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Jared my cousin my first
Chapter 4
My life up till now has been pretty normal but things have been anything from normal over the last few months. I am lost in my own mind, things don't seem real and what is real don't seem possible. Things have changed for Jared and I, and I still don't know what it means. I know it's not going to be a happily ever after type of deal. But what we have shared seems to have made us change what we had in the past.
School has been a whole new level of awkward since I started becoming friends with Devin. I knew he was trying to use me to get close to my friend and I wasn't stupid to this fact. But he had to try and make it seem like he wanted to be friends with me as well, but I knew the truth. So it was so strange one of the outcasts is now hanging with the cool kids. Devin was like the star of the soccer and basketball team and very popular in school. I didn't fit into his circle of friends and I rather be in the background. I don't know what the future holds, at this point. I know things are going to get intense when things do start to move forward in my life.
Just when I thought life was right, things have taken a turn in my life! Jared has decided he wanted to live with his dad and brothers. This means I am not sure when and how often I might see him. My families aren't fans of his father and I know I won't be going over there. I began to think about the last night we spent together, and soon after he made this decision to move. Did he blame me for what happen or feel like it was wrong? I knew the sexual thing that happened weren't exactly something we wanted to make public. We both enjoyed what happened and how can having some fun be bad, I guess I just got to let things play out to see where things go.
I went to bed each night with sex on my mind, and I sure every other teenage guy did the same. As much as I wanted to have sex it also scared the hell out of me. I didn't really know how gay sex worked to be honest. I am sure many guys that are gay had the same issue. It's not like my Christian school was going to have something about same sex options, we don't even have sex Ed at all. There were no mainstream movies that even had 2 guys hooking up. I most defiantly have these needs and wants that I didn't know how to satisfy those. My sex drive had seemed to be getting more active as days went by. I was jacking off no less than 3 times a day, on the weekend more. I couldn't control my dick, it spent more time hard than flaccid.
So I had spare afternoon when school had gotten out early and I was home alone. This was perfect time for me to get off and release some of the tension. I grabbed some Vaseline to use as lube; it was great and different feel. But I could only use it when I was home alone, since it took time to clean up. I started off on my bed trying to let me mind find a place that would lead me to a rock hard cock.
There was a guy at school named Corey, who was new. I thought he was very cute and I had tried to find a way to talk to him but so far I hadn't got the nerve up. He had jet black hair and average build like most guys. He was geeky like I was and I had interest to getting to know him. I had seen him only change in gym a few times, but I got a look as his chest and stomach. He didn't have abs just regular stomach that still looked hot as hell to me. The hair trail from his stomach downward was full and I could tell he was very hairy below his waist.
I closed my eyes laying back and dipped my 2 fingers into the Vaseline, and started to lube my cock up. I started to move my hand up and down keeping my grip tight on my cock. I took my other hand and wrapped it around the base to make my cock rock hard. I looked down and could see the red mushroom shaped head defined. There was a line that ran around the head of my cock from where I was circumcised. Following down the shaft I had but vein that ran down the top of my cock and took an "s" shaped curve. Then the base was thick and stretched my skin to my balls below. I didn't have a lot of hair and I kept it trimmed short against my skin. My balls laid heavy under my cock and where the size almost of ping pong ball. They stayed full of cum all the time it seemed.
I was still stroking my cock at a steady rhythm, stopping even few minutes so I would not cum. I liked to edge this was to build up and see how long I could last, don't get me wrong I could hit all the right buttons and get off in under a minute. But today was different and I wanted it to last and build up to a climax. I started to play with my own balls; pulling and even little slap against my balls would give me pleasure. My mind was on what was under Corey's pants; I pictured an uncut cock with a black hair. My hand slowly sliding up and down my dick created a friction from the lube I had used. As the heat loosen up the Vaseline made it feel like oil I was spreading across my cock.
My other free hand slowly started toward my underside till it touched my tight hole. The lube made circling the entrance feel like a fire was burning inside me but couldn't get out. I slowly pushed a bit and one finger started to enter my virgin hole. I felt a pain but it wasn't too much to not push little more in. My finger darted in and out of my hole leaving an empty feeling each time I removed it. My pace of the stroking started to pick up again, and the finger went in a little deeper. I felt like I wanted more but I was scared to add more. I just kept finger fucking my tight hole with each time I entered little further.
I knew the feeling added to the masturbation was getting too much and the cum was starting to boil in my balls and they started to pull up and against my body. They hugged the base of my cock tight as I ran my hand over the ridged cock, feeling each vein and bump along the way. My pre-cum started to mix with the lube as I continue stroking my cock, you could see glisten of the lube from the light. My left hand had one finger in my hole and used my thumb to rub my balls. It was all together becoming too much as I raised my ass off the bed and groaned. My finger sudden hit something inside me, jets of cum flew in the air, the 1st hit my face the 2nd hit my chest the 3rd my chest again. I bucked in the air again digging in with that finger and milking my cock. There are least 4 more shots of cum that landed all over me and the bed. I felt the cum on my cheek and lips, and thought about it as I licked my lips. It tasted different from Jared cum but was sweet.
This was the most intense orgasm I had ever had by far. I never had the feeling as I did with my finger deep inside me. I knew what I craved and wanted but I had no idea how I was going to get it to happen. Would Jared being willing to replace my finger with his cock? I didn't even know if I could handle something that size in my tight hole. I now knew I would try for sure, knowing the feeling would be something far than I could imagine. But I now knew I had to try to find a way to make this happen.