Date: Sun, 18 Mar 2018 02:26:57 -0400 From: Steven Jones Subject: Learning from my brothers -20 Learning from my brothers -20 This story is fiction. Thanks for al the emails. I am willing to answer questions and take suggestions as long as you are over 18. columbia_dweller@yahoo.com I am out of school the rest of the week as they prepare the high school for us. Not much happens the rest of the week. On Friday, dad says he called the guy about the pick up and he wouldn't come down on the price, so we have to keep looking. My cleaning job at the church starts Monday. Saturday morning comes and I am bored from being home all week. Luke says if I want, I can hang out with him until 4. He says after 4, he has plans. We get up and get dressed and he says lets go fishing at the park. I fix us some sandwiches and chips and stuff, while he gets the rods and reels and everything loaded in his car. We head off to the park. It is around 9:30am but it is already a hot day. Luke walks and never can find a spot he likes. He drops the stuff at my feet and says wait here. Luke walks to the counter and rents a boat for us to get to the other side. We get everything loaded in the boat and Luke grabs the paddle and tells me to get in. I sit in the front and Luke in the back. He starts to paddle us into the lake. Its a little ways to get across to the other side. I hear the paddle drop int he boat. I look back and Luke is pulling his shirt off. He picks the paddle back up and starts again. I actually turn around in the boat to watch him. The way his chest and arms are flexing and bulging, just mesmerizes me. He says damn you horny for my body already. He laughs. I just keep staring at him. We finally reach the other side and Luke pulls the boat up on the bank. We get out and set up a little space under a huge oak tree. We each get out hooks baited and casted. I look over and Luke is still dripping sweat. It is a hot and humid morning. I grab a bottle of water we brought and hand to him. He drinks it down in no time. A few hours pass and I have caught 2 fish and he has caught 11. We agree the next one will be the last one for today. After ten minutes I am beyond done. I start making up. Luke says you got to learn to keep going. Never give up. About that time, he hooks a fish and laughs. We release it back and he joins me in making up. He gets the boat loaded while I clean up out little space. Back in the boat, Luke paddles close to the edge of the river and goes into a little inlet type place. He calls me and I turn around. He has his shorts down under his balls and his cock is semi hard. He says you ever sucked cock in a boat before. I say no and he says here's your chance. I slowly make my way to him and as I get between his legs, I can smell where he has been sweating all day. I also notice he has shaved his pubes and now is very short and neatly trimmed. His nuts are now hairless. I lifted his cock and felt his smooth nuts. I asked why he did this and he said he has a date tonight. I open my mouth and lick on his nuts, he said you can do that later, suck me off real fast and lets get out this heat. I open my mouth and take him in my mouth. I suck the head and first few inches as I jack the base. This is nothing more than he wants to cum. He lays back and puts his arms behind his head as I work his cock. I try to swirl around the head and help him reach his climax as fast as I can. Luke is totally relaxed and just enjoying it. I start to suck harder and I here a few grunts and then he floods my mouth. I let it fill and run down his shaft and swallow. I lick on his hairless nuts and up his cock. Once I am done, he sits up and pulls his shorts over his cock. He says good job little bro. He picks up and starts paddling us to the boat racks. He checks the boat in while I get everything out. We get everything loaded in the car and Luke makes a plan. Luke says, lets head home and unload this and shower and then I will take you to the burger place across town that you like. We get home and Luke says go shower, I got this. I shower and get dressed and I hear Luke start the shower. I head downstairs to wait. Mom and dad ask what are we up to and I told them our plans. Dad says I would have gone with you guys if I had known. Me and your mother just had seafood. Luke comes downstairs and we head off. We drive and Luke is texting the entire time. He slams the phone down and speeds up. We get o the burger joint and go in. We order and I grab a booth near the front window. The food comes and we start eating. Luke's phone rings and he answers it. He Kees saying there is no way I can be there by then. There is no way. He finally gives up and says I understand. I understand. No, I don't want that to happen. I will be there. He putsch phone down and asks if there is anyone other than mom and dad I can call and get a ride home. I say no. he shakes his head and cusses. He said lets go. Bring your burger with you. I grab my drink and burger. He grabs his drinks and leave the burger. We get int he car and I can tell Luke is pissed. He speeds off, but not towards home. I say where we going. Luke says here is the deal. Anything you see or hear tonight, that shit stays between us. I say ok. He says we will not talk about anything, you just keep your mouth shut and act like you know what is happening. Luke looked at me, I saw the anger in his eyes. He said you understand me. I nodded. Luke says fuck no, You answer me, Say it where I can hear it. I say I understand. We drive for what seems forever. We are now 2 towns from home. Luke pulls into a driveway that leads to a house back off the road. He is going over the rules again. This time he says you are a friend from my school if anyone asks, otherwise, you keep your mouth shut. I say ok. We park and get out the car. Luke opens the trunk and grabs a backpack and we head in. Luke looks at me and says get your ass back in the car and wait here. Luke knocks and walks inside. I sit int he car and wait and wait. I get bored and get out the car and lock on the door. No one answers so I walk inside. It is dimly lit and smells of alcohol. I hear a guy saying, yea, suck that fucking cock. I guess Luke is here to fuck a girl with his friends. I listen and hear them keep talking about it. I see a long hall with five doors. I walk and peek into each door. At the third door I see four guys all standing in a circle and I see someone on their knees. The guys all have their shorts or jeans pushed to their knees. One guy has his pants all the way off. I look and I don't know the two I can see. I look and then I see it. Luke is on his knees in front of these four guys. He has a mouthful of cock. His eyes are closed as he sucks. I am shocked and surprised. The guy pulls out of Luke's mouth and the next guy moves in front and Luke starts sucking again. Luke sees me and I can see in his eyes that he is pissed at me. I start to walk back to the door to wait in the car, but I hear a voice I know. Chase. Chase calls my name and says, hey boys, do we have an extra surprise tonight. Luke spits the dick out of his mouth and says fuck no. Leave him out of this. Chase says you brought him, so he is now part of the group. Luke says come on Chase man, just let him wait in the car. Chase pulls me in the room and says get in your knees Mattie. Luke cuss and says Chase, man, let him wait int he car. I will do anything. Chase says I know you will, You always do. Chase pushes my shoulders and I drop to my knees next to Luke. He looks at me and says I'm sorry. Chase says talk later, start sucking, both of you. I suck on Chase as Luke is working on one of the other three that I don't know. They are all jocks, but none as muscular as Luke. Chase pulls his dick out of my mouth and pushes me at one of the other guys. He steps up and pushes his cock in my mouth. I suck and look up, trying to see if I knew any of them. I only knew Chase. Luke is on his third cock now. Chase walks behind me and pushes my shorts down and runs his hand inside to grab my ass. Chase says you going to fucking love tonight. I feel his finger rub over my hole. Chase says lets move this to the bed. The guys all start to strip. Everywhere I look is teenage jock cock. Luke whispers, if you can, get to the car and wait for me. Chase yells at Luke to get his clothes off. Luke strips and Chase says get on the bed. Luke gets on the bed on his hands and knees. All the guys are around him and he is being groped and felt up. One guy spits on Lukes ass and shoves a finger inside him. I see Luke flinch and then relax. One guy is jerking his cock and another is walking around the bed and pushing his cock into Luke's mouth. Luke start sucking. Chase tosses another guy a bottle of lube and I watch as he lubes up and rams his cock all inside of my brother Luke, All at once. I hear Luke grunting and mumbling with his mouth full of cock. The guys are rough and hard. I see Luke's nuts squeezed and slapped more than once. I see his cock pulled and twisted as he gets fucked. Chase says, lets get this boy added in the mix. I look at Chase is painting at the bed. I get on the bed and he tells me on my hands and knees. I am beside Luke, we both are on our hands and knees. I watch as Luke's body is banged up everyone the guys thrust into him. Chase says watch this. He lubes me and rubs lube on his cock. He moves closer and I feel his cock as he holds my hips and jabs deep and hard in one thrust. The other guys are all talking and I hear I want that ass too. I recover from the pain of Chase going all in and someone pushes a cock in my mouth. For the next hour or so, me and Luke are used buy the four guys, but no one cums in my mouth or ass. I get fucked and if the guy gets close, he pulls out and fucks Luke and cums in his ass, or in his mouth and tells him to swallow it. I have lost count of how many times I have sucked these guys. Finally, I have just a guy fucking me. I look at chase and I see he is sucking a cock and his body is moving as Chase is fucking him. The guy pulls out of me and tells chase to watch out. I look back and chase pulls his cock out of Luke and the guy steps in and shoves his into Luke. A few thrusts and I hear the sound as the guy cums inside of my older brother's ass. The guy pulls out and I see cum dripping off the head of his cock. Chase tells Luke to lay on his stomach, I watch as Chase obeys his friend. Chase tells me to lay on Lukes back on my stomach. I lay on my brothers back and wrap my arms around his neck. Chase pushes me up some and now, he has access to my hole and Luke's. I feel Luke's body moving under me and I feel Chase as he is thrusting into Luke. The motion stops and then Chase is pushing his cock into me. He fucks me hard a few thrusts and then he pulls out and goes back in Luke. This goes on for a while and Chase finally pushes into me and hard fucks me until he cums inside me. Chase pulls out and says that was fucking awesome. He says, Luke get dressed and I will get your bag ready. I get up off of Luke. I look and I see his asshole is dark red and gaping open. Cum has run out of his hole and all over his nuts and has a huge wet spot the bed. I watch Luke get off the bed, He is holding his nuts. I counted 15 slaps to his nuts tonight. I know they have to be sore. I get dressed and I watch Luke use his boxers to wipe the cum off his ass and nuts and then put just his shorts on. He stuffs the boxers in his pocket. He looks at me and says, You ok. I nod. He says lets get out of here. The guys are all sitting around drinking. The smell of alcohol is stronger than ever. Chase tosses Luke the backpack and it seems to be stuffed a lot fuller than before. We get in the car and Luke spins tires as we leave the driveway. I ay what is in the backpack. Luke said what did I tell you before we got there. And why the fuck did you come inside. I told you to wait in the car. I said I was bored. Luke said well, you have to keep everything you saw and heard between us. I said ok. I said so tell me what that was about. Luke said we are not discussing it. I said well, who were the other 3 guys. Luke said god damn it, we are not talking about that bullshit. He turned the radio up louder. I looked out my window and just watched the white line as we drove. We finally get back to our town and Luke pulls into the GNC parking lot. He starts talking and I look his way. He says look, What happened tonight is what happens when I fuck up. You shouldn't have been there, but I had a deadline to make. Thats why I told you to stay in the car. What happened in that house tonight, we will never speak of again. Luke continued, What is in that backpack is none of your concern. I said, but they fucked me too. All that did was enrage Luke. He started cussing and slamming his hand on the steering wheel. I turned my back to him and looked out the window. Luke finally calmed down and said, look, my nuts fucking hurt and I am sorry. Luke reaches into the backseat and tosses the backpack in my lap. He says have a look if you want. I unzip the bag and I see lots of pills and more cash than I have ever seen. Luke say I hope you are happy. He grabs the backpack from me and zips it up. He gets out the car and walks in the GNC. I watch him hand it to the guy at the counter. The guy hands him a similar backpack and Luke comes back to the car. He gets in and this time, gently places the bag in my lap. He says go ahead and look. I unzip if and I see about 5 syringes and a bottle of pills. Luke says you have always suspected steroids, well, you are right. To get it, I have to carry drugs for Chase and his friends. I usually do this when you think I am out on a date, but tonight I ran late. The punishment is what you saw happen. I guess you are going to tell mom and dad now, right? I just looked at him and said I would never break your trust. But I worry about the stuff you are on. Luke says its not your concern. We start driving and we get home and it is around 11. We go upstairs and Luke says just stay in your room tonight. He walks by my door and goes into his room. I go and shower and brush my teeth. I get in my bed. I hear Luke in the bathroom. I get up and look inside. I see him with a cold rag on his nuts> I walk in and ask if he needs any help. He pulls his nuts sack up and it is all red and seems to be swollen some. He said just takes time to pass. I go back to my room. I am in bed and Luke comes in. He says look, I am sorry about everything tonight. I should have just left you at the burger shack. I say I am ok. Luke lays behind me and we just talk. I am usually jealous of my brothers body and dick and his friends and his life always seemed so perfect. Tonight, I feel sorry for him. He has gotten into a mess and he is paying the price. Luke lays behind me and goes to sleep. I am so noisy. I go to his room and grab his iPhone. I use his finger to unlock it and I read his texts. Seems the delivery he made last week was 300 dollars short. What happened to it. I read texts where Chase said that he would have the guys ready and for Luke to come over. This must have been when Luke was texting and driving tonight. I looked through his pics. I saw a lot of selfies of him. I saw texts from girls. And I saw the videos and pics he made when we first started fooling around. I take his cell back to his room. I really need to find a way to talk to Luke and tell him I need him to be more of a boyfriend to me and not just use me for sex. I get in bed and fall sleep beside my older brother. Saturday morning, I wake up and Luke is gone. I get up and shower and head downstairs. Mom said Luke was gone before 8 this morning. It is almost 11 am now. Mom makes me a ham sandwich and I grab a drink. I go to the den and dad is in there. We sit in silence as he watches a show on the TV. I eat my sandwich and put the plate on the coffee table. Dad looks at me and asks if I am ready for Monday and starting the cleaning job at the church. I say yes sir. He says the money for you will be pretty good because you are working alone. We talk about what all has to be done and dad says that he will be at the church a lot in his office when I am working. When dad isn't there, he said Randy will be there. He is the youth pastor. We talk a little more and dad gets up and heads to his study. Mom calls me to the kitchen and she is talking low. She said if you need any help with the cleaning at the church, you just call me, and your father doesn't need to know. She smiles and hugs me. I head back to the den. I text Luke over and over and he doesn't reply. I start playing my game and dad rushes out of his study and calls mom into the den with us. He said I just got a phone call and John will be coming home next Monday. We are all happy about that. I go back to my game and before I realize it, it is almost 4:30 pm. I look at my iPhone. Luke has read my texts, but has never replied. I text again and say please reply. He finally texts back and it says I will be home in five minutes. Be dressed and meet me outside. Tell mom we going to the mall. I tell mom Luke is headed to pick me up and he says we are going to the mall. She says please be careful. I head out and see Luke's car coming. I wait by the road as he pulls up and I jump in. His shirt is covered in blood. He is wearing thick worker gloves on his hands. I freak out. He tells me to be quiet and that he is fine. He says grab my wallet out my back pocket. He is driving and leans to one side. I have a hard time getting the wallet out of his tight jeans, but finally do. We pull up to the drug store. He parks and says listen to me. I need alcohol, band-aids, and Neosporin, a roll of paper towels and a bottle of water. Luke says repeat that to me. I do and head into the store. I get everything and head to the counter. I look inside the wallet and there must be over a thousand dollars in one hundred dollar bills and another couple hundred in twenties. I pay for the stuff and head back to the car. I get in and Luke drives to the back of the parking lot away from everyone. Luke pulls the glove off his left hand and I see his hand is just a little red. He drops it beside the car on the pavement. He pulls the right glove off and I see his hand is covered in blood. He drops the glove outside the car with the other one. He tells me to open the water and paper towels. I do and he pours the water on his hands. He rubs his hands together to get the blood off and I see his knuckles are all busted. He calls for the paper towels. I hand them to him and he dries his hands. He stands beside the car and pulls off his bloody shirt and then calls me over. I help him put the alcohol on his knuckles and then get them clean and dry. Then the band-aids. None on his left hand and three on his right. When we finish he says grab me a shirt out the trunk. I go back and see his gym bag. I open it and its a plain white tee shirt. I grab it and he pulls it on. He grabs the gloves off the ground and puts them in the plastic bag from the drug store. He says get all that trash together and lets go for a ride. Luke pulled into the mall and said come on. We went in and went to American Eagle. He looked around and finally grabbed a shirt and a pair of jeans. He headed to the dressing room. He tried them on and came out and the ones he took in the dressing room, he dropped on the table. He said grab me these same size and color shirt and the same jeans, but not these. And the same for boxers and socks and a new pair of shoes. My arms were full. We go to the register and I drop everything on the counter. The lady rings it up and Luke pays. He tells me to grab the bag. We head out the mall and get back in the car. We drive to the gym and Luke says come on in. We walk in and I am carrying his American Eagle bag. We walk into the locker room and Luke says sit here, get all the tags off those clothes and I will be back in a few minutes. I start taking the price tags off and get everything ready. I even lace up his new shoes. Finally, Luke walks out the shower and has a towel wrapped around his waist. I can see he has a bruise on his side. He drops the towel and gets dressed. He grabs the American Eagle bag and without touching them, bags up his old clothes. He says let go for a ride. Once in the car, he tells me to put all the trash from the drug store in the bag with his old clothes, but don't tie it up. I put all the paper towels and trash in the plastic bag from the drug store. He says put that shirt in there too. I stuff it in there. I ask again, what happened. He said I was working out and dropped some weights on my hands. I didn't believe that for a second. I said really and he said yea, now drop it. We drove to the edge of town and then Luke turned down a dirt road. We drove about a mile back into he woods. He stopped and turned the car off. He grabbed the bag with the trash and the bloody t shirt, and the rest of his clothes, and got out. He said sit in the car. I watched him open the truck and grab something. He stood beside the car and pulled the bandages off his knuckles and made sure they were no longer bleeding. He stuffed the bandages into the bag. He walked to the edge of the woods and used a stick to dig into the dirt. I thought why is he burying the bag, but instead, he was making a dirt area so he could burn the bag and the old clothes. I watched as he set it on fire and used a stick to keep it burning until almost nothing was left. Once he was satisfied, he stood up and raked the dirt over the ashes with the stick, basically covering up anything that was left. Once the dirt was deep enough, I saw him unzip his pants and piss on the dirt. He finished and the last step was pushing leaves and pine straw over the area. He got in and turned the car around and we headed back to the main road. He looked over and this never happened, understood. I said, but what is going on. Luke said nothing, this never happened. I said what are you going to tell people about your knuckles. Luke said I got that all figured out. Luke was driving and said how about I take us out to eat at the Japanese steak house, the one where they cook on the grill in front of you. I said I love that place. We usually only go when mom and dad are celebrating one of our birthdays. We get there and get seated at a table with 6 other people. We eat and have a really fun time. The others have paid and are leaving. Luke pays and says sit here while I go tot he bathroom. I finish my drink and I finally see Luke. I start to get up as he is walking back to the table. I see him trip and his right fist lands on the grill. He yells and the workers come over and apologize and ask if he is ok. Everyone is looking at his knuckles. I look over and instead of busted asking, It is now scorched. He has effectively covered up his wounds from whatever happened earlier. Needless to say they give Luke a full refund. We leave and Luke says, now, you know what happened to my hand. I just sit there in disbelief. We head home and Luke tells mom and dad what happened and mom baby him and dad says I am glad you are ok. This too shall pass. Dad says as he heads back to his study. I head upstairs and Luke is right behind me. I go in my room and Luke follows and closes the door. He said we have to talk about some things. I said I want to talk to you about things too. Luke says I will go first. No one can ever find out what happened the other night with chase and the other guys. I said who are the other guys. Luke said that's not important. I said if I have to keep it a secret, I deserve to know. Luke said fine, It was Chase and three guys from the football team from the other town. Luke says, no one will ever know that I hurt my knuckles before I burned them on the grill. I said what did you really do. Luke said nothing that you need to know. Luke said, finally, I have a new girl friend, and I think we should take a break from things. The girlfriend comment was like a slap to the face. I was stunned. When did he even meet her. He said so tell me what you want to talk about. I just sat there. I was going to tell him I wanted us to be boyfriends and not just an outlet for sex, but I couldn't say that now. Luke said so what you want to talk about. I said I just wanted to know if you would help me get back into working out in a gym. Luke seemed happy to hear I wanted to get in shape and he said hell yea bro. I forced a smile as I died a little on the inside. Luke got up and went to his room. I showered and got in my bed. I feel asleep. Sunday morning, I wake up and take a quick shower and get dressed for church. I head downstairs. Mom and dad are at the table having pancakes. Mom says I have made you some pancakes too Mattie. I sit and we eat and I listen tot hem talk. After I finish eating, I say I guess I need to go wake up Luke. Mom says , honey, Luke was gone this morning early again. I go upstaters and grab my phone. A text from Luke at 6:30am says, catch a ride to church with mom and dad. I will be having breakfast with Helen and taking her to church. See you there. Another gut punch. I rode with mom and dad to church. Sunday school was boring to me ad afterwards, I passed Chase in the hall and he motioned for me to stop. He walked up and said whats up. I said heading into preaching. Chase said, listen, about the other night, you were not supposed to be there, I am very sorry things happened the way the did, but you have your brother to blame for that. I shrugged my shoulders. Chase said are you mad with me. I said I am just depressed. Chase says, well just remember, it was Luke's fault for having you in that situation. I walked off and into church. Mom sits three rows from the front, in the center. I made my way down and the more I walked into the church, the more out of place, depressed, sad, mad, and unloved I felt. By the time I sat next to mom, I just leaned over and cried into her arm. She leaned over and hugged me and kept asking what was wrong. What was I to say to her. I finally said, I was just missing John. She hugged me and says I miss him too, but he is coming home next week. Mom said think of it like this, he joined the marines. He is defending our rights. He is doing this because he loves us and it is his calling. Mom wiped my tears and I got myself together. Service started and I looked around and didn't see Luke or this girlfriend he found. Mom kept her hand on my knee. Right after the singing ended, I saw Luke and his girl coming. Luke said to me, slide down and let Helen sit next to mom. So now, it was Mom, Helen, Luke and then me. Luke sat with his arm around Helen the entire service. This meant, he I saw mostly his back to me. The final prayer happened and I stood up to leave. Dad came down and said I need to show you a few things, so stay until everyone leaves. Mom was huge Helen and talking. They finally left, and I was honestly happy that they did. Dad said come with me. We went to his office and he gave me a clip board with a check list. He said lets walk through this list so you know what is expected when you clean. We walked everywhere, in every class room and every office and every bathroom. Finally he said you going to be able to handle this and I looked up at him and said yes sir. He said great, lets head back and get your mom so we can go eat. As we walked, dad put his arm around my shoulder. He said I am really proud of you Mattie. Those words and his arm on my shoulder made the entire world right for me. What boy doesn't want the love and praise of his father. We made it to the front of the church and mom was talking. Dad said tell her we will bring the car around. I told her and dad tossed me the keys to his car and said, how about you drive today. Another flood of pride came over me. We got the car and picked up mom. We ate at a small cafe. During Lunch, Chase texted me and said we need to talk. I said I am with mom and dad. Chase said text me when you are alone. After we had a great lunch, I drove us home. I went to my room upsetters and changed into shorts and a t shirt. I texted chase and said I am alone. He said can you go riding with me. I texted mom and asked her and she approved. I texted Chase and said yes. He was outside the house in a matter of minutes. I got in and he said I need to make sure me and your re ok. I said I am fine. Chase says what happens between me and Luke should never affect you, and I am sorry about that. I said I am fine. Chase says, so I missed our time at church today. I just looked over at him and he was smiling. He said you know, I think of you as my little brother. I love you like a brother. I finally said, where we going, Chase said if it is ok with you, we are going to my house for a while. No one is going to be home until tonight. He asked if that was ok. I turned and said, if this is just sex, then I just want to go home. Chase says its not just sex, we can hang out. Then he said, what do you want to do. I just looked into the floor. Chase reached out and put his hand on my thigh and said tell me what you want. I looked over and I said I want to be loved I want to feel needed and loved and not just used for sex. I want to know that someone feels the same about me as I do about them. I want to enjoy exploring each other's bodies. I want to feel things that I haven't felt before. I want someone that treats me like I am someone. I said I guess what I am saying, is I want a boy friend. Chase pulled up into his yard and turned the car off. Chase says little Mattie. I can love you like a brother and I can do anything you want, but I can't be your boyfriend. Chase says you don't understand what would happen if the pope in town found out any of us were gay.. I said my parents know and everyone at school knows I am gay. Chase says things are different for you because everyone is scared of your brother. Chase leaned over and started talking softly. He said I can be everything else you need. I can do everything else you want. I can love you like a boyfriend, but I just can't be your boyfriend. We sat in silence for about a minute. I finally said, I guess thats the best I can get. Chase smiled and said lets go in and we will have the best time you have ever had. We get out the car and walk inside. His house is smaller, but it is a much nicer place. I look out the kitchen window and see the unground pool. Chase says come on, and he grabs my hand and leads me down the hall. At his bedroom door, he leans down and picks me up. He carries me into the room and lays me on the bed. He kisses me. I feel him lay down beside me and I open my eyes. He is staring right into my eye as we kiss. I instantly feel a deeper connection to him. We finally break the kiss and Chase says, why don't we do this. You take charge. You do anything you want to do or try. You just tell me what I need to do. I say anything and Chase says start off and let's see. I push his shoulder back so he is laying on his back in the bed..I run my fingers through his hair. I kiss his ear and then his lips. I sit up and start to unbutton his shirt. Every time I get one unbuttoned, I lean over pull the shirt open and kiss the skin beneath. His chest has been shaved smooth and no stubble. I finally unbutton the last one and kiss his belly button. I push the shirt flaps off his chest and rub and kiss on his nipples and chest. I kiss down to his belly button as my fingers rub every inch of smooth skin. I tell chase to lean up so I can take the shirt all the way off. I toss it on the floor. I lay my head on his stomach and look down his body. I see a nice bulge in his jeans. I unbuckle his belt and pull it open. I grab the button on his jeans and open it. I kiss the tender skin there. My hand is resting on the bulge in his jeans. The monster behind the zipper. I unzip his pants and pull them open. I see his boxers and feel the heat from his body. I grab the jeans and raises his ass so I can push the jeans to his ankles and then off. Both hands come back to his bull as I lean over and kiss his hard cock still inside the boxers. I play with the cloth and his cock for a minute. I look up and Chase has propped his head up with pillows and is watching every move I make. I grab the top his boxers and pull it down slowly. I see can see the head of his cock in the boxers as I pull them down a little at the time. Finally his cock swings free of the boxers and is pointing straight towards his face. I get the boxers off. I lay my head right above his crotch. I take his cock in my hand and I start to stroke him slowly. My face is so close I can lick the shift as I jack him.i point the head at my mouth and just swirl my tongue over it a few times. I sent up and push his legs apart. I move and lay between his legs. My face at eye level with is nut sack. I start to stroke his cock with my hand and I start licking his low hanging nuts. I suck them in my mouth and let them pull out one at a time. I can feel the precum dripping out of his cock and coating my hand as I stroke him. I take my other hand and gab his nuts and push them up towards his cock. I lick behind his balls and slowly make my way to his hole. My tongue just licks over it a few times. Chase is starting to moan and grind his hips. I let go of his cock and his nuts. I reach back and pull his legs up Chase reaches down and grabs behind his knees and holds his legs up. I now have access to his most sacred place. I use my tongue and lick all around and over his hole. Lots of spit. I pull him open and see he is incredibly tight. I tell him to turn over on his belly. He drops his legs and flips over. I see precum dripping from his cock. He lays flat on the bed and I say get on your knees. He gets on his knees and drops his face and chest to the bed. I dive into his ass. Over and over I tongue his hols. I reach between his legs and start to stroke his cock. Chase is hard and leaking a lot of precum. I lean over as I pull his teenage cock back between his legs, I suck the head in my mouth. I want to taste his precum. Chase is moaning louder and his ass is rotating. I go back to slow stroking his cock. Every time I move my hand down his shaft, his nuts get mashed against my fist on his cock. I suck on my finger and get a lot of spit of it. I lick his hole and I start to rub my finger around and over his hole. All the time, slowly stroking his cock. I take aim at the center of his hole and slowly push my finger inside him. Chase is humping back against my finger. Luke has showed me several times where my prostate is and I take aim on Chase's. I hit it and I feel Chase's body enjoying the sensation. I pull my finger out. I lay on my back beneath his legs so his cock is dangling over my face. I suck my finger and push it back in his hole and back to working his prostate. I start to suck the head of his cock. More grunting and moaning from Chase. Over and over my finger works his sweet spot as I suck on the head of his leaking cock. I feel his hole clamp down on my finger and I feel his cock throb. I close my lips around the head of his cock and suck as Chase shots jet after jet of teenage cum in my mouth as my finger rubs his prostate. Chase shots one of the biggest loads I have ever had in my mouth. I feel his body totally realx and I pull my finger from his hole. I suck his cock a few more times and I move out from under his legs and lay on the bed. Chase rolls over next to me and pulls my head over and kisses me. He said that was fucking awesome. I said I enjoyed it to. Chase said I am just glad you had fun. He looked and I was still in my shorts and t shirt. He sat up and said I am so sorry. I should have got you off. He starts reaching to undress me. I said I am fine, besides, I hope we aren't through yet. Chase says Fuck, I am game for anything you want after that session. Chase pulled me closer and we kissed again. He said what you have in mind next. I said Once you get hard, I want you to make love to me. Soft and gentle, easy and loving. Chase smiled and said look. I looked down between us and he was still hard. Chase sat up and said this is my turn now. He said all I want you to do is lay back and enjoy yourself. I smiled as he pulled my shirt over my head and pushed my back. I stretched out on the bed. Chase was slow and every moved he made was for a purpose. Before long I was naked. I grabbed a pillow and propped my head up so I could watch, I had this teen jock in bed, we were both naked, I had a load of his cum in my belly now, and he was kissing every part of my body. He kissed y chest and stomach, he skipped my dick and kissed my legs and even my feet. He grabbed my foot and started sucking on my toes. This was a very strange and unique feeling. He worked on my feet and then started his way back up my other legs. Every inch of my body was bathed in his kisses. He reached my dick and I felt his lips close around it. I opened my eyes and He laid his head beside my dick. For the first time, I didn't feel small sized or inadequate. I felt I had a nice cock and a good size. Chase worked on sucking my cock. I was a wet and sloppy blow job. I felt his spit running down my ass. Then I knew he meant for that to happen. His fingers started to invade my crack. Chase worked my hole and then started with the fingers. I started to jerk my dick and he pushed my hand away, I closed my eyes and enjoyed him slowly and methodically working his fingers in my hole. I started to rock my body to meet his fingers and he placed a hand on my chest and says just lay there and relax. Chase had three fingers lodged deep inside me.He sucked the head of my dick as he pulled the fingers out, and pushed up until his face was above mine. We kissed and he said, can I please make love you to Mattie. I want to make you feel my love in a whole new way. I smiled and we kissed. Chase grabbed my leg and started to lift it, I started to raise the other one and he put his hand on my other thigh and pushed the leg back down. He said let me do this. I am laying on my back and he raises my right leg up. He rolls me slightly on my side. I feel chase straddles my leg on the bed an slide up into place. His cock is jammed up against my small hole. He says, Mattie, Look up at me. I turn my head and look up at him. Chase says keep your eyes on me. I nodded. He stared down into my eyes and he slowly shifted his body forward, slowly the head of his cock opened up my hole. He didn't rush, He moved very slowly closer to my body. This in turn pushes his cock into me. The feeling was awesome,. I felt every inch of his dick as he slowly and steadily pushed into me.The head finally popped in and Chase smiled down. I smiled back as his hips moved even closer. It was like he was mounting me in slow motion, but the feelings were magnified. Chase said that's it, I am all inside you. We are now one. I smiled at him and he said our bodies were designed to go together for pure pleasure. Chase said do you feel that pleasure. I was in heaven and nodded. Slowly in and out, he worked that cock. Nothing was rushed. He kept saying the most amazing words. Our bodies rocked in a slow rhythm. Instead of him going fast and hard and my body being banged around, he was taking his time and allowing the onside of my body to accept his cock and mold itself around it. Chase pulled all the way out and said don't move. He laid on his side behind me and I felt his cock as it reclaimed its place back inside me, slowly. Chase held me in a light bear hug as he kissed my neck and the entire time, his cock movies in and out like a machine, but slow and controlled. Chase dropped his hand to my cock. He started to jerk me as our bodies merged into one connected body. I was sweating, but my body was on fire. Every time he pulled his cock back out of my hole, I longed to feel it glide back inside me. Over and over, in and out he went. My body was on the cusp of cumming. His hand never sped up, slowly stroking me up and down as his cock worked in and out of my hole. I closed my eyes and I felt the hardest cum I have ever had. My whole body went rigid and I shot cum on my belly and his hand and his bed. His hand slowly kept going up and down on my cock. I finally finished my cum and my body wernt limp. Chase said did you enjoy that hand job. I pushed my hips back to meet his slow thrust and Sid this is the best sex ever. Chase said this isn't sex, this is us making love. No one's needs are above the others. Nothing but pleasure and fun. Chase said do you want me to keep going or do you want me to cum. My body couldn't handle much more. I said you can cum. Chase kept the slow rhythm but the strokes got longer. The slow full pullout, followed by the slow penetrateon over and over. Chase held me tight and said this what makes us always together. I felt Chase slowly thrust all the way in as his cock throbbed deep inside my hole. I felt his cum as he coated my insides with his nut juice. Chase held inside me and said I will forever be a part of you. Every time I cum in you, I give you my essence to keep forever. He held me tight as he kissed the back of my neck. Chase slowly pulled his cock out and turned me over to face him. We kissed and he said, I did my best, I hope you enjoyed it. I said I loved every minute of it. I really did. Chase says so did I. We laid there a few minutes until I had to pee. Chase said, you want anything else. I said just a hug and a kiss when I leave. Chase smiled as I went to the bathroom. I came back and said I guess I need to go home. I started to Dress and chase sat on the side of the bed, naked. He pulled me towards him. He gave me a huge hug as my younger naked body was pressed up against his older more defined body. He kissed me and said we can do anything you want, almost anytime. We got dressed and he took me home. At the stop sign, he learned over and kissed me. I got out at the house and went inside. I was happy and satisfied. I went upstairs and took a shower I still had Chase's load dripping out of me as I to in the shower. Afterwards, I put on a t shirt and shorts ad went to the den. No one was home. I texted mom and she called me. She said, lock the door and stay home until I get there. I said whats wrong, Mom said just stay home. She hung up. I waited and waited. I finally saw dads car and Luke's car pull up. Luke walked in and went straight upstairs. Mom and dad came in and dad went upstairs too. Mom said turn the TV on and find something. I watched as mom went tot he bottom of the stairs and listened. I started the TV and kept looking at mom. I head a door close upstairs and then dad came down the stairs. Him and mom talked and then they walked in the kitchen. I watched as dad put Luke's keys and wallet and iPhone on the kitchen table. They talked some more and I finally heard dad raise his voice and say to mom, that's my decision to make and not Luke's. Mom said something and dad said well football or wrestling, one of them is gone, if not both. He has to learn a lesson. Dad walked through the den and into his study. He didn't shut the door, like he normally does. Mom walked through the den with Luke's stuff and placed it on my dad's desk. Mom came out and closed the doors to the study. She looked at me and pointed to the kitchen. I got up and followed her. We stepped out the kitchen door and stood beside the house. Mom had tears in her eyes. She said Mattie, I need the truth for you. Do you know what your brother is mixed up in. I was stunned at the question. I said no ma'am she said think hard, anything he has said or done. Does he have any new friends. I said I haven't seen anything mom and Luke is very popular at school. I think everyone is his friend. I said what is going on. Mom said I can't talk to you about it. She hugged me and said please let me know if you know anything. We went back in the house. I sat in the den and didn't know what to do. Dad's study opened up and he walked into he den where I was. He looked at me and I could see the stress on his face, but he tried to be calm. He said, Mattie, you will be driving you and your brother to school. After school, you will go to the sharks and do your cleaning. You will take Luke with you and he will help clean. You understand me? I looked up at him and said yes sir. He walked to the stairs and then back up to Luke. About ten minutes passed and mom was now sitting with me in the den. We heard a door shut and we both looked at the stairs. Luke and Dad were both on their way down. They walked into the den and dad said have a seat and spend time with your family. Dad sat on the couch with mom and I was in a recliner and Luke was on the chair across from me. Dad took the remote and started watching some old western. I kept looking at Luke and I had never seen him this pissed. I looked at mom and dad and then back at Luke. We sat in silence. The western ended and a new show started. I looked at mom and dad and they were both asleep, sitting the couch. I looked at Luke and he glanced to make sure they were asleep. He mouthed the words, Did you say anything. I shook my head no and mouthed back, about what. Luke mouthed, Anything. I shook my head no. Luke walked to the kitchen and motioned for me to follow him. He poured some milk into a huge glass and I grabbed a drink. He whispered and said the cops picked him up and asked him a million questions. I said about what. Luke kept looking to make sure mom and dad were still napping. Luke said some piece of shit got his ass beat and ended up in the hospital and claimed I did it. Bells went off in my head, the body knuckles, the gloves. I looked at Luke's hands and he said you thinkI did it too. I said I don't know. Luke looked in the den and then leaned in real close to me, He said no one and I mean no one is going to pick up my brother and take him in the old warehouse and fuck him with one of his friends and not pay for it. Oh my god, Logan that works at the grocery store. They guy Luke has already punched out before. Luke said you didn't think they were going to get away with it did you. I whispered what happened. Luke said I saw Logan at the truck stop and I followed them until he pulled off and then I beat the hell out of him. Thats why I wore gloves and all that blood on my shirt was from Logan. So I had to get new clothes and dispose of anything with his blood on it. He went tot he hospital and then filed a police report that claims it was me. The cops picked me up from Helen's parents house, so that is prolly ruined as well. I was just at a loss. Luke looked at mom and dad and they were still sleeping. Luke said they asked me a million questions, but it comes down to his word against mine, and Chase is my alibii. He used my card and checked me in at the gym so the records show I was there when all of this happened. Luke said, they called dad and he flipped out and came to the jail. Mom cried when she saw me in handcuffs and dad lectured me the entire time. The took a small of my blood, but I know they will not ind a match cause of those thick ass gloves I wore. I said what about Logan. Luke said what do you care. He is nothing but a loser and he used you against your will. Luke said I have always told you, I will always protect you. I told Luke I wish it was just me and him. He said what you mean. I said I wish you didn't need to find a girlfriend and me and you could be together. Luke said where is all this coming from. I said I am just being honest with you. I wish It was me and you. No girlfriend, no drugs, no sex with others, I wish it was just us. Luke said, well, I am grounded for six months, and I have to drop wither football or wrestling. I said I heard dad say you may lose both. Luke said, plus I have to help you at the church the three days you work there. I said don't forget, I get to drive you to school. Luke said don't remind me. Luke said dad took my wallet and asked me where all the cash came from. Luke said I ever answered him, I don't know where to say it came from, but I know it will be a discussion. I just looked at Luke. I said this could be the time to stop everything. Luke didn't say anything. I said you could stop the drugs, and selling yourself to guys. Maybe we could try to be more than just brothers. Luke said I love you, but I am not gay. I said how can you say that. After the group of guys fucked you the other night. They even used me, You going to beat them up too? Luke said that is different. I didn't have a choice and I had to pay up, and you were not supposed to be there. I said so you aren't gay and Luke said no. I said then you are bisexual. Use said no, I am a pussy man. I said so why do you mess with me and other guys. Luke said you don't understand, but we are the sons of the local pastor. This is a small town. How many gay people do you know. I said I know a lot of people that have sex with guys. Like said that is different. How many guys have said to you, I am gay. I didn't reply. Luke said exactly. In this town, in this house, with the pastor as a dad, there is no gay. I said dad knows I am gay. Luke says dad doesn't know. I said I promise. I told him and mom. Luke says well, dad ids going to change that. I said we have already talked about it and I am fine. Luke looked back In the den and then back at me. Luke said try telling him you and your brothers have been having sex. I bet your ass he ships you off somewhere in the middle of the night. I just looked at Luke. Luke said you got to see it from dad's side, the church is against it. It is a sin and he has preached on it several times. Luke said I will tell you what is happening, Mom is ok with it as long as it it quiet. Our dad is ok with it if it is kept quiet, But, our dad the pastor can not be ok with it and remain pastor. So every time you say you are gay, you are putting dad in a no win situation. I said but this is who I am. And dad knows. Luke just said ok. He drank his milk as I just stood there. Was I making things hard on dad? Luke said lets go back before the wake up. I grabbed my drink and we walked back in the den. Luke grabbed the remote and started a movie on iTunes. I sat in my chair and keep going over what Luke had said. Was I making things hard for dad? Was Luke going to get in more trouble over beating up Logan? Was Chase serious about telling me to text him anytime? Could there be something between me and Chase? John would be home in a week and what would that be like now? On top of all this, my school burned down and we were all being sent to he high school. How would that be and what challenges were there? How can my life seem so good earlier today with Chase and now at home, it seems like there are a million problems coming from every direction. Will I ever find true happiness? To be continued...