Date: Sun, 19 Mar 2006 12:56:40 -0600 From: Marc Paige Subject: Family Secrets-12 PLEASE READ AND UNDERSTAND THE FOLLOWING DISCLAIMER VERY CAREFULLY!!!!!!!. The following story contains GRAPHIC SEXUAL SCENES between young males. If material of this nature offends you then DON'T READ IT!. To everyone else who this type of material appeals to enjoy. Additionally, if you are under 18 years of age in most states you are not allowed to read this story by law. THIS STORY IS PURELY A WORK OF FICTION AND ANY RESEMBLANCE TO PERSON'S LIVING OR DEAD, OR TO EVENTS THAT MAY HAVE OCCURED, IS PURELY COINCIDENTAL!. MOREOVER, NONE OF THE ACTIONS OF THE CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY IS MEANT TO CONDONE, APPROVE, OR SANCTION THEIR BEHAVIOUR. The author that's me Marc claims all copyrights to this story. This Story is a complete work of fiction and is not for sale. For a complete listing of the stories I've written so far visit: http://www.asstr.org look for my name Marc Paige in the authors section. E-mail Comments to my NEW address: M_paige837@hotmail.com "Family Secrets" 12 BY Marc Paige When we got to L.A.X my mom paid the driver and we got out, Zach stared at me as I got his Suitcase out of the trunk since his was on top of mine. "Thanks" he said to me taking the handle as I just looked at him as I took mine out noticing it felt a lot heavier that it did when I came out here. "Here honey let me carry that for you" my mom said to Zach. "Thanks aunt Heather he replied as my mom smiled at him pulling up the handle on his suitcase so she could reach it easier. "Need some help?" my aunt asked with a smile. "Nah I got it" I replied seeing Zach glance back at me as he and my mom were walking ahead of us. I was greeted by the cool air of the air condition when we walked into the airport and saw a couple of people rushing about. My aunt and I followed my mom and Zach who were walking ahead of us talking and laughing though I couldn't hear what they were saying. We got to the line that where other people who were on our flight were already checking in their luggage. "Go check your luggage in guys" my mom said when we got up to the counter. "I can get it myself" Zach said to me as I reached to pickup his suitcase to put it through the scanner. "Fine" I replied putting my suitcase up leaving him to struggle with his. "Let me get that on for you" one of the guys working airport security said to Zach as he was still struggling to get his suitcase up to the scanner. "You guys traveling alone" the man asked smiling as I handed him my laptop for inspection as our suitcases started going through. "No our moms" are getting the tickets" Zach replied pointing in the direction our moms were in seeing them just now walking away with the tickets from the counter. I watched as My mom and my aunt joined the line of four people behind me and glanced at me as the talked to each other. "Empty your pockets and any jewelry you might be wearing please" the woman standing at the scanner said to Zach. I watched him removed his PSP from his pockets a stick of gum and some other junk the woman smiled at him as he walked through the scanner. I was up next already knowing the drill and took off my watch and my bracelet and walked through the scanner sighing as it beeped. "You need to empty your pockets too" the woman said. "My pockets are empty" I replied looking at her. I let out a deep sigh as she started waving me down with the wand to see what made the scanner go off. "Probably just a button you're clear" she said with a smile. I collected my laptop and slung it back over my shoulder and put my watch and my bracelet back on and stood with Zach waiting for our moms. When they got to the scanner my aunt put the small travel bag she had with her through the scanner and she and my mom went through without any problems. My mom handed me my ticket and the four of us walked to the gate where our flight had started boarding. "Hey I'm sitting next to you" Zach said after looking at my ticket as I was looking to see what seat I got. Great, I thought to myself looking at Zach as he actually looked happy about him being my brother. We got to the gate and I handed the airline attendant my ticket after Zach handed her his and she smiled at us sending us through. I found our seat pretty easily after maneuvering around a couple of people on the aisle with Zach following close behind me. I also happened to notice that this plane was a little smaller than the one I was on when I came out here. "Can I have the window seat?" Zach asked looking at me. "Go ahead" I replied letting him by me smelling him reeking of Aqua Velva. I spotted our moms who smiled and waved at us taking their seats a few rows ahead of us on the opposite side of the aisle as I was putting my laptop into the overhead compartment. I sat down and buckled my seat belt thinking that I was on another flight next to someone I didn't want to be next to. "Want piece?" Zach asked offering me some of his chewing gum. "No thanks" I replied noticing our moms looking back at us with a smile. "Do you know how long this flight is?" Zach asked after a few minutes went by. "Five hours and a couple minutes I think" I replied browsing through a magazine not even looking at him. "When are we taking off?" Zach asked after a few more minutes. "Do I look like a pilot to you" I said looking at him expecting some smart ass comment. "No" he replied brushing his hair from his eyes looking at me. The captain came on the PA system just then and announced that our flying time to New York was five hours thirty three minutes. I glanced around and noticed that there were a lot of empty seats around as the plane was apparently as full as it was going to get. The captain then instructed everyone to fasten their seatbelts along with the usual safety warnings. I watched Zach fidgeting with his seat belt for a few seconds before he figured out the correct way to get it buckled. After a few minutes the plane started moving and I saw my mom glance back at us and smiled and then whispered something to my aunt prompting her to look back at us and wave. I waved back at her faking a smile noticing Zach waving to them too, I sat back glancing at Zach wiping his hands down on his pants looking really nervous as he appeared to be a little scared. At least we have one thing in common, I thought as I really wasn't into flying either and felt the plane start to move. I watched Zach as he pressed his head back into his seat grabbing the arm rest between us as the plane picked up speed. I was a little nervous myself though not as much as the last time as the plane tilted up taking off. I heard Zach let out a heavy sigh and looked at me as I stared at him as I unbuckled my seatbelt and brushed my hair from my eyes. "How fast do you think we're going?" Zach asked as he seemed to have relaxed after a few minutes. I took my eyes off the magazine I was reading and just looked at him wondering how the fuck he expected me to know how fast we were going, I didn't even fucking care. He didn't say anything else after that and I went back to trying to read the magazine I had in my hand though all that ran through my head was "Zach is your brother". I closed the magazine as even the words printed on it seemed to be saying Zach is your brother over and over again. I glanced at him peering out the window and then looked to where my aunt and my mom were sitting talking getting angry again for them not telling me Zach was my brother. I felt so fucked up being angry one minute and not the next then sad for I don't know why and then Scared and guilty. I put my hand on my forehead and closed my eyes and leaned back in my seat getting a terrible headache from all those thoughts. "How high do you think we are?" Zach asked as I opened my eyes and looked at him peering out the window thinking that all his fucking questions were only making me feel worse. "Do you think birds can fly this high?" Zach asked as I felt my head throb again not answering his stupid questions. "How thick do you think the glass in this window is?" Zach asked as that was just about all I could take with his idiotic questions. I got up and went over to the empty row of seats across from where I was sitting to get some peace from Zach and his fucking questions. I glanced at him staring at me and turned away from him looking out the window at the clouds below us thinking of how fucked up this was having him as my brother. As time went by I looked over at Zach and saw him playing a game on his PSP and thought to myself if we could ever have a relationship now besides pissing each other off. Getting under each others skin was years hardwired into us and I didn't see that changing anytime soon. I looked back out the window wondering just how I was supposed to be Zach's big brother when I couldn't stand him. I started thinking of the relationship that Kevin and his little brother Keegan, they had a lot in common though there were times they really pissed each other off. I looked at Zach again and thought that the only thing we had in common was the nasty sex we had with each other. I don't think I should have even thought about that as having something in common with him since we couldn't keep doing that stuff, not now that we were brothers. I thought back to the day I Saw Skye and Robin in the pool and thought they seemed to have an okay relationship even though they had sex with each other, but then again they liked each other. What was even more confusing to me was the fact that I still wanted to do all the dirty things we did even now as I looked over at him. Then I realized that it was only going to get worse now that he was going to be with me for they rest of the summer. I have to find somewhere to go I thought turning my head away from Zach as he glanced at me briefly before focusing back on his game. Maybe I could go spend a couple days with victor and live like a rich kid for a while thinking about a few of the many apartment his dad had around New York that he had taken me to. "Can I get you anything?" the flight attendant asked when she came down the aisle smiling at Zach. "No thanks I'm fine" he replied with a smile. "Wasn't someone sitting here with you" the flight attendant asked. "Yeah my brot..., he's over there" Zach said pointing to me. "Oh" the flight attendant said flashing me a smile that all of them seemed to have permanently on their faces. Zach looked at me and held his head down as the flight attendant continued on her way down the aisle asking the few other passengers if she could get them anything. I saw my aunt glance back and then looked around no doubt looking for me since the seat next to Zach was empty. She spotted me and gave me a little smile and then turned back around as I went back to looking out the window. "Excuse me can you tell me where the bathroom is?" Zach asked as the same flight attendant was making her way back up the aisle. "Over there" she said smiling pointing Zach in the direction of the bathroom. "why don't you go with him" the flight attendant said to me as I was looking at them noticing Zach staring at me hopefully. "I'm sure he can manage by himself" I replied as Zach looked a little sad. I saw his mom call him over to her as he turned and was about to walk down the aisle toward the bathroom noticing my mom turning back staring at me. Zach went over to his mom standing beside her seat talking to her, I couldn't hear what they were saying but I knew they were talking about me as the three of them looked back at me. I saw my aunt get up and she and Zach walked back down the aisle toward the bathroom glancing at me as they passed by. They came back after a few minutes and I noticed Zach looking really pale as he glanced at me and sat back down. I saw his mom whisper something in his ear and then kissed him on his cheek and came over and then looked at me. "why are you sitting over here?" my aunt asked pushing her hair back behind her ear with a little smile. "I wanted to look out the window" I replied as it was the best lie I could come up with. "Uh-huh" my aunt said with a smile apparently not believing me. "what's the matter with him?" I asked seeing Zach slouched down resting his head against the window. "Oh he just threw up in the bathroom" she said glancing at Zach. "He gets air sick?" I asked looking at her. "It never happened before" she said glancing at him again. "He probably just ate too much" she said dismissing Zach's sudden illness. "Okay enjoy the view" she said getting up. "The view of what?" I asked confused. "The clouds" she said pointing out the window. "Oh right yeah" I replied faking a smile. My aunt went back over to Zach and said something to him and kissed him on his head and gave him a little hug before walking back up the aisle to her seat. I saw my mom look back to where I was sitting by myself after my aunt said something to her and I slouched down in my seat where they couldn't see me and went back to staring at the clouds. I yawned as I suddenly stared feeling really sleepy and closed my eyes sinking down a little more in my seat. "We didn't get to finish what we stared the last time" Andie said to me smiling and pushing back her hair as we stood in her room. I closed my eyes as she moved closer to me and then felt her lips pressing against mine softly at first and getting deeper as I kissed her back. Something was different about her as she shoved me back against her bedroom door with a strength I never knew she had. I felt her press her lips back against mine but this time it felt different as she kissed me harder than before. I opened my eyes and felt a chill run up my spine as it wasn't Andie that was kissing me but Skye. "Hey what are you doing" I said pushing him off me. "Don't act like you don't want this Wes I know what you did to Zach" he said with an evil grin. "Get the fuck off me" I said pushing him back to leave as I noticed we were in his room wondering how I got here. Skye suddenly grabbed me and shoved me against the door hard and pressed himself against me as I felt his dick pressing against my ass. I gasped as I felt his hand on my butt massaging it as I felt a wave of pleasure surge through me. "I waited so long for this Wes" Skye hissed as I felt his lips and his teeth on my shoulder with my cheek pressed against the door. "No stop" I hissed as I felt his hands reach around my waist and started undoing the button on my pants pulling them down feeling his lips and his teeth on my back. "I know you want this Wes cause I want it too" he whispered in my ear sucking on my ear lobe making my knees quake as my pants dropped to the floor. "No stop" I whispered feeling my dick pressing painfully against the door. "Do you really want me to stop" he whispered in my ear softly as I felt his hand wrap around my dick and his tongue behind my ear. "YES" I hissed though I didn't want him to stop. "AHHHHHHHHHH" I gasped as he pulled back my foreskin and stared slowly stroking my dick. "Ohhhhhhhhhh" I groaned feeling his tongue suddenly swipe over my hole. Somehow we had moved from off the door but Skye was still behind me kissing my shoulders and stroking my dick. I could now see his bed now and there was Zach and Robin and some other blond boy that I didn't know, they were all completely naked kissing and touching each other moaning and giggling softly. Zach and Robin looked at me and smiled as their hands worked all over the dick of the blond boy that was between them. The boy was lost in pleasure as he lifted his butt off the bed moaning loudly as I saw Robin attack one of his nipples with his tongue while Zach feasted on the other. I closed my eyes I thought that this wasn't happening it can't be happening as I felt Skye lips and his tongue on my shoulders and then on my neck not wanting him to stop. I opened my eyes again and now saw Robin on his hands and knees in the middle of the bed moaning loudly as Zach was behind him fucking him so hard I could hear their skin slapping together. I wished I knew who that blond kid was not seeing his face as he was behind Zach licking his ass making him moan as he tilted his head back with his eyes closed fucking Robin with all his might. "Let's show them how to really fuck" Skye whispered in my ear as I felt his tongue on my neck. "YESSSSS" I groaned closing my eyes as I felt the head of his dick pushing against my ass while his hand pumped my dick. I felt hands all over me and heard giggles from whoever it was that was touching me knowing that it was more than one person. Jolts of pleasure hit me as I felt hot wet tongues all over my dick and my balls accompanied by more giggling. I opened my eyes to see Zach, Robin and the blond boy who was on the bed with them who I now realized was Jake all grinning up at me as they were all on their knees on the floor. "You're gonna love this" Skye whispered as Jake moved up and too my dick into his mouth with a smile swallowing it all the way down to my pubes. "AHHHHHHHHHHHH" I gasped as Zach and Robin each took one of my balls into their hot mouths sending me over the edge. I jumped up and found myself back on the plane seeing Zach sitting across from me playing his PSP. Fuck I got to stop falling asleep on airplanes, I thought as I figured the thin air was the reason I had such weird dreams. "Shit" I whispered to myself as I felt wetness in my pants after apparently having cum in my underwear. Zach stared at me as I got up and walked down the aisle holding my hand in front of my crotch tying not to make it obvious, but also trying to hide the boner I had hoping my cum hadn't started soaking through my pants. I got to the very small bathroom on the plane and went in closing the door behind me; I unbuttoned my pants and saw the mess in my underwear. I grabbed a handful of toilet paper and stared cleaning my cum off my boxers first and them my dick and pubes that were matted with it. I tossed the wet tissues into the toilet and grabbed a couple more and tried drying the wet spot on my boxers where my cum had already started soaking through. "Fuck I" whispered as I tired to dry it in vain. I pulled back up my boxers and my pants and lifted my shirt checking to see if my cum had seeped through my jeans. Luckily it hadn't and I pulled my shirt back down tossing the rest of the used tissues into the toilet and flushed it. I moved to the little sink in the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror above it seeing my eyes looking really red as they usually did after I just got up. I washed my face and dried it in one of the paper towels that were really for your hands and picked off a few specks of lint off my face. I felt my wet boxers touching my dick feeling cold now as I thought that had to be the biggest load of cum I had ever shot thinking that Zach would had loved it. "You have to stop thinking like that Wes he's..." I whispered to myself not able to say aloud that Zach was my brother. I sighed and washed my hands and dried them in another of the paper towel using them as they were supposed to be. "You need to take your seat we'll be landing shortly" one of the flight attendant said to me as I came out the bathroom. "Okay" I replied returning the smile she gave me. Fuck how long have I been asleep, I thought to myself walking back up the aisle to my seat feeling really uncomfortable as my cum soaked underwear rubbed against my dick. "PLEASE FASTEN YOUR SEATBELTS AND RETURN YOUR SEAT BACKS AND TRAY TABLE TO THEIR UPRIGHT POSITION" came a voice over the PA system as I took my seat. I buckled my seat belt glancing at Zach fidgeting frantically with his again mumbling something to himself as he seemed to be over whatever it was that was wrong with him before I fell asleep. "Shit" I gasped out as the plane started shaking violently. I looked around feeling my heart trying to tear out of my chest hearing concerned murmurs from the other passengers as the plane continued shaking. "Please everyone just remain calm" one of he flight attendant said standing at the top of the aisle. Calm my ass what the fuck is happening, I thought noticing my mom and my aunt looking back at me and Zach. "ATTENTION PASSENGERS PLEASE REMAIN CALM WE'RE EXPERIENCE SOME SLIGHT TURBULENCE" came the captain's voice over the PA. If this is slight I wouldn't like to see heavy, I thought as the plane continued shaking as I held the arm rest in a death grip. I looked over at Zach and saw him clutching the arm rest too with his eyes closed tightly breathing so hard I could see his chest moving in and out rapidly. After a minute or two the plane stopped shaking and I head a couple of relieved sighs and I released the arm rest letting out a sigh myself. I looked over at Zach as he had his mouth open a little with his eyes still closed taking deep breaths. I saw my aunt mouthing the words are you okay to Zach as she looked back at him, he nodded his head yes and smiled back at her and then looked over at me. I turned away from him and sat back in my seat taking a deep breath waiting for the plane to land thinking that was way to disturbing. I saw Zach tense up again gripping the arm rest tightly a few minutes later when the plane began it's decent to land. Finally back home at last I thought taking off my seat belt after we landed and the plane slowly taxied to the gate for the passengers to get off. The plane stopped apparently arriving at the gate and the flight attendant opened the door a few minutes after for everyone to start getting off. I saw the people in the rows ahead of me and Zach get up and started getting off the plane some of them collection whatever they had stashed in the overhead compartment. I saw my mom and my aunt get up from their seats glancing back to see where Zach and I were as we had yet to get up from where we were sitting. I got up following a guy that was sitting two rows ahead of me following closely behind him eager to get my feet back on solid ground again. "Thank you for flying with us" the flight attendant said smiling to me when I got to the door. I heard her repeating it to the people behind me too apparently trying to persuade people to fly with their airline again after that whole turbulence thing. I moved around a few people after clearing the air bridge and saw my mom and my aunt standing next to each other talking no doubt waiting for me and Zach. They stopped talking when they spotted me and smiled a little as I walked slowly toward them having a feeling that I was forgetting something. "Oh shit my laptop" I said stopping dead in my tracks as I had forgotten it on the plane. I turned around and started walking quickly back toward the air bridge to go back for it and saw Zach coming toward me. Zach apologized to some guy he bumped into with my laptop slung across his shoulder walking toward me. "You forgot it in the overhead" he said with a little smile moving the strap over his head taking my laptop carrying case off his shoulder. "Yeah I know thanks" I said to him as he smiled a little smoothing down his hair that got ruffled when he was moving the strap over his head. I turned back around pulling the strap from my laptop's carrying case over my head slinging it on my shoulder moving back toward our moms with Zach following at my side looking around. "Where'd you go?" my mom asked as Zach and I met up with her and my aunt and we walked together to go get our suitcases. "I forgot my laptop on the plane" I said as my mom stopped abruptly. "Did you get it?" she asked staring at me as I knew she would tear me a new one if I lost it since it was only like three months old. "Yeah Zach brought it when he got off" I said glancing at him. My mom and my aunt smiled at us before we continued on our way to baggage claim where I noticed some people that were on the same flight with us collection their luggage. Zach's suitcase was the first to be retrieved while I stood by looking at the bags being claimed by their owners on the belt they were moving on wondering where my suitcase was. Almost everyone on the flight with us collected their bags except for me as I hoped this airline hadn't fucked up and lost my suitcase. "Maybe they forgot to put it on the plane" Zach said with a grin as the belt was empty and I still saw no sign of my luggage. I glared at him and the smile he had on his face soon disappeared also noticing my mom's look of disapproval at the way I looked at Zach. "Excuse me did any of you see a green suitcase with a black tag on the side of it" a woman who was wearing some really large glasses asked interrupting us. "No it seems like they misplaced my nephew's suitcase too" my aunt replied answering the woman. She looked a little shocked as she glanced at my mom and saw that it was the same woman that had just spoken to her. "Hey there it is" Zach said as I had sort of gotten lost looking at the thickness of the woman's glasses. I spotted my suitcase along with the one that the woman had just described slowly making their way over to us on the belt. "Thank you" she said with a smile as I lifted off hers for her. "No problem" I replied taking mine off next. The woman walked ahead of us to the security area where a man I recognized from on the plane getting screened through security. "why don't you go ahead of me" the woman said with a smile moving her scrappy black hair from her face. "That okay you go ahead" my mom said as the woman stared at my mom and my aunt again probably to get one last look at the identical twin freak show. "Guys tickets" my mom said turning to me and Zach after collecting my aunt's ticket from her. I reached into my pocket and pulled my ticket out noticing it was a bit crumpled and handed it to my mom after Zach handed her his. My mom handed the tickets to the guys who's job was to make sure passenger left with their correct luggage. He looked at the tickets and checked the tags on my suitcase and with Zach's and nodded his head letting us know it was okay to go through. "Hey" I said as Zach bumped into me as he was to busy looking around the airport to watch where he was going. "Sorry" he replied with a little smile that I didn't return. "Can you hold this for me honey I have to use the bathroom" my aunt said to me handing me her travel bag and walked away from us. "Me too" Zach said letting go of the strap he was holing to pull his suitcase behind him letting it snap back. "Okay I'll go get us a taxi" my mom said leaving me and walking off to the exit. I sighed as I stood there holding my aunt's bag with my laptop strapped over my shoulder and Zach's and my suitcase resting next to my feet. I looked out through the glass door and saw my mom leaning over the passenger side door of one of the taxis parked outside probably telling the driver where we were going. I noticed a guy who was passing buy her stop and stared at her butt as she leaned over talking to the taxi driver. I wanted go outside and kick his teeth in for leering at my mom like that even though I was still pretty angry at her, but I couldn't leave my suitcase unattended in the middle of the airport to cause a panic. She wouldn't give him the time of day anyway, I thought as the guys was a complete bum and was way out of my mom's league. Zach came back from the bathroom first all smiles making me wonder what the fuck he had to be so happy about. I spotted his mom a few minutes later as he stood next to me looking around at the people that passed us by. "Sorry I took so long my aunt said with a smile" taking her bag back from me. "Here honey hold this I'll get your suitcase" my aunt said handing Zach her travel bag brushing her hair back behind her ear. we headed outside and I took a deep breath of New York air feeling the difference from California. Although it was summer I could feel that it was just slightly cooler here than back in Los Angles but I didn't care, I was home feeling like I was home even though we were in an entirely different borough. Zach walked over to my mom who was leaning against the cab with her arms folded waiting on us while I went round the back to put my suit case in the trunk. After I got my suitcase in my aunt smiled at me and loaded Zach's in and closed the trunk and went back around and got the back door open as my mom had already taken the front seat. I got in having no other choice getting a glance from Zach and my aunt got in after me and the cab pulled off. I glanced at Zach and then at my aunt feeling really uncomfortable being in the middle trying my best not to touch either one of them. "New York is really loud" Zach commented after he had been looking out the window while we made our journey from Queens to Manhattan. Just the way I like it, I thought glancing at him as he rested his chin on his hands which were on the door as he looked outside. "Yes it is" my aunt said smiling while my mom glanced back and smiled at him. I glanced at him again and guessed that I should have given him a break as this was the first time in years since he had been here. We finally got to Manhattan after a while of driving my mom gave the driver a few more directions and after a few minutes I spotted our apartment building. The driver pulled up at the curb and my aunt opened the door and got out first, I followed close behind her going around the back to get my suitcase out of the trunk. I lifted out my aunt's travel bag and gave it to her and then lifted Zach's suitcase out first which his mom took from me and then got my own out. I closed the trunk and overhead my mom arguing with the taxi driver over how much money she owed him. "Rat bastard" my mom said walking up to us after I assumed she paid whatever exorbitant fare the driver of the taxi wanted. "what's a rat bastard?" Zach asked as we walked up to the door and I noticed James the doorman coming to open it for us. "A rat without a dad" his mom replied as he his mom and my own laughed and looked at me as if I was supposed to join in laughing at their lame joke. "Nice to have you back" James said with a smile "Hey James" I replied smiling at him as I thought that my mom and I were probably the only people in the building that actually had a conversation with him. "COOL, you guys get to ride an elevator every day" Zach said running up to the elevator doors while we walked through the lobby. I thought it was cool when we moved here too but it soon lost its novelty after a couple of months. "What floor?" Zach asked after we all got in. "Seven" my mom replied smiling at him and then looking at me. "Seven going up" Zach said pressing seven. The elevator hummed to life and took us up to the seventh floor where our apartment was while we all said nothing. Then it suddenly hit me we only have two bedrooms mine and my mom's that meant Zach was gonna have to sleep in my room in my bed with me. Oh god can this get any worse, I thought when the elevators stopped on the seventh floor. I glared at my mom getting angry at her for never cleaning her crap out of the third bedroom slash office she had as she said she would. I sighed dragging my suitcase behind me following behind my dysfunctional family wondering where the hell I was going to sleep since I had no intention of being in the same bed with Zach. "Wow your apartment is really nice aunt Heather" Zach commented when we got inside. I headed straight to my room and closed the door behind me dumping my suitcase in the corner noticing my room was a lot cleaner than I left it, my bed was made and it smelled better too. I reached for my cell phone where I normal left it and then remembered my mom had taken it from me at the airport. I sighed and got up and went over to my desk that my laptop occupied and placed it on the desk and picked up the cordless phone in my room to call victor to ask him if I could stay with him for a while. He didn't answer his phone and since I didn't know which one of the many numbers to call at the various apartments and townhouses his family owned I decided to call Kevin instead. "This is Kevin Porter" Kevin said answering his cell phone in his deep, smooth sexy voice he used on Alicia and just about any girl he thought he had a chance of fucking. "Hey man cut the bass it's me" I replied thinking if he would just learn to trust his caller id before he answered. "Hey man what's up, when are you coming back home" he said speaking in his normal voice. "I am home" I replied. "Shit for real" he said eager making me smile as he apparently missed me. "Yeah I just got in the door a few minutes ago" I said. "Okay I'll be over in a sec" he said. "NO DON'T COME HERE" I said urgently as I didn't want him finding out about Zach being my brother. "Why not?" he asked confused. "It's cause I'm black isn't it" he said sounding hurt though I knew he was fucking with me as usual. "Cut the shit man I'm coming over to your place" I said with a slight grin as he was already making me laugh even in my depressed state. He pretended to sniffle on the phone as if he was crying making me laugh as I could here Keegan chuckling in the background. "Will it be okay with your mom if I spent the night with you guys?" I asked hopefully. "It's never been a problem before and besides she left this morning and won't be back till next Friday" he replied as he sounded like his mouth was full. "You mind if I spend the week instead?" I asked not able to pass up an opportunity to get away from Zach for a whole week. "Even better, haul your ass over here" he said. "Okay I'll see you in a few" I replied hanging up just as my bedroom door opened. My mom and Zach walked in with his suitcase and I stared back at them just as blankly as they did. "Come over here you can put your clothes in Wesley's dresser" my mom said leading Zach over to my dresser. "Can I have my cell phone back?" I asked as my mom looked at me after showing Zach which drawer to put his clothes in. "It's on the coffee table in the living room" she replied. "You guys relax or whatever I'll order us a pizza for dinner" my mom said with a smile before she left us alone. "Guess I better unpack" Zach said after we stared at each other for a few seconds. He turned back to my dresser and knelt down on the floor unzipping his suitcase to start packing while I thought I'd better do some packing of my own. I grabbed up my Back pack emptying the contents on my desk and went over to my suitcase and unzipped it and started stuffing my back pack with clothes. After I was done I picked up a clean pair of boxers from my suitcase and headed to the bathroom to change my cum stained underwear. When I went back to my bedroom and saw Zach still taking his clothes out packing then into the empty drawer in my dresser. I walked up behind him and pulled open my underwear drawer over his head and got some money I had in had there. I wasn't going to freeload off of Kevin for a whole week though I knew he wouldn't had even thought of me as doing that. I stuffed the money in my pocket and went back over to my bed and zipped up my backpack glancing at Zach who had stopped what he was doing and was looking at me. "Are you going somewhere?" he asked a bit hesitant. "To my friend's to spend the night" I replied noticing he looked a bit disappointed not knowing I really intended to spend a week there. I slung my back pack over my shoulders and left my room thinking he better enjoy my bed since I was giving it up for him. "Pizza will be here in a while" my mom said as I walked into the kitchen "I'm going over to my friend's place for the night" I said to my mom glancing at my aunt sitting at the little table in the kitchen drinking something. "Wesley you just got home" my mom said as I wondered what difference that made sensing an argument about to start over this. "Okay we'll see you tomorrow then" my aunt said smiling as my mom looked at her. I left the kitchen and went to the living room and got my cell phone off the coffee table and slipped it in my pocket. I gave Zach a quick glance as he stood at the entrance to the excuse of a hallway that led to the bedrooms. I turned and headed for the door and even though I was still a little angry at my aunt I silently thanked her for sparing me an argument with my mom. I thought to myself as I took the elevator down to the lobby that I'd just use this week away from my family to try and put things into perspective. "Leaving so soon again" James said with a smile as I walked up to him at the door. "I'm only going over to Kevin's" I said with a smile making no mention that it was until next Friday fearing that he might let it slip to my mom. "Okay see you tomorrow" he said as I walked out knowing he'd be leaving soon to go home as it was now a couple minutes to six. I took my time walking over to Kevin's being in no particular hurry to get there walking past my usual bus stop thinking I'd be riding the bus forever. When I finally made it to Kevin's I spotted his mom's car parked in what was their excuse for a driveway and his dad's car parked in the street. I climbed the few stairs that led from the street up to their front door and rang the doorbell and glanced his neighbor directly to the right of me coming down the steps with her dog. "BABY YOU'RE BACK" Kevin yelled grabbing me and hugging me when he opened the door. "Get off me man people are staring" I said trying not to laugh and pushing him back as he tried to kiss me. "My nights have been so lonely without you" he said holding me in a bear of a hug pressing his cheek next to mine. "QUIT IT MAN" I said shoving him off of me grinning as he did mange to press his lips on my cheeks. we both chuckled and I glanced his neighbor who he said was a real snoop apparently having forgotten she was going to walk her dog and was staring at us. I closed the door behind me after following Kevin inside walking over to the living room while he made a detour to the kitchen. "Hey Keegan" I said taking off my back pack and dropping it on the floor an flopping down on the couch next to him. "How was California?" he asked with a little smile. "Okay I guess" I replied flatly. "Don't you get tired of this?" I asked looking at Keegan as he had a real love of old kung fu movies. "Nope this is better than some of the crap movies that are out now" he replied with a grin stuffing his mouth with popcorn that he had been eating out of a bowl. "How long are you staying?" Keegan asked taking his eyes off the TV for a minute. "Maybe till your mom comes" back I replied. "Cool it gets kinda boring when it's just me and Kev here" Keegan said smiling. "So how was the west coast better than here?" Kevin asked walking into the living room dropping himself own next to me. "The weather was for one thing" I replied. "Meet any hot girls over there?" Kevin asked smiling slyly. "There was one" I said with a smile thinking about Andie. "Yeah" Kevin asked turning to me with a smile as I smiled back at him. "Details, details" Kevin said making me grin. "Well she was a little taller than me" I said with a smile recalling Andie's features. "Long brown hair with matching eyes" I said which were some of Andie's most note worthy features. "what about her tits are they bigger than Alicia's" Keegan asked grinning. "Hey I told you stop talking about my girlfriend" Kevin said to Keegan who flashed him a wicked grin. "So are they bigger?" Keegan asked with a grin. "way bigger" I replied with a chuckle. "I told you to shut up" Kevin warned as his brother just giggled. "why it's not like she has any" Keegan said giggling. Kevin reached over me to grab Keegan who jumped up off the couch giggling to fast for his brother to catch him. "So what's her name" Kevin asked as he and Keegan settled down. "Andrea but everyone calls her Andie" I replied smiling as I remembered how I met her. "Did you fuck her?" Keegan asked eagerly with a grin as his gray eyes flashed. "You know you need to get some friends your own age man" I said grinning. "I do have friends my age but they're not cool like you" Keegan said with a smile as Kevin and I grinned a little. "So did you fuck her?" Kevin said repeating his brother's words. "Yeah did you?" Keegan added sounding just as eager as before. "I almost did" I replied smiling. "Almost what you couldn't get it up?" Keegan asked with a chuckle making Kevin grin. "No you little asshole I didn't have a rubber" I replied shoving him making him laugh. "OW what the fuck was that for" I yelled rubbing the back of my head where Kevin had struck me. "You broke the number one rule never ever ever go anywhere without a rubber" Kevin said sounding and looking really serious. "Even if you're going to church you should have one" Kevin said making me laugh. "You're crazy man" I said chuckling. "You both are" I said glancing at Keegan as he always agreed with everything Kevin said or did though he did have a few moments of rebellion. Kevin and I finished watching Keegan's kung fu movie with him and as I watched it, it made me Wonder if all people did in China was challenge each other on the street to see who's kung fu was greater. "You know you look really different" Kevin said after a while of us watching Keegan's movie with him. "what'd you mean?" I asked looking at him. "I don't know you just look different" Kevin said studying me wrinkling his eye brows as if he was lost in deep thought. "Did you get a hair cut?" he asked. "Nope and I don't plan on getting one soon either" I said as this was the longest I ever had my hair at. "I know you got a tan" Keegan said turning and smiling at me apparently having been following our conversation while he was watching his movie. "Shit He's right, dude you got some color" Kevin said with a chuckle. I held my hands out and looked at them and saw that they were right, my skin had gotten a little darker from it's usual pasty look. "Yeah well not everyone is born with a built in tan like you guys" I said making Kevin and Keegan chuckle. "That thanks to our dad he's the chocolate in our mom's milk" Keegan said making me and his brother laugh. "Man you are so lucky mom's not here to hear you say that" Kevin said grinning as Keegan snickered. "well it true" Keegan replied with a chuckle as we laughed again. When the movie was over Kevin and Keegan spent the next hour catching me up on all the events that I missed while I was in L.A. Kevin ordered us a pizza that I contributed half of the money too despite Kevin saying it wasn't necessary. "Hey guys let's watch a movie" Keegan said after the three of us sat on the couch after stuffing ourselves with pizza. "Okay" I said and Keegan hopped up off the couch and went over to the DVD Player to put the movie in. "Oh man not this again, how many times are you gonna watch this" Kevin groaned at Keegan's choice of the movie we were gonna watch which was The Matrix Reloaded. "It's a great movie the best ever made" Keegan said sitting back down next to me voicing his opinion. "How many times have you watched this man?" I asked smiling at Keegan. "Fifty times already" he replied proudly with a smile. "My goal is a hundred" he added making Kevin groan. I just shook my head at him as Keegan really was very amusing to watch and always made me laugh. Despite Kevin's protest I glanced at him while the movie went along and he looked really enthralled even though he had seen it a couple times before. After the movie was done we watched TV until two thirty AM, Kevin and I grinned commenting on a couple of erotic movies that we on at that hour on how fake they were. Keegan startled me as he fell against me, I looked at him and saw he was deep asleep which explained why he had been so quiet over the last hour or so. Kevin tried waking him up to go to bed but Keegan was so lost in sleep he didn't budge and Kevin ended up having to lift him up in his arms and take him to bed. As I watched Kevin take his brother to his room to put him to bed I wondered if I could ever be so close to Zach and care so much about him. I picked up my backpack with my clothes and headed to Kevin's room and decided to shower before I went to bed. "Hey do you guys have any toothbrushes to spare?" I asked as I had forgotten to get mine in my haste to get away from my family. "Yeah there's a couple in the bathroom cupboard where the towels are" Kevin answered pulling off his shirt and sitting on his bed. I left his room taking a clean pair of boxers with me to the bathroom, I found the tooth brush where Kevin said it was and brushed my teeth and took a quick shower. I went back to Kevin's room drying my hair and spotted him coming out of his parent's room doing the same as he had taken a shower in their bathroom. "Aren't you sleeping in your mom's room?" I asked Kevin after he climbed into bed and got under the covers. "Nah her bed's too soft" Kevin said. "Oh" I said running the towel through my hair a few times before tossing it on a chair where Kevin had tossed his. Kevin and I had slept together lots of times before and even had a really embarrassing picture taken of us by his mom when we were ten hugging each other tightly. The night before that picture was taken Kevin parents went out to dinner leaving us alone and we watched a couple of horror movies his dad had which we weren't supposed to watch. "Get the light will you" Kevin said as I walked over to his bed. I walked back to the door where the light switch was and flicked the light off and went back to Kevin's bed. I hooked my fingers in the waist band of my boxers to take them off and then stopped abruptly as I quickly reminded myself I wasn't at home. Force of habit, I thought to myself and climbed into Kevin's queen sized bed that had more than enough room for us. "You know we haven't slept together in along time" Kevin said as I settled in next to him. "Yeah you know you're right" I said staring up at the ceiling. "Let's cuddle" Kevin said snuggling up to me. "Get off of me man" I said with a chuckle pushing him away. "But baby I missed you" he said moving closer as I laughed moving away from him. "Stop it man" I said grinning moving away from him as he was being his usual crazy self. "SHIT" I yelped as I fell out of his bed on the floor. "Are you okay?" Kevin asked laughing out as he leaned over the side looking down at me on the floor. "No thanks to you" I said getting up off the floor as he chuckled. "Shut up" I said with a chuckle settling back down in bed as he snickered. We looked at each other and grinned and started laughing loudly as I thought what just happened to me was really funny. "Stop it man it's late" Kevin said grinning as we were both laughing. "You're laughing louder than me" I said grinning. Eventually we both quieted down after a few minutes and Just lay there looking up at the ceiling as neither of us were really sleepy yet. "Hey what ever happened at Vic's party?" I asked since Kevin told me just about everything that happened while I was away except for how the party was. "That wasn't a party man that was an event" Kevin said chuckling. "Really it was that good?" I asked turning and looking at him. "It wasn't good man it was great well for as long as it lasted anyway" Kevin said with a snicker. "what happened?" I asked wondering what he meant by as long as it lasted. "The cops shut us down around midnight" Kevin said grinning. "Really" I said. "Yeah some old fucker that lives nearby called the cops cause of the noise" Kevin replied sounding a bit annoyed. "Victor got in some trouble for not having a permit for throwing a party" he continued. "Some of the other people that live around there were pretty pissed too" Kevin said with a little chuckle. "Sounds like it was fun" I said still angry at my mom for making me miss it but it was no use dwelling on it as it was over and done with. "Dude you should have been there Vic hired a live band and dancers and shit" Kevin said as I could just imagine how crazy it all was since money wasn't a problem for victor. "You should have seen the Mansion man it's got a helipad and everything" Kevin said still sounding in awe. "And dude his dad got this whole room full of cars man Ferraris' and Lamborghinis' and Aston Martins' god man I wish you were there to see all the stuff Vic has" Kevin continued on. "wow" was all I could say as I had been to a two of the apartment victor's dad owed and was really impressed by what I saw. Judging from Kevin's descriptions the house Victor's dad owned was way beyond any of that though I knew Kevin exaggerated from time to time. "Vic's really luck man" I said staring up at the ceiling. "Not as lucky as you think" Kevin said chuckling. "Why do you say that?" I said turning and looking at Kevin as he had his hands under his head. "well after the party that same old guy that lives close to victor called his dad and told him about the party" Kevin said as I looked at him. "The next day his dad sent his private jet to get him" Kevin said with a snicker. "Where's he now?" I asked as it made sense now why he didn't answer his phone. "Well when he called me he was on the jet on his way to Spain where his mom and his brothers are I don't know if he's still there" Kevin said. "Damn" I said as I remembered victor said his dad was really strict. After a while I glanced at Kevin and saw he had fallen asleep, I looked back up at the ceiling not feeling sleepy for some strange reason. I laid there for a while listening to Kevin's deep breathing as he slept soundly next to me and wondered what Zach was doing right now. He's probably asleep, I thought to myself glancing at the numbers on Kevin's alarm clock Kevin. It was the first time I thought of Zach for the day and I couldn't help but wonder if he thought of me too. I wondered if he had trouble sleeping like I did the first night I spent at his house back in Los Angles, I wondered if my bed was comfortable for him and if he liked being in my room. After what his mom said I still didn't know how he felt about us being brothers, he didn't seem too bothered by that fact but with Zach I could never tell what was going on with him. An hour then two went by and all I could think of was Zach I was angry at my self for thinking about him so much since the reason I decided to come here was to get away from him. I closed my eyes tightly trying to put Zach out of my mind hoping to fall asleep, but my dick didn't forget about him. I ran my hand down over the covers feeling my dick hard as ever beneath the sheets, I started moving my hand back and forth along my dick feeling my balls tingling as I hadn't jacked off all day. I tried not to think of Zach and then remembered the night Andie and I almost fucked and focused on that alone. I pressed my hand against my dick a little harder and lifted my hips a little thinking about that night and how Andie's lips felt against my own and the way she grabbed my dick. I felt a sudden shiver run through me and felt some of my cum rising up my dick I opened my eyes and stopped rubbing my self and got out of bed quietly as I could. It would be really awkward to have Kevin wake up and see me jacking off next to him, I thought quietly slipping out of his room heading to the bathroom to finish what I started. I went into the bathroom and flicked the light on and went over to the toilet and slid my boxers down around my thighs and gripped my dick in my hand firmly and slowly pulled back my foreskin. I looked down and saw the head of my dick shining wet and slippery with my pre-cum as I slid my foreskin back and forth over the head. I closed my eyes and pictured Andie on her knees in front of me naked stuffing her mouth with my cock while I massaged her tits. I tilted my head back and worked up a good rhythm stroking my dick as I imagined Andie moaning throatily as she devoured my cock and played with my balls. "Ahhh" I gasped softly as I was almost there feeling the hair on the back of my neck standing on end as my balls got ready to blast my cum out. Then suddenly the perfect little image I had created in my head of Andie sucking my dick changed and instead of Andie devouring my cock it was Zach. "FUCK Ahhhhhhh" I hissed trying to keep my voice down as I started cumming. "Shit" I gasped as my orgasm left me shaking. I opened my eyes and looked down and saw the mess I made as my cum splattered all over the toilet seat and some on the floor. I grabbed a wad of toilet paper off the roll and cleaned off my dick first that was still dripping and hard as ever and thought I could probably squeezed out another orgasm form it. When I was done cleaning my dick I pulled up my boxers and cleaned up some of my cum off the toilet seat. I tossed the wad of tissues into the bowl as it was already soaked and grabbed some more and finished cleaning the seat. I grabbed some more off the roll and bent down and cleaned my jizz off the floor a bit surprised that I shot this much cum. Zach would definitely have choked on all that, I thought remembering the force I felt my cum shoot out my dick at not to mention the amount. After I had cleaned up any evidence of what I had done I glanced back at the toilet one last time to see if I missed anything before I flicked off the light. I walked quietly back to Kevin's room and started to feel sleepy now letting out a huge yawn, I slipped quietly back into Kevin's room seeing him in the same position I left him in. I slipped back under the covers next to him and closed my eyes and fell asleep almost immediately as my head hit the pillow. When I woke up the next morning I was a little confused at first but as I wasn't in my room but I quickly remembered that I was at Kevin's. I yawed and turned over rubbing my eyes and soon realized that Kevin had already gotten out of bed. I checked the time on his clock and saw that it was eleven thirty thinking that I had quickly fallen back into my summer time sleeping habits. I crawled out of Kevin's bed and stretched my arms out and slowly walked out of his room heading to the bathroom to take a much needed piss. After that was done I went back to Kevin's room and got dressed and yawned and left his room wondering where he and Keegan were. "Hey man I thought you were gonna sleep all day" Kevin said as I walked into the living room and found him and Keegan each with a bowl of cereal. "You been up long?" I asked sitting next to them. "Nah I got up about fifteen minutes ago" Kevin replied. I looked at him and smiled as here he was telling he wondered if I was gonna sleep all day and he had just gotten up not too long himself. I glanced at Keegan who looked like he was up a long time ago though he was still wearing his pajama pants. At Keegan's suggestion I had some cereal and then brushed my teeth and waited in the living room for him and Kevin to get dressed. We left taking Kevin's mom's Lexus and spent the day hanging out at some of our usual spots in New York and ended up at the Skate park that Keegan often went to. Kevin and I hung around the park watching a few of the other kids that were there pulling off some pretty impressive tricks on their skateboards and roller blades, and we laughed at some of their impressive falls too. Keegan Knew a lot of the kids that were there and pulled off some impressive tricks of his own as he said he wanted to break in his new skateboard his dad had got him for his birthday. Kevin left me for a minute to talk to a college kid that looked way out of place here since the oldest kids that hung out around here were skateboarder my and Kevin's age. I didn't know him personally but he and Kevin were pretty tight and I soon figured out why as I saw a transaction taking place between them. I never asked Kevin where he got his pot form but now I knew as I saw him and that guy talking while their hands quickly traded contents. I turned my head as Kevin walked back over to me pretending I didn't just see what happened and turned my attention to Keegan watching the way his curly dark brown hair stuck out from under his helmet. I chuckled to myself thinking he didn't really need a helmet as that mop of hair he had was sure to protect his head if he fell. We hung around the skate park for a few more hours watching the tricks and spills of the kids that were skating. We glanced now and then at Keegan having his fun at another skating area with some kids that were a little older than him. "YO KEEGAN LET'S GO MAN" Kevin yelled to his brother after we had been at the skate park for a while now. Keegan waved to us and then said something to his friends and then started running toward us and then tossed his skateboard he had under his arm and the ground and jumped on it. He jumped his skateboard and did a grind on a rail that looked really impressive and then continued on his way over to us on his skateboard. "Did you see that wicked cool grind I just did?" Keegan asked with a grin as he stopped in front of us and flipped his skateboard up and grabbed it. "Yeah it was wicked cool" I replied using his same skateboarder language as Kevin looked at me and chuckled. "You making fun of me?" Keegan asked pulling off his helmet freeing his abundance of long dark brown curls from under it. "No you're really great at the whole skateboarding thing" I said as he smiled back at me. We got back in the car and I thought Kevin was really lucky to have his mom's and his dad's car to drive anytime he wanted. Kevin drove over to the nearest McDonald's and we grabbed a bite to eat before we went back to his place. We spent the rest of the evening at Kevin place and Keegan talked me into watching another of his kung fu movies with him. While we were watching the movie Kevin got a phone call and I guessed from all the baby talk and the way he was smiling that it was his girlfriend Alicia he was talking to. "I love you too baby" Kevin said ending his conversation. "I love you to baby" Keegan said mocking Kevin's voice and making kissing noises as Kevin put the phone down and tried to grab him making me laugh, and usual Keegan dived out of the way in time grinning from ear to ear. "I'm seriously gonna hurt you one of these days" Kevin warned pointing at Keegan though he was smiling. "when is she coming back anyway?" Keegan asked. "None of your business" Kevin replied. "Alicia went somewhere?" I asked looking at Kevin. "Yeah she and her folks went to Florida for a few weeks" Kevin replied moving his hair out of his face. "He's been moping around all that time cause the slut's not here to give him any" Keegan said as Kevin jumped up from the couch and chased after him after he jumped up too. "AHHHHHHH NO NO" Keegan screamed as this time he wasn't fast enough and Kevin got hold of the back of his shirt. "AHHHHHHHHHHHH" Keegan squealed out laughing as Kevin tickled him down to the ground laughing. I chuckled as I watched them, Keegan struggled valiantly against his brother but he was no match for Kevin's strength. "OWWW get off" Keegan protested giggling as Kevin pulled his hands behind his back pinning him to the floor with his knee. Kevin glanced at me and smiled as Keegan make animalistic grunts and groans trying to get out of the hold Kevin had him in. "Let me up you're giving me carpet burn" Keegan whined as he didn't look like he was having fun anymore. "Are you gonna say anything about Alicia again" Kevin asked with a evil smile enjoying having Keegan at his mercy. "Arrgh, no, stop it I promise" Keegan whined as Kevin gave his arms a twist. Kevin let go of his brother's arms and moved his knee out of his back and got up and sat back down next to me. Keegan got up pouting as his face was red from all the struggling he did to get out of his brother's grip. He game me a sly smile and sat back next to me as I grinned knowing that he lied when he said he wasn't going to say bad things about his brother's girl anymore. I don't know what it was about Alicia that Keegan didn't like but he absolutely hated her guts as he had told me before. when we finished watching his movie I sat back on the couch while he and Kevin played a couple of games on their Xbox and made me laugh as the trash talked each other and even got physical a couple times. we all went to bed around three am after watching a couple of movies, again I wasn't able to sleep despite having jacked off when I showered. After everything I did with Kevin and his brother today there wasn't a single minute that I didn't think about Zach. As I lay there looking up at the ceiling I repeated the words "Zach is my brother" over and over in my head trying to get accustomed to it. I must have repeated those words a thousand times and it still felt weird to me I finally gave up on thinking about it as my eyes started getting heavy. I wonder if my mom is worried I didn't come home, I thought to myself since I did tell her I was only spending the night at a friend's, though I neglected to say who the friend was. When I opened my eyes and rubbed the sleepiness out of them I saw that it was twelve thirty I turned and looked over and saw Kevin still in bed next to me sleeping. I threw back the covers and was about to get out when I fell Kevin's hand pull me back as he apparently was not asleep. "where you going baby lets sleep in it's Sunday" Kevin said . "Do I look like Alicia to you" I said glancing over my shoulder and tossing his hand off my stomach where he had grabbed me. "who cares lets cuddle" Kevin said grabbing me with his other hand. "Get off man" I said as we both chuckled and he let me go. I Went to the bathroom for a piss and then went back to Kevin room and got dressed and he and I went to the kitchen and grabbed something to eat. There was no sign of Keegan and Kevin said that he probably went over to one of his friends that lived nearby. Kevin and I wasted the day away on the couch talking and laughing at just about any shit we saw on TV. Eventually Keegan showed up sometime later and we all went to pizza hut for dinner, there weren't a lot of people there since it was Sunday after all and most people were at home. I thought briefly on what my mom and my aunt cooked up for dinner and about what Zach might have been doing by himself. For a second I started to feel kinda bad for leaving him alone and coming over to Kevin's but then I thought he could always use my PS2 to entertain himself. After we got home from Pizza hut we spent a few more hours in from of the TV and got a call from Kevin's mom who was calling to check in on him and his brother. After Kevin and I went to bed I stared up at the ceiling again wondering if my mom was worried now as this was two days since I let and hadn't called to let her know I was okay. I climbed out of bed and retrieved my cell phone from my jeans and checked to see if I had missed any calls. "what the fuck is that light" Kevin said a bit groggily. "I'm just checking something on my phone I didn't mean to disturb you" I replied as I thought he was deep asleep already. "It's okay" he said turning away from me and went back to sleep. I closed my phone and was a bit surprised that there weren't any calls or messages from my mom asking me where I was or demanding that I come back home immediately. I had left to get my head straight about Zach being my brother but I also did because I wanted my mom to really worry about me as punishment to her for lying to me all these years, but so far she wasn't. I placed my phone on the night stand and thought she probably figured out I was here since I told her I was going to a friend's house and Kevin was my best friend and all. It's only been two days so far, I thought figuring that was the reason for her not calling. I thought she would had at least called my phone once since I never left without her knowing exactly where I was going and when I was coming back. I wondered if Zach or his mom worried about where I was as I turned on my side looking at the guitar Kevin had in his room that he never played since he got it. I smiled to myself and closed my eyes thinking about the other stuff he had in his room that was just for show which included a baseball bat and a hockey stick all of which he never used. I adjusted my head on Kevin's pillow that was really comfortable and thought of all the stuff he had that was basically to impress any girl he managed to lure back here. I wondered to myself why he never got rid of it all since he and Alicia seemed to be really tight and even said that the planned on getting married when they turned eighteen. I knew a lot of stuff Kevin told me was bullshit but he seemed really serious about the whole marriage thing to Alicia. I smiled to myself again thinking about what his mom's not to mention his dad's reaction was about that when he told them he was giving up going to college for Alicia who they weren't too crazy about. Monday came and went as well as Tuesday and by Wednesday I knew that my plan had officially failed or more accurately backfired. I wanted my mom to be worried and upset about where I was but clearly she wasn't as five days had passed and she still hadn't called me and I turned out to be the one worried and upset. Doesn't she care where I am, I asked myself lying in Kevin bed next to him up staring at the blue glowing screen of my cell phone on a very bright Thursday morning. "Dude why are you up so early?" asked turning over to face me though he kept his eyes closed. "who says it's early" I said glancing at him. "Okay what time is it?" he asked. "Nine thirty" I replied quoting the time I saw on my phone. "Anything before eleven is early" Kevin replied and I smiled. "So what's going on with you Wes?" Kevin asked and I glanced at him as he had his eyes opened staring at me. "what do you mean?" I asked closing my phone and staring at him. "well you have been moping around since you got here" he replied. "I haven't been moping" I said reaching over to put my phone back on his night stand not aware that I had been so transparent. "Don't give me that shit Wes I've known you since you've been shitting in your pants I know when something bothering you" Kevin said as I thought that was a really creative way to describe the length of our friendship. "Like you never shit your pants" I said as we both chuckled. "Hey we're not talking about me we're talking about you" Kevin said as he grinned at me. "Nothing's wrong man" I said dismissing his concern for me. "You should jack off more often it's make you feel better" Kevin said getting out of his bed with a smile. I just grinned and shook my head as he walked around the bottom of the bed and left his room yawning. I wished that my problem could have been solved by what Kevin suggested but in the past five days of me doing that it only made me feel more guilty as I thought of Zach every single time. I sighed thinking of what he might have been doing right now and had my thoughts interrupted by the phone ringing. "I'll get it" Keegan yelled out from where ever he was. I went back to thinking of Zach feeling my morning boner throb letting me know that it needed my attention. "Hey Kevin your woman is on the Phone" Keegan yelled out again. "I'll take it in mom's room" Kevin yelled back. "GET OFF THE PHONE KEEGAN" I heard Kevin roar about a minute later and smiled to myself as he and his brother were already at it. I looked at the door after I head the knob turn and Keegan came in smiling wearing only his black boxer briefs that looked a lot like the Kind Zach wore. "One of these days Kevin's really gonna hurt you man" I said smiling at Keegan as he came over and sat on the bed right next to me. "Nah he'd never hurt me" Keegan said with a confident smile. "Okay don't say I didn't warn you" I said to him. "Kev's like a pit bull without any teeth" Keegan said making me grin. "He's been threatening to hurt me for years now but he hasn't yet" Keegan said smiling at me as I stared into his wicked gray eyes. I thought he really did have a point, he'd been doing shit to Kevin for years that should have gotten him a serious beating from Kevin but for some reason he had escaped. Kevin did get him back for some of the shit he did but he never really hurt him to make him cry or anything. I moved around a little giving Keegan some space as he apparently wanted to lie down. "You're Kevin's best friend since before I was born right" Keegan said lying on his stomach next to me kicking his feet in the air. "Yeah" I replied staring at the few freckles he had on his nose just like his brother did. "Okay so tell me what does my brother see in that bitch Alicia" Keegan said making me laugh. "You're really funny you know" I said grinning as him and the expression he had on his face. "It's not a joke I'm serious" he said making me laugh again. "Okay I really don't know what about her that your brother likes" I said smiling at him as there were a lot of times I too wondered what the fuck Kevin saw in Alicia. "I mean he could do soooooooo much better than that whore" Keegan said putting his hand under his Jaw making me laugh again. "I hear yah man" I said grinning. "You need a hair cut" Keegan said after a few minutes of silence passed between us. "So do you, your head looks like birds can nest in it" I said touching his mop of dark brown curls as he grinned. "Mom said the same thing too" Keegan said with a chuckle. "Are you going to cut yours?" he asked looking at me. "Nah I think I'm gonna keep it at this length for a while" I said to him. "That's a good idea you look like a convict when you shave it all off" Keegan said snickering. I smiled at him agreeing with his statement as I moved a few strands of my hair from my forehead as Keegan stared at me. "Hey get out" Kevin said as he came back into his room and walked over to us. "why?" Keegan asked tilting his head up staring at his brother. "Cause it's my room and I said get out" Kevin snapped. Keegan got up from where he was lying down next to me and walked over to the bedroom door while I threw back the cover and swung my feet down on the floor and yawned. "You know you shouldn't take out your problems on me just cause your bitch of a girlfriend isn't here" Keegan said chuckling after he was safely out of Kevin's room. "OUT" Kevin yelled picking up one of his sneakers and tossing it at Keegan who closed the door just in time. "SUCK IT" Keegan said with a grin opening back the door and pulling down the front of his underwear showing us his dick. He giggled and pulled back up the front of his underwear and quickly scampered away when Kevin made as if he was going after him. "Fucking little pest" Kevin said as we were both grinning at his little brother's antics. "Hey there something I want to show you" Kevin said as I stood up and yawned stretching out my arms. "Yeah what's that" I asked. "Hang on a sec" he Said and went over to his closet. I sat back down on his bed watching him as he rummaged through his closet for what ever he had to show me. Kevin found whatever he was looking for and came back over to his bed smiling and sat down next to me and handed me a little jewelry box. I opened it as he smiled at me and saw a ring inside it that looked like silver with what appeared to be three little diamonds in it. "Kev we've been friends for a long time but that's all we are just friends" I said to him trying to sound serious and not laugh. "It's not for you asshole it's for Alicia" he said chuckling. "I know I was just fucking with you" I said grinning. "So what do you think?" he asked eagerly as I took the ring out of the box examining it. "Is this silver?" I asked taking my eyes off the ring and glancing at him for a second. "Yeah but the stones are fake" he replied as I figured as much. "You think she'll like it?" Kevin asked nervously. "I don't see why not" I replied putting the ring back in it's box and closing it. "what's the special occasion?" I asked as he grinned at me from ear to ear. "well she's just got back from Florida last night and she wants us to go out and have dinner tonight" Kevin replied smiling. "Yeah so what's the ring for?" I asked looking at him. "Well I'm gonna officially ask her to marry me tonight" Kevin said smiling. "Wow really" I said in surprise. "Yeah this is only till I get a job and I can buy her a real engagement ring" Kevin said opening the box the ring was in and looking a it with a smile. "Man you're really serious about this whole marriage thing aren't you" I said as I didn't think he was really serious about that when he told me. "Of course I am" Kevin said looking at me. "Dude you're only sixteen" I said reminding him in case he forgot. "I know but were not getting married until we're eighteen" Kevin said with a chuckle. "You know that only two years away right and what about college" I said looking into his eyes. "I thought you'd be happy for me man" Kevin said getting a little offended. "I am happy for you it just a bit surprising that's all" I said as the last thing I wanted was to have my best friend who was like my brother angry at me. "You're really serious about this?" I asked looking at Kevin thinking that we were way too young to be thinking about marriages and commitment. "Yeah I am I really love her" Kevin said staring back at me. "Well if she's the one I'm really happy for you" I said putting my hand on his shoulder making him smile. I didn't agree with what he was going to do but he was my best friend and I had to stand by him and his decision. "You going home tonight" he asked after few seconds passed between us. "I wasn't planning on it" I said as I suddenly remembered all my problems. "You don't have a problem hanging out with Keegan do you" Kevin asked. "Nah it's no problem" I said smiling at him. "Thanks dude" Kevin said smiling at me. "That's what best friends are for right" I said smiling back at him. "Come on man lets go get something to eat" he said getting up off his bed and putting the ring. Kevin and I left his room and I stopped at the bathroom to take care of business in there first and then went to the kitchen and joined him and his brother. Kevin made us hash brown for breakfast and I had to say he was really good in the kitchen unlike me who couldn't even cook water. He even told me one time his secret ambition was to be a chef though he told me if I ever told anyone that he was going to kill me with a spoon. When we were finished with breakfast we all left to get dressed since the three of us were only wearing our underwear. Kevin and I went back to his room and I couldn't help but chuckle to myself as he had this permanent smile on his face as I could only imagine how eager he was for tonight. "Hey loser let's play some Mortal Kombat so I can beat your ass" Keegan said as Kevin and I came into the living room. "What's the deal with you guys and Mortal Kombat anyway?" I asked "Dude it's like the greatest fighting game ever" Kevin said looking at me as if I committed some great crime. "Yeah there's nothing better" Keegan added backing up his brother's statement. I sat down on the couch next to them and couldn't help but smile to myself thinking, this is the same guy who just told me a while ago that he was going to officially propose to his girlfriend and here he is now playing video games with his little brother. I looked at Keegan and wondered what his reaction was going to be when he found out that his brother who he worshiped was going to marry his nemesis. As I sat there watching them beat each other to death in Mortal Kombat while they traded insults and a few real punches. My thoughts shifted to Zach and what he was probably doing right now knowing he loved this game too. I quickly tried to put him out of my mind but I knew that I had to go back home sooner or later to face him and we had a lot to talk about. Keegan kept my mind off of Zach as he had me laughing all day by the things he said to his brother, but unlike other times Kevin paid him no mind for what he said. Kevin just kept smiling as Keegan launched his best insults at him and then finally just gave up and left saying he was going over to his friend's house. With Keegan gone Kevin called and made reservations at some fancy restaurant that I knew he would be paying for with his parents' credit card. After he finished making his dinner plans he joined me on the couch and he told me of some of his plans for his future life with Alicia which included joining the army. I thought that Kevin's dad would probably kill him himself rather than have him go off and die in some foreign country if he knew what his plans were. His dad would have gotten away with killing him too since his mom was a lawyer and would defend him that is if she didn't get a chance to kill him first. I listened to the rest of Kevin's future plans wishing that my life was organized as his sounded to be. we had some left over pizza for lunch and then spent the rest of the afternoon watching TV, Keegan came back around five and hung out with us until Kevin got up and left us to get ready for his date. "why the fuck is he so happy?" Keegan asked me as we heard Kevin singing in the shower getting ready for his date. "He's got a date with Alicia" I replied watch Keegan screw up his face making me laugh. I looked at Keegan and thought of what he was going to do when he found out Alicia was now his soon to be future sister-in-law. "Hey Wes can you come here for a second?" Kevin called out from his room. "what's up?" I asked letting myself into his room. "which one do you think striped or plain?" Kevin asked partly dressed in a dark blue suit holding up too neckties one of which was plain red and the other looked blue with gold stripes. "Shit dude you're going all out for this" I said as he chuckled. "Yeah I want to do it right" Kevin replied smiling. "The red one" I said as he smiled at me. "I thought so" he replied tossing the striped tie back on his bed. I walked over to his bed and sat down watching him button up his blue shirt that matched his suit and then put the tie around his neck to tie it. After he was done I watched him apply some hair gel to his dark curly hair and then worked his brush through it straighten out his abundance of curls a bit. I was surprised at the after effect of his brushing as this was the first time I'd ever really seen Kevin brush his hair and more shocking was how straight and neat he got it. "Oh god did someone we know die?" Keegan asked as he barged into his brother's room. "That's really funny" Kevin replied taking his eyes off his reflection for a second to glance at his brother. "It wasn't meant to be funny, you look like you're going to a funeral" Keegan said making me laughed. Kevin tossed his hairbrush at his brother before he walked out of his room and left Keegan and I laughing on his bed. "Did dad say you can use his ties?" Keegan asked picking up the striped tie off his brother bed as I thought they looked familiar. "Dad's not here" Kevin replied smoothing down his suit with his hands. "Why are you getting so dressed up anyway?" Keegan asked putting his hand under his jaw staring at his brother. "Cause it's a special night" Kevin replied. "what's so special about that bitch anyway?" Keegan said as I couldn't hold my laugh in. "Hey I told you to stop calling her that" Kevin said as he came over to Keegan in a flash and grabbed his wrist. "OWWWWWWW you're hurting me" Keegan said in pain as Kevin held his wrist tightly. Kevin let go of his brother's wrist and Keegan looked up at him angrily as he rubbed his wrist with his hand, this was the first time for the day anything Keegan said made Kevin angry. "So what do you think?" Kevin asked referring to his overall look. "I think you may want to get your shoes on" I said as Keegan and I chuckled as Kevin was standing in front of us bare feet. "Shit" Kevin said grinning and went over to his closet and got a pair of shoes out to go with his suit. "Okay so what do you think now?" he asked smoothing down his jacket with his hands. "You look great man" I replied smiling at him. "Yeah a perfect bible salesman" Keegan commented making me laugh. "Shut up shrimp" Kevin said though he laughed too. "Shit I made the reservations for seven thirty" Kevin said pulling up his sleeve checking his watch that looked a lot like his dad's. Keegan and I followed Kevin out of his room after he picked up his wallet, he grabbed the keys for his mom's Lexus and looked at himself one last time at the mirror hanging in the hall near the front door. I looked at Keegan and chuckled and I had to agree with him when he said Kevin looked like a bible salesman since he had the side part and hair slicked down look. "Don't wait up for me guys" he said with a smile as I figured that meant he was going to be out late with Alicia's. "Good luck man" I said to him when he walked over to his mom's car though I thought he should have taken his dad's Mercedes that he was privileged to drive. "Why'd you wish him good luck" Keegan asked after we watched Kevin drive off. "No reason" I replied closing the door thinking it was better he hear what this night was about from his brother. I made us a bowl of popcorn and after Keegan talked me into watching the Matrix Revolutions with him. He kept me laughing all through the movie giving me his ideas on what he thought should have happened. After the movie was over he wanted to play some new game he got for his birthday that I really wasn't interested in. I left him setting up his game and went to Kevin's room and striped down to my boxers and picked up my cell phone to check if I had an messages from my mom. I sighed closing my phone and putting it back on Kevin nightstand having no messages from my mom and went to the bathroom to take a shower. While I was in there letting the water mat my hair to my face I started thinking of Zach and all the times we showered together and what happened while we showered. At first when I found out he was my brother I regretted having done those things with him but as I thought about it now it didn't seem to be so bad as I started slowly stroking my wet dick. I was hard in like two second and increased my stroking thinking of the smell of Zach's skin and the taste of his dick and his hole. I closed my eyes and pictured Zach and myself naked with me kissing him all over moving down to his dick and sucking him making me moan. I tugged on my dick harder and faster as I imagined how Zach would moan and grab my hair as I sucked on his dick as hard as I could. I imagined him whimpering continuously as he always did before his orgasm hit him and the way he slammed his hips against my mouth when he was there. I could remembered the way his couch would twitch against my tongue and imagined him cumming and filling my mouth with his juice. "AHHHHH" I gasped out opening my eyes as my dick throbbed powerfully coating the wall in front of me with my cum. After my orgasm was over and the intense feeling of pleasure it always gave me after started fading away I started feeling guilty for what I had just imagined myself doing. I finished my shower and washed away all the traces of my cum off the bathroom wall and got out and brushed my teeth and went back to Kevin's room. I put on my last clean boxers I had brought with me and dried my hair and turned out the light and climbed into Kevin's bed and turned on the TV in his room. I lay there staring up at the ceiling wondering what Kevin would think of me if he knew what I did with Zach. I focused my attention back to the TV and stared flipping through channels for something interesting to watch. I watched part of some movie that was going on on HBO and then a few shows on MTV. I turned over and reached for my phone off of Kevin night stand debating on whether or not I should call my mom and let her know I was at Kevin's. I brought up our number and stared at the send button on my phone staring into the blue glowing screen trying to decide if I should press it or not. My thumb was right over the send button about to push down when the bedroom door opened startling me. "Keegan?" I asked looking at the figure standing at the door. I heard a giggle which confirmed to me it was him though I couldn't quite make him out since the hall light was off. "What's that on your head?" I asked wondering what the hell that thing on his head covering his eyes was as that was the most I could make out about him from where he was standing. "Turn off the TV" he replied giggling again. I closed my phone and put it back on the night stand and complied with his request turning off the TV and was now in pitch blackness. Keegan giggled again as I tried to see where he was in vain as my eyes had yet to adjust to the darkness. He tossed himself on the bed next to me and giggled as I looked in the area he was in slowly taking in his form and saw that the thing on his head was some sort of goggles. "You look really funny in these" Keegan said giggling again. "Where'd you get those?" I asked as it was now apparent to me that he the goggles he had were night vision. "My uncle sent them for me for my birthday" he replied giggling again. "Here try them out" he said taking them off his head and giving the goggles to me. I took them from him and pulled the straps that were attached to it over my head and adjusted the goggles on my head. "Hey I can't see anything" I replied as there was only pitch blackness in front of me. "Hang on a second" he said and then I felt his hand at the side of my head. "Wow" I said as he turned the goggles on and I could see him lying on the bed next to me dressed only in his briefs grinning. "Cool huh" he said smiling as I his teeth plain as ever though everything was green. "You planning an excursion into Iraq or something" I asked looking around Kevin's room amazed at how bright everything seemed through the goggles. "No" Keegan replied giggling as I focused back on him. "Here try zooming in" he said sitting up and leaning forward reaching for some button at the side of the goggles. "Whoa" I said as the goggles made an almost inaudible hum and giving me a closer look at Keegan's face. "I can even see you freckles" I said making him grin as the resolution on this thing was amazing. I lay back on the bed looking up at the ceiling and scanning around Kevin's room with Keegan night vision goggles while he rattled off all the features of it. "How much did this thing cost?" I asked noticing how much of a slob Kevin was as I saw his clothes thrown just about everywhere much like my own room. "I don't know mom said it's not polite to ask someone how much something costs when it's a gift" Keegan replied as I turned back to him. He had his hands under his head exposing his hairless armpits with his legs crossed looking up at the ceiling. I chuckled to myself at how weird his eyes looked through the goggles as I used the zoom feature to get a close up of his face. "Well this must have cost a lot" I said zooming in on the TV at the bottom of the bed. "AHHHHHHH FUCK" I yelled pulling the goggles off as the TV turned on and all I saw was a bright flash of light. "Oops sorry" Keegan said giggling as I rubbed my eyes thinking I may have gone blind. I handed him back his goggles and was thankful to still have my sight as blurry as it was right now. "Sorry about that" Keegan said as I lay back on the pillow rubbing my eyes. "That's okay" I said blinking my eyes a couple times as the blurriness in them was wearing off. "So what else did you get for your birthday?" I asked turning and looking at him with my sight back to normal. "Uh let's see" he said as he stopped flipping through channels and looked up trying to recall all his presents. "My uncle got me the night vision goggles and binoculars and a pen that's really a camera" he said. "Is your uncle James Bond or something" I said scoffing. "Nah he just likes to collect spy stuff" Keegan replied with a giggle. "Dad got me a diving watch a new skateboard and knee pads and stuff" he said trying to remember all he got. "Kevin took me to see Lords of Dogtown and to dinner remember I told you that when you called " he said as I did remembered him telling me that. "Well and mom got me mostly clothes and new shoes and a game for my Xbox but I really wanted her to let me get both my ears pierced" he said glancing over at me. "why'd you want to get you ear pierced?" I asked as I didn't think he'd be into getting his ear pierced since he was afraid of needles. "I don't know ,I just thought it'd be cool cause a lot of guys that hang around the skate park got both their ears pierced" he replied as he really didn't sound disappointed. "Are your parents still getting divorced?" I asked since Kevin and I talked everything and I forgot to ask him about that. "They won't go through with it you'll see" Keegan said after a brief pause. I turned and looked at him and thought I'd have to ask Kevin about what was really going on with his folks since Keegan wasn't exactly objective when it came to talking about his parents split. I did admire him for his optimism as it was a quality I lacked as I always tended to look at the dull side of things. "Oh and your mom sent me a chocolate cake and she bought me a gold chain" Keegan replied after a while as he suddenly seemed to remember that. "My mom bought you a chain and sent you a cake?" I asked a bit surprised though I really shouldn't have been since my mom was his god mother after all. "Uh huh" he replied looking at me. "Oh" I said knowing that she didn't bake that cake. "I hope you didn't throw up on anybody" I said making him laugh reminding him of what happened last year. "Nah it wouldn't be the same if it wasn't you I threw up on" he said grinning. We both chuckled at that though I didn't think it was funny when it happened last year as I remembered everyone saying that it was though. Keegan went back to flipping though channels and smiled at me as he moved a little closer to me stopping on Cartoon Network. He kept glancing at me every now and then and smiled when I looked at him, I smiled back at him wondering what was up with him but gave it no real thought. After watching a couple of cartoons Keegan went back to flipping through channels and landed on an episode of South Park. Keegan and I laughed as South Park went on as it was the episode where chef was going to get married to a demon which was really hilarious. I started to wonder if Zach was watching it too since he and I watched it a couple times when we were back in L.A.. Then I remembered he said that his mom didn't want him watching it which I thought was weird since she bought him a lot of mature rated video games that were worse than any episode of South Park. I glanced at Keegan as he moved a little closer to me and smiled at me when he saw me looking at him. South park ended with the demon being sucked back down into hell leaving Keegan and I laughing thought I'd seen this episode more than twice before. "Are you naked under there?" Keegan asked with a smile as I picked up the remote to change the channel after some lame stand up comic came on. "why do you want to know?" I redirected after pausing for a few seconds. "Kevin said that you sleep naked" he replied staring into my eyes with a smile. "I do but as you can see I'm not" I said pulling the covers to show him I was wearing my boxers. "It's okay if you were, I sleep naked too sometimes it's more comfortable that way" Keegan said with a smile. "Kevin does too" Keegan added with a smile. I smiled back at him and turned my attention back to the TV wondering why he told me that. All the times Kevin and I slept over at each others houses we slept in our underwear but I guess it was kinda nice knowing that we had that in common too. "Can I ask you something?" Keegan asked sounding a bit nervous. "Sure what is it?" I asked looking over at him lying next to me with his legs crossed. "It's kinda personal" he said looking at me. "Okay go ahead" I said wondering what he wanted to know. "Um how often do you jack off?" Keegan asked smiling shyly. "Uh um well it kinda depends" I said scratching my head as this was the last thing I expected him to ask me. "Depends on what?" he asked looking at me. "Um well on how horny I am" I replied a little embarrassed to be telling my best friend's little brother about my jack off habits. "I guess you must do it a lot now since you and freebie broke up huh" he said smiling slyly at me. "Uh yeah I guess" I replied chuckling a little. "Do you do it more than eight times a day?" Keegan asked smiling slyly at me again. "Is that how often you do it?" I asked smiling at him as he held his head down and smiled a bit embarrassed which wasn't really like him. "Sometimes I do it more than that" he confessed with another shy smile that made me grin. "Do you think that's bad?" he asked looking at me. "No I don't think it's bad" I said as I remembered jacking off more than eight times a day too when I was his age. He responded with a smile and I started thinking of why he didn't ask Kevin about this instead of me. Keegan turned his attention back to the TV and I looked him over and for the first time realized just how much he looked like Kevin. I had heard my mom say a lot of times before how much Kevin and Keegan looked alike but this was the first time I actually ever noticed how much alike they looked. They had the same freckled nose, the same curly dark brown hair the same tanned complexion all thanks to their dad putting his chocolate in their mom's milk quoting Keegan's words. I even glanced at his crotch that looked a lot bigger than the average twelve year old's just like Kevin's which was larger than the average sixteen year old such as myself. I made myself more comfortable and focused on the TV that was tuned in to another asshole telling lame jokes of . "Have you ever jacked off with anyone else?" Keegan asked abruptly. I thought that he was through with his questions but apparently he wasn't as he stared at me waiting for my answer. "Uh no, I haven't" I replied as I went way beyond just jacking off with Zach. "Not even with Kev!" he said sounding a bit astonished. "Um no" I replied looking at him. Despite Kevin being my best friend jacking off with him was something I had never done or even considered doing. Both Kevin and I made the miraculous discovery of the pleasure you could get by playing with your dick around the same time. We even discussed various techniques of jacking off frequently but that was as far as we ever got when it came to jacking off. "Oh" Keegan replied and turned back to the TV. "Do you want to do it with me?" Keegan asked as my finger froze as I was about to change the channel. My head was telling me no way but all the talk about jacking off gave me a major boner and it was telling me yes. "I don't think that we should" I replied looking at him ignoring or at least trying to ignore what my dick wanted. To me Keegan was Kevin's little brother that always followed us around where ever we went that was kinda irritating but as I stared at him now scanning his body with my eyes he was hot. "Why not?" Keegan asked as I quickly tried to think of a reason why "Cause someone might find out" I replied as the light from the TV illuminated his face and he had the same seductive grin that Zach often gave me. "I won't tell" Keegan replied smiling as his words somehow sort of made it all seem okay now. "Okay" I replied getting a toothy grin from him. "HEY" I yelled feeling as if My heart skipped several beats when Keegan reached over and grabbed my dick under the covers. "What?" Keegan asked looking puzzled. "You grabbed my dick" I said staring at him in surprise. "Well how do you expect me to do it?" he replied looking at me. "I thought when you said jack off together we were gonna take care of our own stuff" I replied looking at him feeling some wetness already at the tip of my dick. "No I meant I jack you off and then you do it for me" he replied clearing up our misunderstanding. "Oh" I replied as my dick was telling me don't be an idiot and let the opportunity of a free hand job slip away even if it was from my best friend's little brother. "It's a lot better when someone else does it for you" Keegan said staring at me with a sly smile getting the distinct feeling he was trying to convince me. I already knew how great it felt to have someone else jack you off courtesy of several girlfriends I had who were only willing to go that far, though my experiences with Zach were much better than all of those I experienced before combined. "I know" I replied looking at Keegan. "Good then I'll do you first and then you do me" Keegan replied pulling down the covers. "Uh okay" I replied not arguing with him since in his mine it all seemed to be settled as his hand found my dick again sending shivers through me. "Get you boxers down" Keegan said as I looked at him noticing a huge bulge in his briefs that wasn't there before. I looked at him thinking Kevin would fucking kill me if he knew what I was about to do with his little brother as I lifted my butt pulling down my boxers off my waist slowly. Keegan smiled at me as I pulled my boxers down to my knees and lay back on the bed revealing my dick to him feeling a little shy at exposing myself to him. "Wow it's almost as big as Kev's" Keegan replied wrapping his fingers around my dick as all the shyness I felt immediately went away. He slowly peeled back my foreskin and let out a little giggle before he stared to work his warm hand up and down on my shaft. "Ahhh" I gasped softly hearing Keegan giggle again as his hand worked on my dick slowly giving me pleasure from my head to my toes. "Fuck ahhhh" I gasped pointing my toes as hearing Keegan giggle again as he heightened my pleasure as he started rubbing my balls with his other hand. "Ohhhhhh FUCK" I gasped hearing another giggle from him as his hand worked my dick a little faster. "FUCK FUCK FUCK" I chanted as Keegan squeezed my balls a little feeling them almost ready to give up their contents as his other hand worked up and down on my dick rapidly. "AHHHHHHH FUCK" I moaned out hearing Keegan giggle again as his hand worked up and down on my dick rapidly. "FUCK FUCK FUCK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I groaned out pressing my head back into the pillow as I felt my cum rapidly rising out of my dick. "WHOA" Keegan exclaimed laughing as I started cumming feeling the first spurt land on my chest followed by a few more that landed on my stomach. Keegan's hand continued to work on my dick though at a much slower pace as I felt more of my cum splatter onto my stomach. "Wow you must not have jacked off in a week" Keegan said with a chuckle as he continued working his hand up and down on my dick. "This is like a gallon of cum" he said with a little giggle that made me smile while I kept my eyes closed panting thinking that he exaggerated just like his brother did at times. "Kevin keeps some tissues under his bed I'll get them for you" he said releasing my dick. I opened my eyes and saw Keegan leaning over the side of the bed looking for the tissues and was shocked to see how much cum I squirted after having jacked off earlier when I showered. Keegan handed me the box of tissues with a grin and I smiled at him and took them and started cleaning myself off. I glanced at him as I saw him licking his hand and he smiled shyly when he realized I had caught him tasting my cum. He stared at me with a smile patient waiting his turn as I used the tissues to clean all my cum off my dick and my chest and stomach. I thought for a second that if he wanted to taste my juice he should have gotten it at the source thinking of how hot that would be as I wiped the head of my dick with a tissue. I had to use three tissues to soak up all my cum while Keegan looked at me with a smile as I noticed the out line of his dick in his briefs from soft light the TV produced. After I finished cleaning my dick Keegan he jumped off the bed with a grin quickly pulling his underwear down and kicking them off. I chuckled as his apparent eagerness as he jumped back on the bed next to me with his dick pointing skyward. I moved up closer to him still not having pulled my boxers back up and leaned on one hand and took hold of Keegan's hard dick with my other hand. Keegan opened his mouth a little and a gasp escaped his lips as he seemed to get pleasure from just the touch of my hand on his cock. I slid my fingers up and down his thin shaft noticing his dick was almost the same sized as Zach's, maybe a couple of centimeters longer. "Ahhhhhh" Keegan gasped out as I felt him thrust his hips up slightly as I slowly peeled his foreskin back as he was uncut like myself and his brother. I also took notice that the head of his dick wasn't as big as Zach's was as I slowly stroked his dick up and down. I looked up to Keegan's face and saw he had his eyes closed and his lips slightly parted as I worked my hand up and down on his dick. As I stared into his face I had an urge to lean in and kiss him but I thought that wasn't a good idea cause I wasn't sure how far he was willing to go and really didn't want to freak him out. I turned my attention to his dick staring at it wondering what he'd do it I took it into my mouth and sucked on it. I decide to just jack him off cause I think that might have freaked him out way more than if I had kissed him. I also noticed that Keegan's crotch looked completely hairless from what I could see by the light the TV provided. I ran my finger on the area just above his dick knowing he had a few hairs there from the times I had seen him naked. Whatever little hair he had there was so sparse that I didn't feeling a thing as I ran my fingers over his smooth skin. "Ohhhhh" Keegan moaned as he started to thrust up into my hand a lot like I remembered Zach doing. I released my hold on his dick as he took over lifting his butt off the bed and thrusting up into my palm. "Ahhhhh Uhhhhh" Keegan moaned as I moved my palm down and started rubbing his smooth hairless balls that were slightly larger than Zach's. I smiled watching the firm muscles of his developing six pack moving in and out rapidly as I moved my hand back up which he immediately started humping again. "AHHHHHHH" Keegan moaned as I felt the head of his dick jabbing into my palm as he breathed heavily. "OHHHHhh ahhhhhhh Uhhh" he groaned twisting up his face and closing his eyes tightly as I wrapped my fingers around his dick again and pulled back on his foreskin. "Ohhhhhh ahhhhhh" Keegan moaned out as I gripped his dick tightly and started working my hand up and down on his shaft slowly. I smiled to myself as he arched his back and made little whimpering noises as I sped up the pace of my stroking. "AHHHHHHHHHHH" Keegan suddenly yelped startling me as he twisted up and his dick throbbed powerfully between my fingers a lot like Zach would. Unlike Zach Keegan could cum in every sense of the word as a jet of cum shot out onto his chest followed by another that landed on his stomach. I held on to his twitching dick as the last of his cum dribbled out over my fingers as I stared at him holding his mouth open gasping. Keegan's body relaxed and he remained perfectly still with a smile on his face and his stomach moving in and out rapidly due to his short breaths. I looked at the wetness on his chest his stomach and my hand glistening from the light of the TV noticing that his cum was not as thick as my own. I released Keegan's dick and brought my hand up to my nose wondering if his cum smelled the same as my own. The unmistakable scent of his cum filled my nostrils and made my semi hard dick erect in seconds and without thinking twice I quickly licked off all that was there before he opened his eyes. Keegan's cum tasted a lot saltier than I remembered mine tasting but I loved it, just as I was about to scoop some off of his stomach and taste it again he opened his eyes and smiled at me. "That was the best cum I'd had in along time" he replied as we smiled at each other. "Did you like it when I did it for you too?" he asked looking at me. "Yeah it was great" I replied smiling at him. "Want me to do it again?" he asked as he had apparently noticed my hard on. "I think I'll take care of it myself this time" I said thinking that I might not be able to control my urge to kiss him and suck his dick. Then I'd end up regretting it later just like I regretted how far Zach and I got in having sex with each other. I'd have to say that now as I thought about it I didn't regret it so much, but that could just have been my horny mind telling me that it wasn't as bad as I thought it was. I forgot about Zach or at least tried for the moment, and picked up one of the tissues I used to clean myself off with earlier that wasn't so wet and wiped his cum off him as he smiled up at me. "Keegan about what we just did for each other don't tell Kevin okay" I said staring into his eyes as much as I could in the dim light the TV provided. "I won't and besides we used to do this all the time together" Keegan said shocking the hell out of me. "You and Kevin used to do this?" I asked in astonishment. "Yeah we even sucked each other too" Keegan said shocking me again as I had not the slightest idea that Kevin had done the same things that I did. "Now I know you're lying" I said looking at him as I couldn't imagine Kevin doing that. "No it's true we did suck each other too" Keegan said and the look on his face told me he was telling the truth. "Really!" I asked still somewhat in disbelief. "Yeah but that was all before he met that stupid fucking bitch Alicia" Keegan said angrily. "Wow" I said as I couldn't believe what I just heard. A few minutes passed while Keegan and I lay next to each other in silence as I thought over what he had just told me. Kevin had been my friend for so long and I had no idea that he had such a deep dark secrets, the same secrets I now had well at least one of them anyway. I looked at Keegan lying next to me not at all bothered by the fact that he was naked and finally understood the animosity he had toward Alicia. "About what I just told you don't tell Kevin okay he'd really kill me if he knew I told you that" Keegan said looking at me nervously. "Don't worry I won't say a thing" I replied getting a smile from him. "You sure you don't want to do it again" Keegan asked smiling at me. "Yeah I'm sure" I replied smiling thought I wanted to bury my face in his crotch and suck some of that sweet tasting cum of his out of his dick. "I better go to bed now it's late" Keegan said sitting up and swinging his legs off the bed. My dick throbbed when he stood up and gave me a view of his pale white butt, my heart pounded at he bent over apparently looking for his underwear giving me more eye candy. I was sure that if the light was on that I could see his hole in the current position he was in but all too soon the show was over as he stood back up with his underwear in his hand. I smiled feeling a bit embarrassed as Keegan turned around and from the look he gave me he knew that I had been staring at his ass for the short while he was bent over looking for his briefs. I now stared at his dick and his balls dangling from between his legs almost hypnotizing me as I was unable to tear my eyes away. "Like what you see huh" Keegan said as I smiled at him shyly unable to deny that I did like what I saw. "It's okay I know I'm hot" he said making me grin as he was a cocky little shit just like Zach. "Yeah when did you dream of that" I said making him grin. "Hey a lot of the girls in my class think I'm hot" Keegan said making me grin as he sat back down on the edge of the bed. "Some of them said you're hot too" Keegan said which was certainly a surprise. "What?" I said chuckling looking at him not sure I heard him right. "Yeah they asked me who the cute guy with the blond hair is who's always with my brother was" Keegan said smiling at me. I chuckled at the thought of a bunch of flat chested eleven year old girls having a crush on me was really amusing. "One of them even asked me if I knew your phone number was" Keegan said making me laugh out as he giggled too. "I think you're hot too" Keegan said prompting me to immediately look at him seeing a smile on his face as he stared at my dick as I had yet to pull my boxers back up. "But I don't mean like they mean it" Keegan said quickly. "How do you mean it?" I asked looking at him pulling the covers up over my dick that he had been staring at. "I just mean that you can get any girl you want" Keegan said smiling. "So could you" I said staring at him as he moved a few of his curls from his face. "Really you think so?" he asked smiling shyly. "Sure why not, I don't see a hump or anything on you" I said making him giggle. "I better be going to bed now" he said getting up off the bed and stretching out his arms showing me more of his impressive body. "Hey don't forget this" I said to him picking up his night vision goggles holding it out for him after he picked up his underwear off the bed and started to walk off. "Oh thanks" he said taking a step back to get his goggles making no attempt to put his underwear back on and I was glad he didn't. I stared at Keegan's nude body as he walked around the bottom of the bed heading for the bedroom door glancing at me and smiling. I smiled to myself after Keegan walked out the door thinking over the events from a while ago still tasting Keegan's cum in my mouth. I started wondering if that was how Zach's would taste when he finally started squirting, but that was something I would never find out since I was never going to get into sex with him again. "Oh I forgot to tell you your mom called yesterday" Keegan said as he came back and stood in the doorway. "She did?" I asked looking at him as the light from the TV illuminated his nudity. "Yeah but she told me not to tell you she called" Keegan said with a little smile. "Really" I said smiling as she did wonder where I was. "Yeah she called the day before too" Keegan said as I smiled even more as I thought my plan did work after all. "what'd she want?" I asked as Keegan ran his hand over his flat stomach. "She wanted to know if you said when you were coming home" he said with a smile. "She sounded kinda worried too" Keegan added. "Oh" I said smiling as she was worried about me. "Don't tell her I told you okay" he said looking at me as I went back to staring at his dick. "I won't" I replied as he smiled at me and ran his palm down over his dick as he saw me staring at it. "Okay see you in the morning he said walking off. "Yeah okay" I replied wishing he'd stayed in the doorway a little longer so I could stare at him. I slid my hand under the cover feeling some of my pre cum at the tip of my dick and slowly moved my foreskin back and forth picturing Keegan's nude body in my mind. "Oh and if you want to do what we did before or other stuff you know where my room is" Keegan said poking his head back in the door with a smile. I smiled back at him before he closed the door and went back to rubbing my dick feeling it throb as remembered the sight of Keegan bent over. I lay back in Kevin's bed staring up at the ceiling thinking back on what Keegan told me about him and Kevin jacking and sucking each other off wondering how long they had been doing that. I smiled to myself felling a little better now after hearing that my best friend in the world got in on with his little brother too. I squeezed my dick as I pictured both of them sucking each other in my head feeling my pre cum stick to my fingers as I rubbed my dick thinking about it. I for some reason remembered what Zach told me about Skye and Robin fucking and what I had seen with my own eyes and wondered if Kevin and Keegan got that far. Probably not, I thought to myself as I didn't see Kevin every going that far with his little brother. Keegan didn't elaborate on all the things he and his brother did only saying that they jacked off and sucked each other and other stuff an I couldn't help but wonder what the other stuff was. I threw back the covers and pulled up my boxers and got out of bed thinking I'd go see if Keegan was asleep yet and maybe ask what the other stuff was. Fuck it who am I kidding, I thought to myself as I knew fully well I wasn't going to Keegan's room to see if he was asleep feeling hornier than I had ever been since my time with Zach. I turned off the TV and headed to the door feeling my heart pounding in my chest as thought of what I'd like to do to Keegan and what I wanted him to do to me filled my head. I quietly left Kevin's room heading to the door right next to it with the keep out sign hanging on the door which led to Keegan's domain. I reached for the doorknob to turn it but stopped short as I had to answer nature's call, I walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind me and wondered how I should approach Keegan. I didn't just want to come right out and say what I wanted and remembered Zach for maybe the millionth time for the day thinking of how he knew exactly what I wanted without me saying a word. I flushed the toilet and washed and dried my hands and looked at myself in the mirror running my hand through my hair in an attempt to make it look a little neater. I took up the bottle of mouth wash and swished some around in my mouth and spit it out freshening my breath in case Keegan and I made it to kissing. I knew that this time I was going to suck his dick and swallow his cum hoping that he do the same for me. I smiled a little to myself running my hand through my hair again wondering how Keegan would respond if I licked his hole. I looked at myself in the mirror and couldn't believe I was thinking these things and having these feeling that I had thought would go away when I came home. I turned away from the mirror and listened as I heard what sounded like the front door opening and closing. I moved over to the bathroom door and listened and hearing someone moving about inside the Porters's apartment. I was about to open my mouth to call out to Keegan but stopped as I couldn't remember locking the front door and didn't want to risk alerting a potential burglar to my location. I stepped back as I heard footsteps approaching the bathroom and looked around for something I could use as a weapon feeling my heart pounding harder than it did before, but this time in fear. "Oh sorry man I didn't know you were in here" Kevin said as he opened the door and I breathed a sigh of relief. "Um I was just getting out" I replied. I was happy that it was Kevin but also disappointed since whatever thoughts I had for Keegan and myself getting into anything were out of the question now. I looked at Kevin and thought he looked really miserable compared to how happy he was before he left. "I'll be in in a second, I'm gonna go take a shower" Kevin said slackening his necktie sounding really sad. "Yeah okay" I replied and walked past him out of the bathroom. I went back to his room and quickly picked up the cum soaked tissues off his bed thankful that he didn't come in here first and find them. I glanced at the time on the clock next to his bed and saw that it was only a couple minute to twelve o'clock. "Hmmp" I said to myself and thinking that Kevin might have stayed out later since his mom wasn't here meaning no curfew and it was his and Alicia's special night. I knew that he didn't have to get Alicia home at any particular hour since her parents let her do just about anything she wanted. I climbed back into bed and got under the covers and stared up at the ceiling just as I have been doing every night a bit disappointed that things didn't go my way. Kevin came back to his room with his suit in his hand and his towel around his waist, I glanced at him as he went over to his closet and hung up his suit and then walked over to his dresser. He pulled off his towel and I immediately turned away feeling my dick jump in my boxers, I knew I shouldn't look at my best friend changing but I couldn't help myself. I had seen Kevin naked more times than I could count and the same could be said about him seeing me but there was something about looking at him now that really turned me on. I stared at Kevin without blinking as he dried himself off feeling pre-cum leaking from my dick in torrents. Kevin had neglected to close his bedroom door and he had turned the hall light back on which allowed me to see his firm butt. It looked just as pale and perfect as Keegan's and just as hairless too, but I couldn't really tell from where I was. I smiled to myself a little and thinking that their genetic tan didn't seem to extend to both their butts as it did to the rest of their skin. Kevin pulled on his boxers and the great sight of his ass was obscured from my eyes, he started to turn around and I immediately shot my eyes skyward. "Did my mom call?" Kevin asked as I looked at him as he was drying his hair with his towel. "Nah well at least I don't think so" I replied since I didn't know if she called and Keegan answered but I didn't recall the phone ever ringing. "How come you're back so early how was the date?" I said eager to know if my best buddy was now official engaged. "I don't want to talk about it" Kevin said as he walked around the bottom of the bed to get to his side where he slept next to me. "Didn't Alicia like the ring?" I asked staring at him. "I SAID I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT OKAY" Kevin snarled. "Okay" I said looking at him as his date clearly wasn't good. Kevin climbed into bed and got under the covers and turned his back to me as I wondered what happened between him and Alicia. "I'm sorry for yelling at you man" Kevin said turning over on his back with a sigh after a few minutes. "It's okay" I replied glancing at him. "Alicia and I broke up tonight" Kevin said after a minute of silence passed between us. "what, really?" I asked looking at him as that was the last thing I expected to hear. "Yep" he said with a heavy sigh. "what happened?" I asked turning my head to look at him. "She met some guy down in Florida, actually she said they knew each other a long time" he said staring up at the ceiling. "How'd she know a guy in Florida for along time?" I asked a little confused. "Remember her family flies down to Florida ever summer since she was six" Kevin reminded me. "Oh" I replied. "Can you believe she wanted to bring him to dinner with us" Kevin said. "what, he was at dinner with you guys" I said sitting up in shock. "We never made it to dinner" Kevin said. "what happened then" I inquired. "I told her to go fuck herself after she told me that we should just be friends now" Kevin replied. "Wait what's this guys doing in New York?" I asked confused. "His family and hers are really close and his parents are letting him spend the rest of the summer with her here in New York" Kevin said as I was dumbfounded. "So if she was with this guy why did she want to go out to dinner with you?" I asked puzzled after a few minutes of trying to understand what Kevin told me. "She wanted to officially end it" Kevin said angrily. "And she wanted some guy along to break up with you?" I said as I couldn't believe Alicia would do something like that to Kevin. "She said that she didn't want to leave him alone" Kevin said mocking her voice exactly. What a fucking bitch, I thought glancing at Kevin feeling really angry at Alicia for what she did to him. "Dude that's really cold" I said knowing what he was feeling right now since I went through the same thing with Phoebe. "Fuck her man I'll get another girlfriend" Kevin said dismissing it. I lay back next to him and started staring at the ceiling again wondering why having a girlfriend and keeping one was so fucking complicated. "Maybe I'll get a boyfriend instead this time" Kevin said breaking my chain of thought. "what?" I asked chuckling looking at him. "Maybe I'll try dating guys this time" Kevin said and we both stared laughing. "Dude you're crazy" I said chuckling even thought I had already tried what "I mean think about it, it makes perfect sense for guys to date each other" Kevin said with a chuckle. "How does it make perfect sense for guys to date each other?" I asked with a chuckle. "Well if you have a guy for a boyfriend he won't whine about you not paying attention to him or ask you to buy him stuff or if he looks fat" Kevin said making me laugh. "Kevin you're fucking crazy" I said chuckling. "I'm serious Wes if I had a boyfriend we can hang out, smoke pot together see a lot of violent movies not that romance crap" Kevin said grinning. "The only problem would be the sex I don't think I'd want to get fucked in the ass" Kevin said making me laugh out loudly. "I think I'd have to be the one doing all the fucking" Kevin continued as we both stared laughing loudly now. "Yeah and what if your boyfriend wanted to fuck you?" I asked as we both continued chuckling. "I guess sooner or later I'd have to take it up the ass" Kevin said grinning and we both laughed out loudly again. "Maybe you'll get to like it after a while" I said as we both grinned. "Yeah maybe" Kevin said as we both looked at each other and started laughing. I looked at him with a grin and couldn't believe what I was heard from him but then again this was just like Kevin making jokes. we looked kept glancing at each other and snickered remembering our conversation as we both stared up at the ceiling. I looked over at Kevin and was glad that he wasn't letting his breakup with Alicia who he described as the love of his life get to him. "So are you ready to tell me what's been bothering you all week" Kevin said to me. "Nothing's bothering me" I said which was just a plain big lie. "Come on you can tell me anything and I'll take it to the grave with me you know that" Kevin said. "Yeah I know" thinking that Kevin and I knew so many of each other's secrets. Obviously we didn't tell each other everything since he never told me about him sucking off his little brother. "Talking about what's bothering you helps you know, I was really upset about tonight but I talked to you and I feel a whole lot better" Kevin said as I glanced at him. He did have a point since after all that happened, finding out I had a brother and that my aunt had cancer I really wanted to talk to someone. "Aunt Hill is in town" I said as I thought I could at least talk to him about one of the things that was worrying me. "Really aunt Hill is here" Kevin said eagerly since he called my aunt aunt hill too. "Didn't she get enough of you back in L.A." Kevin said jokingly making me smile. "Nah she's not here for a friendly visit" I said with a sigh. "Yeah so why she here?" Kevin inquired. "She has to have some sort of surgery in a few weeks" I said as I really didn't know the details. "what for?" Kevin asked. "Well she has cancer" I replied. "what really" Kevin said sounding astonished as he sat up next to me. "Yeah she has a tumor in her head" I replied. "Oh Wes I'm so sorry" Kevin said. "It's okay from what she told me the doctor said that everything's going to be okay" I said though I wasn't really sure that I believed what she said. "Well that's good to hear" Kevin said lying back down. "Did Alicia see the ring you bought for her" I asked after a few minutes of silence passed between us. "No, I left her and her new boyfriend standing at the curb in front her place and I drove around for a while and then I came back home" Kevin said as I glanced at him. "I can't believe she did this to me" Kevin said after a minute. "I can't believe it either, I thought she really loved you" I said as I recalled the way they were together. "I really loved her you know" Kevin said sniffling. "Poor little Kevie" I said with a chuckle as Kevin pretended he was crying. I looked at him with a smile that soon disappeared as I saw that Kevin wasn't pretending but he was really crying. "Kev I'm sorry I thought you were faking" I said as he threw back the covers and swung his feet off the bed and sat there sniffling. "It's okay Wes" he said sniffling wiping his eyes as I moved over to where he was sitting and put my hand on his shoulder. "Shit I need a smoke" Kevin said standing up an walking around his bed to get to the closet sniffling and wiping his eyes. I threw back the covers and sat at the edge of Kevin's bed looking over my shoulder at him as he searched through his closet for his stash of pot. Kevin came back over and sat next to me with his bag of pot and rolling paper to start rolling a joint. "Wes don't tell anyone that I was crying okay" Kevin said glancing at me. "I've seen you cry lots of times before and I never told anyone" I said smiling at him. "You've never seen me cry before" Kevin said with a chuckle before he took out a large potion of the weed out of the plastic bag it was I and put it into the paper. "Oh yeah what about the time you fell off your bike in the park and got that cut over your eye" I said reminding him about that incident. "That was like years ago and I was really fucking bleeding" Kevin said chuckling. "You were bawling" I said chuckling as Kevin grinned. "Wes, Wes call my dad I'm going to die" I said reminding him of his exact words back then making him laugh. "Okay when else did you see me cry?" Kevin asked as we were both still chuckling. "The time when you tried to slam dunk that basketball and ended up slamming into the ground instead" I said laughing. "Hey that was serious the doctor said that I could have broken my wrist" Kevin said as we both chuckled "You know I've never really seen you cry" Kevin said to me with a smile after he finished rolling up the joint licking the end of the paper to seal it off. "Crying is for babies and sissies" I said getting an elbow in my ribs from him as he grinned at me. "Seriously dude I'm really sorry for what happened with you and Alicia" I said looking at Kevin as he was done rolling the joint and fished out his lighter from the bag of weed. "It's her loss" Kevin said before putting the joint between his lips and flicking the lighter to light it. "You know we never even really had sex" he said after taking the first hit and passing the fat delicious looking joint I'd ever seen to me. "You guys never had sex" I said astonished before taking a deep pull from the joint. "we only had oral but we never fucked" Kevin said taking the joint from me and taking another pull from it. "She said that we had to get married first before we did that" Kevin said taking another pull and passing the joint to me. I took a deep drag off the joint and finally understood why he was so eager to get married to her. "Finish it off" Kevin said when I was giving him back the rest of the joint. "Man I'm so stupid crying over Alicia when aunt Hill might be dying" Kevin said as he proceeded to roll up another joint. "She not dying the doctor told her everything was going to be okay" I said after taking a pull from the joint. "Yeah but brain cancer can be really bad Wes" Kevin said rolling up the weed in the paper. "Yeah I know" I said as what Kevin said really started to worry me now. Great just what I need something else to keep me up at night, I thought as since my aunt told me she had cancer I never really considered the possibility that she might die. Then I remembered the promise I made to her and realized that I was now breaking it as I took a last hard pull off the joint that had burned down. This is the last time I'm gonna do this, I thought to myself taking the other joint Kevin had rolled up and lit and took a pull off of it. "I can't believe I was gonna give up going to college to be with Alicia" Kevin said as I passed the joint back to him. "Yeah, I don't know what the fuck you were thinking" I said as he passed the joint back to me and we both stared giggling. "Keegan was right she is a fucking bitch" Kevin said as I passed him back the joint after taking a hit deep pull off of it and we both laughed. "I'm gonna finish high school go to college drink, smoke some weed fuck a couple of girls and forget all about Alicia" Kevin said handing me back the joint before lying back on his bed with his arms splayed out. "Sounds like a plan" I said after taking one last pull and handing the rest of the joint to Kevin before dropping back on my back lying next to him. "Definitely is" Kevin replied as I stared up at the ceiling feeling really happy for no apparent reason. "I think I'm really gonna give dating a guy some serious thought" Kevin said as we both started laughing. "I think that's the weed talking" I said with a chuckle and he and I giggled again. "Whoa I'm really fucking high" I said with a giggle as this stash of pot was better than what he usually had and was almost as good as my aunt's. "Yeah me too" Kevin said chuckling moving on his side holding himself up on his elbow. "I'm really glad that you came over for the week and that you were here tonight" Kevin said with a smile as I stared up at him. "Hey what are best friends for" I said smiling back at him. "You are my best friend Wes I really mean that" Kevin said smiling as he reached over and put his hand on my chest. "You are my best friend too" I said turning on my side and holding myself up on my elbow staring at Kevin as he smiled at me. "WKFF right" Kevin said with a smile. "Yeah WKFF" I said smiling as that was something we haven't said to each other since we were both like thirteen. "I didn't think you'd remember that shit" Kevin said grinning. "How can I forget you helped me make it up" I replied chuckling. Kevin and I had made up our own secret language when we were kids so that no one would know what we were talking about. WKFF was our first secret word we came up with that we used to say to each other that a lot of people wondered what it meant but never figured it out. "Wesley and Kevin friends forever" we both said and started laughing. "Man I can't believe the shit we used to think up" I said chuckling. "You know what's really funny no one ever figured out what we were saying" Kevin said as we both chuckled. As I thought about it I chuckled thinking off how simple our secret language was and no one ever figured it out considering all we did was take the first letters of words and put them together. A lot of people though we were crazy as we had conversations of just saying combinations of letters to each other but they didn't know what they meant. "Do you remember IYDMF" Kevin said chuckling. "In your dreams mother fucker" I said as we both laughed out loudly. "What about SMDYB" Kevin asked chuckling. "SMDYB?" I repeated scratching my head. "Come on man you have to remember that one you made it up" Kevin said grinning. "Oh right, suck my dick bitch" I said and we both laughed out loudly again. "we were really retarded to think up that shit" I said grinning. "Come on man we were both ten what'd you expect" Kevin said as we both laughed. Kevin and I stared at each other and smiled as I thought that he was the closest friend I'd ever have. I had this really strange feeling as I stared at Kevin in the darkness and felt my dick throbbing in my boxers. Everything about him seemed perfect as I stared into his eyes and he stared back into mine a lot like I saw him stare at Alicia. I felt my hair stand on in as Kevin leaned in and I felt his warm breath on my face and the scent of his body filled my nostrils. He moved even closer and then stopped abruptly as our lips were almost touching and I could hear myself breathing really hard. We stayed like that for a few seconds and I sensed that he was waiting for me to come the rest of the way and kiss him. I was unable to move as I couldn't believe this was happening as Kevin came the rest of the way nudging his lips against mine. I knew that Kevin and I shouldn't be doing this but it felt too good to stop and I press my lips hard against his. Kevin pulled away from me and stared at me and I panicked as I feared that that one kiss betrayed everything I did with Zach and with Kevin's little brother earlier in the night. Kevin surprised me as he leaned in again and kissed me harder than I kissed him pushing me back on his bed and got on top of me. "Mmmmmmmph" I moaned as Kevin kissed me so hard it almost hurt. "Ahhhh" I groaned as he pulled away from my lips and buried his teeth in my neck painfully and then I felt his tongue on my neck sending shivers through me. He moved away from my neck and then started kissing me gently on my lips as he ran his hand down my sides. "AHHHHHHHHH" Kevin moaned out as grabbed a handful of his soft curly hair tugging his head back and started covering his neck in kisses. Kevin grabbed my hand and held them down on the bed as he went back to kissing my lips hard tugging at them with his teeth. I managed to get my hands out of his grip and wrapped them around him massaging his back slipping them down to his butt. I no longer had to wonder what the other stuff he and Keegan did was as he seemed to be really practiced at this. Kevin's hands quickly found mine as I was about to slip them into his boxers holding them tightly as he continued to kiss me. I pressed my lips hard up against his and he lessened his grip on my hands allowing me to slip them into his boxers. "Mmmmmph" Kevin moaned jabbing his massive hard on down against mine as I dug my fingers into his butt. Kevin's butt didn't feel anything like I expected, it was really soft and smooth finding that I was correct when I thought he didn't have a hair on his butt. I rubbed and squeezed his butt hearing moans of approval from him into my mouth, and even though his moans told me he was enjoying the contact I kept my fingers away from his hole as I wasn't sure how he'd respond to that. "UHHHHH" I groaned as Kevin moved off me a little and I felt his strong hand grab my dick and my balls massaging them. "MMMM MMMMPH" we both moaned as I felt Kevin's hands frantically trying to get my boxers down. I pulled my hands out of his boxers and tried just as frantically as he did to get his boxers off his waist. Somehow we managed to get each others boxers down to our thighs as we both moaned softly kissing and rubbing our dicks against each other. Kevin moved off of me a little as we panted kissing each other hard as our tongues rubbed against each other. "AHHHH" I groaned as Kevin grabbed my dick pulling my foreskin back all the way and started tugging on my dick as he kissed me hard. "OHHHHH AHHHH" Kevin moaned as I found his and slid his foreskin back and felt his slippery pre-cum cover my fingers. "AHHHHH OHH UHHHH" we both moaned through our kisses as we jacked each other off. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK" Kevin moaned out tilting his head back and felt his cum splashing against my leg. "FUCK AHHHHHHH" I groaned as Kevin tugged back on my foreskin making me cum with the weed I smoked magnifying everything I was feeling. Kevin buried his head in my neck as we both panted, still holding on to each other's hard dicks. I closed my eyes somewhat in disbelief of what just happened as we let go of each other's dicks but made no attempt to move anymore than that. After about a minute Kevin finally moved and got up off me saying nothing and crawled up off of me and stood up. I propped myself up on my elbows and looked down at my stomach spattered with my cum noticing it wasn't as much as before and then saw my thigh drenched in Kevin's cum. Then I glanced at Kevin standing in front of me with his boxers around his thighs cleaning his dick off in his towel. "Um here" Kevin said not even looking at me as I felt the same awkwardness that he was probably feeling. "Uh thanks" I replied taking the towel from him and soaking up my cum off my stomach first and them cleaning his off my thigh. Kevin pulled up his boxers and left his room while I cleaned myself off trying to figure out what the fuck just happened. After I finished cleaning myself off and soaked up as much of Kevin's cum that I could off the bed since most of it ended up there. I dropped his cum soaked towel on the floor and slid back over to my side of the bed and got under the covers. I thought that Kevin may have left to go sleep in his parents' room but I was surprised when he came back into his room. We glanced at each other briefly as Kevin closed the door and came over and climbed into bed next to me. I looked over at him briefly as he stared up at the ceiling wondering how what just happened was going to affect our friendship now. I turned away from Kevin and wondered what the fuck was happening to me, first it was Zach then Keegan and now Kevin. "Wes" Kevin called out starling me after a few minutes passed. "Yeah" I answered feeling my heart pounding in my chest wondering what he was going to say. "I thought you were asleep" Kevin said as I turned over and came face to face with him. "It's not like I'm not trying" I replied. "Yeah I know what you mean" Kevin said with a smile. We stared into each other eyes for what seemed like forever before Kevin shocked me by moving closer to me and slipping his hand between my legs making my dick respond. Kevin moved his head over to my pillow and nudged his lips against mine gently I responded to him by gently pressing my lips back against his as he slowly rubbed my dick in my boxers. I desperately wanted to reach out and grab his dick and tug it forcefully like he did me but I just couldn't do this again with him even though I wanted to. "Kev we better not" I said barely even able to get the words out moving my lips away from his. "Yeah you're right" Kevin said pulling his hand away from my crotch and moving his head back to his own pillow. Kevin smiled at me and then turned away from me and a few moments later I heard him snoring lightly. I lay there for hours thinking about what happened with Zach and Keegan and Kevin and what might have happened with Jake and seriously started to question my sexuality. I remembered that dream I had on the plane and then came to a suddenly realization that I wasn't bendable as Zach said but really was gay. I had to be gay for wishing that the dream I had about Zach, Robin Skye and Jake could have somehow come true. I mean straight people don't do the things I have done and still wanted to do, I told myself as I felt this was even worse than finding out that Zach was my brother. I can't be gay I just can't I kept telling myself over and over and over before I fell asleep at some point. I sat up suddenly and looked around Kevin's room blinking my eyes feeling them stinging from the light that filled the room. I rubbed the blurriness out of my eyes and saw Kevin staring at me and he looked like he hadn't woken up to long ago. Thoughts of what happened last night with Kevin filled my head, I had hoped that it was all a dream but from the way Kevin looked at me I knew that it was no dream. I threw back the covers and swung my feet down to the floor and buried my face in my hands wondering what the fuck I had done. "Wes about last night..." Kevin said pausing. "Look I don't want to talk about it" I said getting up and leaving his room in a haste. I went into the bathroom thinking I had to get out of here I couldn't bare to look at Kevin as the thoughts of what we did flooded my mind. I couldn't be around him now as a part of me feared a repeat of last night while another part of me welcomed it. I took a piss and then looked at myself in the mirror not recognizing the person staring back at me. I left the bathroom and dreaded having to go back into Kevin's room to face him but I had to in order to get dressed. I couldn't believe my luck when I got there and didn't find him and took the opportunity to quickly get dressed and gather up my stuff. "Hey" Keegan said with a smile as I came to the living room and found him in the same briefs he was wearing last night eating a bowl of cereal. "You going home?" Keegan asked brushing a few of his curls from his gray eyes. "Uh yeah" I replied feeling really awkward talking to him after last night as that was something else I was going to hate myself for doing. "Hey you leaving?" Kevin said as he came into the living room pulling down his shirt. "Yeah I'll call you maybe later" I said barely even looking at him as I quickly headed for the door. "Don't you want any breakfast?" Keegan asked as I opened the door. "Nah I'll get something when I get home" I replied letting myself out without even looking back and closed the door behind me and quickly hopped down the few steps down to the side walk. I passed by Kevin's mom's car and headed off toward my apartment building which was not where I would have gone if I had other options. I made it to my apartment building in a few minute time walking a lot faster than usual and felt like the few people who looked at me knew everything about me. "Good morning Wes or I should say good afternoon since it's closer to it" James said with a smile greeting me at the door. "Oh uh hi James" I said as he stared at me with a smile which seemed to enhance the wrinkles in his face. I quickly made it past James through the lobby and over to the elevator hitting the button a few times for the door to open. The elevator came down after a minute and a woman stepped out smiling at me, I went in not returning her smile and hit seven on the numbered key pad and brushed my hair out of my face. The elevator took me up to the seventh floor and I got out and headed down the hall thinking the first thing I was going to do was take a shower since I had never felt so dirty in my life. "Keys, keys what'd I do with my keys" I mumbled to myself searching though my pockets and coming up empty. "Fuck it" I said to myself feeling really strange having to ring the doorbell to my own place. "You look like shit" Zach said answering the door after I heard the locks unlocking. I frowned at him and pushing my way inside not it the mood for getting into an argument with him right now. I went to my room and tossed my back pack of dirty clothes on the floor and walked back out pulling off my shirt not even waiting till I got to the bathroom. I thought about taking a bath to try and washed away my dirty deeds but I thought filling the bathtub would take to long and opted for a shower instead. I must have soaped my skin more than five times and I still didn't feel any cleaner for what I did with my best friend and his little brother. What was even more disturbing to me was the fact that I felt like doing it again and taking it a lot farther this time. I left the bathroom and went back to my room and got dressed and crawled into my bed hoping that I'd fall asleep and by some miracle not ever wake up again. As I lay in my bed with my eyes closed I found that I was unable to sleep as my bed smelled like Zach. I felt my dick turn hard as I pressed my nose down into my pillow inhaling deeply the lovely scent that covered my pillows and the sheets. I pressed my crotch down into my bed taking deep breath of Zach scent that smelled better than any perfume or any food that I loved Zach scent was so strong it was almost suffocating. What the fuck is wrong with me why am I doing this, I thought opening my eyes and lying still on my bed. I quickly scrambled off my bed and left my room heading over to my mom's hoping that I'd have better luck at sleeping in there. I went into my mom's room and climbed into her bed and lay there for a while hoping to fall asleep but I couldn't as all I could think of was what happened with Kevin. After a while I left my mom's room deciding to give up on the whole sleeping thing since it just wasn't happening plus I started feeling really hungry. I walked past the living room glancing at Zach playing some one of my ratchet and clank games and paid no attention to see which one he was playing. I found some cold pizza and fried chicken and piece of cherry pie in the fridge and took it out along with a soda to wash it down. I didn't bother to heat it up and just tossed the pizza and the chicken on a plate and put the pie back in the fridge thinking I'd eat it later and decide to go joint Zach on the couch since I had nowhere else to go. "So where's your mom?" I asked as it was apparent since I came home that he was alone. "She's left a couple of hours ago" Zach replied as I glanced at him working the controller for my ps2 with his hands. "where'd she go?" I asked eating my cold chicken and pizza. "I don't know she said she had a few errands to run and that she'd be back in a few hours" he replied after taking a drink out of my soda without even asking. "Why didn't you go with her?" I asked after taking a drink out of my soda. "Didn't feel like it it's too loud and dirty here" Zach replied referring to New York in general. "Yeah well you should be happy to be in one of the greatest cities in the world " I said scoffing. "whatever" he replied flatly. "A word of advice to you People look through peepholes before opening the door out here" I said looking at him. "why so I can get my eye shot out" Zach said sarcastically. "I guess you think it's better to get shot in the chest instead" I said getting an angry glare from him as I sensed an argument brewing. I finished off my soda and said nothing else to further intensify the tenseness between Zach and myself and just watched him play ratchet and clank. I guess he got tired of playing after a while and turned off my ps2 and started flipping through channels on our twenty seven inch excuse for a TV. "Zach didn't I tell you lock this door and....oh you're back" my aunt said as she came in the door with a smile carrying two bags in her hand. I just gave her a half hearted smile as she bumped the door with her hip to close it which was some thing I'd seen my mom do on several occasions. "It's a good thing that I brought extra Chinese" my aunt said walking over and sitting down between Zach and myself with the bags she was carrying. "I just ate" I replied. "Okay then maybe later" she said running her hand over my head with a smile. I looked at her and still felt some small residue of anger toward her but I didn't know exactly why. "Help yourself honey I'm going to take a shower and go to bed" my aunt said kissing Zach on his cheek leaving the red impression of her lips on his face. "Are you sick?" I asked looking at her. "Not at all, I'm just really tired" my aunt replied wit a smile. My aunt got up and left while I glanced at Zach as he leaned forward going through the bags his mom placed on the coffee table. "Cool fortune cookies" Zach said with a smile tossing them out of the bag onto the table. I glanced at him from time to time as he sat back on the couch with his legs folded up under him as he ate a box of noodles using the chopsticks that I had learned to use not that long ago. "That was good" Zach said after letting out a huge burp when he finished eating the noodles. "Want one?" Zach asked offering me one of the fortune cookies he was about to start on. "No" I replied. "You will have good luck and overcome many hardships" Zach said reading what was written on the paper of the first fortune cookie he broke open. "Romance comes into your life this year in a very unusual sort of way, cool" Zach said reading another of the fortunes from within the cookies. "Do you actually believe that shit" I said scoffing glancing at him. "It might come true" he replied breaking open another cookie. "The shortest distance between two people is a smile" Zach said reading out another fortune. I listened to him read a couple more and then lost interest as I wondered what Kevin would think of me now that I'm gay and wondered if secretly he was too after the night we had. I spent the afternoon trying not to think of Kevin and what we did and was successful at that only because images of Zach naked filled my head as I tired my best not to stare at him. I got up off the couch and went to the kitchen to get a drink of water and thought I'd sleep on the couch just now remembering it was a pull out. After I had my drink of water I walked back to the living room just as the phone started ringing. and Zach picked it up to answer. "Yeah this is Zach, hang on a second" Zach said passing me the phone as obviously he didn't know who he was talking to. "Who is it?" I asked and Zach shrugged his shoulders. "Hello" I said into the phone wondering who it was. "You left in such a hurry that you forgot your phone man" Kevin said and immediately my heart started beating faster. "Oh" was all I could get out. "I called you and then I heard your phone ringing in my room" Kevin said with a little chuckle. "One of theses days you're gonna forget yourself" Kevin said as I had been forgetful at times. "So what's up" I said which was something I feared to ask because of what Kevin's response might be. "Matt called me and said that he's having a party tonight" Kevin said with a snicker. "Which Matt?" I asked since we were acquainted with several. "My cousin Matt" Kevin replied. "Well I don't know if my mom will let me go" I said trying to make up some excuse not to go out with Kevin tonight. "When have you ever let your mom stop you from doing what you wanted and besides you're with me of course she's gonna let you go" Kevin replied confidently. "Yeah but my mom's kinda angry at me" I said lying through my teeth so to speak. "Your mom's always angry at you so is mine it's what being sixteen is all about" Kevin with a chuckle that made me smile as I pictured his grin in my head. "Oh hey I got to go my mom's home I'll pick you up at seven" Kevin said. "Kev wait I don't know if..."I said but Kevin had already hung up. "who was that?" Zach asked as I glanced at him. "My friend Kevin" I replied handing him the phone to put it back on the charger. "How does he know me?" Zach asked looking at me confused. "He met you before" I replied. "I don't remember him" Zach said tilting his head to the side. "Maybe if I see him I will" Zach said after a minute. I got up and went to my room to figure out what I was going to wear tonight even though I wasn't sure that I was going anyway. I opened my closet and pulled out a shirt that I bought prior the my trip to L.A and tossed it back to my bed and went to my dresser and got a pair of pants. "You going out tonight?" Zach asked went I went back to the living room. "Yeah" I replied though I hadn't decided yet. "Was it Kevin's place you were at?" Zach asked. "Yeah" I said. "Are you staying over there again tonight?" Zach asked. "why do you want to know?" I asked looking at him. "No reason" he replied shrugging his shoulders. we continued watching TV together sitting at opposite ends of the couch as I thought the further away I was from him the better it was for us. "Hi aunt Heather" Zach said with a big smile when my mom came in the door a few hours later. "Hi honey" she said to Zach and just glanced at me as if she didn't know who I was. "How was your day?" Zach asked with a smile. "It was fine honey" my mom said as she walked over and kissed him on his head. "where's your mom?" my mom asked stepping out of her shoes. "She's been sleeping all after noon" Zach answered. "I'll go check on her" my mom said bending over and scooping up her shoes and headed off to her room. "I thought I heard your voice" I heard my aunt say after I hearing my mom's bedroom door open. "Zach said you were sleeping" I overheard my mom said before I tuned out the sound of their voices. I went back to watching TV and glanced at the time on the clock seeing that it was a couple of minutes after six. "I'll go get dinner stared" I heard my mom say hearing her bedroom door open. "Can I help?" Zach asked as my mom passed behind the couch we where we were sitting to get to the hall. "Sure you can honey" she said making Zach smile. Zach jumped off the couch and headed off to the kitchen with my mom and I glanced them from the corner of my eye seeing my mom with her hand around him as they disappeared into the kitchen. "Hey what you watching?" my aunt asked with a smile. "Nothing really" I replied as she sat down beside me. "Zach and I are going to a movie tonight and I was hoping that you'd come with us" my aunt said. Now I thought I was really in a bind I had two offers to go out and I didn't want to accept anyone of them. "Uh I can't my friend's cousin is having a party tonight" I replied opting for going out with Kevin since the alternative was going out with Zach or worse having to stay here alone with my mom. "And who might this friend of yours be?" I heard my mom's voice from the side of the couch as she apparently overhead me. "Kevin, his cousin Matthew is having a party tonight" I replied. "Oh" my mom replied folding her arms. "Okay maybe we can go some other time" my aunt said with a smile patting my knee. "Um thanks for understanding" I replied with a little smile. "Excuse me but I never said you could go" my mom said with her arms folded. "why not?" I asked looking at her wondering what reason she had for not wanting me to go. "I don't like the idea of you going to a party with a bunch of drunken college kids" my mom said always knowing how to take the fun out of everything. "Oh for god sakes Heather lighten up" my aunt said looking up at my mom who looked genuinely surprised. "And what's that supposed to mean" my mom replied looking at my aunt the same way she looked at me when I dared to challenge her. "Let him go out and have some fun" my aunt said making me smile as I thought there was definitely benefit to having her around to take my side. "Hillary there is a good chance that there's going to be alcohol at that party, I don't want him in that kinda of atmosphere" my mom replied. "Excuse me but I'm sitting right here" I said as they were both talking like I wasn't. "Heather Wesley is a responsible young man just because there might be alcohol there means he's going to drink it" my aunt said scoffing. I smiled as I liked being described as a young man and not a stupid little kid my mom thought I was. "Heather Wesley is growing up and sooner or later you're going to have to learn to trust him" my aunt said as I looked up at my mom. "And if I remember it wasn't that long ago when you were one of those so called drunken college kids" my aunt said as I smiled. I looked at my mom to see how she was going to deny that as I saw proof of that in the pictures my aunt showed me "Okay fine you can go but be back by twelve" my mom said point an accusing finger at me as if I had already came home late. "And I don't mean in the elevator or the lobby you must be in this apartment" my mom said turning to go back to the kitchen. "And no drinking" she warned with a evil glare. "Oh really I can't have a drink" I said sarcastically. "Don't be a smart ass" my mom said and I heard Zach laugh out from the kitchen as he apparently had been listening to everything. "Don't push you mom too far honey you won't like her when she's angry" my aunt said with a smile and kissed my cheek and got up and went into the kitchen. I spent a few more minutes watching TV listening to the intermittent laugher of my aunt Zach and my mom while they worked on dinner. I remembered that the cherry pie in the fridge and got up to go get it which was also an excuse to see what was going on in the kitchen. When I got to the kitchen I saw Zach with a bowl mixing something as I went over to the fridge to get the pie. "what time is Kevin coming to pick you up" my mom asked after she stopped stirring a pot she had on the stove. "That's probably him" I said talking with my mouth full as I heard the doorbell ring. "I'll go get it Zach said tossing the bowl of whatever he was mixing to his mom and rushed past me out the kitchen. "Hey Zach what's up man" I heard Kevin voice say and felt my heart leap. "AUNT HILL" Kevin yelled out when he came into the kitchen. "KEVIE" my aunt yelled back. My mom and Zach grinned watching Kevin and my aunt hugging and jumping up and down realizing they both had the same energetic personality. "Oh you look so handsome" my aunt said smiling and kissing Kevin on his cheeks making him blush. "Hey I thought that you'd be ready by now" Kevin said turning to me. "Give me a few minutes" I said putting the rest of the cherry pie I was eating back in the plastic container. I left the kitchen and went back to my room and undressed quickly pulling on my pants followed by my socks and then pulled my shirt on. I took a quick spray of some of my cologne and rang my hair brush through my hair a couple of times and put my shoes on. I went back to the kitchen putting on my watching noticing my bracelet seemed to be missing and looked at Zach knowing he had something to do with it. Kevin grinned at me as he took it upon himself to finish off the rest of my cherry pie not even leaving a crumb behind. "Let's get out of here" I said watching Kevin wipe his mouth with the back of his hand. drive carefully" my aunt said to us before we left. "I will, bye aunt Hill later Z" Kevin said getting smiled from my aunt and Zach. "See you guys later" I said turning to leave. "Both of you remember your curfew" my mom said giving us a last warning. "We will" Kevin said smiling at my mom before we walked off. Kevin smiled at me a bit shyly when we got out into the hall and started walking towards the elevator. When we got downstairs James our door man had already left for the night so I had to hit the button on the electronic lock to open the door to get outside since our building was to damn cheap to hire a doorman for the night too. "Your mom is letting you take the Lexus" I said as we got outside and Kevin turned off the alarm with the remote. "Yeah something's wrong with the Mercedes it won't start" Kevin replied unlocking the doors with the remote. I went around the front of the car to get to the passenger side and glanced at Kevin as I felt some sort of tension between us that wasn't there before. We got in and buckled out seat belt and Kevin started the engine and pulled off as we headed off to Brooklyn where his cousin lived. "Oh here" Kevin said reaching into his pocket and pulling out my cell phone. "Thanks" I said taking it from him and flipping it open. I saw that my phone had about half the power of the battery but I turned it off anyway since I wasn't expecting any calls. Kevin and I said nothing for our entire drive from Manhattan over to Brooklyn only glancing at each other from time to time. We made it to his cousin place seeing a couple of cars that I assumed belonged to his cousin's friends. Kevin parked behind one of the cars and he and I got out and went up to the front door hearing music and laughter mingled with the voice of people inside. "Hey you guys made it come on in" Kevin's cousin said answering the door with a beer in his hand. "Grab a drink relax matt said with a grin" moving his shaggy blond hair out of his face. "Whoa" Kevin said as we spotted a couple of hot college girls dancing together. Kevin left me and went over to talk to the girls that smiled at both of us and I thought it was just my luck to find out I was gay before a party with so many hot girls. I wandered around Matt's house and found that parties that college kids had were pretty much the same as high school parties. There was the stoners group in one corner then there were guys plotting on how to hook up with hot girls in another group and then there was the other group who was just there for the booze. I spotted couples making out on the stair case, in the bathtub upstairs and in Matt's excuse for a backyard. I came back to the living room and found Kevin on the couch talking and laughing with two really hot girls that looked our age and knew that he definitely wasn't gay. I looked at them and thought that used to be me not too long ago and sank into a feeling of deep depression as everyone seemed to be enjoying themselves except for me. I went over to the stoners who occupied a corner of the living room gather around a bong like scouts at a campfire hoping to get a smoke. "Here try one" the only girl that was there with the stoners said grinning at me offering me a plate of brownies as she looked high out of her mind. "No thanks" I said not having much of an appetite. "Try one man they're magic" A guy with long hippie like black hair said to me grinning wile a couple other giggled after taking a hit off the bong. "Yeah they're magic" the girl said grinning again. I took one of the brownies off the plate and took a bite in it finding that they were exceptionally good as I devoured the rest of it. "Hey easy man that magic don't come cheap you know" another guy in the groups said after I ate another brownie and was about to have a third. I quickly realized what made those brownies magic as I started smiling for no apparent reason taking my time to slowly much on the brownie. I felt my depression slowly slip away as the brownies seemed to work even faster than if I had smoked their magic ingredient. I went into the kitchen and saw what looked like a bad chemistry experiment taking place with a couple guys gathered around another who was wearing glasses and had his blond hair cut in a sort of Mohawk style who as mixing drinks together. "Aww fuck what is this rubbing alcohol" a guy with short black hair who was sitting at the kitchen counter said, squirming after sampling the drink I saw the blond haired guy with the give him. "Sissy" the guy who made the drink said with a chuckle before he chugged down a shot of whatever it was he made in a Tequila glass. I went over to the refrigerator and got a miller lite and popped the cap off and took a sip from it watching as the guys over at the counter were grinning as the blond haired guy made them drinks. I moved a little closer to them and grinned at a couple of their jokes which was probably because of the three hash brownies I ate. "Come on man make me a real drink" the same guys with short black hair said to the "Alright" the guy wearing the glasses said with a sly smile and grabbed a bottle of clear liquid and poured a little bit into a glass. I moved a little closer to them to see what he was doing as he grabbed a several bottles of liquor that were on the kitchen counter adding a little of each of them to the glass. The guys gathered around him watched in awe as the drink he made changed colors twice until settling into a clear liquid like water. He took up the glass and poured the content into two tequila glasses with a evil grin like a mad scientist and then started searching his pockets for something. I moved closer to them and saw the guy that was mixing the drink who I figured out was named Doc after hearing a few of the guys gathered around call him that. I sort of figured that Doc was his nickname as I watched him remove a lighter from his pocket. "OOOOOOOOH" the guys gathered around all said before they started chuckling as Doc flicked the lighter and applied the flame the one of the tequila glasses filled with the drink he just made. I watched as a blue flame flickered on top of the glass for a few seconds before Doc blew it off with a sly grin. "Try that" Doc said sliding the glass over to the guy with the short black hair who's name was Trent. "what the fuck do you call this" he said with a chuckle after sniffing the drink. "It's my special brew I call it the rocket" Doc said smiling proudly adjusting his glasses on his nose. "The rocket, fuck I ain't drinking this" Trent said putting the glass back on the counter. "Scared Trenton" Doc said making the other guys snicker. Doc noticed me after I laughed out making my presence aware to him as he seemed to not have noticed me here before or did and just didn't care. "I ain't scared of shit" Trent said sounding a little annoyed that Doc challenged his courage. "Then drink it" Doc said with a smile. "what'd you put in it?" Trent asked. "You were right fucking here went I made it" Doc said as the other guys around them chuckled and I got Doc's attention again after I laughed again. "The pussy ain't gonna drink it Doc" another blond guy said chuckling making me laugh. "Hey who you calling a pussy you fucking homo" Trent said getting angry making Doc and the other guys laugh. "Hey you come here" Doc said as I looked behind me to see who he was calling since he was looking in my general direction. "Me" I asked pointing a finger at myself holding my half finished miller lite in my hand. "Yeah you blondie come over here" Doc said motioned me with his fingers. I walked over to them as all eyes were now on me as I came up to the counter and placed my beer on the granite surface in front of me. "You look like an adventurous boy how would you like to try a very special drink" Doc said as they all stared at me smiling slyly feeling somewhat like a lab rat. "Um okay sure" I replied not wanting to seem like a pussy in front of all these college guys. Doc smiled and whipped back out his lighter and flicked it applying the yellow flame to the rim of the second tequila glass filled with the concoction he made a few minutes ago. I watched the blue flame dance at the top of the glass for a few second almost mesmerized by it before Doc leaned in and blew it off. "One rocket to go" Doc said smiling at me handing me the glass. I took it from him having never really drank anything other than beer before and put the glass to my lips and tilted my head back and swallowed Doc's drink in one gulp. I felt like I swallowed liquid fire as Doc's drink rushed down to my stomach prompting me to open my mouth expecting to see fire coming out. "The kid's got more balls than you Trent" the same blond guy said before as they all smiled at me except for Trent. "You okay" Doc asked grinning and patting me on my shoulder. "Uh Huh" I replied as I felt the burn from that drink from my head to my toes. "Fuck it" Trent said grabbing up the drink that doc passed to him earlier. Doc winked at me with a smile directing my attention to Trent as apparently something was about to happen, Trent glared at me and threw back the drink gulping it down much like I did. "AW FUCK" tent yelled out getting off his stool gasping as the other guys and Doc gathered around started laughing. "ARRRRRRGH" Trent groaned hunching over holding his stomach. "Now something that you all should know about a rocket as Trent here is finding out the hard way" Doc said sounding a lot like that asshole teacher I had for English. "If a rocket isn't consumed within forty seconds after blowing the flame out it tends to burn worst than if you got Gonorrhea from a two dollar whore" Doc said making us all laugh. "AWWWWW fuck, it feels like I swallowed razor blades" Trent groaned gasping holding his stomach as he took back his seat on the stool. "It'll go away after a while" Doc said chuckling as Trent coughed a couple times making his friends around him laugh. I hoped that was true for me also since my throat was still burning from Doc's drink. "So what's your name kid?" Doc asked me pouring out a drink in a glass. Usually I'd be offend by someone calling me kid but I guess I really was a kid to Doc and his friends since they were all like in their early twenties. "Wes" I said hearing my voice sound really hoarse from his drink. "You know Matt?" Doc asked pouring out another drink. "Yeah he's my best friend's cousin" I replied after clearing my throat. "Fuck man I need a beer I feel like I swallowed gravel" Trent said getting up and going over to the fridge. "Hey the lite beer is for the girls here have a real drink" Doc said after I reached for my beer hoping a sip of it would stop the burning in my throat. "How old are you anyway?" Doc asked pulling back the glass that he was holding out to me when I reached for it. "Sixteen" I replied as doc looked at me as if he didn't believe me. "You don't look sixteen to me" Doc remarked. "Come on Doc give the fucking kid a break" the blond haired guy you insulted Trent before said. "I guess you can handle it after downing a rocket like that" Doc said handing me the glass with a smile. I smiled and took it and watched Doc's friends at the counter through back their heads swallowing down their drinks. I watched Doc do the same and then looked at the glass and against my better judgment threw back my head and swallowed it. "Alright" Doc said patting me on my shoulder as my throat burned from my second drink though not as much as the first. "You're a cool kid you can hang with us" Doc said pulling a stool for me. I smiled a little and sat down feeling happy that a couple of college guys thought I was cool and wanted me to hang with them. Doc's friends made me laugh as they talked about their life on campus and the things they went through to be accepted into fraternities that I thought were insane. "Wes you better watch these guys they'll get you drunk and the next thing you know you'll wake up with your ass burning" Matt said after he came in and took a drink with his friends. Doc and the others hurled a couple of insults at Matt but I knew that they were all just kidding around. "Hey be especially careful around Trent he likes blond guys like you" Matt leaned over and whispered in my ear loud enough for everyone to hear. "Fuck you Matt" Trent said getting offended. "I know you want to sweetheart but I have a girlfriend" Matt said making us all laugh except for Trent of course. "Hey Doc pour me a drink" a guy with dark brown hair who I heard his friend call Marty said to Doc chuckling after Matt left. That was a phrase that I heard several times while I sat there listening to them, I watched Doc working his craft mixing different drinks some of which he was commended for and others which he received obscenities for which was all taken in good humor. The guy with the blond hair who I found out was named Kevin too left after a hot brunette who I assumed was his girlfriend came and got him. Eventually some of the other guys left saying they were going for a smoke or to use the bathroom or some other excuse but didn't return. Trent left after a while with a hot blond girl who smiled at me after downing one of Doc's drinks and then it was just him and me at the counter with half filled and empty liquor bottles. "Why does everyone call you Doc?" I asked looking at him as he sat on a stool beside me. "That's cause of how I mix drinks they say I'm like a doctor" Doc said with a chuckle. "So what's you real Name" I asked looking at him. "Chris" he replied. "Are you really sixteen?" he asked pouring himself a drink. "Yeah" I replied taking the drink he poured out for me. "You don't look like it you look more like fourteen" Doc said before throwing his head back gulping down his drink. "I know I get that a lot" I said as people never missed an opportunity to tell me. Doc smiled at me after I threw back my head and gulped down my drink that stung the back of my throat. "What was that?" I asked coughing briefly. "Tequila" he replied with a chuckle. "More?" Chris asked holding the bottle to pour another drink for me. "Yeah" I replied making him grin before he poured a drink for himself and one for me. Chris and I talked for a while and he told me that his dad was a doctor in the army and that he was going to study medicine too. He also told me that his uncle was a bartender and he was the one who taught him how to mix drinks. We talked for a little while longer before his girlfriend came and got him and I sat alone at the counter in the kitchen. A wave of depression came over me as I thought about Chris and his friend all having really hot girlfriend thinking that was something I'd never have. I finished off the rest of my beer despite what Chris said and took up the bottle of tequila and poured myself a drink and guzzled it down as I found that the burning didn't seem to bother me much now. I poured out another drink and gulped it down as I thought about my aunt having cancer and wondered why it couldn't have happened to someone else. Then I thought of what I did with Kevin and the fact that I was gay now and our friendship was probably never going to be the same again after what happened between us. I gulped down another shot of tequila getting accustomed to the burning in my throat now. My thoughts suddenly turned to Zach and my aunt and wondered what movie they ended up seeing and started feeling even more depressed as thought of how fucked up it was having a brother that was also my cousin and took another drink. I checked my watch after a few minutes and saw it was eleven and by that time I had already drank like six shots of tequila. I wiped my forehead feeling a sudden wave of heat come over me and stumbled off my stool and headed for the back door feeling really hot. "Fuck" I grumbled to myself after tripping over one of Matt's little sister's toys in the back yard. God why is it so hot, I thought to myself undoing the first two buttons on my shirt finding it really hard to stand still in one place. "Wes, Wes are you out here" I heard Kevin's voice a couple of minutes later and glanced over my shoulder from where I was sitting on a chair by a table out in Matt's parents excuse for a garden. "What are you doing out here?" Kevin asked pulling a chair out from the table and sitting down. "It's really hot inside" I replied as it wasn't that much better out here either. I squinted my eyes staring at Kevin as he looked kinda blurry and then heard him chuckling making me wonder what's was so funny. "What?" I asked as his chuckling turned into laughter. "You're drunk" Kevin said chuckling again. "No I'm not" I replied wiping my forehead as I was really sweating. "Yes you are dude" Kevin replied grinning. "Come on let's get out of here or we're gonna miss our curfew" Kevin said getting up. I looked at my watch to see what the time was but couldn't make out what the numbers were as everything looked jumbled. "What time is it" I asked looking up at Kevin. "Man you're really fucking wasted" Kevin said chuckling. "I told you I'm not drunk" I said getting up from the chair and then everything started spinning and I almost fell. "What'd you drink?" Kevin asked with a chuckle as I felt his hand grab me and steadied me on my feet. "A couple of shots of tequila and something called a rocket" I replied following Kevin back inside. "what are you doing?" Kevin asked as I went over to the kitchen counter to get one last drink before we left. "Getting one last drink" I replied pouring out some tequila in the glass I was using earlier wishing that the glass would sit still while I poured. "It'll help if you pour it in the glass and not over the counter" I heard Kevin say before he yanked the bottle out of my hand. I picked up the glass and gulped down my last shot of tequila and didn't even feel the burning in my throat anymore. "Try it" I said smiling at Kevin he looked at me in surprise. I leaned against the counter as I started feeling a bit dizzy and smiled as I watched Kevin pour out a shot into the small glass though he didn't fill it. "Fuck how could you drink that" Kevin said coughing after only drinking half of what he poured in the glass. "Come on let's go" Kevin said after clearing his throat and putting the glass back on the counter. "whoa" I said feeling my knees buckle as I moved off the counter feeling myself going down. "Man you're really fucking drunk" Kevin said sounding a little more serious now after I felt a pair of hands grab onto me that apparently were Kevin's. "Maybe I'm a little drunk" I replied as I had never felt like this before since I pretty much stuck to beer having never drank more than one at any given time. Kevin helped me stand up straight and we walked out of the kitchen and felt Kevin's hand on my shoulder the entire time and smiled to myself thinking he sure was a great friend. "Hey Matt we're taking off" I heard Kevin say as the air in the living room made me a bit nauseous as it reeked of cigarettes. "Fuck Wes you're wasted" I heard Matt's voice say. "why the fuck did you guys let him drink so much" I heard Matt yell angrily guessing he was referring to me as I wiped my forehead again feeling like I was on fire. "we left him in the kitchen we didn't know he was gonna get drunk" I heard Chris say as I looked over to the couch and saw two Chris' and wondered why he didn't tell me he had a twin brother. "Hey Chris" I said waving at him and hearing what sounded like girls snickering. "Have you been drinking too?" I heard Matt ask as I started undoing the rest of the buttons on my shirt. "Nah I only drank one beer and half of another" Kevin replied moving his hand off my shoulder and I felt myself suddenly start to drift. "Shit grab him" I heard Matt yell out hearing the snickers from before turn into giggle and a comment about me being cute before a pair of hands grabbed onto me. "You sure you're okay to drive" Matt asked Kevin as I pulled open my shirt and pulled the t shirt I had on out of my pants where I tucked it in. "Come on let me help you get him out to the car" I heard Matt say and then felt his hands on my shoulder. "Later Chris" I said before we walked off. "See you around Wes" I heard Chris reply with a chuckle. The next thing I knew I was in the front seat of Kevin's mom's car and closed my eyes as thinking I'd take a nap while we drove back home as the seat felt really comfortable. "Hey Wes you okay?" Kevin asked after what sounded like the door closing. "Yeah" I replied as hearing the engine start. I felt my seat belt being pulled over my shoulder and several seconds later the car started moving. "Where am I" I said opening my eyes feeling my head pounding after having apparently dozed off. "We're almost at the bridge" Kevin replied as I wondered what bridge he meant and then remembered that we were in Brooklyn "God I think I'm gonna be sick" I said after a few minutes of driving feeling my stomach twisting up. "Not in my mom's car you're not" Kevin said sternly. "Tell that to my stomach" I said as I definitely was going to be sick. "Fuck" Kevin said and started to slow down as I looked around and noticed we were presently in on the Brooklyn bridge. I quickly got my seat belt off and flung the door open and rushed over to the side of the bridge and started throwing up. "You okay" Kevin asked after like twenty percent of my body weight went over the side of the bridge. "I will be in a minute" I said throwing up again after another wave of nausea washed over me. My stomach settled down and I did feel a lot better thinking that it was that last shot of tequila that did me in. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand having a really vile taste in my mouth now and feeling like my head was in a vise. The cool air rising from the water below made me feel a lot better but my head was killing me as it felt like a jackhammer was going off inside it. "Man you sure fucked yourself up" Kevin said leaning on the rail next to me as there was no argument from me there. "Ever since you came back from L.A you've been different" Kevin said as I closed my eyes enjoying the cool air. We spent a few minutes standing there hearing cars passing behind us and I thought this really wasn't a great place to be pulled over. "Is that..." I said pausing as I saw Kevin take out a little jewelry box. "Yeah the ring I was going to give Alicia" Kevin said taking the ring out of the box it was in. "Why'd you toss it?" I asked after Kevin stepped back and tossed the ring with all his might into the east river. "I don't want anything to remind me of her" Kevin said. "So what really going on with you Wes why'd you drink so much tonight was it because of.." Kevin said pausing. I knew what he was going to say and I wished that that was the only thing bothering me but as I thought about it I realized that it was all about Zach. "Zach's my brother" I blurted out thinking I might as well tell Kevin now since he was going to find out sooner or later. "I think that the tequila talking" Kevin said chuckling. "No I'm serious he really is my brother" I said moving off the rail I was leaning on and stared at Kevin. "What?" Kevin said in disbelief. "HEY YOU DUMB KIDS YOU CAN'T PARK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GOD DAMN BRIDGE!"I heard some guy yell as we turned around and saw him leaning out his window parked in front the Lexus. "Yeah we know we're moving you asshole" Kevin yelled back as the guy pulled off, I would have insulted the guy too but my head hurt to much to say anything. We got back in the car and I buckled my seat belt myself still feeling the effects of the tequila as Kevin pulled off. "Hey you got any aspirin?" I asked looking at him as even my eyes were hurting from my headache. "Sorry dude I don't" Kevin replied. "You should have kept the ring it looked expensive" I said after we got off the bridge and was now back in Manhattan though still a good distance from where we lived. "Nah it was only like eighty three bucks" Kevin said as we glanced at each other and chuckled. "Uhhh my head" I said as even laughing made it hurt even more. "So Zach's really your brother" Kevin said sounding surprised. "I'll tell you about it tomorrow" I said as my head hurt to much to get into all that now. "Man what are you going to do I can't take you back to my place since my mom's probably still up waiting for me" Kevin said as he continued driving. "Just take me home I'll deal with it" I said as I didn't have a choice. "You sure?" Kevin asked. "Yeah" I replied closing my eyes still feeling a bit nauseous. After a while of driving Kevin pulled up in front of my apartment building and I unbuckled my seat belt slowly. "See you tomorrow man" I said opening the door. "Yeah if you're still alive" Kevin said grinning. I had to grab on to the car as I stood up a little too fast and everything started spinning, I closed the door after a few seconds as I had regained my balance somewhat. I tapped my hand on the roof of the car and Kevin pulled of popping the horn heading off to home while I held my head thinking my mom was going to kill me. I started walking slowly toward the glass door separating the lobby from the street taking careful steps fearing I'd fall over if I didn't. I reached for the handle on the door and pushed it to get inside and then remembered that it was locked at nine o'clock. "Fuck" I muttered as I only found my cell phone when I searched my pocket for my keys. Shit I'm going to have to sleep on the sidewalk, I thought wiping my forehead as I stared feeling hot again. I remembered the garage entrance at the side of the building and hoped that one of the many careless tenants who also occupied our building had left the gate down there open. I went around to the side of the building where the gate that led down to the basement parking our building offered stumbling a few times as everything was spinning. I was in luck as the gate was open just like I had hoped and took my time going down the incline surface that led from the garage up to the street. "Fuck" I muttered pulling off my shit as I got in the elevator and hit six by mistake before I pressed seven for my floor. I slid down to the floor and closed my eyes leaning my head against a wall in the elevator listening to it hum as it went up. The elevator stopped at the six floor and I opened my eyes as the doors slid open, after a couple of second the doors closed and it went up one more floor before opening again. I slowly stood up feeling my head throb suddenly and I was overcome by a wave of dizziness making me stumble back. After my dizziness abated somewhat I got out the elevator and continued walking down the hall holding on to the wall for support trying to remember which door was mine. "Shit" I yelled falling over as my legs got their signals mixed. "Oww" I groaned as I rolled over on my back lying next to the wall in the hallway as my knee ached just as much as my head did from my fall. I started laughing for no apparent reason as I lay on my back in the hall staring up at the light in the ceiling. "Wesley!" I heard my mom's voice call out after I heard a door open and thought it sounded a lot softer. I rolled back over on my stomach and slowly got to my feet seeing that it wasn't my mom but my aunt standing half in the hall half in our apartment. "Oh Wesley" my aunt said sounding really disappointed as I lost my balance again and grabbed for the wall. "Hi aunt Hill" I said grinning as I drifted over to the door and stumbled falling against her felling my stomach ready to eject it's contents again. "Oh you smell terrible" my aunt said holding me up. "Hi aunt Hill" I said grinning. "Come on" my aunt said with a sigh helping me inside. "Can you help me to the bathroom cause I really need to throw up now" I said to my aunt with a smile. "Okay hold on to me" my aunt said as I felt her arm around my waist. She helped me into the bathroom over to the toilet and I fell to my knees hurling again into the porcelain. "I can't believe you did something so stupid" my aunt said as I felt her hand rubbing my shoulder as I hoped that was the last time I had to throw. "Fuck I'm an idiot" I said as I had only myself to blame for drinking so much. "You certainly are" my aunt say angrily as I heard the shower turn on as I fell back on my heels holding on to the toilet. "Come on up you go" my aunt said as I felt myself being pulled up to my feet. My aunt lifted up my shirt and pulled it off me and then I felt my shoes being untied. "Finish getting undressed and take a shower I'll go get you some clothes" my aunt said standing back up in front of me. "Okay" I replied moving my hair out of my face as she left the bathroom. I sat down at the edge of the bathtub hearing the water from the shower falling behind me and was suddenly over come by a wave of unexpected nausea. I turned around and threw up in the bathtub not able to make it back over to the toilet even thought it was like right next to the tub and slid own to the floor groaning as my head throbbed painfully. I rested my head against the bathtub and closed my eyes groaning as the coolness of it soothed my aching head a little. "Oh dear come on" I heard my aunt say a few minutes and I felt myself being pulled up and turned around. "I can do it myself" I said moving my aunt's hand away from my pants after she undid my pant and pulled down my zipper, as drunk as I was I didn't want her to see me naked. "Okay I'll go get your bed ready" my aunt replied getting up from the bathtub where she was sitting and I thought I saw her smile but couldn't really tell given my present state. My aunt left me in the bathroom and I sat down on the edge of the tub and slowly slid my jeans off my thighs taking my time to stand up as the entire room was spinning. I pulled down my boxers and stepped out of them and my Jeans almost losing my balance again overcome by vertigo. I climbed into the bathtub using the metal rail that was attached to the wall for support to steady myself before moving forward and getting under the shower head attached to the wall letting the warm water hit my face. I closed my eyes and opened my mouth swallowing some of the water from the shower hoping it would get that the bitter taste out of my mouth. "Fuck" I said after I finished showering and climbed out of the bathtub almost falling again and only then realizing I hadn't taken my socks off. I sat down on the edge of the tub and pulled them off my feet discarding them on the ground and looked over at the toilet seeing the lid closed and a folded towel on top of it. I reached for the towel seeing a pair of boxers and a shirt under it after I picked it up and started halfway drying myself off feeling my head pounding. I went over to the sink to brush my teeth hoping that it would get the horrible taste out of my mouth. I looked into the mirror to see if I looked as terrible as I felt but couldn't really make out anything as I ran my tooth brush over my teeth. I spit into the sink and dropped my tooth brush in there too having no intention of ever using it again and rinsed my mouth out and gargled some mouth a wash. I slowly moved back to the toilet and picked up my boxers and sat down on the toilet to pull them on fearing I'd fall if I lifted my leg of the ground. After I had my boxers on I heard the bathroom door open and turned my head and saw my aunt walk in. she walked in front of me and I looked up and definitely saw her smile this time a I felt her gentle hands come down on my head with my towel slowly rubbing my hair. I leaned against her smiling to myself feeling like I was four years old again as she dried my hair just as she did back then after she gave me a bath. "Okay honey bed time" my aunt said standing me up. "I love you" I said hugging her. "I love you too honey even though I'm really angry with you" she said before kissing my cheek and hugging me back. "Okay come on let me get you to bed" she said after breaking her embrace. "I don't want to sleep next to Zach" I mumbled already feeling my eyes getting heavy. "It's okay honey don't worry about that come on" She said as I felt her hand around me helping me out the bathroom. "Mom what's going on what's wrong with Wes?" I heard Zach say and opened my eyes and saw him standing in my bedroom door as his mom held me up. "Nothing's wrong honey go back to bed" his mom said as I stared at Zach as my aunt walked me past him out of the hall and into the living room. "Okay here we go watch out for the coffee table" my aunt said sitting me down on a bed in the living room. "When did we get a bed in the living room?" I asked looking up at my aunt. "It's the pull out in the couch honey, put your feet up" she said helping me get my feet upon the bed. "He's drunk isn't he" I heard Zach's voice say. "Go back to bed honey my aunt said as I felt a blanket being pulled over me. "Get some sleep we'll talk about this in the morning" my aunt said as I felt her kiss my cheek. I adjusted my head on the pillow hearing her departing footsteps feeling worse than I ever did before in my life. I lay there for a few minutes thinking of the fucking idiot I was for drinking so much and then thought of all the trouble I would be in when my mom found out. I was really thankful that it was my aunt that found me lying out in the hall and not my mom as she probably wouldn't have been so gentle. "Man you look terrible" I heard Zach sat and opened my eyes as he sat down on the bed. "Didn't your mom tell you to go to bed" I said closing my eyes again as my head stared really throbbing. "Are you gonna die" Zach asked after a minute. "Yeah and I'd like to do it in peace" I replied hoping I'd really die so I wouldn't have to face my mom tomorrow.