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Jared my cousin my first

Chapter 1

I was just fourteen when I began to notice that I saw things in the world in a different light. The guys in my school where interested in two things, girls and sex. I spent my time watching those guys, and then seeing the girls jerk most these guys around. It was amazing that guys would do almost anything to get attention and or just a simple date from a girl. Now when I say date it was a movie with parents at home with someone around watching. It was almost funny to watch these guys get a kiss on the check or less! I for sure would have offered more. I went to a private Christian school and everyone was expected to be wholesome and all around good kids. Well I saw lots of things going on behind closed doors at that school, it was far from perfect.

My life was not perfect in any sense of the word. It was just my mom and I living in a singlewide trailer. I didn't have many friends but I had a cousin that was almost like a brother to me. We spent most weekends together and we were best friends. He had 2 older brothers but they had moved to live with their father and that left him alone with his mom. Both our mothers where single moms and when one worked we stayed over at the others place on the weekends.

We where complete opposite in almost every way, I was tall with brown hair and a geek, this was way before geeks where cool. My cousin was small framed, short and had light blonde hair. He played all the sports and his body showed it. He might been short but his stomach was abs for days, again before abs where cool. He was most differently into the girls and was looking at everyone that passed him. We didn't attend the same school so I didn't get to see him on the week days. Now on to his name, Jared was perfect in my eyes to be honest. He was what everyone in the gay world would call a twink. Standing only 5'6 and weighting under hundred pounds he was what I consider was hot. I was almost 6 ft at fourteen years old and I stood out in a crowd not always in the way I liked. We grew up together and I saw him nude in tub and around all the time.

But at 14 things started to change, I started to notice him more in a sexual way. He was few months younger than I was, and we both had started to show hair growing in places there hadn't been before. To be honest things had started earlier for me but I didn't notice. I was sort of clueless at even 14. I just knew I loved to get look at a guy naked. I had started showing hair and other changes, but being nervous or my own body I did everything I could to stay away from having to show anyone my own body. It was different with Jared we had grown up together so I didn't mind him seeing me. I soon started to noticed he too was getting hair but it was so much harder to see being he had that blonde hair.

One weekend after a long day of playing outside, yes kids used to play outside! We had gotten back to his moms place and settled down for a night of playing video games. It was well after mid-night when we settled down on the pull out sofa in front of TV. The house of dark and quiet and we started channel surfing. There was nothing on till we found a movie on a pay channel. First thing we see is young couple making out. We both are quietly watching the TV to see if they show anything nude. I always got pissed because they always show nude women but never men.

I started watching Jared more than the TV, the view I was getting from his tented undies was all I needed to get a tent started myself. Now I had seen him nude from time I could remember but I had never seen him hard. My mind was all over the place and for the first time I started getting nervous about what he might see. I was little older and lot taller, was I bigger down there or was he? Then my mind went to place that almost sent me into a panic, did he notice I was watching him? I started to feel ashamed at what was going on but why? I didn't even understand that liking a guy meant you're where a word I only heard in but downs. Gay was just a word, but I started to realize could that be me? I looked back at Jared his eyes hadn't left the screen. I didn't care I had to see all I could; I focused in darkness and noticed his hand was now inside this small tighty whites. My heart skipped a beat and my cock was pushing the cloth of my own undies far past its peak. I wanted to speak but to say what? I wanted to see it and compare, did we have same size? Would I be embarrassed or ashamed of my size compared to his? My mind was going million miles a minute, what do I do next?

I slowly push my own hand into my undies, all the time watching to see if he noticed. I could feel my hard cock and it was as hard as I could ever remember. The head was wet and slick as the pre-cum seemed to almost pour from my cock. I looked back and his eyes didn't move from the TV, I moved the sheet down a bit with my foot exposing all of rest of his undies. His undies were so tight and hugged around his hips; it made the budge seem to pull from his tight torso. I could see hand move back and forth slowly, as I started to match his speed. It was extremely slow and my cock ached for a release.

I couldn't take me eyes off the show right in front of me; I was so close but seemed so far. His breathe stated to speed up as did mine. I knew I couldn't last much longer but I had to match his speed. Just as I felt the head of my own cock explode in my own hand, I could see his body tense up. His head tilted back and small moan came from Jared lips. He slowly stopped as did I, now what do we do? Did he notice what I was doing? He yawned looked over at me and said good night as he pushed back under the covers.

I waited there wondering was he going to just sleep with cum covered undies? I waited a few minutes with my hand still stuck to my cock. I pulled my hand out of my undies and slowly got up. I started to hurry to the bathroom so I wouldn't be caught with all the evidence over my hand. I cleaned up and snuck back to bed, all the time thinking did he notice? As I went to sleep next to him my mind raced over all the things that could happen, both good and bad.

I was laying in the sofa bed and felt a heat from the back of my neck. It felt strange as the hair on back of my neck stood up. I felt his arm reach around me as he snuggled close to the back of my body. I could feel the extreme heat and pressure from his cock that pressed against my butt crack. I wanted to turn and look him in the eyes but was afraid to, it could scare him. The last thing I wanted was him to stop what was about to happen.

I felt his hand slowly reached down and slipped under my undies. He grabbed my cock and could almost cum right then. His hand was firm and his grasp was tight, he slowly stroked my cock lightly. I reached back and grabbed his cock threw the thin fabric. I could feel the heat from his sexy hard cock that kept reaching towards my butt. I was ready for what was to come next but for what? What do I want next, my body almost ached? I had this deep desire of wanting him closer to me in every way. I felt his hand tug at my cock placing me on the edge of cumming. I wanted him so bad, I turned my head to kiss his lips for the first time. Then suddenly the light caught my eyes, I jerked my hand over my face to block the morning sun hitting my face. When I noticed the bed was empty and I was alone, still hard and dripping pre-cum. Wait was it a dream or real? What had just happened, why did I have this new desire to be closer to Jared?