Date: Tue, 20 Sep 2011 17:46:07 -0400 From: RayC Subject: Growing up with dad part five The usual disclaimers apply. If you shouldn't be reading this please don't. The copyright of this story is held by the author. Story code: Incest, mm, mb Growing up with dad part five It was an exciting thought that my dad was coming... not only did I miss him terribly but I wanted to share with him. I wanted to share Joe and Doug. I could imagine Joe sucking his cock my dad sucking his as well as him sucking Doug's. I could only imagine how hot that would be and it made my dick hard just thinking about it. It wasn't going to be easy... not away from home like this. I wasn't sure I'd have any time alone to talk to my dad... tell him what had been going on. It would have been easier at home where I had plenty of time with him. When I thought about it... I wasn't sure there would be any time when it would be just him and me. I'd have to think about that... see what happened and then go from there. There was so much time wasted sitting around talking about nothing important. It was hard on me sitting there listening when I had better things to do. It was later that first evening after dinner. My father was going to go see his mother and when my mother didn't offer to go... I did. We got in the car and headed out. My father's mother was a widow and lived in town. She had several children and some of them lived in the larger city not too far away. It was odd that my dad had a brother that he rarely ever saw... that they weren't close surprised me. I didn't know him either having never spent any real time with him or my cousins. On the drive over my dad asked me if I was enjoying my visit and I told him I was. I told him all about Ray and Joe and how I played with them a lot during the day and had even stayed overnight a couple of times. My dad knew the family fairly well... he knew all the boys by name. I told him how we went up to the fort in the hay and what we did up there. He was surprised... really surprised... he had no idea that Joe was like that. I explained that Doug was just like Joe... that he liked doing that too... just not so much with his brothers but that he liked it with me. "It's hard for some," said my dad. "I wouldn't have wanted to with my brothers either." "Why not?" I asked thinking I would certainly do it with my brother... if I had one. "I didn't feel that way about him," he said. "We never got a long... hell... I never see him and I don't want to." I thought that was so strange... a brother that you never wanted to see. "Doug's a big boy," said my dad obviously thinking about it. I nodded... he was. "He have a big cock?" he asked. I nodded again smiling... I was proud of Doug's manhood and how big it was. "It's really big," I said. "Joe's is big too and so is there dad's." "How did you see his?" my dad asked me. I could tell all this activity was concerning him... that he was worried I was being too open. "He was coming up the stairs," I said. "His robe was open and he was naked underneath... I ran back into Joe's room and he came and stood in the doorway... he didn't close his robe or anything." "You didn't do it with him... did you?" asked my dad. I laughed... he sounded so worried. "No," I said. "He's done it with Joe a few times... he said just to get Joe by when he upset over it. You know... his brothers won't really do it with him so he doesn't have anybody." My dad smiled a little. "You just never know... do you?" he said. "Know what?" I asked. "Who's doing this," said my dad. "You just never know... and it's surprising when you find out." "I nodded. "I was homesick until Joe and Ray came over," I said. My dad laughed again. "I'm sure they cheered you right up," he said. I laughed too. "They did," I said. "So... you think maybe you might want to come up and see the fort?" I asked. "Did you tell them about me?" he asked... once again he seemed worried. "Just Joe," I said. "After he told me about his dad I figured it was safe to tell him." My dad nodded. "Yeah... well... don't tell anyone else," he said. "Okay... promise you won't tell anyone else?" "Alright," I said. "I just thought since he did it with his he would understand." "You might be right but let's be smart here and not tell anyone else," he said. I nodded but sort of felt bad thinking I'd done something wrong. "You don't want to come up and see the fort?" I asked sounding like I was going to be very disappointed. My dad laughed at me. "Yes... I want to come and see the fort," he said. I was so relived... if he hadn't wanted to it would have been so disappointing. The visit with my grandmother was way too long but I knew that was why we were here so I was as patient as I could be. I sat there and listened... answered the questions that were directed at me... and waited for when we could leave. I realized we weren't going to the fort tonight... so... there was no real hurry and once I figured that out... I relaxed. After the visit with my grandmother my dad surprised me with a visit to the cattle yards... the very place he told us about on the camping trip. We drove through the parking area and my dad looked around. "Hasn't changed much," he said as he pulled in and parked. The place was empty at the moment with no cars or activity of any kind. "Let's go inside and take a look," said my dad. We got out and walked over looking at all the cattle pens. "I used to sit on the fence over here and watch the restroom... see who went in there," he said. I looked over at the men's room on the end of the office building... the side closest to the cattle pens. The office and the women's restroom were on the other side. The door to the men's room opened up and a young guy came out... he was probably in his late teens. He was going to leave but saw us and sort of came back... he leaned up against the wall of the building by the door and looked over at us. He was looking at my dad... I could tell... that I was there was making him reluctant. It wasn't obvious what we were doing but he was interested enough to hang around and see. His hands went in his pants pockets... when he did that you could see his dick as it hung down his pant leg... he had a fairly large dick. I loved this... standing around thinking about it... looking at this guy and thinking about it. It was a place where guys did that and I liked being here... it made me very horny. My dad was quiet as we stood there next to the fence of the first cattle pen. He was looking over at the young guy by the restroom ... watching him like he was watching my dad. It was one of those times I knew I was in the way and if I knew where to go... I'd go and let them do whatever it was they were going to do. A car went by in the parking lot out front and a minute or so later a guy walked around the building by the restroom. He and the young guy exchanged looks as the guy went inside the restroom. We waited to see what he would do... follow the guy inside or stay there and see what we were going to do. He didn't move... just stood there. My dad was horny... I could tell... I could feel it too. The atmosphere had a quality to it and I could see why guys came here for this. My dad's dick was hard in his pants and he wasn't doing anything to hide it... I could see it so I knew the other guy could to. "Let's walk around the pens," said my dad. I went with him as we went down the wide aisle between the pens. We walked down going by empty pen after empty pen. I turned and looked back... that young guy was following us. There was an occasional light pole that cast a glow over the area... only a few of them were lit for security purposes. We turned down another aisle and then looked back to see if he was following. He made the turn and was slowly walking our way. My dad stopped halfway between security lights... it was darker here and more private. My dad looked back watching the guy getting closer... he opened his pants and pushed them down along with his underwear. It was so hot seeing his hard dick... that he'd dropped his pants like that... he was so hard. The guy came quicker now... he opened his pants as he approached... they came down as he went to his knees in front of my dad... his big dick sprung up. He felt my dad's cock... his balls... the shaft... he leaned in close and put the head in his mouth and sucked on it. I was once again so turned on by seeing my dad do this... his pants down and his cock hard with another guy sucking on it. This was the stuff of my wildest fantasies... this was better than anything I could possible think of. I looked at the guy kneeling there... his pants down with his hard cock jutting out... that big hard knob on the end. This guy was just as hot as I was... just as hot as my father was. I was watching as two guys got off on each other. That I was there was no longer an impediment to the guy... that was easy to tell as he approached and opened his pants. That my dad stood there with his pants down... that he was hard... was all that guy needed to know. My dad pulled him up and then went down to his knees... he felt up that young guy's cock and then sucked on it... he wet the head and then went deeper down on the shaft. I watched as he cupped the guy's balls... sucking down as much of that shaft as he could. The guy held on to the rail of the pen... his eyes were closed and he moaned. I looked him over now that I thought about it... it was happening and what he looked like registered. He had short dark brown hair... at least it looked dark brown in this light. He was fairly tall... at least six foot or so... a good sized guy. His body shook as he came... he moaned as he shot his load in my dad's mouth... and it only made me hotter. This was the moment... the all important moment... when the proof of the act happened. Seeing this always put me through so many emotional sensations. It's hard to describe... there wasn't words to completely describe what I felt. It was a combination of adrenalin increasing the heart rate... the light headedness... the faintness... and yes I could feel all of that... it so charged my young body that I wondered why these cattle pens weren't filled with men experiencing the same thing. Why was it so few that showed up and went through the process of doing this? It just didn't make sense to me... where was everybody? I was always disappointed with how quickly it could be over. The pants came up and the guy left... he was finished and had... had... what he came for. It was best with your father at home in bed where he'd lay down and talk to you afterward. I always wanted to yell... get back here... just who are you and why are you here? Where do you live... and do you have any brothers? Those questions always seemed to go unanswered. I thought of Joe from the State Park and our camper... we should have brought it and asked this guy in for something to eat... sit down... we'll talk. I wonder where he went and what he did... who he was with and when he'd be back. I always thought of that... when was the next time? I was always afraid they'd show up and I wouldn't be here. Whatever I felt... my dad enjoyed that... he stood there with his pants down and his dick still very hard. He licked his lips a little as he watched that guy leave. He turned and looked at me... he sighed and then winked at me. "That was fun," he said. I nodded and smiled... it had been fun. My dad pulled up his pants tucking that hard cock back inside. "What about you... you hard?" he asked. I nodded quickly... emphatically... I was most definitely hard and probably would be for life. "Lance does that," I said. "It goes right back in his shorts and he walks away." My dad laughed a little. "It's like that," he said. "Once it's over... it's over... the feeling is gone and you realize you better get home before you get in trouble." I was instantly upset. "We can't stay for a little while?" I asked. He laughed. "I'm a bad influence on you," he said. "I get you all cranked up and then take you home... but... we should go home before we're gone too long and then there will be questions." I understood all that but hated the thought of leaving. "What if he comes back and we're not here?" I asked. "He'll find someone else," said my dad. "That's what's so exciting about this... you never know who is going to be next. It's always fun seeing a new dick." I didn't argue that... it made complete sense to me as we walked back towards the office. There was another guy just going in to the restroom as we went by and I was surprised my father kept walking. "Don't you want to go in ... and... and," I said. "We don't have time," he said as he smiled. "Yeah but... he might," I said. "I know," said my dad. "I'm sure he would and plans to... but we have to go home... we can't stay here all night worried about the next guy that's going to show up." I was exasperated! This was killing me... the pain was real. I followed along and got in the car with him and we left as another car was pulling in. I looked over wondering who it was and what he wanted... but it didn't matter... we were leaving and it felt like... for good. "I know how you feel," said my dad. "You have to get past thinking we're going to hang out in a restroom all night long... it's not going to happen." I shrugged... it was all I could do... the only response I could come up with. "Hey... look... we'll do this again sometime," he said. "It will be somewhere else but it will be just the same... there is always tomorrow... it's just going to be somewhere else... like maybe the fort in the hayloft." I smiled... that was true... my mind settled on that and I was excited once again with something to look forward to. "You know sometimes it's fun to just be horny... and think about it," said my dad. "Back there... I didn't cum and I'm still horny... it still makes me hot. I get to think about it for a while... and that way tomorrow if we go see Joe at the fort it will only be that much better and I'll be just that much hotter." I could see that... he made perfect sense. It was just... I wanted to do it now and then do it again tomorrow. I was still going to be horny... I couldn't think of a time when I wasn't horny. It was best when you did it and then talk about it... and then did it again. "It's going to be hard to sleep," I said. My dad sighed as he drove on the highway in the dark. We were just outside of town... a few miles and then we turned left onto another highway... it wasn't far up that one with the farm on the right hand side. "You can always hump the mattress," he said. I nodded... I could do that... it would be a distant second choice that was for sure. "I wish we were home," I said. "Yeah... I know," said my dad. "I missed you too... we'll be home soon though and back to our routine. You should consider yourself lucky to have Joe... and Doug... it would have been very lonely for you without them." "It would have," I said thinking about it now that he'd brought it up. "I would have really missed you without them." I thought about my dad home without me... what did he do? I wondered about that... just what did he do. "What do you do when I'm not home?" I asked. "Let's wait until we get home to talk about it," he said. "I don't want to get you all worked up again... not before you have to go to bed and think about it all night." I took a deep breath and let it out slowly as I thought about it... he did something... he pretty much just admitted it. It was a long night with dreams... I was restless and couldn't think past the cattle pens and the restroom there. I stood outside and watched those go in and yet I couldn't follow. It was frustrating... just as frustrating as the night before. It was a relief to finally get up. I had breakfast before anyone else and ran from the house. I knew the way through the fields to the farm next door. It was early for a summer day and I went in the back door to the kitchen where I was told that Joe and Ray hadn't come down yet. I climbed the stairs and found them dressing in their room. They were happy to see me and when Ray went to the bathroom I told Joe my father would like to see the fort in the hay. He nodded... looked happy about it but seemed reluctant. I wondered what the problem was... he'd said he'd wanted to. "We can't do that with Ray," said Joe. "He'd tell." "Maybe he'll go with your dad," I said. Joe shrugged... he sighed. "We'll see," he said. "We did that yesterday... he might not go for it two days in a row." I was frustrated all over again... after last night I wasn't ready to face another disappointment. Ray came back and we went downstairs. I was asked to join them for breakfast but I'd already eaten and went to wait outside. I sat on the steps and it was Doug that came out first. He was dressed like the day before... blue jeans and a t-shirt tucked in with a leather belt. He pulled on boots on the porch and then came down the steps. He smiled at me and winked... I liked him so much. He wasn't nearly as nice looking as Joe... sort of plain with small eyes that were just a little too close together. He was tall though... wide across the shoulders with a thick torso underneath... his butt was well rounded and his thighs thick and strong. I remembered them so well... not that I'd ever forget them. "Going home soon?" he asked as he stopped and looked back at me. I shrugged and looked sad... he laughed. "You don't want to go home?" he asked. "I do... but I'll miss Joe... and you," I said. "Well... you'll come back... won't you?" he asked. I nodded... I certainly hoped so. "I have to go over to the tractor shed," he said. "Walk over with me... Joe and Ray will find you." I got up and went with him... he was tall with long legs and I had to move quickly to keep up. There were several tractors in there all in a row. "I have to change the oil on two of them," said Doug as he rolled his eyes. "It won't be long and we'll be picking corn." He started working... a large bucket went under the oil pan and he loosened the nut and took it off with the oil running out. "What are you boys up to today?" asked Doug. "If we go up to the fort will you come up?" I asked. Doug shook his head. "Nope... not with Ray along," he said. "Besides... we did that yesterday." I frowned and he smiled... he liked being liked and he knew I liked him. "Can't get enough?" he asked. "No," I said. "If I lived here I'd make you go up to the fort every day." He rolled his eyes and chuckled a little. "You'd wear me out doing that," he said. I shrugged. "You wouldn't want to?" I asked. He took a deep breath as he thought about it... he let it out. "At most... a couple times a week," he said as he held up two fingers. "We shouldn't be doing that at all." I sighed heavily and gave him a big eyed look of frustration. He laughed again. "You do that more than that you'll get tired of me," he said. "I'd never get tired of you," I said so genuinely that he smiled and gave me a look with narrowed eyes. "Nothing special about me," he said. I huffed and looked horrified and that amazed him. "You've got to be kidding me," he said in disbelief. "You're so big," I said with exasperation. "You're so big... and... and... beautiful." He laughed... hard... over that. "I don't know who you're looking at," he said. "But it's not me." "Yes you are," I said. "You're an amazing man... you're perfect... I can't find one thing wrong with you... I really wouldn't change one single thing." Doug reached under and screwed the oil plug back in. He twisted the oil filter off and got a new one. "Well... that's nice that you feel that way," he said. "I'm ... flattered." I nodded not sure what that meant but thought it was a good thing... I smiled. I wanted to ask him about my dad but I knew he'd say no. It was so disappointing to think it might not happen... not with Doug and not with Joe. "Will you come up to the fort before I leave?" I asked. Doug picked me up and sat me on the tractor seat. He stood there close looking at me... we were eye to eye now... and close... very close. I could see all his imperfections... all those little things that didn't add up to a hill of beans because this guy was such a man... and I loved that about him. I knew right then and there that I'd give up everything just to be with him... I'd spend every minute of every day with him. "It's difficult," said Doug looking into my eyes. "We shouldn't be doing that... it's not right... I realize you can't help it and at times... I can't either... but... it's difficult. I'm not doing that in front of Ray... and he's around all the time. The only reason I came up yesterday was because Ray was somewhere else. He's going to be around all day to day... and more than likely every day until you leave. You and I got to share a little something... and I'll always remember that... but... we can't be greedy." "What if we snuck out at night?" I asked. "Can you imagine how difficult it is getting out of that house with four brothers and my parents in it?" he asked. I sighed and he smiled... he patted my thigh. I watched as he screwed the new oil filter on and then added the oil. I sat there while he worked and when he finished he came back. "Put your foot on the clutch," he said pointing. I did and he bumped it into neutral and then turned the key... the tractor cranked a couple times and then started. He pointed to my foot and waved his hand telling me I could take it off the clutch. Doug stood there looking at me... he was close and I saw his gaze go towards the house before he leaned in and kissed me. My arms went around his neck and I hugged him... he kissed me again... I loved the smell of my farm boy. I let go when he pulled a little... he stayed close. "If anyone is perfect... it's you," he said. I had tears in my eyes and I think that only made him love me more. He checked the tractor for leaks and then came back and turned the key shutting the engine off. "I'll ask Joe if he can keep Ray busy," said Doug. "If he'll do that... I'll go up to the fort with you." I was so thrilled I could hardly stand it and my expression showed it. Doug smiled at me but shook his head with disbelief. Joe and Ray came out of the house... we heard them as they came across the farmyard. I hopped down off the tractor and we went off to do their chores. Doug called out to Joe and Joe went back to see what he wanted. I kept walking and thankfully... Ray went with me. The feeling of excitement that went through me was unbelievable and I couldn't wait to crawl through that tunnel in the hay with Doug. We started cleaning waterers and had a couple done before Joe came back and helped us. We kept working and finished with that before too long. It was hot by now and we were all a little sweaty. Joe looked at me a couple times and I could tell he knew... that Doug had asked him. I'd have to wait till we were alone to hear what Joe thought. Once chores were finished Joe thought we should go down to the pond and go swimming. It was in the pasture where the ponies were kept and had a small wooden dock the boys had built. We took our clothes off and jumped off the end. The water felt great... nice and cool... it was perfect. We swam around for a little while and then climbed up on the dock sitting on the edge with our feet in the water. It was great like this... being naked in the warm sunshine after the cool swim. I wanted to live the rest of my life like this... here on this farm with these boys. It truly was the perfect life. We got dressed and headed back towards the house. Joe wanted to go to the fort with Ray going to the house... he had to go to the bathroom but would be right out... he'd meet us in the fort. Joe and I climbed up the ladder to the loft and then up on the bales... we dropped down into the tunnel and crawled through to the fort. Joe got the flashlight and turned it on... he hung it up in the twine of a bale over the top of us. "Doug wants you to meet him up here after lunch," said Joe. I nodded. "Okay," I said. "I'm supposed to keep Ray occupied," said Joe with a grin. I smiled at him as he pulled his t-shirt off thinking about Ray... why sometimes it didn't matter if he was here and other times it did. "He fooled around with us that first time," I said. "Yeah... I know," said Joe as he pulled off his boots and I pulled off my shirt. "It's just... if we do it too much in front of him he tells. It would be alright if he just told dad but once he told mom and she was upset over it. I'm not supposed to do this when he's around... sometimes I just get tired of it and do it anyway." "Did you get in trouble?" I asked as I pushed my pants down and took them off. I looked over at Joe in his underwear... he should be a model he was so good looking. "My dad talked to her," he said. "He explained it was just boys being boys and that he'd talk to me and tell me to settle down. That was it... that and don't do it around Ray." "Yeah... but he's coming up here," I said. Joe smiled as he took his underwear off and his half hard cock appeared. "Doug is going to keep him busy for a while," said Joe. "That was our agreement... I get a little free time and then he gets you all to himself later." It was a good trade off... one I highly approved of and it got me exactly what I wanted. I got to spend some time with Joe and then later... Doug. I was hard when my underwear came off. "You're always hard," said Joe as he slid over closer and fondled my dick. "I am," I said. "I think about doing this all the time... it's all I want to do." "Me too," said Joe as he leaned over and took my dick in his mouth. I lay back and let him suck me... it felt so good. I need this so bad... doing it with Joe now would help me relax later with Doug. I know I wanted it to last as long as possible with him. In looking back I have to admit that Joe was good at this... he was good at going slow and making it last... he was a good lover. At the time all I knew was that he could make my body tingle all over. He moved to where I could reach him as well... we both pleasured the other... we sucked each other cocks and then we rimmed each other's ass. I wasn't paying attention to the time but it seemed to pass slowly. I was comfortable with Joe... I was safe with him and I didn't worry. I let myself go and felt all those things I wanted to feel... there was no pretext... he let go just as I did and we just enjoyed what we were doing. I was very relaxed... very happy... very satisfied when we crawled out of the fort and down the tunnel. We came out into the light of the barn and went down the ladder. "Go home for lunch," said Joe. "Come back around one thirty and wait for Doug in the fort." I nodded as I left going through the fields towards my grandparent's farm. I ate my lunch quickly even though I had plenty of time. My dad walked out with me when I left... I was early but figured I'd walk slow and maybe just wait in the fort for Doug to show up. I always hated waiting. We walked across the yard and took the tractor path out towards the grove. The grove was an area of large pine trees my grandfather planted years ago as a windbreak during the winter. It was thick and well grown up now with several rows of pines. My dad wanted to know where I was off to and I told him to meet Doug in the fort. I explained about Ray and how Doug covered for Joe and I this morning while Joe covered for Doug this afternoon. My dad thought that sounded good... he even said he'd like to see Doug but thought it was better if he didn't know about us. I agreed knowing Doug wouldn't do it anyway... there was no point to wishing... it just wasn't going to happen. "What about Joe?" I asked. My dad shrugged. "I suppose... if it worked out," he said. "You think he wants to?" I nodded. "Yeah... he just has to get rid of Ray," I said. "I'll ask him... I'll tell him you want to." My dad nodded... I could tell he did want to. I think he wanted to come with me and see Doug too. "It's too bad you can't come now," I said. My dad nodded... he shrugged. "I've got to go into town anyway," he said. "I'm going to see some high school buddies this afternoon." He sighed. "It would be hot seeing Doug... he's such a big guy." I nodded thinking about Doug... that he was big... I was somehow... so proud of that. It might have been that Doug only wanted to do it with me... that somehow I was his boy. "You guys take all your clothes off in there?" he asked. I nodded. "Yeah," I said. My dad sighed again... we'd stopped at the edge of the grove where my dad groped himself. "I'm so hard thinking about Doug," he said. I watched as my father rubbed his hard cock through his pants... I could see how hard he was and it was making me so horny. I wished he could come... it would be incredible watching my dad and Doug together. I couldn't think of anything hotter than watching my dad do it. My dad looked at his watch. "I've got to go," he said. "Talk to Joe... see if he wants to." I nodded. "I'll ask him," I said. My dad walked back through the grove and I took the path at the end of the cornfield that led to the farm next door. I was careful as I crossed to the big barn making sure no one saw me. I slipped inside and went up the ladder to the hay. I dropped down into the tunnel and started crawling towards the fort. Now that I was alone I didn't care for the closeness of the tunnel... I imagined all the hay collapsing and trapping me. I moved a little quicker getting to the fort. I crawled across to where the flashlights were and found one... I turned it on and stuck it up through the twine on the bale above. I looked around the room of hay and thought was a great hiding place this was... it was so quiet... well insulated from the outside world. What a great place for this... for secret rendezvous with guys. I was sure Doug would never do this anywhere else. I loved thinking about him undressing... taking his clothes off... seeing him in his white briefs with that big bulge and those big heavy thighs. I pulled my shirt off and my shoes... I pushed my pants down and pulled them off. I'd wait in my underwear for him. I heard him before I saw him... the sound a person made as they crawled across bales of hay. He came out of the tunnel and smiled when he saw me. He reached out and slid a hand up my thigh... he felt my cock through my underwear. "You're hard," he whispered. I nodded as he pulled my underwear down and took them off me. Doug rubbed my butt as he leaned in and smelled my cock. I could feel his breath as he smelled me... it was so hot being with him. He seemed to be taking his time... feeling me... touching me... smelling me... I was tingly all over from it. He let go of me and took his shirt off... then his boots came off. He opened his belt and undid the button with the zipper coming down... he pushed them down and pulled them off. I looked at him in his underwear... he was so big and heavy. I was waiting for him to push them down... that first glimpse of his cock. Doug pushed his underwear down and took them off... they went on his pants as I moved over. I did what he did... I felt him up and smelled his body. He leaned back and let me do what I wanted as his hands roamed over my body and mine his. I smelled his crotch... his cock... his balls... the smell was intoxicating. He moved his butt forward a little to the edge of the bale he was on and spread his legs. I leaned in and smelled his butt... a couple deep breaths... and then he pulled his legs up... and his ass opened up wide for me. I smelled his hole... that deep rich musky smell... I shivered and felt my entire body tingle. I moved closer and felt my lips touch him... he was so warm and slightly moist... I kissed him there. How can a single act mean so much... cause so much feeling? Where does the feeling come from... the feeling that you could stay here for an eternity and do nothing but this? I kissed him several more times... softly... just the touch of my lips on his hole. It was the most sensuous thing in the world. I was too young to know the words but I felt the feelings. I kissed him there deeper... pressed my lips into him... felt him kiss me back as his pucker tightened and relaxed... his hand came up and held the back of my head as I kissed him deeply pressing my face into him. His hand pushed me deeper still as he moaned... he wanted me there... he was feeling this too... just as deeply as I was. I heard him moan as my tongue made contact... I wet his hole with my saliva as I worked it as far in as I could get it. He moaned again as he held my head with his hands... his legs spread wide... my face in his butt with my tongue caressing his hole. I heard his breathing... his moans... all of it making me hornier then I've ever been. I loved this man... I'd give him whatever he wanted... all he had to do was make me do it... and I wanted him to make me so bad! He moved on the hay... lifted a leg over me and then pulled me up over him as he lay back. I felt his breath on my ass as took in my scent... he pushed my head into his cock and I held it up where I could get at it... I slowly sucked the head getting it wet just like I had his ass. I took as much in as I could and felt the head of his cock at the back of my throat... I wanted to swallow him whole but he was too big... there was no way I was going to take a cock this big. He stopped me... pulled me back enough that his cock was pulled from my mouth. "Don't make me cum," he whispered. "We've got time... go back to my butt." I moved further back and he followed me... he rolled up enough that I could reach his ass. We tongued each other for as long as our tongues held out. We were the same in that... we both felt so much through our assholes. I loved being between his big white butt cheeks... his heavy thighs at times holding my head as I ate his ass. I lost track of how long we did this... it didn't matter ... I wasn't going anywhere. He pulled me off again... and I loved his big hands on me... moving me around...doing what he wanted with me... like he owned me. He got up and grabbed his clothes... he lay them out on the bale and then pushed me down on them face first... then he climbed up on top of me and lay down... he stretched out over me and I felt his cock nestle in between my butt cheeks. He was so huge... he spread my cheeks wide as he ground his cock against me. He moaned as he did it... thrust the length of my butt with that big thick hard cock. I could tell this was how he wanted to cum... he wanted to cum on my ass. I missed the idea of that cum in my mouth... that and swallowing it... but at the same time there was much to be said for being taken this way... roughly... used for sexual lust and pleasure. I only wished that he would have been inside me... his cock deep in my ass... I would have died happy had he done that. It was like he was reading my mind as he whispered to me. "I want inside you so bad," he said in a deep husky whisper as he held me down. "Do it," I whispered back. "I'd tear you apart," he whispered. "I'm too big and you're too small... it would hurt you." I almost didn't care... but knew he wasn't going to... Doug didn't do what he didn't want to. If he was going to do that... he'd have done it. I felt his big body stiffen as he gripped me tighter... he slid that big cock up against me and I felt the cum spew... he covered my ass in it... the feeling of that wet slippery cum and his cock sliding in it pushed me right over the edge. I arched my back against him as I shuddered and shook with it. He lay on me like that afterward. "Want me to get off you?" he whispered. "No," I whispered. "I'm not too heavy?" he asked. "No... I love you," I said. He settled back down on top of me...he held me so close. His cock wasn't as hard... but it was still big pressed into my cum soaked butt crack. As far as I was concerned... it was where it belonged... it was home. "You like that?" he asked me. "I loved that," I said. "Next time... I want you inside me." "Maybe," he said. "I want that too... but... we have to be careful. I don't want to hurt you." "You could never hurt me," I said. "You have no idea what that's going to feel like," he said. "When you're on fire you think you want it... but when my cock tears your butt hole apart... you're going to feel that and it's going to hurt like hell." Doug started to get up off me and I hated him leaving. His cum had dried somewhat and it was like we had been glued together. He laughed a little as he slowly climbed off. "You got both nuts with that," he said laughing. "I wanted them," I said. "Well... you got em," he said. I got off his clothes and he started dressing... he handed me mine and I got dressed too. I hated for this to be over... but maybe there would be a next time... and maybe he'd come inside my butt. I know I wanted him there more than anything else. As we came out of the tunnel and then climbed down the ladder I realized we were in trouble. Doug's mom was in the yard just outside the barn and she was looking right at me... it was a cold hard look... one that turned my insides upside down. I'd known this kind of terror before and it wasn't good. Ray was standing over by the house right next to the porch and I could tell he'd told. She told me to go home and not to ever... come back. I started walking as I heard her tell Doug to go to the house. He argued with her but she was very upset. I kept walking without looking back... I didn't need to look back... it was sad I couldn't go back and I felt like something important was lost to me. It scared the shit out of me when Joe came out of the cornfield. I nearly died of fright as I stood there with my hand over my heart... I could feel it pounding away in there. "Did she find you?" he asked. I nodded. "We were coming out of the barn," I said. Joe rolled his eyes and sighed. "Ray told her Doug was up there with you," he said. "He didn't say what you were doing but I could tell by the look on her face she didn't like it... she was worried. I think she was surprised it wasn't me... she would have expected that." "Is Doug in trouble?" I asked. Joe shook his head. "He can handle it," he said. "It's just... she's not going to let you come back over." I understood... I wouldn't expect to go over after that. "I wish Ray would shut his damn mouth," said Joe. "I don't know why he has to tell." I shrugged... I didn't know either... to me... it didn't make any sense to tell. "Will she tell your father?" I asked. Joe nodded. "Oh yeah... but he won't care," said Joe. "He'll just say if you're going to do that... don't get caught. When are you going home?" "I don't know," I said. "A few days I guess." "We'll have to think of another place to do that," he said with a smile. "Yeah... but can you get away from Ray?" I asked. Joe nodded. "I'll get away from him," he said. "I'm mad at him anyway... he's going to have to learn he can't do that." "Got any ideas?" I asked. Joe shrugged... he looked around. "We can always fool around in the corn," he said. I looked at the rows of corn near where we stood... it was close in there... not much room. I turned and looked down the path by the fence the led to my grandfather's farm... I could see the tall trees in the grove in the distance. "What about the grove?" I asked. Joe looked... he nodded. "Let's go look," he said. We started walking down the path. "I talked to my dad... I told him," I said. Joe nodded. "What did he say?" he asked. "He wants too," I said. "He said he'd come up to the fort... but now we can't do that." "Maybe we'll find a good place in the grove," said Joe. "We'll find somewhere to do this... I'm not going to let Ray screw this up." I smiled a little... I felt better now that Joe was here. It didn't seem to bother him either... I relaxed a little... if it didn't bother Joe I shouldn't let it bother me. We walked through the grove looking at the big pines. We stopped and looked at the big trees... the way the pine branches swept down low close to the ground. The branches were dense and Joe pushed his way under the low hanging ones. It was hollow underneath... like a cave with pine needles on the ground. "You could do it in here," said Joe as he looked around. "It's private enough... and you could use any one of these big trees." I nodded... I agreed with him... this would be a good place. "Is your dad home?" asked Joe. "He's in town but he'll be back later," I said. "Think he'll come out here after dinner?" asked Joe. "I can ask him," I said. "I think he will." Joe nodded... he seemed excited. "What will he do?" he asked. "He'll do what we do," I said. "He likes all that." "I can't believe this," said Joe. "It's almost too good to be true... I wished you lived here all the time. I can't wait to see his cock." "Yeah," I said. "I wish I lived here too." "I should get back home," said Joe. "I'll come back after dinner... I'll wait right here at this tree for you." Joe walked down the row of pines and I turned and went through the next couple rows heading towards the buildings on the farm. I was excited again... this thing with Joe was wonderful and obviously he wasn't going let this get in his way. My father was just coming out of the house when I came out of the grove. He kept coming my way so I stopped and waited for him. "I was just coming to find you," he said. I nodded. "I was thinking you were with the boys next door," he said. "I was curious to see them up close... it's been a while." "Joe just left," I said. "He's coming back after dinner... we're supposed to meet him by this big pine in the last row after dinner." My dad nodded. "You told him I'd do it?" he asked. "Yeah," I said. "He can't wait to see your cock." "I can't wait to see his," said my dad. "We can't go to the fort," I said. "Why not?" he asked. "Ray told their mom that Doug and I were up there," I said. "She was upset that we were and she told me not to come back." "She thinks you were doing something?" asked my dad. I nodded. "She knows about Joe but she didn't know about Doug... Ray told her and she was waiting when we came out of the barn." "Well... that's too bad," said my dad... his expression told me he wasn't happy about that. "It really wasn't very smart of her," he said. "Not considering they rent your grandfather's farmland. There are a number of farmers that would love to rent it and your grandfather rents it to him very cheap... all those boys and your grandfather thinks they can't afford too much rent. Does Joe think it's safe for him to do this after dinner?" he asked. I nodded... I understood that she really hadn't played that too intelligently. "That's why he wants to come over here," I said. My dad shrugged. "You don't want this to get out," he said. "It's one thing if you can do it quietly and no one finds out but if she's on to it... it's risky." "He wants too," I said. "I know he does... and... if he comes over alone... no one will know about it." My dad sighed. "It's risky," he said. "I'll do it... I want to... so... we'll just have to take the risk. I think ... over here is safe enough. So... you were up in the fort with Doug... just the two of you?" "Yeah," I said. "What did you do?" he asked. "Sucked cock... rimmed each other... and then he humped me like you like to do," I said. "Did he cum on your butt?" he asked. I nodded. "Is his cum still there?" he asked. "Pretty much," I said. "It's sort of dry now." "Show me this tree we're meeting Joe at," he said. He followed me as I walked down the row and then over a couple. I showed him the tree and we went under the pine boughs to the small cave like area underneath. "Take your pants off," said my dad. He helped me get undressed and then bent me over as he looked at my butt. It was still wet inside the crack with Doug's cum. He smelled it first and then tasted it with his tongue. My dad took his clothes off and was already hard... he pulled me close and slid his hard dick between my butt cheeks in what was left of Doug's cum. He was breathing heavy and I could tell he was really worked up over it... it didn't take him long at all... he shot his load all over my butt as he gasped and moan. It was exciting doing this... I always loved being with my dad when he was this excited. It was like the night before when he pulled his pants down showing his hard cock when that young guy approached at the cattle yard. I loved it when he was this horny. I loved feeling his cock up against me like that. "It's too bad Doug isn't coming over," he said when he was done. "I'd love to see his big cock." I smiled... I nodded. "It's big alright," I said. "Think he'd come over sometime?" asked my dad. I shrugged. "I don't know," I said. "I could ask him... there just isn't much time left before we leave." "You can ask," he said. "We're not leaving till the weekend." I thought about everything through dinner and was even asked why I was so quiet. I shrugged my usual and didn't admit to anything. I excused myself and went outside when I was finished to wait for my dad. It wasn't long and he showed up. He never said anything as he came out... I just followed him as headed across the farm yard to the barns that stood empty. There was an old John Deere tractor that my grandfather had kept and it was in one of those barns. It was all neat and tidy with my grandfather spending his days working around the farm now that he wasn't actually farming. My dad went around the buildings and along the fence line behind them. We gradually made our way to the grove so that no one would know that was where we were going. We stopped at his car and he took an old army blanket out of the trunk... something to sit on under that tree. I liked that and it made me think this wouldn't be a quick affair... that we'd take our time. The grove was quiet... just the breeze making the pine branches move every now and then. It was a typical late summer evening... warm with the soft light of the early evening. I loved times like this and thought I never wanted to grow up. It was surprising to see Joe with his dad standing by the big pine as we came up the row. "I wonder what he wants?" whispered my dad to me. I wondered too and worried I was in trouble for what happened with Doug this afternoon. Joe's dad was friendly... him and my father shook hands and said hello. We stood there for a few minutes talking about how nice the weather was and how good the crops looked. Joe smiled at me and didn't seem worried so I relaxed. I guess this was just a friendly visit and I wondered if he knew why Joe was over here. "I don't know if your son told you," said Joe's dad. "I want to apologize for earlier today... my wife got the wrong idea and wasn't very nice. I explained it to her and she understands... I want to apologize for that." "Yeah... he told me," said my father. "I appreciate you're coming over and straightening that out... I'm glad it was just a misunderstanding." Joe's father looked down at me and I looked at him. I remembered him naked in that robe and what he looked like... all the hair that covered his body and that long white dick as it hung down over those hairy balls. He was wearing jeans right now... with a simple button down shirt that was tucked in. It was open at the throat and I could see the hair that stuck out of the opening. His jeans weren't tight... they fit him well but didn't hug him closely. He had a good figure... tall with wide shoulders and a thick torso... long legs with big thighs. He was so much like Doug... just a big strong man. "So... you come back," he said to me. "You come back whenever you feel like it... there are no hard feelings... you're very welcome." I smiled and nodded as I looked up at him. I could tell he was looking me over just as I was looking him over... that feeling of an invitation was there just like there was in the doorway to the bedroom when he'd stood there naked. "Doug didn't get in trouble... did he?" asked my dad. "Oh... no," said Joe's father. "Don't worry... Doug can handle it anyway... he's pretty well grounded... noting much bothers him and he doesn't do anything unless he really wants too." "What did you tell your wife?" asked my dad. Joe's father smiled a little. "Oh... you know," he said. "That boys will be boys and she shouldn't concern herself with that... it didn't amount to much anyway... so... let it go and forget about it. You know women are never going to understand that kind of thing... they just don't get what it's like being a young boy and thinking about such things. It's better to let their fathers deal with that... at least we understand." My dad nodded... he understood that all too well. "I was surprised myself," he said. "That Doug liked that." Joe's dad shrugged. "You never know," he said. "I never worry about such things too much... usually it's something you don't find out about... and it might be better that way... but my youngest is a bit of a tattle tale and I wished he'd stop doing that. I've explained it to him but apparently I have to do that again." "You're certainly understanding about this," said my dad. "I was young once too," said Joe's dad. "I know what it's like... you grow up and move on... that thing sort of passes... you know... like those things usually do. Joe here gave me a little reminder what that was like... it's hard for boys raised on a farm... no friends close by... all you have is family... your brothers... and then one of them tells on you. It all comes out and you have to explain a few things. Joe here... well... he feels it a little stronger than the others and I guess Doug does too... especially when another boy comes around that's not family. I think Doug got caught up in that... you know... thinking about it and then knowing it's going on. He knows better than to do that with his younger brother around... but... him and Joe had that worked out between them... their brother was butting in where he didn't belong." My dad nodded. "What about you... you like that?" he asked. "When I was young I did," he said. "I had a cousin that used to visit... but then I grew up and moved on... like I said... didn't give it too much thought anymore... not until Joe here. We talked and he has a hard time dealing with it... sometimes... so... you know... I try and help him out when he needs it." "I understand that," said my dad. "I'm the same way... I found him in my underwear... going at it... and I knew he was that way. He was spying on me too... it went like that for a while and I realized it wasn't going away and that he might go somewhere else. It was one of those things where you worried about who he might end up with." Joe's dad nodded as he listened and I liked him knowing all that about me. I wanted him to know that I liked that and wanted to do it. He looked at me occasionally while they talked and all those looks told me he was thinking about it. I tried to give him those same looks... that I wanted too and would... all he had to do was tell me he wanted me to. "Yeah," said Joe's father nodding his head. "Living in the city you might not know about that... at least on the farm I know where they are and who they're with. It's too bad you're not up here year around." "Yeah," said my dad. "I wouldn't mind that... you know... now that I know." "Alright... I have to head on back," said Joe's father. "Don't stay too late," he said to Joe. "Once it gets dark you should come on home." "I won't be too long," said Joe. We all watched as his dad walked down the grove in between rows of tall pines. I hated to see him go and yet thought maybe he was like Doug... maybe he wanted to be alone with me where there was no one to watch what we did. I'd watched my dad checking out Joe... looking him over as we stood there talking. My dad turned and went under the pine boughs and in under the tree. We followed him in and he opened the blanket and laid it out on the ground. He wasted no time as he opened his pants and pushed them down along with his underwear. His cock was hard and stood up. Joe and I both looked at it and I could tell Joe was hot for it... that he wanted that cock right now more than anything. As young as I was I was learning how things worked. When there were three guys one was going to do more watching then doing... just like Joe had when we were both with Doug. He knew Doug wanted to do it with me... just like I knew that Joe wanted to do it with my dad and my dad wanted to do it with Joe. I was fine with that... it would be more than enough for me to watch them. I loved nothing better than watching my dad get off like this... it was incredible seeing him horny. I took my clothes off and lay down on one end of the blanket to watch as Joe felt up my father's hard cock. His hand went under his balls while the other lightly stroked the shaft. It was hot watching them and I thought about Joe's dad wishing he'd stayed so I could do all that with him. I could only imagine what that big cock looked like hard. Joe sucked my dad's cock slow and careful. I could tell he was taking his time and getting the most out of it. My dad asked him to take off his clothes and then helped him as he stripped. I lay there watching as I slowly pulled on my own dick. I again thought of Joe's dad and what it would be like to be with him. I wondered about his large wide butt that had to be so much like his son Doug's... and what it would be like to open his cheeks and smell him... take in his man smell. I watched as my dad slowly sucked Joe's cock... how he worked down to his balls and then went Joe lifted up his legs making room to show him his ass... as my father smelled him there. It was almost as good watching this as it was doing it. How they changed places with my father on his hands and knees and his ass in the air with Joe smelling him... and then tasting him... his tongue lapping in as deep as he could get it. I wondered if Joe's father's butthole was as big as Doug's... if it was big and wide and as puckered... if he'd let me kiss it like Doug did. I wanted to... kiss it over and over as deeply as I could. I thought about his cum... would there be a lot... would it taste as incredible as I thought it would... and how much I wanted that cum. I came as I watched Joe hump my father from behind as his big farmboy cock slid up and down that butt crack... then as my father turned around and sucked that cock just before he came. I could tell how much my dad wanted that cum... he wanted it so bad. I have to say that it was over too quickly... it was over too quickly for them and for me as I thought about Joe's dad and his brother. It also surprised me when I was hit with something in the face. I looked down to find a few sprays of something wet on my belly and chest... I realized I had just cum for the first time. It tickled a little as it ran down my side and I wasn't sure what to do with it. I tasted it... ran my finger through it and then sucked it off... it was familiar but still odd because it was my own. I was distracted and hadn't noticed how Joe and my dad had ended up. They lay there next to each other on their backs and then Joe rolled on to his side up against my dad... his hand moved up and down his chest just like it did with me when I slept with Joe. I loved watching them together... their naked bodies touching like that. The minutes past and then Joe sat up and started putting his clothes on. My father sat up a little on his elbow watching him. "You look hot in your underwear," whispered my dad to him. "Be careful... or you'll have to do that all over again," said Joe. "I could do that all night with you," said my dad. Joe turned and leaned into him... their lips touched. I watched as my dad's cock hardened slowly... it moved and then stood up. Joe's hand caressed his balls and my dad spread his legs wider. I watched as it started all over again. It was slower this time and they took their time feeling each other up... sucking cock and rimming each other's ass. -- Comments welcome