Date: Thu, 30 Dec 2004 03:38:19 -0800 (PST)
From: Steve Storyman <stevestoryman@yahoo.com>
Subject: I Wanted my Big Brother, Chapter 2

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I Wanted my Big Brother - Chapter 2
by Steve Storyman
stevestoryman@yahoo.com
Copyright 2004 Steve Storyman
December 30, 2004

DISCLAIMER:  This story is for adults only.  If it is not legal
for you to read erotic stories, or you are not of legal age
either where you reside or are accessing this page, or are
offended by male-to-male gay sex, then don't read this story.
Other standard disclaimers apply.  This is a work of fiction.
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Adam Jeremy Kemmur, 17
Chad Michael Kemmur, 15


My mind went totally blank.

"Maybe?" I said, shaking all over, pulling my shorts off without
thinking, and now with my stuff exposed to Adam.

'My God!  He said 'maybe.'  Was it okay with him if I did make
him horny?

"Yeah, blondie boy.  A lotta things can make you horny at
different times--no sweat," he said, putting his cock away.

My jaw dropped.  Here I was, frozen, naked with my dick pointing
at my big brother.  But what did he say, 'No sweat?'  What was no
sweat?  I thought of a million possibilities, or tried to.  But
my brain wasn't working.  My eyes just stared at his, and I still
couldn't move.  Was he going to beat me up now?

"I see I made YOU horny," Adam said, looking at me--sounding soft
and understanding, at least.  "You sure are a horny little
brother!"

"Um, yeah, sorry," I said, blushing and wanting to run, but
thinking that wasn't a good idea, I just pulled my shorts up.

"So what's up, Chad, besides your dick?" he said with a smile.

"Oh, God!" I said from total overload.  I wanted to tell him how
I felt about him.  This would be the perfect time to do that--but
I couldn't.

He was being so nice to me.  But I wondered if he knew what I
wanted, would he stop being nice?

"Okay, little bro, just settle down.  Don't be nervous around me.
Remember what I said?"

I think I nodded ten times before I finally was able to say
'yes.'

"Okay then.  Come here, okay?  Sit on my lap."

I couldn't believe my ears!  I practically ran to him.  He hugged
me and I felt safe.  Still shaking, but safe.

"Damn, Chad, your shivering."

"I'm okay now.  I like hugging."

I sounded so dumb!  Why did I say I liked hugging?  He knew I
liked hugging--he was my brother.  I was talking to him like he
was a stranger.

I couldn't hug him back because I was on his lap with my back to
him, but I wanted to so bad.

"I'm going to be real open with you, and tell you something I
never told anyone, outside a small group of friends."

"Okay," I said with a little giggle, feeling very special that my
big brother would think to tell me one of his secrets.  I felt
more calm.

"When I was your age, I jacked off with a few buddies, and it was
fun.  Do you do that?"

My eyes went wide and my jaw wanted to drop open again.  "No."

"Do you think you might ever try that, or want to?"

"Yeah," I said, getting nervous again, but feeling so good on
Adam's lap, and trying to remember what he told me.

"That's normal.  Just make sure you don't try anything with guys
who might freak out."

I just nodded.  I squirmed, and Adam turned me around, facing
him.  I hugged him so tight, and cried on his chest.  "I'm sorry!
I'm sorry!"

"Nah, don't be sorry bro.  I know what you're going through."

"What?"

"You're fifteen, your horny, and you're scared.  That's how I was
when I was fifteen.  Am I right?"

"Yeah."  He was partly right.  I had so much I wanted to tell
him, but the words didn't come.  "Aren't you horny anymore?"

"I am still, yeah," Adam said, sounding way soft now, like he was
somewhere else.

"That's good."

"Little bro--I don't know how you'll take this, but if you need a
. . . I think you need . . . I'll be your first jack-off buddy,
if you want me to."  He blushed so bad, I wondered if he was
scared to say that to me.  My big brother?  Scared of me?

Oh my God!  What was he saying?  Jack off buddy?

"Y-yeah that'd be great!"  I was more nervous than I ever was in
my life.

"Okay.  Let's go to my room.  But you can't tell anyone, and
we're not gonna do this all the time."

"I know," I said, not really knowing, "I'll never tell."

"Okay," he said, shucking his clothes and throwing them on his
bed.

Just like that, he got naked.  All I could think of was him in his
football uniform, and him taking that off in front of me.  It was
so sexual watching him undress, and he looked at me the whole
time.

I didn't think about it, I just undressed, too.  I put my clothes
on top of his.

"I guess we'll need more room," he said, picking up the clothes
and putting them on his dresser.

Adam sat at the foot of the bed and got me to sit at the other
end, facing him.

'Oh, God!' I thought.  Adam, my big brother is sitting naked right
across from me!  And he's hard.  And we're going to jack off
together.  I thought I would faint.  His sexy body--his muscular
chest, beautiful face, the thick muscles of his arms, his sleek
waist--made my heart and my little dick pound.

And his cock!  It was gorgeous!  I was going to see him stroke
it, and it would cum for me!  FOR me?  Well I could think of it
that way, even if it wasn't true.

"Oh, the lotion," he said, taking me out of my daydream.  He was
blushing a little, and went for the bottle under the bed.

It was so cool to see him reaching over the edge of the bed and
down, stretching himself.  The high school quarterback--naked and
practically falling off the bed to get lotion so he could jerk
off with his little brother.  My little dick throbbed with pre-
cum.

I never had such a great view of his butt until then.  My cock
went nuts, throbbing, just seeing him that way, with his butt
right there, and his muscles all stretched out tight.  I was sure
I had blushed all over by this time.

"You're cute when you blush, bro," he said with a little smile,
looking and sounding embarrassed.  He had no idea how cute HE
looked, blushing.

This was wonderful!  But the more I sat there, the more I felt
too far away from him.  I wished we were sitting side by side, on
the long part of the bed, with our backs against the wall.
Afraid to say anything, I did the next best thing and scooted
closer to him with my legs inside his.  We both jumped when my
foot touched his balls.  I wanted to keep it there, but I moved
it away.

Adam gave me the lotion first.

I was tense, not wanting to do it wrong.

"No, you first," I said.

This made Adam smile.  "Okay.  Pass it over."

When it was my turn, I copied how he put the lotion on his cock,
and I held my hand around the head of my dick, and squirted the
lotion in.

Then Adam looked like maybe he wasn't so sure, but he got over
that and started stroking.  The look of him stroking away before
my eyes was the hottest thing I'd ever seen!

I copied him again, and couldn't believe how good it felt to
watch him go for it as I jacked off.  Damn!  I was jacking off
with my big brother and he was grinning at me.  I think I had a
smile frozen on my face by then.

"Feel good, doing it with lotion?" Adam said.

"Oh, yeah!" I said, grinning at him.

It was over too quick, and I had a puddle of cum on me.  The best
part was seeing Adam shoot.  He shot so far--a lot of it landed
on me, and that meant he shot a few feet.  I watched every
squirt, and when his cum hit me, I loved it.  He was beautiful.
His cum was beautiful.

"Sorry," he said, blushing really good this time, thinking I
didn't want his cum on me.

"No, I like it."

"Cool.  I'll get a towel."

My mind was in heaven.  I was half dizzy from it all.  I thought
maybe he didn't feel the same thrill I did.

After he wiped himself, he gave me the towel and I did the same.
Then he stretched out on the bed, and I got beside him.  We
stayed that way for a while--lying next to each other with our
butts and ribs touching.

"That was good," I said, not knowing what else to say, trying not
to sound as excited as I was.

"You came a lot," he said, not mentioning that I didn't shoot
far.

"Thanks."

"You okay, Chad?"

"Yeah, I'm fine."

"This didn't bother you did it?"

"No, I--"

"We don't have to do it again if you don't want to."

"No, I want to.  I don't think I could do it with any of my
friends.  I thought it was way good."

"Oh, I see.  Well, we'll see how often you want to do it, as long
as it's not everyday."

"Okay."  I couldn't understand why he was saying that, and I
didn't question him, but I wanted to.  Maybe this was just 'a
thing' to him, but to me it was so much more.  I craved him so
bad!  Would he still love me as a brother if I told him the
things I wanted to do with him?

"Well, come on, talk more, Chad.  I'm here for you."

"I know.  It's just that . . . I don't know.  I guess I liked it
a lot and was afraid to tell you."

"I told you not to be afraid, and I'm glad you liked it a lot."

"Did you like it, too?"

"Sure."

But I could tell, he didn't like it the same way I did.  I was
pretty sure, anyway.

"Then why did you say 'not everyday?'"

"Oh, I get it.  Sorry.  I just said that in case you didn't like
it.  I didn't want you to feel forced or trapped, or something."

"Does that mean we can--every day I mean?"

"Yeah, squirt, as long as you like it, it's okay with me."

"You mean it?"

"Sure I do."

"You don't think I'm weird?" I said, watching his eyes.

"No, Chad.  Do you think I'm weird?"

"No.  No way!"

"Okay then," he said, grinning at me.  "I just don't want you to
miss out on some fun, and without friends to do it with, I'm the
next best thing, I hope," Adam said, looking at me for an answer.

"I think you're the best thing!" I said, maybe with too much
gusto.

"Ha," he said softly, giving me a smile, "you're a cool little
brother, and really not so little."

He made me laugh saying that.  But I glowed too, that he said I
wasn't really little.

We talked a while.  Then he took a nap and I went to my room
supposedly to play a game, but I didn't.  I was still horny.  In
my room, I went right for my special bottle of lotion and jacked
off again as hard as I could, thinking of Adam's body and how hot
he looked, stroking off right in front of me!

Pretty soon I imagined I was sucking his cock--his strong,
athletic, manly cock!  That did it for me.  I turned to my pillow
to muffle my moans, so Adam wouldn't hear me and wake up.  I
didn't want to do anything that would mess up our little secret.
And I couldn't wait for the next time we could do it together.

In the morning, I remembered Adam had plans with his friends to
play volleyball at the beach, and that meant he'd be gone till
after dark.  I was down, then.  I wanted to jack off so bad all
day, but I felt a strange need to wait for him.

I was sure he wouldn't get to do it, being out with his friends.
Mom went out again, but came home tired and went to bed early.

As soon as Adam walked in the door, I ran up to him and hugged
him.

"Hey!  Happy to see me, I guess."

"Yeah!  How was it?"

"We had a blast.  The games were good, but I'm exhausted.  What
about you?"

My face gave me away a little.  I was disappointed that he was
tired, but tried not to show it.

"Hey, Chad, what's wrong?"

"Nothing, really.  I just . . ."  I didn't know how to say it.  I
wanted him.

He just looked at me, really paying attention.

"Are you tired, real bad?" I said.  Why did I have to sound like
such a baby?

"Well, I'm not gonna keel over, squirt!" he said with a laugh.
"Come on, let's get something to eat.  Where's mom?"

"Went to bed early.  I think she shopped till she dropped."

Adam made sandwiches, and we ate.  He told me about the
volleyball, his good shots, swimming, and about some of his
friends.  I felt so close to him.  He made me feel like a friend
and not a little brother.  I was feeling better and better.

"So, what did you do today, squirt?"

"Well, I didn't SQUIRT," I said, feeling bold with him, and doing
a belly laugh.  I blushed a lot, too--not knowing how he'd react
to that.

"Oh, I see," he said, laughing.

"I can ask you anything, right?"

"Sure, blondie."

"Promise you won't get mad?"

"Only if you keep asking me that."  He said it so softly, it made
my little body shiver.

God, he was so gentle with me now.  And I loved him so much!  He
helped me to be brave, talking like that.

"Is this one of those nights when you'll go to sleep horny,
'cause you're tired?"

"Yeah, probably.  Why?"

"I could help you.  Can I sleep in your bed?"

TBC?
--Steve
stevestoryman@yahoo.com

STORIES BY ME:

1. hot-little-brother (Nifty incest/athletics)  5 CHAPTERS SO FAR
    An 18 y/o desires his 16 y/o brother; football theme;
    Kevin & Josh.

2. i-wanted-my-big-brother  (Nifty incest)
    A 15 y/o admires and falls for his 17 y/o brother;
    Chad and Adam.

3. hot-teen-brian-and-his-boys
    (Nifty adult-youth)  1 CHAPTER SO FAR
    A 17 y/o and some of his older friends discover a liking for
    younger guys; Brian, Steve, Matt & friends.

4. boys-joys-and-sorrows-at-sex-ed-school  (some s&m aspects)
    (Nifty adult-youth)  1 CHAPTER SO FAR
    Boys "trained" for mutual sex and disciplined--nothing
    horrible or outrageous; good sex; some orgasm-delay teasing.

--Steve, December 30, 2004
stevestoryman@yahoo.com