Date: Thu, 9 Feb 2012 07:37:56 +0100 From: Amy Redek Subject: Grandad, grandson. Part Four. Part Four Christmas Day was a happy one for us three, having breakfast first, only a light one for we knew that lunch would be rather filling, before we sat next to the lit Christmas tree to open our presents. Julie had put the turkey in the oven at six in the morning and it was ready just after noon when she cooked the vegetables and it wasn't long after Toby and I had set the table with candles and crackers out and it looked good. The wine was opened and a delicious Christmas dinner was served. I think we made pigs of ourselves in the eating and were quite tipsy after all the wine we'd drunk. After listening to the Queen's Christmas speech, we all had a nap and it was the first time that Toby and I were in bed together without us having sex. It would have been foolish to have done so as Julie could have popped in at anytime. We were up later for just a snack on some of the left overs and mince pies etc. that evening but soon went back to bed where this time I had the pleasure, his too, of fucking me and me later sucking on him. But before we did, he had whispered in my ear as we settled down. `I got you an extra present for you grandad, but I didn't want mum to see it,' and he pulled out from under his pillow, a rubber dildo of an erect cock. `It's got batteries inside for it to vibrate. You can use this later and think of me when and if you use it.' I was amazed at him giving me this as I handled it, feeling it quite solid except for the head of this replica of a circumcised cock, as it was a bit softer than the shaft and the whole thing was about eight inches long. The base held the batteries and it was only a matter of twisting the screw for it to throb and pulsate in the hand. It had different speeds too. `Would you like to try it and suck on me at the same time. You can think that I'm in two places at once,' he said with a giggle. I'm sure he was turning gay with the girlish kind of giggle he had. I agreed and he put some cream on the dildo and I went up onto my knees on the bed. `Be slow and gentle with it,' I said, looking back at him with it in his hand. `Okay grandad,' he said and I gave out a shudder as I felt him start to push it inside my ass. Wow! There wasn't a lot of give in the head of the thing and there was a slight bit of pain as the head widened me enough to slip in with the aid of the cream. So with that inside me, he twisted the end and it began to throb and vibrate as he pushed it further in, slowly, until the base came up to the cheeks of my bum. It was incredible, feeling it pulsating inside me as he quickly came round to the front and slid down the bed between my open arms that was supporting me till I had his erection just below my face. With him settled down on his back, I was able to let myself down till I was resting on my elbows and able to take the head of his erect cock into my mouth to suck and chew on as I bobbed up and down on it as the vibrating cock up my ass throbbed away. I was going delirious with being filled at both ends and thoroughly enjoyed the experience and the sensations I was getting. The only thing wrong was that even though I had him come in my mouth, I didn't get the dildo to cream my canal at the same time. Now that would have been the icing on the cake! I did in fact use this toy quite a few times later when I felt the need to jerk off, having it throb away and as he said, imagined that it was Toby fucking me as I did so. * So Toby and I had as much sex as he was capable of over those last few days that he and his mother would be with me and it was a tearful goodbye at the airport before they left. I had agreed with Julie at Toby's asking if he could come out again for his summer holiday, his last at the school. It was a miserable six months for me, only having Tom for company and the dildo as a bedtime substitute from Toby giving me his hard erection to pleasure me. I moped about the house and thinking so much of Toby that I couldn't concentrate on my writing. The days were long and the nights even longer, rolling over in bed and not finding the hot and naked body of him alongside me. The days, weeks and months slowly passed and I was on tenterhooks after the phone call from Toby to give me the date and time that he expected to be with me again. That day arrived and I was at the airport early and fretted the time away after seeing on the board that his plane had landed and I nearly jumped for joy when he came out with his suitcase and had him almost run into my arms for us to give each other a bear hug. On the drive home I couldn't stop blathering on about all kinds of things, just immensely pleased that my grandson had come back out to Spain to be with me. Even Tom was delighted to see Toby again, jumping about and trying to lick his face and hands in his greeting, getting a big hug from him. `It's great to be back here grandad,' he said as we finally got inside the house. `I've missed you so much.' `I've missed you too,' I said, fighting back the tears of joy as we hugged each other. `Can we go straight to bed? I've been dreaming of this for weeks now?' he asked, tears in his eyes too. `I can't think of anything better,' I said, my heart leaping about in my chest as I could feel the erection inside his trousers as we hugged before breaking apart and going straight into the bedroom. We couldn't get our clothes off quick enough to show that we both had our throbbing cocks sticking out in front of us as they bounced about as we got onto the bed. `Oh grandad, I want you,' he gasped in our clinch, our cocks getting squashed between our naked bodies. `I want you too Toby,' I said, gasping too from the passionate kiss we had just had, releasing him from my arms and moving myself on the bed into the waiting position, already drooling at feeling his hard cock against me and now almost begging to have in up inside me. With didn't bother wasting time with a condom or cream but had him behind and between my open legs and had the thrill of feeling the head of his cock start to probe the entrance to my backside. With his body pressure, I could feel the head start to widen the entrance to my orifice and the pain was slight now with having used the vibrating dildo quite often, as he started to enter me. Then the head was in and I could feel the throb of his heart beat as he paused, relishing the feel of my muscle flexing itself round the head which I think we both enjoyed. He began to move again and I had the hard shaft of his cock start to slide forward and fully enter me, filling me with not only his cock but joy too at once again having his pulsating hard piece smoothing out the wrinkles inside my canal. I loved this grandson of mine with his hands firmly on my hips, his thighs up tight to the cheeks of my bum and having his wonderful throbbing cock giving me all kinds of wonderful sensations running throughout my body, made even better as he began to move himself back and forth inside me. I was almost crooning as he soothed the inside itch that had been there in anticipation of this moment, loving to feel his hardness once again in my backside as he fucked me. It was his need for release I think, or was it just the fact that he loved fucking me, that he was soon holding my hips tight as his body slammed into my rear end as he began to send his seed up into me, coating the insides with his coming. Oh what a glorious thing it was to have and feel every spurt of his semen splashing inside as I kept moving my ass back onto his forward thrusts, feeling his balls smacking my bum cheeks. I heard all his grunts at each emission and then the big sigh as I felt him start to relax and then had his body lean over my rear and now to hear his panting at the effort he had put into his fucking of me. I was drooling now having had him come inside me and still feel his cock throbbing away and steeled myself to the most hated part of having anal sex and that was when he began to pull out. And pull out he did despite my muscle gripping his tool as hard as it could to try and keep it inside. `I really needed that grandad,' he panted and I fell over onto my side to look back at him sitting back on his heels, his cock still up and hard, the head shining with a coating of his sperm. `I need you too,' I gasped. `Go and wash and let me fuck you.' He looked at my erection up hard against my thigh and saw him lick his lips as he moved up and got off the bed to go into the bathroom to wash himself. He was quickly back and onto the bed as I moved aside to let him assume the same position that I had been in, up on his hands and knees but moving down onto his elbows so that his bum was up in the air. I moved in between his spread legs, looking at his bum that still held some of the colour of his last years sunbathing naked. I shuffled up closer with my hands on his hips and with his legs wide apart, this had caused the cheeks of his bum to part for me to see the small brown puckered flesh of his ass. To this I steered the head of my cock and felt him flinch at the first touch and leaning in to him, saw the head become slightly depressed as it began to widen his asshole. He gave out small grunts as I was pushing up at him and the head suddenly defeated his sphincter and it was inside for me to once again feel the internal heat of his body. `It feels bigger than ever grandad,' he grunted as I held it there for a moment or two, savouring the pleasure of having my cock where it had been yearning to go for months now. Now came the bliss of slowly pushing the rest of my prick into the tightness of his canal, having his muscle playing with my shaft as it moved in until I was fully inside and had his bum tight up to my thighs. I think it had been the knowledge of having him once again that had kept my cock up in its erect state and just hoped that this had also increased the quantity of sperm that my balls should be holding. It was with unbelievable joy that I was once again fucking Toby, having that gratifying pleasure of fucking his tight ass. But like him, the longing and desire to be back where I most wanted my cock that I was soon pulling his hips back onto my forward movements of my throbbing cock inside him that I soon had my orgasm and came inside him. `I felt that,' he cried out as I went through the motions of releasing my sperm into him, though knowing that there wouldn't be much of it for him to feel as I came to a grunting halt and leaned over his back breathing heavily and feeling my heart really pound inside my chest. Christ! Slow down I asked of my heart, you don't want to have an attack with where you are at this moment. Toby's muscle kept up its flexing round the shaft of my cock as I slowly began to breathe properly and straightened myself and pulled back out of him to his cry of me doing so. I had sat back and watch the hole that I had just fucked start to pucker up in its closing before losing sight of it as he turned round on the bed. He started to lean his body forward to me and guessed that he was then going to suck on me, but I stopped him. `Let me wash it first,' I managed to get out, my voice sounding croaky with emotion that he had been wanting to suck on me after it having been where it was. I got off the bed and washed myself at the basin in the bathroom before drying it and returning to the bed and into his open arms. It was with passion that we kissed each other and having our tongues touch and move over each other. `I love you to bits grandad,' he breathed at a pause in our kissing. `I love you too Toby,' I replied, me having to take in deep breaths to get out these few words. `You don't know how much I have missed having you here in bed with me.' `I've missed being here too grandad,' he said, his eyes shining brighter than any of the stars. `It's grand to be back for I've missed you so much.' Which was like music to my ears that he had wanted me as much as I had wanted him. It was only a few minutes later that he turned round on the bed for us to then take the opposite wilted cock into our mouths to suck and gently chew on. He gave out a groan round the head of my cock as I played with his G string having pushed the foreskin right down with my lips. It didn't take long for it to start to get bigger and force itself out of my mouth till I only had the head there to suck and tease. `I'm going to come,' he groaned after briefly lifting his head up off of me. `Let it go,' I said lifting my head up but quickly taking him back inside as I felt his body start to stiffen and had the pleasure of having his semen erupt into my mouth, hitting the roof and sticking there to be added to with more that came out of the eye of his cock. It even made my cock throb as his was at his emission that I was only to pleased to feel filling my mouth, to savour and taste that I was able to move around with my tongue when he'd finished coming. Having swallowed his seed, I licked all round the head having squeezed out the last drops, and then gave the eye a poke with my tongue before kissing it and letting go of him to turn round in the bed. `Lovely as ever Toby,' I said, giving him a kiss. `Let's have a shower and get something to eat. You must be hungry.' `I was for you grandad, but now it's for my stomach,' he grinned, and so it was off and into the shower where we washed each other, taking rather a lot of time in the handling of our cocks and balls. `We should shave your balls grandad for I kept getting bits of hair stuck in between my teeth last time,' he smiled as he fondled what he wanted shaven. `Okay,' I grinned. `We can do that after we've eaten.' We started preparing our evening meal but he took over and showed that his cooking skills had improved and told him so. `With mum working late some nights, I did quite a bit at getting her dinner and quite like cooking now,' he said. `Well it smells nice and it looks good enough to eat,' I said as he brought the two plates to the table and it was very good indeed. `Not only have I been learning to cook, I've been learning Spanish and am quite good at it so my teacher told me,' he said while we ate. `I can't wait to go shopping and see if they'll understand me. I've even brought my book with me though I still want to finish off reading what you've written.' `Well I'm afraid that I haven't written any more since you've been gone. I wasn't able to concentrate enough, but you've still got quite a few to read yet,' I told him. With dinner over and the things used washed up and put away, he showed that he was eager to have a go at shaving my balls. `Where's the best place to do this?' he asked. `I suppose me lying on the bed is as good a place as anywhere,' I replied, and so it was back into the bedroom without us having to take any clothes off for we had stayed naked while cooking and eating. He put a towel on the bed first and had me lie down with the towel below where he was going to shave me. He got a bowl from the kitchen and half filled it with warm water, bring in the shaving foam and razor having put a fresh blade in it. `Take it nice and easy so's you don't cut me,' I told him. `I've tried doing it myself before and did so a couple of times and then gave up for I couldn't really see what I was doing.' `I will grandad,' he said and so with a little bit of foam worked round my balls, he pulled one as far out from my body as he could, making the skin of the sac tight and smooth, began shaving the hairs there. He took his time, gently washing bits as he went along until he had all of my balls free of the hairs that had grown there. `We can also trim the pubic ones too,' he said and went and got a pair of scissors and gave me a wicked grin as his fingers kept opening and closing the blades just above my cock. `It's not much, but I still need it to piss through,' I said. `And put up inside me when it's ready,' he said, smiling at me as he gave it a rub before starting to trim the hairs all round it. He had done a good job of what I could see as he rinsed off any surplus shaving cream before wiping everything dry before putting the basin down onto the floor and the cream and razor on the bedside table and got on the bed between my legs and I gave out a gasp as he took my balls into the heat of his mouth. `Mmmm,' was what I heard from him as I felt my balls being moved around in their sac, his nose moving about the underside base of my cock and found that I was getting an erection under his ministrations to my balls. `Lovely,' he said on releasing them, `and not a hair stuck in my teeth,' him grinning up at me as he moved his head slightly and took the whole length of my semi hard piece into his mouth, burying his nose into my trimmed pubic hair. He didn't raise it right up so gave up after a few minutes, releasing me from his mouth and slid up my body and kissed and nipped at the nipples on my chest. After raising them up to tight little buds, he let go and moved up more on me and I could feel that he was now up and hard again as he kissed me. I opened my legs so that his came in between mine and with me lifting mine, knew what he had to do. He moved himself back and brought my legs up as high as he could get them and moved his shoulders down to support them. This action was lifted my backside up some way and I felt his cock then come up under my cock and unerringly find the entrance of my portal there. We both grinned at each other at where the head of his cock was and so he pushed his hips forward and I had this cock head start to open me up and with another little push, had it enter me. It made me gasp for I'm sure that it had never been as big and hard as it was now as it slid in for me to feel it pulsating away, filling me not only with his cock but joy too. He smiled down at me and I'm sure my face showed the same as we looked at each other as he held my legs tight to his body before he began to move in his fucking of me. Slowly at first as I felt him move in my canal, setting little nerves inside there to start tingling and sending sparks of pleasure all through my body. He let go of my legs and brought his arms in between them as he leaned further into me for his hands to be able spread themselves either side of me as he now really began to push himself harder into me with every forward thrust. My legs were now wide open and felt as though they would split my body wide open as they were that far apart, but I managed to keep them there as his hips moved to have his cock slide back and forth as he got the pleasure of fucking me and me for having him where he was in the doing of that too. I couldn't stop the little cry I gave out as I felt the first salvo of his sperm hit my insides, his groin mashed up to mine as his cock throbbed even more as more came out of his expanded cock head. He had his head thrown back with his eyes closed as he really pumped his hips to help his seed to shoot up as far as it could inside me. Sweat had been forming on his forehead and it was now dripping down onto my stomach and when he came to a stop, gave his head a flick and had more rain down onto my chest. His eyes came open and his face split into a wide grin. `Oh grandad,' he gasped as his arms gave way and his upper body came down onto mine and managed to keep his lovely throbbing cock inside me. He was now tall enough for him to still be able to stay inside and kiss me at the same time. My arms went round his sweaty back and held him tight to me as I flexed my inside muscle as much as I could around that lovely hard cock of his that was still creating havoc to my insides. I managed to use my thighs to grip his waist as we lay in this position for a few minutes with him on top and still inside me, but the strain on my legs was too much and they slowly slid down, the action straightening my body and felt him being forced out of me. We both gave out a cry as it did so and felt it finish up in the crack of my bum cheeks. But I still had enough strength to then roll us over so that I was on top of him, my cock now fully erect and hard being squashed between our stomachs. As I felt his legs start to rise up, I lifted my lower body up so that his still hard cock was able to slip in between us and mine slip down between his open legs. I don't really know how we did it, but I knew that with a little wiggle of his hips, I knew that the head of my cock was now touching his rosebud with his legs now being high up enough to come up onto my shoulders. It was just a matter now for me to lean back into him and have my cock enter his ass and feel his inner body heat as it slid up inside him. `Fucking lovely grandad,' he gasped, his muscle gripping the shaft of my cock as it became fully buried inside him. The difference between him fucking me and me fucking him in this prone position was that I was able to lie full length on him with my cock fully inside him to throb away giving us both a thrill of it being there. I was even able to buck my hips making my cock move back and forth a little as I felt my sperm come rushing up my cock to shoot out of the eye of my cock. Not a lot, but enough for him to feel and give me a grin as I came inside him. He pulled my head down and kissed me as I still kept humping him but without having another emission. I had to break of the kissing for I was panting quite hard and I'm sure he could feel the beating of my heart inside my chest as I gulped in more air to my lungs. `I really, really love you grandad,' he sighed as he kept flexing his muscle around my cock as I came to a stop. `I love you too Toby,' I managed to get out, my throat tight and full of emotion and had to fight back the tears in my eyes. He must have seen them for some formed in his eyes but he couldn't hold his back and they started to slowly roll down his cheeks. `I wish I could stay here forever with you grandad,' he said with a sob in his voice and I had to lower my head down by his neck so that he couldn't see the tears that now came out of my eyes at what he had just said. It was a good five minutes that we lay like this even though my cock had quickly deflated and had slipped out of his ass. We eventually separated and lay side by side, stroking each other's body and it was lovely to run my hand up and down his smooth body, feeling the top of his now sturdy thigh and the firm cheek of his bum. Even his arm, well both of them really, feeling hard and stronger than before. This boy was really growing up and he was still only fifteen years of age. `Grandad?' he began in a sleepy voice for it was now getting rather well into the night. `Yes?' Me sounding the same. `Before breakfast, can I take Tom out for a run with me? I've been doing that since Christmas, going out for a run,' he said. `By all means. He needs the exercise. He's getting fat,' and with that we fell asleep. * I gave a groan as I woke up, knowing what Toby was doing and was thoroughly enjoying his sucking on my cock. Even though I had an erection and went through the motions of coming, it was a dry orgasm as he had emptied my balls the night before. He knew when I had finished for my whole body relaxed and had him give the head a last kiss before coming up the bed and into my arms. `Good morning grandad,' he said, his eyes bright and a big smile on his face. `And it's a lovely morning too.' `God, you're bloody cheerful,' I groaned. `Yes, for I've just sucked on your cock. You didn't come though,' he said with a slight frown. `You had it all last night. It takes me longer now that I'm getting old and not as young as you,' I replied, stroking his bare back and feeling his erection pressing up against my thigh. `You're as young as the person you feel,' he said,' really smiling now as he moved his cock hard against my thigh. `So how do you feel now?' `With both hands as usual,' I said with a laugh at being able to come out with that old joke. `Now that I'm awake, let me feel what I'm feeling,' and pushed him off me so that I could take hold of his throbbing cock as I then moved down the bed to take him into my mouth. It was hard, hot and gave me a thrill at taking the head into my mouth again, pushing down the foreskin with my lips so that I could tease his G string with my tongue as I began to suck on him. With him on his back, I used my left hand to move the soft skin up and down the hard covered flesh and with my right arm on his thigh, used that hand to fondle his balls as I sucked and teased the head in my mouth. I praised the Lord to have given me such a grandson with the lovely big cock that he now had and that I'd been blessed to have it in my mouth now. But such was his need for release that it wasn't long before I felt his thigh tighten up and gripped his shaft harder and move my hand faster as I then felt his semen come up the tube as he went rigid and had his hips pump upwards as he came, shooting his load into my waiting mouth. After swallowing that lovely nectar, I licked the head clean and gave it that usual kiss to the eye and released him with a smile on my face which was mirrored on his as we kissed before getting out of bed. He rummaged in his suitcase and pulled out a pair of shorts and some running shoes, which he put on, both the shoes and shorts before standing up. `I'll have my shower when I get back grandad,' he said as he left the bedroom. `Come Tom! Walkies!' he cried out and I heard the dog give a welcome bark as he left the house with him and I went and had my shower. After doing everything that one does in there first thing in the morning, put my sarong on and went and started getting the breakfast things together. It was an hour before they came back, both panting, Toby having a sweaty body and Tom going straight to his bowl of water. `Only be a tick Grandad,' Toby said going straight off to the bathroom and was back inside ten minutes wearing his sarong and helped me get the breakfast cooked. `It's going to be another lovely day,' he said as we ate. `Just right for sunbathing and swimming in the pool.' `Where did you go?' I asked as I finished my cup of coffee. `I'll show you,' he said as he got up from the table and went to the kitchen back door and pointing at the hills that rose up just a couple of streets away `We went up there and ran across the tops of the two hills and down the other side and came back round by the reservoir. Tom loved it.' I looked down by the wall that half surrounded the pool to see Tom lying on his side in the shade. `Looks like it knackered him,' I said. `Well get your book and go down and join him while I wash up.' So he collected that and a towel and went down to stretch out on a lounger in the sun. `Only an hour in the sun remember,' I called out to him. It wasn't long before I was down there with him, giving him a can of beer before stretching out myself knowing that within an hour it would be too hot to not be in the shade. Well it wasn't under the umbrella after that hour, but back up to the bedroom after seeing that he'd got another erection from what he had been reading. So he fucked me twice before we had a snack lunch and going back down to the pool for a swim. I think he would have liked the pool to be twice as long for it only took him four strokes to reach the end and do a flip and four back. I lost count of the number of times he went back and forth, far more times than he went back and forth inside me. We had dinner early and back to the bed for him to fuck me twice again with me sucking and playing with his balls in between, also him sucking on my shaven ball bag. This was then the pattern of that first week of his holiday in the having of sex between us as well as his run out with the dog and getting a sun tan down by the pool. I later took him down to the town on market day as we needed to get more food in and it amazed me at how much Spanish he had picked up over those few months of studying for he was really able to talk to the stall holders about what vegetables and such that we needed. It impressed me no end. We even had lunch while in the town having the menu of the day which was quite cheap. We stayed out of the sun that afternoon after putting the shopping away back home and didn't go down to the pool till after the sun had gone down. I had turned on the light in the pool and envied the way he could do two lengths of the pool under the water, getting a hard on at seeing his nice bum just below the surface. What would be like to fuck in the pool I wondered and knew there was only one way to find out, so I turned the pool light off and jumped into the water with him. I was surprised to see that even with the cool water, I still managed to keep my erection and pulled him to a stop at the shallow end and got him to lean forward. With his hands on the pool's edge, I got behind him and stuffed my prick up his ass. What a difference it was to have half your prick inside the heat of his body and the other half out in the cool water. God, it was thrilling and it didn't take me long to have my hips up tight to his bum cheeks as I came inside him as he crooned with every forward ramming thrust into him. `Wow! That's given me one massive boner grandad,' he said, and gave out a little cry as I pulled out of his backside, feeling his muscle trying to stop me. `Well you can let me have it Toby,' I said, taking up the same position that he had been in, giving his hard cock a stroke before doing so. How erotic it was to have him push not only his erect cock into my backside, but water as well. With his hands holding my hips in a firm grasp, it was joyful having him move himself inside me, making the water swirl round me at the same time. He came inside me with grunts at every ramming of his cock into me, filling me with his sperm now to mix with the water already there. `Phew,' he panted as he leaned against me. `This takes more strength out of you than doing ten laps.' I didn't have any answer to this and only gave out a little cry as he pulled and I quickly pushed him to where there was an underwater ledge that was for sitting on, pushing him down so that I could wash his cock from where it had just been and then had him washing mine. Needless to say that he fucked me twice more that night in bed. * It was a glorious five and a half weeks that we had with him fucking me at least three times a day if not more sometimes and me fucking him every other day, not counting the number of times that we sucked on each other. On those last few nights in bed, I couldn't stop myself from stroking his lovely golden brown body that was now that of a man with lovely broad shoulders and sturdy thigh and a lovely big cock that fitted him nicely. Not to mention that it fitted me nicely too. I liked nothing better than lying in bed with him, stroking and sucking on his cock and bringing it up to its full potential to then have him come either in my mouth or up in my ass. I'm not ashamed to admit that I cried in his arms that last night of his holiday in my bed with me. He cried too as we held each other in our arms trying to kiss each other and saying words of love in between these kisses that we gave and received. I don't think either of us gave a shit to the fact that we were committing incest with me being the father of his mother and him being the son of her. We had come to love each other and sex was one way of showing this love that we now had between us and it was now just coming to an end. It nearly broke my heart next morning after breakfast the way he hugged and kissed Tom the dog in the saying of his goodbye to him and you could tell that the dog knew he was going and he would miss his morning runs, for he whined and kept pawing at him. It took some restraint to keep the dog inside the house for me to lock the door before going to the airport. I don't think we said a word on this trip and it wasn't until I pulled up in the airport's car park did we really speak. He pulled me into his arms, his head resting on my shoulder. `I love you grandad,' he sighed into my ear. `I wish I could stay here with you forever.' `I wish that too Toby,' I whispered in a choked voice, stifling my tears. `I'm going to miss you. Not only for the pleasure that we've had together but your company as well.' `Can I come again?' he asked, tears now rolling down his cheeks and into my neck. `You can come anytime you wish, and,' choking out a small laugh, `and come into me as often as you like.' This at least brought a small laugh from him too and with a final kiss on the lips, we got out of the car. With his suitcase we went off into the terminal where we had a final hug and a Gaelic kiss before he almost rushed out and through passport control with his boarding pass, giving me a farewell wave before disappearing out of sight. It was a difficult drive back home having tears in my eyes for most of the way knowing that, except for Tom, it would be an empty house. One where I would be alone without human company, without bantering dialogue, without feeling another naked body beside mine in bed, without my grandson Toby, without my lover. It was this latter that hurt the most for I really had come to love my grandson and I was very close to being in the same state as I was when I lost my wife. I eventually got home and found it difficult to get out of the car, my age now being apparent to my body. Toby had made me feel younger and could raise my spirit to heights that I hadn't attained for some years now. I was greeted by Tom but I felt that down that I ignored him and went straight into the bedroom and fell on the bed and getting the smell of Toby on the sheets, started to cry. * It took time, but I eventually pulled myself together and it was only two weeks till my seventieth birthday where when the day arrived, opened my birthday cards alone and cried again with the one from Toby. I had asked two couples that I had known for quite some time to join me for a birthday lunch in a local restaurant along with the woman who lived in the house that backed onto my garden. She was a widow but at least thirty years younger than me and didn't think that we could get together for I was sure that given time, she would find a man more closer to her age than myself. It was a light hearted lunch and had them back to my house for drinks afterwards but when they had finally left, I was all alone again. Three weeks later it was Toby's sixteenth birthday, to which I had sent a birthday card, carefully worded for I knew his mother would read it. I even managed to get him on the phone to wish him all the best and it was lovely to hear his voice and I'm sure that he had the same emotions in his voice that I had. But things changed three weeks later. It was exactly twelve noon when the phone rang and my heart leapt when I heard Toby's voice. `Hello grandad. I don't have much time to speak,' he said in a rush. `My plane takes off in thirty minutes. Can you meet me at the airport at half three?' `Er...er, yes Toby,' I stuttered, my mind going into a whirl. `I've left home and mum understands that I was only leaving so that she could then get closer to her new boyfriend. I love yo...' His voice was cut off to a burring noise from the phone. Toby was coming back to me! My heart was pounding away in my chest. My grandson was coming back to me! I really wanted to shout it out loud and went and gave Tom a hug and a kiss on the noise. `Toby's coming back!' I said to him and then went into a panic at only having three and half hours to clean the place up having let things slide in this respect. Cleaning the bedroom and changing the sheets. Cleaning the bathroom, lounge and kitchen from weeks of not bothering such was the despondency that I had been in. I think I sang all the way to the Airport and was soon hopping about at the arrivals doors at seeing that his plane had landed. It was agonising to wait, it seeming ages before the passengers began coming through, and then I saw him! He was dragging two suitcases and the smile on his face was beautiful as it was directed at me and as he came through the crowd, he dropped his case and came into my arms for us to hug each other. He was as tall as me now and our hug was tight as we squeezed each other and pressed our cheeks to each other in this welcome Gaelic kiss, his eyes alight, burning with such intensity that it made my heart turn over. Then he nearly made me cry when he said three words to me. `I'm home grandad!' * * * All comments, good or bad are welcome and all will be answered. Send them to >adultreading@gmail.com< or my website >adultreading.es<. 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