Date: Sat, 16 Mar 2013 19:33:49 -0700 From: MK Wan Subject: Gary's Way Part 2 If it's illegal to read this, copy this or whatever...don't do it. Thanks. And please remember to support Nifty so that we can all keep cumming! http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html Gary's Way Part 2 I'd become my brother Gary's scum repository a little more than a year ago. Fourteen months? I think so. I'd gotten used to the fact that I enjoyed sucking cock. I appreciated that it was another escape from my life, like sleeping. I'd completely zone out when I sucked my brother off. It was like a Zen state or something. My brain would go dormant except for the bits needed to perform the perverted act. As his was the only dick I had any experience of so far, I still wasn't sure whether the fugue state that blowing him induced was a result of the act itself or a method of blotting out how much I detested him personally. I was way too chicken to do it with anyone else at this point so it remained an untested hypothesis. He'd stopped beating me up so often and the regular suck-off sessions seemed to quell his rage to a noticeable degree, although he was still a phony, a habitual liar and a casually sadistic asshole. I'd have my face buried in his crotch just about every night and occasionally when my Mother went shopping in the late afternoons after school. I don't know if you'd call it bragging but I developed a certain expertise at it. I could get the whole head of his dick in my throat for minutes at a time, I could bring him right to the edge over and over again and stretch the act out for hours or I could trigger an explosion of his gluey juice in less than five minutes. Not really something someone my age should be particularly proud of but I still considered it an accomplishment...a dubious one, I guess. We weren't friends. Neither of us made any attempt to pretend that we had even a ghost's shadow of affection for each other. He liked having an always-prepared faggot to service him and I considered him an obnoxious caddy for some equipment I heartily relished. Actually, he thought so little of me as a human being that I was probably the only person he was truthful with. Why waste a good lie on a sub-human cocksucker? I'd pretty much stopped thinking about anything besides school. I needed to excel at academics so I could get a scholarship to the State University after high school and get as far away from this life as I possibly could. For everything else I maintained a minimum consciousness. It just worked out better for me. The only things that mattered to me at this point in time were studying, sleeping and of course, gorging myself on my odious sibling's penis. So I was completely unaware my parents were even having some kind of marital problems until the very day that my Mom ran off with Dad's best friend. It was strange not having her around but really, I found that I didn't really give a shit. School. Grades. Geographic distance. That was my survival mantra. Now that she was gone Gary and I discovered that we had from the end of the school day until Dad got home from work to get in an afternoon suck session if we felt like it. Not just like the quickies we'd hurry through like when Mom was at the supermarket (turns out those trips were to a motel where she and Barney would carry out their long-running affair) but blowjobs of the more luxurious nature. On one such day it was raining pretty heavily so Gary's football practice had been canceled. He was sprawled out on the couch watching some made-for-TV movie about teen woes when he summoned me to "take care of it". I'd almost finished my homework and the smell and sound of the rain made me horny so I reported for duty. My brother's only acknowledgment that I existed was him raising his hips off the cushion just long enough for me to get his pants and underwear down. He was for all intent and purpose deeply engrossed in the cloying drama unfolding on the screen. I preferred it when he was either pretending or actually distracted by something else because then it became much more "my" blowjob. During a commercial break he indicated that since the movie had just short of an hour to go that I might as well do the "long version", which I had planned on anyway. He'd push my forehead back if he was getting too close to shooting and I'd wait a minute or so before reapplying my mouth and hands to his only redeeming qualities. Once I got up and went to the kitchen to get him an orange soda and noticed that my knee was twinging even though I'd only been kneeling before him about 15 minutes. His entire scrotum was basted in my copious spittle after I'd given them the royal treatment when I nudged the insides of his thighs. Gary tried to ignore me but I was persistent. After an annoyed sigh he adjusted his position and spread his legs at a different angle so I had access to his asshole. I nuzzled in and began mouthing his most private body part. I'd done this to him a few times of my own volition, I really enjoyed tonguing his butt-button and feeling it relax and unfurl from my efforts. My brother was more ambivalent about this new step I'd introduced to our repertoire. He loved the sensation and would let me go at for a long time once he conceded control of his vulnerable spot but was simultaneously weirded-out by having his asshole touched as that really skirted the queer divide. Since he was so intently focused on the teen problem-of-the-week on television he could pretend that he hadn't noticed my prodding tongue breaching his lick-blossomed sphincter muscle. "WHAT'S GOING ON?!" My panicked brother awkwardly jumped up while shouting, "NOTHING." and pulling up his pants as quickly as possible. Our Dad stood in the entryway to the livingroom looking both astonished and infuriated. He was home more than an hour and a half before his regular time and the rain, television and our preoccupation with how our suck-fest was playing out prevented us from hearing his approach. He had to have seen Gary's meaty boner before my brother could get it properly hidden and much to my horror I found that my leg had gone to sleep and I was moving like a machine low on batteries trying to get myself adjusted from my cocksucking posture to something more appropriate. "What were you doing?" My father demanded. "Nothing. We weren't doing anything." the practiced liar explained while buckling his belt over the obvious lump created by his erection. Dad looked in turns furious, pained, defeated, confused and ultimately flabbergasted before storming off to his bedroom. We went to our room to hide. There was no pounding on the door or screaming or brandishing of murder weapons so we both just sat on our beds while our stomachs fluttered and our hearts raced. The level of tension was palatable. This was certainly going to be a life-changing predicament and I was physically sick with worry, embarrassment, anticipation, dread and you name it. The waiting was excruciating. What kind of punishment would be meted out for such an outrageous offense? Committed to an asylum? Thrown out on the street? One of us shipped off to Mom in Florida? Actually, that one might not be so bad... At 7:00 p.m. Dad knocked on the door and announced, "Dinner." I wasn't hungry. As a matter of fact, I felt like puking. As we dejectedly shuffled toward our doom my brother hissed into the back of my head, "Keep quiet. Let me do the talking." I nodded in agreement, then wondered if he'd blame the whole thing on me. But it turned out that I didn't need his admonition. We ate our salty frozen (now scorching) dinners, I washed the dishes, the three of us went to the livingroom and watched a news program and then a cop show and then Dad and Gary watched a basketball game while I discreetly excused myself to finish my homework. When Gary came back into our room for the night I looked up at him expectantly. "Nothing. Not a word." He reported. I felt queasy and uneasy for days afterward. Gary didn't even grope himself suggestively he was so nervous. Somehow this silent avoidance was even more nerve-wracking than the imaginable alternatives. Was Dad really just going to pretend that he didn't catch us engaging in some sort of sex act on the couch that day? It didn't make sense. At school Barney's son acted like I was responsible for their dad sticking his dick in my Mom. We'd been friends, even going on vacations together, and now I received this freezing resentment from Gerard. Mom called one afternoon to tell me and Gary that she loved us and to deliver some vague quasi-apology. She cried and seemed to be prompting me to cry as well but telephone weeping just didn't appeal to me on any level so I passed the phone to my brother. Gary seemed annoyed that he was going to miss four minutes of some game show he was watching. The whole conversation felt false and badly-scripted. I was spending more time at the public library just to not be at home and Gary was getting all buddy-buddy with Dad, initiating sports discussions, asking pointless questions and being uncharacteristically helpful around the house and yard. I became exhausted by the constant anxiety so one night when my brother came into our room in just a towel from showering I got on my knees and begged for some dick. If I was going to feel ridiculously guilty and eventually face some dire consequence for being a faggot I might as well indulge in some of the perks. Gary was intrigued by Dad's apparent non-reaction, I was just relieved. Two weeks went by. At the dinner table my Dad was talking about some Oriental rug buried in the garage that he wanted to dig out and put in the car so he could sell it to some co-worker the next day. The carpet was my Mother's so selling it seemed unnecessarily petty but I really could not care less. Gary prattled on about rugs, the Mid-East, child labor and whatever other nonsense he could bring up to keep Dad talking. After cleaning up the mess from our meal I went to do some studying rather than witness Gary's "let's be pals!" routine designed to make our father feel appreciated or something. I sensed that my older brother was orchestrating some manipulative ploy but didn't really want to know what was involved. Surprisingly, Gary declined to watch TV as well and said he had some schoolwork to attend to as well. It was odd, I don't think I'd ever seen him do homework which he traditionally did on the bus or had someone else do for him. He smiled sheepishly and waved at our father sitting on the couch as we ascended the stairs. As soon as the door was shut and locked Gary said, "All this ass-kissing is getting on my nerves. Strip down, faggot, I want you to suck my dick in the deluxe fashion." I pulled off my pants so he could mock my hardness and size but left my tee shirt on. I sat on the edge of his bed while he undressed. He was wearing a very old pair of bikini briefs, the fabric so thin, stretched and threadbare that I could see the exact contours of his bush clearly. When he had these on I usually sucked him through the worn-out nylon before getting to the main event so that's where I started. When his underwear was so wet that it was transparent I rolled them down enough to get at his now boned-up beef. "Nice and sloppy." He said approvingly. I thought for a millisecond that we'd never done this during "prime time" before. Late nights, afternoons...the occasional early morning but never during this period. Then the thought vanished along with Gary's cock as he pushed his dick-helmet into my throat. I was in the "zone". I'd just begun lapping wetly at his sack-o-testes when there was a short knock on the door and the knob turned as if expecting it to be unlocked. "Just a minute, Dad." Gary called out cheerily before turning to me and menacingly whispering, "Don't fucking move." He pulled up the saliva-soaked, frayed bikinis and went to open the door. Dad seemed startled when Gary flung the door wide open. "Yeah, Dad? What's up?" Gary inquired innocently. My father glanced down at my brother's obvious erection protruding against the sheer wet material. The weight of Gary's cock pulled the front down so that most of his spit-slick pubes were on display. Dad's eyes ventured in my direction. My shirt covered my dick but he could see that I was naked from the waist down. I wiped some spit from my chin with my wrist and smiled at him half-heartedly to assure him that I was alright. His gaze returned toward Gary and he stumble-muttered, "I need a hand getting that rug out..." "Sure thing, Pops! I told you it was buried behind some heavy junk. Hahaha!!! You want the Squirt here to help out as well?" Gary handily volunteered me to assist. "Uh...yeah, sure. I guess Brian might be helpful..." My father was definitely rattled, his composure of just a little while ago completely busted. "Could you possibly wait about ten-fifteen minutes? We'll finish up here pretty soon." Gary said with a conspiratorial grin. "Finish up...?" Dad said confusedly. "Yeah, you know how it is, Pops. Gotta get this taken care of." My brother laughingly replied as he gripped the base of his prick through his underwear and waved it obscenely so Dad would have to look at it again. "It won't take too long." My father gawked at his son's bloated cock clearly visible through the damp gray barrier and swallowed hard before numbly repeating Gary's phrase, "...taken care of..." "Yeah. It was being taken care of it when you knocked.Just a little longer...ten, fifteen minutes tops. You know." Gary was so brazen he even winked at my Dad while casually yanking on his cock while practically standing next to the man. My father seemed absolutely thunderstruck. He just stood there looking from Gary's smiling, confident face to the proffered teenage hard-on. "Anything else, Pops? I'd kinda like to get back to what we were doing." Gary prompted. The older man shook his head. "Alright then. See you as soon as we're done, okay?" Gary airily promised while he continued to blatantly massage his boner. He casually ushered our baffled Dad away from the threshold and shut the door. "You pretty much told him." I said. "Shut up and suck my dick. We have to move some shit with him." Gary told me. "Then he'll take us for ice cream." he said to himself. And our father did just that. Like the accidental interruption, this verbal exchange and the attendant cock display were dropped into the familial black hole. Dad said nothing or in any way indicated that he'd been informed that his sons were involved in sexual conduct with each other under his roof. Maybe he just couldn't deal with it so soon after being cuckolded and abandoned. I didn't know. And I didn't care anymore. Whatever game Gary was running on him was their concern. It was none of my business. School, Grades, Geographic distance. Things seemed to return to normal. Well, normal for this household anyway. I was late for an assembly at school and the only seat I could find was next to Gerard. I apologized as I sat down and offered that this was the only seat left. We studiously avoided each other while the Vice Principle talked a bunch of shit just to hear his own voice. Afterwards, when the students were making a break for the exits, Gerard grabbed my arm. "Listen, I've been acting like an asshole. My Mom had me convinced that you and Gary must've known about your mother and Dad. It's been pretty shitty at home and I took it out on you. I'm sorry." Gerard told me. "Your Mom thought I knew about it? Why?" I questioned. "Well, you didn't want to hang out anymore. Like a year ago you stopped acting like you wanted to be my friend." Gerard explained. He was right about that. I'd purposely distanced myself from him when I became a full-fledged cocksucker. I didn't think I deserved close friends anymore and I was worried that Gary might arrange for Gerard to find out if he thought it might disturb me. A little bit of shame, the need to protect my friend and my general brain-shutdown all contributed to my alienating Gerard. "No, that had nothing to do with our asshole parents having an affair. I was just going through some shit. Gary shit. You know." I responded. For the first time I realized just how much I'd isolated myself from the few people I actually felt comfortable with. "I'm sorry. You've always been my best friend. This thing with your Dad and my Mom was a total shock to me too. Last year I didn't want to bother you with my personal problems. Not much fun in that. Sorry." We made arrangements to go to the movies together. He'd have to be sneaky about it because his mother was still exceptionally bitter toward everyone in my family for not keeping our whore-mother on a tighter leash. I was probably not going to mention that he'd be meeting me at the cinema either. Although my brother was acting all fake-chummy with Dad he was regularly defying him as well. A few weeks after the rug-removal Gary came home late again. I'd been up late reading. Boy, if you made the effort to find certain books so you'd have more information about American history for class, you discovered just how much twisting, ommission, and whitewashing the official textbook was laden with. The Indians were definitely screwed over. It was almost 1:00 a.m. when I heard Gary come home. I switched off my reading lamp and pretended to sleep. My idiot brother seemed to be making a lot of noise for someone supposedly sneaking in late. He came into the room and I heard him kicking off his sneakers and getting undressed. Since Mom took off with Uncle Barney to the "Sunshine State" my roommate had opted for sleeping in the nude and I sometimes ended up doing likewise. Tonight was one of those nights. My reading lamp suddenly went on to guarantee that I'd know that I was required to wake up. "What?" I said with phony drowsiness. "Get up, Squirt. I got a horse-sized load of scum I need you to suck out." My brother said wearily. He didn't sound drunk. My covers were flung off to emphasis that staying in my bed wasn't an option. I swung my legs around and stood up. A hand in the middle of my back propelled me to his side of our room where I knelt down while he pulled some pillows together so he'd be able to lean back comfortably. His legs spread and he directed my head towards his soft cock. "Take your time, faggot. I want this to go on a while." For some reason I got pretty horny myself and started slowly and methodically lapping, kissing and licking his prick to bring it to maximum firmness. He hoisted himself up and pushed me back enough to see my cock. "Jesus, you're already as hard as a rock. Looks like you wanted this as much as me. Maybe more, huh? Cocksucker's Paradise." Gary observed as I returned to slurping on his delicious bone. "Gary! What have I told you abou..." My Dad's angry voice trailed off. I peered in that direction. The door had been left wide open and it seemed as if my lamp going on was for another purpose, stage lighting. He stood on the threshold in his robe staring at us. I decided to keep my eyes closed and continue sucking dick until I zoned out. Let these two engage in the ensuing theatrics without my voluntary cooperation. "Hey, Dad." Gary said. There was a pause and then the man of the house asked, "Are you drunk?" giving my brother a chance to rationally excuse what he was looking at. "I had a couple of beers. Nowhere near drunk. That was hours ago." Gary informed him and then suggested that I work on his ball-bag for a while. I followed his instructions. "I-I don't want you two doing...this." my father's voice sounded shaky and feeble. There was no response from Gary. I had transcended to the dick-worshiping Zen state while slobbering on my brother's hairless testicle container. "Don't do this with each other. It's--it's wrong." My father said after a few minutes. "It's just a blowjob. Squirt loves it, don'tcha?" Gary replied to him and asked me rhetorically. "It's no big deal." I assumed that my brother had essentially rendered Dad a truly ineffectual parent and that he'd gone back to his bedroom in frustration or dismay or whatever. I was hoping that now with him gone I'd get to tongue my brother's anus but then I heard Dad's voice again. I wasn't sure but he sounded closer. "You should stop." he said plaintively. "Nah, I don't think so." My brother said softly, pretty much establishing dominance in the household. Another fairly long period of no noise but those emanating from my sloppy suction maneuvers. Despite the manipulated interruption I was really enjoying myself with my brother's reproductive instruments. I slid his dick far enough in to trigger that white slime regurgitation, hoping that enough would slide past his scrotum and get his asshole primed for some oral invasion. I was using every technique I could think of to get Gary worked-up enough to give me access. "You'd get a better view if you came closer." Gary said. It took a second to realize that he was conversing with Dad still. I couldn't help myself. I turned slightly and half-opened my eyes for a look. Dad was in the room and seemed to be playing with himself through his robe opening. I shut my eyes. I wasn't going to open them again for the rest of the night if I could help it. "No. I'm--I'm okay where I am." Dad hoarsely whispered. The long-form blowjob continued on for another 20 minutes. Enraptured? Yeah, I kinda was. I was purposely postponing him getting off. "Squirt, we gotta finish this up soon. I'm getting really tired. I'll stand up and you can suck my cock some more that way. I want to cream on your tongue so open wide when I tell you to like a good faggot." My brother sketched out the next scenario for me. He stood up and seemed to place himself neared to where my Dad had been when last I peeked. I sucked and jerked his cock while kneading his gummy ball sac to get him revved up. After five minutes or so he roughly clasped the sides of my head and started deep-fucking my mouth. He was getting close. Gary pulled his cock out slowly and put his hand on my forehead to position me to take his load. I was popped-up like a PEZ dispenser with my tongue extended as far out as possible and curled just at the tip too scoop up whatever I could get. My brother masturbated his saliva-drenched prick inches from my face, his engorged helmet tapping rhythmically around my mouth. "You want to shoot your load in him after I'm finished?" Gary breathlessly inquired. "No. No, I can't. Some things...no, I'd better not." Dad mumbled from pretty close, maybe only a couple of feet away. I encouraged Gary's climax by squeezing his balls just short of causing pain. My other hand busily worked on my own little hard-on. He erupted suddenly and sprayed my face before directing the hot spurts of his cream into my mouth. There was a lot of it. Thick, gluey paste filled my mouth and as he was winding down I closed my lips to drain out the last of it. After a minute or so he extracted his softening knob from my maw and I moved to get up but he commanded "Stay!" as if to a dog. I resumed my tongue-out position, figuring that he wanted Dad to get a good look at just how much scum his eldest had deposited. He shifted slightly but kept his hand firmly on my forehead. Suddenly something touched my tongue. And then again. My lips closed and I made contact with an unfamiliar bulb of flesh. It was a cockhead both wider and more elongated than my brother's being jerked. There seemed to be a veneer of some sticky film on the prepuce that had a distinctly sour flavor. On the pull-stroke a thin layer of foreskin slid almost halfway over the knob. Gary was circumcised. "Just open your mouth wide again, Squirt." Gary ordered almost apologetically from beside me. The strange dickhead bumped repeatedly against my outstretched tongue, my curled tip feeling the regular retraction of the delicate skin sleeve. After a few minutes there were some pained grunts and some erratic thrusting and then hot scum poured out of it. There were two thin, hot jets but after that it just continually leaking out of the expanded piss-slit. It was more watery and pungent than Gary's. There seemed to be less of it but it tasted somehow more potent. Purely out of habit I closed my lips around the knob to suck out the last drops. He pushed a couple inches of his cock inside my mouth as I sucked deeply at the unfamiliar softening tube and swallowed the accumulated two sperm loads. The foreskin began reclaiming it's accustomed territory and suddenly the foreign appendage was gone, having left it's nectar to co-mingle with my brother's as the syrupy liquid slid down my throat. I stayed in the keeling position with my mouth wide open until Gary let go of my forehead and told me, "He's gone. You can go back to bed now." I wished my ability to not think about things was stronger. The End