Date: Sun, 30 Apr 2006 09:05:50 -0700
From: Terry Garrison <yourtotaltopman@hotmail.com>
Subject: Gordon, his Dad and Me #3

We all came untangled and stepped out of the shower.  As we were drying off,
James suggested that we get something to eat and then we could all start
over again.  I had not given any thought to food, I had found something that
I had been wanting and needing in my life and food was not even worth a
thought.

Still being nude, we all walked into the living room and James suggested
pizza for dinner.  He said, "I'll call Pizza Man, he delivers."  And of
course, we all laughed.

Then Gordon said to me, "Terry, you should go to work for Pizza Man, because
you sure can deliver."  Again, we all laughed.

As James was calling for pizza, Gordon came over and we sat down on the
sofa.  Gordon said, "I am still totally shocked to find out that you are
into sex with men.  If I would have known this before now, I can tell you,
you and I would have been fucking for a long time."

I said, "Look Gordon, I don't know how any of this really happened.  I will
be honest and tell you that I have been beating off thinking of your dad.
Hell, I have even beat off more than a few times thinking about you.  But, I
just thought that if I said anything to anyone I would be in a world of
shit.  So I just kept my mouth shut and thought that maybe these feelings
would go away.  What I really want to know is just how long have you been
having sex with guys?  And, how long have you and your dad been having sex?"

"Really that is not all that interesting of a story.  One day I was in my
room beating off.  My dad had been drinking and I was so into beating off
that I didn't hear him call my name.  Finally, I guess he got upset that I
did not answer him and he walked into my bedroom.  I was laying on my bed
with my hard dick in my hand and didn't know what to do.  I just froze and
my dad looked at me and said, `Well now I know why you didn't answer me.'
And as he turned to walk out he said, `Nice dick, bet that would taste real
good.'  I didn't know if I heard him right but the thought really got me
going again.  I shot off, got myself together and myself together and went
out into the living room.   My mom and sister were out shopping and I just
sat down thinking my dad was really going to give me hell when he said,
`Look Gordon, it is normal to be playing with your dick.  I sure did enough
of it when I was your age.  Hell, I do it all of the time now that your
mother is never in the mood.  Only thing is, when I was younger I had a few
friends who would help me out when I needed it.'  Now my mind was wondering
what my dad was talking about, but I didn't say anything.  Then he said,
`So, do you and that friend of yours, Terry, beat off together and beat each
other off?'  I just looked at him, being very shocked and said, `No way
would that be queer.' And dad then said, `Hey, when I was your age I had a
few friends and we would get together and beat off, hell we would beat each
other off.'  I looked a dad and said, `What?  You use to play around with
other guys when you were younger.  And dad told me, `Yeah.'

By this time, James had returned to the living room and had sat down in his
chair.  He looked over at Gordon and me and said, "What brought all of this
up?"

I said, "Well, I just asked Gordon how long he had been into having sex with
guys and how long you and he had been having sex."

James kind of chuckled and said, "Okay Gordo, I want to hear your version of
this.  Continue."

Gordon then said, "Well, after finding out my dad had played around with
other guys when he was younger and then telling me he also beat off a lot
because he and my mom were not getting along very well.  I decided that I
would ask him if he still played around with other guys."

James started to laugh and said, "Actually, how I remember it is after
telling Gordo that when I was younger and my friends and I would get
together for a circle jerk, Gordo kind of perked up and you could look at
him and see he was thinking about something.  Finally I said, `Well, what
are you thinking about, I can see you are really thinking' and that was when
the ice really got broken."

Gordon then said, "I don't know where the courage came from but I finally
said to dad, `Well, if you had friends around now would you be beating each
other off still?'  And dad just looked at me and said, `Well, if I trusted
them not to go out and shoot their mouth off.'  I thought about that for a
few moments and then said, `Well Dad, you know since we both beat off a lot,
as you saw and said, why not one of these times we maybe we try it
together?'  And Dad just looked at me and said, `Well, we could if you
weren't my son.'  And I asked why being his son had anything to do with it.
And Dad said, `Look Gordo, that is called incest and it illegal.  And even
if it weren't incest, you aren't even 18 and that in itself would get my ass
thrown into jail.'  I looked at Dad and said, `I know the law says if I am
under 18 I can't be having sex with someone over 18, but what is this incest
thing?  I don't understand.  You are the one man that I trust the most in my
life and the one who should be teaching me what I need to know.  You have
always been there for me in the past.  Why not now?'  And Dad just looked at
me and said, `Well, let me think about that.  The way you put it makes me
really want to give that some thought.'  And then I said, `Okay Dad, let me
ask you this question.  If I weren't your son and I was over 18, would you
then want to beat each other off?'  And then Dad just looked at me and shook
his head."

James then joined in and said, "Look Terry, at this point my dick was so
hard and I was really thinking back at what I saw when I walked into his bed
room and he had that hard dick in his hand.  I don't know if I was thinking
with my dick or my brain but all of a sudden, I looked at Gordo and said,
`Well, like I said to you already, if I trusted the person then, yeah, I
would play around a little bit."

Gordon then jumped back in and said, "At this point my dick was so hard I
was trying to kind of hide my hard on.  But, my mind was thinking about
playing with my dad's dick, and then the thought of my dad holding my dick
really got me excited."

James really laughed at this and said, "Yeah, he was trying to hide his hard
on and I could see that stiff dick was about to bust out of his pants.
Being young like you two, you don't realize that it takes a while to reload
when you get older.  And not 10 minutes earlier Gordo had been in his
bedroom and I knew he had shot off before coming out.  You could see it on
his face."

About this time, the doorbell rang and we all jumped up and started to look
for something to cover up with as the pizza was being delivered.  James ran
into his bedroom, slipped on some shorts, and went to the door.  Gordon and
I ran into Gordon's bedroom and closed the door.

Gordon backed me up against the door and started to kiss me.  Immediately,
my dick was hard as a rock.  I had be semi hard during our talk but now it
was like a slab of stone.  Gordon reached down and slowly stroked my dick
and said, "Damn, you don't know how good this dick felt in my ass.  I could
ride that dick all day and night long."

I kissed Gordon back and was rubbing his ass.  I really enjoyed looking and
feeling his nice bubble butt.

We heard the door close and then James screamed out, "Okay boys, the pizza
is here.  Get your asses in here and eat this before it gets cold."

Gordon backed away from me and said, "I will finish telling you more during
dinner.  But, tonight you have to promise me that you will fuck me again.  I
really love the feel of your dick in my ass."

I said, "You got that, but Gordon, doesn't it really hurt when you are
getting fucked?"

Gordon said, "Well, a first it really hurt but after I got use to it, it
feels so good.  I can't get enough.  Actually, I was out at the park sucking
dick and getting fucked when you came over.  I just didn't think my dad
knew, or he would have told you for that matter."

Again, James said, "Boys, Now...and I mean it.  Get your ass into here right
now.  You two can have a lot of playtime later tonight.  Get in here and
eat."

We walked out of Gordon's bedroom into the dining room.  On the table sat
two large pizzas.  James had already gotten a paper plate and beer and was
sitting down in the living room.  Gordon and I immediately filled a plate
each and we both got a Pepsi and walked into the living room.

This really was a day for firsts.  I had never had sex, I had never had sex
with a guy, and I had never eaten with no clothes on before.

As we began to eat, Gordon started back with his story.  Gordon said, "Well
Terry, back to what I was saying.  I looked at Dad and said, `You seem to be
at least giving this some thought.  I just figured it would be something
that could help us both out.'

James said, "Actually, what I was doing was thinking about how I could
possibly give any thought to having sex with my own son.  Hell yeah, I had
sucked a few dicks in my day.  I had fucked a few asses and even had my ass
fucked a few times.  But the thought of having sex with my own son was just
too much for me to take in at this point."

Gordon then said, "At this point in time, I don't think anything was going
to keep me for getting to play with my Dad.  I knew that I really wanted to,
but I also knew that if I were to try anything my dad would kill me."

"I think kill is too strong of a word, but I understand what Gordon was
thinking," said James.

"Finally I thought well maybe this would help get things moving and said to
Dad, `Well, I am going to be honest with you.  I have been thinking about
trying sex with a guy.  Maybe I could find someone who would be willing to
let me have sex with them.  Then if I was experienced, then maybe you would
not have a problem with us having sex," said Gordon.

Gordon looked at James, smiled a very evil grin, and said, "That really got
my dad upset.  Dad looked at me and said, `Look, I don't want you going out
there and just having sex with someone.  You could get yourself hurt.
Someone who doesn't know you, or care about you could really take advantage
of you.  If you are so sure, you are going to go through with this, then
even if it is against my better judgment, then I think we could maybe try to
play a little bit.  But, we have to be very careful.  You sister and mother
can't find out.  Hell, if anyone finds out, my ass in going to be going to
jail."

"So that is how if all started with you two?  I figured it would have been a
lot different," I said.

James said, "Well, if really didn't start off immediately like that, but
yeah that is how it all started, with me walking into Gordon's room catching
him beating off."

"What really got things going between the two of us was, after we had talked
a little more about this, Dad said to me, `Look Gordon, I would much rather
you experiment with someone who loves you and you can trust, which I guess
would be me.  But, I just don't know for sure if I can do that, right now.'
Then what really shocked me was when Dad then said, `And you need to promise
me you will not be going to any places trying to find someone to have sex
with.'  I looked at Dad and said, `Just where do you think I could go at my
age and really find someone who would want to have sex with me?  If I were
to tell anyone about wanting to try sex with a guy, it would be all over the
school and I would be getting my ass kicked daily.  I don't know of any
places where you could go and even begin to have sex.  Then Dad said, `Just
stay away from the park, especially the bathrooms.  You know when we would
go to the park, I would always go with you when you went into the bathroom.
Well, there are guys there that would want nothing more than to get their
hands on you.  And you could be hurt.'  I said, `You mean that guys have sex
in those dirty bathrooms in the park?  Wow, all I ever wanted to do when I
went in there was hurry to get out of there because they smelled so bad.'
And about this time, my mom and sister came back in from shopping and that
ended our talk and the chance of my getting to have sex with my dad."