Date: Tue, 02 May 2006 09:03:16 -0500 From: Marc Paige Subject: Family Secrets-14 PLEASE READ AND UNDERSTAND THE FOLLOWING DISCLAIMER VERY CAREFULLY!!!!!!!. The following story contains GRAPHIC SEXUAL SCENES between young males. If material of this nature offends you then DON'T READ IT!. To everyone else who this type of material appeals to enjoy. Additionally, if you are under 18 years of age in most states you are not allowed to read this story by law. THIS STORY IS PURELY A WORK OF FICTION AND ANY RESEMBLANCE TO PERSON'S LIVING OR DEAD, OR TO EVENTS THAT MAY HAVE OCCURED, IS PURELY COINCIDENTAL!. MOREOVER, NONE OF THE ACTIONS OF THE CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY IS MEANT TO CONDONE, APPROVE, OR SANCTION THEIR BEHAVIOUR. The author that's me Marc claims all copyrights to this story. This Story is a complete work of fiction and is not for sale. For a complete listing of the stories I've written so far visit: http://www.asstr.org look for my name Marc Paige in the authors section. E-mail Comments to my NEW address: M_paige837@hotmail.com "Family Secrets" 14 BY Marc Paige I sat on my bed still dressed in my black suit with my tie in my hand rubbing it between my fingers still unable to believe that today and the last five days for that matter actually happened. Did the last couple of hours really happen, was I really at my aunt's funeral, I asked myself stroking my tie between my fingers. If it really was my aunt's funeral I just attended then why wasn't I crying like everyone else who was there I thought to myself. The few people that I knew who were there let their tears flow freely as well as the ones that I didn't know. Zach's best friend and his parents were there and they were all crying as well even Kevin and his entire family who was there were crying too. Zach himself was inconsolable and my mom wasn't in much better shape either though I didn't really see her cry a lot. Even my friend Victor was there and was crying even though he didn't know my aunt that well, all these strangers I never met in my life cried for my aunt but why didn't I?. I didn't feel sad or anything ,the only thing I was feeling since that night at the hospital was numbness. Everyone at the funeral expressed their sympathies for our loss saying that they were there for us if we needed anything. I sat on my bed motionless as the image of my aunt blowing me a kiss from the hospital elevator before the doors closed kept playing over and over in my head. "Honey are you okay" I heard my mom say sounding very distant as the smile my aunt had on her face blowing me a kiss lingered in my mind. "Wesley are you okay?" my mom said again and I jumped as I felt her hand on my shoulder. "I'm fine" I said looking up at her with a smile as this all felt like a dream as if it wasn't actually happening. I had so many dreams of strange things happening and this felt like one of them and I expected to wake up in my bed any second now. My mom kissed me on my head and left and I smiled at her watching her walk out of my room as she seemed nothing like my real mom. I got up off my bed and went to the window in my room and smiled looking out side thinking that this had to be a dream as it was too nice a day to be having a funeral. I smiled turning from the window looking around my room as this had to be the most vivid dream I ever had seeing all my dirty laundry piled up as if it were real. I changed out of my suit and picked up all my laundry off the floor and got the laundry basket out of the guest room and piled my dirty clothes in deciding to do my laundry. "MOM I'M GOING TO DO MY LAUNDRY" I yelled out before leaving our apartment heading to the elevator. This dream is so real, I thought smiling to myself as even the elevator sounded like the real thing. I went into the laundry room and separated my white and colored clothes just as my mom had taught me. I filled one of the washing machines with water and poured in some soap and threw in my white clothes to wash first thinking that this was the first time I dreamt about doing laundry. "Wes honey are you sure you're okay" my mom said and I turned around to see her standing in the entrance of the laundry room. "How come you don't call me Wes in real" I asked smiling at my mom as she walked over to me. "What are you talking about?" my mom asked looking at me confused. "You know like in real life you never call me Wes" I said smiling at her. "Oh honey" she said putting her hand over her mouth looking at me somewhat horrified. "You never hug me like that in real either" I said as she grabbed me and hugging me tightly. "Wes I want you to listen to me" my mom said as I looked around the laundry room thinking that even it seemed like the real thing. "wow you don't act like my mom but you sure smell like her" I said smiling at my mom's dream image. "WESLEY" my mom said shaking my shoulder violently. "Honey this is not a dream this is real" she said softly and looked like she was about to cry as I stared into her eyes. "No its not" I said grinning. "Wesley honey look at me, I'm here it's me I'm real you're not dreaming" she said as her hands sure did feel real as she touched my face. "Baby you're in shock" my mom said as tears formed in her eyes. "Feel my hands Wesley this is all real your aunt.... we just came from Hillary's funeral its all real" she said as her voice started breaking as she held my hands. I pulled my hands away from her and stepped back bumping into the washing machine behind my back remembering my aunt kissing my hand and Zach's and then putting them together at the hospital. I turned away from my mom and remembered my aunt blowing me a kiss again before the elevator doors closed and then came to a sudden realization I wasn't dreaming. "Its okay honey it's okay" my mom said as she came up behind me putting her hands on my shoulder and kissing the back of my head. The image of my aunt blowing me a kiss from the elevator filled my mind again and suddenly realized that that was the last time I was ever going to see her again. My vision blurred and I felt this lump in my throat that wouldn't go down and felt like I couldn't breathe trying to hold back the tears that were quickly filling up in my eyes. "It's okay honey let it out" my mom said as I sniffled trying to hold my tears back suddenly overcome by a great feeling of despair and sadness that was quickly consuming me. "IT'S NOT OKAY" I said pushing my mom hands off my shoulders and turning to face her. "why'd it have to be her it's not fair" I said sobbing unable to contain all the sadness I felt anymore. I slid down on the floor leaning back against the washing machine never ever having felt such anguish in my life feeling a stabbing pain in my stomach. I pulled my legs up and put my head on my knees and cried as the reality of what happened over the last five days had set in, my aunt really was dead. "Its okay baby it's okay" my mom said as I felt her hand stroking the back of my head as I heard myself sobbing uncontrollably. I don't know how long I had been crying but my tears had stopped for now as rested my head against my knees feeling my mom gently stroking my hair as she sat on the floor beside me. I sniffled having the image of my aunt's coffin in my head now and closed my eyes tightly trying to block it out suddenly having this awful pain in my stomach. "It's okay to cry honey let it out you'll feel better" my mom said gently stroking my cheek as I leaned back against the washing machine that had long since stopped. I looked at my mom and felt the tears not far away and I wondered how I could ever feel better after losing the closest person to me in my life. "why don't you go upstairs and stay with your brother and I'll finish your laundry" my mom said stroking my head. "Okay" I said barely getting the words out as my mom stood up from where she was sitting. "I'll come upstairs as soon as I'm done" my mom said hugging and kissing me after I got up off the floor. I walked out of the laundry room slowly wiping my eyes and my nose still sniffling a bit and made my way to the elevator and got in. I pressed seven on the keypad and the door closed and the elevator started its journey up to the seventh floor as I wiped my eyes and my nose again using the end of my shirt. I stared crying again as the image of my aunt's coffin slowly entering the furnace to be burned filled my head as I leaned back against the wall in the elevator and sobbed. when the elevator got up to my floor I stumbled out wiping my eyes as I cried and walked down the hall toward our apartment. I went inside and froze as I saw Zach walking out of the hall looking really terrible staring at me. I stared back at him as he had been crying too, seeing his eyes red and puffy and his face stained with tears. I sniffled feeling tears rolling down my cheeks looking at him as he stared crying and felt like he was the one person in the world that knew exactly how I was feeling right now. Zach walked over to me and put his arm around me resting his head on my chest and cried as I wrapped my arms around him knowing exactly how he was feeling. "why'd she have to die Wes" Zach said sobbing as I held him resting my head against his as tears streamed out of my eyes as I kept asking myself the same thing. we went over to the couch and sat down and he hugged me again still sobbing as I thought I was the worse person to be comforting him right now. I wished there was someone here to comfort me and broke down sobbing again as I knew that the one person who could was my aunt and she was gone. Zach's sobs turned to sniffles after a while as I sniffled myself as we held each other trying to get some sort of comfort from each other. The door opened a while later and my mom came in and Zach immediately stared sobbing again as I felt that lump in my throat come back as I tried to choke back the tears that were coming again. "It's alright baby, it's okay, I'm here" my mom said coming over to us and hugging Zach as he moved off of me and went to her. My mom knelt in front of the couch and took him into her arms kissing his face and his head hugging him. She put her hand on my knee and looked at me looking really sad as Zach cried hugging her as tears ran down my cheeks. "I want my mom I want her back" Zach sobbed making me feel even worse. "I know baby I know" my mom whispered to him kissing him and trying to comfort him as he sobbed uncontrollably. My mom lifted Zach up into her arms and he cried putting his arms around her neck as she carried him off. I sat there alone on the couch weeping quietly to myself trying to get the images of my aunt's coffin going into the furnace out of my head as this pain in my stomach refused to go away. "Hey are you hungry?" my mom asked sitting on the edge of the coffee table in front of me. "No" I said not even hearing when she came back into the living room. I turned away from her feeling tears coming again as it was just too hard to look at her considering she was the mirror image of my aunt. "How's Zach?" I asked wiping my eyes looking down at the floor. "He's not good" my mom said as I glanced at her after wiping the tears that blurred my vision. "Oh honey" my mom said taking my hands in hers as tears ran down my cheeks. "Don't touch me mom" I said sniffling pulling my hands away from her as she didn't know how hard it was to look at her and hear his voice and feel her touch that was exactly like my aunt's making the pain I felt even worse. "I'll be with Zach if you need me" my mom said kissing the top of my head before she left. I got up off the couch a few minutes after my mom left and went to the bathroom to wash my face feeling my shirt still damp with Zach's tears. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw how horrible I looked as my eyes were all red and puffy barely recognizing my own reflection. I washed my face and went to my room and closed the blinds in the windows and crawled into my bed pulling the covers up over myself wishing the pain in my stomach would go away. I lay there remembering my aunt telling me how everything was going to be okay and started crying again since everything didn't turn out okay. "Hey I made dinner if you're hungry" my mom said as she peeked into my room a few hours later. "I'm not" I said pulling the covers over my head so I wouldn't have to look at her. She closed back the door quietly probably going back to her room to stay with Zach as I thought of how cruel it was to be comforted by someone who looked exactly like the person you lost. I lay in my bed never closing my eyes for a second that night feeling my tears running out my eyes almost constantly soaking into my pillow. I stayed in my room most of the next day only leaving when I had to go to the bathroom and cried thinking of how unfair it was for my aunt to die. "I ordered a pizza" my mom said coming into my room around dinner time looking really disheveled. "I have to go to the store for a few minutes will you stay with your brother till I get back" she said looking at me as I turned away from looking at her as it was my aunt's face that I saw. "Yeah okay" I said wiping my eyes as they teared up a bit and I did everything in my power to keep from breaking down again. "Will you take a slice of pizza in to your brother, this is the fourth day he hasn't had anything to eat" my mom said looking really concerned and distraught at the same time as she got up off my bed. "Yeah sure" I replied as I could only imagine what she must have been going through too after losing her sister. "Thank you honey" she said kissing my forehead before she left. I got up off my bed a few minutes after my mom left and went to the kitchen and saw the pizza box sitting on the table. I opened it getting the smell of pizza and having absolutely no appetite for it as I stared at it. I took out a slice and put it on a plate for Zach and got a coke for the refrigerator and poured it out into a glass for him and carried it out of the kitchen to my mom's room where Zach was. I sighed as I went to my mom's bedroom door and could hear Zach crying I opened the door and was greeted by the sound of him sniffling and saw him curled up on my mom's bed. "Hey I brought you a slice of pizza and some soda" I said sitting down on the edge of the bed looking at Zach as he had his back turned to me. "I don't want any pizza" he said through a stifled sob. "Okay then what do you want?" I asked feeling like crying myself. "I'm not hungry and you can't give me what I want" he said through another sob and I held my head down wanting the same thing he did. I sighed and placed the glass of soda on the night stand by my mom's bed in case he might be thirty and I left her room with the slice of pizza. I sighed placing the plate on the table and took up the slice of pizza and took a bite out of it and chewed it up but for some reason I just couldn't swallow it as I really didn't feel like eating anything. I went to the refrigerator and got the peanut butter and jelly and decided to make Zach a sandwich hoping that he might want that instead. "Hey I made you a peanut butter and jelly sandwich" I said after I went back to my mom room and sat back down on the bed with the plate. Zach didn't answer and only sniffled and I saw the glass of soda still sitting on the night stand untouched. "Do you want cheese instead?" I asked softly. "I don't want anything okay I want my mom" he snapped sitting up and looking at me with tears streaming down his face. "You can't go without eating anything Zach you'll make yourself sick" I said as it really pained me to see him like this. He choked back his sobs and wiped his eyes with the back of his hands after he sat up looking nothing like the smart ass kid that I knew. "At least have some soda" I said holding the glass out to him and could tell he didn't have much sleep by the look of his eyes. Zach took the glass from me and I felt like crying as I looked at him as he seemed barely able to even hold the glass. "You don't have to eat the whole thing just a little bite" I said holding the sandwich out to him after he took a small sip of the soda. He reluctantly took the sandwich from me and took a little bite out of it slowly chewing the bread and I felt tears start to form in my eyes as he didn't even seem to have the energy to chew. After he finished eating part of the sandwich he lay back down on my mom's bed and curled up in a ball and turned away from me sniffling again. I took up the plate and the glass of soda and left my mom's room wiping my eyes in my sleeve. "Did you get him to eat anything?" my mom asked as I came out of the hall just as she came in the door. "Yeah I got him to eat part of a sandwich and drink some soda" I said as we went into the kitchen. "what's that" I asked as my mom took out a bottle of some type of medication from a bag and stared reading the label. "Something to help Zach sleep he was up all night crying, he hasn't slept in four days" my mom said sounding really worried. "Here hold this" my mom said handing me the bottle of pills she had bought after she took one out and dissolved one of the capsules into the glass of soda I tried to get Zach to drink. I followed my mom back to her room and Zach looked even worse than he did when I was just in here as my mom tried to get him to sit up. "Sit up baby and drink some of this" my mom said holding him up. He cried and whined a little before my mom got him to drink some of the soda she dissolved the pill in before letting him lie back down. She pulled the covers up over him and kissed him as he sniffled and we left her room and I hoped that he was able to get some sleep. "Have you eaten anything?" my mom asked as she looked like she hadn't slept in days either. "I don't feel hungry" I said and I truly didn't. My mom kissed me on my head and went back to her room to be with Zach while I went to the bathroom and took a quick shower and decided to go to bed even though it was only six o' clock. I lay in my bed trying my best not to cry as it was the only thing I felt like doing as the image of my aunt blowing me a kiss filled my head again. Hours passed by and all I could think about was not being able to see her beautiful smile or have one of her bear hugs ever again feeling the pain in my stomach growing. I got up and left my room to go and try and eat something even though I didn't feel hungry ,but I hoped that eating something would make the pain in my stomach go away. "Mom" I said softly as I came out into the living room and found her sitting on the couch with her hands under her jaw looking really distraught. I held my head down and went into the kitchen after she didn't answer and went over to the refrigerator. After I searched through the bottom compartment I opened the freezer and saw the huge container of Strawberry ice cream my mom had bought the day before my aunt went into the hospital. I took it out of the freezer remembering that strawberry was always her favorite and felt that stupid lump in my throat as I thought of how she would never have any again. I got a spoon and pulled out a chair and sat down staring at the container of ice cream for a few second s before I opened it and scooped some out with the spoon and put it into my mouth. I ate a good bit of it and it had no effect on the pain in my stomach that seemed to hurt more every time I thought of my aunt. "Wesley what are you doing up this late?" my mom asked as she came into the kitchen as she apparently didn't hear or see me just now. "I couldn't sleep" I said looking up at my mom as she pulled the bathrobe she was wearing together. "want some ice Cream?" I asked as she gave me a little smile. I got up from my chair to let my mom sit down there and got her a spoon and stood next to her as we shared the gallon of Ice cream that the both of us couldn't possibly eat alone. I took up a spoonful of Ice cream and put it into my mouth and looked at my mom who appeared not to have had any sleep in days either. I took up another spoon of ice cream and put it into my mouth and for some strange reason I remembered the day Victor took me to his dad's mansion. I stared feeling queasy and couldn't swallow the ice cream in my mouth as I remembered Victor's offer to get my aunt the best doctors for her surgery. "Wesley what's the matter" my mom asked as I clutched my stomach feeling the pain there get worse than before and I felt like I couldn't breathe. I turned around and threw up into the sink behind my back and realized that it was my fault my aunt was dead. "Honey are you alright?" my mom asked as I remained crouched over the sink and started crying. "Its okay baby it's okay" my mom said stroking the back of my head as my tears turned into all out sobbing. My mom helped me back to my room and back into bed and gave me a few kisses on my cheek before she left. I cried even more thinking of how she would hate me when she found out it was my fault that my aunt was dead that I could have accepted victor's offer of help which would have save my aunt life. "I'm sorry aunt Hillary I'm sorry" I whispered through my sobs hoping that wherever she was she could forgive me. I curled up in a ball under the covers and sobbed as the pain in my stomach hurt more than ever before. I cried until morning came and my eyes and my throat and just about my entire body hurt as I was overcome by incredible feeling of guilt. I left my room to use the bathroom and saw Zach coming out of the bathroom door, he looked even worse than before as he just glanced at me and held his head down and went back to my mom's room. I sniffled going into the bathroom knowing I was responsible for all the pain he felt and wondered if he would ever forgive me if he knew. I went back to my room and spent most of the day in there sitting on my bed crying feeling too ashamed to face my mom and wondering if she and Zach could ever forgive me for letting my aunt die. My bedroom door opened and my mom came in and sat down on my bed and hugged me and kissed me making me feel worse. "Hang in there honey, I know exactly what you're feeling" my mom said holding my hand. "It my fault" I said sniffling too ashamed to even look at her. "No it's not baby" she said stroking my head. "Yes it is" I said sniffling again pulling my hand away from her. "My friend Victor offered to get her the best doctor and I told him no" I said sobbing uncontrollably hoping my mom would forgive me. "Oh Wesley" my mom said pulling me to her and hugging me as I cried. This wasn't what I expected as my mom hugged me and kissed me stroking my hair as I rested my head on her chest and cried. "Wes look at me" my mom said as I slowly sat up and cried. "I'm sorry mom I'm sorry I'm so sorry" I said holding my head down unable to look at her as I sobbed. "Wesley honey listen to me" she said lifting my chin up and wiping my eyes with hers hands. "The surgery went fine it wasn't your fault or the doctor or anyone fault for that matter" my mom said holding my head in her hands as I sniffled looking at her. "I don't understand if everything when fine why'd she die?" I asked sniffling. "Doctor Warner said that the surgery was the most perfect he ever did" my mom said as I thought if it really was perfect my aunt would be in the hospital recovering instead of a pile of ashes. "Hillary developed an irregular heat beat and doctor Warner said they did every thing they could to fix it but they couldn't" my mom said as I sniffled looking at her. "So you see it wasn't your fault" my mom said gently stroking my cheek. "But maybe if I accepted victor help then the doctor could have saved her" I said looking at my mom. "Don't do this to yourself honey it'll only make you feel worse" my mom said as I thought that was impossible right now. "Get cleaned up and come to dinner" my mom said kissing my forehead before she got up. "Okay" I replied wiping my eyes with the end of my shirt as she left. I got up and went to the bathroom and washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror and saw how red my eyes were. I left the bathroom and went to the kitchen and was surprised to see Zach sitting at the table took my seat across from him. I slowly ate the mashed potatoes my mom made for dinner and looked at Zach as he didn't look much better than he did yesterday. He had his hand his head propped up on his hand playing around with the mashed potatoes with his fork looking really miserable. "Come on honey you don't have to eat all of it just a little bit" my mom said reaching out and stroking the back of his head. Zach didn't answer and kept poking at the mashed potatoes on his plate with the fork and I wished there was something I could do to make him feel better. "Here let me help you" my mom said taking his plate from him and used her knife and fork to cut up his steak in smaller pieces for him and then put it back in front of him. Zach didn't show any interest in eating and just poked at the mashed potatoes with his fork as he had been doing before. "Here it might taste better with some of this" I said reaching over and pouring some of gravy over the mashed potatoes for him. Zach looked up at me and then scooped up some of the mashed potatoes on his fork and put it into his mouth and my mom looked at me and smiled a little and the three of us finished our dinner in silence. My mom went back to her room with Zach after dinner and I did the dishes and packed away the food that was left over in the refrigerator for her. "I'm going to try and book us on a flight to L.A tomorrow" my mom said as she came back into the kitchen just as I finished putting the last of the food in the fridge. "why?" I asked looking at her. "I think it'll be good for Zach to be around his friends right now and I have to put Hillary affairs in order and get Zach's stuff together" my mom said with a heavy sigh which made a lot of sense. "Yeah okay" I replied thinking about all the plans my aunt had for her backyard and how they weren't gonna get done now. "Mom" I said as she was almost out of the kitchen. "What is it honey?" she asked turning around to face me. "Would you be mad if I didn't want to go with you guys" I said not wanting to go back to my aunt's house. "No Wesley I'm not mad I understand" she said with a little smile and left the kitchen. I took a shower and went to bed early again and lay their thinking of how spending time with Zach in the future wasn't going to be a problem now. I thought back on what my mom said earlier about how my aunt died and how it wasn't my fault and didn't fell any better about it as tears came back into my eyes again. "Hey you going to bed already?" my mom said peeking in my door a while later. "Yeah" I replied turning over as she walked up to my bed and sat down. "Did you get a flight?" I asked looking at her. "There was one leaving in a few hours actually but I booked us on the twelve thirty tomorrow" my mom said. "Oh okay" I replied. "You sure about not going with us?" my mom asked running her fingers through my hair. "Yeah I'm sure" I replied as I didn't think I could handle being back there. "How's Zach?" I asked looking at my mom. "I went to tell him that we were going back to L.A tomorrow but he had already fallen asleep and I really didn't want to wake him" my mom said. "Oh" I replied as it was good to know hat he was getting some sleep. "Okay good night then" my mom said and leaned over and kissed me and then got up and left. I fixed my pillow under my head and tried to get some sleep and thought that it would really be good for Zach to be back with Robin and his other friends for a while. I lay in my bed for a while before my eyes started getting heavy wondering if there was a life after this one and really hoped that their was for my aunt's sake. I woke up the next morning to find and saw Zach kneeling in front of my dresser packing his clothes into his suitcase as I rubbed my eyes. "why are you packing" I asked looking at him as he abruptly stopped and held his head down as he apparently just came to the realization that he was going to be living here with us now. "Oh you're up" my mom said as she came into my room and then looked at Zach as he didn't move from his position. "Everything is going to be okay honey I promise" my mom said as he got up off the floor and she hugged him and kissed the top of his head hugging him back and looked at me. I threw back the covers and jumped out of bed after Zach and my mom left my room and I saw the time on the clock next to my bed and quickly started getting dressed as their flight was in an hour. After I got dressed I hurriedly brush my teeth and brushed my hair and came out into the living room and saw Zach sitting on the couch holding the urn that contained all that was left of my aunt. I turned away from looking at him as I felt like crying again and the pain in my stomach flared up again. "Where's your flight leaving from La Guardia?" I asked as my mom came from her bedroom. "Uh no JFK, but you didn't have to get up" she said looking at me with a little smile. "How are we gonna get to the airport then?" I asked looking at her as Zach came from the kitchen. "I was gonna call a cab" she said as I glanced at Zach out of the corner of my eye still sitting on the couch staring at the urn in his hands. "I'll take you in my..." I said pausing remembering how happy my aunt was when she saw how thrilled I was about the SUV she bought me. "Okay but we'll take my car" my mom said walking over to me and putting her hand on my shoulder as I tried to smile at her. "Zach honey we're ready to go" my mom said and he looked up at her and then at me and slowly got up off the couch. "You're taking that with you?" I asked looking at Zach and he looked at me and then at my mom. "Um your aunt said that she wanted her ashes scattered in the sea so we're gonna do it out there" my mom said as I noticed that she had my aunt's travel bag in her hand apparently all they were taking. "Oh" I said holding my head down. We left out apartment and Zach and my mom walked ahead to the elevator while I locked the door and then caught up with them. we went down to the garage and I looked at my SUV and sighed as I thought of how I'd never get to take my aunt to dinner to thank her for it. My mom deactivated the alarm on her car and tossed the remote to me and gave me a little smile as she opened the passenger side door and Zach got in the back. I got in and my mom and I buckled our seatbelts while I glanced at Zach in the back seat through the rear view mirror holding his head down holding the urn in his hands. I sighed and started the engine and slowly back out of the parking space and drove out of the garage and turned onto the street. After a few minutes of driving I turned on the radio to fill the silence between us and saw my mom glance back at Zach. When we got to JFK Zach and my mom got out while I went to find a parking spot, I found one and then went into the main terminal to find my mom and Zach. I saw them sitting on a row of chairs and went over to them dodging a few people that came at me from everywhere. "You guys checked in yet?" I asked sitting next to Zach. "No they haven't started checking in passengers yet" my mom replied brushing her hair back behind her ear just as my aunt did making me wonder why they had to be so identical. we sat there for a few minutes and I watched Zach holding the remains of his mother in the urn feeling really terrible. My mom and Zach got up and went to check in after the other passenger that would be on the same flight with them started checking in their luggage. "Here, in case you need to buy anything" my mom said giving me some money from her purse after she checked in at the counter. I stuffed the money into my pocket and she hugged me tightly for a few seconds as Zach stood behind her looking at us. "I'll call you went we get in" my mom said after we broke our embrace. I gave Zach a little wave and he kinda waved back just raising his hand to me and he and my mom walked off toward the gate their plane was at. I stayed at the airport till their flight took off and I left going back to where I parked remembering my aunt's smile and her laughter. When I got back home I sat on the couch in total silence thinking of how quiet it was which was kinda strange. I saw the picture that my aunt had put at the side of her bed in the hospital sitting on the coffee table and picked it up and looked at it. It was a picture of all of us that was taken years ago around Christmas time and I smiled a little at how stupid I looked with my then spiky hair and how much gel I had to use to keep it that way. I remembered how much I had to beg my mom to get that hair style and only got it because of my aunt who snuck me out to the barber to get it. I noticed how much more alike my mom and my aunt looked in that picture as they both had the same perm hair style wearing their identical smiles. I chuckled a little bit at Zach with his overgrown bowl cut smiling from ear to ear missing his two front teeth while I just stood there with an expression as if I wanted to be somewhere else. I turned the picture over and opened up the back of the picture frame and to see exactly what year the picture was taken. "Christmas 2000 NY" I said to myself reading my aunt's handwriting on the back of it which was one of the few things that was different about her and my mom. I took the picture out of the frame and looked at it and smiled to myself just noticing the stupid matching red and green sweater with little reindeers on them that Zach and I were wearing. I wiped my eye after a tear drop fell onto the picture not even realizing I was crying as I thought of how much I hated pictures like this one and would give anything now to have another one just like it. I put the picture back in the frame and lay down on the couch staring at feeling my tears running down the sides of my face still feeling like it was somehow my fault that my aunt was dead. "I love you aunt Hillary" I said to myself sniffling hugging the picture frame to my chest staring up at the ceiling. I jumped up hearing the phone ring after apparently having dozed off and sat up and put the picture back on the coffee table and got up to get the phone. "Hello" I said answering the phone as my mind was still a bit foggy. "Where were you I called a while ago but I got the machine" my mom said as it was her calling. "I was right here I kinda dozed off" I said as all those sleepless night were catching up with me. I glanced at the time on the microwave as I walked into the kitchen and was a bit shocked to see how long I had been asleep as it was now ten thirty. "Oh, have you had dinner yet?" my mom asked as I was just thinking about that. "I was just going to" I replied" thinking about the left overs from last night since there wasn't really anything else and I didn't feel like going out for a pizza. "How's Zach?" I asked. "He's hanging in there poor baby" my mom said as I couldn't begin to imagine what he must have been going through. "Did you see Skye and Robin from across the street?" I asked knowing how close Zach and Robin were and how tough it would be for him to leave them all behind when he came back here. "we went over to their house earlier and the four of them were all over here a while ago" my mom said as I wondered who the fourth person was and then though it was probably Jake. "Oh okay" I replied. "Well I guess we'll talk tomorrow go get something to eat honey" my mom said after a few moment of silence passed between us. "Yeah okay take care mom" I said. "Love you Honey" my mom replied before she hung up. I sighed and turned off the phone and got the leftovers out of the fridge and heated them up and sat down at the kitchen table and had a quiet lonely dinner. After I washed my dirty dishes I went to the bathroom and put the tub to full to take a nice long bath to try and relax and forget all that happened. I took off my clothes and slipped into the warm water and sat back in the tub leaning my head against the wall thinking back on the day of my aunt's funeral trying to block it out as I felt that horrible pain in my stomach and the lump in my throat again. I thought back on all the times in the last three years that I promised to visit my aunt and never did and the way I acted when she told me Zach was my brother wishing I could change all that. I remembered all the times while she was here that she invited me to go out with her and Zach and how I refused and just stayed in my room taking unnecessary naps. Tears rolled down my cheeks and dripped into the water in the tub as I thought of all those squandered opportunities that I had to spend time with her and hated myself for it. I pulled up my legs and rested my chin on my knees crying silently as I had only myself to blame for that. After I got out of the tub and went back to my room I dried off and went to bed being in no mood for TV or anything else. I lay there in total darkness remembering the moment right after my mom came back to the waiting room and told us my aunt was dead. I closed my eyes tightly and started sobbing as I could hear the shrill sound of Zach's voice as he screamed at his mom's life less body begging her to wake up and not leave him. The image of my aunt's body still connected to all the machines that were supposed to keep her alive filled my head making me cry even harder as this was the first time I remembered that. That night I cried so much and had never missed my mom more than I did then wishing she was hear to tell me everything was going to be all right. My mom called me the next day as she said she would and I also got calls from Kevin and Victor who asked me if I wanted them to come over but I was in no mood for their company. I didn't want anyone cheering me up since I felt I had no right to be happy after the way I acted toward my aunt. As the days went along Kevin and Victor kept calling and I eventually stopped answering the phone when I saw their numbers on the display. It had been a week now since she and Zach went back to Los Angeles so he could be around his friends and my mom could put my aunt's affairs in order. I lay in my bed crying into my pillow which is what I did ever single day never leaving our apartment except at night to buy dinner when the chance of me running into anybody I knew were a lot less. I got angry as the phone started ringing wondering why Kevin and Victor weren't getting the idea that I didn't want to be around them or anyone for that matter. I picked up the phone and wiped my eyes and tried to quickly pull myself together as I saw it was my aunt's phone number and I didn't want my mom to know I had been crying. "Hey mom" I said after answering the phone. "Hi honey how a have you been" my mom asked as it had been two days since she last called. "Okay" I said trying to sound happy as I was anything but happy. "we um we went to the beach today and scattered your Hillary's ashes in the sea" my mom said. "Oh" I replied. "Skye and his brothers went with us too" my mom said as I thought it was nice of them to go with Zach to do that. "Tony paid us a visit a while ago too and he said he only heard about Hillary after the funeral" my mom said. "Oh" I replied wondering how Zach took seeing him again after so long. "Oh someone wants to say hi to you" my mom said with a little chuckle" and I thought it was probably Skye. "Hi Wes" a small cheery voice said into the phone that made me smile a little as it was Izzy's. "Hey IZ Man" I said getting a giggle from him. "I'm sorry that Zach's mommy died" he said making me smile a little again. "Yeah me too IZ" I said as that was an understatement. "Are you very sad" Izzy asked as I felt like crying right there. "Yeah IZ I am very Sad" I said holding the tears back. "Okay I'll send you a present to make you happy again, bye bye Wes" Izzy said as I smiled a little again. "Hey Wes" Skye said coming on the phone. "I'm real sorry that I couldn't be at the funeral but my grandma got sick and I had to stay with Izzy" Skye said apologetically. "That's okay" I said sitting back on my bed. "So how come you didn't come with Zach and your mom?" Skye asked. "I don't know I guess I just didn't feel like traveling" I said since I didn't want to tell him the real reason. "Oh, I understand" Skye said making me think that he knew the real reason I didn't. "It would have been great to see you again though" he said. "Maybe some other time" I said though the odds of that were slim to none since I had no reason to go back to California now. "Yeah maybe" Skye said sounding skeptical. "Oh your mom want to talk to you again oh and Jake said Hi" Skye said as I didn't know that Jake was there too but it didn't surprise me. "So what are you doing for the rest of the day?" my mom asked. "I'm Gonna go out and get a burger or something" I said not really in the mood to go anywhere. "Dinner its a bit early for dinner don't you thin...oh right the time difference" my mom said just remembering that. "what are you guys doing?" I asked. "Oh Zach and his friends are in the living room and he's actually smiling a little now" my mom said as I smiled a little myself after hearing that. "They're really disappointed you didn't come you know especially little Izzy" my mom said with a chuckle. "Yeah I know" I said with a sigh as I thought disappointing people was what I always seemed to do best. "You sure you don't want to come out here cause I can buy you a ticket and you can come if you changed your mind" my mom said. "I haven't changed my mind" I said as I wasn't sure I was the best company right now. "Okay then" my mom said with a little sigh. "By the way when are you guys coming back?" I asked. "Well that's up to Zach" my mom said. "Oh okay" I said thinking that he'd maybe decide to stay for the rest of august to be with his friends. "Well I guess we'll talk tomorrow then I got to go get these guys something to eat" my mom said with a little chuckle as I heard Izzy giggling in the background and wondered what he was up to. "Bye honey love you" my mom said as I heard Robin's voice in the back ground saying something I didn't make out. "Bye mom" I said turning off the phone. I took some up some of the money my mom left me and grabbed the keys for my SUV and went down to the garage to go buy myself dinner. I had to get the gate that enclosed the garage open first and then got in my SUV and drove out deciding to get a pizza instead. After I bought the pizza I came back home and ate two slices from it and put the rest in the fridge and went to bed. Another week started and the sadness I felt didn't diminish one bit and seemed to have grown as every time I looked at something belonging to my aunt I cried. Kevin and Victor seemed to get the message as they both stopped calling but only after they came in person to visit me and I refused to answer the door. Friday came and I lay in my bed thinking that I seemed to have cried more in the two weeks that I was alone than I did in my entire life. Then the image of Robin's mom with tears in her eyes at my aunt's funeral came to me as she was telling my mom and Zach and me how sorry she was for our loss. I remembered Kevin's dad saying the same thing too and he too was crying and hugged my mom and then me. This was the first time I actually thought about that day and remembered all of people I knew and some there who were crying. The entire day was clear to me from the limo ride over to the church to Robin sitting next to Zach holding his hand as they were both crying while the priest uttered meaningless words for someone he never knew. I stared up at the ceiling as the image of my aunt's coffin going into the furnace filled my head again. I sat up as I didn't feel sad or guilty anymore or cry as I didn't think I had any tears left to cry for my aunt or myself or my mom or Zach all I felt was an incredible emptiness inside me. I got out of my bed and went to the kitchen and made myself some breakfast and then sat down and turned on the TV for the first time in I couldn't remember how long. I sat in front the TV staring at it blankly as all the faces of the people who were at my aunt's funeral filled my head. The phone rang snapping me out of my trance like state and I picked it up checking the display to see if it was Kevin or victor since I still didn't want to talk to either of them. "Hey mom" I said answering the phone checking the time as it was three o'clock. "Hi honey I'm calling from the plane" my mom said making me a bit confused. "What plane" I asked. "well Zach decided that he was ready to come back and start getting his stuff together for school" my mom said which really surprised me as I expected them to be gone for the rest of the summer. "Oh" I said. "we'll be landing in JFK in about an hour and I just thought I'd let you know we were on our way back" my mom said. "Okay I'll see you in at the airport" I said. "Oh don't bother to come all the way out there we'll catch a cab" my mom said before there was a loud noise on the line and we got disconnected. "Fucking phone company" I muttered and got up off the couch where I had spent most of the day and went to my room to get dressed since all I was wearing was my boxers. After I got dressed I sat on the couch for about half an hour to pass some time before driving out to JFK to meet them. Damn I should have asked her how much luggage Zach's bringing, I thought to myself picking up the keys for my SUV and my mom's car. I thought about which car to take to go meet my mom and Zach as I rode the elevator down to the garage and decide mine was the better choice since it had a little more cargo room. As I drove out of the garage I wondered what my mom did with my aunt's Navigator and figured she probably sold it and put the house up for sale too since it was only logical. When I got to the airport I drove to the arrivals section wondering if my mom's plane had landed yet since I got stuck in traffic and took longer than I expected to get here. I hope they haven't caught a cab yet, I thought to myself cause that would make my trip out here pointless. It wouldn't be her fault if she already left, I thought driving along slowly watching other people loading their luggage into taxis as I looked for any sign of Zach and my mom. I stopped abruptly and honked the horn as I recognized Zach by his light blond hair coming out of one of the exits struggling with two suitcases and then saw my mom come out behind him with another two. "Honey what are you doing here?" she smiling as she and Zach came over to my SUV. "I thought I'd save you the cab fare" I said getting out and got a big hug from her and sort of a smile from Zach. "Okay let's get these bags in the car" my mom said as we were in an area that parking wasn't allowed. "Let me get that" I said taking Zach suitcase from him while my mom was already at the back waiting for me to get the cargo area door open. I unlocked it and my mom folded down one of the back seats and we stuffed Zach's stuff into the back. "Mind if I drive?" my mom asked as we got the door closed after struggling with it for a while. "Sure if you want" I said handing her the keys. "we were just leaving officer" my mom said as a police man was approaching us with his pen already out to fine us for where we were parked. He tipped his hat at my mom and continued on his way as my mom smiled at him and opened the driver side door and got in and unlocked the rest of the doors. Zach and I glanced at each other and then got in with him in the back and me in the front and buckled our seatbelts. My mom shifted out of park and pulled off glancing at me with a smile before driving out of the exit. "It has nice handling" my mom said after a few minutes trying to start a conversation as we were all pretty quiet. "Yeah it does" I said glancing at Zach in the rear view mirror as he had his arms on the window resting his chin on them the wind blew through his hair. when we got home Zach and I took the elevator up with his suitcases while my mom waited down in the garage for the elevator since all of us plus the luggage couldn't all fit in there at the same time. "Get the door will you" I said taking the keys for the door from my pocket and handing them to Zach. He took the keys and had to climb over his luggage to get out of the elevator because of how my mom put the suitcases in boxing us in against the back of the elevator. I climbed out after him and got two of the suitcases out that were really heavy making me wonder what the hell Zach brought back with him. "Fuck" I said to myself after I got the second suitcase out and the elevator door closed. Mom will have to get it, I thought picking up the one of the heavier suitcase hauling it over to our apartment where Zach was standing with the door open. I took his suitcase into my room which I guess was now also his and dropped it at the bottom of my bed panting and wiping some sweat from my forehead and left to go get the other one. "Hey I was coming back to get that" I said as almost ran into Zach as I walked back out of my bedroom door. "It's okay I got it" he said in a strained voice pulling is suitcase into my room leaving it next to the other one. My mom brought Zach's other two suitcases with her and put it with the other two and told him that she'd help him to unpack later. I went to the kitchen to get a drink of water while Zach sat on the couch next to her as she made a phone call. I passed by Zach on the couch and didn't see my mom figuring he went to her room to get changed. as I headed to my own room. I went back to my closet and started removing some of the clothes that I didn't wear anymore to give Zach some of my closet space seeing some of his shirts already hanging in there. After we had dinner later that evening Zach and my mom went into my room to get his stuff unpacked while I stayed in the living room watching TV giving them some space. My mom came out of my room a little while later and said good night to me and went to her room. I got up off the couch and went to my room to go get some clothes and take a shower. I went into my room and saw Zach standing by my bed folding up a couple of his shirts and saw he had some more his clothes scattered across my bed. "You can put some more of your clothes in here" I said going over to my dresser to clear out some of the junk I had in one of my dresser drawers. I took out my stuff put it into my other drawer with my clothes so that Zach could have it to put his clothes in. "Thanks" he said looking at me as he came over to my dresser and started packing some of his clothes in the drawer. "what's this?" I asked as Zach handed me a piece of paper folded in half. "Izzy told me to give it to you" Zach said and went back to packing away his clothes in the drawer. I opened it and smiled even though I didn't feel like it and saw that it was a chicken scratch drawing that Izzy made of himself and me and singed the bottom of it ,your bestest friend Izzy. "I'll just put this back in my suitcase and finish packing tomorrow so you can have you bed" Zach said tossing his clothes back into one of his empty suitcases. "Nah it's okay you sleep in here" I said putting Izzy's picture in my draw and pulled out a pair of boxers, shorts and a shirt. "We can share" Zach said abruptly as I was walking out my room. "I don't think that's a good idea" I said as he looked a bit disappointed as he held his head down. I took my clothes back to the bathroom with me and had a quick shower and then went to the living room and got the pull out made up and climbed into bed. I stared up at the ceiling for a few minutes and thought about the emptiness I was feeling inside wondering if it was ever going to go away. I thought back on my aunt funeral and how everyone there cried trying to figure out why someone that impacted so many lives had to die. Why couldn't it have been someone else with no friend or family no one would miss them, I thought as it was so unfair for my aunt to die. I turned over on my side thinking of how fucked up life and meaningless life was to have it just cut short like that. I started thinking back on my own life and wondered what was the point of it all if it could end tomorrow or right now as I lay here in the darkness. what was the point of having friends or being in love or going to school if it could all be over in a second, I asked myself since my heart could stop beating right now for no good reason. I stayed awake for hours thinking about my life before I started getting sleepy wondering if I was going the wake up in the morning and didn't really care if I did or didn't. The next day my mom helped Zach finish unpacking while I mostly stayed out of their way keeping to myself feeling the incredible emptiness inside slowly consuming me. As the last few weeks of summer slowly winded down I started wondering if I were to die tomorrow if anyone was gonna miss me. I looked at my mom as she and Zach came back from getting him some clothes that was better suited for the climate here and stuff for school and wondered if either of them would cry if I were to die. The new school semester was less than a week away and my mom gave me some money to go but whatever I needed for school and some new clothes, I thought it was all pointless since I could die anytime. Never the less I went and bought some new clothes shoes anyway and that night as I lay in my bed a thought came to me that made me sit up in bed. Why wait on death to sneak up on me unexpectedly when I could die on my own terms, I thought and lay back in the darkness staring up at the ceiling. Keegan came over a few days before school was to start back to see Zach to find out what school he was going to be going to and was thrilled to learn that my mom was going to try and get Zach enrolled in the same school as Keegan. I didn't care really care what school Zach ended up going to since I felt detached from him and just about everyone and everything. I usually always hated the first day of school but this time when it came I really didn't care as I crawled out of bed and went to the bathroom. After I came out I saw Zach outside the door waiting for me to get out and then glanced my mom coming form her room surprisingly not in a hurry. "Get dressed honey I'll make you some breakfast" my mom said kissing Zach on his head. I went to my room and started getting dressed for school staring at myself in the mirror not sure who the person staring back at me was cause he definitely wasn't Wesley Gallagher. After I got dressed I picked up my back pack not caring what was in it or what wasn't and glanced at Zach as he buttoned up his shirt as I left my room. I picked up my keys for my SUV and for the door and left before my mom and Zach did and took the elevator down to the garage. I walked over to where my Escape was parked next to my mom's car and deactivated the alarm and got in and started the engine and reversed out of my parking spot. While I drove myself to school I made up my mind to kill myself seeing no reason to continue my pointless existence anymore and started thinking of a way to do it. This way I wouldn't have to worry about what I did with Zach or Kevin or Keegan or deal with the pain of my aunt's death or worry about school or anything else for that matter. when I got to school I saw Victor's Porsche and parked next to it thinking of way to try and avoid him and Kevin today. I got out of my Escape and a couple kids threw a glance at me and then at my SUV as they passed me by. "Fuck" I muttered to myself as I saw Kevin approaching me in his dad's car. "Hey why didn't you wait for me" Kevin said after he got out of his car and smiled at me. I was a bit surprised that he wasn't angry with me for avoiding him for all the weeks that I did. "I drove myself" I said pulling my back pack on my back. "Oh shit it this yours" Kevin said with a grin checking out my SUV. "Yeah my aunt bought it for me before she died" I said flatly. "Oh" Kevin said as his smile quickly faded. "So where you been all this time man?" Kevin asked as we started walking toward from the car park toward the school building. "Planning my death" I said as Kevin looked at me and grinned even thought I was dead serious. "That's really funny Wes" Kevin said with a rueful chuckle. "Didn't you know I'm a funny guy" I said feeling like my life was some sick joke which was even more of a reason for me to end it. "Yeah you're hilarious" Kevin said grinning at me as I smiled back at him not wanting him to suspect what I was planning to do. "Hey long time no see man" victor said with coming up to us with Christine clinging to him like a leech which was just what she was. "Sorry to hear about your aunt I know what you're going through" Christine said as I just stared at her. I heard the same thing from a couple of other kids I knew as I stood there listening to victor and Kevin talking and laughing feeling like I no longer belonged with them. "Hey I'm gonna go over to my locker" I said walking away from them. I was almost at my locker when Declan and his bunch of rejects approached me grinning. "Hey man I heard that you auntie died I'm real sorry to hear that maybe Phoebe can make you feel better I'm done with her now" Declan said grinning at me. "Fuck off asshole" I muttered trying to go around him as I really wasn't in a mood for his bullshit today. "Fuck off, I try to be nice to you and you tell me fuck off" Declan said shoving me against the lockers that were behind me. "Get the fuck out of my way Declan I don't want to do this with you" I said as his retarded friends all laughed. "You don't want to do this with me" Declan said looking at his friend as they all laughed at me surrounding me. "What the fuck you gonna do huh Gallagher" Declan said before slapping me across my face as I heard several hushed murmurs from the crowd I noticed gathering around us. "what you gonna do" Declan said moving closer to me as I had my back against the lockers. I looked at him feeling my cheek stinging as he looked at me with a smirk and his asshole friends chuckled. "That's right nothing" Declan said stepping back as the first bell rang. The next thing I knew Kevin and victor were holding onto me and I saw Declan lying on the floor with his nose bleeding groaning in pain. I felt an incredible rage come over me and I wrestled out of Kevin's and Victor grip and jumped on Declan on the floor and started pounding his face in with all my might. Declan tried putting up his hands to fend off my blows as I hammered at his face with my fist for all the years of torment he caused me. "GET OFF ME" I roared as strong pair of hand grabbed my arms and pulled me off of Declan. "THAT'S ENOUGH WESLEY" the owner of the hands said as I got out of their grip and turned around to punch his light out and saw that it was MR. Lozano. "Go get the nurse" Mr. Lozano said to another teacher who was with him as I fixed my shirt. "All of you get to class" Mr. Lozano said to the students who had gathered around to watch. "Come with me Mr. Gallagher" Mr. Lozano said as it was pretty obvious that I was in deep shit. I had a pretty clean record in school so far but that was all going to change now and I really didn't give a fuck. Kevin and Victor chuckled after I turned back to Declan and spit in his face and gave him a kick to his stomach making him groan out spitting up blood on the floor. "Both of you get to class now" Mr. Lozano ordered grabbing my arm roughly and pulled me away from Declan. "What the hell is the matter with you?" Mr. Lozano asked holding my arm firmly as he marched me off through the hall. I didn't answer as Mr. Lozano walked me to the office as I thought this was a really great day for the first day of school. "DON'T MOVE" Mr. Lozano said shoving me down in a chair after I pulled my arm out of his grip outside the principal's office before he went in. "Fucking cunt" I muttered holding my right hand that was throbbing in pain and I had a dull ache in my side. Despite me kicking Declan's ass in I didn't get away unscathed in addition to my hand hurting from pounding his face in I also noticed I had a bloody nose. "Shit" I said to myself as I saw my knuckles already starting to swell as they had some of Declan's blood on them. I made no excuse for myself when I went into the principal's office and stood there and listened to her talk about zero tolerance on violence. She let me leave her office only after blood started oozing from my nose again but not without a week's suspension. I headed to see the nurse as ordered by the principal since blood was dripping on my shirt and my hand was really starting to swell. I went to the school nurse and she cleaned off Declan's dried blood off my hand and bandaged it and told me to put some ice on it and on my nose that luckily wasn't broken. "Great" I muttered to myself as my cell phone started ringing and I checked the display and saw my mom's number as I was walking through the hall. "I didn't start it mom" I said as I answered the phone in no mood for an argument with her. "We'll talk about that when I get home this afternoon" she said calmly which came as a surprise. "Since you'll be home can you pick up Zach this afternoon at school I'm really swamped here and I doubt I'll be able to leave early" my mom said sounding really busy. "Yeah no problem" I said going down the steps heading out to the car park. "Okay we'll talk later" my mom said and then hung up. "Fuck" I muttered angrily as I touched my nose and felt a severe pain shoot up into my head. I deactivated the alarm and unlocked the door on my Escape with the remote and smiled a little to myself as I got in, knowing that the pain I was feeling was probably nothing compared to what Declan was probably feeling right now. I started the engine and pulled out from where I parked and drove out of the school car park and headed home. The gratification I felt for beating the shit out of Declan was short lived as the empty feeling I had inside came back. After about half an hour being stuff in traffic due to some kinda repair work on the road I got home and went to the bathroom since I really needed to pee. "SHIT" I gasped as I saw that my nose was twice it's normal size as I saw myself in the mirror. I went to the kitchen and got a bag of frozen peas and held it against my nose feeling more pain shoot up into my head. I walked over to the couch holding the peas against my nose and sat down and turned on the TV and then held the peas on my hand as it too was throbbing in pain. I lay back on the couch and kept switching the frozen peas from my nose to my hand depending on which one hurt more at the time which mostly was my hand. I looked at the time on my watch and had no idea that I would be back home by ten o'clock and then closed my eyes and put the peas back on my nose. I opened my eyes as I felt someone shaking me and jumped when I opened my eyes and saw Kevin standing over me with a smile. "Hey what are you doing here...oh shit I got go pick up Zach" I said sitting up quickly and then saw Zach and Keegan staring at me. "Shouldn't you guys be in school?" I asked looking at them really confused as the pain in my hand was a lot more severe now. "School was over hours ago" Keegan said staring at me. "Yeah man we came to drop Zach off hours ago but you didn't answer the door" Kevin said sitting down next to me. I looked at my watch and saw that it was three thirty and couldn't believe I slept all day as I ran my fingers through my hair. "God my head" I groaned holding my head as I now had a headache. "Your nose doesn't look much better either or your hand for that matter" Kevin said staring directly at me as I looked down at my hand that was really swollen and hurting. "Yeah but I bet it look a lot better than Declan's" I said sitting back on the couch as Keegan joined me and Zach walked off probably going to my room. "Yeah he's probably on life support" Kevin said chuckling. "Life support?" I said looking at Kevin. "Yeah dude, you fucked him up so bad that the paramedics had to take him to the emergency room" Kevin said as I looked at him in shock. "The emergency room just for a couple of punches" I said looking at Kevin feeling my hand throb in pain as a reminder of it slamming into Declan's thick skull. "Oh you gave him a lot more than a couple punches" Kevin said chuckling as I glanced at Keegan who was smiling at me. "I don't remember" I said as my mind was a blank up until I saw Declan lying on the ground and jumped on him and started beating the shit out of him. "You don't remember?" Kevin said sitting up chuckling. "No I don't, except for when I jumped on him and started punching his face in" I said glancing at Keegan as he giggled. "This is unbelievable the greatest fight of your life and you don't remember it" Kevin said grinning as I saw Zach come back and took a seat next to Keegan and stared at me. "So what happened?" I asked looking back at Kevin. "Okay where should I start before or after you slammed Declan's head against the locker five times" Kevin said as I was shocked to hear that I did that. "Whoa alright Wes" Keegan said grinning as Zach sorta smiled. "Well Christine was telling Vic that there was some concert coming up that she wanted him to take her too and then we head fight, fight, fight" Kevin said as I looked at him as he was about to fill in the blank spots of my memory. "Then I looked to where everyone was running to and I saw Declan and his crew surrounding some guy, I swear I didn't no it was you or I'd have been there in a second to help you kick his ass" Kevin said making me smile a little. "Then Vic said oh shit it's Wes and then we started running toward where you guys were to help you out" Kevin said excitedly as if it was all happening again. "Then when we got through the crowd and we saw Declan holing you in a headlock and we tried to jump in but that asshole Neil shoved us back" Kevin said as he had me captivated by hearing how I kicked Declan's ass. "Then you got out of it and Declan punched you in the face" Kevin said which explained the bloody nose I got. "Then he threw you on the floor and he kicked you in the side a couple times and victor and I tired to jump in again to help you but Neil shoved us back again" Kevin said as that explained why my side was hurting so much. "we thought that it was over there after Declan left you on the floor, but then when he turned around and he was fixing his jacket and you jumped up off the ground and you grabbed Declan's hair and you rammed his head into the locker" Kevin said which was surprising to hear I did that. "Neil and some of his boys tried to get you but I swear was like you turned into fucking hulk or something" Kevin said as I heard Keegan chuckle. "I mean you were screaming and shoving them off you and you grabbed Declan's head and kept slamming it into the locker until he collapsed on the floor" Kevin said as I tried to remember. "Then you jumped on him and started pounding his face in and then Vic and I pulled you off him cause we thought you were gonna kill him" Kevin said as I remembered that part. "Then you pulled away from us and you jumped back on him and kept punching his face in until Lozano came and pulled you off him" Kevin said as I remembered all that happening. "The shocking part about all that was none of Declan's friends tried to help him when you went crazy" Kevin said looking at me. "I wished I was there to see that" Keegan said as I glanced at him and smiled a little. I thought back on everything Kevin said I did overhearing that Zach and Keegan were in the same class as they both went into the kitchen talking. "Oh hey we gotta go" Kevin said after a while of watching TV with me. "Yeah okay man" I said as my hand was still in pain. Keegan and Kevin left and Zach passed by looking at me as he went back to my room where he and Keegan were hanging out. I sat on the couch watching TV for a while wondering why the swelling my hand was going down despite of all the ice I put on it. The door opened a while later and my mom came in and walked up to me and lifted my chin staring at the damage Declan's fist did to my nose and then sighed and walked off. "Okay what happened?" my mom said after she came back and sat down on the couch next to me touching my nose lightly as I moved away from her hand. "I got in a fight" I said which was stating the obvious. The phone started ringing and my mom answered it and looked at me disappointed as I figured the call was about me. "Declan Stewart's parents want to press charges for what you did" my mom said very calmly after she hung up the phone which wasn't like her. "He started it and they want to press charges" I said in disbelief as my mom examined my shirt that was stained with blood from my nose. "Oh my god Wesley look at your hand" my mom gasped and I looked down and saw that my fingers on my severely swollen hand were turning purplish. "Wiggle you fingers" my mom said holding my swollen hand that was really hurting now from her touching it. "Wiggle you fingers" she said again. "I'm trying" I said as my hand wasn't responding to what I wanted it to do. "Get up I'm taking you to the hospital" my mom said getting up off the couch. "I'm not going to the hospital, I'm fine" I said as I really didn't feel fine as I started getting a pain on my right side when I pulled my hand away from my mom as she was pulling me up off the couch. "Honey your hand could be fractured" my mom said . "It's not and I'm not going to the hospital" I said looking at her as I had my mind made up. "Okay then come into the kitchen let me put some ice on your hand to try and get the swelling down" my mom said looking at me. "Okay fine" I said with a sigh cause from the look on her face. "ARGHHHHHHHHHH" I groaned grabbing my side as a violent pain shot through it. "Wesley what's the matter, what's wrong?" my mom asked as it hurt so much I felt like I couldn't breathe. "I don't know" I said gasping in pain as I glanced Zach coming form the hall stopping abruptly and staring at me. "Lift up your shirt let me see" my mom said as I clutched my side in pain. "Oh my god" my mom said gasping after I slowly lifted my shirt feeling the pain in my side get worse. "Honey go get your shoes on I'm taking your brother to the hospital" my mom said. "NO" I yelled in protest before dropping back on the couch as another spasm of intense pain ripped through my side. Zach got his shoes and despite my protests my mom dragged me to the hospital which is what I tried to avoid. I lay on the hospital bed staring at the light above my head with Zach and my mom sitting on the bed next to me after I had what I thought was a totally unnecessary x-ray of my chest and my hand. "Okay let's see what we have here" doctor Grant said who was the doctor that attended tome when we got here who looked fresh out of med school. I sat up and saw him with the results of my x-rays putting one of them up on some kinda light on the wall. "Well Wes it seems you have two bruised ribs and...." he said pausing as he pulled off the x-ray of my chest off the light on the wall and switched it with the x-ray of my hand. "Hmmm one of the bones in your hand is dislocated" the doctor said pulling off the x-ray of my hand and turned off the light on the wall. "I'll have to set it back in place" doctor Grant said as I slowly sat up on the bed. Zach and my mom got down off the bed as doctor Grant pulled a tray in front of me and a stool that he sat on. "Um this is gonna hurt" he said taking my hand in his after he put on a pair of medical gloves looking a little unsure of what he was about to do. "ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I yelled as he pressed on my hand snapping the dislocated bone back into place. "Okay wiggle your fingers for me" the doctor Grant said and I complied. "Great" he said with a smile after taking a deep breath as I regained the mobility of my fingers. "Stay with Wes honey I'll be back in a second" my mom said and then left. "Okay now for your ribs" doctor Grant said sanding up from his stool looking a little uncertain. "That okay?" doctor Grant said after he finished bandaging my chest. "It's a little tight" I said as I felt he pulled the bandage around my chest to tightly. "It's supposed to be a little tight but you can take it off in a few days" doctor Grant said. "Did you get through okay Fred" a nurse asked poking her head into the room. "Yeah everything's great" Doctor Grant replied and then smiled at me as I figured out he really was a med student. "I'll write you a script for some pain medication" the doctor said with a smile and left. "Try and stay out of any fights for the next week or so" doctor Grant said as he smiled at me after he finishing writing something on the chart he was holding and then left. "You need any help?" Zach asked watching me as I painfully put my blood stained shirt back on. "Nah I got it" I said even though I could have used some help with the buttons since my hand was still hurting. My mom came back and we got a pizza for dinner on our way home, after we all ate Zach went to bed since he had school tomorrow and my mom got the pull out made up for me. "How are you feeling?" my mom asked as she came back awhile later after showering and sat on bed next to me wearing the same hot stuff t-shirt that my aunt had worn. "Okay" I said as any pain I felt was gone thanks to the pain meds I took. "I know that I don't have to tell you that you're grounded" my mom said brushing her hair back behind her ear. "Yeah I know" I replied looking at her. "Are you going to have to hire a lawyer?" I asked since Declan's parents were pressing charges against me. "Get some sleep and let me worry about that" my mom said and kissed me on my head and then left to go to bed. I closed my eyes thinking of that today was certainly now what I expected for the first day of school. After Zach and my mom left the next morning I got up and had some breakfast and took off the bandage off my hand that looked almost normal while I sat at the table. I went and took a bath after I had breakfast since I couldn't shower with the bandage around my chest. I stared at myself in the mirror after I got out of the tub and saw that my nose was back to normal. I took one of the pain killers as my ribs started hurting again and spent the first day of my suspension watching TV that was until my mom called me and asked me to pick Zach up after school. Just as I was leaving to go pick up Zach I got a call from Kevin asking me if I could pick up Keegan for him too. When I got to Zach's school around three I found him and Keegan out on the side walk talking to each other and I noticed Zach looked a whole lot better as he was actually laughing. I honked the horn to get their attention and they both came over to where I was parked and got in. When we got back home they had a snack and watched TV while I took another pill for the pain in my ribs and went into my room to lie down. "Hey man you okay I heard you had to go to the hospital last night" Kevin said as he came over and sat on my bed. "Yeah a bone in my hand got dislocated and I have a few bruised ribs but I'm okay" I said propping myself upon my elbow and had to lie back down immediately after my ribs started hurting. "Zach told you?" I asked looking at him. "Nah my mom did your mom called her to get some advice about Declan's parents pressing charges" Kevin said looking confused as he said the last part. "Yeah" I said. "That's fucking bullshit, what about all the times he picked on you and me and just about everybody who's smaller than him" Kevin said getting really angry. I just shrugged my shoulders as what was happening with Declan was further proof to me of how unfair and fucked up life was or I should say my life in particular. Kevin stayed with me for a while and told me that his parents were thinking about getting back together. I told him that was great even though he never told me what the reason was for them splitting up in the fist place. He then complained about our English teacher coming down on him for not writing some stupid paper on The Merchant of Venice which I had completely forgot about. Kevin also told me that Lozano was expecting my paper when I came back from my suspension and that it was going to count as part of our final grade at the end of the semester, and next week was the deadline for turning it in. After Kevin and Keegan left I got out of bed and left my room after I heard my mom's voice and found Zach on the couch with his laptop apparently doing his homework. My mom asked how I was feeling after I sat down on the couch and turned on the TV and Zach picked up his books and his computer and went to my room until dinner time. After we had dinner I went to the bathroom and filled the tub to take a bath even though I really wanted a shower. I took off my clothes and climbed into the tub and slipped myself down in the warm water being careful not to get the bandages wet and wondered exactly when I was supposed to take them off. I sat there soaking in the tub for a few minutes after I finished washing myself and saw my mom's razor sitting on the edge of the tub where the shampoo and a bottle of body wash was and picked it up. I made a fist with my left hand and held the razor against my wrist trying to make up my mind if this was what I really wanted to do. "Fuck" I said as the bathroom door opened and I jumped making the razor slip and slice into my skin. "Oh sorry I thought you were finished" Zach said looking at me. "Give me a minute" I said as the cut on my wrist stared burning. Zach left and closed the door and I got out of the tub and drained it and wrapped my towel around me and got a band aid for the cut on my wrist from the medicine cupboard. Zach and I stared at each other when I came out the bathroom and then I went to my room and sat on my bed putting the band aid over the cut on my wrist thinking that wasn't such a good idea. After I went to bed I thought of what my mom would have done if I really did slit my wrist and she found me in the bathtub. She'd probably scream, I thought to myself and pulled the covers up over my shoulder and closed my eyes. I followed pretty much the same routine the next day, had breakfast watched TV picked Zach and Keegan up from school for Kevin while he was off doing whatever it was he had to do. I took the bandages off my chest and had my first shower in two days and spent part of it jacking off which took a little longer than usual since my right hand was still hurting a little and my ribs didn't feel that much better. The next day as I sat on the couch watching an episode of the price is right not caring who won or who lost I got a call from my mom. She told me that the principal said that Declan's decide not to press charges since there were several witnesses who said that he was the one that started the fight. After my mom hung up I thought of how relieved she sounded but I really didn't care either and went back to watching the price is right as the contestants started bidding again. Day four of my suspension went by the same as the day before and by the time day five came I was wishing that I got suspended for two weeks instead, three would have been even better. After I picked Zach up from school I left him and Keegan in our apartment and went down to the lobby and got the keys from James for the door to the roof as I often went up there for air. I talked with him for a while and he told me to keep the keys until Monday since he was leaving now to go to a recital his grandson was having. I took the elevator up to the eight floor and used the stairs the rest of the way to get to the roof and unlocked the door. I walked out onto the roof being careful not to step in some pigeon crap that looked pretty fresh and walked to the side and looked across the skyline at the buildings around. On a really clear day I could see straight across to the east river but today wasn't one of those days since it was a bit cloudy. I stared at the building across the street feeling the cool breeze blowing over my face and thought of how strange it was to be able to feel on the outside and yet feel so empty inside. Some of the clouds cleared up after a few hours and I watched the sun setting in the distance before it disappeared behind a building. The clouds came back a lot thicker about an hour later severely limiting my view and I looked down at the cars passing in the street below. I stared at the sidewalk below and wondered if I were to jump off the roof if I would die immediately. I stood up straight and looked down as jumping from this roof seemed like a perfect solution to end my miserable meaningless life. It was so simple compared to the other ideas I had, all I had to do was climb up and step over the side and it would all be over. If it so simple why couldn't I do it I thought trying to block out my aunt's voice that came to me when she told Zach and me to take care of each other. All the pain and the grief I felt when I realized she was dead came back greater than before even surpassing any physical pain that my bruised ribs gave me. I felt like crying but no tears came I think I used up my supply of tears in the two weeks I was alone while my mom and Zach were in California. "Fuck" I gasped getting startled as I heard my cell phone ringing previous unaware that I even had it with me. Can't a guy plot his own suicide in peace, I thought taking my phone out of my pocket checking the display seeing that it was my own home phone number and only took one guess to know who it was. "Yes mom" I said with a heavy sigh answering my phone. "Wesley where are you?" my mom asked in a demanding tone. "I'm up on the roof" I said noticing that all the clouds that had gathered were starting to look like rain clouds. "What are you doing up there?" she asked sounding a bit irritated. "Just thinking about jumping off" I said as I could use a good joke right now. "Wesley don't be an asshole and come downstairs right now dinner will be ready in a while" my mom said as I could what I said got her pissed. I closed my phone and slipped it back in my pocket after my mom hung up and took one last look down at the side walk. knowing my fucked up luck I'd probably hit the ground and have to lie there for a couple minutes before I actually died, I thought as I went back through the door I came in and locked it and took the elevator back to the seventh floor. My mom glared at me as I came in the door as she was on her way to the kitchen while I spotted Zach watching TV. After we had dinner and I showered I watched TV for a while alone since Zach and my mom went to bed early. I started thinking of my suicidal thoughts of late and realized that I was too much of a chicken shit coward to actually kill myself. I turned off the TV and stared up at the ceiling hearing the rain and thunder outside really thinking that death was better than all The emptiness I felt inside. The next day after Keegan came and met Zach to take him somewhere I spotted my copy of the merchant of Venice by my other school books while I was looking for the manual that came with my laptop. I remembered what Kevin said about the English paper I had to write and sighed since I was sure Lozano would be asking for it when I went back to school. I knew I had to write that stupid paper since it was gonna count as part of my grade but I had only read the first few pages of the book and couldn't write my paper without actually reading all of it. A thought came to me of how I could get it done without reading the book and sighed as I wished I had another option besides that one. "Hey mom you ever read the Merchant of Venice?" I asked poking my head into my mom room as she was going through one of the boxes filled with stuff belonging to my aunt that she had shipped here a few days after she and Zach got back. "Yes why do you want to know?" she asked stopping what she was doing to look at me. "Well I'm supposed to write a paper on it" I said going over to her bed and sitting down. "when is it due" she asked. "I don't know Monday I guess" I said as I knew that was the first thing Lozano would want the second I stepped foot in his class. "You guess or you know for sure?" my mom asked as I hated it when she started interrogating me like she was CIA or something. "I don't know my teacher gave us this since before summer" I said getting the look from her. "And you're just now going to do it" she said folding her arms and looking at me. "well I didn't exactly have a lot of time since I got shipped off by you to L.A. to find out that my cousin is really my brother and that my aunt had brain cancer which in case you might have forgotten led to her death" I said and then took a deep breath. "what do you need help with" she asked moving the box from in front of her. "what was the story about?" I asked as I thought my mom would just tell me what it was about and I'd just write it all down, since her words were as good as mine if not better. "well the merchant of Venice is about a moneylender who prosecutes a merchant who loves a wealthy heiress for a loan that he failed to repay" my mom said telling me her recollection of the book. "wait hang on a second" I said getting up to get a note pad to write what she was saying down. I went and got a note pad from her office slash guest room and went back to her room and sat on her bed as she dictated the story to me. "Hey honey" my mom said which I accidental wrote down too. "wait you wrote that too" my mom said and started laughing as I grumbled and erased the mistake. "what are you guys doing?" Zach asked as the "hey honey" was directed to him. "I'm helping your brother with an assignment" my mom said as I looked at Zach still having trouble with accepting the fact that he was my brother. "Okay back to where we were" my mom said continuing where she left off before Zach came in. Zach sat on the bed quietly next to me only making his presence known when he chuckled when my mom and I started arguing because she was talking faster than I could write. After she gave me the information I needed I looked at Zach and smiled a little at how he took his mother's death and seemed to be doing okay considering the circumstances. I spent all Sunday evening and most of the night typing up my paper fighting off sleep as I had to get it done. I don't no why I was determined to finish this paper since I usually just rushed my assignment and handed them in. I made some coffee to try to keep me up but I ended up pouring into the sink since no amount of sugar I put in it made it sweet enough for me. I sat back down at the kitchen table where I was working on my paper and stared at the cursor blinking in my face taunting me as if to tell me, you fool you'll never finish before morning. I gave my computer the finger and put my head down on my arms to rest my eyes for a minute since staring at the screen were making them burn a little. "Aunt hill" I said as my aunt stood in front of me smiling. "The one and only" she said walking up to me and giving me a kiss on my forehead. "But how....." I said as she hugged me tightly. "Shhh" she said holding me tightly kissing my head as I hugged her back tightly overjoyed. I held her tightly squeezing her in my arms inhaling the scent of her hair not ever wanting to let her go. "Bye Wesley" she said as suddenly she was far away from me walking away. "No wait don't go yet" I said running toward her as she got farther and farther away from me. "Please don't go don't leave" I said as tears ran down my cheeks as I ran with all my might to get to her. "Wes Wesley" I heard my aunt's voice calling to me as I felt myself shaking. "Wesley" I heard my name and then jumped up and looked up and saw my aunt staring at me. "Honey are you okay" my mom said as I realized that it was her and not my aunt. "Yeah" I said as I realized it was morning and everything I just experienced was a dream except for the tears as I felt my face was wet, I guess I still had a few left. "Are you sure you're okay?" my mom asked reaching out and wiping my face. "Yeah" I said moving away from her. "I finished it for you" my mom said as I pulled my laptop toward me just remembering that I didn't finish my paper. "uh thanks" I said seeing my paper typed up. "Your welcome, you better go get ready for school or you'll be late" my mom said with a smile before sipping some coffee from her cup. "what do you want for breakfast honey eggs or cereal?" my mom asked as Zach came into the kitchen already dressed for school. "I'll take the eggs" he said looking at me before he sat down. I picked up my laptop and left the kitchen with it and took it to my mom's office and hooked it up to her printer and left my paper to print out and went to the bathroom to take a shower. While I stood under the water letting it run over my head I thought about the dream I had about my aunt and how real it all seemed. After I got out the bathroom I went to my room and started getting dressed thinking about ditching school today but then remembered I had to turn in my paper. "Wesley we're leaving" my mom yelled out to me as I was touching my ribs that were still a little sore. "Yeah okay" I yelled back. "Oh don't bother to pick Zach up this afternoon I'm taking him to get a hair cut" my mom yelled out. "Alright" I yelled back buttoning up my shirt hoping that she didn't make him shave his head since that was her idea of a haircut. I left a couple of minutes after them after I collected my paper from my mom's desk and picked up my cell phone. I thought about the dream I had about my aunt all the way to school feeling really sad as I would give anything to make that dream come true really not feeling like going to school today. I'll ditch after English, I thought since I had English first as I pulled into the school parking lot. when I got to school I parked between victor and Kevin's cars and got out and got a smile for a girl that I didn't know. "Hey Wes" a kid in a lower grade than me said with a smile. "Hey" I replied pulling my back pack on having no clue who he was. I got the same response from almost everyone as I walked to the school building as they all treated me like I was some kinda hero or something. I went up the stairs and took out the pop tart I took up for breakfast out of my pocket and tore open the paper taking a bite out of it a people I didn't know kept saying hi to me as I walked to my locker. "Hey bud nice to have you back" victor said catching me off guard and almost making me choke as he threw his arm around me. "Yeah great" I said unenthusiastically as I saw Kevin standing ahead of me taking with a red haired girl that I didn't know and smiled at me before continuing his conversation. "I missed you in biology last week Wesley" my biology teacher miss Moore said as she passed us by. You'll have to miss me again, I thought as she continued on her way since I planned on leaving right after English which I had first period. "Someone has a fan" victor said elbowing me with a grin. "Hey what the fuc...." victor yelled suddenly falling to the ground. I turned and saw Declan and his asshole's behind me as victor got up off the floor with an angry look. "what's your problem man" victor said looking at Declan holding his elbow. "Shut up you fucking kraut" Declan said shoving victor out of the way and walked up to me as I saw he had a huge plaster over his nose with several bruises on his face and a neck brace on. "You have no idea what I'm gonna fucking do to you" Declan said after slapping the pop tart out of my hand and his asshole friend Neil stepped on it and grinned at me. "what kill me go right ahead" I said as he glared at me. "Hey man what are you doing?" Neil asked as Declan pulled out a switch blade and I heard the students who gathered around murmuring. "My heart's right here" I said indicating where my heart was hoping he'd have the guts to do what I couldn't do myself. "Hey you guys okay" Kevin asked as he pushed through the crowd. "why is there something you can do if they're not you fucking half breed" Declan snapped looking at Kevin as he had his fist clenched ready to jump on Declan. "HEY, your problem is with me not him" I yelled at Declan getting his attention as I stared directly into his eyes not wanting anyone but me to get hurt. "DROP THE KNIFE DECLAN" the principal yelled as I glanced at her from the corner of my eyes as she had two of the school's guard with her who looked like they were ready to shit bricks. "I SAID DROP IT" the principal yelled again. Declan grumbled something and dropped the knife on the floor and the two guard quickly grabbed him and hauled him off. The principal picked up the knife that was right in front of my feet and stared at me looking really relieved. "All of you get to class" the principal yelled as the crowd of what looked like the entire school slowly dispersed. "Come with me" she said to me calmly as I thought I was gonna get another week of suspension and hoped she'd make it two. I looked at Kevin and victor and followed the principal to her office expecting to get suspended but she wanted to know what happened and then called my mom who I had to assure that I was okay and in one piece. The principal let me go to class which was really disappointing as I wondered what getting stabbed would have felt like. "YOU STOP RIGHT THERE" Mr. Lozano said loudly as I opened the door and stepped into his class as he pointed his finger at me like a gun. "Can I at least get my other foot in the door" I said as the entire class snickered. "Did you write my paper?" Mr. Lozano demanded. "Yes sir" I said still holding the doorknob with one foot in class and the other out in the hall. "Come in" Lozano said calmly and I walked in and handed in my English paper and got a smile from Kevin and Victor as I sat behind them. Mr. Lozano resumed talking from where ever he left off before I came in while I lost myself in my thoughts of the dream I had of my aunt thinking of her touch and her smell. "Hey man weren't you scared when Declan showed you that knife" Jordan asked as he was sitting across from me. Jordan was my lab partner for biology and sometimes hung out with me Kevin and Victor when he felt like it. "MR Castle if you interrupt my class one more time I'll throw you out" Mr. Lozano said as Kevin and Victor looked back and grinned. "Yes sir won't happen again sir" Jordan said giving Mr. Lozano a salute like he was in the army while the entire class chuckled. After Lozano boring class was over I walked out behind Kevin and Victor Jordan who was talking some crap making Kevin and victor laugh. "Man you got balls telling Declan to stab you in the heart" victor said after Jordan left saying he was going to the bathroom which really meant he was going for a cigarette. I walked to my locker with Kevin and victor and got my biology book just as if I was going to class and saw phoebe who gave me a little smile. I turned away from her direction as looking at her was a bit upsetting and closed my locker after I got my book out. "Fuck" I said just remembering my biology teacher saw me and if I ditched she'd be asking me tomorrow why I wasn't in her class. "What's the matter?" Kevin asked as he and victor looked at me. "Nothing" I said since if I told them I was planning on ditching they be pissed for me not involving them. I sighed and walked to biology class with them since it was now scheduled on Mondays and Tuesdays instead of Thursdays and Wednesdays. we got to biology class and Kevin and victor sat in front of me as usual while I thought I'd ditch right after. "Is this seat taken?" a voice said a couple seconds later and I looked up and saw that it was Kimberly Jackson who smiled at me. "UM no" I replied even though Jordan and I usually sat together for biology. "Great" Kimberly said putting her book down and sitting next to me. "Problem guys" she asked as Kevin and victor looked back at us and smiled. "Nope no problem here" Kevin said as he and victor turned back to the front and snickered. I saw the same red haired girl I saw Kevin talking to come in and smiled at him before she took a seat across from Kimberly. "Good morning class and welcome to another exciting biology" class Miss Moore said as her cheeriness was down right upsetting. "we'll be studying cell division today" Miss Moore said just as the door burst open. "Sorry I'm late miss Moore" Jordan said with a smile as it was him who burst in the door. "Jordan castle if you can't get to my class on time don't bother coming at all" Miss Moore snapped. "Really" Jordan asked eagerly as Kevin and victor snickered. "Take your seat Mr. Castle" Miss Moore said as she sometimes had the same demeanor as Lozano and also was rumored to be secretly dating him. "Now before we begin let's talk about your assignment" miss Moore said as everyone groaned in displeasure. Turn in one assignment and get another, I thought letting out a heavy sigh as I looked at miss Moore checking something in a book she had. "Okay then" miss Moore said taking her glasses off and giving us all a sinister grin. "Your assignment is to describe in detail the process of photosynthesis and all chemical processes that takes place which you will present to the class" miss Moore said as there were a few more groans of displeasure. "Do we have to write it too?" Kevin asked raising his hand. "what do you think Kevin" miss Moore replied as there were a few snickers from Miss Moore's response. "Isn't this like college work?" Jordan asked from the back. "Yes Jordan it is" Miss Moore said glaring at Jordan "Now I want you to take a look at the person next to you because you are looking at your partner that you will complete this assignment with" miss Moore said as Kimberly and I looked at each other and she smiled at me. A few people voiced their dislike of having the person next to them as their partner while I looked at Kimberly who smiled at me seeming happy to have me as her partner. "This assignment is due in two weeks, now turn to page thirty two" Miss Moore said as I reached for my back pack to get my book. "Shit" I muttered as I just realized I grabbed the wrong book out of my locker. "Here we can share mine" Kimberly said with a smile moving her book to the middle of the desk so that we could both see in it. Miss Moore read out a few paragraphs while Kimberly kept glancing up from her book we were sharing and smiled at me. "There's a hole in Miss Moore stockings" Kimberly whispered to me as miss Moore sat down on her desk in front of the class. "where?" I whispered back. "Look Just under her left knee" Kimberly whispered back. "She probably got it blowing Lozano" Kimberly said as we both snickered. "Kimberly Jackson and Wesley Gallagher is there something that you two would like to share with the rest of us" Miss Moore said as the entire class looked at us. "Um no ma'am" Kimberly said in a stifled snicker while I tired not to smile as Kevin and Victor looked back at us. Miss Moore resumed her teaching and I looked at Kimberly after she whispered to me that miss Moore was a dirty whore making me smile a little as that was the first time in a long while since I heard anything to make me want to laugh. The bell rang a while later ending the period as miss Moore rattled off all that she wanted us to read and do for homework. "Hey why don't you give me a ride home this afternoon and we can get started on our project" Kimberly said as we left class together. "Um sure" I said as she smiled at me and then walked off to join some of her friends. "Okay see you later" she said smiling and brushing her blonde hair behind her ear and walked off. "Hey wait I said" just remembering that I was ditching school now. I sighed as the chatter from the other student drowned out my voice and Kimberly didn't hear me as she continued walking with her friends laughing. "Fuck man you're so luck you got to sit next to Kimberly Jackson" Jordan said coming up and putting his arm around my shoulder. "Yeah lucky fucking me" I said tossing his arm off my shoulder as I was now stuck in school for the rest of the fucking day. I went to Math class next getting a stupid surprise test that I was sure I failed then on to a boring forty minutes of history. By the time lunch time came I was fucking sick of people I didn't know saying hi to me and inviting me to parties that were scheduled through the week. After I got my lunch on a tray I found a table in the lunch room that was deserted in an area to be away from everyone. Victor spotted me where I was sitting and called me over to our usual lunch table but I waved him off since I just wanted to be alone right now. The rest of my classes in the afternoon were no more interesting than the one in the morning as I basically just sat through them all like a zombie. Finally when school was over hung around in the library waiting for Kevin and Victor to leave first and hoped that Kimberly did too as I just wanted everyone to be alone. After about half an hour when I thought they all left I left the library and went out to the parking lot and got a shock as I saw Kimberly leaning against the back of my Escape in the almost deserted car park. "Hey I thought you forgot we had a date this afternoon" she said taking me by surprise by her choice of words. "Nah I didn't forget" I said taking out the keys for my SUV from my pocket deactivating the alarm and unlocking the doors. "Nice color" Kimberly said smiling at me commenting on my SUV. "Thanks" I said forcing a smile as I thought I'd just drop her home and make up some excuse to get out of starting out project today. we both got in and Kimberly smiled at me pulling on her seat belt as I pulled out from my parking spot. Kimberly gave me direction to where she lived that was only like fifteen minute drive from our school. "You can park over there" Kimberly said indicating a spot across the street from her building. Fuck, I thought as she grabbed her back pack and mine from the back seat and smiled and got out and went into her building. "well scratch that plan" I said to myself with a sigh and parked in the spot she showed me. After I turned on the alarm on my SUV I went into Kimberly's building and saw her smiling waiting at the elevator for me. "Thanks" I said taking my back pack from her as we went in the elevator and she hit nine on the keypad. "Nice place" I said dropping my backpack on her sofa after we got out the elevator on the ninth floor and went in her apartment that was a lot bigger than mine. "Thanks" she said coming back from the kitchen with two soda's for us. we sat down on the couch together and sipped our sodas slowly as Kimberly kept looking at me and smiling. "So you ready to get started" I asked putting down my soda on the coffee table in front of me after I drank like half of it. "what?" Kimberly asked looking somewhat lost in a daze staring at me. "The project?" I said as she had really spaced out for a minute. "Oh right, don't worry about it I'll get my cousin to write it up for us she's in college majoring in botany" Kimberly said with a smile. If she was going to get her sister do our project why the hell did she invite me here, I thought looking at her as she took out a few books out of her bag. "we can help each other with bio homework instead" she said with a smile flipping through the pages of her biology textbook giving me a smile. "Okay" I said grabbing my back pack since I was already here and it didn't make a difference if I did my homework now or later. "Were you scared that Declan might stab you?" Kimberly asked while we did our homework together helping each other with the answers. "No" I said glancing at her as I wondered how much of Zach's hair my mom made the barber cut off. "why you're impervious or something" Kimberly asked with a chuckle. "No, I guess I was scared that he might have stabbed Kevin" I said as I had no real concern for my life. "You guys really are best friends huh?" she half stated half asked smiling. "The best there ever was" I replied continuing with the sentence I was writing getting a little chuckle from her. "You have a really nice hand writing for a boy" Kimberly said as I stooped writing and looked up at her and saw her smiling at me. "Thanks" I replied and went back to writing. "Really nice eyes too" she said and glanced up smiling a little at her and got another smile from her before she turned her attention back to her book. "I need to use your bathroom" I said after a few minutes of silence passed between us. "First door you come to on your left Kimberly said pointing to the hallway. I went to the bathroom and while I was letting out the soda I drank I thought about what Kimberly said about my handwriting and my eyes and smiled to myself. God am I so fucked up that I no longer realize when a girl is flirting with me, I asked myself as I washed my hands thinking about Kimberly's comments. I sighed thinking a lot of good that was now since I believed I was gay, but apparently my brain forgot to pass the info that I liked guys now to my dick as I got hard thinking about what it would be like to fuck Kimberly. I stared at myself in the mirror and wondered if I could really have sex with a girl again and enjoy it as much as I used too. I went back to Kimberly's living room and got a smile from her as she looked up from her book she was writing in. "So uh when do your parent's get home" I asked after I sat down and a minute or so went by. "My parents are divorced and it's just me and my mom and she doesn't get home until seven most of the time" Kimberly replied. "Oh" I replied putting my hands together . "why'd you ask?" she asked with a little smile. "No reason" I said trying to adjust my dick in my pants without her noticing. Fuck she noticed, I thought as she gave me a sly grin and brushed her blonde hair behind her ear and went back to writing. she's kinda hot, I thought even though she wasn't my type since I never really was into blonde girls. "So do you have any sisters?" Kimberly asked after she finished her homework while I was writing the last few words of my last sentence. "Uh no" I replied closing my pen after I finished. "Brothers then?" she asked with a smile. "One" I said still thinking of how strange it was for Zach to be my brother. "Older or younger" Kimberly asked with a flirtatious smile. "Younger" I replied thinking of how nice Kimberly's eyes were as I stared into them. "Is he as cute as you" Kimberly asked putting her hand on my leg. I smiled as she started running her hand slowly up my leg getting closer and closer to my crotch as she moved closer to me on the sofa. Okay now if I'm gay I shouldn't be enjoying this so much, I told myself as Kimberly moved her hand over my crotch lightly and grinned as she sent a shiver through me. We stared into each others eyes for a few seconds that seemed like hours before we pressed our lips together and kissed. I never thought I'd ever be in this position with a girl again as Kimberly pressed her lips hard against mine and we really started getting into it as she straddled my thighs. "Come on let's go to my room she said jumping off of me and grabbing my hand with a giggle pulling me up off the sofa. She held my hand as I followed her to her room willingly knowing fully well what might happen and hoping for it to happen too. Kimberly opened her bedroom door and pulled me in giggling as I immediately felt like I stepped into a pink nightmare. Everything from the walls to the carpet was pink and I smiled at Kimberly as she pulled me over to her bed with pink spread on it. We started kissing again while her hands word feverishly on getting the buttons of my shirt undone. I grabbed handfuls of her breast as we fell on to her bed kissing as she grabbed my head in her hands rolling around getting tangled up in her pink comforter as she moaned into my mouth. we quickly untangled from each other and jumped off her bed quickly stripping out of our clothes down to our underwear and jumped back into her bed. We got under her covers and I quickly disposed of her bra and attacked her nipples ferociously making her moan out as I slid my hand into her panties slipping my middle finger into her moist hotness. I sucked on her erect nipples and drove my fingers deep into her making her cry out in pleasure as I covered her lips with my own and she threw her arm around my neck kissing me. Kimberly moaned as if she was in great pain as I rubbed her clit with my thumb while my index and middle fingers were buried in her pussy. "what?" I asked as she pushed me off her panting with her eyes closed and sweat beading on her chest. "Fuck me she panted opening her eyes looking up at me with a smile. I smiled back at her as I didn't need to be told twice as I reached under the covers to remove my boxers. "Shit" I said falling back on her bed as I didn't think I had a condom. "what's the matter?" she asked as I couldn't believed I got so far again with a girl and wasn't prepared to go the distance so to speak. "I don't think I have a condom" I said with a sigh looking into her eyes. "That's okay" she said sitting up and pulling open the drawer in the night stand next to her bed. I grinned as she held up a pack of rubbers and grinned at me, I tore one off and quickly ripped it open with my teeth and slid out of my boxers under the cover and slid it over my dick that was already leaking and hungry for that inviting spot between her legs. Kimberly grinned at me as I jumped up slipped her panties off her legs she gave me an inviting smile opening her legs for me. I got between her legs slowly entering her hot pussy when I really wanted to just plunge right in. "AHHHHH" she gasped as I buried my entire dick in her. I stared into her eyes and slowly started fucking her knowing that I wasn't going to last long as I could already feel the onset of an orgasm. "Oh god you're so big" she as I increased my rhythm fucking her harder gasped, sure she probably had bigger. "Oh god I'm cumming, I'm cumming" she cried out digging her fingers into my shoulders as I fucked her even harder feeling my sore ribs ache a little. "AHHHH AHHHH AHHHHH" Kimberly moaned as I gave her three had thrust and collapsed on her as I started cumming. I untangled myself from her a few second later and fell back on her bed next to her and we grinned at each other as that was the best sex I ever had in my life. I looked up at the ceiling and saw that it was pink too and smiled to myself as I thought I of how I just lived the dream of almost every guy in school. I looked at Kimberly and we smiled at each other as we lay in her bed next to each other panting. "Wes can I call you Wes" Kimberly said sitting as I turned and looked at her. "Everyone else does" I said making her smile. "About what just happened" she said pausing as I knew she was going to say it was a mistake and not to tell anyone. "It's okay I won't tell anyone what happened" I said slipping the used condom off my dick. I sat up and grabbed my boxers and slid my legs on the floor as this was my cue to leave now that the fun was over and skip the whole it was a mistake speech. "Hey where are you going?" Kimberly asked confused. "Um home" I said turning back to look at her. "Why?" she asked as I was now the one who was confused. "Well because that's where I live" I said with a chuckle. "Well you don't have to go so soon" she said looking a little hurt. "You mean you don't want me too?" I asked a bit shocked now. "I never said I wanted you to leave" she said sitting up and pulling her pink covers up over her tits staring at me. "But when you said not to tell anyone I thought...." I said pausing as she really had me confused now. "No, it's just that I never did anything like this before and I don't want people to think I'm a slut" she said running her finger through her blonde hair that was a bit messed up. "I know a lot of sluts and trust me you're no slut" I said making her smile. "Don't go yet please" she said with a really pleading look on her face. "Okay let me just throw this away" I said referring to the used condom in my hand. "Drop it on the floor I'll take care of it later" she said lying back on her bed with a smile. I smiled and dropped the condom on the floor and got back into bed with her and we lay there quietly next to each other as I hoped that she made me stay because she wanted me to fuck her again. "I heard about your aunt and I know what you must be going through" Kimberly said taking my hand in hers as she just ruined what was a pretty good afternoon with her words as I was sick of hearing that from everyone. "My uncle died just before school started back" she said as I looked at her and saw how sad she suddenly looked. "Were you guys close?" I asked as maybe she did know what I was feeling. "Yeah" she said and then looked up at the ceiling and I could tell she didn't want to talk about it. "Kim, mind if I call you Kim" I said using her exact words from before which made her laugh. "Sure" she replied smiling. "why'd you have sex with me?" I asked which wasn't something I usually did, but Kim could have had any guy in school and I wondered why she chose me. "Well I always thought you were cute and you beat up that asshole who has been picking on my cousin" she said as I smiled never having a clue that she noticed me. "But the thing is I'm not really looking for a boyfriend right now" she said as I felt the same way too. "You're not mad are you?" she asked hesitantly. "No I'm not mad, I'm not really looking for a relationship either" I said getting a smile from her. I smiled at Kimberly as she put her hand on my crotch happy to know that this was just about sex and we were free of all the emotional baggage of a relationship. she grinned at me handing me another condom that I hurriedly slipped on and got on top of her kissing her hard. This time I plunged my dick right into her wet pussy giving her a surprise that was very welcomed before I started fucking her hard. Kimberly moaned and wrapped her legs around me crying out for more after ever thrust as I satisfied her requests. My already sore ribs ached from the exertion as I fucked her with all my strength as she pulled me in deeper into her. "AHHHH" I groaned from the pain in my ribs telling me to slow down while my dick told don't you dare. I gritted my teeth enduring the pain knowing the pleasure that would soon follow as I felt my balls tightening. "ARRRRRGH" I groaned stabbing my dick into Kimberly's pussy as I started cumming. "YES YESY YESSSSSSSSSSSS" Kimberly all but screamed as she had an orgasm holding me tightly and injuring my already sore ribs. I climbed off of Kimberly a few second later dropping back on the bed next to her holding my ribs and gritting my teeth in pain. "Hey are you okay?" she asked as I closed my eyes tightly as my ribs hurt just as much now as the night my mom had to take me to the hospital. "I'll be fine" I said smiling at her and slid the condom off and dropped it on the floor. "Hey" I said startled as a cat jumped upon the bed. "Oh this is poppy my baby" she said smiling and kissing the orange colored cat and scratching his head. "Hey I got to go" I said checking the time on my watch as my mom was probably home already. "Okay" she said sitting up as poppy jumped off the bed and I picked back up my boxers. "Ooh cute butt too" she said as I turned around and smiled at her after I pulled up my boxers as she grinned. Kimberly smiled at me slyly watching me get dressed as she held the covers up over her breast. "Same time tomorrow" Kimberly asked with a sly smile as I couldn't believe my luck as I thought this was just a one time thing. "Yeah sure" I replied a little too eagerly making her chuckle. Okay so I'm not gay, I thought smiling to myself as I left Kim's apartment and took the elevator downstairs. I got in my SUV and drove home wondering what my mom was making for dinner as this was the best I've felt in weeks. "Hey" I said to Zach when I got home. "Hey he said back and from where he was sitting on the couch watching TV and then I spotted my mom coming out of the kitchen. "OW OW OW ribs ribs" I said as she hugged me tightly aggravating my already sore ribs. "Oh sorry" she said letting me go quickly. "What was that for?" I asked looking at my mom and glancing at Zach out of the corner of my eyes as he sorta smiled. "I'm just happy you're okay, where were you all afternoon?" she asked abruptly. "Um working on a project with someone from my class" I said trying not to smile. "Oh, take your back pack off dinner's almost ready" my mom said. "Okay but let me catch a shower first" I said walking off toward my room to take off my back pack and get some clothes. After I got out the shower I stood in my room looking at my chest in the mirror lightly touching my ribs where they hurt. I grabbed one of the pills I was supposed to take for the pain and pulled on my shirt and went and joined my mom and Zach in the kitchen for dinner. I noticed that Zach still had most of his hair and didn't look like he had a haircut as we had a pretty quiet dinner. After I went to bed that night I lay on the pull out staring up at the ceiling and grinned as I thought of how my day turned out. I pulled the covers up over my chest and closed my eyes thinking that if someone told me this morning that I would almost get stabbed and fuck the hottest girl in school I would say that they were fucking nuts. The next day Kimberly and I acted as if we didn't know each other to keep anyone from suspecting what we had done and planned on doing after school. I didn't have to worry about Declan anymore since he got expelled though his friends looked at me as if they wanted to kick my ass. I got back my math test which I failed miserably and my English paper later on in the week really surprised that I got an A minus or I should say my mom and I got an A minus. For the next two weeks I ditched hanging out with victor and Kevin and went to Kim's apartment Where we used our biology project as cover to work on each other's anatomy so to speak. Kim and I handed in our biology project which her cousin wrote up and we got a B plus which was okay. I was really glad for September to be over since it rained like every day and I hoped October would be a lot less wet. "There's the dirty slut" Kevin said as I joined them at our usual lunch table after I had been sort of avoiding them for the two weeks Kim and I worked on our project. "who are you guys talking about" I asked taking a seat next to Jordan who I noticed had been hanging out a lot with Kevin and victor in my absence. "You, you dirty slut" Jordan said as Kevin and victor cackled with laugher getting the attention of some of most of the lunch room. "How am I a dirty slut?" I asked as Kevin and victor grinned. "You think we don't know what you've been doing with Kimberly Jackson" Kevin said with a sly grin. "What, we were working on our biology project together" I said in my defense thought the look on all their faces told me they were buying it. "What reproduction" Kevin said scoffing as victor and Jordan laughed. "You should be one to talk, even though I haven't been hanging out with you guys you think I don't know what you and that red head have been up to" I said to Kevin since Kimberly told me all about Kevin and the red haired girl he was spending a lot of time with lately. "You and Jenna" Jordan said looking at Kevin in surprise. "She wanted help with Algebra" Kevin said scratching his head with a little smile that was a dead giveaway. "More like I'll get your bra off" victor said as we all started laughing. "Sorry I've been avoiding you guys lately" I said to them after we stopped laughing and continued our lunch. "It's okay man we know you been busy" victor said making Kevin and Jordan laugh. "listen guys don't tell anyone okay I promised Kim I wouldn't tell anyone" I said hoping that I could rely on them for their silence. "Oh so it's Kim now" Kevin said making victor and Jordan laugh. "I'm serious man don't tell anyone" I said trying not to laugh. "Relax man our lips are sealed" victor said as he and Kevin smiled at me. "Oh yeah I won't say a word" Jordan said as I turned to him as he was stuffing some fries into his mouth. I turned back to victor and Kevin and felt happy that they weren't mad at me for how I had treated them lately as we continued eating and chatting.. "Where'd you get the bling?" I asked noticing a ring on Victor's pinky. "Oh my dad sent it for me he said it's time I start wearing it" he said glancing at the ring and then holding his hand out to me. "What's the reindeer and the lion mean?" Jordan asked as he leaned over to me referring to the image on the face of victor's ring of a lion and a deer reared upon their hind legs. "It's not a reindeer asshole it's a Stag" victor said pulling his hand back. "Isn't a stag like a deer?" Kevin asked looking at victor. "It's a male deer" victor replied fixing the ring on his finger. "What's the fucking difference a deer is a deer" Jordan said as Kevin and I chuckled and the bell rang ending lunch. "So what's it mean?" I asked looking at victor. "It's my family crest" victor replied. "The lion represent someone who is valiant in courage, strong of body and the stag represents someone who would stand his own ground than harm another wrongfully, and one who will not fight unless provoked" victor said looking at his ring. "Fucking rich people" Jordan said making us laugh as victor flipped him off. "Hey let's fuck with Lozano today" Victor said smiling as we got up from our table to head to English class. "Yeah let's see if he'll throw us out again today" Jordan said as Kevin and I looked at each other and grinned. I just shook my head knowing that between victor and Jordan they'll probably get thrown out in the first ten minutes of class and they did too. October began which was a little less rainy than September but not by a lot while Kim and I continued to see each other on a strictly sexual basis. Since our project was over we had to find creative ways to get together like Kim leaving before me and walk a little distance from school and then I'd drive by and pick her up and go to her place since Zach was occupying my room. It was all kinda pointless because by the end of the month the entire school knew we were together even though we weren't exactly a couple. Keegan seemed to become Zach's new best friend and he seemed to be doing really well living in New York with us. He also became friends with a red haired kid that lived on the fourth floor named Aidan who for some reason or other I never noticed even though he said he had been living here for two years. Kimberly and I made our fist appearance together at a Halloween party one of her friends was having. She left me to go talk to some of her friend that became really friendly with me lately and I was seriously considering ending this thing we had going. Being with her put me on the popularity list which was where I didn't want to be and I was getting the feeling that we were starting to head in the relationship direction. I smiled as I glanced at Kevin and Jenna who were literally sucking each other's faces off and the way Alicia was glaring at them since she wanted Kevin back after things didn't work out with her boyfriend from Florida. I waved at Victor who just arrived with a new girl he was with named Kristin after he dumped Christine after seeing her for the gold digging bitch she was. "Come on let's dance" Kim said when she came back over to me which led us to having some quickie sex when I dropped her home after the party. November started and went along okay and I really made up my mind to end thing with Kimberly despite of the great sex we had. "Hey poppy" I said sitting down on Kim sofa and her cat jumped up in my lap purring as he seemed to always look forward to me coming over. "Let's go to my room" Kim said after she came out of the kitchen with a knowing smile. I put poppy down on the sofa and followed Kim to her room deciding with a very heavy heart to break things off with her, after I fucked her of course. "I was thinking about asking my dad to get me implants, what do you think?" Kim asked pulling off her shirt and standing in front me showing me her tits. "I think they're I fine the way they are" I said as I was never attracted to girls with breasts so big they couldn't stand up straight. "You always know what to say" Kim said leaning over and kissing me lightly on my lips wile her hand were busy getting the button on my pants undone. I smiled lifting my butt as she pulled down my pants and my boxers freeing my hard dick that she immediately started kissing. I felt back on my elbows on her bed and rolled my eyes as Kim apparently was going to give me one of her terrible blow jobs. I looked down at her as she started sucking on the head of my dick slowly scraping me with her teeth and then tired to swallow more of it which always resulted in her gagging. "Did you like that?" she asked smiling after spitting out my dick and pulling back her blonde hair. "Yeah" I said unenthusiastically and she smiled not seeming to notice I really didn't. She went back to sucking my dick and I looked at her and couldn't believe how it was a girl that gave me the best sex ever was so terrible at giving blowjob. "You like that don't you?" she asked stopping again just as I was trying to enjoy her efforts. "I bet it's the best you ever had" she said with a smile. My brother is way better than you can ever hope to be actually, I thought to myself as I nodded my head yes with a smile as she looked up at me going back to sucking my dick and gagging a little. "OW stop" I said sitting up as she scrapped my dick with her teeth again. "Don't you want me to finish?" she asked confused as she got up off the floor and sat on her bed next to me. "It's okay" I said fearing that I might not have a dick if I let her finish. "We can do something else" she said taking my dick in her hand and stroking it as her hand jobs were just as terrible. "Can we talk?" I said looking at her. "Um okay" she said letting go of my dick looking a bit surprised. "I don't think we should do this anymore" I said with a sigh. "why what's the matter did I do something wrong?" she asked. "No it's not you, it's just that this is starting to feel like more than just sex" I said looking at her considering that we were starting to sit together in the classes we had together and even went out the last three weekends and did more cuddling than fucking lately. "Now that I think about it I see what you mean and I really don't want a boyfriend, no offence to you" she said making me smile as she brushed her hair back. "I mean I don't want to pretend that I have feeling for you when it's just really about sex" Kimberly said as I was happy to hear we were on the same page. "I feel the same way too" I said to her feeling like we should end this now before we get in too far. "Well it was great while it lasted right" Kim said smiling. "Yeah fantastic" I said as we both laughed as this was the friendliest breakup I ever had. I pulled up my pants and said goodbye to her and poppy who wanted me to scratch his head one last time before I left. Kim also told me to tell Zach she said hi since she met him a couple times and thought he was really cute. On my way home I started thinking that if boys and girls were supposed to be together then it should be logical that all girls should know how to suck a dick properly. Obviously that wasn't the case since Kimberly was proof of that and she absolutely sucked at sucking dick. when I got home my mom wasn't home yet and there wasn't any sign of Zach in the living room except for his back pack and thought he was probably over at Keegan's. Doesn't that woman know thanksgiving is tomorrow, I thought heading to my bedroom to take my back pack off. I stopped as I got closer to my room and heard Zach crying softly, I walked quietly to my bedroom door and opened it a crack and saw him sitting on my bed with tears streaming down his face. "I love you mom" he said through his sobs to a picture frame he was holding and hugged it to his chest crying softly. I quietly closed back the door and went to the living room and took off my backpack feeling really guilty for being happy over the last two months while he was still so sad. Thanksgiving day was a really sad for us this year since we were missing a member of our already small family and I almost expected the phone to ring and hear my aunt wishing us happy thanksgiving. Zach felt his mom's loss more than my mom or me as he hardly ate anything and spent most of thanksgiving day by himself in my room and his mood didn't improve much the next day either. Saturday came and I kept thinking about Zach who was by himself in my room wondering how it was that I didn't notice how sad he still was. "Wanna talk" I asked him going into my room after we had some left over turkey for dinner that evening. "No leave me alone" Zach snapped. "Okay you don't have to bite my fucking head off" I said as Zach was lying on my bed with his back turned to me. "Fuck you" Zach said surprising me a bit as this was the first time in a long while he had been so hostile toward me. "You know you're not the only one who lost her you know" I snapped as it was also the first time in a long while he made me angry. "GET OUT" he sat up and yelled. "FINE" I shouted back and got up and left him slamming the door. What the fuck, did I just get thrown out of my own room, I asked myself leaning back against the door. "what's going?" on my mom asked as I turned and saw her standing in the doorway of her bedroom. "Nothing" I said walking off toward the living room. I sat back on the couch and folded my arms thinking that what happened just now wasn't what I intended. I leaned back with my arms folded thinking that Zach staying in my room moping wasn't any good for him. "Fuck it" I said to myself and got up and stormed back to my bedroom. I wrenched the door open and Zach sat up startled and glared at me as if he wanted to tear me apart as I stared at him. "Get up and get dressed" I said to him picking up my shoes. "why?" he asked with a confused look. "Cause were going out" I said leaving my room with my shoes in my hand. I went back to the living room and put my shoes on and got my jacket from the closet near the door and pulled it on and sat back on the couch waiting for Zach to get dressed. I sat there for fifteen minutes and just when I got up to take my jacket back off thinking Zach wasn't getting dressed he came of out the hallway and looked at me. I walked toward him and he stood back out of my way as I headed to my mom's room to tell her we were going out. "Hey mom Zach and I are going out" I said to my mom finding her lying on her bed reading a book. "Um okay" she said looking really surprised and then smiled. "Are you going to Kevin's?" she asked closing her finger in her book to mark her page. "Nah I was thinking we could go see a movie" I said just as Zach walked up to the doorway where I was standing and my mom smiled at him. "Okay were gonna take off" I said fixing my jacket. "Do you need some money?" my mom asked just as I was walking off. "Uh sure" I said even though I had enough money to cover our expenses for the night. My mom got up and got her purse and gave me forty bucks giving me a total of eighty five dollars though she didn't know that. "Honey put on another shirt it's supposed to rain tonight" my mom said to Zach as we left her room. "Okay aunt Heather" Zach replied. I waited in the living room watching TV while Zach went back into my room or I should say his room to put on another shirt. Zach came back out my room wearing a different shirt and I got up off the couch and turned off the TV. "Grab your coat" I said to him as he was following me out the door without it. After he grabbed his coat he came back outside and we walked down the hall together and I said hi to a guy who lived in the apartment across from us as having no clue what his name was. We took the elevator down to the garage and got in my SUV that I had some trouble getting out of my parking space cause of how the asshole who lived on the third floor parked. I eventually got out and thought I'd key that asshole's car if it was in the same position when I got back to teach him a lesson as I drove out the garage. I turned off our street heading to a Cineplex that was about half hour away wondering what was playing this weekend. "what movie are we gonna see?" Zach asked about twenty minutes into our drive which was the first words he spoke tome since we left home. "I don't know whatever you want to see" I replied glancing at him. we got to the Cineplex ten minute later and after we found a parking spot I remembered what happened the last time Zach and I went to a movie together alone. "Okay so what do you want to see, Zathura, Chicken little, Harry Potter or Yours mine and ours" I asked after looking at a couple movie posters picking noting the ones that might interest Zach. "I don't know, what do you want to see?" he asked looking back at me. "whatever you want to see" I said staring back at him. Zach turned and looked at the movie posters while I waited for him to make his decision and saw a couple of hot girls pass by. "So you made up you mind yet" I asked after a few minutes and Zach just shrugged his shoulders making me get angry. "Look let's see Harry Potter okay" I said thinking that was the best choice and the general consensus was that this one was supposed to be darker than the others. "You want popcorn?" I asked as we went to buy the tickets and just got a shrug from Zach again. I sighed trying not to get pissed at him and bought the tickets and a medium popcorn and a drink for Zach and headed to the screen Harry potter was showing on. I found us some good seats and Zach and I sat next to each other hearing murmurs from the other people that we seated and waited for the movie to start. After the usual fifteen to twenty minutes of commercials the movie started and the murmurs died down. As the movie went along I glanced at Zach from time to time munching on his popcorn and sipping his drink while he had his eyes glued to the screen. we left the theater after the movie was over and I thought I wouldn't have mined seeing it again especial the scene with the dragon and walked back to where we parked. I turned on the radio to fill the silence between us on the drive back home thinking my plan to take Zach out to try and make him feel better was a failure since his mood didn't seem to improve. My mom was right about it raining as it came down really heavy when we were like ten minutes away from our apartment. When we got to our building I gave Zach the keys for the door downstairs and let him get out there and then drove down to the garage and had to get out in the rain to get the gate open. I smiled as I drove into my parking spot not seeing the car that blocked me earlier and thought that the owner must had sensed my plan. I got out and activated the alarm on my SUV and walked over to the elevator and waited for it to come down and started sneezing as my hair got wet when I got out to open the gate. when the elevator came down I got in and sneezed all the way up to the seventh floor hoping that I wasn't going to get a cold. I walked down the hall and went into our apartment and pulled off my coat seeing Zach walking into the hall going to my bedroom. I took off my jacket and went to the linen closet in the guest room and got a towel and started drying my hair while I walked back to the living room to get the pull out made up. After I dried my hair and got the pull out made up I striped down to my boxers and got into bed and lay there and sneezed a couple times again. "Hey" I said to Zach as he came out into the living room wearing his boxer briefs and what looked like one of my t-shirts. "Thanks for taking me to the movies tonight, I had a good time" Zach said which came as a shock to me since his mood didn't seem to have improved. "Sure no problem" I said to him as he kinda smiled back. "Is there something else" I asked after he just stood there for a few minutes and I had to turn away from looking at him as he was giving me a major hard on. "No" he said and walked off going back to my room. After Zach left I started wondering why I was still having these feeling for him knowing for sure that I wasn't gay after Kim. I didn't think more of it and closed my eyes and tried to get some sleep hearing a slight rumble of thunder outside. The next day Zach's mood didn't improve a whole lot though he did try to seem like he was okay when Keegan and the kid from downstairs came over. I saw Kim on Monday and she ditched her friends to have lunch with us and got along okay with my friends and sat with us through the classes we had after. The next day victor invited all of us over to one of his apartments to hang out and I told him I'd come bye his place after I went home to change since Jordan spilled ketchup all over me at lunch. After I left school I drove straight home not having to pick Zach up this afternoon since overheard him telling my mom this morning that Keegan's mom was picking them up and he was going to hang out over at his place. when I got home I tossed my back pack on the couch and pulled off my jacket and headed to my bedroom to go get a clean shirt. I opened my bedroom door and was shocked to see Zach there lying on my bed sniffling as he apparently had been crying again. I suddenly remembered what tomorrow was and then it all made sense to me why he was crying and went over to my bed and sat next to him on my bed. "I still miss her too you know" I said as tomorrow would be Zach's twelfth birthday and the first he would be spending since his mom died. "That's not why I'm crying" he said sniffling. "why are you crying then" I asked looking back at him as he lay facing away from me. "Cause of you" he said through a sob. "ME, WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?" I asked in surprise. "why do you hate me so much" he asked sitting up as I turned to face him and stared into his teary eyes. "Hate you, I don't hate you" I said as he was blubbering all over himself. "Yes you do, you don't even like looking at me" he sobs again trying in vain to choke back his tears. I sighed and held my head down knowing exactly why I didn't like looking at him because of the feeling he gave me. "I don't hate you Zach you're my brother" I said looking at him as my words only seemed to make him more upset. "Yes you do, you hate me my mom hated me and I wish I was never born" he yelled sobbing uncontrollably. "DON'T YOU EVER SAY THAT AGAIN" I said grabbing his shoulder seeming to startle him as he stopped sobbing and stared at me. "Do you know how sad you mom would be if she heard you say that" I said hugging him and he started crying again. "That's a lie my mom said that she was sorry for sleeping with your dad and that I was a mistake" he said sobbing. "She said I was a stupid mistake" he said all but bawling as he cried uncontrollably. "Your mom never said that" I said holding him as he cried into my chest. "Yes she did, I heard her telling you when we were back home" he said sobbing. I felt really bad having no clue that Zach heard what his mom had said to me and that it was bothering him so much. "What else did you hear?" I asked even thought I already knew he probably didn't stick around to hear the rest of what his mom told me. "That's all I heard" he said through a sob. "Well what you didn't hear was your mom told me that she loved you from the moment she knew she was having you and that you were her miracle" I said remembering his mom's words as if she had just spoken them. "Stop lying to me Wes" he said sobbing again. "Hey look at me" I said pulling him away from my chest and staring into his tear stained face. "I'm not lying your mom did say that I swear" I said wiping away a few of his tears as something inside me hated seeing Zach crying. "Do you know your mom couldn't have any kids" I said as he tried to control himself. "So then how did she have me?" he asked sniffling. "Well it's like she said you were a miracle man" I said smiling at him as he tried to smile. "Do you really think that your mom hated you after all the thing she did for you" I asked looking into his eyes. "No" he said and started crying again and I hugged him back to my chest. "Your mom loved you more than she loved anything else, well except for me of course" I said getting a little laugh from him through his tears. "Your mom loved you man and my mom loves you don't ever think otherwise" I said hugging him tightly. "I'm sorry" he said and started crying. "For what?" I asked resting my chin on his head as he cried. "For being so stupid" he said sobbing. "That's okay I know you're retarded" I said making him laugh through his sobs as I hugged him for a few minutes until he stopped sniffling. "Thanks" Zach said sitting up and giving me what I thought was his first genuine smile in months. "Hey what are brothers for" I said making him smile even more as I no longer felt weird hearing myself say that Zach was my brother. "Go wash you face you like shit" I said making him smile a little. "You don't look that much better either" he said giving me a smirk as he got up and left my room. I smiled to myself as Zach was more of himself now than he had been in the last few months and just then realized how much I really did care about him. I thought back on how upset and miserable he was after his mom's funeral and how bad it made me feel and how I wished I could make him feel better. Then it hit me, if I really did hate Zach as much as I thought I did I wouldn't have cared about how he was feeling then or how he felt now. If I really hated him I wouldn't have cared that he was crying just now or told him all those things to make him feel better. I watched him as he came back to my room and gave me a little smile and went over to his towel and started drying his face and realized how much I did love him. The only problem I had was differentiating between my affection for him as my brother and the sexual feelings I had toward him that were not stronger than they ever were. "Feeling better?" I asked smiling at him as he walked over to me after he finished drying his face. "Yeah" he said blushing a little and as he sat down next to me. "Are you gonna tell your mom about what I said?" he asked looking concerned. "No you want me to?" I asked looking at him. "NO" he answered quickly making me grin. I looked down at my shirt that was stained with ketchup thanks to Jordan and soaked with Zach tears and pulled lifted it up and pulled it over my head and dropped it on the bed. Zach stared at my chest and then looked into my eyes and smiled kinda slyly making me wish he didn't as he was giving me a boner. "Thanks for telling me all those things about my mom" he said with a smile. "Sure" I said smiling at him remembering how great the two weeks we spent together alone over the summer and really wanting to kiss him right now. "I'm gonna go watch TV" Zach said getting up off the bed and I immediately grabbed his hand not wanting him to leave. He looked at me a bit confused as I held his hand feeling my dick growing harder in my pants and my heart pounding in my chest really really wanting to kiss him. "why are you..." Zach said and I cut him off before he could finish smashing my lips against his and kissing him hard. "Are you sure?" he asked pulling away from my lips as his eyes showed me how much he wanted this too. "Absolutely" I said grabbing his shoulders and kissing him hard again hearing him panting into my mouth. We fell back on the bed kissing each other hard and I slipped my hands between his legs making him moan into my mouth as I felt how hard he was too. Zach ran his hands over my stomach and then grabbed one of my nipples twisting it in his grip as we kissed hard. I pushed him back on his back and got on top of him as we both panted kissing each other rubbing our tongues together. "AHHHHHHh" Zach moaned as I pulled away from his lips and lifted his shirt nibbling and sucking his nipples. "OHHHH" Zach gasped as I moved down his stomach nibbling and kissing his soft skin moving down to his crotch and unbuttoning his pants and ripping his zipper open. "AHHHHHHHHHHH" Zach moaned arching his back as I took his hard dick between my lips through his boxer brief underwear. I quickly stood up and yanked his shoes off and pulled off his pants and underwear making him grin as I tossed them over my shoulder on the floor. Zach got on his knees in front of me with a big smile and I grinned as his hard dick made a tent under his shirt. I moved back up closer to him and he tilted his head up and wrapped his arms around me as we started kissing again. "MMMMMMMMMPH" Zach moaned into my mouth as I slid my hand under his shit and grabbed his dick and slid his foreskin back and started stroking his dick slowly. I slid my other hand around him and grabbed his smooth butt as we sucked on each other tongues and Zach moved his hands down grabbing my butt. I let go of his dick and hugged him close to me and kissed him hard as he panted moving his hands between our bodies and grabbed my crotch squeezing my balls lightly. "MMMMMMM" I moaned kissing him as he stared undoing the button on my pants and got one of his hands through the opening in my boxers and squeezed my dick making my knees tremble. I broke off our kiss and Zach started kissing my nipples and all over my chest moving down to my navel while he continued stroking my dick with his hand in my boxers. I gasped out as I felt his wet tongue in my navel and then over the head of my dick, I looked down at Zach and he grinned up at me stroking my dick as I stood between his open legs. "Fuck" I gasped as Zach started sucking on my foreskin as his lightly squeezed my balls. "Wait wait" I gasped stepping back from Zach as he took the head of my dick into his mouth. I took another step back a step back stepping out of my shoes and pulling my pants down and smiled at Zach as he got upon his knees on the bed and sat back on his heels licking my pre-cum off his hand as his dick tented up under his shirt. After I got my pants and my boxers off Zach grinned and got on his hands and knees as I stepped back over to him feeding him my dick that he immediately devoured. "Oh fuck, oh fuck" I moaned as Zach swallowed my dick all the way to my pubes. "AHHHHH OHHHH FUCK" I groaned as Zach slid his lips back along my shaft before swallowing my dick again. "AHHHHHHH" I groaned out gritting my teeth as Zach started moving his mouth back and forth on my dick. I grabbed Zach's head and started thrusting into his mouth which only made him suck me even harder. "FUCK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I groaned as I started cumming. I felt Zach pull back a little on my dick but he kept it in his mouth sucking as each powerful spurt sent shivers up my spine. I stepped back pulling my dick from Zach mouth after he continued to suckle on it for a while and he went up on his knees smiling at me with cum running out the corner of his mouth and his chin. I smiled at him trying to catch my breath as he fell back on his heels and scooped up some of my cum that fell on the bed and licked it off his fingers with his dick still poking up under his shirt. I walked back up to him and pulled him back up on his knees and licked my cum off his chin and the corners of his mouth that he happily sucked off my tongue which led us into a passionate kiss. "HMMMMMMMPH" Zach moaned as I slipped one of my hands under his shirt stroking his dick and used my other hand to grabbed hold of his butt and play with his hole. Zach continued to moan into my mouth running his hands over my back as I continued to stroke his dick and rub my finger over his hole. Zach started whimpering in my mouth and I knew he was gonna cum soon and let go of his dick and pulled away from his lips. He looked a little confused but started smiling and lifted his hands up when I grabbed the end of his shirt and raised it. I pulled his shirt off as he lifted his arms in the air and tossed it on the floor and stared kissing him again pressing his body again me and felt his hard cock poking into my stomach. I pulled away from his lips and stared kissing his neck making his groan in pleasure as he humped his dick against me. Zach placed his hands on my head as I moved down to his chest nibbling his nipples and then kissed from his chest softly down to his navel swirling my tongue inside it tasting his innie belly button. I smiled to myself as Zach pushed my head down toward his dick, I heard a little gasp from him as I kissed the head of his dick as it peeked out of his foreskin. I knelt down on the floor in front of him and looked up at him with a smile as he started pulling my head toward his crotch. He giggled as I pretended to take his dick into my mouth and planted a kiss on his stomach, I listened to him panting above me as I kissed all over his stomach staying away from his dick. I smiled as Zach ran his finger through my hair as I rubbed my cheek against his dick feeling how hot and hard it was. "OHHHHHHHHH" Zach gasped as I planted a little kiss on his shaft. "AHHHH" Zach gasped again as I started covering his dick with wet kisses staying away from the head of his dick torture him a little. "OH WES" Zach moaned clenching a handful of my hair as I took his balls into my mouth and started sucking on them and thought they seemed slightly bigger than the last time I gave them this kind of attention. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Zach groaned as I licked from his balls all the way up to the tip of his dick pushing my tongue into his foreskin. I moved back down to his balls grinning after he tired to shove his dick into my mouth knowing how badly he wanted to be sucked. "DO IT WES DO IT" Zach pleaded almost panting as I pressed my cheek against his stomach licking the head of his dick as he held my head to him. "Do what" I asked smiling to myself kissing the head of his hard pink dick. "SUCK ME SUCK ME" He chanted in a groan as I slid my tongue over the head of his dick again. I smiled and moved my head off his stomach and swirled my tongue over the head of his dick eliciting a few whimpers from him, and a loud gasp as I put my hands on his butt and pulled him forward taking all of his dick into my mouth. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHOWWWWWWWWWWW" Zach groaned as he sank back on his heels hugging my head to his crotch as I lifted my knees of the floor a little still sucking on his dick hard. I put my hands on his sides and pulled him back up on his knees while I knelt back on the floor and started moving my mouth back and forth along his shaft, "OHHHHHH" Zach gasped as I rubbed his balls that felt a little damp from when I was sucking on them. I closed my lips tightly on Zach's shaft and pulled off his dick making his cry out and nuzzled his balls and started sucking them again. "OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Wesssssssss" Zach hissed as I licked from his balls back up to the tip of his dick and started swirling my tongue of the head of his cock and got a shock as his dick twitched and some almost clear fluid shot out of it onto my tongue. Zach whimpered out loudly jabbing his twitching dick into my mouth as I felt more of the fluid that tasted a bit salty squirt out onto my tongue as Zach what appeared to be his first real orgasm. I swallowed his cum and sucked on his dick hard trying to get some more out of him as it tasted way better than my own. "That was the fucking best ever" Zach said after pulling his dick out of my mouth falling back on the bed on his back making me laugh. "I think I know why" I said grinning. I grabbed his still hard dick and squeezed the base of "why" Zach asked propping himself upon his elbows and pulling up his feet looking down between his legs at me as he apparently really had his first real orgasm. I smiled and grabbed his still hard dick that glistened with my spit and squeezed the base of it moving my fingers up bringing a drop of his almost transparent cum to the tip of his dick. I scooped it up off with my finger and moved up off my knees a little and stretched my hand out rubbing his cum over his lips. He wrinkled up his eyebrows as he licked his lips tasting his cum and then started smiling as he apparently figured out what he was tasting. "It that mine?" he asked eagerly moving up more on his elbows. "Of course it's yours asshole" I said as we both chuckled. He grabbed his dick and started stroking it up and down trying to see if he could get any more cum out of it but frowned a bit when he didn't get anything. "Shit, I wanted to taste more of it?" he said smiling at me as the current position he was lying in was making me really fucking horny. "I can help you there" I said getting up off my knees that were a bit sore from keeling so long but knew it was well worth it. Zach grinned and pulled himself up on the bed making room for me as I got between his legs and started licking his balls. He moved up on the bed some more and I lay down on my stomach between his legs and started stroking his thighs as he smiled down at me. I lowered my head to his crotch and licked his balls hoping they had a lot more of his cum as I wanted to taste more of it just as badly as Zach did, but there was something else I wanted to taste first. I heard Zach giggle as I moved my head down between his legs and pushed my tongue between his butt cheeks and licked his crack. He sighed as I ran my tongue over his hole focusing on it for a few seconds and stopped after my neck started hurting a little from the position I was in. Zach smiled at me as I lifted my head from between his legs and started kissing his balls before I started licking and inevitably sucking on them. "AHHHHHHHHHHH" he gasped as I swallowed his dick and he thrust up into my mouth. I immediately started sucking on his dick moving my mouth up and down on his shaft and Zach hands came down on my head stroking my scalp with his fingers. Zach whimpered and panted as I sucked on his dick and before long I was tasting his hot salty cum in my mouth again trying my best not to swallow it since he said he wanted to taste it. I pulled off his dick and crawled up over his and pressed my lips to his letting the mixture of my spit and his cum slip into his mouth that he hungrily swallowed. I smiled a little after Zach licked my lips and I stuck out my tongue for him to suck on as he pulled me down on top of him wrapping his legs around me. We continued kissing each other for a few minutes before I got off of him and lay next to him thinking of how right it felt. Zach smiled at me and I suddenly felt like I would do anything to see that almost evil smile of his. My cell phone started ring interrupting us from our exploration of each other bodies and I sighed already knowing who it was. "Hey where the hell are you man?" Victor asked after I retrieved my phone from my pants pocket. "I'm still at home" I replied smiling as Zach rang his hand over my stomach. "Doing what?" victor asked sounding kinda pissed. "I decided to hang out with my brother, sorry I didn't call and let you know but tomorrow is his birthday and stuff" I said glancing at Zach as he smiled at me. "Oh okay" victor said sounding more calm now. "Well I guess I'll see you at school tomorrow" he said. "Yeah okay see you tomorrow dude" I said as we ended our conversation. I closed my phone and put it on the night stand next to my bed and turned my attention back to Zach who smiled at me. "Why do you like that stupid thing so much man?" I asked as he held my hand and unbuckled my bracelet off my wrist. He just smiled as he strapped it on his wrist staring at it, I looked at him as he admired my bracelet on his hand an though it looked better on his hand than mine. I felt closer to Zach now more than ever before and it wasn't because of what had just happened with us which was the surprising part, I really did care a lot about him. "Here it's really cool I wish I had one" Zach said taking my bracelet back off and handing it back to me. "Keep it" I said putting my hands under my head staring up at the ceiling as this was the first time in months I felt like my old self. "Really" Zach said eagerly. "Sure you can have it" I said glancing at him as he quickly strapped it on. "Are you sure?" he asked. "Yeah" I said. "Positively sure?" he asked. "Yep" I replied. "Absolutely sure" he asked and started to piss me off. "I said you can you fucking have it" I said looking at him as grinned at me. "You like fucking with me don't you" I said as he laughed making me smile. "Someone has too" Zach said with a chuckle. "Besides you look really funny when you get mad" he said smiling at me. "You look like this" Zach said making a face of what he thought I looked like making me grin. "You want to see funny I'll show you funny" I said and reached over grabbing at his ribs as he giggled and kicked his feet trying to get away. we wrestled around on the bed for a while until I let him pin me holding my arms over my head as he lay on top of me with a sly grin. "What was that for?" I asked after he released my hands and planted a gentle kiss on my lips and smiled at me. "For giving me your bracelet" he said smiling down at me. "Yeah well that's your birthday present" I said smiling at him and started wondering what I was really gonna get for his real present. "YOU CAN'T GIVE ME SOMETHING THAT YOU'VE BEEN WEARING AS A PRESENT FOR MY BIRTHDAY" he said lifting himself up on his hands staring down at me as I tried not to smile. I thought that I'd fuck with him and make him believe I wasn't gonna get him anything and it seemed to be working from the look he was giving me. "why not you said it's cool and you wished you had one" I said as he really was falling for my ploy as I was unable to keep my hands off him as I massaged his butt in my hands. "Yeah but not as my birthday present" he said sitting up on my stomach. "Come on Wes what are you really gonna get me?" he asked with a smile. "I just gave you your present" I said as he stared at me looking a bit disappointed. "If it was your birthday I'd get you a real present and make you feel special" he said pouting a little as I really wanted to laugh but held it in. "How would you make me feel special?" I asked smiling at him as and he smiled back at me slyly. "I'd give you a kiss and suck your dick and swallow your cum" he said leaning in and kissing my nipples softly staring into my eyes with a wicked smile as his words and his touch was making me hard again. "Yeah what else" I asked after we shared a brief but really passionate kiss. "I'd suck you balls and lick your hole and then I'd let you fuck me" he said smiling slyly at me as I felt his hot breath on my lips. "I'm not gonna let you fuck me" I said staring into his eyes. "Why not?" he asked as his voice took on a whiny quality. "Cause..." I said pausing as I really couldn't think of a good excuse of why not to. "Cause what?" he asked waiting for me to finish. "Just cause" I said looking at him as he looked a little pissed. "If I let you fuck me will you let me do it too you then?" he asked looking bit hopeful. "I'll think about it" I said really wanting to try that with him again and hopefully succeed this time but I knew how much it hurt him last time and really didn't want to cause him any pain. I thought about me causing Zach pain now and remembered how easy it seemed before but as I stared into his eyes I couldn't see myself hurting him and felt a bit guilty now for all the things I did to him before. I moved his hair away from his forehead looking for the any signs of the cut he got on his forehead from the fight we had but didn't see anything. I stroked his cheek gently and pulled his head to me and kissed the spot where the cut was happy that it healed up so perfectly and got a smile from him. "So will you let me do it to you if I let you do it to me?" he asked after he smiled at me. "I said I'll think about it and besides we don't really need to do that" I said stroking his hair. "Yeah I guess so" he said sounding a bit down resting his head on my chest. "What if you just fuck me" he asked lifting his head after a few minutes passed. "Um okay" I said knowing that that would be really unfair on my part, but as my mom always told me life is not fair. "Why's doing that so important to you anyway?" I asked staring into his eyes. "No reason" he said with a little smile and put his head back on my chest. I knew he was lying but thought nothing of it as the feeling of Zach lying on top of me and the thought of fucking him made me really hard. I slid my hand down over his butt and pulled his smooth soft Cheeks apart and slid my fingers over his hole. Zach lifted his head up off my chest and smiled at me as I rubbed his hole wondering if I really could get all of my dick in there considering how small his hole felt. I played around Zach's hole for a while and smiled when I felt his dick harden as it pressed against me He sat back up and ran his hands over my chest and started slowly rubbing his hard dick against my stomach smiling at me as I massaged his butt cheeks. Zach leaned in and we started kissing hard as he continued to rub his dick against my stomach moaning into my mouth. I pushed him off of me and got on top of him sucking on his tongue as he ran his hands over my back thrust his dick up against my stomach. "AHHHHHHHHHHHH" Zach gasped as I quickly pulled away from his lips and moved down swallowing his dick and started sucking him hard. "OHHHH AHHHH WESSSSSSSS" Zach gasped trashing about on the bed as I sucked him hard. I pulled off his dick and started sucking on his balls causing more moans and whimpers from him. "OHHHHH" He groaned arching his back as I started licking the underside of his shaft. "AHHHHHHHHH" Zach gasped and his body jerked suddenly as I licked the underside of the head of his dick and he started cumming. I smiled as two spurts of his watery cum landed on his stomach and continued licking his twitching dick making him whimper even more as I lapped up the cum that ran down his shaft. I kissed his balls after his orgasm was over and grabbed his hand and sucked on his fingers making him grin after he scooped up some his cum off his stomach. "OHHHH" he gasped softly as I swallowed his dick again and sucked on it. I pulled off his dick after a while and licked all over his stomach searching for any remnants of his cum with my tongue as he smiled down at me. I crawled up next to him and he immediately pulled me into a kiss grabbing hold of my dick and stroking it. Zach smiled at me when we broke off our kiss and let go of my dick and started licking my glistening pre-cum off his palm and fingers. I started kissing him again and he grabbed hold of my dick again and started stroking it back and forth slowly. "HMMMMPH" I moaned into his mouth after a while as he was quickly bringing me to an orgasm. "FUCK" I muttered and sat up and kneeled over Zach as he smiled at me seeming to read my mind and slid down between my legs and started licking my balls as I stroked my dick rapidly feeling my cum read to explode. "SHIT" I gasped aiming my cock down toward Zach mouth as I started cumming. After my orgasm was over I looked down at Zach and smiled as he had cum running out the corner of his mouth and some on his cheek. He smiled at me and put his hands on my waits pulling me down and swallowing my dick, I fell forward on my hands and thrust into his mouth slowly as he ran his hands over my butt suckling on my dick. I pulled my dick out of Zach mouth reluctantly and moved down over him and licked my cum off his cheek as he licked his lips. Zach pulled me down on top of him and we shared a deeply passionate kiss and then stared into each other's eyes and smiled. "Come on let's get dressed mom will be home soon" I said reluctantly pulling away from his lips and climbed off of him. I got off the bed and picked up my boxers and pulled them on as Zach turned on his side looking at me with a sly smile slowly stroking his dick. I picked up his underwear off the floor and tossed it at his face making him grin and picked up my pants and pulled it back on and left my room pulling my shirt on to go take a piss. After I was done I went to the living room and turned on the TV, Zach came in a few seconds later with a huge smile and joined me on the couch. We watched TV for a while and I found it extremely difficult to focus on the TV with Zach sitting so close to me and touching me from time to time. I looked at him and he glanced at me with a smile and turned back to the TV as I continued to stare at him. Zach glanced back at me again and we stared into each other eyes, I put my hand on his leg and stroking it and getting a smile from him. I smiled when he put his hand on my crotch and I leaned in as he tilted and we shared a gentle kiss. Zach and I immediately pulled away from each other as the doorknob turned and focused back on the TV like that was all we had been doing. "Hey guys" my mom said with a smile coming in the door. "Hey" I answered back smiling at her as she put down the two bags she had in her hands to take off her coat. "what's in the bags?" Zach asked with a smile. "Oh nothing" my mom said smiling as Zach grinned and I figured it was probably presents for him for his birthday. My mom picked up the bags and smiled at us both and headed off to her room while Zach turned to me and smiled broadly. "I'm gonna go take a shower" Zach said to me and got up off the couch. "Okay" I said and would have joined him if my mom wasn't here. My mom came back from her room and hugged Zach and kissed him on his head before she went into the kitchen to get started on dinner while Zach smiled at me again before he disappeared in the hall. He came back after a few minutes smiling at me again and sat down next to me and started drying his hair. We went into the kitchen a couple of minutes later after my mom called us when dinner was ready and enjoyed a surprisingly tasty pasta dinner. I did the dishes after dinner since it was my night to do them while Zach and my mom left the kitchen talking about what kind of cake he wanted for his birthday tomorrow. After I did the dishes I headed to my room feeling really horny for Zach particularly to taste his cum again and thought we could risk a quickie since my mom was in her room probably busy wrapping up his presents. Zach smiled at me when I came into my room and saw him lying on his stomach with a couple of books open in front of him. "What are you doing?" I asked sitting down next to him feeling my dick straining for release from my pants. "Studying, I got a test tomorrow" he said frowning. "On what?" I asked picking up one of his book and looking at it. "I'm supposed to know all the capitals of all the states and what the national bird of each state is" Zach said as I wondered where teachers came up some of their retarded assignments. "Well good luck" I said putting down his book and getting up off the bed since I couldn't help him there. I went to my dresser and got some clothes and decide to take a shower since any sex was out of the question right now. "Hey no jacking off" Zach said with a smile as I looked back at him and grinned as his sly smile told me all more than words could. I left my bedroom and took a shower and then got dressed and went into the living room drying my hair remembering I had some math homework to do. I hung my towel around my neck and got my math book out of my back pack and sighed flipping to the page of trig I had to do. I thought of joining Zach in my room while I read the first problem I had to do and thought I'd better stay here cause we'd would probably forget all about homework. "Where's Zach?" my mom asked a while later when she came into the living room. "Studying for a test tomorrow" I said writing down an answer from my calculator. "Oh okay" she said and I glanced up at her while she went into the kitchen probably to make a cup of coffee or tea. I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair seeing I had three more of stupid trig question to do. "Don't stay up too late" my mom said as she passed by a minute later leaving a scent of mint behind her. "Yeah okay" I said going back to the problem I was working on. "Fucking triangles" I muttered to myself after an hour and a half of trig home work happy that I was done and closed my math book and shoved it along with my notebook back into my back pack. I wasn't too sure the answers were right but I really didn't care right now as all I had on my mind was Zach. I turned on the TV to relax and flipped through a couple of channels and saw a preview for Aeon Flux and thought I definitely had to see that. "Shit man" I said as Zach gave me a scare jumping over the back of the couch and landing next to me. "What are you watching?" Zach asked pulling up his legs on the couch making the shorts he was wearing that had moons and stars printed on it ride up a little showing off his silky thighs. "Nothing really, I just turned on the TV" I replied getting a hard on from just staring at his legs. "Are you sleeping out here tonight?" Zach asked after getting lost in a game preview. "Maybe" I said and we both smiled at each other. "Damn I'm hungry" Zach said putting his feet on the floor and sitting up. "Yeah me too" I said as my stomach rumbled a little. "Come on lets go make some sandwiches" he said getting up off the couch. I got up and followed him to the kitchen where we ended us getting a tube of Pringles that we took back to the couch and ate watching the last half of Spiderman 2. "Come on bed time" I said turning off the TV when Mary Jane was running in her wedding dress. hey it's not done yet" Zach protested putting the TV back on. "Fine you'll be sucking you own dick tonight then I said walking off. I chuckled to myself as he quickly turned of the TV and jumped up off the couch following me to the bathroom. "Oh baby daddy missed you" I said jumping on my bed after we came from the bathroom after brushing out teeth and rubbed my cheek against the sheets that smelled like Zach. I turned over on my back and Zach crawled up over me holding himself upon his hands while I hugged him around his waist. He lowered his head and we shared a very minty kiss from the tooth paste and Zach smiled at me as I grabbed his butt and squeezed it lightly and grinned when I realized he wasn't wearing any underwear. "Shit I forgot I had to pee" Zach said making me gin as he got off of me and raced out the door. I sat up and pulled off my shirt and quickly slid my pants and boxers down and tossed them on the floor and got under the covers eagerly waiting for him to come back. Zach came back and gave me a big smile as he closed the door and locked it and quickly pulled off his shirt and slid his astronomy themed pants down revealing his hard dick. I grinned as he walked up to the bottom of the bed and lifted the end of the covers and crawled under. I closed my eyes as I felt Zach kissing my inner thighs softly and spread my legs open more for him and then felt his hot lips on my balls and then kissed up along my shaft. "FUCKING BITCH" I yelped out when I felt Zach's teeth on my foreskin. Zach pulled the covers back over his head and looked up at me giggling and I smiled happy to see that he was really behaving more like himself. I looked down at him as he started kissing my dick tenderly looking up at me with a sly smile on his face. "OHHHHHHH" I groaned pushing my head back into the pillow as Zach used his tongue and his lips to push my foreskin back and slowly swallowed my dick right down to my pubes. "AHHHHHHHHH" I groaned as he started moving his hot mouth up and down along my shaft. I opened my eyes when Zach pulled off my dick and then smiled when I felt his wet tongue lick across my balls straight down to my hole. He looked up at me and grinned and I pulled my legs up and spread them apart for him to continue which he did swirling his tongue over my hole. I reached down and grabbed my dick and started stroking it as Zach licked at my hole trying to get his tongue inside me. Zach moved my hand away and took hold of my dick and started pumping it up and down as he licked my hole. "AHHHHHHHHH" I groaned curling my toes and grabbing the sheets feeling my orgasm quickly coming on from what Zach was doing. "OHHHHHHHHH" I moaned as Zach licked straight up from my hole to my balls and started licking them hard. "FUCK AHHHHHHHHHHH" I gasped as a spurt of cum shot out of my dick landing on my chest. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I groaned as Zach quickly pulled away from my hole and took my dick in his mouth to receive my cum. "AHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK" I groaned arching my back a little as Zach slid one of his fingers into me making me cum even harder. "OH Ahhh fuck" I muttered smiling to myself as Zach pulled his finger out of my ass and I felt his hot mouth moving up and down on my dick a little before he pulled off. I opened my eyes and looked at him and grinned as he was now over me on his hand and knees smiling as he swirled his tongue around in the little puddle of cum on my chest before slurping it up. Zach crawled up some more and I grabbed the back of his head and smashed my lips against his and kissed him hard. He kissed me back just as hard lowering himself on top of me as I ran my fingers through his silky light blond hair. After we broke off our kiss Zach lifted him self up and repositioning himself sitting on my stomach smiling down at me as I took his dick in my hand and started stroking it slowly. I smiled and stared at his cock feeling a little wetness on my hand and saw a clear string of pre-cum from the tip of his dick to my fingers when I pulled my hand away. I reached up and rubbed Zach's slick pre-cum over his pink lips getting a little giggle from him before he licked his lips clean. I moved down off the pillow and put my hands on his waist and pulled him forward and he quickly got the idea smiling at me as he moved his cock up to my mouth. I licked some of his pre-cum that oozed from the tip of his dick and pulled him up until I had his butt over my face. Zach let out a little gasp when I stuck my tongue out and licked along his crack getting the taste of soap and his own natural flavor. I licked Zach's hole feeling the heat of it on my tongue as he let out little squeaks as he jacked himself off. I pulled his butt cheeks apart and pushed my tongue up hard against his hole making him whimper out. "OHHHHHHH WESSSSS" Zach whimpered as I put my hand on his waist and pulled him down onto my tongue getting it partly into his hole. Zach moaned softly grinding his butt down into my face before he suddenly lifted himself up and jabbed his cock into my mouth and I felt his salty juice squirting onto my tongue. There wasn't as much as this afternoon but I swallowed all of it and sucked on his cock hard trying to get more out of him. "AHHHHH WES STOP" Zach gasped as I hugged him tightly around his waist and sucked on his cock hard. "OHHHH WES NO STOP" Zach whimpered as I continued to suckle on his dick hard feeling my own dick hard and throbbing as I wanted more of his cum. "FUCK OW AHHHH DON'T STOP" Zach panted changing his tune now as it didn't take me long to bring him close to another orgasm. I released my grip on his waist and Zach went crazy and started fucking my mouth wildly as he grunted. I put my hand on his butt cheeks feeling his ass flex with the speed and force he was fucking my mouth with. He abruptly stopped and started panting heavily collapsing on top of my head while I continued to suckle on his cock gently as I massaged his butt cheeks feeling his skin slightly damp with sweat. Zach lifted himself up off my head holding himself up on his hands and knees as I titled my head up a little with his cock still in my mouth looking at him as he looked down under his body at me with his hair hanging down in his face and his stomach moving in and out rapidly. Zach started thrusting into my mouth again slowly pulling his dick almost all the way out of my mouth before slowly thrusting back it. when he pulled his dick back again I pulled off it and started swirling my tongue over the head that was now blood red unlike it's usual bright pink and still hard as stone. I sucked on the head of his dick making him whimper out and then flicked it with my tongue a couple times hearing him gasp out. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Zach whimpered and his cock started twitching and fired out a single burst of watery cum on my lips. I licked his cum off my lick and licked the head of his twitching cock as some more of his watery cum oozed out the tip of his dick as he whimpered like a wounded animal. I licked all over the head of his dick after getting all his cum and then put my hands on his butt pulling him down on my face taking all of his cock back into my mouth. I suckled on Zach's cock gently wondering if I could make him cum again but then thought that probably wouldn't happen since his dick was quickly getting soft in my mouth. Zach lifted himself off my mouth slowly and moved down on me giving me a couple of kisses on my lips as if to thank me or just now and then dropped himself on me burying his head in my neck. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his shoulders lightly running my hands down over his back down to his butt getting a little giggle from him. we stayed like that for a few minutes and then looked at he time on the clock and saw that it was eleven o'clock. I smiled to myself thinking in just an hour it would be Zach's birthday and he'd be twelve years old, it was kinda bittersweet since his mom wouldn't be here to celebrate it with him. "Hey man" I said giving Zach a light shake that startled him a bit after I heard a light snore from him. "what?" he asked lifting his head staring at me looking really tired. "You were snoring" I said smiling at him. "No I wasn't" he replied with a little smile. "Go turn off the light" I said to him thinking we'd better go to bed. He smiled and lifted himself up off of me and jumped off the bed giving me a view of his perfect butt that made me smile as he went to turn of the light. I pulled myself back up on my pillow and pulled the covers up over my chest as Zach flicked off the light. I smiled and shook my head as Zach went to the bottom of the bed lifting the end of the covers again and crawled up under the covers giving my dick a kiss. He crawled up from under the covers to my face and gave me a kiss and then lowered himself on top of me resting his head next to mine. I pulled the covers up over his back and he kissed my cheek sliding down to the side of me a little and threw his arm and his leg over me. "Hey what did you do with all your video games?" I asked as I didn't remember him bringing any of them with him when he came back from L.A. with my mom. "I gave them all away" he said snuggling up closer to me if that was even possible considering how close he already was. "Really?" I asked in surprise. "Uh-Huh, I gave Izzy my Gamecube and I gave my Xbox to Jake and I let Skye have my PS2 and the rest of my stuff I let Garret have it" Zach said as his generosity surprised me. "What about Robin didn't you give him anything?" I asked knowing that he was Zach's best friend. "Yeah, I gave him my computer" he said and I knew he mean his desktop since he came back with his laptop. "You didn't keep anything for yourself?" I asked looking at him. "Well only my clothes and some other stuff, it didn't make sense bringing all that stuff here cause this place is kind small" he said lifting his head which did make sense. "I should have given away my clothes too since I can't wear most of it here or I'll freeze to death" Zach said making me chuckle. I thought about all he went through and realized that Zach really had a lot of courage facing all that he did in the last couple of months despite the state I found him in when I got home. "I hope your mom gets me an Xbox 360 for my birthday tomorrow" Zach said after a few minutes of silence that made me believe he had fallen asleep again. "They're kinda hard to get right now" I said after I heard a couple of guys in my class complaining of the long line they had to stand in to get one and still didn't which pissed them off. "I know but I hope she does though" Zach said moving his head closer to mine. "Well you'll find out tomorrow now go to sleep you have a test tomorrow" I said pulling adjusting the covers. "UGH Don't remind me" he said making me smile. "I'm sure you'll do okay" I said considering all the hours he put in studying. "Yeah" he said with a sigh propping himself upon his elbow running his hands over my chest slowly moving it down to my dick that was responding to his touch. "Hey we have school tomorrow" I said looking at him pulling his hand away from my stomach before it went any further. "Wes can I ask you something?" Zach asked after a few minutes passed. "Sure" I replied. "Are you in love with Kim?" he asked. "Uh no I broke up with her a few days ago" I said thinking that certainly made what I did with Zach this afternoon and just now less complicated. "Okay Good night then" he said with a sly smile and gave me a kiss on my lips and sank back bedside me. I don't know exactly when Zach and I fell asleep but I awoke the next morning spooning him with rain pouring down heavily outside. "I could stay like this with you all day" Zach said making me smile and agree with him considering the weather outside. "Yeah well we have a couple minutes" I said looking at the time on the clock. Zach and I laid next to each other listening to the rain crashing down outside touching and kissing each other and I really felt like spending the entire day with him. "Come on let's get dressed" I said after I heard my watch beep for seven o'clock. I tossed the covers off and got out of bed and pulled on my boxers and picked up Zach's shorts and tossed them to him getting a smile from him and walked over to my closet to get some clothes to wear. "What are you wearing today?" I asked after I got what I wanted out of my over stuffed closet and Zach walked up beside me. "I think this and this" Zach said pulling out a yellow shirt and a green one still naked. "I think you should wear this instead since it's raining" I said pulling out a blue long sleeved shirt with grey running from the shoulders down the sleeves. "Okay" he said wit a smile putting back his green shirt. I pulled on my undershirt and a long sleeved shirt of my own and grabbed one of my black sweaters and pulled it on over my shirt and got a pair of pants from my drawer and pulled them on. I smiled at Zach after he got a clean pair of underwear from his drawer and pulled it on and then pulled on a pair of cargo pants that he loved so much. Zach and I sat down on the bed together and put on our socks and I got my timberlands out since it was raining and thought I should remind mom to get Zach a pair too since it was gonna start getting really cold soon. "Here you better put this on too" I said taking a dark blue sweater I never wore out of the closet and gave it to him. "Thanks" Zach said smiling at me holding out the sweater and inspecting it. He ripped of the tag that I never bothered to take off and pulled the zipper that was on the front down a little and pulled it on over his head. "Hey it fits great" he said standing up and looking down at the sweater. "Guys are you up yet?" my mom asked from outside the door. "Uh yeah we're getting dressed mom" I answered back picking up my brush and running it through my hair as Zach looked at himself in the mirror. "Okay then hurry up" my mom said. I handed Zach the brush not that he needed it and unlocked my bedroom door and went out into the living room and saw a couple of presents on the coffee table and a few on the couch. My mom had bought a lot more presents for Zach than she did for my twelfth birthday but I wasn't jealous or anything since I guessed she was making up for his mom not being here. My mom smiled at me coming from her bedroom with her heels or toe crushers as I called them seeing as how many times she stepped on my toes when she had them on. "There's my birthday boy" my mom said putting down her shoes and hugging Zach tightly and kissing him as he came out of my room. I smiled and went into the bathroom to brush my teeth and was joined by Zach a little while later after he and my mom were through with their love fest. When we finished brushing our teeth Zach headed for the kitchen while I went back to my bedroom and got the three hundred dollars I had saved to go buy Zach a present after school. I came back to the living room and smiled finding Zach examining his presents with a huge grin on his face. "I think this one's the Xbox" he said holding up one of his present with a grin. "Hey not till later" my mom said as Zach quickly put the present back where he got it and smiled at my mom as she smiled at him. "I have to leave now Wes will give you a ride to school" my mom said kissing Zach on his head and then walked to the door after getting her coat from the closet. "I'll bring your cake this afternoon and try not to get wet I don't want you to get sick" my mom said to him and heading to the door with a couple of files in her hand. "Okay bye aunt Heather" Zach said and my mom blew him a kiss before she closed the door. "You ready to go?" I asked getting my jacket from the closet and pulling it on. "Yeah let me get my back pack" he said after leering at his presents one last time before he headed to my room. I went to the kitchen and put two pop tarts into the microwave and put one in my pocket and waited for the to heat up. "Here I picked up yours for you too" Zach said handing me my backpack with a little smile. "Thanks" I said trading my back pack for a pop tart. We left the kitchen and just as I picked up my keys for my SUV I remembered my phone was still in my room and went to got get it. After retrieving it and turning it on I walked back out to the living room where Zach was pulling on his coat. we left our apartment and I locked the door and Zach and I rode the elevator down to the garage eating our pop tarts and smiling at each other. I deactivated the alarm and unlocked the door on my SUV and noticed some piece of paper on the roof and wondered what the hell it was. "Hold this for me" I said handing Zach my cell phone while I went to see what the paper on top of my SUV was. "Hmmp mom" I said shaking my head as it was the flies I saw her leave with. "what is it?" Zach asked standing net to me as I looked through on of the files. "Some of mom's work stuff" I said closing the file back and opening the backdoor and tossing it on the backseat. "Do you think she'll need it?" Zach asked looking at me as he took of his back pack and put it on the backseat. "I hope not" I said scoffing after I tossed my back pack in and closed the door. "Maybe we can call her and take it too her" Zach suggested as he went around t the passenger side. "Knowing how my mom drives she's probably halfway to work by now" I said starting the engine after Zach pulled on his seat belt. He grinned and I reversed from my parking spot and turned on my windshield wipers and drove out of the garage and headed to Zach's school. I glanced at Zach playing with my phone and humming some tune to himself and smiled and focused on the road that I could barely see in all the rain. "This is my stop" Zach said as I slowed down approaching his school. I pulled up in front of Zach's school and he unbuckled his seatbelt and grabbed his back pack from the back seat. "Thanks" he said with a smile pulling up the zipper on his jacket a little. "Oh hey can you hang out with Keegan this afternoon there's something I got to do" I said to Zach as the smile he had on his face faded. "You mean Kim" he asked. "No, I told you we're not seeing each other anymore" I said staring at him as he looked like he didn't believe me. "I just got to do something really important that's all" I said not telling him that that something was getting him a birthday present. "Oh okay" he said glancing out the window. "Good luck on your test man" I said to him as he smiled at pulling the hood on his jacket over his head and opening the door. He gave me a quick wave and ran off into his school yard through the rain as I wondered just what to get him for his birthday. How fucked up is having to take a test on your birthday, I thought smiling to myself and pulled off heading off to school. when I got to school I got soaked running from the parking lot up the stairs inside as the rain continued to pour down heavily. "Hey man" victor said meeting as I met him at the top of the stairs. "Hey" I said back searching my pockets for my phone to call my mom and tell her she forgot her files. "Damn I'll be back I forgot my phone in my car" I said to him and ran back down the steps pulling the hood of my jacket over my head. I went back to my SUV and looked around for my phone and came up empty and then remembered that Zach was playing with it and probably still had. I got back out my SUV and turned the alarm back on and got soaked running back to the stairs after a strong gust of wind blew my hood off my head. "You look like a drowned rat" victor said grinning as I walked up the stairs to him with my hair thoroughly soaked. "Can I use your phone?" I asked when we walked into the hall thinking I should have just asked victor to use his phone in the first place. "Yeah here" victor said handing me his phone. "Hey guys" Kevin said and we turned around and I smiled as he was just as wet as me. "Now you look like a drowned rat" victor said grinning as I smiled dialing my mom's number. "HEYYYY MAN" I said as Kevin shook his head like a dog and his curls fluffed back up a little. "This is Heather?" my mom asked answering her phone. "Mom it's me" I said since she probably didn't recognize Victor number that showed upon her phone. "Oh thank god Wesley, I left a couple of files on top of you car please tell me that there okay" my mom said sounding really worried. "Yeah they're in my car" I replied as Kevin and victor looked at me. "Okay keep them safe for me" my mom said breathing a sigh of relief. "Yeah no problem later" I said and closed victor's phone and gave it back to him. "Heather Gallagher store" victor said grinning at me as he hit a couple buttons on his phone. "Now that's drowned rat" Kevin said pointing at Jordan who was walking toward us with a grin thoroughly soaked with his blond hair sticking to his face. "Anyone of you guys got a blow dryer?" Jordan asked as we all grinned and walked to class as the bell rang. I had math the first period and got a surprise test leading me the a revelation that a test was bad whether it was on your birthday or not. I thought about Zach all morning wondering what he was doing in class and if he did okay on his test. Kim and I sat together during biology after lunch and joked on Miss Moore and the fact that she had another hole in her stocking and what she did to get it. "Mr. Gallagher Miss Jackson am I going to have to separate you two or do you prefer to join Mr. castle out in the hall" Miss Moore said as she spotted Kim and I talking. "Um No ma'am" I replied as Kevin and victor snickered in front of me thinking I should have said yes and hang out in the hall with Jordan who got thrown out for disrupting the class. "ATTENTION STUDENTS AND MEMBERS OF STAFF WE SEEM TO BE HAVING A SOME DIFFICULTY WITH THE HEAT SO WE HAVE DECIDED TO DISMISS SCHOOL NOW" the principal said as there were several cheers from the class which explained why it suddenly got so cold. Happened a lot sooner than expected, I thought since there were always a few days during winter when school was dismissed early cause of no heat. I stuffed my book in my bag and thought this couldn't have happened on a better day since it gave me a lot of time to find a present for Zach. I said good bye to Kim and left biology class trying to avoid getting trampled as everyone seemed to be rushing to get out of school. "Hey Wes can you give Keegan a ride home this afternoon" Kevin asked as I noticed Jenna waiting on him and got a little smile and a wave from her. "Yeah sure" I replied smiling at him knowing what the both of them would be spending the rest of the afternoon. "Thanks buddy" Kevin said smiling and patting my shoulder and then raced off toward Jenna. I went out into the parking lot noticing the sky looking as if the worse of the rain was yet to come though it was falling lightly. I got in my SUV and tossed my backpack in the back seat and pulled on my seat belt and drove out of my parking spot waving to Victor and Kristin who were heading to his Porsche. I decided to head to Wal-Mart and get Zach a game for is birthday since I really didn't know what to buy for him. When I got to Wal-Mart I headed for the aisle the video games were in and started looking at the game titles. "Star Wars Battlefront II, Call of Duty 2" I muttered to myself checking out what games Zach might like. "Need For Speed Most Wanted" I picked that up hearing that it was really great and looked for another game Zach might like. "Shit this is Xbox he doesn't have an Xbox anymore" I mumbled the myself putting back need for speed most wanted on the shelf. "Okay PS2" I muttered going over to the PS2 games section. "NBA Live 06, Dragon Ball Z Budokai Tenkaichi" I muttered picking it up an smiling as I remembered how Kevin and I used to race home every afternoon to watch that. "Hey Soul Calibur III is out" I said putting dragon ball Z back on the shelf and picking up that title instead which was more for me than Zach. "Okay focus Wes you're here to get a present for your brother not for yourself" I muttered as I guy who was in the same aisle as me looked at me strangely probably wondering who I was talking too. I came across Tony Hawk's American Wasteland and figured that would be more to Keegan's liking than Zach's. I picked up Ratchet Deadlocked and looked for need for speed most wanted but couldn't find any and then overheard the same guy who was staring at me before asking one of the guys that worked there for the same game. "Damn" I muttered hearing it was sold out on the PS2 and picked back up dragon Ball Z hoping Zach would like it. I took the three games to the checkout counter and paid for them and left heading back to where I parked and then smiled to myself thinking of the perfect present for Zach. I got into my Escape and drove out of Wal-Mart's car park and headed to the mall that was close to where we lived. when I got to the mall I parked and headed to the store where Zach present was in and opened that it hadn't sold out yet. I was in luck and bought Zach's present that was on sale and was even lucky enough to get it gift wrapped. "Fuck" I mumbled after coming out the store and saw that the rain had come back down hard again. I tucked Zach's gift in my jacket pocket so it would get wet and pulled my hood up over my head and ran out into the car park. "God damn" I yelled as the rain was ice cold now as I tried to run faster wishing I had parked a little closer to the mall entrance. I got back in my Escape and took Zach's gift out of my pocket and put it in the bag with the games and started the engine and pulled out of the mall parking lot. I decide to head to Zach's school and wait for him since it didn't make sense going home and then having to come back and pick him and Keegan up in an hour. when I got to Zach's school I parked right in front the entrance and turned up the heat trying to dry off as my hand were freezer from when I got wet a while ago. I turned up the radio barely hearing the rain pouring down hard around me and waited for two thirty to come. I got so caught up in the music I was listening too I didn't even realize how fast the time flew by and got a little startled when the passenger door and the back door opened. "Hey Wes" Keegan said as I saw him in the rearview mirror smiling at me as he closed the door and pushed his hood back off his head. "Hey" I said back smiling at Zach as he got in the front seat and tossed his back pack in he back. "Hey Keegan pass me those files on the back seat" I said to Keegan not wanting them to get damaged. "what are they?" Keegan asked passing them tome while Zach got his seat belt on. "It's my mom work stuff" I said putting the files on the dashboard in front of me. "I thought you said you had important stuff to do" Zach said smiling at me as he zipped down his jacket. "I did and I did it, school got dismissed early" I said starting the engine and pulled off. "You guys are lucky" Keegan said sounding a little angry that he didn't get to leave school early too. "Hey what's this?" Zach asked picking up the bag his present was in that apparently got knocked on the floor when he was getting in. "You'll see when we get home" I said grabbing the back out of his hand and tucking it between my thighs. Zach smiled at me and sat back in his seat and then he and Keegan started singing along discordantly to one of Ashlee Simpson's songs on the radio. The surprising thing was that as bad as Zach and Keegan sounded singing they sounded a hell of a lot better than Ashlee Simpson did. "You hanging out with us or do you want me to drop you home?" I asked glancing at Keegan hoping he'd choose the latter. "Nah drop me home I got to stuff to do" Keegan said making Zach and me grin as I wondered what stuff he was talking about. I dropped Keegan off and he waved to us after he went up the steps to his place and I pulled off heading home glancing at Zach as he looked at me with a wicked smile. I could only guess what he was thinking as I turned onto our street and parked in front of our building. Zach and I ran into the lobby grinning as we both got soaked getting out of the car. "You boys better go get dried off or you'll get sick" James said smiling at us. "we will" I said and Zach and I walked over to the elevator together. When we got up to our floor I got the keys for the door out and walked down the hall to our apartment. We tossed our back packs on the couch next to some of Zach present and I took off my jacket watching Zach wiggle out of his own. "Come on man let me get you dried off" I said chuckling as Zach's hair was stuck to his head. I went and got a couple of towels and walked toward my room with the bag Zach's gifts and the games were in meeting him in the hall coming from the bathroom. we walked into my room together and I tossed the bag on the bed and took the towel and pulled Zach to me and stared gently rubbing his hair to get it dry. He smiled at me after I finished drying his hair and I sat down on the bed and grabbed the bag with his gift and took it out and game him the bag with the games. Zach grinned and sat down next to me and opened the bag taking out the games smiling from ear to ear. "I don't know it you like that one" I said as he inspected the dragon ball Z game. "Of course it's anime" Zach said reminding me that he liked that. "Soul Calibur III great" Zach said grinning as he held it. "Actually that one's for me but I'll let you play it" I said smiling at him. "It's my birthday and you're buying yourself stuff" Zach said giving me a smirk. I shoved him and we both laughed before he tore off the plastic on the games and inspected them. "This is your real present" I said handing him his gift wrapped birthday present. "what is it?" he asked smiling . "Tear off the paper and see genius" I said getting another smirk from him. "COOL THANKS WES" Zach said grabbing me in a tight hug after he tore the paper off his present which was a Swiss pocket knife that I had been planning on buying for myself. "It's got everything in it" I said as Zach grinned flicking out the knife and then some of the other tools which included, a scissors a pliers and saw and a magnifying glass. "Thanks so much" he said smiling as he pulled out some of the other tools in the pocket knife. "I'm happy you like it" I said smiling. "I love it" he said hugging me aging. I pulled my sweater off that was a little damp from all the soaking I took this afternoon and tossed it on the floor along with my shirt and under shirt too. "Take off you sweater and your shirt if they're wet" I said leaning over to untie the laces on my boots. "You'll say anything to see me naked wouldn't you" Zach said with a smile and got up and put kicked off his shoes and pulled the zipper down on the sweater I gave him, which I had to say looked really nice on him. He pulled off his long sleeved shirt and the yellow one he was wearing under it and tossed them on top of mine on the floor smiling at me as just looking at his naked torso was making me hard. Zach walked up to me stepping in between my legs and leaned in and did what I had been thinking of all day pressing his lips gently against mine. I wrapped my arms around him pressing my lips back against his and leaned back pulling him on top of me kissing him deeply. Zach and I turned on our sides and he slid his hands down and unbuttoned my pants and slipped his hand into my boxers grabbing my dick as we kissed. I unbuttoned his pants too rolling onto my back pulling Zach on top of me as he shoved his tongue in my mouth. We kissed and fondled each other rolling around on what was now our bed, Zach and I stopped for a few seconds to take our pants off and then went right back to kissing each other. "Mmmm" Zach moaned into my mouth stroking my dick as we kissed while I had my hand inside his grey and white boxer briefs massaging his butt. He broke off our kiss and smiled at me when I found his hole and started rubbing it with my finger. we went back to kissing and I continued rubbing Zach's hole while he stroked my dick in my boxers that was aching for his hot mouth. I quickly pulled away from Zach's lips and shoved him onto his back and covered his chest and his stomach in kisses. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Zach moaned out lifting his butt up off the bed a little as I pulled after I pulled down the front of his underwear and swallowed his dick sucking on it. He smiled at me after I let his dick slip out of my mouth and moved back up next to him kissing him hard on his lips. "Fuck me" Zach said staring into my eyes with a little smile after we broke off our kiss. "On your birthday, are you sure?" I asked feeling my dick throb at the idea. "Sure today's as good as any" he said with a smile. I looked at him knowing that it was gonna hurt judging from the last time we tried it and I started having second thoughts about fucking him and hurting him on his birthday or any day for that matter. "where are you going?" I asked as he jumped up and got off the bed suddenly. "To get some lotion or something" he said pulling down his underwear and tossing them at me with a smile. I fell back on my back smiling watching Zach's ass as he walked out of my room and held his underwear to my nose inhaling his scent. I sighed and then smiled a little knowing his mind was already made up that I was going to fuck him was and was sure there was nothing I could sat to him to change it. Even if I could talk him out off doing it today he'd keep at it until I gave in and did it to him. My dick suddenly got harder than I had ever felt it as I thought about what we were going to do as I inhaled Zach underwear. I tossed Zach's boxer briefs aside and lifted my but and slid my boxers down and tossed them on the floor and lay back on my back feeling my heart pounding as I thought about what we were going to do. I'll try and be as gentle as possible, I thought to myself and looked down and saw pre-cum almost pouring out of my dick. I smiled as Zach came back and jumped back up on the bed with a bottle of something in his hand and dropped it on the bed I felt a shiver run though me as he leaned in and licked my pre-cum off my stomach and then used his tongue and his lips to push my foreskin back. Zach swallowed my dick straight down to my pubes and slowly dragged his lips over my shaft leaving my dick glistening in his spit and crawled back up to me with a grin. "what this?" I asked propping myself upon my elbow and reaching for the bottle he came back with. "Baby oil, I found it in you mom's room" he replied smiling at me. I dropped the bottle back on the bed and leaned in and kissed his on his soft pink lips sticking my tongue in his mouth as I grabbed his dick and started stroking it slowly. "Come on I'm ready" Zach said after he pushed me away with a smile. "How do you want to do it?" I asked sitting up and picked up the bottle of baby oil. "Just like this" Zach said pulling his feet up on the bed. Okay I said and flipped the cap open on the baby oil and got up repositioning myself between Zach's spread legs and sat back on my heels. Zach smiled at me as I poured some of the oil into his crack and worked it in with my fingers and poured some more oil into my hand and rubbed it over my dick. I closed back the bottle of oil and wiped the excess off my hand in Zach underwear and moved up closer to him as he spread his legs a little further apart. I felt my dick throbbing in my hand as I felt it between my fingers lining it up with Zach's hole feeling like my heart was about to tear out of my chest. I felt another shiver run up my spine as the head of my dick made contact with Zach's hole and thrust forward a little trying to get inside him. Zach opened his mouth a little in a silent gasp as I thrust a little harder to get the head of my dick into him. My dick slid around Zach's hole for a while as a few seconds went by as I tried in vain to penetrate him. I reached down and held my dick and thrust forward again feeling my dick making a little progress as Zach opened his mouth again in another silent gasp. I looked down and saw how hard Zach's dick was and took it in my hand and stroked it a couple time getting a gasp of pleasure from him. I moved my hips forward a little and felt the head of my dick start to slip into him as Zach opened his mouth in another gasp again as he stared into my eyes. I thrust forward a little more and felt the head of my dick start to slip into Zach as he opened his mouth again looking a bit surprised and gritted his teeth as I thrust in again. Fuck it's really happening I thought, feeling the head of my dick sink deeper into him and shoved my hips forward. "OWWWW" Zach yelped pout immediately pulling himself up on the bed off my dick. "Oh god I'm sorry I'm sorry" I said leaning over him and kissing him on his lips and his face apologizing to him for thrusting in too hard. "It's okay put it back in" Zach said with a smile and pushed me up off of him. I poured some more oil on my dick and some more in his crack and worked the tip of my finger into him a little as he smiled down at me lifting his legs up for me to continue. I pulled him down on the bed and moved forward as he lifted his legs and looked down lining my dick up with his hole again and thrust forward gently quickly regained the progress I already made. "Ahhhh" Zach gasped as I slowly thrust forward until most of the head of my dick was in his hole. "Fuck" I whispered feeling how hot Zach's inside were even hotter than any girl I ever fucked an way tighter too. I looked down at Zach as he had his eyes closed slowly stroking his dick whispering something incoherently. I slowly thrust in again and Zach opened his eyes opening his mouth in surprise and lifting his head up off the bed a little. Zach dropped his head back on the bed and gasped out closing his eyes making me smile as he looked like he was clearly enjoying what ever it was he was feeling. I started thrusting in slowly again and immediately pulled out as Zach opened his eyes and lifted him self up off the bed partly moaning out as I feared I had hurt him. He fell back on the bed and I started grinning as I saw his watery cum covering his stomach and oozing from the tip of his dick. "What the fuck was that?" I asked grinning as I had never seen Zach have an orgasm like that before. Zach giggled as I leaned in and licked his cum off his stomach and the tip of his cock and then took it into my mouth and sucked on it. "Come on" he said pulling my head away from his cock. "You mean you still want to do it?" I asked a bit surprised as I thought after what just happened we were done. "Of course now put you dick back in it's starting to feel good" he said with a sly grin. I smiled and reclaimed my position between his legs and poured some more oil on my dick and Zach crack and wiped up some of the excess oil that was running down Zach's crack with his underwear. Zach hooked his legs over my thighs as I put my dick back against his hole and pushed in getting my dick back to where I had it before I pulled out. "Ahhhhhh" Zach gasped taking his dick in his hand and stroking it. I moved his hand away and took his dick between my fingers and pushed his foreskin all the way back as I thrust into him at the same time getting another gasp from him. I looked at Zach as he had his hands splayed out at the side of his head and his eyes half open letting out little gasps as I sank my dick deeper into him getting more inside him. I tried my best to hold back my orgasm that felt like it was seconds away from being inside Zach's hot ass that held my dick in a vise like grip. I fell forward on my hands over Zach as he opened his eyes wide and grabbed onto my shoulders after more of my dick slid into him inadvertently. "Sorry" I whispered down to him and he lifted his head and kissed my lips and gave me a little smile along with the look of discomfort on his face. I held myself still trying to relax to keep from blowing my load before pushing anymore of my dick in as my orgasm felt ready to explode any second. "AHHHHH" Zach groaned gritting his teeth after a few minutes passed and I felt I could continue pushing some more of my dick into him estimating that I had a little more than half of it inside him. "Owwwww" he gasped grabbing my shoulder and lifting his head up off the bed. "You want me to stop?" I asked hoping that wasn't the case since we had gotten so far already. "Uh-uh" Zach whispered panting. I waited a while and slowly withdrew my dick before pushing back in as Zach grabbed my shoulders again opening his mouth in a silent gasp. I fought the urge I had to shove my entire dick in him after slowly with drawing my dick again and shoving it back in as Zach opened his mouth again in an inaudible gasp. Zach dropped his hand back next to his head opening his mouth in little silent gasps as I slowly moved my dick back and forth inside his tight hot hole. My dick made a squelching sound as I slowly fucked Zach thinking that I may have used too much baby oil buy quickly forgot about that as I felt my orgasm building up again. "AHHHHHHH" Zach gasped grabbing my shoulders again as I picked up my pace. I leaned in and started kissing him trying my best not to shove all of my dick into him as my orgasm was quickly approaching. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I gasped out gritting my teeth and started cumming in Zach's ass clenching the sheets in my hands as I filled his ass with cum. I panted holding my head down after my most intense orgasm ever was over and then smiled as Zach lifted his head and kissed my cheek. I stared into his eyes and pressed my lips against his kissing him passionately sucking on his tongue. I pulled away from his lips and kissed both his cheeks and his forehead thanking him for what the mind blowing experience. I stared into his eyes now wanting to take my dick out of him yet as being inside him felt so amazing. "Do you want to do it again?" Zach asked with a smile seeming to read my thoughts. "Are you sure?" I asked feeling my dick still incredible hard inside him. "Yeah you can try getting all your dick inside me" Zach whispered with a smile and putting his head back on the bed and dropping his arms next to his head. I smiled and slowly pulled my dick back and thrust into Zach again as he smiled a little at me this time. "AHHHHHAAAAAA" Zach moaned grabbing my shoulders and gritting his teeth as I pushed more of my dick into him. "OWWWWWWWWWWWW" he yelped lifting his head with a pained look on his face gripping my shoulders tightly. I stopped and kissed his face and his lips as he panted and lowered his head back to the bed as I leaned in and kissed his lips. "You okay?" I asked rubbing my lips against his. "Yeah go ahead" he replied in a whisper. I adjusted my knees on the bed a little and slowly thrust into him again as he opened his mouth in another soundless gasp as I now had almost all of my dick inside him. I panted and despite of how cold and wet it was outside I worked up a pretty good sweat fucking Zach as I felt sweat on my forehead and my back. "I'm gonna push the rest in okay" I said warning Zach before I did as I stared into his eyes. "Okay" he said taking a deep breath. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHOWWWWWW" he yelped as I lay on top of him giving him all of my dick gritting my teeth as he dug his fingers into my back. I lay on top of Zach for a few minutes and feeling how incredible having all of my dick inside his tight hole was resting my forehead on the bed next to his head. "You okay?" I asked lifting my head and staring into his eyes as he had a look of discomfort on his face. "Yeah it feels kinda strange" he said giving me a little smile. I kissed his lips and put my head next to his enjoying the feeling of being connected to him like this as it was the greatest thing I ever felt or ever would feel. "I'm ready" Zach whispered in my ear and after he kissed the side of my face. I lifted my head and stared into his eyes as he smiled at me and lifted his head and kissed my lips. I kissed him back shoving my tongue into his mouth as he shoved his tongue into my mouth hard grabbing my head and running his hands through my hair. I pulled away from his lips and started fucking him slowly staring into his eyes as he opened his mouth pressing his head back into the bed holding my shoulders as he grimaced in pain. "AHHHHHHHH" Zach gasped as his look of pain had turned to pleasure as I could feel his hard cock rubbing against my stomach as I thrust into him. "OHHHHHHHHH" he groaned opening his eyes wide and lifting his head off the bed as I pressed all my dick into him slowly. He smiled at me and I picked up my pace fucking him a little faster and harder as he had his hand on my shoulders staring into my eyes with a smile. Zach placed his hands under his head as I stopped for a second and repositioned myself getting back on my hands and knees before I started fucking him again. Zach spread his legs apart as I fucked him hearing myself breathing heavily as fucking him was the greatest thing I ever felt. "AHHHHHHHHH" I groaned fucking him harder and faster as he had his eyes closed and his mouth open with a look of pleasure on his face. "OWWWWWWWWWWWWWW" he squealed out lifting his head and opening his eyes wide and grabbing onto my shoulders as I shoved my entire dick into him hard. "I'm sorry Zach I'm sorry" I said kissing his face apologetically and getting caught up in the incredible feeling of fucking him. "It's okay just go slow when you push it all in" Zach said giving me a little smile and put his head back on the bed and dropped his hands on the bed next to his head. I started fucking him slowly again pulling my dick almost all the way out before pushing it all back in again as Zach closed his eyes pressing his head back into the bed moaning with ever thrust. I started fucking Zach deeply picking up my pace again as he panted and groaned in pleasure from my thrusts. "OHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHH" Zach started moaning before long taking my deep thrust and enjoying it. "AHHHHH OHHHHHH" I gasped and started fucking him harder as he had his eyes closed turning his head from side to side gritting his teeth from time to time as I fucked him hard. I pulled my dick almost all the way out and thrust back in again slowly making him moan and whimper in pleasure which made me hornier. I started thrusting into Zach harder and he whimpered even louder not complaining but enjoying my hard deep thrust. "OHHHHHHH ZACHHHHHHHHHHHH" I moaned feeling my orgasm seconds away and started fucking him even harder making him grip my shoulders hard and whimper out. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Zach squealed out throwing his hands around my neck as his ass suddenly clamped down tightly on my dick. I thrust into him hard and started cumming as he whimpered and panted digging his finger into my back hard. Zach continued whimpering as spurt after spurt of my cum filled his ass as his hole held my dick tightly. After my orgasm was over I listened to Zach panting heavily and I lifted myself up off him fearing that I might have hurt him. "Hey are you alright" I asked as I saw a little wetness in the corners of his eyes. He nodded his head and smiled and I slowly withdrew my dick from him and then grinned as I sat back on my heels and saw some of his cum on his stomach. I scooped it up on my fingers and licked it off as Zach put his hands under his head and grinned at me. I leaned forward and licked the wet spot on his stomach where I scooped his cum off and took his dick in my mouth and sucked on it getting the rest of his juice. I sat back on my heels again and cleaned off my dick with Zach's underwear and crawled up beside him and fell flat on my stomach exhausted. "It really worked" Zach said smiling to himself. "what?" I asked looking at him as he grinned. "Well Robin said that a couple of times when Skye fucked him he made him cum without even touching his dick" Zach said turning to me with a smile. I scoffed and smiled at him as that explained why he wanted me to fuck him so badly. "All the times that I did it to him it never happened but it's true it happened just now" Zach said grinning. we both lay there for a few minutes looking at each other and smiling before Zach moved his head closer to mine and kissed me on my lips softly. I smiled as Zach got on my back and moved my hair away from my neck and started kissing me there. He coved my back in kisses moving down until he got to my butt cheeks and ran his tongue over my hole. I spread my legs apart on the bed as Zach pulled my butt cheeks apart and stared licking my hole sending shivers through me. He stopped and then crawled back upon my back and lay down on top of me hugging me as he kissed the back of my neck. He rolled off my back and gave me a big grin as I stared into his eyes thinking about what he did letting me fuck him and felt I wasn't being fair to him by not letting him do it to me. I reached out and gently stroked his face and moved my head closer to his and kissed him passionately on his lips. "Please let me fuck you Wes just this once please" Zach pleaded staring into my eyes. "Okay" I said as hearing Zach plead with me like that really turned me on and really made me wonder what it would be like to experience what he did a while ago. "You mean it?" Zach asked as I could see the eagerness in his eyes even though he said it didn't matter if I let him do it to me or not. "Yeah but this once only because it's your birthday" I said thinking of the pain he endured to let me do it to him and that the least I could do was return the favor to him and after all it was his birthday. Zach gave me a huge smile and jumped up and grabbed the bottle of baby oil as I rolled over on my back watching him pour some oil on his dick as he sat back on his heels. "Get on your hands and knees I'm gonna fuck you doggie style" Zach said grinning as he slid his hand back and forth on along his shaft. "I don't think so" I said putting my hand under my head giving him a little smirk as I stared at the head of his dick that was way bigger than it should be at his age and started having second thoughts. "Come on it's my birthday be nice to me" Zach whined and pouted a little. "Okay fine" I said with a sigh and sat up getting a grin from him as he continued stroking his hard cock. I can't believe I'm actually doing this, I thought taking a deep breath and exhaling as I got on my hands and knees. Zach quickly got behind me as I felt my heart beating a little faster thinking back on all the times I thought of trying doggie style and never thought I would be the one getting fucked. "I think you used enough it's running down my leg" I said as Zach poured so much oil in my crack I felt it running down my thighs. I got his under wear and wiped the excess off feeling him working the oil into my hole with his fingers. "Get ready cause I'm gonna fuck you like a bitch" Zach said as I glanced over my shoulder hearing him giggle and shook my head and sighed. I felt Zach's cock touched my hole and took a deep breath as I felt him start to push forward into me. "HEY TAKE IT EASY WILL YOU" I yelled as I got a sharp pain in my ass as Zach jabbed his dick against my hole. "Sorry" he said with a little giggle. Zach thrusted against my hole for a minute before I felt the head of his dick start to slip into me. "Arrgh" I whispered silently to myself gripping handfuls of the sheet as I felt the head of his dick start to push into my ass. "Ahhhhh" I gasped as Zach started shoving more of his dick into me. I gritted my teeth and held my head down thinking that if Zach could take all of my dick in his ass that was way bigger than his then surely I could take his. I breathed out deeply after he got his entire dick in and held it still for a while as I could hear him breathing heavily. "Does it hurt" Zach asked. "NO" I replied even though my ass felt like it was on fire. "Are you sure you've never done this before maybe with Kevin?" Zach asked with a snicker. "NO" I answered quickly getting a giggle from Zach and remembered the size of Kevin's dick and thought I'd be screaming at the top of my lungs right now if it was him fucking me. I gripped the sheets tightly again as Zach started thrusting into me slowly holding on to my hips tightly. "Oh Wes Baby you're so tight are you sure you're not a virgin" Zach said chuckling. "Shut the fuck up" I said chuckling. "I'm gonna give it to you extra hard for that" Zach said with a chuckle and started moving his dick back and forth slowly. Zach gripped my hips tightly moving his dick back and forth in my ass as I heard him panting heavily and muttering to himself. "Ahhhh" I gasped softly as before long Zach was pulling his dick almost all the way out and thrusting back into me hard. "OH Wesss" Zach panted fucking me with rabbit like thrusts. I held my head down feeling Zach's dick moving back and forth in my ass rapidly and was really glad it wasn't any bigger than it was. "OHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHH" Zach moaned as I felt him lean forward and wrap his arms around my stomach fucking me and grunting with each thrust. I felt Zach's dick slip out of my hole but he was so lost in fucking me that he didn't even seem to care and continued humping me as he panted and moaned. I readjusted my hands on the bed from Zach's weight on top of me surprised at how fucking heavy he was for such a skinny kid. "Uhhhh" I grunted falling on flat on my stomach as Zach continued humming my crack like a wild animal holding onto me tightly and then started whimpering as I felt his cock twitching in my crack. Zach panted heavily after his dick stopped twitching and then pulled his arms from under me and lifted himself off my back and breathed out deeply. "Had fun" I asked smiling as I turned over on my back and saw Zach breathing hard on his hands and knees. He smiled and sat back on his heels breathing heavily as I saw some of his clear cum running down the shaft of his still hard cock. I sat up and slid my finger along his cock and collected his cum and licked it off my fingers, but it didn't taste as good since it was mostly baby oil. Zach got on his knees and moved up between my legs and sank back down on his heels and leaned in and kissed me tenderly on my lips as I ran my hand over his sides. "Will you let me do it to you again?" he asked with a pleading look in his eyes. "I told just now that it was only that one time" I said staring into his eyes. "But my dick slipped out" he whined giving me a pleading look. "That's not my fault" I said scoffing as I started thinking about how it would feel to let him do it again and fell him cum inside me. "Please Wes just once more please" Zach said pleading with me as I tried not to laugh as I liked hearing him beg. "Okay but..." I said as Zach kissed me hard on my lips before I could finishing what I was going to say. "Do it right this time" I said after breaking off our kiss. I got the bottle of baby oil and poured some into my hand and worked it over his dick as he smiled at me and then cleaned off my hand in his underwear and lay back on my back and spread my legs for him. Zach poured some oil in my crack and slid one of his fingers inside me and moved it back and forth inside me making my dick throb as his finger touched something inside me. "Robin let me do it to him like this" Zach said going upon his knees and grabbing my legs and pushing them up into the air. I gave him a little smile and hooked my arms behind my knees and held my legs up for him as he moved up closer to me stroking his glistening cock. "Enough with the oil already" I said after he poured some more on his dick. "I don't want it to hurt and make you scream" he said grinning and making me smile. "Just put your dick in smart ass" I said as he held his dick between his fingers leaning forward lining it up with my hole. "Arrrgh" I gasped looking down between my legs watching his dick slip into my hole feeling the head of his dick penetrate me again a little less painful this time. "You can scream if you want" Zach sad with a smirk holding his dick still. I just breathed out deeply and shook my head a little and would have flipped him off if I wasn't holding my legs up as he pushed the rest of his dick in. He smiled at me holding himself upon his hands as I could feel his all of his hot cock buried in my ass. Zach smiled at me and started moving his hips up and down slowly staring at me with a smile as he started fucking me slowly. It didn't take him long to start pulling his dick almost all the way out of my ass and thrusting back in again panting heavily. I looked at the expression on his face and got really horny feeling my dick twitch a little and couldn't believe my little brother was fucking me. I released my legs and ran my hand over Zach's back feeling my cock twitch as I thought of what it would be like watching him fucking a girl or a boy. "AHHHHHHHH" he gasped as I ran my hand down to his ass and squeezed his butt cheeks tightly. Zach picked up his pace fucking me as I massaged his butt in my hand feeling his hot cock moving back and forth inside me rapidly. I closed my eyes and concentrated on the feeling of Zach's cock inside me as it started feeling really good especially when his dick hit a certain spot inside me. "AHHHHHHHHH" Zach moaned as I squeezed his butt hard in my hands and pulled him into me wanting his cock to his that spot in my ass again that felt amazing. Zach took what I did as a sign to fuck me harder and started doing just that as he grunted with every hard thrust. I didn't believed that getting fucked in the ass could feel so good as I took Zach's hard thrusts and liked it. I pulled Zach's butt cheeks apart and started pulling him into me every time he thrust into me making him groan out in pleasure. I slid my fingers into his crack that was still slippery with oil and started rubbing his hole as he gritted his teeth and shuddered. "AHHHHHHHHOW" Zach gasped opening his eyes wide and gritting his teeth as I slid the tip of my finger into him. "AHHHHHHHHHHHOWWWW" Zach groaned again fucking me hard as I slid more of my finger into him feeling my dick twitch as his cock was hitting the spot inside me again. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HA HA OHHHHHH" Zach moaned as I pushed my entire finger into his hole as he was now slamming his dick into my hole. I gritted my teeth from the pain but it felt good too as his cock was hitting that spot inside me over and over again. "UHHHHHHHHHHHH" Zach moaned as I started sliding my finger back and forth inside his ass making him fuck me harder as I felt another orgasm coming on. "UHHHHHHHOWWWWWWWW WESSSSSSSSSSSSS OWWWW" Zach yelped out as I slid another finger inside him as he started thrusting into me harder. I closed my eyes tightly as the sensation I was feeling in my hole made my dick throb and I thrusted my finger into Zach's ass harder. I opened my eyes as I head Zach sucking his breath and felt his dick swell in my hole and started twitching as he dropped his head on my chest and started whimpering more than he ever did before. Zach started lifting himself up off of me a while later as his cock was starting to get soft and groaned out when I pulled my fingers out of his ass. Zach lay back on top of me resting his head on my chest after kissing it and reached behind himself and put his hands on his butt. "Sorry" I whispered kissing the top of his head. "For what?" he asked lifting his head and looking at me confused. "Shoving my fingers in you" I said as he smiled at me and moved up a little and gave me a little kiss on my lips and putt his head back on my chest. "It felt good though" he said making me chuckle and lifted his head and smile at me again before he put it back on my chest and started rubbing his hole that had to be really sore from the fingering I gave him. I smiled to myself and thought back on how good his cock felt hitting that spot in my ass and wished he'd have made me cum like I made him when I fucked him. Zach sat up suddenly and sat back on his heels and took my dick that was still hard in his hand and poured some oil on it and started pumping my dick. He quickly brought me back to the feeling I had when he was fucking me thought it was a little less intense and made me cum all over my stomach. After he sucked my cum off my stomach and licked the tip of my dick he crawled up over me and I pulled him down on top me kissing him hard tasting my cum in his mouth. After we broke off our kiss Zach rested his head next to mine as I stroked his back straight down to his butt and gently rubbed his hole. I smiled to myself kissing Zach's shoulder getting a few sighs from him as he appeared to like what I was doing. I would have liked to stay just like this with him for the rest of the afternoon but nature was calling and I had to answer right now. "Hey where are you going" Zach asked as I rolled him off me and jumped up off the bed. "To take a piss" I answered heading out of my bedroom toward the bathroom. I lifted the toilet seat and started peeing and then smiled as I felt Zach walk up behind me and put his arms around me and felt his cock in my ass. After I was done I turned around and smiled at him and leaned in to kiss him just as the phone started ringing. "I'll get it" I said and Zach smiled and took up my position at the toilet and started peeing. "Hello" I said answering the phone in the living room. "Hey Wes is Zach there" a strangely familiar voice said. "Oh hey Robin" I said as I recognized his voice. "Didn't think you recognized my voice he said with a little chuckle. "Is your brother at home?" I asked. "I'm not at home I'm still in school my dad let me borrow his cell phone today" he said chuckling. "Oh Okay hang on a sec" I said and yelled for Zach to come get the phone. "Who is it?" Zach asked wrinkling his eyebrows as he walked up to me. "A friend of yours" I said with a smile and handed him the phone. I went back to the bathroom and sat on the toilet feeling like I had to take a major crap but got up after a while after nothing came out except for Zach's cum and baby oil that soaked up in the toilet paper. I stepped into the bathtub and reached for the tap to open the shower deciding that was the best solution for the slick feeling in my crack that the toilet paper couldn't wipe away. "Fuck that I'll take a bath instead" I muttered stepping back out the tub and plugged up the hole and turned on the tap to fill the tub. After I adjusted it to the right temperature I left the bathroom leaving the tub to fill and went back to my room. I'll have to do my laundry myself this weekend I thought pulling off the oil stained sheets and hoped that it washed out. I picked up my pants and my boxers on the floor and found the pop tart I put in my pocket before I left home this morning and tore it open and took a bite out of it. "WES THE TUB'S ALMOST FULL" Zach yelled out. "POUR SOME BUBBLE BATH IN IT I'LL BE THERE IN A SEC" I yelled back to him just as my phone chimed with a text message. I took my phone out of Zach's pocket and flipped it open and saw he had been messing around with it as he had changed my wallpaper. I read the text that was from Kim inviting me to a party she was having tonight and texted her back making up an excuse to why I couldn't come. I closed my phone and put it back next to my bed and went to the bathroom and found Zach sitting on the toilet. "EWWW light a match" I said chuckling as he flipped me off with a smile. "I didn't even do anything yet" he said with a smirk as I chuckled . "Hmmp you think you put enough bubble bath in here genius" I said glancing at him as there was so much suds I could hardly see the tub. "I don't know anything about taking Baths I take showers" Zach replied. I sighed and climbed into the tub feeling like I was surrounded by clouds and lowered myself into the tub. I scooped off some of the suds onto the floor listening to Zach giggle as I did it and then sat back in the warm water and shook my head looking at him sitting on the toilet beside me. Zach got up off the toilet and I couldn't believe that he even looked hot wiping his ass as he gave me a grin and tossed the toilet paper in the bowl. "Aren't you even gonna flush you dirty whore" I said as he stood up off the toilet. "I didn't do anything it just felt like I had to but nothing came out cept for your cum" he said rubbing his flat stomach and then pressed the lever to flush the toilet. "Get in" I said to him and he smiled and climbed into the tub slowly sinking into the abundance of suds. Zach scooped up a handful of the suds and blew it over to me with a smile and I kicked some sudsy water over at him making him giggle. We sat in the water staring at each other and smiling and being the little sex fiend that he was Zach slid his foot over to my crotch and rubbed my dick with his toes. "AHHHH FUCK" I gasped as he purposely pressed his heel against my balls and laughed out. "You little fucking bitch" I said sitting up and grabbing for his dick under the water making him scream and giggle. "Did you make Kimberly scream when you fucked her" Zach asked moving over to lying on my stomach me as I lay back in the tub. "A girl doesn't have to scream for her to enjoy getting fucked you know" I said as he gave me a smirk. "I bet if I fucked her I'd make her scream" he said grinning as I ran my hand down his back over his slippery but cheeks. "With that little shrimp dick please" I said scoffing as he playfully bit my one of my nipples. "She'd be like Oh Zach your dick is so big, fuck me yes harder harder Ohhhh AHHHHHH OHHH" Zach said panting and moaning like a porn star making me laugh. "You're fucking crazy you know that" I said grinning at him as he chuckled. I scooped up some water in my hands and poured it over his head as he smiled at me and did it again washing his hair. I got the bottle of shampoo and poured some into his hair and worked my fingers on his scalp as he sighed and closed his eyes resting his head on my chest. "Let me do you now" he said sitting up. I sat up in the tub and Zach got the shower hose and wet my hair and poured some shampoo in it and smiled at me as his fingers worked my scalp. "Rinse me" he said with a smile and stood up in front of me turning me on as I stared at his suds coved body for the brief second it took him to turn around and sit back down in the tub with his back to me. I scooted up behind him a little and used the shower hose to wash the shampoo out of his hair as he tilted his head back for me. I washed some of the soap off of his shoulder and kissed him there running my tongue up to him neck getting a deep sigh from him as he tilted his head to the side and closed his eyes. I held the hose over my head to rinse my hair as shampoo was starting to run down into my eyes. "Hey what about conditioner" Zach said turning back and looking at me as I lay back in the tub. "What do I look like a hairstylist and besides what difference does it make whether you condition or not" I said scoffing. "It makes plenty difference" Zach said staring at me. "Fine" I said sighing and sat up and got the bottle of conditioner and poured some in my hands and worked into his hair as he turned back to face front and held his head back. "Put some in yours too" he said glancing back over his shoulder after I was done. I sighed and did as he said and then lay back and he reclined back against me lifting his toes out of the water and wiggling them. we stayed in the tub for a while and I smiled to myself as having Zach wet body against mine felt really nice. "what the fuck are you doing?" I said after Zach started moving his hips up and down raising and lowering his dick in the water. "Nothing" he said. "Nothing huh so then what's this" I said getting a giggle from him as I grabbed his hard dick. I slid his foreskin back under the water and got a gasp from him as I rubbed the head of his dick between my fingers. I continued doing that until Zach started panting and lifted his hips sending his dick up out of the water. I rubbed his smooth balls and gave them a little squeeze making him gasp and arch his back a little. I took Zach's dick between my fingers and slid his foreskin back up over the head of his dick and then pulled it back down making him moan a little. I started stroking his dick slowly as he pushed his hips up more making me smile as I could now see his soapy thighs above the water. "Fuck my hand" I whispered to him got really horny as Zach started moving his hips back and forth making the water slosh around as he humped his dick between my fingers. Zach fucked my hand for a while before I slid his foreskin back up and he stopped holding his hips up in the air panting as I slid his foreskin all the way back down. "OHHHHHHHHH" he groaned as I did that to him for a while. "AHHHHHHHHH" Zach moaned out thrusting his hips up as I pulled his foreskin all the way back and his dick suddenly twitched firing a single squirt of cum up into the air that landed in the water. "WHOA" I said chuckling as that was the most impressive cum shot I had seen from him yet as his dick continued twitching between my fingers. "AHHHHHHHHH" he groaned as I ran my finger up his shaft collection the bit of his cum that oozed out the tip of his dick before he dropped himself back down in the water and breathed out deeply. Zach grabbed my hand and licked his cum off my fingers which was what intended to do, I thought I just suck him off before school tomorrow since I doubted his balls had anything left. "Come on lets wash off" I said as my fingers were starting to prune up. Zach sat up and leaned forward pulling the plug that was between his legs and then stood up and I followed after and turned on the shower and we got under and rinsed off together. "Hey why's you take the sheets off" Zach asked when we went back to our room. "It had oil stains on it" I replied rubbing up towel up in my hair. "Oh" he said and went back to drying his hair. I left my room and went to the linen closet in the guest room and got fresh sheets and brought it back and made up the bed while Zach stood by playing with the pocket knife I got him. After I was done I tossed my towel on a chair in my room and jumped on my bed watching Zach as he closed back the tools in his pocket knife and stared at it with a smile. "HEY" he protested as I grabbed him arm and pulled him on top of me on the bed. He smiled at me after I gave him a deep passionate kiss and ran my fingers through his damp hair as I started into his Icy blue eyes. "Thanks for the pocket Knife and for letting me fuck you" Zach whispered to me before we shared another deep kiss. After we broke off our kiss Zach smiled at me and put his head on my chest and I wrapped my arms around him inhaling the scent of the conditioner in his hair as I listened to the rain falling outside. "Wes do you care about me, I don't mean as your boyfriend or anything but as your brother?" Zach asked lifting his head off my chest and staring into my eyes. "Um didn't we have this discussion yesterday" I said looking at him. "Yeah but do you?" he asked resting his chin on my chest. "Yes Zach I do" I replied getting a smile from him. "I just wanted to hear you say it again" he said after he put his head back on my chest. "You Whore" he said giggling after I playfully swatted the back oh his head. "Slut" I replied smiling. "Dirty Bitch" he said back chuckling. "Dirty whore slut bitch" I said and he lifted his head and we both laughed. "I hate you" he said a few minutes later after he put his head back on my chest and we both giggled. I kissed the top of his head and gave him a little squeeze after he moved up a little on top of me and got a little chuckle from him thinking of how much I really did love him. "Did Robin call to wish you happy birthday?" I asked as Zach moved up a little on me and his head was just under my nose. "Yeah him and Jake and Garret" Zach replied as I rubbed my nose against this soft silky hair. "They must really miss having you around" I said as I couldn't think of my life without Kevin and Victor around. "Yeah I miss them too" he replied with a little sigh. "It must have been really tough leaving your entire life behind and coming here to live with us" I said gently stroking his back. "It's not so bad, I'm really starting to like it here but I wish that my mom was here with me too" he said as I gave him another little squeezed. "Yeah me too" I said kissing his head again. I gave Zach a hug and he kissed my chest and slid his hand up to my side in effect hugging me as we lay there being closer to each other than I ever thought possible. I jumped up after having dozed off to the sound of my phone ringing and reached over and grabbed it as Zach had apparently fell asleep on my chest. "Hello" I said answering the phone. "Hey honey it's me" my mom said with a heavy sigh. "What's up?" I said rubbing my eyes. "where Zach?" she asked. "Asleep why?" I asked looking down at the top of his head. "I have to work a little late this afternoon can you tell him I'm really sorry" my mom said sounding a bit upset. "Yeah Okay" I said. "Can you run out and get a pizza for you guys" she said as I heard a couple of papers ruffling on her end. "Yeah okay" I replied looking at the top of Zach's head as he moved a little. "Okay I'll be home as soon as I can and try not to get wet" my mom said before she hung up. Yeah right I thought, glancing at the window in my room as the rain was still pouring heavily outside. "Damn" I muttered to myself seeing it was a few minutes after five o' clock as I apparently more than dozed off. Zach made a little moan as I rolled him off my chest gently and got up and went to the bathroom to pee. when I came back I got a pair of boxers and pulled them on and went and got a clean comforter from the linen closet and covered him up as he curled up in a ball a little. I pulled on a shit and some clean Jeans and brushed my hair that seemed a little more lively than usual and thought maybe there really was something to the whole conditioning thing. "where are you going?" Zach asked groggily lifting his head off the pillow. "To get a pizza" I replied. "Wait I'll go with you" he said pulling one of his hands from under the comforter still looking half asleep as he rubbed his eyes. "Nah go back to sleep I'll be back in a few minutes" I said pulling the cover back over his shoulders. I leaned in and kissed him on his lips and got a little smile from him as he adjusted his head on the pillow and closed his eyes. I got up off my bed and picked up the rest of the money I had left from buying Zach his gifts and stuffed it in my pocket and looked at myself in the mirror again. I chuckled and shook my head as I glanced at Zach already fast asleep again and left my room closing the door silently. I picked up my keys and put my jacket back on feeling that it was a little damp and took Zach's up off the floor and hung it in the closet by the door. I left our apartment and went to the elevator and had to wait a while for it to come up I got in and pressed L for the lobby. After stopping on the fifth floor to pick up a guy who just lifted his chin at me in acknowledgment the elevator went to the lobby and the guy and I got out. "I was just about to call you to move your car" James said to me with a smile as I walked up to him. "Sorry about that" I said pulling my hood up over my head. "That's okay I just don't want you to get a fine" James said opening the door for me. I deactivated the alarm and unlocked the doors and quickly ran through the rain and got in my SUV and pushed my hood back over my head. I started the engine and turned on the windshield wipers and drove off heading to the pizza place that we usually bought from that was a few blocks away. I smiled to myself and made a quick turn around and decide to go to Lombardi's who in my opinion made the best Pizza in New York city. It was well out of my way but I thought since it was Zach's birthday that I should get him the best pizza there was. Getting the pizza was no big deal but I got stuck in traffic after some idiot was speeding and crashed his car and the fire service closed the road I had to take to get back home. When they finally got the car clear after close to an hour I headed back home and parked in my parking spot in the garage. "Yeah he just came in the door" Zach said as coming from the bedroom still naked with the phone to his ear. "Your mom" he said handing me the phone after I put the pizza down on the coffee table carefully moving some of Zach presents and then took my jacket off. "Where were you Zach said you had been gone at least an hour" my mom said. "Yeah there was an accident and the cops closed off the road for a while" I said watching Zach inspecting his presents. "Oh okay I'll see you in a while then" she said and hung up. why didn't you tell me you were going out for pizza" Zach asked looking a bit pissed. "I did tell" you I said looking at him a little confused. "No you didn't" he said as I realized that he must have been more asleep than awake when I talked to him before I left. "Hey this isn't the same place we usually buy from" Zach said looking at the pizza box. "Nah this is better than where we buy from" I said taking out a slice and handed it to him happy that it was still warm. "Yeah you're right it tastes great" he said smiling after taking a bite out of his slice. We sat back in the couch watching Yu-Gi-OH and eating our pizza as I wondered how long the rain was going to continue falling for. "Aren't you cold like that?" I asked as Zach had his legs pulled upon the couch watching TV. "Nah it feel great not wearing clothes sometimes" Zach said and I smiled thinking it certainly gave me a whole lot more of him to see. "Hey you want to try out one of the games you bought me?" Zach asked after Yu-Gi-OH ended. "Sure" I said and he smiled and jumped up to go get the games as I took the opportunity to stare at his perfect butt. I got up and took the rest of the pizza and the empty soda can in the kitchen hearing a rumble of thunder which probably mean the rain wasn't gonna let up soon. I smiled when I came back from the kitchen and found Zach setting up my PS2 making my dick throb by the way he was bent over. We played Ratchet Deadlocked for a while before we switched to Soul Calibur III that Zach was really good at which wasn't surprising. "WESLEY CAN YOU OPEN THE DOOR FOR ME MY HANDS ARE FULL" my mom yelled from outside the door when she got home a while later. "Yeah give me a sec" I said chuckling as Zach leaped over the back of the couch and raced to our room to get some clothes on. "Thanks" my mom said smiling as I open the door and she handed me two of the three bags she had in her hand while she held a box that I assumed Zach's cake was in. "what's all this?" I asked. "Oh I went shopping at lunch" she said taking off her coat after she put the cake on the coffee table. "where's Zach?" she asked as I peered into one of the bags. "I think he went to the bathroom" I said just as he came out of the hall with a smile pulling down his shirt. "Sorry I'm late baby" my mom said hugging him and kissing him as she walked up to him. "That's okay" Zach said smiling. "There are a few more bags in the car" my mom said handing me a remote with the BMW log on it. "what's this "I asked as I hadn't seen it before. "The remote for the car hurry and get the bags so we can have some cake" my mom said to me with a smile. I smiled at Zach remembering how he jumped over the couch just now and left our apartment to go get the bags from my mom's car. I inspected the remote while I rode the elevator down to the garage and remembered my mom saying she had to take her car for a tune up and figured the remote was a new accessory and my mom was all about accessorizing. I better get the flies out of my car while I'm down here I thought, taking my keys out of my pocket and deactivating the alarm on my SUV glancing at my mom car and thought it looked a little different. "Wait a minute mom's car isn't black" I muttered to myself after getting the files out of my car. I walked around the back of my mom's car and quickly realized that it was a new model M5 from the one she bought a couple months ago which explained the new remote. I pressed the button to deactivate the alarm with the remote and then the other to unlock the doors and then opened it. I got the new car smell as I sat down in the driver seat and ran my hand over the grey leather that covered the seats. Damn this one feels better than the last, I thought checking the GPS system and then turned my attention to the audio system. "SHIT" I said and jumped as I turned on the radio getting bombarded by some song by Sting. I switched to the radio and smiled as the sound system sounded way better than the one in the old M5 my mom had. I opened the sunroof nodding my head to some rock and roll on the radio and then started the engine with the remote. I turned down the radio and stepped on the gas revving up the engine and smiling as it sounded more powerful than the old M5's. "I definitely have to take you for a ride" I said running my hands over the leather wrapped steering wheel smiling. I turned off the engine and reached over to the glove box to see what was in there and a brochure for the car fell out. I sat back in the seat and flipped through it seeming some of the feature of the car that was the same as the old one as well as a few new ones. I turned off the radio as I came across what appeared to be some sort of receipt for the car and was shocked at the price. How can my mom afford a eighty five thousand dollar car, I thought staring at the price on the paper. I tucked the bill back inside the brochure where I got it and put it back in the glove box and reached in the back and got the six bags off the back seat which was what I came for. I got out and pressed the button to lock the doors and turned the alarm back on and headed toward the elevator glancing at a car that drove into the garage. "what kept you?" my mom asked as I came in the door with the six bags that were on the back seat and found Zach and my mom sitting on the couch. "Just admiring your new wheels" I replied getting a smile from her as I walked over to where she and Zach were sitting and dumped the bags on the floor. "You like it?" she asked with a smile. "Yeah it's better than the other one" I replied opening the box the cake was in and shook my head at the a picture of the kid from Yu-Gi-Oh airbrushed on it. "You bought a new car?" Zach asked turning to my mom. "Uh-huh it's a new model of the old one" my mom said smiling at Zach. "A friend of mine said he was going to the dealership to see the new model X5 since he was thinking of buying one" my mom said pushing her hair back behind her ear with a smile. "I offered to take him since I had to take my car in for a tune up and the guy at the dealership asked me if I was interested in trading in my M5 for a new model they just got" she said with a smile. "Oh" I replied a bit surprised that she would do that. "So what did you guys do this afternoon?" my mom asked putting her arms around mine and Zach's shoulder. "Nothing just screwed around" Zach said almost making me choke at his choice of words. He looked at me with a sly grin while I just smiled happy that my mom didn't have a clue to how true what he said was. "So what's all this?" I asked referring to all the bags I brought up from the car. "Oh I bought you some winter clothes and jackets and boots" my mom said grabbing up the bags and taking out some stuff that was Zach's. "Your favorite color" my mom said handing me a black jacket with grey fur lining the hood that was mine. "Thanks" I said as this was one of the few times my mom bought me something that I actually liked. "Oh these are yours too and they didn't have any black in your size" my mom said handing me two boxes with new timberlands as I gave her a smirk. I opened the boxes and though my mom was on a roll liking the grey color of one of the timberlands she chose While the other one that was the usual tan color. "I got you that color cause I think they'll match your eyes" my mom said smiling at Zach as he tried on one of the two pairs of timberlands she got him that really looked the same color of his eyes. "They're great thanks aunt Heather" Zach said standing up and looking down at his feet. "Oh I got you these too I didn't know which color you'd like so I bought you two" my mom said smiling as she pulled two hats that were suited for snow out of one of the bags. "Thanks" Zach said pulling on one of the hats that had red flames on the top of it while the other had blue. "Oh and this too" my mom said giving him a dark blue scarf that he wrapped around his neck. "I'll get it" Zach said with a smile as the doorbell rang. I shook my head and smiled as he looked really funny wearing the dark blue jacket my mom also got him and his scarf and his hat with his Timberlands flopping on his feet as he went to get the door. "Hi guys you're just in time for cake" my mom said smiling as Kevin and Keegan came in. "Great" Keegan said smiling from ear to ear with a gift wrapped skate board and another present in his hands. "Take your coats off and come into the kitchen" my mom said getting up and carrying Zach's cake to the kitchen. "Cool hat" Keegan said smiling at Zach. "You like it you can have one" Zach said pulling out the hat with the blue flames out his jacket and giving it to Keegan. Kevin and I looked at each other and smiled as we use to be just like that when either of us had to of the same thing but that all changed when we started wearing different sizes. "Hey how come you never got anything for my birthday?" I said to Kevin as he had brought Zach two presents too. "Wait you have a birthday" Kevin said looking shocked. I elbowed him and we both laughed and he and Keegan put the presents they bought for Zach on the couch with the others that I was surprised he hadn't torn any open yet. "Hey you never got me anything for my birthday either" Keegan said turning to me as he took his jacket off. "Remind me next year" I said and he smiled at me. The three of us joined Zach in the kitchen where he was seated at the table smiling as my mom was lighting the candles on his cake. We then proceeded to sing Zach happy birthday discordantly and laughed in the process as Kevin was singing the worst and the loudest as Zach giggled and grinned from ear to ear. "YUCK" Zach yelled as Kevin gave him a big slobbery kiss on his cheek making us all laugh. "Make a wish and blow out the candles honey" my mom said smiling at Zach. Zach took a deep breath and blew out the twelve candles on his cake and then looked at me and smiled and sat back in his chair. "Honey why don't you invite your friend that lives downstairs up for some cake" my mom suggested as she served us all a slice of cake. "Oh yeah" Zach said and jumped up from his seat and went and got the phone. He came back after making a quick call to his friend Aidan who lived down on the third floor and took back up his seat. The doorbell rang interrupting us as we were all talking and laughing and Zach went got up and answered the door. "Hi Miss Gallagher" Aidan said smiling as he and Zach came into the kitchen. "Have a seat" my mom said as Keegan smiled at him. Aidan took a seat next to Zach and my mom cut him a slice of cake and he Zach and Keegan ate and had seconds. "Okay come on let's open some presents" Zach said after his third slice of cake. We all got up from the table and followed Zach back to the living room to start opening his presents. He picked up Keegan's first and tore the paper off the skateboard he got him that had a smoking skull on it. He hugged Keegan's after opening his second present which was a helmet with a Z printed on it and knee and elbow guards. "Here open mine" Kevin said with a smile handing Zach his present. "Cool boxing gloves" Zach said slipping them on his hands with a smile. "You can use then to soften up your brother" Kevin said giving me a smirk as Zach looked at me and grinned. "Oh this one is from mom and dad they'd have given it to you themselves but they're both working late today" Kevin said handing Zach a small box that was gift wrapped. I sighed watching Zach trying to tear off the paper with the boxing gloves still on before he took them off and opened it. "Cool, you got blingage" Keegan said making me and Kevin chuckle as his parents had got Zach a chain with a Z pendant. Zach smiled and proceed to tear open the rest of his present which my mom got him which was clothes, and some games for his Nintendo DS and some other stuff that would appeal to kids his age. Kevin Keegan and Aidan hung around for a while playing Dragon Ball Z Budokai Tenkaichi while I just watched. They all left a couple of minutes before nine and Aidan apologized to Zach for not getting him anything since he didn't know today was his birthday. After they left Zach and I cleaned up the paper that his gifts were wrapped in and took his presents to our room. "Can one of you tell me what happened in the bathroom" my mom said as I just remembered I was supposed to clean up in there before she got home. "I'm sorry aunt Heather I use too much bubble bath and the floor got all wet" Zach said as he and I had sat down on the couch to do our home work together. "Oh okay don't use so much next time" my mom said and kissed him on his head. "Oh here's the files you forgot I said handing them to her as they kinda got lost in the present opening. "Thank you my boss would have killed me if I lost these" my mom said and kissed me on my cheek and took the files with her to her office. Zach and I smiled at each other and got started on our home work glancing at each other from time to time as we worked. I finished before him not having a lot since school got dismissed early and I got away from the last four periods. "Here I forgot to show you this" Zach said handing me a piece of paper. "what is it?" I asked taking it from him. "It's my test" he said as I looked at it and smiled as he did really well. "Whoa Ninety eight percent" I said reading off his score at the top and saw his teacher wrote excellent at the bottom. "I got Iowa and Michigan wrong" he said glancing up from his book at me. "Yeah but you did good though" I said wondering if I did as good on my math test. "Zachary Preston Gallagher do you always sing your middle name?" I asked looking at him. "Yeah don't you?" he asked staring at me. "Not always" I replied when I should have said not ever. "Why don't you like it?" he asked. "Of course I like it, it was grandma's name" I said thinking how could I not like it. "Preston was granddad's right?" Zach asked looking at me. "Yeah" I replied picturing him vaguely in my head. "Do you remember him?" Zach asked. "A little" I said though he died when I was really young. "I hardly remember grandma" Zach said suddenly looking sad. "It's okay you were only a little kid when she died" I said putting my hand on his leg getting a little smile from him. "She used to call you her little Zachy poo" I said chuckling after that suddenly came to me. Zach laughed and looked at me and went back to doing his home work while I thought about our grandma for the firs time in along time. I suddenly realized how small our family was now as there was just me Zach and my mom, no other cousins or relatives well at least none that I knew of. "Wes I don't want to forget my mom" Zach said breaking my train of thought. "Who says you're gonna forget" I said looking at him as he held his head down and shrugged his shoulders. "well I can hardly remember grandma" he said looking at me with a sad and worried look on his face. "That because you were to young to really know her trust me you won't forget your mom" I said as I knew I couldn't if I tried. "I won't let you" I said getting a smile from him after I leaned in and kissed him briefly on his lips. I moved back as my mom came into the living room in her pajamas and headed to the kitchen while Zach went back to his home work. "what's this" my mom asked as I handed her Zach's test when she came out the kitchen. "Oh honey I'm so proud of you" my mom said with a big smile after she read saw Zach's score and leaned in and hugged him tightly. "I'm gonna put this on the fridge" my mom said smiling and took Zach test back to the kitchen. "I'm going to bed don't stay up too late" my mom said after she came back from the kitchen. "We won't" Zach replied giving me a sly smile and turned back to his books. "There done" he said a while later finishing what he was writing while I had been flipping through the pages of his book remembering some of the shit in there that he was now learning. I turned on the TV and stared flipping through channels but soon forgot about that when Zach slid his hand into my crotch. That was all that it took for me to grab him and smash my lips against his as he kissed me back equally as hard. "I'm hungry" Zach said after we broke off our kiss which was exactly what I expected to hear. "Let's go have some more of your cake" I said as I felt a little hungry too. We went into the kitchen and got the cake out of the fridge and I let Zach do the cutting while I poured us some soda. Zach and I sat down at the table and started eating the cake pretty normally that was until he leaned over and licked some icing off my fingers with a smile. I leaned in to do the same thin only to have him smash piece of the cake into my face and giggle which led to us having a cake fight in the kitchen. He jumped up to run but I quickly grabbed him pulling his down on my lap and picked up the piece of cake that was on my plate and rubbed it all over his face making him giggle. Somehow he wiggled out of my grip and snatched up the piece of cake from his plate and jumped on me almost sending me falling off the chair and rubbed the cake in my face. we both looked at each other and started laughing as I remembered the last time we did this. "Great you got cake in my hair" he said grinning with icing around his mouth and on his nose as we both panted after our cake battle was over. "Yeah and you got cake in my nose" I said making him grin. Zach stuck out his tongue and licking the icing off my face like a dog and I grabbed him and did the same. "Let's take a shower together" he said slipping his hand down between us and grabbing my dick that was hard for him. He smiled and jumped off my lap and ran out the kitchen and I jumped up off my chair following him. we went in the bathroom and started kissing as we undressed each other and climbed into the shower together grinning. I took up the soap and started washing his nipples and his stomach moving my hand down to his dick slowly peeling his foreskin back and soaping the head of his dick making him gasp a little. I slid my hand around him and washed his firm smooth butt getting a little yelp from him as I pulled his butt cheek apart a little roughly. "Sorry" I whispered kissing his nose and inevitably his soft pink lips. "It's okay it's just a little sore still" he said which was my fault for sticking my fingers in him so roughly earlier. After I rinsed him off and shampooed and conditioned his hair again I shoved him up against the wall and licked his hole making him moan softly. I let him of the wall after a while and Zach was eager to wash me as I did him rubbing his soft soapy hands over my nipples and down my stomach and my dick and balls with a smile. I knelt down in front of him letting him shampoo my hair as I suckled on his nipples slowly stroking his dick in my hands. He tilted my head back under the spray of the shower and leaned in and kissed my lips passionately as I felt his hard dick poking against my chest. He stood back up after running his hands through my hair washing the shampoo away and I hugged him licking his nipples as resting my head against his chest as he worked some conditioner into my hair. I looked up at Zach and he leaned in again kissing my lips tenderly as he worked his fingers on my scalp as I massaged his butt. He pulled away from me and got on his knees to and kissed from my chest all the way down out my cock taking it in his mouth and sucking it making me shiver. He let my cock slip out of his mouth and ran his hand through my hair smiling at me as his fingers made my scalp tingle. "What it's hair too" he said with a chuckle after working some of the conditioner into my pubes. I pulled him to me and we kissed for a while before my knees started to hurt from knee in the bathtub. I rinsed the conditioner out of my hair and Zach and I got out of the bathroom after we brushed our teeth and went back to our room and dried off. Zach smiled at me wrapping his towel around his waist after drying his hair and walked over to me and stood between my legs. I smiled and dropped my towel I was drying my hair with and ran my fingers over the outline of his dick under his towel before pulling it off. Zach giggled as I pulled off his towel letting it fall to the floor and cupped his balls in my hand wondering if the had made anymore of his delicious cum for me. I leaned in and kissed each of his balls before taking then into my mouth and sucking them as his hard hot dick rubbed against my nose. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Zach moaned going up on his toes as I took his entire dick into my mouth pressing my nose into the smooth spot above his dick that would have hair growing there in a few years. I put my hands on Zach's hips and butt and moved his hips back and forth deep throating him making him gasp softly. "why'd you stop?" Zach asked as I pulled off his dick. "I forgot to put the rest of the cake back in the fridge" I said remembering it was still sitting on the table. "Don't go any where" I said giving his dick a squeeze and staring into his icy blue eyes and then moved him back and got up and wrapped my towel around me. I went to the kitchen and put the rest of the cake back in the fridge and cleaned up the crumbs off the table and the floor and threw away the soda cans. I locked the door on my way through the living room and went back to my room and chuckled as I found Zach sitting on the edge of the bed amused by what he was wearing. He had with his scarf around his neck the boxing gloves Kevin got him on his hands and the blue timberlands my mom got him on his feet and the hat with the red flames on his head. "Interesting attire you have there" I said grinning as I locked the door. "You like it" he said jumping up on the bed and started jumping up and down making me grin as his hard dick poked out in front of him. "Not what I'd wear" I said grinning taking off my towel as Zach kept jumping up and down throwing a few punches. I climbed into bed and got under the comforter and chuckled as Zach continued jumping up and down. "Left jab right hook uppercut" Zach said calling out the moves as he did them jumping up and down on the bed totally convincing me that he was out of his mind now. "Hey you ever seen such a hot boxer" Zach said as he stopped jumping and stood over me looking down wit a smile. "You're fucking nuts man" I said laughing as Zach tried jacking off with the boxing gloves on. He giggled trying to hold his dick with the boxing gloves as he moved his hips back and forth making me grin. "If you're done can you take off the light and come to bed" I said grinning. He leaped off the bed and went to the door and flicked the light off and then jumped back on the bed and stood over me with his hands on his hips making me chuckle. I caught a smile from him as my eyes adjusted to the darkness and he put his hands on his head and gyrated his hips making my dick throb as e looked really hot doing that. He gyrated his hips again before lowering himself and sitting on my stomach with a grin as I smiled at him. Zach scooted up a little and leaned in and kissed me while I slid my hands over his head removing his hat as he stuck his tongue in my mouth. "MMmmmmmm" Zach moaned as I pulled his scarf off his neck and then broke off our kiss. He pulled off his boxing gloves and tossed then on the floor along with his hat and his scarf and stood back up kicking off his Timberlands. He then dropped himself on the bed beside me bouncing on the mattress a little and slid under the comforter with me ad I turned on my side to face him pulling Zach into a kiss as I ran my hand over his side feeling his dick poking into my stomach. Zach grabbed my dick slipping back my foreskin and then thrust his against mine and started rubbing his dick against mine as he ran his hand over my side. I copied his movements as we rubbed our tongues together feeling jolts of pleasure run through me every time the head of our dicks collided. I grabbed both our dicks under the covers and held them together as we both started thrusting hard into my hand kissing and moaning softly. Zach and I thrust hard into my hand until both our orgasm exploded mixing our cum together I pulled my cum filled hand out from under the covers where we both shared it thought I was sure most of it was mine. "Sorry you didn't get the new XBOX" I whispered to him with my lips almost touching. "It's okay my birthday was better than I thought it would be" he said back with a smile. We shared a deep kiss after licking my hand clean and then stared into each other eyes with our noses almost touching and settled down to sleep listening to the rain still falling outside. The following morning when we woke up the rain had let up and Zach and I had breakfast together after we dressed for school smiling at each other remembering what we did yesterday and was sure to do again. Zach my mom and myself all left together and I said goodbye to him as my mom was giving him his usual ride to school. I smiled seeing that he wore his blue Timberlands as he got in my mom car while I got in mine remembering him wearing them while he was naked last night. when I got to school I caught up with Kevin and Victor and heard from Jordan the we missed a pretty awesome party last night. I got back my math test and score a surprising ninety one while I thought I did terrible, but the best new came when we heard from the principal that we wouldn't be having any school tomorrow. I thought that was the best thing that could happen thinking of spending it with Zach and then remembered he would have school. I spent the entire day thinking of some way to get him to stay at home with me but got really frustrated as I really couldn't think up a good excuse. Finally when school was over I decided too just make the best of this afternoon with him as I drove over to his school to pick him up. "Guess what we don't have school tomorrow" Zach said grinning from ear to ear when I met him and Keegan outside their school. "Really I don't either" I said as this was to good to be true. "For real?" Zach asked as both he and I knew what that meant. "Yeah" I said smiling as I pulled off. After dropping Keegan off Zach and I smiled at each other as I was eager to get him home and strip him naked and suck him dry and maybe fuck him again. "Hey guys" my mom said as we raced in the door giggling. "what are you doing home already?" I asked in surprise as all our plans just went up in smoke so to speak. "Nice to see you too" my mom said with a smirk. "Um I just meant you're home really early" I said a little disappointed. "I just decided to come home early for a change" my mom said smiling broadly. "Even guess what Wes and I don't have any school tomorrow" Zach said grinning. "Oh why not?" my mom asked. "Some conference or something I guess all the schools are involved" I said sitting down and turning on the TV. "Well I guess I'll finally have a chance to take you both in for a check up" my mom said. "Check up for what I'm fine and so is Zach" I replied looking at her. "Just because you look fine doesn't mean that you are" my mom said with a smirk as she got up off the couch. I sighed and looked at Zach as going to see the doctor would certainly would cut down on our time together tomorrow but I guess it was okay since we had the entire day. Zach and I watched a couple of cartoons and played the games I bought him until dinner and then watched TV for a while until my mom told us she was going to bed. "I hate going to the doctor" Zach said as we went into our room after taking a shower together. "You and me both" I said sighing and tossed my towel on the chair in my room. "They're always poking you with things and giving you shots" he said hanging his towel on the hook in my room. "You don't mind if I poke you do you" I said coming up behind him and wrapping my arms around him and kissing his neck. "Only if you let me poke you back" he said turning around with a sly smile as I immediately grabbed his cock and started stroking it. we climbed into bed together and Zach went wild climbing on top of me nibbling and suckling my nipples. I shoved his off of me and kissed his lips moving down to his chest down to his stomach making him gasp out as I took his cock in my mouth. I moved back to his lips and kissed him before he shoved me off of him and covered my chest and my stomach in little bites that made my insides tingle until he swallowed my cock. "I want to suck you" Zach whispered to me panting heavily as I ran my hand over his back down his butt. "I want to suck you too" I whispered back before he pressed his lips against mine hard and started humping me as I thrust up against him. Zach pulled himself up off me and quickly got in the sixty nine position filling my mouth with his cock as I felt his hot mouth devour my dick. I ran my hand over his back sucking on his cock as he moved his hips back and forth slowly humping my mouth while I thrust my hips up filling his mouth with my cock. "MMMMMMMPH" Zach moaned sucking hard on my dick as pressed down hard on his butt in effect sending his cock deep in to my mouth. Zach moaned as I pulled his butt cheeks apart rubbing his pink hole as the scent of his body filled my nose as I thrusted up into his mouth. I sucked him hard staring at his hole that I so badly wanted to fuck again knowing that I had almost all day tomorrow to. "HMMMMMMMMMMMMPH" Zach moaned out as his dick stared twitch in my mouth and tasted his salty cum on my tongue. I lifted his hips off my face and flicked my tongue at the head of his cock and he left my dick slip from his mouth and whimpered. When I pulled his hips back down and took his dick back in my mouth Zach swallowed my dick again and started sucking me harder than before. "MMMMMMMMMMMMMM" I moaned sucking on his dick hard as we turned on our sides. "AHHHHHHHHH FUCK" I groaned rolling him on his back and stared thrusting down into his mouth as he wrapped his hands around my waist. "UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I groaned as my dick throbbed hard between Zach's lips and started filling his mouth with cum. I pulled my dick out of his mouth after my orgasm was over and Zach stroked my dick a couple times before I felt his mouth encompass the head of my dick again. Zach and I smiled at each other as we both sat up after we untangled ourselves from each other and then shared a passionate kiss. "Shit I have to take a piss" I said breaking off our kiss and jumping off the bed. "Yeah me too" Zach said following me. I stooped at what was now our dresser and got a pair of boxers on while Zach pulled on a pair of black boxer briefs. We went to the bathroom and stood in front of the toilet peeing and I got a smile from him and leaned over and gave him a quick kiss. After we went back to our room we stripped off our I underwear and got in bed together and fondled each other for a while before we fell asleep. After we were hustled through having breakfast the next morning by my mom we got to the doctor's office and had to wait a while since there were a few other kids before us which was what my mom said she was trying to avoid. "Gallagher" the doctor's secretary announced. "That's us" I said with a sigh as Zach and I got up and my mom put down the magazine she was reading. "which one of you want to go in first?" the secretary asked smiling at us. "You go ahead" I said to Zach. "I don't want to go in by myself" he whispered grabbing my hand. "Um is it okay if I go in with him" I asked looking at the secretary. "Susan where my next patient" the doctor said coming out of the exam room. "Here they are" the secretary said referring to us as I stared at the doctor in surprise. "Um where's doctor Carlton" I said referring to my regular Doctor who was kind of an old guy and not the brown haired blue eyed and kinda hot woman that was standing in front of me. "Doctor Carlton's on vacation I'm Dr. Larson come on in" she said with a smile. "You mom didn't say we were going to see a lady Doctor" Zach said talking through his teeth. "I didn't know either" I mumbled back to him smiling at the doctor as she held the door open for us. "Okay so which one of you handsome gentle men will be first" Doctor Larson said smiling at us after she finished writing something in a file she was holding. "He'll go first" I said shoving Zach in front of me as he glared at me. "I'll wait outside" I said turning to leave planning on talking my way out of this with my mom. "NO" Zach said looking at me. "Okay Zach take you clothes off and have a seat" the doctor said pulling on a pair of latex gloves. "You can relax I have three sons you don't have anything I haven't seen before" Doctor Larson said smiling at Zach as he hadn't moved from where he stood. Zach hesitated for a few seconds and then pulled off his shirt and undershirt and then his shoes and his pants and hoped upon the table. I took a seat on another exam table that was at the other side of the room watching Doctor Larson examine Zach trying to make conversation with him as he looked like he was gonna have a heart attack making me smile. "Hey what that for?" Zach asked as the doctor pulled out a needle. "Well you mom said you guys hadn't have you flu shots yet" doctor Larson said as Zach and I stared at each other. "Isn't it a little late for that" I said as I Zach looked at me with a terrified look. "Better late than never" Doctor Larson said glancing back at me with a smile and turned back to Zach swabbing his arm before she gave him the shot. I sighed and pulled off my shirt and kicked off my shoes as she appeared to be finished with Zach as she pulled off her gloves after giving him the shot. Doctor Larson came over to me after putting on fresh gloves and started examining me while I followed her instructions to take a deep breath. "Does it hurt when I press here" Doctor Larson asked pressing her fingers at the side of my neck firmly. "No" I replied. "Have you had any insect bites or got hit with anything in your neck" Dr' Larson said looking a little more concerned than she did before. "Uh No why" I asked staring at her. "Uh well there's a lump of some kind in your throat" she said looking at me. "what kind of a lump?" I asked. "I don't know but I'll need to take some blood to run some tests" she said picking up a needle and a vial to collect the blood in. I took a deep breath as se stuck the needle in my arm and attached the vial to it to collect my blood. "Do you need to take my blood too" Zach asked looking worried after he finished buckling his belt. "No not this time" Dr. Larson said glancing back at him and I chuckled as he breathed out relieved. Doctor Larson gave me a piece of cotton to hold on the spot where the needle was and then gave me my flu shot on my arm as I thought this was my lucky day to get stuck with needles. "Okay you can go ahead and get dressed" Dr. Larson said and then left the exam room. "Wow your blood is really red" Zach said walking up to examining the piece of cotton that I put on the exam table while I got dressed. "What color did you expect it to be green" I said scoffing as I pulled on my undershirt. "The doctor would like you to join her in her office when you're done the secretary's voice said over an intercom in the exam room. After I finished getting dressed the secretary smiled at me and Zach and pointed us in the direction Of the doctor's office as I noticed some more kids and their parents in the waiting room as we passed by there. My mom gave us a little smile as we went into the doctor's office and found her sitting in there, but I felt something was wrong by the way she looked at me. "Well you both seem to be doing okay Zach you're a few pounds underweight for your age" Dr Larson said looking at us with a little smile. "Isn't that good" Zach asked. "Well no not really, being underweight can be just as unhealthy as being over weight" Dr Larson said as I noticed my mom looking at me strangely again. I looked at Zach and was really shocked by that considering the appetite he had. "I found something a little disturbing when I examined you Wesley" the doctor said to me. "You mean the lump in my neck right" I said looking at her as my mom was looking really worried now but not surprised as I guessed Doctor Larson already told her. "Yes the lump I found" she said to my mom who took a deep breath. "Whoa wait is it cancer, you never said I had cancer" I said in shock suddenly figuring out why she would be worried looking at the doctor as that was the last thing I expected to hear. "Calm down Wesley I never said you had cancer I don't know what the lump in your neck is" doctor Larson said looking at me. "That's why I took some of your blood to run some tests" doctor Larson said as I couldn't believe what I was hearing. "Your mom told me all about your aunt and that might raise the chances of but again I don't know what the lump is yet so I can't say if you have cancer or not" the doctor said looking at me. "well when will you know?" I asked looking at her. "In a few days" she said as I glanced at my mom and Zach who hadn't said a thing. Why the fuck do you always have to wait days before you know if you pass or fail a test, I thought as the doctor talked with my mom. When we left the doctor's office my mom called her office and told them that she was taking the rest of the day off. I offered to let Zach sit in the front seat of my mom's car but he said he wanted to sit in the back. As my mom drove us back home I thought of how fucked up this day was turning out to be as the rain stared falling lights. "Are you okay?" my mom asked when we got back home and I was getting some orange juice from the fridge. "Sure why wouldn't I be" I said as my mom looked at me a little worried. My mom hugged me and kissed me on my forehead and then left the kitchen as I sipped my orange juice. I left the kitchen and headed to my bedroom to ask Zach if he wanted to play Soul Calibur with me and help me unlock some more costumes and weapons since any sex between us was out of the question now. "Hey what's the matter?" I asked as I found him sitting on my bed with tears running down his cheeks. "Do you feel sick" I asked knowing that a couple times when I had gotten the flu shot it made me feel really sick. "Hey man what the matter?" I asked as Zach buried his face in my chest and hugged me tightly and started sobbing. "You're starting to scare me man what up with you" I asked hugging him as he sobbed. "It's happening again" Zach said through his sobs. "what what's happening again" I asked wondering what made him so upset. "You're gonna die just like my mom" he said sobbing harder. "I'm not gonna die" I said stroking his hair as it was pretty obvious that what the doctor said really got to him. "Please don't die Wes please please" Zach whimpered sobbing uncontrollably. "Zach calm down I'm not dying I'm fine" I said lifting his head and staring into his eyes as he sobbed. "What do you guys want....Honey what's wrong?" my mom asked concerned as she came in to my room. "He thinks I'm gonna die" I said as he turned from me to my mom and started sobbing even louder. "Your brother's not going to die honey" my mom said holding him and kissing his head as he wailed uncontrollably. I looked at Zach and stared getting a upset as I hated seeing him like this as my mom kissed him and rocked him her arms try and calm him down. My mom did manage to get Zach calmed down a little as he sniffled resting his head on her chest. "Do you want hot dogs for lunch?" my mom asked kissing his head as Zach nodded his head yes. "Okay I'll go out and get some franks and the bread" my said and kissed him and hugged him tightly and then got up and kissed me on my head and left my room. "Come on" I said taking his hand and pulling him up off the bed and took him to the bathroom to wash his tear stained face. Zach leaned over the sink and I cupped some water in my hand gently washing his face for him as he sniffled. "Stop crying man I'm gonna be fine" I said as Zach immediately started crying after he stood back up burying his wet face in my already tear soaked shirt. After I got him cleaned up again I took him back to my room and changed my shirt and got in bed with him spooning him and kissing the back of his head. "We have some time till mom gets back" I whispered in his ear slipping my hand down between his legs. "Can we just stay like this" Zach in a shaky voice sounding like he was ready to burst into tears any minute. "Sure" I said and kissed him on his cheek and moved my hand away from his crotch and gently stroked his chest. After my mom came back we had a couple of hotdogs and I managed to talk Zach into playing Soul Calibur with me that was until he broke down in tears again. "If you ruin another one of my shirts I'm gonna kick your ass tears or no tears" I said holding him making him chuckle a little When I got him to calm down a little after he soaked another one of my shirts with his tears. Zach mood didn't improve much as the day went along despite all that me and my mom tried to make him feel better. He even gave up watching SG1 that he liked so much and went to bed early and I joined him since I didn't want to watch TV all by myself. Zach fell asleep soon after he and I cuddled up together under the comforter and I watched him seeping for a while and had no idea that he cared so much about me. I leaned in and kissed his lips gently as he moaned softly and turned on his side and continued sleeping. I hadn't thought much about what Doctor Larson said about me possibly having cancer until now and started getting worried as I wondered if I did and how bad it was. Zach interrupted my thoughts as he started tossing and turning a while later making little moaning noises in his sleep as he appeared to be having a bad dream. "Hey hey wake up" I said shaking him as his face twisted up like he was in pain. "COME BACK" Zach yelled out sitting up suddenly and started panting heavily. "Hey it was just a dream" I said sitting up and hugging him as he started sniffling. "I dream that you died and aunt Heather didn't want me anymore" he said sobbing as I pulled him to me and hugged him. "It was just a dream and no matter what happens to me my mom will always want you" I said kissing his head as he sniffled. "Please don't die Wes" Zach said as we lay back down facing each other. "I just started being your brother how can I die and not be here to make your life miserable" I said moving his hair out of his face as he smiled a little. "You don't make me miserable" he said sniffling. "Give me a little time" I said smiling and making him chuckle a little. "Go back to sleep man" I said kissing his forehead and hugging him. "I love you Wes" Zach said after a few seconds of silence. "You're supposed to say you love me too" he said shoving me. "Give me a second I'm thinking about it" I said making him giggle as he appeared to be feeling better than he did all day. "Me too" I said and kissed him on his lips and hugged him and closed my eyes to go to sleep. Everything's gonna be fine besides I'm too young to die I thought to myself hugging my little brother hoping that it was really true.