spencer how was your day?" I greeted. "Good dad and yours?" He returned shoving the last pizza roll into his mouth. "Moms in bed already, wanna go to your den and jack off together again." "Look Spencer about last night." I started but he cut me off. "Yea last night was great, it's good to know you're just a regular guy with regular needs." He smiled at me smugly. "Of course I'm a regular guy." I returned defiantly. Spencer just laughed and told me to lighten up and said good night and left the room. I followed the same pattern as the night before and waited a while, then went to check Spencer's room and he was gone. I let myself into Ross's house and crept up the steps to the open door for the same bedroom as last night. Again Spencer was buried into Nick's ass and Ross was down his throat. I stripped off my clothes, I took in a deep breath and gathered my confidence, then exhaled slowly and opened my eyes. I wiggled my toes in the carpet for a moment to steady my nerves and then marched into the room as if I owned it. My hard cock throbbed in front of me as Spencer turned his head and gasped at the sight of me. Ross said "Good man you're doing the right thing." As I moved behind Spencer and touched my cock to his ass. "He's all lubed up just go right in." Ross advised. I held my cock head down so the tip touched Spencer's hole. "Fuck me daddy please." Spencer whimpered as he held himself still with his cock buried in full into Nick's ass. I gave Spencer a moderate slap across the ass and he moaned. As he did I pushed my head in, I figured since he's been fucked before I didn't need to be all girly about it and I was going to make this a manly fuck. A father fucking his whore son and pushed in further and Spencer moaned louder. His moans were of obvious pleasure and that drove me deeper till I was balls deep into him. My crotch slammed up against his hard taut ass and I held myself there thinking this is the tightest fucking hole I've ever been in and I've busted more than one virgin pussy. My son's hole was hot and soft and tight and I never wanted to leave it. "Oh yea daddy." Spencer moaned out. "I've wanted this for so long, your big hard daddy cock buried in me." I grasped onto my son's hips and pulled back before going in full tilt again. "Is this what you want? Your daddy to fuck you hard up your jock teen ass. You wanna be my boy bitch?" "I wanna be your lover, your whore, your sex toy daddy, fuck me like a man." Spencer shouted back at me. I began to pound into him which caused his cock to push in hard into Nick. I pulled back on Spencer's hips so he came out of Nick and then pulled myself out of Spencer, spun him around and pushed him down onto his back on the bed. I raised his legs and pushed myself back balls deep into his jock ass. Bending over him I looked him in the eyes as I pounded the shit out of his hole. I fucked him harder than I ever fucked anyone and he continued to moan in pleasure. I noticed Ross had spun Nick around and sunk his cock into his boy pussy and was fucking him harder than I thought a boy could handle. We fucked my son's side by side, Ross stayed silent as Spencer and I traded words. "You're a cock whore aren't you son?" "Yes daddy." Spencer replied. "How many men have you sucked off? How many men have filled your mouth with their hot cum?" "I don't know daddy I lost count." "How many men have fucked this whore little ass of yours?" "Only twenty." Spencer replied as if that was an insignificant number. `You said my cum was the best you ever tasted, was that just a lie?" Spencer's eyes widen just a bit. "That was you in the mask." "Yes and I saw what a whore you are. Was that just a lie?" I repeated. "No daddy, yours is the best cum I ever tasted honest." Spencer whimpered. I was amazed at how Spencer was taking the pounding I was giving him, I've hired professional whores who couldn't handle this. "You like men fucking you, you like being a whore to strange men, don't you?" "Yes daddy." "Why?" I shouted in his face. "Why would you do that?" "Because they called me son, they paid attention to me. If giving them sex was the price then that was okay." Spencer spat out at me. That should have crushed me, that should have caused me to feel guilt ridden, that should have caused me to stop but it didn't. It made me mad and drove me to fuck him harder than I realized possible. "Well your real daddy is going to pay attention to you now and that will mean lots of fucking sex for both of you. Your both gonna keep my balls drained." "You'll fuck me to, right dad." Nick asked softly. That drove me over the edge and I blasted Spencer's guts with my seed. As I did Spencer orgasmed without having touched himself and the clenching of his asshole as he shot his load made his ass even tighter. "I'm gonna fuck you from both ends little man." I returned to Nick. "My cock is going to be your new favorite toy." I couldn't take it anymore and pulled out of Spencer with an audible pop, then collapsed down onto the bed alongside him. Spencer rolled up to me and curled up under my arm with his head on my heaving chest. Ross continued to fuck Nick as I watched and Spencer snuggled up against me. "You know this would get you free membership." Ross stated. "What would?" I asked. "You doing shows with your boys. It would cover the whole incest and pedo thing. Performers get free membership." "You want me to openly fuck my sons in front of other guys?" "Why not, your boys have been getting fucked by others in front of them. Let's add the dad element." Ross stated and then grunted as he pulled his cock out of Nick and then sprayed his load across Nick's stomach and chest. "Nick has been in some of the shows?" I questioned looking at him "Yes daddy I have." Nick admitted meekly. "So everyone would think I'm an incestuous son fucker." Ross chuckled. "Is that worse than everyone already thinking your sons are cock whores behind their clueless dads back?" "Fuck you." I snapped back. Ross laid down and leaned back against his headboard and pulled Nick up onto his lap. "I'd be proud to have guys see me get fucked by my daddy." Spencer added to the conversation. I brushed my fingers thru his hair. "I guess it would be a turn on to have men watch me fuck you knowing their jealous that it's not them fucking their son." I fell silent a moment. "I want to hear how this all started." Spencer looked up at me. "Are you sure?" "Yes tell me how you became this cock slut and how Nick became a part of it.