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E-mail Comments to my NEW address: M_paige837@hotmail.com "Family Secrets" 13 BY Marc Paige "Fuck I'm never drinking again" I mumbled waking up in a puddle of my own drool feeling like an elephant was sitting on my head. "Uhhhh" I groaned slowly sitting up throwing the blanket off my legs putting my feet on the ground as I apparently survived the night. "Oh fuck" I groaned putting my hand over my mouth quickly getting up off the bed running toward the hall entrance in a desperate attempt to make it to the bathroom to throw up again. I barely made it to the toilet in time and lifted the lid puked my guts out and wouldn't have been surprised if I saw my liver or some other organ spew out my mouth into the bowl. "Oh god please let me die now" I moaned feeling my head about to explode. I closed back down the lid on the toilet and reached for the handle pulling it down to flush the recently puked up stomach contents. "Uhhhh" I groaned sitting down with my back against the bathtub resting my head on my knees closing my eyes hoping the pain in my head would let up for a minute so I could get up. "MOM YOU BETTER COME IN HERE" Zach yelled as I squeezed my eyes tightly feeling my head ache more from the shrill sound of his voice. "what's the matter honey?" I heard my aunt's voice say a couple seconds later. "Oh dear did you throw up again?" my aunt asked as I felt her hand on my head gentle stroking my hair which soothed my head a bit. "My head hurts" I groaned happy that she was here for me. "Okay come on back to bed for you" she said helping me up off the floor. "I want to brush my teeth first" I said as she helped me back up to my feet putting her arm around my shoulder. "Okay" she said giving me a little kiss on my head. I glanced at Zach as I moved over to the sink leaning over it as my head hurt so much that even my teeth hurt. I searched through the cupboard where we kept the toilet paper and stuff and found a new toothbrush and tore it open. I took the tooth brush out of its packaging and squeezed some tooth paste on it and put it in my mouth slowly brushing my teeth with my eyes closed feeling like I got run over by a semi. I opened my eyes as I heard water falling and saw Zach peeing in the toilet right next to me with his eyes fixed on me. I closed back my eyes and finished brushing my teeth to get the horrible taste out of my mouth hoping I didn't have to throw up again. I heard the toilet flush and opened my eyes and saw Zach walk out and I spit the toothpaste in the sink and dropped the new toothbrush I took out into the little basket next to the sink that we used for garbage. I rinsed my mouth out and gargled some mouthwash and held on to the sink as I was over come by a sudden wave of dizziness. "Are you done?" my aunt asked as she came back to the bathroom. "Yeah" I replied putting my hand on my head as the throbbing intensified. "Okay honey come on back to bed" my aunt said as I felt her gentle hand on my shoulder. "What's the matter with you?" my mom asked as my aunt had her arm around my shoulder. Fuck, I thought to myself as the moment I had been dreading was here, I only wished I was feeling a lot better to take the verbal and maybe physical assault my mom was going to unleash. "I think he ate something bad at that party he went to last night" my aunt said as I looked at her and couldn't believe she was covering for me. "He came home throwing up last night and he just threw up again just now" my aunt said gently stroking my head as I leaned against her a little. "That was you throwing up last night?" my mom asked reaching out and putting her equally gentle hand on my forehead. "Uh-huh" I replied deciding to play it up as much as I could letting out a little groan to make my illness seem more real, not that it was a hard thing to do since I felt really fucked up. "Well you don't have a fever" my mom said moving her hand off my forehead and brushing my hair away from my face. "What did you eat?" my mom asked looking at me. "He said he had some shrimp and some potato salad" my aunt said before I could answer. "I know that Matthew's mother didn't cook any of that food" my mom said as she had apparently believed our story. "Uh-uh" I replied. "I thought so" my mom said. "Well I better get dressed and take you to the hospital" my mom said as I started to get scared. "I don't think he needs a hospital I'm sure it will go away" my aunt said quickly. "Okay then go to bed you look terrible" my mom said before she went into the bathroom. "Come on I'll take you to your room Zach's probably watching cartoons in the living room" my aunt said as I leaned my head on her shoulder really happy she was here and thankful for what she just did for me. My aunt held me as we walked away form the bathroom door past my mom's office slash guess bedroom slash junk room toward my room. I spotted Zach standing at the entrance to the hall watching me as his mom opened my bed room door while she held me with her other hand. "Okay come on get in" my aunt said helping me into my bed. She pulled the covers over me up to my neck after I got into bed and sat next to me gently stroking my forehead a couples of times. "Thanks for covering for me aunt Hill" I said looking up at her as any anger I felt toward her was completely gone now after what she did last night and a while ago. "You and I are going to have a talk when you're feeling better" she said looking at me sounding a lot like my mom did. "Okay" I replied knowing that I let her down. "Get some sleep" she said and leaned in and kissed me on my cheek and then got up and left. I adjusted my head slowly on my pillow as the slightest movement cause me pain and closed my eyes and settled down for some sleep. A few minutes went by and the throbbing in my head eased a little and I started drifting off to sleep when my bedroom door opened. "Is there anything I can get you?" my mom asked as she came over to my bed and sat down brushing her long wavy light blond hair back. "A bottle of aspirin" I replied fixing my head on my pillow again. She gave me a little smile and reached over and stroked my forehead brushing a few strands of my hair out of my face a lot like she used to do when I was sick. "Were you drinking at that party last night?" my mom asked staring directly into my eyes as she kept stroking my forehead. "No" I replied breaking eye contact with her as I couldn't look directly at her fearing that she'd know I lied. "I'll be back with the aspirin" she said pulling away her hand and getting up off my bed. I had lied to my mom more times than I could remember but I never felt bad about doing it until now as I watched her walk away. "Here you go" she said a minute later startling me a bit as I had my eyes closed and didn't even hear her come back in. I propped myself up on my elbow and took the two aspirin my mom held out to me in her palm and swallowed them taking a sip of water from the glass she gave me to help wash them down. "Are you going somewhere?" I asked as I just now noticed the clothes she was wearing weren't the usual clothes she wore at home. "I'm running out to the grocery to get a few things" she replied as I handed her back the glass. "Oh" I replied laying back down on my pillow. "Is there anything I can get you?" she asked pulling the cover up over my chest. "No" I replied as the throbbing in my head was beginning again. "Okay I'll check in on you when I get back" she said patting my stomach and then stood up and walked off. "Oh wait get me a toothbrush" I replied quickly remembering that we were all out. "Aren't there any in the bathroom cupboard?" she asked narrowing her eyebrows. "No I used the last one just now after I threw up and then threw it away" I said as that was an experience I didn't want to go through again for the day. "Okay I'll pick up a couple at the grocery get some sleep" my mom said before she walked out and closed my bedroom door. I got myself in a more comfortable position noticing my head hurt a lot less when I laid on my side. I pulled the covers up over my chest and closed my eyes and tried to sleep hoping the aspirin would do its thing. I did manage to fall asleep but not as deeply as I'd have hoped for as the throbbing in my head didn't seem to get any less. while I lay there drifting in and out of consciousness I think I spotted Zach at one point and then his mom too who I thought I saw smile at me as she peeked in the door. I couldn't have been absolutely sure that I saw Zach or my aunt as I could have been dreaming all that. "How are you feeling honey?" my aunt asked when she came in my room in what felt like a couple hours later. "My head hurts" I said wondering if it was really aspirin my mom gave me. "Drinking too much will do that" she replied chuckling a little. "I'll get you an aspirin" she said patting my leg before she go up off the bed. "You better bring six or maybe the whole bottle" I said putting my hand on my head that felt like it was shrinking and crushing my brain. "I think two will do" she said with a chuckle before she walked out. I heard my aunt talking to my mom outside my room before she came back in and gave me the aspirin and some water. My aunt asked me if I wanted something to eat but I didn't feel hungry plus my stomach still felt queasy from throwing up earlier. I settled back down to try and sleep and just as I was drifting off to sleep I saw Zach again sitting on my bed looking at me, well at least I think I saw him. This time I actually did fall asleep and when I woke up my room was in darkness really surprising me as I had slept the entire day away. I threw back the covers and got out of bed and left my room to take a piss, my head was still hurting but not as much as before. I peeked into the living room wondering why the place was so quiet and saw no sign of Zach my mom or my aunt. I leaned out of the hall into the living room to see into the kitchen thinking they might have been in there but they weren't. I thought that maybe they were all in my mom's room and headed off to the bathroom since I couldn't hold my piss back any longer. After I finished draining my bladder I looked at myself in the mirror and saw the mess that I was. "God Wes you sure fucked yourself up" I said to myself attempting to smooth down my light blond hair that was sticking up in several places. I left the bathroom and walked down our almost claustrophobic hall to my mom's room and opened the door seeing no one in there either. "Hmmp I wonder where they all went" I muttered to myself and walked back up the hall through the living room to the kitchen. I liked it when I was home alone with no one there to bother me namely my mom, about stuff I did or didn't do but I sure would have liked to know where they all went. After searching through the refrigerator for something to eat and not seeing anything I felt like eating I decided to go take a nice long bath and enjoy the peace and quiet. Maybe they went out to dinner, I thought leaning over the tub to put the plug in to fill it up. If they did they could have at least told me they were going out, I thought opening the tap to fill the tub. I ran my hand under the water spilling out into the tub and turned the tap that adjusted the temperature to make sure that the water filled a little warmer than usual for what I had planned. I left the bathtub filling and walked out the bathroom to go get a towel thinking that they were right in not waking me up to tell me they were going out since I don't think that I'd have been too happy if they did. And she's always telling me to clean my room, I thought as I flicked on the light in the room that was supposed to be the guest room that my mom turned into her office. I noticed it looked a lot messier than I remembered it did before I left for L.A as I maneuvered around a few boxes filled with papers that were probably from where my mom worked. I fished out a towel from the linen closet and pushed back a few sheets that fell out when I removed the towel. I threw my towel over my shoulder and walked back out the room thinking to myself that this apartment seemed a lot bigger three years ago when we moved in here than it did now. I walked back to the bathroom and ran my hand down over my crotch knowing that a substantial part of my bath would be dedicated to jacking off. "Shit" I said quickly over to the tub to turn off the water as the tub filed up faster than I expected. I let some of the water drain out of the tub before replacing the plug and pulled down my boxers and stepped out of them deciding to skip the bubble bath this time. I had been feeling a burning sensation on my right knee since I got up but I paid no attention to it until now and put my foot upon the tub to see what it was. "Fuck me" I said as I saw a severe red bruise on my knee. I started wondering where the hell I got it and then remembered that I fell down in the hall last night. I always saw guys getting drunk and throwing up all over themselves and falling down and always thought I'd never do that but it was really clear that I did and had the bruise on my knee and a throbbing pain in my head to prove it. "Fuck I'm never fucking drinking again" I muttered to myself as I climbed into the warm water and slowly immersed myself in it before I leaned back in the tub. The heat from the water made the bruise on my knee sting but it only lasted for a few seconds before turning into just a dull ache. I sank down into the water a little and looked down into the water and thought that my dick looked bigger. I slid down in the tub holding my breath noticing how different everything looked from under water as I stared straight up. I lifted my head out of the water feeling it right around my ears and right under my nose and slipped down a little more. I held my breath and blew out hard through my nose my smiling to myself at the gurgling sound the water made and remembered how I loved doing this as a kid. "FUCK" I gasped sitting up out of the water coughing as I forgot I wasn't supposed to inhale. "Now I remember why I stopped doing that" I said to myself still coughing a little. I soaked in the water for a minute or two and then reached for the soap taking it off the thing it was mounted on in the white tiled wall right next to me and started soaping myself up. As much fun as it was to bubble the water up with my nose there was something else that I thought was a lot more pleasurable, and it didn't involve the risk of accidentally drowning myself. I looked down into the water that was a little white now from the soap and willed my dick to get hard running my hand over my hairless thighs. I gripped my dick between my thumb and my forefinger and slowly pulled my foreskin back feeling a sudden jolt of pleasure rush up my spine from exposing the sensitive head of my dick to the warmth of the water in the tub. I closed my eyes and rested my head gently against the tiled wall behind my head slowly slipping my foreskin back up over the head of my dick before gently pulling it back down again. "Mmmmmmmm" I moaned softly without even realizing that I had until I head myself as I slowly stroked my dick enjoying the feeling of the warm water surrounding me. I continued slowly stroking my dick feeling jolts of pleasure shoot through me every time the head of my dick got exposed to the warmth of the water. I seldom ever jacked off while taking a bath as I was afraid if I did it to much I would desensitize myself from the great feeling I was getting now, and due to the fact I rarely ever had time to jack off so slowly and just enjoy the feeling. The feelings I got from jacking off in the tub surround by the warm water were so intense that I didn't even need to think about anything to get me horny. I just focused on the intense sensation between my legs and the jolt of pleasure I got from the head of my dick being exposed to the warm water every time I pulled my foreskin back. "Ahhhhhhh" I gasped softly as the intense pleasure that traveled from my crotch through my body seemed to soothe my aching head a little. I closed my eyes and concentrated on the feeling and nothing else feeling my nipples getting a little stiff as I felt my orgasm wasn't far away. "Mmmmmmmmmmmm" I moaned holding my dick a little tighter between my fingers as the sensations emanating from my crotch grew stronger. "AHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK" I groaned opening my eyes and lifting my butt up off the bottom of the bathtub sending my dick up from the water like a periscope and started cumming. I watched as the couple of milky while spurts of cum that shot out of my dick made a dripping sound on contact with the water in the tub. I sank back down into the tub concealing my dick below the water like the loch ness monster and panted heavily as I thought when I jacked off in the tub like this it was always the most fulfilling. I stayed in the tub for a few minutes slowly running my fingers through my pubes I looking down through the water thinking that they looked almost like blond seaweed. Well the fun's over, I thought to myself getting up out of the water with a sloshing sound as this was the only time that my mind had been completely clear. I picked up my towel where I left it on the lid of the toilet and started drying myself off and then turned around and leaned over the tub pulling the plug and letting the water drain out the tub. My moment of clarity was short lived as all that was bothering started slowly slipping back into my mind threatening to make my headache flare up again. After I dried myself a little I wrapped my towel around me and left the bathroom heading to my bedroom wishing that this fucking headache would go away as it had proved its point already. "Shit" I muttered to myself as I was what looked like the towel that I used last night draped over the chair at my desk. It definitely was the towel I used as I saw the one Zach was apparently using hanging on the hook that mine usually occupied when I didn't toss it on the floor. Mom's gonna be pissed when she sees that, I thought since she hated it when I was using two towels at once. I went over to my dresser and took out a pair of boxers and pulled them on momentarily over come by a sudden dizzy spell when I leaned forward to put them on feeling my headache intensify for a few seconds. I pulled out a pair of shorts and a t-shirt and put them on and pulled my towel over my head to dry my hair and headed out of my bedroom to the living room to watch some TV. Just as I exited the hall and was walking over to the couch the door opened and Zach my mom and my aunt came in laughing as I looked at them pulling my towel off my head. "Look who's up and about" my aunt said smiling brushing her unnatural red hair behind her ear. "How are you feeling honey?" my mom asked closing the door. "Better than before" I replied sitting down on the couch as I went back to drying my hair by just pressing the towel down on my head since I knew any vigorous movement would only result in pain. "we brought you some dinner?" my mom said wiggling out of the jacket she was wearing and placing the box of food on the coffee table in front of me. "where'd you guys go" I asked just as Zach picked up the remote for the TV and dropped himself down at the opposite end of the couch and glanced at me briefly before he turned on the TV. "That little Italian place a couple of blocks from here" my mom said as I heard her departing footsteps on the oak floors. "I'm going to take a shower" my aunt announced before she left the heading to the bedroom I assumed. Think you can be anymore vague, I thought to myself since there were several Italian restaurants near where we lived. Fuck if I care, I thought adjusting my towel around my neck and picked up the box to see what they got me. I opened the box and saw it was some type of chicken that looked like it was grilled and closed the box back not bothering to try and figure out what it was since I didn't feel hungry anyway. "Aren't you gonna eat it?" Zach asked as I put the box back on the table. "I'm not hungry" I replied glancing at him. I thought it was kinda surprising that I wasn't hungry considering I had not eaten anything all day. "Are you gonna eat it later then?" Zach asked as I looked at him. "I don't think so" I replied glancing at a ice cream commercial that was playing on the TV as that was something I wouldn't mind having some of. "Can I have it?" Zach asked hopefully. "Sure help yourself" I replied sitting back on the couch. Zach moved closer to me with a grin and picked up the box of food off the table and got up and went into the kitchen. He came back a few seconds later as he apparently went to the kitchen to get a fork, I looked at him as he sat back on the couch eating as if he hadn't been fed for days and just shook my head and turned back to the TV. "Wow those guys at that restaurant sure can cook" Zach commented patting his stomach after he had his second dinner for the night. I glanced my aunt as she came back from having her bath wearing one of my mom's bathrobes and went into the kitchen. "I'll be back I'm going to take a shower" Zach said getting up picking up the box the food was in and walking off. I heard him and his mom talking to each other in the kitchen but couldn't quite make out what they were saying as I reached over and picked up the remote to change the channel. After a minute I heard him walk back out the kitchen and headed off to my room I assumed as I stared flipping through channels. I looked up and I saw my aunt in the corner of my eyes and saw her slowly walking over to me sipping something out of a cup. I noticed she was wearing my mom's pajama pants and one of her t-shirts that had a love heart printed in front of it and my mom's bathrobe. "Is your headache gone?" she asked sitting next to me pulling up one of her legs on the couch. "No but it is better than before" I replied as I got a minty scent coming from her direction. "That's good but it serves you right though" she said taking a sip out of her cup. I knew that I deserved that but it still hurt a little hearing it from her as I now tried to figure out how I was going to explain what happened last night. "Hey guys I'm gonna go to bed I promised a friend that I would go see a house with her tomorrow" my mom said as I glanced at her and she looked like she just got out of the shower as she was drying her hair. "I think I'll turn in early too" my aunt said and got up off the couch with her cup of mint tea that my mom also loved. "Yeah okay see you guys in the morning I said" turning back to the TV as they departed for the bedroom. I ran my hand through my hair feeling that it was mostly dry and got up to go put my towel in my room. "Uh sorry" I said as I opened my bedroom door and came face to face with Zach's white butt. "It's okay it's not like you never saw me naked before" Zach replied and went back to drying himself off. I quickly walked over to my desk and tossed my towel on the chair and left my room before I saw anything else since I could already feel my dick responding to what I just saw. I took back up my spot on the couch and started flipping through channels again for something to watch. Zach came out of my room a few minutes later with a towel drying his hair and flopped down on the couch humming some song to himself. I glanced at him a couple times as he rubbed his towel all over his head drying his hair as I found it difficult to focus on the TV as I was lost looking at him. I paid particular attention to his creamy white thighs that were revealed in the shorts he was wearing. I turned away as he pulled off the towel from over his head and then glanced back at him and saw his blond hair sticking up in just about ever direction. I focused back on the TV leaning against the arm of the couch with my hand under my jaw wishing that this damn headache would go away already. I glanced back at Zach a while later and saw that his hair had seemed to fix itself neatly back on his head and got a smile from him as he caught me looking at him. God, did I ever hate him for looking so fucking perfect I thought to myself turning back to the TV. I turned to Zach a few seconds later as I heard him laugh an wondered what he found so funny since the show we were watching wasn't a comedy. He smiled at me showing his teeth and I turned my attention back to the TV thinking that he had finally lost it. I heard a couple of snickers from him followed by a giggle and then he started laughing again. I looked at him and he started laughing even harder when I looked at him again as he stared at me. "What the fuck are you laughing at?" I asked as he was beside himself with laughter. He tried to speak but started laughing when he tired to get the words out and fell on his side giggling. "Oh man my stomach hurts from laughing so much" he said chuckling after a few seconds as he seemed to be over his laughter somewhat. "What's so funny?" I asked looking at him as he sat back up snickering. "You" he said grinning. "What's funny about me?" I asked looking at him. "I was thinking about when I saw you last night standing naked in front of the sink brushing your teeth" Zach said grinning. "No I wasn't" I replied though last most of last night seemed like a blur. "Yes you were" Zach said grinning. I just looked at him as he smiled not able to dispute what I did last night cause I honestly couldn't remember what I did last night. "You were really stupid to get so drunk you're lucky my mom is here to cover for you" Zach said as I glared at him. what Zach said was true ,I was stupid for drinking so much and I was really lucky that his mom was here cause I didn't want to think about the trouble I would be in right now if my mom saw me last night. "I'm gonna go to bed" Zach said standing up and yawning after we had been watching TV for a few hours. "Yeah me too" I replied as my eyes and my head were staring to hurt again. Zach and I left the living room and I went to the bathroom to pee as while Zach headed for my room. After I took care of business I opened the cupboard over the sink and took out two aspirin from the bottle and swallowed them hoping that they'd actually work this time. I left the bathroom and wondered what my aunt did with the extra pillows and the blankets that she made up my bed on the pullout last night. I went to our spare room and found the pillows and the blanket in there and took them back out to the living room and moved the coffee table and got the pull out unfolded from the couch. "You're sleeping out here?" Zach asked standing in the hallway entrance as I pulled off my shirt. "Yeah" I replied tossing my shirt on the coffee table. "Oh" he said looking somewhat disappointed before he walked away heading back to my room. I pulled off my shorts and was about to take my boxers off to but then thought I'd better keep them on since the living room didn't offer as much privacy as my bedroom did. I climbed into bed and lay there for a minute or two noticing that it didn't feels as comfortable as my bed that Zach was currently occupying, but a lot more comfortable that the bed I slept on in his room back in L.A.. As I lay there with the TV on paying no attention to it staring up at the ceiling wondering what the people who lived above us on the eight floor were doing and started to feel really hungry. My stomach rumbled and demanding that I give it something to eat right away or it was going to kept twisting up which is what I felt it doing. I threw back my blanket and got up and went to the kitchen and flicked on the light I opened the refrigerator and immediately felt my nipples start to shrivel up like raisins from the cold. I closed back the bottom door seeing nothing I felt like eating and opened the freezer hoping to see some ice cream in there but was out of luck. I closed the freezer disappointed that ice cream wasn't one of the things my mom bought when she went to the grocery this morning. I moved around the table which drastically reduced the already limited space in our kitchen and went to the cupboard that my mom kept some of our groceries in. I hoped that I'd fine something in there that I wanted to eat as I reached for the door and pulled it open. "Oreos, chips ahoy, Twinkies... what no Pringles?" I muttered to myself going through the contents of the cupboard as I hoped to have found a tube of that in there. "Mom you and I have to talk" I said to myself as she forgot to buy me some Pringles. I came across a couple packets of crackers that my mom bought for herself and took them all up and closed back the cupboard and turned off the light in the kitchen. I took the crackers back to bed with me and got back under the covers pulling myself up and leaning against the back of the couch. "Fuck" I muttered as I opened a pack of the crackers and two of them practically disintegrated into crumbs all over me and the blanket after I had been trying to get the pack open for close to a minute. I dusted off the crumbs on the floor and took up one of the crackers out of the pack and bit into it staring at the TV slowly chewing it. Now I see why she likes these so much, I thought to myself munching on another of the crackers that my mom bought for herself. I ate a couple more and finished off the first packet and was half way through the eating the second packet when I thought I heard foot steps behind me. I sat up and tuned and looked back and saw my aunt walking over to me with a little smile on her face. "I thought you went to bed?" I asked as she lifted the end of the covers on the other side of the bed and climbed in. "I did but your mom is snoring up a storm in there" my aunt said as we both chuckled. "How are you feeling?" she asked looking at me. "Um okay I guess" I said as I felt a lot better except for the headache. "what's that you're eating?" she asked as I put the one of the remaining three crackers that were in the pack in my mouth. "Mom's crackers" I replied seeing a few crumbs fly out of my mouth as I spoke. "want one?" I asked holding the pack out to her. "Sure" she said taking one out the pack. I watched my aunt as she munched on the cracker slowly and I took out the last remaining one and broke it in half and gave part to her and kept the other part for myself. My aunt smiled at me and took the half of the cracker from me as she still hadn't finished eating the first one yet. I turned my attention back to the TV listening to my aunt munching on the cracker as she lay next to me. "Now Wesley Cameron Gallagher, let's talk about why you came home drunk last night" my aunt said dusting the crumbs off her hands looking at me. Okay now I'm in deep shit, I thought to myself as my aunt used my full name just like my mom did when I got her really angry she even had the same look on her face that my mom would get. "I don't know" I said shrugging my shoulders. "Don't give me that bullshit Wes this in me you're talking too" my aunt said taking me by surprise by her tone. "I just have a lot of problems okay" I said unable to look into her eyes fearing she'd see right through me. "What problems do you have, you're sixteen years old this should be the happiest time of your life" my aunt said. "I know that" I replied holding my head down. "First it was the pot and I was willing too let that slide but now you're drinking what's next cocaine?" she said sounding just like my mom. "I'd never do that aunt Hillary" I said turning and looking at her. "Yeah well you're not convincing me right now" she said as I felt the sting of her words, she was really angry at me which was like a first. "Honey you're really starting to worry me" she said as her voice took back it usual soft quality. "Now tell me what going on with you" she said reaching out and taking my hand. I looked into her eyes and wished that I could tell her all that happened between me and Zach and Kevin but I knew if I did that would only land me in more trouble. "Is this about me having cancer?" she asked. "Well I'm really worried about you" I said taking the excuse that presented itself. "Honey I told you not to worry about me" she said reaching up and wiping away a few crumbs that were apparently around my mouth. "Yeah but brain cancer is really serious" I said remembering what Kevin said about her and the possibility that she might die as my fake concern about her health was now genuine. "If you were so worried about me why didn't you come to me instead of trying to drink your worries away?" she asked softly. "I don't know" I replied shrugging my shoulders. "I'm going to be okay" she said squeezing my hand as I looked at her. "Yeah but what if you.. what if..." I said as I paused. "What, what if I die we all have to die at some point Wesley" she said staring into my eyes. "You mean you're okay with it if you die" I asked as that was the impression I was getting from her. "I'm not okay with it but there nothing I can do about it if I do die" she said looking at me. "You sound like you've already given up" I said turning away from her. "That's not true if I did I wouldn't be taking that surgery" she said as she squeezed my hand again. "I've had a very happy life so far and I'd like it to continue so I can see my nephew and my son grow up and both find a nice girl and get married" she said smiling at me. I held my head down as I thought of my chanced of getting married was slim to none now considering how I felt. "Don't worry so much kid you're hair will turn gray before you're twenty one" she said as the thought of that made me smile. "The doctor told me that there's a seventy percent survival rate with the kind of surgery I have to have" she said as I stared at her. Seventy percent sounds good but that still leave thirty percent, I thought to myself looking at my aunt as she smiled at me. "Look if you don't believe me come with me next week to the doctor and you can hear it from him" she said with a smile. "Okay" I said smiling back at her a little. "Now about you and your recent affair with the bottle" she said sounding all stern again. "Don't worry I promise you I'll never touch the stuff again" I said really meaning it. "See that you don't because if you ever do your mother will be the least of your worries" she said as this was the first time my aunt made me afraid of her. "Um do you think she knows?" I asked as I had the distinct feeling that some how she did. "No would you like me to tell her" my aunt said sitting up. "NO DON'T DO THAT" I said sitting up suddenly grabbing my aunt's hand as she threw back the covers. She started laughing and so did I as she leaned over and threw her arm around me and kissed my head a couple times chuckling. "Goodnight honey" my aunt said chuckling as she got up from the bed. "Night aunt Hill" I said smiling as that talk with her cleared up one of the things that was worrying me. "Oh one more thing was Kevin drinking too?" my aunt asked looking down at me as she adjusted my mom's robe she was wearing. "Nah Kevin doesn't drink" I replied lying even thought I knew he probably had a beer or two. "Okay honey see you in the morning" my aunt replied walking off. "Yeah you too" I replied. My aunt walked off going back to my mom's room and I dusted off the rest of the crumbs off the blanket and tossed the empty cracker packet on the floor and turned off the TV. I sank back down in bed and made myself comfortable and started feeling bad about making my aunt believe that all my problem were about her but I thought it was better she think that than know the truth. I started to think about Kevin and knew that we had to talk about what we did and the sooner the better. Then a thought came to me that maybe Kevin was gay too and I wasn't all alone and that he was probably going through the same thing I was. "Fuck it" I said annoyed as I had been mashing my teeth together to try and get the chewed up crackers that were stuck to them lose. I got up and went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and came back to the living room which was my bedroom for probably the rest of the summer and climbed into bed and went to sleep. when I woke up I heard the TV playing softly and rubbed the sleep out of my eyes and saw Zach sitting on the edge of the bed watching TV. He glanced back at me and turned back to the TV as the scent of coffee filled my nostrils as I yawned. I threw back my blanket and grabbed my shorts off the coffee table where I left them and stood up and yawned and pulled them on. I glanced at Zach and saw him staring at me as I buttoned my shorts closed and picked up my shirt and pulled it on. He gave me a sort of smile as I walked away heading to the bathroom for my usual morning piss. "Morning honey" my aunt said smiling at me as I met her in the hall on my way to the bathroom. "Morning aunt Hill" I replied smiling back at her. I went into the bathroom and yawned again and pulled down my zipper and pulled out my dick and started peeing into the toilet. when I was finished in the bathroom I headed straight for the kitchen as the crackers I ate last night had long since worked their way through my system. I passed by my aunt sitting on the pullout talking to someone on the phone and went to the kitchen where I found Zach and my mom seated at the table in the kitchen laughing as they both focused their eyes on me. "Well you look a lot better" my mom said sipping her coffee from her own personal cup with I heart NY printed on it. "Yeah whatever" I replied going over to the cupboard to get a bowl to have some cereal. "why didn't you buy me any Pringles yesterday?" I asked grabbing the box of frosted flakes Zach was eating. "My crystal ball has been a bit foggy lately" my mom replied prompting a laugh from Zach making milk spill out of his mouth onto the table and his shirt. "Oh that's so funny should I laugh now or later" I said pouring out some cereal into my bowl as she smiled at me and Zach grinned. "Did I not ask you yesterday if you wanted anything" she said after taking a sip from her coffee. "Yeah" I replied and got back up to get a spoon. "And what did you say" my mom said as I noticed Zach looking at me and then at my mom smiling. "A toothbrush, but you always but me Pringles" I said taking up the bottle of milk and poured some into my bowl. "Okay I'll get you your Pringles on my way back" my mom replied. "On your way back from where?" I asked after putting a spoonful of cereal into my mouth. "I told you last night that I was going to see a couple houses with a friend of mine from work" my mom replied getting up from the table. I stuck my tongue out at Zach as he looked at me smiling getting the same response from him as my mom put her cup in the sink. "Hey I saw that" my aunt said pointing at Zach. "He did it first" Zach said pouting a little. "I don't care who started it I told you about sticking that tongue of yours out at people, what are you a snake or a lizard" my aunt said making me grin as Zach glared at me. Just as his mom turned her back he stuck something else out at me as he flipped me off with a sly smile, I just shook my head and continued having my breakfast thinking of some way to avoid him. "Hey what time is it?" I asked looking at my mom. "Half past ten" she replied. "Damn already" I said as I had no idea It was so late already. "Tempus fugit" my mom replied smiling. "So you did remember something from college" my aunt said chuckling as she poured some coffee out of the coffee maker. "Smart ass" my mom replied as they both smiled at each other. "Yuck you call this coffee" my aunt said scowling after she tasted the coffee my mom made. "Next time get your own damn coffee" my mom replied as Zach laughed and I smiled watching them literally argue amongst themselves. My mom and my aunt smiled at each other as my aunt poured the coffee my mom made into the sink. "Okay guys I'll see you later" my mom said leaning in and kissing Zach on his cheek getting a smile from him. "Love you sis" my mom said kissing my aunt on her cheek. "Love you too now get out of here" my aunt said smacking my mom on her butt as she walked off making Zach giggle as I just smiled watching them. "Bye honey" my mom said putting her hand on my head briefly before she left "Later mom" I replied reaching for the box of cereal to pour some more out. "what does tempus fugit mean?" Zach asked looking at his mom. "Time flies" his mom replied glancing back at him with a smile. I watched my aunt as she made herself a cup of mint tea and then joined us at the table sipping it slowly as she smiled at me from time to time. I finished my breakfast and went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth still feeling a slight headache left over from yesterday. I bumped into Zach as I left the bathroom getting a smile from him and headed to my room I looked around my for my cell phone wondering what I did with it. I eventually found it at the side of my laptop that was still sitting in it's carrying case on my desk where I left it. I picked it up and turned it on and brought up Kevin's number and let out a deep sigh as I really needed to talk to him about what happened with us Friday night. "Honey can I use your laptop I have to send a couple of e-mails into the office" my aunt said as she stood in my door way. "Yeah sure aunt Hill" I said putting down my phone and unzipping my laptop carrying case and turned it on and typed in my password and then handed it to her as she walked over to me. "Thanks honey" she said with a smile and left my room. I wonder why she didn't use mom's, I thought to myself then remembered that my mom was prone to leaving her computer in the backseat of her car and probably did again. I picked up my phone and stared at Kevin's name on the screen hesitating on pressing the send button. I'll call him later, I thought hitting the power button instead of send and turned off my phone. I plugged it into the charger and placed it in it's usual spot at the side of my bed next to my alarm clock where Zach's PSP and his Nintendo DS were also occupying. I left my room and went to the living room and found Zach trying to fold the pull out back down into the couch. "Move" I said to him and he stood back watching me. "Hold this" I said to him handing him the pillows and the blanket and then folded the pull out back into the couch and put the cushions back and put the coffee table back where it usual was. I took the pillows and the blanket back to my mom's office filled with her junk and tossed them on the desk she had in there. When I went back to the living room I found Zach sitting on the couch with my playing my PS2 and decided to join him playing Need for speed underground 2. We played for a while mostly saying nothing to each other and this time Zach didn't try ramming me into the wall like he did the last couple of times I played this game with him. Zach and I played a couple of other games I had until I got tired and just watched him play by himself. After his mom made us lunch we spent the rest of the afternoon watching TV and the silence that lingered between us was really uncomfortable. I glanced at him and wondered what he thought about us being brothers because since we found out I had no idea how he really felt about the whole thing. As I looked at him he glanced at me and gave me a sort of smile and then focused his attention back to the TV. He didn't seem to be too bothered by the whole thing unlike me who was going to have a hard time explaining to everyone that knew me how it was that I who had been an only child for sixteen years suddenly had an eleven year old brother. I got up and went to my room to try and take a nap hoping that I could try and make some sense of the crap that my life had turned into. As I walked to my room I thought the chances of me trying to make sense of my life were no better now than they were in the last couple of days that I spent thinking about it. Man I sure could use some weed right now I thought tossing myself on my bed burying my face in my pillow. Then I remembered the promise I made to my aunt about not smoking again and that I already broken it twice, though I didn't actually smoke the weed the second time. I had a sudden craving for chocolate and adjusted my head on my pillow and remembered those hash brownies I ate and then started wondering if they had contributed to my hangover. I closed my eyes and caught the scent of Zach on my pillow like perfume and inhaled deeply feeling my dick starting to respond. Why can't I stop feeling this way, why did I had to be gay, I thought opening my eyes feeling more miserable than I ever did in my life. Am I really gay, I asked myself thinking back on all the girlfriends I had up until now counting like six in all. Well it was really four now that I thought about it looking up at the ceiling as I lay on my back. There was Christina the first girl I ever kissed back when I was eleven who Kevin kept teasing me about because she wore glasses but I couldn't never really considered her a girlfriend. Then there was Julie and Tara who I liked when I was twelve, both of which had dark brown hair like Andie's though their eyes were blue. My relationship with them lasted like a week or two since I was kinda seeing them both at the same time and couldn't decide which one of them I liked more. They made it simple as they both dumped me when they found out I was seeing them both at the same time thanks to Kevin. Julie made it more dramatic by tossing a cup of soda in my face in the lunchroom making everyone laugh at me. And then came Katie, I smiled to myself as she was the first girl I ever fucked who I may have been in love with or whatever a thirteen year old considered as love. Like Julie and Tara, Katie had dark brown hair too though it was longer than theirs were and hazel eyes that I liked looking at. Unlike Julie and Tara I definitely knew that I liked Katie and not just because of the way she looked but because of her personality. She had walked up to Kevin and me one day while we were goofing off in the park and hung out with us all day. Katie ended up hanging out with us a lot after that and then we became friends with Kevin and me and roamed around New York with us. At some point during that time she and I started to hang out alone a lot more and we became more than just friends. What I liked about her the most was the fact that she was really into guy stuff and she was an only child like me. The one thing I liked most about her was her sense of humor and that we spent most of our time together talking One day our talks happened to be about sex and which led to us kissing and touching which I would say was the point at which we became more than friends. We talked about having sex and even planned on when we were going to do it, but while we were alone at her place we started kissing and then one thing led to another and we ended up doing it. After that day which I still considered to be the best of my life Katie and I ended up breaking up because of something terrible that happened after. Katie's dad was a cop and about a week after our first time together he tried to stop some asshole that was robbing a gas station and got shot in the head. Soon after her dad's funeral she and her mom moved to somewhere in Stamford where I believed they had family living there. I didn't see anyone else for a while after Katie until I was fourteen and met this girl with black hair and blue eyes named Selene who was pretty knowledgeable about sex. Selene was the second girl I ever fucked and we did it just about every chance we got to be alone. I ran my hand over my dick as I thought about her now since she gave me my first among many blowjobs though she was nowhere as good as Zach now that I thought about it. We were together until I was fifteen and then her dad who was in the air force got stationed overseas. We sent each other e-mails and stuff but it just wasn't the same and we ended up just breaking it off since our chances of seeing each other again were slim to none. There were one or two other girls between the time I broke up with Selene and the time I met that bitch Phoebe but nothing really happened that would make me consider them as girlfriends. I had to be honest with myself the three months that phoebe and I were together weren't all bad but they weren't all good either. Phoebe was a great fuck and was pretty okay when it came to giving blow jobs but we really didn't have much in common and most of the time we were together I had to listen to her problems as if I didn't have enough of my own to deal with. While I lay on my bed reminiscing on my sex life the phone stared ringing I lifted my head and looked at the phone on my desk as it kept ringing but I was too lazy to get up and go answer it. The phone stopped ringing after a few seconds and I figured that either my aunt or Zach probably answered it in the living room. "It's for you it's Kevin" Zach said as he appeared at my door a few second later holding the phone and then brought it over to me. "Hey" I said after I put the phone to my ear and Zach walked back out with a glance to me. "Hey guess you're still alive" Kevin said with a little chuckle. "Yeah" I replied smiling to myself. "You're lucky if it had been my mom or dad that found me drunk they would had skinned me alive" Kevin said making me chuckle. "My mom doesn't know I came home drunk actually" I replied running my hand over my head. "Really" Kevin said sounding a bit surprised. "Yeah aunt Hill save my neck" I said silently thanking her for being here. "Lucky you" Kevin replied chuckling. "Yeah" I said back as this was one of the first times luck was on my side. "Are you doing anything right now?" Kevin asked sounding a bit nervous. "No just lying on my bed what's up?" I asked. "Um we need to talk about... um you know... what um happened Friday" Kevin said after a somewhat long pause sounding really uncomfortable. "Uh.....yeah... Um are you alone" I asked running my hand through my hair. "My mom is going over to my uncle's in a while and I think Keegan's going with her" Kevin replied. "Uh okay I'll be over in a couple of minutes" I replied running my hand through my hair again. "Okay see you in a while" Kevin said before we ended our conversation. I turned off the phone and dropped it on the bed and let out a deep sigh as this was going to be a really complicated evening. I got off my bed and went over to my dresser and pulled out a pair of Jeans and took off my shorts and pulled them on and got my shoes on. I looked at myself in the mirror and decide to change my shirt, I went over to my closet and pulled out one of my many black t-shirts and pulled it on. I went back to my dresser and ran my brush through my hair a couple of times wondering what Kevin was going to say. "Hey aunt Hill I'm going over to Kevin's for a while" I said putting the phone back on the charger as she and Zach were sitting on the couch watching something on TV. "Okay" my aunt replied with a smile. "Hey why don't you take Zach with you" my aunt suggested as I saw Zach looking at me waiting for my answer. "Uh um okay" I said as my aunt smiled at me. "Give me a second I got to go change" Zach said with a smile and jumped off the couch and ran off to my bedroom. I sat down on the couch to wait for Zach getting a smile from her as I looked at her only agreeing to take Zach with me because I owed her for what she did for me. "Okay I'm ready" Zach said when he came back about two minutes later dressed in his usual cargo shorts and a black and yellow stripped t-shirt. "How come you don't get dressed this fast when we go anywhere" my aunt said to Zach as he shrugged and smiled at her. "Let's go" I said getting up and heading to the door. "Later mom" Zach said following behind me. "Okay guys be back in time for dinner" my aunt said. I looked at my hand to see what the time was now but I had forgotten to pick up my watch, I thought of going back for it but I felt like I was already to far to go back and get it. Zach and I left our apartment and headed down the hall to the elevator and Zach pressed the button for the it to come up. "Are we going to the first floor?" Zach asked after he already pressed one on the key pad. "Actually we're going down to the lobby" I said pressing L. "Oh" Zach said as the doors slid close. The elevator went down a few floors and stopped on the first floor where the laundry room for the building was along with two other apartments before continuing down to the lobby. "Hey Chuck" I said to the who was the doorman that worked the weekends. "Hey" Chuck said back not even getting up from the desk where he was sitting to get the door open for us which was what he was paid to do. "How far are we going?" Zach asked as I opened the door and we walked out onto the side walk. "Not far" I replied shielding my eyes from the light as I wished now that I had kept those sunglasses I gave to Izzy. After a long walk thanks to Zach who I had to keep stopping for as he gazed at a couple of buildings like a tourist we finally made it over to Kevin's. "Kevin lives here?" Zach asked as he followed me up the steps from the side walk. "No the Easter bunny" I said pressing the doorbell. Zach gave me a smirk and I tried not to smile as I glanced at him while we waited for someone to answer the door. "Hi Wes" Kevin's mom said with a smile as she was the one answering the door. "Are you here to see Keegan?" Kevin mom asked looking over my shoulder at Zach who was standing behind me. "Uh no he's with me that's Zach" I said as Kevin's mom looked pleasantly surprised. "That's little Zachary" Kevin mom said smiling broadly as Zach moved from behind me and grinned shyly. "Oh my god give me a hug you're so big now" Kevin's mom said hugging Zach as I couldn't help but smile as Zach glanced back at me looking kinda uncomfortable since he obviously didn't remember her. "Oh look at you I bet you're taller than Keegan" Kevin's mom said grinning. "who's at the door?" I heard Keegan ask and then pushed his way in from of his mom. "Hey Wes" Keegan said smiling at me and then at Zach who smiled back at him. "Hey Keegan" I said smiling at him remembering what we did. "Come on in guys" Kevin's mom said and stepped back for Zach and me to come inside. "who're you?" Keegan asked smiling at Zach. "Don't you remember Zach, Wes's cousin" Keegan's mom said to him. He smiled at Zach and shook his head no, I didn't expect either him or Zach to remember each other since it had been a couple of years since Zach had been to New York. "Kevin Wes is here" Kevin's mom yelled turning to the direction the bedrooms were in. "Come on in Wes" Kevin yelled back. "I'll see you guys later I'm going over to my brother's for a while Kevin's mom said smiling at me. "See you Mrs. Porter" I said as she walked over to the door. "Bye Wes, come on Keegan" Kevin mom said as she opened the door to leave. "I think I'm gonna stay mom" Keegan said brushing his curly from his forehead as he and Zach smiled at each other again. "Okay then suit yourself, bye Zach and tell your mom I said hi" Kevin's mom replied and walked out the door closing it behind her. Keegan and Zach smiled at each other sheepishly again as I walked off heading for Kevin's room for or dreaded talk. Kevin smiled at me as I walked into his room and found him Playing Mortal Kombat which was no big surprise there and then glanced back and saw Keegan and Zach following me. "Hey Z what's up man" Kevin said smiling at Zach as he just shrugged his shoulders and smiled shyly which wasn't like him. "You guys know each other?" Keegan asked wrinkling his eyebrows as I sat down on Kevin's bed. "Yeah we got reacquainted when we met on Friday" Kevin said as he and Zach smiled at each other. "You were at Matt's party too?" Keegan asked turning to Zach who shook his head no. "I meant when I went to pick up Wes idiot" Kevin said as Keegan took offence to what he said and flipped him off making Zach and me laugh. "Why don't you guys go hang out in your room" Kevin said looking at Keegan as Zach looked at me. "why?" Keegan asked. "Wes and I gotta talk business" Kevin said. "It's Zach right" Keegan said looking to Zach. "Uh-huh" Zach replied smiling shyly as I wondered what the hell was wrong with him. "Come on Zach let's go to my room and leave them to hug and kiss" Keegan said as Kevin and I looked at each other. Keegan screamed and Zach moved out of the way as Kevin tossed a shoe at his brother as he ran off giggling. "Little fucker" Kevin said with a little smile as he got up and closed the door and locked it. "Um about what happened..." I said to Kevin as he sat back down on his bed next to me. "I'm really really sorry Wes" Kevin said looking really embarrassed before I could finish what I was saying. "I really am I don't know what the fuck got into me" Kevin said as which was not what I had expected to hear. "I guess it was just I was so upset with what happened with Alicia and then I got high and I was horny" Kevin continued sounding really worried. Some part of me had hoped that Kevin was gay too so that I wouldn't be alone in all this but after what he Just said it was obvious that he wasn't. "It's not all your fault I did kiss you back" I said looking at Kevin as I looked at him. "All that stuff I said about dating guys you know I was just joking right" Kevin said looking at me nervously. "Yeah you're always joking" I said as we smiled at each other. "I'm not gay and I know you aren't either" he said as I wasn't so sure of that anymore. "No I'm not" I replied hoping that if I said it out loud that it would somehow make it true but after I did I still felt like I was. "So we're still friends right?" Kevin asked looking at me. "To the end" I said smiling Kevin. It was kinda disappointing finding out that he wasn't in the same boat as me so to speak but I was glad that I still had my best friend. "I'm kinda surprised that what happened with us didn't happen sooner" Kevin said after a few minutes of silence passed between us. "what do you mean?" I asked a bit confused. "I mean we did everything else together right" he said with a smile. "When you put it like that I guess so" I said smiling at him. "If We ever decide to go gay we'll hook up right" Kevin said with a smile as I knew he was joking. "Yeah we'll hook up" I said with a chuckle. "You know you're a really good kisser" Kevin said chuckling as he looked at me. "You're not so bad yourself" I replied with a little grin and then we both started laughing. "was it really true what you said about Zach being your brother or were you just drunk?" Kevin asked after a few minutes went by. "It's true" I replied moving my hair out of my face glancing at him. "Mind if I ask How?" Kevin asked. I sighed and proceeded to tell Kevin everything my aunt told me about how she got pregnant with Zach. "Wow" was all Kevin said after I told him how I came to have a little brother. "I guess you must think my family pretty fucked up huh" I said to him after a moment of silence passed between us. "No I don't" Kevin replied calmly. "It's not that bad, so your mom and your aunt both have kids for the same guy big deal" Kevin said which was kinda surprising. "Things could be a whole lot worse than that" Kevin said looking at me. "You're just trying to make me feel better" I said since he was my best friend after all and would probably say exactly what I wanted to hear. "Since when have I cared about how the fuck you feel" Kevin said scoffing and then we both looked at each other and laughed. "Are you guys done making out in there" Keegan said from outside the bedroom door and I heard a giggle from Zach. "That's it" Kevin whispered getting off is bed while I chuckled. Kevin put his finger over his lips motioning me to be quiet for whatever he had planned for Keegan. I smiled as Kevin unlocked his bedroom door and stood back at the side of it hiding in the corner with a sly grin as the door started opening. "Hey where's KevAhhhhhhhhhhh" Keegan squealed out as Kevin grabbed him in a head lock as he stepped into his room. "NO NO AHHHHHHH HELP" Keegan yelled giggling as Kevin pulled him inside his room as he struggled to get out of the headlock he was in. Zach stood at the bedroom door grinning as Kevin dragged Keegan over to his bed as I just smiled and shook my head watching them. Kevin released Keegan from his headlock and sat down on his bed pulling him onto his lap as Keegan struggled to get away giggling the whole time. "Now what were you just saying?" Kevin asked sweetly as he had his fingers in Keegan's sides as I saw him deliver this particular for of punishment to Keegan on numerous occasions. "Let go" Keegan said giggling as Zach walked into the room and moved close to me grinning as he watched Keegan about to receive his punishment. "AHHHHHHHH" Keegan shrieked out giggling as Kevin dug his fingers into his ribs settling him down. "Move your hands, move your hands" Kevin said to Keegan who was holding onto his brother's hands in a futile attempt to prevent them form digging into his ribs. "AHHHHHHH" Keegan yelled out giggling as Kevin dug his fingers into his sides again. "Move em" Kevin ordered again giving me an evil little smile. "OKAY" Keegan yelled out angrily and then glanced at me and Zach and smiled. "what did you say just now about me and Wes?" Kevin asked. "I said if you guys were finished making OoooooooooAHHhhhhhhhhhh" Keegan squealed out laughing as Kevin's fingers attacked his side again. "Say that you're sorry" Kevin said giving me a sly grin again as I smiled watching him torture his brother. "NO Way you fucAHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Keegan squealed out again as Kevin tickled him again. I chuckled as Keegan started trashing about grunting like an animal trying to get away but that only made Kevin tickle him harder. "Stop you're gonna make me piss my pants" Keegan said chuckling as he leaned back against Kevin panting after he stopped his attempt to get away from Kevin's grip. "That sounds like a great idea" Kevin said with a chuckle. "What do you think Wes?" Kevin asked smiling at me. "Sure why not" I replied smiling at Keegan knowing Kevin was kidding. "should I make him piss his pants?" Kevin asked looking at Zach. "Nah I don't think you should" Zach said with a little smile. "You got lucky this time" Kevin said moving his hands from Keegan sides and allowed him to get off his lap. Keegan and Zach smiled at each other as Keegan fixed his shirt and moved a few curls of his hair from his forehead that all got ruffled in his attempts to break free from his brother. "Traitor" Keegan said looking at me with a little smile as he dropped himself down on the bed between me and Kevin. I just smiled at him while Kevin picked up the controller for his Xbox and went back to playing Mortal Kombat which was what he was doing before Zach and I came over. Kevin and Keegan moved down to the bottom of the bed a little and started trash talking each other as they engaged each other in a bloody Mortal Kombat match. Zach sat down next to me and gave me a little smile and leaned back on his arms and turned his attention to Kevin and Keegan's battle. I kicked off my shoes and grabbed one of Kevin's pillows and slid myself across on his bed tucking the pillow under my head. I glanced at the TV just in time to see Keegan's character Ermac, get dismembered by some sort of a giant metal head. "what's the matter with you?" Kevin asked after a few minutes of killing the characters Keegan chose in the game in a variety of ways which included being thrown into fire impaled on sharp rocks and spikes. "I have a headache" I replied still feeling a slight pain in my head. My headache was nowhere as bad as it was the day before but now it was more like a pressure in my head letting me know that it was still there. "That sucks" Keegan said after having his character Jade tossed on a slab on hot burning something only to be flattened a second later as she tried to escape. "Here why don't you play him" Keegan said passing his controller to Zach. I turned over on my stomach and glanced at Zach and then at the TV as I had a feeling that this match up was going to be very interesting. Zach picked Sub Zero as his character and Kevin picked Scorpion which was no big surprise there since he was his favorite character after all. The Game loaded up and Kevin went right to it attacking Zach and finishing him off in no time in the first round. I glanced at Zach and he gave me a sly little grin as the second round started Kevin went on the attack again, but this time Zach was ready for him giving him a savage beating in the second and third round. "Damn you're good Z" Kevin said glancing at Zach getting a smile from him. He and Zach played another round with the same character in which Zach beat him down in again finishing him off with a kick into a meat grinder. Keegan crawled over to where I was laying and smiled at me as he and I watched Kevin take beating after merciless beating from Zach who seemed to be an expert in this game. I was really surprised as I had never seen Kevin get his ass handed to him in this game like the way Zach was serving it up, and from the look on Kevin's face he was definitely surprised too. Keegan glanced at Zach and they smiled at each other before another round started in which Kevin took another severe beating. "Fuck I need a smoke after that" Kevin said as Zach finished off his character with a slash from his weapon sending him over the side of the arena they were playing in to be shredded by some sort of laser net. "You got your ass kicked" Keegan said beside himself with laughter. "Yeah but not by you" Kevin replied. "So what you still got your ass kicked" Keegan said as I chuckled to myself as Kevin flipped him of and went to his closet where he hid his stash. Keegan moved back to the side of his brother's bed and Zach got up putting down his controller and he and Keegan smiled at each other again. I got up and sat next to Keegan and Kevin came back and sat next to his brother and proceeded to roll up a joint. "You can keep a secret right" Kevin said smiling at Zach. Zach smiled back at him and nodded his head yes as Kevin proceeded to roll up a joint as Keegan watched him eagerly. I looked at Zach as he watched Kevin roll up a joint I knew he knew about joints but from the way he looked on with interest I could tell that he had never seen how one was rolled up before. I watched Keegan as he smiled watching his brother light the joint and take a deep pull off of it no doubt waiting his turn. "Nah I'm good "I said to Kevin as he passed me the joint. "what the fuck are you doing" I asked as Kevin leaned over his brother and placed his hand on my forehead. "Checking to see if you have a fever, you never refuse weed" Kevin said with a little chuckle. "There's a first time for everything you know" I said making him grin. "Pass it here it's burning down" Keegan said as Zach watched on attentively. Kevin passed the join to Keegan who too a little pull off of it and smiled and took another deeper pull. "Want to try" Keegan asked holding the joint out to Zach. "Um okay" Zach said with a little smile. "Is it okay" Kevin asked looking at me after he pulled the joint away from Keegan as he was giving it to Zach. "It's up to him" I said as Zach and I glanced at each other briefly. "Oh wait" Zach said before taking the joint from Kevin and pulled off his shirt. "You're just like Wes" Keegan said smiling at Zach and then at me as his words did have some truth to them. Kevin held the joint out to Zach and I smiled to myself knowing that Zach was already experienced in smoking pot. Keegan and Kevin didn't know this and they both looked at Zach as he took the joint no doubt waiting to laugh when he coughed thinking that his was his first time. Zach took the joint from Kevin gripping it between his fingers and squinted his eyes a little as he brought it to his lips. "Alright Z" Kevin said chuckling after Zach took a deep pull off of the joint without coughing. He took two more pulls and handed it back to Kevin who shared the rest of the joint with Keegan before it burned down. Kevin rolled up another joint that he smoked most of only giving Keegan two puffs off of it while Zach had the good sense to refuse when Kevin offered the joint to him again. I grabbed Keegan's wrist to see what the time was and saw that it was five fifty five and thought we had better get going since my aunt said don't be late for dinner. "Put your shirt on we're taking off" I said to Zach releasing Keegan wrist as he gave me a goofy grin. I got up off the bed as Zach pulled his shirt back on over his head and Kevin got up and took his stash back to where he hid it. "Go wash your mouth out with some mouthwash" I said to Zach as we all left Kevin's room. "why?" Zach asked looking at me. "Cause I don't want you going home with your mouth smelling like puff the magic dragon" I said making Kevin and Keegan laugh and getting a smile from Zach. "Come on I'll show you where the bathroom is Keegan said" and walked off with Zach following him while Kevin and I walked to the living room. Kevin flopped down on the couch looking at me with a grin which was attributed to the weed he just smoked. Zach and Keegan came back a little while later both grinning as they walked up to me. "Later dude" I said to Kevin as Zach and I headed for the door. "Yeah man see ya" Kevin said making no attempt to get up off the couch. "Later Keegan" I said as I opened the door and walked out onto the steps. "Yeah see ya" Keegan replied as Zach walked outside and stood next to me. "Bye Zach" Keegan said as we stared walking down the stairs. "Bye Keegan WHOAAAAA" Zach yelled as he turned to say goodbye to Keegan and tripped on his own feet. "Thanks" he said smiling as I heard Keegan at the door giggling after I grabbed Zach's shirt saving him from what would have been a really nasty fall. Zach and I walked down to the side walk from the steps and he smoothed down his shirt he that got a bit ruffled from where I grabbed him. We started walking back to our apartment and this time Zach kept up with me and didn't spend much time staring at building this time. "Kevin and Keegan are really cool" Zach said walking beside me. "Yeah" I replied as they were more crazy than cool. I made sure to keep my pace slower that usual to give Zach some time to come down off of the high he was on as he had a stupid smile on his face for no reason. While were walking back home I spotted a red jeep coming up the street and thought I wouldn't mind having one like that. The driver of the jeep honked his horn a couple times and waved to me as he apparently knew me I turned back as the jeep pulled over at the curb and wondered who the hell it was driving. "HEY WES" the driver who happened to be Kevin's cousin Matt yelled sticking his head out the window with a smile. "Hey" I said after back tracking a few on my foot steps to where the jeep was parked. "You coming from Kevin's?" Matt asked with a little smile as he had one hand on the steering wheel and the other on the door. "Yeah" I replied moving my hair from my forehead. "My aunt there?" Matt asked. "Nah she went out somewhere" I replied. "Good" Matt said with a smile as I didn't have to guess what he was going over to Kevin's for since it was him that introduced us to pot and Porn. "Nice wheels is it new?" I asked seeing my refection in the cherry red paint on the door. "Yeah my twenty first birthday present" Matt said and then I figured out why he had the party. "So why'd you drink so much at my party man?" Matt asked looking at me with a smile. "I wanted to see what it felt like to get drunk" I said as Matt grinned. "That's just like you always doing things the hard way" Matt said glancing at some thing behind me. "Hey is that kid with you?" Matt asked as I looked over my shoulder and saw that it was Zach he was looking at as he stood a little way behind me. "Yeah he's just family" I replied. "Oh" I though he was waiting to rob you or something" Matt said with a little grin. "Next time go easy on the booze you missed out on some really hot girls man" Matt said as he moved his hand off the steering wheel and shifted gears. "Yeah' I replied even though I knew I had a better chance of winning the lottery than having a college girl be interested in me. "Later dude" he said as he moved his hand off the door onto the steering wheel. "Yeah see ya" I said as he pulled off. I watched Matt drive off and thought that everyone I knew seemed to have some wheels of their own or at least access to a car. I walked off and after I took a couple of steps I realized that I seemed to have lost Zach again. I looked back and saw him staring at me apparently not having moved from the spot he was standing in as a couple people passed him by. "what's wrong?" I asked as I walked up to him and he stared at me. "You're ashamed of me aren't you" Zach half stated half asked. "I'm not ashamed of you" I said as the truth was I had no idea how I felt about Zach except for the still wanting to have sex with him. "Come on I'm hungry" I said walking off again as my stomach rumbled a bit. I stopped and looked back at Zach as he held his head down a bit and them stared walking slowly toward me. After a minutes of walking we got back home and found our moms talking on the couch who smiled at us. Zach went over to them and flopped down on the couch between them and threw himself on my mom hugging her making his mom laugh. "What's the matter with you" my mom asked wrapping her arm around him chuckling. "I needed a hug" Zach said with a little sigh looking at me. "Ohh honey your hair smells smoky" my mom said after she kissed him on his head. Yeah a truck blew some smoke on me" Zach said with another sigh looking at me. "Shampoo your hair when your take a shower tonight" his mom said as he hugged my mom as she stared at me as they were none the wiser to the real reason why Zach's hair smelled like smoke. "Do you need a hug too?" my mom asked as she and my aunt stared at me with smiles on their faces. "No I need a car" I said getting a laugh from my aunt as she got up from the couch. "Dinner will be ready in a few minutes honey" my aunt said giving me a quick kiss on my cheek before she walked off toward the kitchen. I left Zach and my mom hugging on the couch and went to my room and flopped down on my bed until dinner was ready. After I had dinner I showered and had a very fulfilling jack off and watched TV for a while with Zach before he went to bed. I got my bed made up on the pull out and lay there for a few minutes thinking about what Kevin said and as I thought about it now I was happy with the way things turned out. The next morning after I woke up Zach and I had breakfast together and I found out from him that his mom left with my mom and would be out most of the day leaving us alone. After we washed up after breakfast I sat on the couch with him watching TV having nothing else to do. "I got to go to the bathroom" Zach said getting up and leaving. The doorbell rang and I got up to answer the door hoping it was Kevin coming over to hang out with me and save me from a day of boredom. I smiled to myself knowing that it was Keegan as I saw his mop of curls through the peephole and unlocked the door. "Hey Wes" Keegan said with a big smile. "Hey where Kevin?" I asked looking out into the hall for him. "Its just me, he had to do a couple of things for mom" Keegan said as I was a bit disappointed. "So what up?" I asked after I let him in and closed the door. "well actually I'm here to see Zach" Keegan said smiling. "Oh Okay" I said walking over to the couch with him. "Hi" Zach said with a smile as he came out of the hall entrance and walked back to the couch and sat down next to Keegan. I left them alone and went into my room since Keegan did say that he came to see Zach and whatever they were going to do probably wouldn't have interested me any way. I lay on my bed and thought that I wouldn't have minded going with Kevin wherever it was he had to go to run errands for his mom. I sighed and went and got my Ipod and took it back to my bed to listen to some music having nothing else to do. At some point I apparently dozed off and woke up with Crawling by linking park playing on my Ipod. I pulled off the headphones and heard Zach and Keegan laughing in the living room I wiped the drool from the side of my mouth on the Back of my hand and got up to see what the fuck they were up too. "Sorry did we wake you" Keegan asked as I walked out into the living room and found him and Zach eating pizza. "where'd you guys get the pizza?" I asked sitting down between them. "Aunt Heather said to order one for lunch" Zach said before taking a bite out of the slice he was holding. "We were hungry and we didn't want to wake you" Keegan said with a smile. I smiled back at him and grabbed a slice out of the box and bit into in burning my mouth and making Zach and Keegan laugh. "It's still hot" Zach said grinning. "Yeah thanks for telling me" I said as he and Keegan giggled. I ate two slices of pizza and washed it down with a coke and spent a little time watching TV listen to Zach and Keegan talking crap as they seemed to have hit it off really well. They both tried to convince me that an Xbox was the best video game system ever made after they flipped through channels and saw something that mentioned a new Xbox system by Christmas. "Shit I got to take a piss" Keegan said getting up. "Yeah me too" Zach said getting up too. As Zach and Keegan stood next to each other that I remembered something Kevin's mom said yesterday about Zach being taller than Keegan and saw that she was right, Zach was taller than Keegan. They both headed off to the bathroom together saying something before I heard them laugh but I didn't hear exactly what it was. When they came back from using the bathroom they got my PS2 hooked up to the TV making me smile as they were both just telling me how great an Xbox was. I watched Keegan and Zach play a couple of my games for a while before I lost interest and went back to my room. Hmmp I wonder what Vic's doing right now I thought as I sat at the desk in my room and turned on my laptop. I sent victor an e-mail and then downloaded a couple of songs and added them to my playlist on my Ipod and took it back to my bed and went back to listening to music. After a while I checked the time on my alarm clock and saw that my mom would be home soon and wondered what it was my aunt had to do that took all day since she wasn't back yet. I went back to the living room and found that Keegan was still there hanging out with Zach watching TV. "Hey mom hey Aunt Heather" Zach said as the door opened and they came in just as I sat down. "Hi sweetheart how was you day" my mom said smiling. "Hi baby my aunt said as she came over and kissed Zach on his head and then me. "Who is thi... wait Keegan?" my aunt said as he blushed. "Oh my god look at you give me a hug" my aunt said giving Keegan one of her big hugs as Zach chuckled watching them. "You look just like Kevin" my aunt said smiling. After my aunt and Keegan had their little moment she and my mom changed and went into the kitchen to make dinner while we watched TV till they were done. Keegan called his mom to let her know he was staying for dinner and my aunt and his mom had a long conversation on the phone that I happened to overhear parts of. They promised to visit each other and some other stuff that really wasn't all that interesting. While we were having dinner I found out that after my aunt did whatever it was she left to do she spent the rest of he day with my mom looking at apartments which was my mom's job. Keegan left after dinner and said that he would be back tomorrow to hang out with Zach since they seemed to have become really good friends in the few hours they spent together today. As promised Keegan did return the next day and just about the entire week and he took Zach to hang out with him at the skate park and a couple of other places. I didn't see much of Kevin for the rest of the week since his mom kept him busy with stuff she wanted him to do leaving me pretty much alone. My aunt when to work with my mom since she said it gave her a chance to get reacquainted with New York again. I had to say that this had to be the most boring week of my life as I spent most of it lying in my bed power napping. When I wasn't watching TV with Keegan and Zach and listening to the crap they were talking about that usually interested eleven and twelve year old's. Saturday came and I had hopes of it being better but was disappointed as it was just as boring as the rest of the week was. I called Kevin to see if he was interested in going with me to see a movie or something but he said that he was going over to his cousin Matt's again. I thought about maybe going to see a movie by myself but I just didn't feel like going without company. After dinner I lay on my bed thinking about what was showing this weekend I remembered the night Zach and I went to the Movies and the great blowjob he gave me in my aunt's Navigator and then in the theatre. My thoughts got interrupted as Zach walked into my bedroom or I should say his since he was the one sleeping in here now. "Keegan's spending the night and I was wondering if we could sleep on the pull out instead of in here" Zach said asked looking at me. "Fine by me" I said liking the idea of sleeping in my bed again. Zach smiled and left my room saying he was going to shower before Keegan came over. He came back to my room dripping wet with his towel wrapped around him a few minutes later and gave me a smile as he wiped some water that dripped from his hair out of his face. I sat up and swung my feet onto the ground with every intention of leaving but was mesmerized by the sigh of Zach's wet body as he pulled off his towel. Zach kept his eyes on me as he dried himself off a little and rubbed his hair up a little while I was lost looking at his dick flopping around in front of him. I looked back up at his face when wrapped his towel back around his waist getting a big smile from him. I sat on my bed unable to do anything but stare at him as he walked over and stood in front of me staring into my eyes. I was unable to stop myself from reaching out and running my hands over his flat stomach over his sides and up to his chest rubbing his nipples with my thumbs hearing him let out a little sigh. Zach took a step forward moving even closer to me as I rubbed his nipples lightly with my thumbs and leaned in pressing his lips lightly to mine. I pressed my lips lightly against his remembering how it felt the first time we kissed like this and feeling the same feeling now. Zach pressed his lips a little harder against mine and I responded in kind closing my eyes as I kissed him as he pulled my hand away from his chest moving it down to his crotch allowing me to feel his hardness. "what's the matter?" Zach asked in a whisper after I broke off our kiss and pulled away from him. "I can't do this with you" I said holding my head down unable to look at him. "why not?" Zach asked in a really distressed voice. "Because" I said looking up at him seeing just how much I had upset him. "Because what" Zach said staring at me as I thought it went without saying. "How is it any different now that we're brothers from when we thought we were cousins?" Zach asked looking at me. "It's not different but what happened between us then should not have happened Zach" I said as he held his head down looking a bit sad. "ZACH KEEGAN IS HERE" my mom yelled out to him as we stared at each other. "I'll be out in a second" Zach answered back never taking his eyes off me. I pushed him back a little and got up and left my room which was what I should have done the second he stepped into my room. I headed to the bathroom feeling that that little incident just now may have made our already complicated relation even more complicated. "You stupid fucking idiot" I said looking at myself in the bathroom mirror. I took a shower and went back to my room and crawled into my bed that I had not slept in since I got back from California. I lay there for a while wondering if Zach and Keegan were asleep yet or if they were still playing video games which is what I saw them doing when I went to get a drink of water from the kitchen. I looked at the time on the clock and saw it was a couple minutes after eleven and knew that my mom and my aunt had already went to bed. I thought about Keegan and how he jacked me off getting a boner in no time as I wouldn't mind feeling his soft hands on my dick and my balls again. I stared at my door as I heard a couple of giggles coming from the living room and tried to ignore them but I couldn't as the giggles continued. I threw back the covers and slipped out of bed walking as quietly as I could to my door not wanting to alert them to my presence. I opened the door quietly and poked my head out into the hall and looked down to where my mom's room was not hearing a sound coming from there. I glanced to the entrance of the hall and heard hushed speech coming from the living room and quietly crept out of my room and over to the wall opposite my door. All of which was accomplished in one step considering how narrow the hallway separating the bedroom from the living room was. With my back pressing against the wall I walked quietly to the hall entrance feeling like snake in Metal gear solid as I saw some light that was apparently from the TV filtering into the hall. "So what was it like?" I heard Keegan ask as I moved close enough to hear them. "It was great" I heard Zach answer making me wondering what they were talking about. I listened to them for a few minutes and heard something about Kayleigh and figured out pretty quickly what their conversation was about. They got quiet for a couple of minutes and wondered if they knew I was here listening to them but then I heard them giggle again. I listened to Zach as he told Keegan about Robin and Jake and Skye even hearing my name mentioned a couple of times also hearing some sports game in the mingling with their voices. Zach told Keegan about his soccer game and the fight he got into and how he told the coach he was a fucking idiot after the game. I smiled a little to myself as Zach neglected to mention that to me but thought it was typical behavior for him. Then they got quiet again for a few minutes making me wonder what the hell they were doing and then heard a gasp from one of them. "Shit it almost hit the TV this time" I heard Zach say followed by a few giggles from them both. What almost hit the TV, I asked myself wrinkling my eyebrows debating on if I should take a quick peek to see what they were doing. "Okay your turn" I heard Keegan say. His turn for what?, I wondered hearing them moving around a little in the living room as I got ready to make a dash for my room if I heard them coming this way. "Did Kayleigh ever suck you?" I heard Keegan ask. "Nah she said it was dirty" Zach replied. "It's not dirty" Keegan said. "That's what I told her but she said she wouldn't do it" Zach said sounding disappointed. "You mean she let you fuck her but she won't suck your dick" Keegan said as he and Zach chuckled as a little snicker escaped my lips that I hoped they didn't hear. "Do you want to do that instead?" Keegan asked after they stopped laughing and I held my mouth open in surprise feeling my dick throb. "Sure if you want to" Zach replied. "Do you think we should do it here maybe we should go in the bathroom" Keegan said. "Nah let's stay here" Zach replied. "What if you mom or your aunt comes in" Keegan asked as I heard a bit of hesitation in his voice. "They're both asleep and Wes probably is too" Zach said making me smile to myself. "Okay then stand up" Keegan said. "It's great that you still have our skin I'm the only boy in my class that still got it" Keegan said as I felt my heart wanting to leap out my chest as I tired to picture them in my head. "Me too" was Zach's reply. "Can you squirt yet?" Keegan asked. "Nah not yet but I'm hoping it'll happen soon" Zach answered. "Maybe it will I only stared squirting like a couple of months ago" Keegan answered. "I hope so" Zach replied as the thought of tasting his cum made my throat dry. Fuck picturing them I have to see this, I thought as I moved off the wall and peeked around the doorway and saw Keegan on his Knees in front of Zach devouring his dick. I felt my boxers quickly getting soaked by my pre-cum as I watched Keegan bobbing his head back and forth on Zach's dick as Zach had his hands on Keegan's head playing with his curls with his head tilted back a little and his mouth open slightly. It wasn't long before I saw Zach's body stiffen up and Keegan looked up at him with a little grin and I figured Zach dry cummed in his mouth from the little whimper he let out and the way he was panting. I started rubbing my dick as Keegan continued to suck Zach a little longer as I thought of how hot they both looked as the light from the TV illuminated their bodies. Keegan pulled off of Zach's dick and they both chuckled at each other as I watched Zach pull his boxer brief underwear up from around his thighs. "I'll tell you when I'm going to cum" Keegan said as he pulled down his boxer briefs he was wearing. "That's okay you can do it in my mouth" Zach said smiling at Keegan. "You did it before?" Keegan asked looking a bit surprised. "With a friend" Zach said as I smiled knowing that it was more than just one friend he did it with. Zach took up Keegan's position from before and swallowed his dick in one gulp as I watched Keegan open is mouth in a soundless gasp knowing exactly what Zach's hot mouth felt like on my dick. Keegan emitted a few little whimpers hugging Zach's head to his crotch as he worked his cock sucking skill on Keegan. Keegan hissed and pulled Zach face into his crotch opening his mouth wide as I could tell he was cumming. "Fuck" I gasped gritting my teeth as I blew a load in my boxers as I had been rubbing my dick as I watched Zach pull off of Keegan's cock and gave the head of his dick a few licks. Shit I gasped softly leaning back against the wall closing my eyes as I felt my cum running down my balls. "So how long are you staying here with Wes?" Keegan asked. "For the rest of the summer I guess and until my mom gets out of the hospital probably" Zach replied as I guess he told Keegan about his mom's surgery. "I bet if you lived here me and you would be best friends" Keegan said as I took a peek at them again only seeing their naked back as they were both sitting on the end of the pull out. "Yeah" Zach said as they both looked at each other and smiled. I crept back to my room in my now cum soaked underwear and shut the door gently not wanting to let Keegan and Zach Know that I had been watching them. I slid my boxers down and stepped out of them and picked them up and cleaned off my dick and my balls and dropped them on the floor and climbed into bed going over what I just saw Zach and my best friend's little brother doing. My brother, I thought as no matter how many times I said it to myself or heard it it still sounded an felt strange. I lay in the middle of my bed naked feeling my dick throb as what I just saw Zach and Keegan doing played over and over again in my mind. I closed my eyes and grabbed my dick and started stroking it slowly imagining that they were both in here with me sucking my nipples and covering my chest in little bites. I took a deep breath and stroked my dick faster imagining that they were both sucking and licking my balls and kissing each other in the process. Fuck" I gasped squeezing my dick as I started cumming. I jumped a little as I felt the first spurt of my cum hit my chin and then felt the rest splatter over my chest and my stomach. I let go of my dick and heard it slap against my stomach after my orgasm was over and lay there with my eyes closed covered panting after that experience. I opened my eyes and was surprised to see how much cum covered my chest and my stomach after the load I shot while I was watching Zach and Keegan from the hall. I sat up and leaned over the side of my bed and grabbed my boxers and cleaned myself off and tossed them back on the floor and got under the covers. I lay there for a few minutes and thought that every time I jacked off and thinking of Zach it made me feel guilty afterward just as I was feeling now but I guess I could live with it cause it didn't actually happen. I tried to think of some things that Zach and I might have had in common but it always led to me thinking about having sex with him which was the reason for my guilt. I eventually fell asleep after again trying in vain to get myself to see Zach as more than just a sex object. The following morning when I got up and got dressed I found Zach and Keegan playing some football game that wasn't mine since I didn't own any sports titles. I figured that Keegan probably got it from one of his friends I said hi to my mom and my aunt as they just got up and went to the kitchen for their usual cup of coffee. We all had breakfast together and Keegan and Zach hung out for a few hours before they went over to Keegan's place. I settled on watching TV having nothing else to do the day wore on and Keegan and Zach came back later in the afternoon. The reason for their return was for Zach to get some stuff since he decided to spend the night over at Keegan's. I lent him my back pack to put his stuff in and after he packed a few items for the night he and Keegan left. After having diner with my aunt and my mom I decided to go to bed early and jacked off three times thinking of what Zach and Keegan might have been doing. Monday came and I was up a lot earlier than usual listening to my mom's rampage outside my door as she was apparently late for work as usual. "Morning sweetheart" my aunt said greeting me with a smile when I came out of my room and went into the kitchen after I heard my mom leave. "Morning aunt Hill" I said smiling back at her as she was having a cup of mint tea and looking through a news paper. "Are you doing anything today?" she asked smiling at me. "Not really why?" I asked back getting a box of cereal from the cupboard. "I'm taking Zach to see the statue of liberty today" she said before taking a sip of her mint tea. "Oh" I replied. "I was thinking that maybe you'd like to come with us" she said looking at me as I poured out some cereal into my bowl. "Well I was going over to Kevin's after I had breakfast" I replied stirring around the cereal with my spoon. "Okay maybe next time then" my aunt said with a smile. "Hey mom" Zach said as I heard the door open an close. "Morning honey" she said as he came into the kitchen with my back pack on is back smiling from ear to ear. "when are we going to see the statue?" Zach asked after his mom kissed him on his cheek. "After I take a shower, how was your night?" my aunt said redirecting. "Great" he said we a big smile as he glanced at me. "Did you walk over here?" my aunt asked looking at Zach. "Nah Keegan's mom gave me a ride" Zach replied leaning on the table on his elbows. "Okay let me go get ready" my aunt said get up from the table. "Are you coming with us?" Zach asked as he slid my back pack off his shoulders. "I don't think so" I replied before putting a spoonful of cereal in my mouth. Zach let out a little sigh and walked off to my room carrying my back pack with his stuff along with him. The phone rang just as I was picking up another spoonful of cereal to put it in my mouth making me wonder who it was. "Hey Wes" Kevin said after I said hello. "I was coming over to your place after I had breakfast" I said taking the phone back to the table and sat back down. "Nah don't come I won't be here Keegan and I are leaving for North Carolina in a few minutes. "North Carolina, why?" I asked surprised. "Well it look like my parents are really going through with the divorce my dad bought a house there" he said with a sigh. "Really" I said. "Yeah" he replied sounding kinda sad. "How long are you staying" I asked. "I don't know two weeks maybe longer" Kevin said sighing. "I was gonna call you last night after my dad called and told us he bought us the tickets but it was kinda late" Kevin said. "That's okay" I said. "well I got to go we got to be in the airport soon" Kevin said as I overheard Keegan in the back ground saying something I didn't make out. "Okay then" I said as my plans for the day just collapsed. "I'll call you when I get there" Kevin said before he hung up. I finished my breakfast and thought about what I was going to do all day and then thought about going with my aunt and Zach to see lady liberty. "We'll see you later Wes" my aunt said as she and Zach came out of he hall just as I was leaving the kitchen after putting my bowl in the dishwasher. "Okay see ya" I said as going with then was no longer an option. The day turned out to be even more boring than I expected as I spent most of it on the couch watching TV since I had no one to hang out with now that my two best friends were gone. Kevin did call me when he got to North Carolina where his dad was now living and told me the house that his dad had bought was pretty big and okay. The way he described it, it seemed as though he liked it though I hoped he didn't like it too much and decide to stay with his dad after his parents got divorced. The rest of the week was just as dismal however my aunt did invite me along to the various places that she took Zach too everyday, but I declined her invitations since I had been to all those places more times than I could remember. By the time Friday came around I was more bored than I had ever been in my life and really hoped that Kevin was only going to spend two weeks with his dad and get back here soon. "Do you still like black?" my aunt asked interrupting the silence that surround us at the table as Zach and I ate our breakfast while she was having a cup of her usual mint tea. "Yeah, why'd you ask" I inquired looking at her. "No reason" she said going back to reading the newspaper in front of her. After I finished having breakfast with my aunt and Zach I went to my room and got dressed and decided to go hang out with a guy from my class that lived nearby. He and I weren't exactly friends and the only times I did go to his place was with Kevin but I thought it was better. My aunt and Zach were getting ready for another day out while I sat on the couch tying my shoe laces when the doorbell rang. I wondered who it was as I walked over to the door to answer, I looked through the peephole and smiled as it was the last person I expected to see today. "Hey what are you doing here man" I said opening the door with a smile as it was victor who I saw through the peephole. "I got paroled for good behavior" Victor said making me laugh. "When did you get back?" I asked letting him in. "Last night" victor commented as he sat down on the couch with me while I went back to finishing tie my shoe laces. "I tried calling you last night but I only got your voice mail" victor said. "Yeah I left it charging" I replied. "Nice place you guys got here" victor commented. "Yeah it's okay" I said as this was the first time in the almost three years I've know victor that he had been in my apartment. I supposed it was bad that I never invited him here sooner but our entire apartment was like the size of one room in one of the many townhouses that his family had around New York. "Okay Wes we're out of.... oh hello" my aunt said as she spotted Victor. "Hello Miss Gallagher" victor said standing up and smiling at my aunt. "Uh hello" my aunt said as she looked at me. "Like what you've done with your hair" victor said putting his hands in his pockets with a smile. "Excuse me" my aunt said confused. "Vic this is my aunt Hillary" I said introducing him to my aunt who he thought was my mom. "Aunt Hill this is my friend Victor Von Schrader" I said to my aunt as victor smiled at her. "Nice to meet you" victor my aunt said with a smile extended her hand to shake victor's. "Delighted" victor said taking my aunt's hand and kissing it as she raised her eyebrows and looked at me with a smile. "Hey mom I'm ready" Zach said as he came out of the bedroom. "Vic this is my cousin Zach" I said as Zach stared at me before he turned to victor. "Nice to meet you Zach" victor said shaking Zach's hand which was not like him. "Are you guys stay here or are you going out?" my aunt asked. "Actually I came to meet Wesley to take him on a little journey with me" victor said smiling. A little journey what the fuck has gotten into him, I thought as victor's entire posture and speech pattern had changed and he was now staring to sound like our English teacher. "Okay then we'll probably be back before you so give me you key" my aunt said. I fished my key out of my pocket and gave it to my aunt as the four of us walked out of the apartment together. Victor engaged my aunt in conversation while Zach and I walked behind them as we all headed down the hall to the elevator. I chuckled to myself as I watched victor hitting on my aunt as she laughed at his comment probably thinking that he was just being friendly. "Hey I just realized you got a haircut" I said to victor after we got in the elevator and Zach hit L for the lobby. "Yes my Mother said that long hair is unbecoming of a gentle man" victor said in a very European accent that almost made me but out in a fit of laughter but I held it in not wanting to embarrass him. "Hi James" my aunt said as James opened the door for us. "Miss Gallagher" James said with a smile. "Hey James" I said smiling at him. "Hello Wes" James said with a smile. "Okay honey I'll see you later" my aunt said giving me a kiss on the cheek. "Okay aunt Hill" I said as she and Zach walked off. "Hey where are you guys going anyway?" I yelled out as they were a little distance from me and Victor. "Just around the city" my aunt said as she turned back with a smile as Zach glanced back at me. "Okay later then" I said and waved at her. My aunt waved back at me and she and Zach continued on their way up the side walk as I saw victor practically drooling over her. "Put your tongue back in your mouth" I said with a chuckle. "Twins" victor said with a contented sigh and smiled to himself. "Hey you've been holding out on me" victor said pointing his finger at me. "You don't have a chance with her either and besides she got a kid" I said looking around for his car. "So what I like kids" he said enthusiastically making me laugh. I looked up as I heard a whistle and saw my aunt as she stopped a cab and waved at us before she and Zach got in. I wish I could do that I thought as the two finger whistle was something I had been trying to do for years. My aunt told me that Kevin's dad taught her how to do that when the were in college when I asked her to teach me. I asked him to teach me and he did try to but no matter how much I tried I still couldn't get it. "My kinda woman" victor said smiling watching the cab my aunt and Zach got into drive off. "Hey where's your car anyway" I asked looking around as he usually parked in front of the building when he came to meet me. "Over here" he said as he had parked in front of the building next to ours. "what happened to the Porsche?" I asked smiling as we walked up to the dark green Aston Martin he was driving. "I left it in the Hamptons after the party" he said as he deactivated the alarm and started the car by remote making the engine roar to life. "Man you are so lucky" I said with a smile as he opened the driver side door. Victor just shrugged his shoulder and got in as I guess driving expensive cars were nothing new to him. "So what's this journey you're taking me on any way" I asked after I got in and put on my seat belt. "You'll see" he said with a smile before he checked the traffic before pulling away from the curb. "So uh how's your mom" victor asked glancing at me with a sly smile. "I thought you said my aunt was your kinda woman?" I asked as he grinned. "They're twins man twins really hot twins" victor said making me chuckle as I looked out the window. "Shit I'd love to marry them both" victor said slowing down as we approached a red light. "Polygamy is illegal you know" I said smiling at him as we waited for the light to change. "Isn't there like some state that it isn't" he said running his hand through his now much shorter hair. "Probably but I know but it's Illegal here" I said noticing a cop glancing at us who I was sure was probably thinking we stole this car or something. "God I love America" victor said making me chuckle as I looked back and saw the cop still staring at us. I waved to him just as Victor pulled off and turned my attention to the Aston Martin admiring it's interior. "Is this a vanquish" I asked. "Yeah, I was gonna take one of the Ferraris' but this one just came in" he said glancing at me with a smile. I don't know what expensive smelled like but I was pretty sure that's it was probably smelled exactly like this car did. "Where's the gear?" I asked as it appeared to be missing. "Right here it's like the gears on a formula one" victor said tapping his hands on two structures behind the steering wheel. "Oh" I said as I wondered what the fuck he had been pressing behind the steering wheel. "Not a lot of people can use it but I think it's pretty cool almost like a PS2 controller victor said glancing at me with a smile. "Where the hell are you taking me anyway?" I asked as we were heading out of the east side. "You'll see" Victor replied flashing me a smile as he glanced at me for a second. Victor turned on the radio and I sat back in the comfortable leather seat enjoying the feel of it. "I heard Kevin's in North Carolina?" Victor asked. "Yeah his dad bought a house out there, how'd you find out" I asked glancing at Victor. "I called his place to tell him I was coming by to pick him up to go with us but I got his mom and she told me" Victor said slowing down as we encountered some traffic. "And where exactly are we going?" I asked looking at him. "I told you on a journey" Victor said with a smile pulling off as the traffic eased up. I smiled and focused on what was playing on the radio I think it was something by green day as I wondered where Zach and my aunt were going today. After a while of driving we were now in down town Manhattan the financial district specifically making me wonder where the fuck Victor was really taking me. "Hey you planning on doing some trading" I asked as Victor turned onto wall street. "Yeah I heard it's a great time to invest in tech stock" victor said and then glanced at me as we both laughed. "Rich people always trying to get richer" I said shaking my head with a smile. "Hey money never gets...oh hang on" victor said as his cell phone started ringing. Victor answered his phone and then started speaking in German to who ever it was that called him while I watched somewhat in awe as he made speaking another language seem so easy. I stared at a couple of buildings as this wasn't exactly a part of the city I often visited since I didn't exactly have any financial business to transact. I had exactly three hundred bucks in my personal savings that I had been saving to buy a car with and I doubted that I could even get a single stock point for that much less a decent car. "Okay were here" victor said pulling into the downtown Manhattan heliport. "why are we at the heliport?" I asked as victor pulled up near a guy wearing a black suit and sunglasses. "How many times do I have to tell you were going on a journey" Victor said with a sly gin as he unbuckled his seat belt and opened the door as I did the same too. "Hans is already on the pad waiting for you" the guy in the suit said to victor. "Great thanks Ron" victor said handing the keys for the car to him. "No Problem Mr. Von Schrader" the guy said before he took the keys and got in and drove off the car as I listened to the engine roar as he drove away. "Come on Hans hates it when I keep him waiting" victor said tapping me on my shoulder before he walked off. "who is Hans?" I asked shielding the sun from my eyes with my hand. "One of my dad's pilots" victor replied taking a pair of sunglasses from his pocket and putting them on. we walked a little distance away from the main building out toward the helipad and I saw a couple helicopters sitting on the pad. By now it was pretty obvious to me that we were going in one of them for this alleged journey victor said he was taking me on. I followed victor as he walked over to a black chopper sitting by itself a little distance away from the others at the end of the pier. As we got closer toward it I saw a tall blond guy standing near it who waved at us victor waved back with a smile and I figured he was Hans. when we got to the chopper victor and the guy exchanged a few words in German and laughed while I wondered what they were saying. Victor turned to me with a smile and said something in German to Hans along with my name which was all I understood as Hans looked at me and smiled. "Nett, Sie zu treffen Herr Gallagher (nice to meet you Mr. Gallagher)" Hans said extending his hand to me as Victor brushed a few wild hairs from his forehead. "HUH" I said taking his hand hesitantly looking to Victor for a translation of what Hans said. "He said nice to meet you" victor said grinning. "Uh nice to meet you too" I said shaking Hans's hand as he smiled. I felt like the odd man out as Victor and Hans carried on a conversation in German wile I just stood there listening to them. "Come on man" victor said as they started walking over to the helicopter. I followed victor over to the helicopter getting in the back while he and Hans got in the front and started buckling their safety belts. I fumbled with my own getting it buckled while I heard victor and Hans continuing their conversations in German. "WAIT YOU'RE GONNA FLY THIS THING?" I said in shock as I saw victor flipping a couple switches and heard the large rotors over head start to power up. "Yeah Why?" victor asked as he continued flipping switches and checking a couple gauges. "I think I better get out" I said as having my life in victor hands wasn't a very comforting idea. "Relax Wes I've done this hundred of times" victor said chuckling glancing back at me. Hans glanced back at me and said something in German and smiled at me as the entire helicopter was vibrating now. "ARE YOU SURE YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING?" I yelled as the noise from the engine was almost deafening. Hans handed me some earphones as Victor apparently didn't hear a word I said as he flipped a couple more switches. I put on the earphones Hans gave me which reduced the noise level and also allowed me to hear what he and Victor were saying even though I didn't understand a word. "Are you sure you know how to fly this thing?" I asked as Hans glanced back at me hearing what I said this time. "Of course I do" victor said confidently glancing back at me with a smile. "Nehmen Sie uns herauf nettes und langsames(take us up nice and slow)" I heard Hans say to victor over the earphones having no fucking idea what it meant. Victor held the control stick and I felt my heart leap in my chest as the helicopter started lifting up off the ground. "Gut, gut ausgezeichnet (good, good excellent)" Hans said smiling at victor as we climbed higher into the air hovering in position. The chopper hovered in position in the air for a few seconds while I peered out the window seeing how high we were and getting higher before we tilted to the right and moved off. I looked at victor and smiled a little as I had no idea my second best friend in the world was a pilot. Victor and Hans continued talking in German to each other over the earphones while I looked out the widow at the view of the city that was really spectacular form up here. "You okay back there Wes?" Victor asked glancing back at me quickly. "Uh-huh" I replied still looking out the window. "I thought you may have passed out or something" victor said laughing as I heard a little chuckle from Hans too. "I never knew you were a pilot" I said smiling. "There's a lot of things that you don't know about me" victor said glancing back at me with a sly grin. I smiled back at him and went back to looking out the window watching New York pass by under me thinking that my aunt would probably have loved to see this. "Hey where are you taking me anyway?" I asked after a few minutes as we were no longer over Manhattan. "To my Dad's house in the Hamptons" Victor replied . "why are we going there?" I asked as Hans glanced back at me and smiled. "I forgot something really important out there" Victor said checking a gauge after Hans said something to him. I went back to watching out the window enjoying the view while I listed to Victor and Hans talking to each other in German. After about an hour of flying victor lowered the altitude of the helicopter after Hans said something to him. I figured we were in the Hamptons now judging from all the mansions all with swimming pools I saw below. "we're here" victor said as I looked out the front window at a huge white mansion a little distance ahead of us. Victor flew over it and Hans said something to him in German as he slowly flew over the huge mansion to a helipad a little distance away. Hans said something to Victor patting him on the shoulder making him smile after he set the chopper down on the pad. I unbuckled my seat belt as I saw victor and Hans take theirs off and saw victor flicking a couple of switches. "Hey shouldn't we wait till the blades stop spinning" I asked out of concern of loosing my head as Hans and victor opened their doors. "Nah it's okay" victor said chuckling. "Just keep your head down" he added as he and hands got out. I watched them as the bent over a little until they were both clear of the chopper, I opened my door after taking a deep breath and kept my head down and ran over to them as they both laughed. Hans said something to victor and walked away from us across the well kept lawn toward a building that was separate from the Main house. I stared at victor's Mansion that looked three times bigger now than it did from the air and thought that Kevin wasn't exaggerating when he said this place was huge. "Come on I'm hungry let's get something to eat" Victor said tapping my shoulder as I was lost staring at the sheer size of his mansion. "You're not here for another party are you?" a woman with short brown hair asked in a very British accent as we walked into the humongous kitchen that looked like it was the size of my entire apartment. "Nah no parties today" victor said with a grin as the woman smiled back at him. "Good" the woman said smiling. "who's your friend?" the woman asked smiling at me. "Oh this is my best friend Wes" victor said putting his hand on my shoulder with a smile "Nice to meet you Wes I'm Liz" she said shaking my hand with a pleasant smile. "You too" I replied smiling back at her. "Lizzie is the best cook in the world" Victor said smiling at me. "Flattery will get you everywhere" Liz said with a smile. "I know, I know" Victor said as the three of us all chuckled. "So what are you boys having" Liz asked smiling. "It's okay we can get it ourselves" victor said. "Nonsense besides it's what you father pays me for" Liz said as her British accent made me laugh. "Okay just make us a couple of PB and J sandwiches" victor said smiling. "I see Johan and Stephan's taste is starting to rub off on you" Liz said smiling referring to victor's little brothers. "If you can't beat em join em, I swear man it's the only thing those two will ever eat" Victor said as Liz grinned and went to make the sandwiches. "Come on let's go outside" victor said as he moved off the kitchen counter where he was leaning. "Hey Lizzie we'll be out by the pool" Victor said as we walked out of the kitchen through a couple doors as I again stared in awe at size of the place. "whoa" I exclaimed as we got out to the pool that was double the size of the Bartons' and even had a grotto. Zach would go crazy if he saw this pool, I thought staring at the clear water watching my reflection staring up at me as I leaned over it. "Take a load off man" victor said taking a seat on one of the deck chairs that were near the pool. "Thanks Lizzie" Victor said after Liz came out with a tray carrying the sandwiches and a glass of orange juice for us. Liz smiled and left us as I took a seat next to victor and had one of the sandwiches that she made for us. After we ate the sandwiches Victor took me on a tour of the place, his dad's mansion had everything from an indoor basketball court, arcade, private theatre to a room with a couple pool tables. My eyes almost fell out of my head when he took me to the room full of sports cars that Kevin told me about which was like a car museum. The most shocking part about all this was that Victor told me this place was small compared to the family estate in Germany where his dad was from. "And this is my room" Victor said after he took me up the spiraling staircase that led up to the bedrooms. "Fuck me" I commented as I saw victor's colossal bedroom and his bed that was at least ten times the size of my own. "Hey what's this?" I asked as there was a painting leaning against the side of his bed. "Hey don't look at that" Victor said trying to take the painting away from me before I saw what it was. I laughed out loudly as victor smiled embarrassed as it was a painting of him wearing a suit with looking like a refined gentle man which I knew he wasn't. "Don't tell anybody you saw that" victor said pointing a finger at me with a little smile. "Didn't everyone already see it at the party?" I asked grinning as he took it from me. "why do you think I hid it up here" he said and walked over to a desk in his room leaning it against it. "Man you're so lucky" I said throwing myself on his bed putting my hands under my head as I sank into his really comfortable bed that was made up with silk sheets. "If you say so" victor said lying on the other end of his bed that had room for two more people. "If I say so, dude you got Mansion and a room full of Ferraris' and Lamborghinis' people to get you what ever you want" I said looking over at him. "I think you are really lucky" Victor said looking at me. "Me lucky, what the fuck do I have to be lucky about" I said making him smile. "I mean you got this place and apartments all over the city and some of the fastest cars in the world" I said as Victor just smiled again. "That's just stuff Wes what you have is more valuable" Victor said as I thought he had gone completely crazy. "What do I have that's more valuable than a Ferrari?" I asked confused. "You got your family man" he said sounding a bit sad. "So do you" I said looking at him. "I never see my family the last time I saw my dad in person was three months ago " Victor said. "what about your mom" I asked. "Even when she's here she not" victor said with a sigh. "Do you know what it's like to sleep in a different bed almost every week it's almost like I'm homeless" victor said. "You don't know how much I envy you and Kevin man" victor said as I had no idea that he felt like this. "I mean I never had any real friends until I met you guys" victor said staring up at the ceiling that had some sort of pattern on it. "This is the longest I've every stayed in one country" victor said with a sigh. "I'm ashamed to even tell you this but I know the people that work for my parents' better than I know them" victor said with a sigh. "You have your mom your aunt and your cousin and who do I have the people who my dad pays to work for him" he said as this was the first time he ever looked miserable. "I don't even know why I'm so upset now about all this since it's always been this way and always will be" victor said with a heavy sigh. "Have you ever told your dad about how your feel?" I asked looking at him. "I did once and he told me that a unreasonable man expects the world to change for him and a reasonable man changes to suit the world around him and I had to decide what kind of man I wanted to be" Victor said. "I mean do you have any idea what saying something like that to and eight year old would do" victor said. "No I don't" I replied even though his question was rhetorical. "I'm sorry man I shouldn't be boring you with my problems" victor said turning his head and smiling at me. "You're not boring me" I said as this was the deepest conversation I've ever had with him in all the time we've known each other. I had always thought of victor as a friend to go out and have a great time with but talking to him now made me see him as a regular person. After all he said I figured now why he never flaunted his wealth cause I got a feeling from him that he kinda resented it. "Maybe you should try talking to your dad about the way you feel" I suggested looking up at the ceiling. "Have you ever tired having a conversation with a brick" Victor asked looking at me with a little sarcastic smile. He and I looked at each other and laughed at what he said as I knew exactly what he meant as I felt like I was talking to a wall sometimes when I tried to get my mom to see things my way. "Besides the only think my dad cares about is me becoming the future president of Schrader corp." he said sighing again. "Your dad wants you to be president of his company?" I asked in surprise. "It wasn't exactly open for discussion" victor said glancing at me. "Don't you want to be?" I asked looking at him. "No, I'd rather be a pilot than be stuck in an office signing contracts and shit all day" victor said. "when did you start flying helicopter anyway?" I asked smiling at him. "well I never actually flew a helicopter until I was thirteen but I knew I wanted to be a pilot since I was like nine" victor said smiling. "I guess I should thank my dad for that cause it was when we were flying form Madrid to London and he sent me to the cockpit on the jet to keep me out of his hair" Victor said with a chuckle. "That's when I met Hans and we sort of became friends and he taught me how to fly a plane" Victor said. "Yeah well maybe you'll get to spend time with your dad when you work with him" I said "I don't think that working with him is what I have in mind of spending time with him" victor said glancing at me. "I understand" I said. "You don't know how many times I wished I had a family like you and Kevin when I listened to you guys talk about them I even wished I could just wake up one day and be a regular kid" victor said. "I wouldn't wish my family on anyone" I said looking at Victor and would have gladly traded places with him. "why not you get to see your mom everyday and you have a pretty good relationship with your aunt" Victor said looking at me. "The only time my whole family was together was for my grandpa's sixty fifth birthday and since he died I haven't seen any of my aunts or uncles or cousins since then and that was five years ago" victor continued. "Yeah but my family is not as perfect as you think" I said as I wished my mom was more like his who had no time to scrutinize every aspect of his life. "What do you mean?" Victor asked looking at me. I looked over at him and decided to tell him about Zach being my brother since I knew eventually he would find out. "You know my cousin who you met this morning" I said sitting up and looking down at my feet. "Yeah what about him?" victor asked. "well he not really my cousin" I said trying to figure out the simplest way to explain it all to him. "who is he then?" Victor asked turning on his side looking over at me. "Well um... he's my um... he's my brother" I said. "Your brother I didn't know you had a brother" victor said looking at me in surprise. "Neither did I" I replied. "So what did you mom have him and then give him to your aunt to raise him or something?" Victor asked. "No my aunt is his mom" I said feeling really embarrassed. "So you meant that you aunt and your dad...Oh" Victor said sitting up looking surprised. "Yeah" I replied holding my head down. "OH" Victor said again. "Pretty fucked up huh" I said after I told him some of the things my aunt told me about her and my dad I knew that what he was probably thinking. "No not really" Victor said which came as a real surprise to me. "what, did you just hear a word of what I just told you" I said shocked at his casual response. "You know that's something about you I always find really amusing" victor said chuckling. "what?" I asked getting kinda angry at him for dismissing the seriousness of my cousin and my brother being the same person. "Wes you always make things bigger than they actually are" Victor said with a smug little smile that kinda pissed me off. "No I don't" I snapped. "Yes you do, take what happened with Phoebe for an example" victor said turning to face me. "You guys were together for like two and a half months right" victor said looking at me. "Actually it was three" I said correcting him. "Big fucking difference" Victor said scoffing. "You weren't in love with her but I'm sure you griped over her dumping you for days maybe even weeks" Victor said which was true. "The problem wasn't that she dumped me it was that she dumped me for Declan" I said trying to defend myself. "So what You fucked her she sucked her dick you had a good time with her, what does it matter who she dumped you for" Victor said and I hated to admit he had a point. "So what if your cousin is your brother sulking or making a big deal about it won't change the fact that he is your brother" victor said making me hate the fact that he was right. "I mean there are worse things that could happen" victor said flatly. "Yeah like my aunt having cancer" I said looking at victor. "Yeah like that" victor said with a little smile. "Wait she does?" Victor asked I surprise as he saw my expression. "Yeah a brain tumor" I replied with a sigh. "Oh man Wes I'm so sorry" Victor said. "Does she need chemotherapy or anything cause I can get her the best doctors" Victor said staring at me with his blue eyes that were a few shades darker than my own. "Nah that's okay man she already seeing a doctor" I said with a smile thinking of Victor offer. "See now if you weren't rich you couldn't have offered to help me" I said making him grin. "I guess you have a point there" Victor said with a chuckle. "Well if you ever need anything just ask you know I'm rich" victor said making us both laugh. "How about a hundred grand" I said chuckling. "what's you account number" victor said taking out his cell phone out of his pocket. "why do you want to know?" I asked looking at him. "I'm calling my dad's accountant to get you the money" victor said looking at me. "Put your phone away man I'm just kidding" I said grinning. "Oh that reminds me" Victor said getting up off his bed quickly leaving his room. I smiled to myself knowing he was serious about giving me the money but I knew if he did there was no chance in hell my mom would let me keep it. "This is why I came out here" victor said as he came back in his room with a different cell phone. "You meant you flew out here to get a cell phone" I said chuckling. "Yeah it has important numbers in it" victor said dropping himself back on his bed with a smile as I assumed he was checking his voicemail. "What important numbers" I asked with a grin. "Let's there yours, Kevin's, my mom cell phone, my brothers, your mom's" Victor said turning and smiling at me when. "Relax I'm just kidding" victor said grinning when I tried to grab his phone from him. "Your kid brothers have cell phones too?" I asked grinning. "Yeah so we can all stay in contact" he said glancing away from his phone for a second. I smiled and shook my head at the thought of a five year old and a seven year old having cell phones, since I didn't get my first cell phone until I was fourteen. "Hey lets go back down to the pool and hang out" victor said. I followed him out of his room and we went down to the pool and hung out there talking and laughing at most crap. while victor and I talked I found out that in addition to knowing German he also spoke French, Spanish, Russian, and Italian fluently and said that he was just now learning Cantonese. I smiled as I thought of what a shock it would be to Mr. Lozano if he knew that Victor wasn't the dumb rich kid that he and just about everyone thought he was. Liz made us lunch that was fit for a king as I thought I could really get accustomed to living like this as a couple of the other maids who worked there got me anything I asked for. After we finished our lunch we relaxed for a while before victor dragged me over to the tennis court that was right across from the pool to play a game with him. At fist Victor went easy serving the ball but he soon got into hitting the ball harder and harder making me duck or jump out of the way a few times laughing hysterically. It was apparent that I sucked at playing tennis but it was kinda fun so I continued playing with him. "This one's coming in fast" victor said before hitting the ball to me with a loud grunt. "FUCK" I gasped as it hit me directly in my neck making me stumble backwards. "Hey you okay?" Victor asked chuckling as I leaned over with my hands on my knees. "This isn't for me" I said panting. "Is Victor taking advantage of you?" Liz asked as she smiled coming out on the court carrying a tray in her hands. "I think he's trying to kill me" I said smiling looking over the net at victor who was holding his racket behind his head grinning at me. "He can be a merciless opponent at times believe me I know" Liz said sounding as if she was talking from first hand experience. "I brought you boys something to drink" Liz said as I stood up straight. "Thanks Lizzie" Victor said smiling at her. Victor and I drank down the lemonade that Liz made for us and she smiled at me as I handed her back my empty glass thinking that was the best lemonade I ever tasted. "Lizze baby your the best Victor said handing Liz his glass. "Quite the charmer isn't he" Liz said to me with a smile. "Yeah he is" I replied smiling watching Victor blush as I remembered how he tried his charm on my aunt. We were interrupted by Hans who said something in German and Victor responded while Liz and I looked at each other and smiled and I guess she was just as lost as I was to whatever Victor and Hans were saying. "What do you want to do, fly back or drive take my car back?" Victor asked looking at me. "what about the Aston Martin?" I asked looking at him. "Oh right" victor said putting his hand on his head as he seemed to just remember we left it at the heliport. Victor said something to Hans who I noticed smiling shyly at Liz who smiled back at him while he and Victor talked. "I guess we're flying back I'll come back and get my car tomorrow" Victor said with a smile. Hans made some gesture that I believed was a wave to Liz before he walked away leaving us on the tennis court. "Dust off your racket Lizzie I'll be back for a match tomorrow" Victor said giving Liz a kiss on her cheek. "Challenge accepted Vicki" Liz said before she walked away. "Vicki?" I said laughing. "Lizzie always called me that since I was a kid" Victor said rubbing the back of his head looking a little embarrassed. "Really you knew her that long?" I asked as we walked off the court together. "Yeah whatever country we're in Lizze has always been with us" victor said smiling as he gave our rackets to one of the maids. we walked over to the helipad as I took one last look at Victor's mansion that stood as a testament to how wealthy his family was. "Hey why don't you sit up front with Hans" victor said as we walked over to the helicopter. "Aren't you flying us back?" I asked looking at him hearing the helicopter's engine powering up. "Nah Hans is way better than I am" Victor said smiling. "Okay then" I said ducking my head as the rotors were slowly beginning to spin. "Hey" I said to Hans smiling at him a little not even sure if he understood a word of English. "Die Ansicht ist von der Frontseite besser (the view is better from the front)"Hans said smiling as I put my earphones. "He said the view is better from up front" victor said as I looked back at him for a translation. I smiled back at Hans and he gave me a grin as he flicked a couple of switches and checked a few gauges just as Victor did. After a few seconds I watched as Hans held the control stick and the helicopter lifted up off the pad steadily gaining altitude. Victor and Hans traded a couple of words in German now and again as we began our flight back to Manhattan. I had to say that they were right when they said the view was better from the front flying over the same mansion that we did before. Hans got us back to Manhattan in about a hour and a few minutes landing back at the heliport setting the chopper down gently on the helipad. After we all got out he and victor had a conversation in German after victor made a call on his phone. I walked behind Hans and Victor as they talked and laughed as we walked away from the pier the helicopters were on. I saw the same guy named Ron that we met here earlier standing next to Victor's Aston Martin with his arms behind his back as we walked over to where he was standing. "It vas Nice Meeting you Ves" Hans said with a smile in a very thick German accent after saying something to Victor in German. "Uh you too" I said a bit shocked as I had no idea he understood or even spoke English watching him as he walked away. "Thanks Ron" Victor said after Ron gave him the keys for the car and left.. "I didn't know that Hans Knew English" I said looking at victor after we got in and pulled our seatbelts on. "well he doesn't know it all that well yet he's just now learning." victor said starting the engine. "Oh" I replied as Victor pulled out of the Heliport. "I tried to get him to learn English years ago but he only got interested in learning English now cause he likes Lizzie" victor said with a chuckle. I smiled and glanced at the time on my watch knowing that my mom would be home in about an hour and sighed as it was now back the my boring fucked up life. "Hey when is your next party anyway?" I asked as that was one subject that didn't come up in the conversations we had. "well I'm in lockdown now but I was thinking of having the next one on my dad's yacht where we won't disturbed any one" victor said glancing at me for a second. "Cool you know I'm there" I said as Victor and I laughed. "Maybe we'll sail down to Miami and pick up some chicas" victor said making me grin. we were listening to the radio nodding our head to some familiar song that was playing when Victor's phone rang. "When?" victor said talking to whoever it was on the other end. "Okay I'll pick you guys up tonight" victor said hanging ending his call. I figured he was probably talking to his girlfriend Christine making plans for tonight since he was back in town. After getting stuck in Friday afternoon traffic for a while Victor got me back to my place parking right in front the building. "Hey you want to stay for dinner?" I asked feeling kinda bad that this was the first time I was inviting him for dinner. "Nah I'll have to take a rain cheque I got to get home and take a shower and go meet my brother in the airport" he said smiling. "They're flying back tonight?" I asked pulling off my seat belt. "Yeah they said they really missed me and they begged my mom to come back and stay with me" Victor sounding a bit frustrated but I knew that he had a pretty good relationship with his brothers from the few times I saw them together. "Well see you around man" I said I opening my door. "Yeah" he said smiling as I was really happy that he was back in new York now that Kevin wasn't here. "Tell your mom I said Hi" victor said with a sly smile after I got out and closed the door. "She not interested man" I said grinning. "Hey a guy can hope can't he" victor said smiling. "Later dude" I said stepping up on the sidewalk. "Yeah man later and tell your aunt I said hi too" Victor said with a grin before he pulled off. I chuckled and shook my head as I watched him roar off up the street before I started walking toward the door wondering which of the many apartment he called home he was going too. "You're just in time" James said opening the door for me. "You taking off?" I asked smiling at him. "Yep" he replied with a weary smile. "See you Monday then" I said smiling at him holding the door for him to walk out. "Tell your mom I said Hi" James said before he left. I walked up to he elevator and pressed the button for it to come down and felt a sudden tingle in my dick getting an urgent need to pee. The elevator came down and I quickly got in hit seven as the tall glass of lemonade Liz made me wanted out. When the elevator got up to my floor I rushed out bolding down the hall not sure of how much longer I could hold the flood of piss back as I tore open the door. "Hey aunt Hill" I blurted out as she and Zach were on the couch watching TV while I rushed to the bathroom. "AHHHHHHH" I sighed relied letting out a hot stream of piss into the toilet after I all put ripped my zipper open. "Ever since you were a kid you always waited for the very last second before going to the bathroom" my aunt said after I went to the living room. "It came unexpected that time" I said getting a chuckle from her and a little smile from Zach "What are you guys watching" I asked taking a seat between them. "Shaolin Soccer" Zach answered. "Hey there something I have to show you" my aunt said tapping me on my thigh as I got lost for a minute watching the craziness in this movie that I was sure Keegan would love. "What?" I asked as she and Zach smiled at each other. "Come on it's downstairs" she said getting up off the couch. I got up glancing at Zach who gave me a big grin and hopped up off the couch too, we left the apartment and went to the elevator and Zach did the honors hitting the button to take us down to the garage. "Here it is?" my aunt said after she led me out of the elevator over to where my mom parking space was. "what?" I asked as the only thing I saw was some asshole had parked there SUV in one of the two parking spaces my mom had reserved. I thought that it had to be that asshole that lived on the third floor who parked there since we had problems with him doing that before. "Don't you see anything strange" my aunt asked smiling at me. "Yeah I see that I'm gonna have to punch the asshole who own this SUV parked in our space" I said glancing at my aunt. "well you're gonna have to punch yourself because you're the asshole who owns it" Zach said grinning from ear to ear. "Zachary" my aunt said looking at Zach. "Come on mom I couldn't let that chance get away" Zach said making my aunt laugh. "That's mine?" I asked in disbelief looking at my aunt. "It's yours" my aunt said laughing. "No way, are you serious?" I asked trying my best to keep from jumping up an down and screaming. My aunt dangled the key in front of me laughing as I hoped that I wasn't dreaming as I walked up to her and took the key. "Well get in check it out" my aunt said as I stared at the brand spanking new blue SUV sitting in front of me that was mine. "I love you, I love you" I said hugging my aunt and grinning maniacally. "Here" my aunt said taking the key back and pressing the remote attached to the key making the alarm chirp as I grinned. "It's a Ford Escape XLT sport" my aunt said as I opened the driver side door was bombarded by the new car smell that made me a little light headed. "There weren't anymore in Black so I took it in this color instead it's sonic blue I think" my aunt said after she got in the passenger side and Zach got into the back. "If you don't like the color we can take it back and you can choose another" she said as I got a shiver up my spine from just touching the steering wheel. "The color is great" I said as I didn't care what color it was thinking the important thing was I had my own wheels. "Well you haven't said if you like it yet" my aunt said as I ran my hands over the gear. "I don't like it I love it" I said making her grin. "It's got a keyless entry and just like my Navigator power everything and a six disc CD player" my aunt said as all I was concerned with right now was that it could drive. "And just like my Navigator you've got a sunroof for moon roof as the guy at the dealership called it" my aunt said as I looked up at the tinted glass over my head and smiled. "Man Aunt Hill I can't believe this" I said unable to stop smiling. "Anything for my favorite nephew" she said leaning over and kissing me. "Hey aunt Heather is home" Zach said as we heard a car approaching. I looked out the window and saw my mom's M5 slowly approaching before she pulled into the space next to my new ford escape. "I thought you were getting it in Black" my moms said after she got pout of her car and leaned against my door. "All the black were sold out" my aunt said. "Wait you knew about this?" I asked looking at my mom. "Of course I knew although I think she should have waited until Christmas" my mom said looking across at my aunt. "Christmas that's five months away" my aunt said as what my mom said didn't surprise me one bit. "Nice color though it's almost the same as mine" my mom said stepping back and looking at my SUV. Come on let's take it for a test drive we'll pick up some dinner while were out" my aunt said pulling on her seat belt. My mom activated the alarm on her car and got in the back with Zach and they had their usual hug and kiss fest while I smiled to myself putting the key in the ignition and starting the engine. I grinned to myself for a second listening to the engine running before I shifted into reverse and slowly backed out of my parking space. I drove up the little incline out of the garage and turned out into the street smiling to myself as I still couldn't believe I had my own car now. We went to pizza hut and got a pizza and my aunt my mom and Zach talked and laughed while I was lost staring out the glass window at my new SUV. After we got back home I had a shower and watched TV with my aunt and Zach while my mom decided to go to bed early. After Zach and my aunt went to bed I got the pullout made up and lay there staring up at the ceiling smiling to myself as I had no Idea that such a boring week would end so great. I smiled to myself picturing my SUV in my head and remembering how it felt when I drove it, I wanted to go downstairs right now and take a look at it one last time before I went to sleep but then decided that I had all day tomorrow to stare at it as I closed my eyes. "Hey what's up" I asked as Zach walked up to the pullout and stared at me. "Zach what are you...."I said but before I could finish what I was saying he jumped on top of me and started kissing me passionately. I didn't resist him for a second and ran my hands down over his soft smooth skin grabbing handfuls of his butt making him moan into my mouth. I flipped him off of me and got on top of him kissing him passionately sucking on his tongue as he ran his hands all over my shoulders. I kissed him so hard that my lips almost hurt and the next thing I knew I was jabbing my dick between his butt cheeks searching for his hole. Zach stared into my eyes as I found his hole feeling the heat of his ass against the head of my dick. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Zach groaned out closing his eyes and pressing his head back into the bed as I rammed my entire dick into his hole. "FUCK AHHHHHH" I gasped jumping up as I stared cumming in my boxers. "Shit" I whispered wiping some sweat away from my forehead as I apparently had been dreaming. I sat up and threw back the covers and climbed out of bed and headed to the bathroom to clean my cum off. I sort of froze when I entered the hall the same time Zach was coming out of my room we stared at each other for a few seconds as I felt awkward after the dream I just had about him. "It's okay you can go first" Zach said as apparently he was heading for the bathroom too. I went into the bathroom and rolled out a wad of toilet paper and cleaned myself off and squeezed out a piss and came back out and found Zach standing outside the door leaning against the wall. He looked at me for a second before he went into the bathroom and closed the door, I went back to the pull out and climbed back in and heard a door close a while later as Zach went back to my room. I wondered why I couldn't stop thinking about Zach sexually as it was pretty easy to do with Kevin and Keegan since I'd rather have them as friends more than anything else. I decided not to make a big deal about it after what Victor said to me today about me blowing things out of proportion. After all it was just a stupid dream and I had no intention of doing anything like that with Zach ever again. I thought some more on my situation with Zach and I guess the reason I couldn't see him as my brother was because of the fact that we didn't grow up together. I sighed and decided that I should really give a try in getting to know Zach a little better remembering what victor said and how bitching wasn't going to change anything. I thought about how I was going to have a relationship with Zach since we both lived in different states after all. Maybe he can spend half of the summer in New York and then we can fly back to California I thought, summer was simple enough but what about Christmas and other holidays. I sighed and pulled the covers over my shoulders deciding to leave the details of how we were going to be spending time together in future to my aunt and my mom. One think I knew for sure was that I should really get to know Zach better while he was here for the rest of the summer and however long after his mom got out the hospital. I adjusted my pillow under my head and settled down for some sleep and smiled to myself thinking that I had to get to know my new SUV better too. I was up earlier than usual on Saturday after I had breakfast I headed straight down to the garage to check out my SUV. In fact I spent most of the day down there looking at it and smiling still in disbelief that it was actually mine. "Hey if you stare at the pain too much you'll burn a hole in it" my aunt said as I was going out the door for what was to be my fifth trip for the day down to the garage. I smiled at her and Zach glanced at me before I went out the door and headed to the elevator and went down to the garage. I aimed the remote at my Escape and deactivated the alarm smiling as the alarm chirped and the locks clicked open as I unlocked them via remote. I looked at my mom's car parked next to it and saw that she was right my escape was almost the same Navy blue color as her BMW. I got in the diver seat and smiled rubbing my hands over the leather wrapped steering wheel that matched the seats which were a sort of cream color. Kevin's gonna freak out when he see this I thought to myself sitting back in my seat smiling to myself. "Shit" I gasped feeling like my heart skip several beats as I glanced out the window and saw Zach standing there looking at me. "Why do you always do that man" I said angrily glaring at him after I lowered the window. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you" Zach said apologetically. I looked at him and noticed a distinct change in his personality usually he'd be laughing or make some wise ass comment but ever since we found out that we were brothers nothing I did seem to get to him and he wasn't the same snotty like brat I knew. "I wasn't scared" I snapped brushing my hair from my forehead as my heart was still beating twice as fast. "Can I sit in your car?" he asked hesitantly after a couple of seconds. "Get in" I said seeing a little smile from him as he quickly shot around the front and to the passenger side. "Hey watch the door" I said before he opened it not wanting him to scratch my mom's car since it was only like three months old and the fact that she would kill me even though Zach did it. "This is pretty nice" Zach commented giving me a little smile. "Yeah it is" I said smiling back thinking that I had to repay his mom some way for this maybe take her out to dinner or something. "It's not as big as my mom's Navigator though" Zach said looking around as I had to agree with him but it really didn't matter to me it was big enough. "I bet you'll hook up with a lot of hot girls now" Zach said with a sly grin. I smiled back at him as I wasn't too sure about that as I still didn't know if I was really gay or not. I thought that I was but after what Kevin said to me about what happened between us should have happened sooner it put a lot of doubts in my mind. "Hey put on your seat belt" I said to Zach sticking the key in the ignition. "why" Zach asked looking at me confused. "Cause were going for a ride" I replied pulling on my seat belt. Zach smiled and pulled his seat belt on and I stuck the key in the ignition and started the engine smiling to myself. I reversed from my parking spot having no idea where we were going and checked the traffic before I pulled drove out of the garage into the street. I mostly drove up and down a couple of street nearby while Zach remained quiet looking out the window at different stores that we drove by. Some how my driving led me to Central park and Zach and I got out and took a walk through the park. We ended up at one of the ponds and sat down on a bench there while a few people and a couple of kids on roller blades passed us by. "You know I understand if you hate me you know" Zach said after we had been sitting there quietly as a couple of pigeons walked around in front of us pecking at the ground. "I don't hate you Zach" I said with a heavy sigh before he I looked at him. "I really don't know how I feel about you now?" I said as he looked at me. I knew I didn't like him but I also knew that I didn't hate him and that was just so fucking confusing. "I've been an only kid for sixteen years I don't know what I'm supposed to do with a little brother this is all new" I said to him hoping he'd understand as I watched the wind blow the hair away that was covering his eye. "I understand but if you want to hate me it's okay" Zach said as this new passive side he was showing made me angry. "Come on I want some ice cream" I said getting up off the bench. Zach got up and ran over to the pigeons and made a noise that scared them away and smiled and walked back toward me. We went back to where I parked and got in and drove to a McDonalds nearby and I bought us two McFlurries. Zach and I stayed in McDonalds and ate out McFlurries since I didn't want to risk him dropping any ice cream on my new leather seats. After we left McDonald's I drove straight home after I realized that we have been gone like six hours and it was almost dinner time. "Hi guys" Kevin's mom said when we got in the door as she and our moms were sitting on the couch. "Hi Mrs. Porter" I said smiling. "where have the both of you been?" my mom asked. "Central park and then we went to McDonald's" Zach replied. My mom and my aunt looked at each other and then stared back at me and then they both smiled. "So how does it feel to be a big brother" Kevin's mom asked as Zach and me immediately stared at each other and then at our moms. "Kinda strange" I said as I didn't think my mom and my aunt were going to tell anyone about that. "I bet" Kevin's mom said with a smile as she didn't seem to be to bothered. "Why don't you guys go wash up for dinner" my mom suggested. we did and then went into the kitchen and I saw that Kevin's mom was still here and apparently staying over for dinner. I didn't eat too much since I was still full from the ice cream I ate unlike Zach who gobbled up the pasta my aunt made for dinner. Our moms stayed in the kitchen talking with Kevin's mom for a while and Zach and I settled down on the couch and watched TV. "You'll let me know what date your surgery is next week and I'll come see you again" Kevin's mom said as my aunt walked her to the door as she was leaving after they had been in the kitchen talking for a few hours. "Sure, it was so great seeing you Karen" my aunt said hugging Kevin's mom. "Bye Heather" Kevin's mom yelled out to my mom who was still in the kitchen. "Next time you're going out please be so kind as to tell me where you're going" my mom said to me after she came out the kitchen and stood in front me with her arms folded. "Oh relax and quit being such a mother hen Heather" my aunt said closing the door after she came back from walking Kevin's mom to the elevator. I tried to stifle the laugh that I knew was coming but it was in vain after Zach asked what a mother hen meant. "I swear you'll get gray before you turn forty" my aunt said as my mom glared at her. "Oh my god I think I'm seeing a couple right now" my aunt said shocked and then stared laughing as my mom grabbed a handful of her long wavy blond hair inspecting it for signs of aging. "Gottach" my aunt said as Zach and I snickered. "Oh ha ha" my mom said tossing her hair over her shoulders. "Hey watch the merchandise" my aunt said as my mom slapped her on her but with a sly grin before she walked off and my aunt followed her. I smiled to myself thinking that my aunt away knew how to get my mom to relax when they were together and wished that she didn't live so far away. Zach and I watched TV for a while until he got up and went to bed after dozing off a few times. After he left I got the pull out made up and got under the covers and continued watching TV and saw some news that showed off the new PS3 that I definitely had to have when it came out next year. "Hey what are you watching my aunt asked as she came up to the side of the pullout wearing a t-shirt with hot stuff written on it and a pair of my mom's pajama pants and one of her bathrobes. "Nothing really" I replied which was true, I had just been channel surfing until I saw the news about the PS3. "Are you still coming to the doctor with me on Monday?" my aunt asked smiling at me. "You're going to see him on Monday" I said looking at her. "Mmm-Hmm" she said with a little smile. "So are you still coming?" she asked looking at me "Sure of course" I said looking at her. "Good then you'll see that everything is gonna be fine" she said with a smile. "That was really nice of you taking your brother out this afternoon" my aunt said as I smiling even though I hadn't planned on taking Zach with me anywhere ever. "It's nothing" I said smiling even though I hadn't planned on taking Zach with me anywhere ever. "Thanks a whole lot for the car aunt Hill and for not telling my mom that I came home drunk, I promise I'll make it all up to you" I said looking at her as she smiled. "You don't have to make anything up to me Wes just as long as you keep your promises about the pot and the alcohol" she said with a little smile. "I promise" I said with a smile promising to myself not to touch either one again. "Good now get some sleep I'll make you some pancakes in the morning" she said with a smile and leaned over and kissed me on my forehead and then both cheeks and a quick peck on my lips. I smiled at her since she hadn't done that since she used to put me to bed at night when I was a little kid. "Sweet dreams" she said and then got up off the bed and went into the kitchen. I lay there for a minute thinking about going to see her doctor on Monday and then some thing hit me that made me so scared that my hair stand on end. "Aunt Hill can I ask you something" I asked sitting up and turning to look at her as she was heading back to the bedroom. "Sure honey what is it" she asked walking over to me. "Is there a possibility that my mom could have a tumor in her head like you?" I asked since they were identical twins. "I thought about that and I told the doctor and he had you mom screened and she perfectly healthy" she said making me really relieved. "Do they know why you got one?" I asked looking up at her as she rang her fingers through her hair. "No they don't but that's the thing with Cancer perfectly healthy people get it" my aunt said with a sigh which I thought was really fucked up now that she had it. "what can I say shit happens" she said and then smiled at me making me grin. "Don't worry about me Wes I'll be fine" she said and walked off going back to my mom's room. I sank back down under the covers and turned off the TV and thought about how cool my aunt was about all this, I tried not to worry but I just couldn't help but be. I closed my eyes and then remembered that I was supposed to call Kevin and tell him about my new ride and then smiled to myself as I thought I'd wait till he got back and surprise him. My aunt did make me the pancakes as she said she would make for breakfast though Zach ate most of them and Sunday passed by pretty quietly. Monday came and I was pretty nervous meeting my aunt's doctor despite what my aunt said about everything being fine. When we got to the hospital Zach and I were taken to a waiting room while my aunt went to have a few test done and my mom went along with her. "Hey guys come on" my mom said as she came back a few hours later and met us in the waiting room and took us to the doctor's office that was a few rooms away from the waiting room. "Doctor Warner this is my son Zachary and my Nephew Wesley" my aunt said introducing Zach and me to her doctor. "So this is the infamous Wesley and Zachary" the doctor said leaning over his desk to shake my hand and then Zach. "Hey" I said shaking his hand taking in his features. He looked to be about mid fifties I'd say with short brown hair that was cut a little shorter on the side with a few gray hair in between. "Have a seat relax" he said smiling as he sat down in his chair. Zach sat down next to my mom and I took the seat that was next to my aunt as she smiled at me brushing her hair back behind her ear. "Well there's been no significant change in the growth of the tumor" the doctor said as he proceeded to confused us with his years of medical knowledge. I understood some of the Medical Jargon he used as he explained the procedure he and his staff would be using to get the tumor out of my aunt's head sparing none of the graphic details. "I have very high hopes that you'll make an excellent recovery" the doctor said with a smile. "See I told you everything is going to be fine" my aunt said looking at me with a smile. "Hillary I'd like to move your surgery up" the doctor said as he scribbled down something on a file in front of him. "To when?" my mom asked sitting up in her chair. "No I'd like to move it forward" he said taking off his glasses and placing them on the file he was writing in. "Really" my aunt said uncrossing her legs. "Mmm-Hmm" the doctor said smiling. "when do you want too move it to" my mom asked. "How does Wednesday sound" the doctor asked looking at my aunt. "Wednesday's sound great" my aunt said with a little smile. "You mean the day after tomorrow Wednesday?" Zach asked as the doctor smiled at him. "Yep the sooner the better" the doctor said with a grin looking at Zach. "Guess I'll have to shave my head sooner than I thought" my aunt said chuckling as she and the doctor alone seemed to think that it was funny. I looked at her and couldn't imagine seeing her without any hair no matter how hard I tried to picture it. "Okay then I'll see you tomorrow" my aunt said after telling us that he wanted my aunt to be at the hospital the night before the surgery. "You know we can wait until just before the surgery to shave your head the doctor said glancing at my aunt and then at Zach. I looked at him and saw that he looked really upset and then looked back at my aunt who stared at Zach. "Okay I think I'll wait until before the surgery" my aunt said as Zach looked at her with a little smile as my mom put her arm around his shoulder. After we left the hospital my aunt went shopping to get a few things to take to the hospital with her. We all had a nice dinner together later that evening and hung around the kitchen for a while as My aunt and my mom talked about stuff that Zach and I did when we were kids, most of which I pretended not to remember. The next day was sort of busy as my mom helped my aunt get her stuff together before we left to take her to the hospital. "Let me get that" I said taking my aunt's bag from her with the stuff she was taking to the hospital. we took the elevator down to the garage and I got my aunt's bag into the trunk of my mom car and then went over to my SUV and wiped off a few specs of dust that I saw on the side of it. "Okay guys let's go" my mom said after she came and met us in garage after we left her on the phone upstairs. My mom and my aunt waved to James when we got out of the garage and turned out into the street as he was just leaving for home. Zach and I sat in the back quietly while my mom drove us to the hospital, I glanced at my mom as she turned on the radio after a few minutes of driving. Every Breath You Take, by sting stared playing on the radio and I glanced at my aunt who started nodding her head at first before she started singing along. "EWWW change the station" Zach said after a few seconds of the song playing. "You know your mother had a huge crush on sting you know" my aunt said as my mom looked at her and blushed. "we went to see the Police at a concert and your mom Yelled out to sting Marry me" my aunt said making me laugh. "I did not" my mom said chuckling. "Oh yes you did" my aunt said grinning. "Well it's not like I was the only one yelling it" my mom said smiling as she glanced at my aunt. I smiled to myself and looked at my aunt as she was a great source for getting the news on my mom wild side which she never showed. When we got to the hospital we met Doctor Warner again and after he and my mom and my aunt talked he instructed one of the nurses to take us to the room that would be my aunt's until she got out of the hospital. After the nurse took us to the room we spent a few hours helping my aunt get settled in while she put up a picture of all of us together next to her bed. Zach wanted to stay with his mom for the night but she told him that he should go back with us and get some rest since we were all gonna stay at the hospital with her the night after the surgery. When we got back home and all went to bed I lay there in the darkness staring up at the ceiling wondering what my aunt was doing and if she was scared about tomorrow. "Wes are you asleep" I heard Zach ask startling me a bit as I didn't hear him come up to me. "No what's up" I asked as he sat down on the bed next to me. "I can't sleep" he said with a sigh. "Yeah I know me neither" I said barely making him out in the dark. "Are you scared about tomorrow?" he asked after a few seconds of silence passed between us. "Yeah I am" I replied "Do you think everything is gonna go okay?" Zach asked. "I don't know but I hope so" I said looking at his form sitting on the bed in the darkness. "Do you think my mom is scared too?" Zach asked as I stared into his eyes. "I don't know but I know that I would be if it was me" I said truthfully. "I guess I'll see you in the morning" he said with a sigh and then got up and left. I never closed my eyes for a second and just lay there motionless thinking about my aunt as the darkness slowly faded giving way to a bright Wednesday morning. After Zach and I had breakfast my mom told us that we should take something with us so that we won't get bored. I didn't bother with that and after we got dressed we left for the hospital to go spend sometime with my aunt before her surgery. "Hey guys" my aunt said with a big smile when we got there and Zach went over and hugged her. "Hey what's this for?" I asked seeing an IV attached to my aunt's wrist. "Forget about that come give me a hug" my aunt said as I smiled and went over and hugged her. "Hey Sis" my mom said as she hugged and kissed my aunt after I moved away from her. We spent most of the morning talking and laughing and my mom left up for a few minutes and went out and got Zach and I hamburgers for lunch. I only took a few bites out of mine as I didn't feel hungry and I felt kinda bad eating in front of my aunt since she couldn't have anything to eat before her surgery. "Hey sis easy on the red meat you're starting to get a little junk in your trunk there" my aunt said as mom ate the rest of my hamburger. "You better be careful I don't leave you here" my mom warned smiling at my aunt as we all laughed at her comment. "That's okay I'm sure my favorite Nephew will be glad give me a ride home in his new SUV" my aunt said smiling at me. "Anytime aunt Hill" I said smiling back at her. "How's my patient today rested and relaxed I hope" doctor Warner said as he came in accompanied by two nurses who smiled at us. "I am" my aunt said sitting up and smiling. "So are you ready for the big show" Doctor Warner asked smiling. "Oh yeah" my aunt said with a smile. One of the nurses came over to my aunt's bed and took out a needle and stuck it in the IV and injected something into it. "That's just something to make you relax" the nurse said with a smile. "Okay" my aunt replied as Zach and I looked at each other wile my mom and Doctor Warner talked. "Hey guys come here for a second" my aunt said to me and Zach after doctor Warner stepped back outside with the other nurse. Zach and I looked at each other and moved closer to my aunt's bed as the nurse walked away smiling at us. "whatever happens I want you to take care of each other okay" my aunt said as she took my hand and Zach's and kissed them and put them in each other as we looked at each other. "I Love you both more than anything" she said smiling at us. "I love you too mom" Zach said while I smiled at her. Zach and I let go of each other's hands and my mom went over and sat on my aunt's bed and they hugged each other. "Take care of my Baby" my aunt said. "Of course I will" my mom said kissing her on her cheek a couple of times and hugging her again tightly. "Alright Hillary let's do it" Doctor Warner said as she came back in the room. "Let's do it" my aunt said smiling after she and my mom broke their embrace. My aunt lay back on the bed and Zach and I stepped back as ht nurses went to either side of the bed and started pushing it out of the room. "Don't worry Heather she's in good hands" doctor Warner said as we walked behind my aunt's bed as the nurses wheeled it out into the hall. "Take care of her Doctor Warner she's the only family I have" my mom said to the doctor who nodded his head in acknowledgement. My mom put her arm around me and Zach as we watched the nurses pushing my aunt on the bed down the hall. I smiled and waved to my aunt as she sat up on the bed and blew us all a kiss before the elevator doors closed. "Come on let's go upstairs to the waiting room" my mom said and led us to another elevator to the waiting room upstairs. We went up to the waiting room that was empty of anybody else and sat down to wait on what was to be a seven hour surgery. My mom took a book she brought with her and started reading while Zach occupied himself with his Nintendo DS. I just sat back with my arms folded thinking that my thoughts were enough to keep me occupied watching a few of the hospital staff pass by from time to time. A couple hours went by and I picked up a few medical magazines and browsed through them and then got up to stretch my legs that were falling asleep. My mom glanced up from her book at me as I paced up and down glancing at Zach lost in whatever game he was playing. I left the waiting room and went to the bathroom that was nearby and then came back and sat down with a sigh getting another glance from my mom before she turned back to her book. "Here you look kinda bored" Zach said moving over to the chair that was next to mine and giving me his Nintendo DS. "And what are you gonna play?" I asked looking at him. "I always have back up" he said pulling a game boy advance out of his pocket with a smile. "what were you playing?" I asked taking the Nintendo DS from him. "Super Mario DS" he said as I saw the game on the screen. "I got Mario Cart, Spiderman and YU-GI-OH if you want to play any of them instead" he said looking at me. "I think I'll stick with Super Mario for now" I said as he game me a little smile. "Okay" he said sitting back in the chair. I glanced at my mom who was sitting across from us and had apparently been listening to us as she smiled at me before going back to reading her book. I sat back in my chair and focused on the game thinking that it had been a while since I paid the mushroom kingdom a visit. After about a minute I realized that this version of Super Mario was like the version on the Nintendo 64 that I played with Kevin which also made me wonder what Kevin did with his Nintendo 64. "Hey pass me Mario Cart" I said after I got tired of playing Super Mario. "Hang on a second" Zach said not even taking his eyes off the screen of his game boy. "Here" he said handing me the game for the DS. "what are you playing?" I asked glancing at the screen on his Game boy. "YU-GI-OH, want to try it" he said looking at me with a smile. "No thanks" I said making him grin by the way I said it. "Want to try it aunt Heather" he said as I looked over at my mom who was staring at us again smiling. "No I'm good Honey" my mom said showing Zach her book that I was sure was probably some crappy romance novel. "You guys don't know what you're missing" Zach said going back to playing his game while I switched out super Mario for Mario Kart which was another game I hadn't played in a really long time. I spent some time playing Mario Kart glancing at Zach from time to time as he was still playing YU-GI-OH and had a very serious look on his face as if he was lost in deep thought. I smiled to myself and thought that I could at least try to be his friend and just take things from there. "Hey why don't you guys go get some snacks" my mom said walking over to us after a few hours went by. I took some money from my mom and Zach and I went out to the vending machines in the hall and got a couple snack and sodas and then came back to the waiting room where my mom was sitting over where we were before we left reading her book. "Want one aunt Heather" Zach asked offering my mom one of the milky way chocolate bars he had. "No thanks honey" my mom said with a smile. Zach stuffed the milky way into one of the many pockets on the cargo pants he was wearing and tore open the wrapper on the other Milky way chocolate bar and took a bite out of it. "My batteries are dead" Zach said as he tried turning his Game boy back on. "Do you have a TV in there too?" I asked making him grin as he pulled out two new batteries out his pocket to replace the dead ones. "You said you had Spiderman too" I asked looking at him as we sat down and he took another bite from his Milky way. "Yeah here it is" he said taking the game out of his pocket and handing it to me. I ate some skittles that I bought for myself and loaded in Spiderman while Zach went back to playing YU-GI-OH on his Game boy. As I played Spiderman I really appreciated the dual screen Feature of Zach's DS and thought about getting myself a handheld game since I hadn't owned one since the original Game boy. After a while of playing Zach got up and stretched and smiled at me before he sat back down and went back to his game. A couple more hours passed and my thumbs were a little sore unlike Zach who I was sure could do this for days. I smiled looking at him and went back to playing Spiderman since I didn't have anything else to do. "Aren't they supposed to be finished by now" Zach asked staring at me with his icy blue eyes. I checked my watch and saw that it was eight o'clock and thought that he was right since they took my aunt off to surgery around twelve thirty. "I'd prefer that they took their time than rush and make mistakes" my mom said as Zach looked at her. "Yeah I guess you're right" he said with a heavy sigh and went back to playing his game. Another hour passed by and I noticed my mom seemed to have fallen asleep on her chair with her still holding her book in her hand and smiled and reached into my pocket for my phone to snap a picture of her. Shit I thought to myself as I didn't bring it with me and missed a prime opportunity to get an embarrassing picture of my mom as her head tilted back a little and her lips were slightly parted. "So how do you play that game anyway?" I asked turning my attention to Zach as he had his legs pulled up on the chair still playing YU-GI-OH. "It's pretty easy let me show you" he said with a smile grabbing his Nintendo DS out of my hand. "This one better than the one I was playing he said popping out Spiderman and replacing it with a DS game he too out of his pocket. "Okay now you have monster cards, trap cards and magic cards" Zach said leaning over my chair about to give me a lesson in playing his YU-GI-OH game. Zach and I were really startled as my mom jumped up for her sleep holding her chest and gasping as if she couldn't breathe. "Mom what's wrong?" I asked getting really scared as my mom groaned as if she was in great pain leaning over and holding her stomach. Zach looked at me in panic as my mom gasped again holding her stomach groaning in pain as I felt my hands go really cold as I never saw my mom like this. "MOM Mom what's the matter?" I asked scrambling out of my chair and rushing over to her. "Hillary" she said as I got on my knees in front of her and saw tears running out of her eyes. "She's still in surgery remember" I said as she panted to catch her breath. My mom wiped her eyes and sat up as I moved up into the chair next to her as Zach stared at us looking really scared. "Zach get some water" I said to him as my mom breathed heavily. "ZACH" I yelled after he didn't move and just sat there staring at my mom. He looked at me and then got up out of the chair and went over to a water cooler that was in the waiting room to get the water. "Mom mom look at me you were dreaming okay" I said putting my hand on her shoulder as she looked really upset. she looked at me and nodded her head trying to catch her breath as Zach came back with the water and handed me the cup. "Here mom sip it" I said handing the paper cup with the water to my mom for her to drink the water. "Are you okay aunt Heather?" Zach asked looking really scared. She nodded her head yes and tried to smile a little and handed me back the cup after she took a few sips of the water. I handed Zach back the cup as my mom still looked really upset as she sat back in her chair taking a few deep breaths wiping her eyes. "what happened?" I asked after she seemed to have composed herself a little. "Stay with your brother" my mom said and got up in a flash a headed over to the door and I saw Doctor Warner standing outside looking though the glass in the door at us. Zach and I looked at each other as my mom went out into the hall to talk to doctor Warner. I went cold inside as I looked at my mom as she covered her mouth and stared shaking her head no and then turned her back to us as doctor Warner put his hand on her shoulder and continued talking to her. My mom said something to doctor Warner and then they both walked off as Zach and I looked at each other again as I was sure he was feeling the same as me, that something went wrong. Please let her be okay please, I said over and over again in my mind hoping that everything was okay even though part of me knew it wasn't. "Aunt Heater is my mom okay?" Zach stood up and asked as my mom came back to the waiting room sniffling. "I'm so sorry baby" my mom said walking over to Zach and hugging him. "NO he said everything was going to be okay" Zach said pulling away from my mom as I saw tears forming in his eyes. "I sorry honey I'm so sorry but she's gone" my mom said as tears rolled down her cheeks. "She promised she'd be okay she promised" Zach said with tears streaming down his face as my mom hugged him again and he broke down and started sobbing. No I don't believe this I said shaking my head no as my mom looked at me with tears streaking her face as she hugged Zach and he sobbed uncontrollably cried. She can't be dead she can't be I said over and over to myself refusing the believe that this was happening.