My
Little Brother's Feet
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Kewl DaD
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My Little Brother's Feet
Chapter
25
Joey's
new boyfriend
Boy
I sure was happy that Dommie and Buster were getting back together
again and that Dommie wasn't mad about me and Jason messing around,
because I was pretty sure I loved Jason. I know that's crazy, but ever
since Joe
left me I'd been thinking about how much I missed having a boyfriend
and
there was something about Jason that made me want him to be the one. I
didn't know how he felt about it, but I sure wanted to find out now
that
I knew Dommie didn't care, but the only problem I was:
what about Amy?
I mean we were sort of boyfriend
and girlfriend but lately she'd didn't really act like she cared much
any
more. She had been spending a lot of time with her girl friends and the
only time we seemed to get together was when she wanted sex. I know I
should've been happy about that, but truth was, I didn't like girl sex
as much
as I thought. I mean it was okay, and sometimes it was fun, but I sure
missed
boy sex. I didn't know how Amy would feel about me having sex with her
brother or if we became boyfriends but I just had to try.
My opportunity came that weekend when Dommie went to
Buster's to spend the night. I was glad Dommie was going to Buster's
because even though he had said it was cool to mess with Jason, I
didn't want to rub it in his face, if you know what I mean. Amy had a
Girl Scout thing all weekend and her mom and dad were with her but
Jason managed to get out of going and he called me Saturday morning to
see if I could come over to "play XBox", but I hoped it was for
something else, something that involved getting naked...lol.
Even though mom and dad knew all about what
had caused the trouble between Dommie and Buster, if they knew Jason
was the other boy, they never talked about and they were cool with me
going over to see him. I think they still thought me and Amy were
boyfriend and girlfriend and that I was hoping to see her if I went
over there enough. Looking back on things I wonder if they were really
that naive or if they just didn't want to believe I was like Dommie. I
mean how could they not know Jason was the one Dommie cheated with? Him
and Dommie had spent a lot of time together those two weeks Buster was
grounded and it didn't take a genius to figure that one out. But I
didn't waste time thinking about that, I just took advantage of their
naivety and went for it.
It was about 10 that morning when
Jason called and I was at his front door like five minutes later. Jason
was wearing nothing but shorts and I got a boner instantly when I saw
his smooth well developed chest. He led me inside and I watched his
cute rear end as he walked and my boner got worse. I was tenting my
sweats pretty good by the time we got to his room. He had the XBox set
up and it looked like he had been playing but I really wasn't that
interested in video games right then and I hoped he wasn't either.
"So....Dommie and Buster
are...uh, back together now?" Jason said sitting down on the edge of
his bed.
"Yeah, but Buster still aint over
it and things aren't perfect yet, but I think they love each other
enough to work things out," I hoped he wasn't going to talk about
Dommie the whole time I was there. I was horny and no way could he not
see the rise in my sweat pants.
He looked at me then and I think
he did notice my boner cause he sort of blushed and smiled, "You, uh
wanna play XBox or what?" he asked kind of nervously.
I grinned and gave him my puppy dog
eyes, the look that Dommie says get to my mom every time, and he
blushed deeper, "We...uh, can do anything you want."
"Anything?" I asked trying to
sound suggestive.
"Well...uh, yeah...I mean..." he licked
his lips and looked soooo cute then and I wanted to just jump on him
and rip those shorts off.
"You remember what we did last
time?" I said blushing a little myself. After all he was older and
should be the one running things. I guess I was used to Joe being in
charge but it sort of felt good to be in charge for a change.
"Uh, yeah...is that what you
wanna do, cause if it is..that's cool."
I grabbed my boner through my sweats
and smiled, "Does this answer your question?"
He laughed nervously, "So....you,
uh...wanna get naked?"
"That's what I'm tryin to tell
ya," I giggled, and pushed my sweat pants down to let my boner go free.
I wasn't wearing any undies cause I figured Jason would give in pretty
easy and I sure was right. He was gawking at my wiener and I had to
remind him to take his clothes off too. It didn't take us long to get
our clothes off and we were both hard. I really liked how Jason's dick
looked with the skin on it and I reached out and touched it causing him
to moan softly. I pulled the skin back and the head was sort of red and
wet and boy, oh boy I really wanted to taste it. I just couldn't help
myself and I dropped down to my knees and started licking it like a
lollipop.
I guess Jason really liked that
and he was moaning and running his hands through my hair and pretty
soon he was grunting and I knew he was close to coming. I stopped
immediately and grabbed his nuts and pulled on them kind of hard. He
squealed and that put a stop to his coming. I giggled and stood up and
he gave me a look like WTF and I just shrugged.
"Didn't want ya to come yet, I got
something else in mind. Now, it's my turn...suck my weenie," I said
taking charge again, and this time it really felt good. I think I
decided right then that if me and Jason did become boyfriends I was
going to be in charge....if he'd let me, and it sort of looked like he
would since he dropped to his knees right away and started sucking like
he was starved. Well, maybe he was and I had some Joey Sauce just for
him, lol.
He was smacking and licking and sucking and
squeezing my little balls and then suddenly I couldn't hold it back any
more. It had been too long since I was with a boy and I was so horny I
couldn't wait any longer to get my nut and when I came I was moaning
and my knees went weak. I think I made more Joey Sauce that day than I
ever had and the way Jason was slurping it down he really liked it. I
let
him lick my dick till it was clean and when it got sensitive I pushed
him
away and he fell back on the bed and just laid there. His dick was wet
looking and I could see it throb with each beat of his heart.
I figured the best way to get
Jason to love me was to give him something I knew he really, really
liked and my little butt was just that. I grinned as I watched him lay
there and I looked around for the lotion we had used last time and
there it was on his nightstand. I grabbed it and he raised up a little
and looked at me and grinned. He knew what was going to happen next and
I knew I had him by the dick, he would do anything I wanted once he got
a piece of my tail.
I climbed up on the bed and
squirted some lotion on my hands and started rubbing it into his boner
and he sort of moaned. I had to be careful or he'd shoot right then and
there so I stopped and put a little lotion on my finger and stuck it up
my boy hole. I didn't need much, just a little to get it started, and I
was ready. I squatted over him and his eyes got wide and
he was grinning really big and I winked at him and he laughed.
"You are so cool," he said
giggling, "you like being in charge don't ya?"
I shrugged, but he was
right...suddenly I did like being in charge and if he'd let me I'd lead
the way every time. "Shhhh...just relax and let me do this." I said
putting a finger to my lips and grinning.
He laid back down and closed his
eyes as I grabbed his cock and guided it into my hole. I sit down
slowly letting his cock sink into me as I moaned and threw my head
back. I get such a rush when I get a dick back there. It feels sooo
good and once I get it in me I want to keep it as long as I can. It's
sort of like I have power over the other boy when he is inside me. I
love how it feels, but I what I really like is the way it makes them
feel. I can see it in their face and feel it in the way they shiver and
shake and hear it in their voice when they moan or talk dirty and that
is such a turn on for me, even to this day.
Jason really showed me that he
liked it. He was moaning and saying my name and he even said the F word
a few times and I just kept on moving up and down on his boner. It felt
like a hard piece of wood wrapped in squishy silk and was so wet it
made a fapping noise as it went in and out. I reached down once or
twice and squeezed his balls just to slow him down and he moaned even
louder, but I didn't want him to come too soon.
I could see the look of pure joy
on his face and he was so cute that I wanted to kiss him but I couldn't
in this position so I told him we were going to switch positions. He
looked upset at first but when I plopped down on my back the look in
his eyes was pure lust. He took charge then and I felt a little
disappointed that I had lost control, but when he sank
back into me I forgot all about it. As if he had read my mind earlier
he leaned down and kissed me and we swapped tongues as he plowed into
me, taking complete control of his nut. I knew there was no holding him
back this time and I didn't even try. It was only fair that he get his
nut now that I had got mine, but I did wish he could hold off a little.
He kissed me once again and then
raised up and grabbed my legs and began to pound me as hard as I'd ever
been f..... I was bouncing around and grunting as he forced the air out
of me and it was a little uncomfortable until I realized I was close to
coming myself, partly because he was hitting that place deep inside a
guy that makes it feel so good, and partly because I was rubbing my
dick even though I hadn't realized it until then. It was such an
awesome feeling that I didn't mind when he began to shoot inside me
because like two seconds later he got splattered with another round of
Joey Sauce.
We were moaning and panting and
shaking as we came and then he fell down on me and we were stuck
together with my goo. His cum was deep inside me and I could feel his
dick still throbbing even though he was out of juice. I found his face
and kissed it all over and then stuck my tongue in his mouth and licked
his braces causing him to giggle.
"I love your braces," I said
softly. "and....I love you," I blurted out before thinking.
He pulled back and looked at me
with surprise, "You...you..do?Really? Cause... I think you are so cool
and so cute and.....I been thinking about you a lot lately. I know
Dommie probably don't want me messing with you, but I....I think I love
you too." he said looking ready to cry.
I laughed and hugged him close
and kissed him again, "No....Dommie thinks it's cool and even if he
didn't, well, I love you no matter what and if you love me too....then
could we pleeeeeze...be boyfriends? I said as my heart beat so fast I
thought it was coming out of my chest.
"You mean it? You mean like
Dommie and Buster?"
"Better, cause we won't
fight...ever. And I won't cheat on you and you won't cheat on
me..right?"
"Never, I promise. If you're my
boyfriend I don't need no one else. You are so cute and so sweet and
so.....so, perfect," he said looking like he was going to cry again,
only this time cause he was happy.
"Then..then, let's do it. We need
to get some rings or bracelets or something to make it official but if
we both want to...then that's all we need for now." I remembered the
ankle bracelets that Dommie and Buster wore and I wanted something like
that for us, but maybe something better.
We just laid there and snuggled
for a long time then our boners came back and this time Jason wanted me
to f... him. I like it from behind so I had him lay down and I crawled
on top of him and stuck my weenie in his butt. I stretched out and was
rubbing my feet against his as I ground into him slowly and the feeling
built.
As the feeling got better and I
got hotter I raised up and started pounding him harder, going as deep
as my little weenie would go and pulling almost all the way out each
time. I was really going at it when the door bust open and from behind
me I heard Amy say, "Oh my God. Well, I can't say I'm surprised. I
shouldnt've known....well, this really changes things," she giggled.
She
didn't sound mad or hurt just amused, but I still lost my rhythm and my
weenie wilted and slipped out of Jason's butt.
I got off and sat down hiding my
shrinking weenie and Jason rolled over and pulled his shorts across his
dick, "Try knocking, why don'tcha," he said angrily.
"Oh, get over it. Just be glad
mom and dad are still in the car. I just came by to get my sash I
forgot. Well, gotta go," she said turning to go as if nothing had
happened, then she spun around and said, "Next time try locking the
door if you're gonna fuck," then she burst out laughing, turned the
latch on the door, and closed it behind her.
I just stared at Jason and he
shrugged, "I guess she wasn't too upset. Maybe she don't care. I
mean....well, what do you think? I mean I don't want to break you two
up. I never even thought about her when I said yes."
I sighed and held my head in my
hands, "I don't know. I don't think I love her anymore and I don't
really want to be her boyfriend any more, I want to be your boyfriend."
"We've really never
talked about this before, I mean how she feels about you. Maybe you
better talk to her first and work things out before we...you know, make
it official."
"No! I mean,
yeah, I'll talk to her, but I want to be your boyfriend no matter what.
I mean, if you do," I said trying no to sound too upset, but I really
was.
He gnawed on
his finger nail then grinned at me, "I want to be your boyfriend more
than anything in the world, but talk to her, okay?"
I nodded, "I
will but meanwhile....she's gone and she locked the door.Want to
finish what we started?"
I know we should've been
upset and worried and all that, but let's face it when you're young and
horny it's easy to put all that stuff aside and get jiggy wit it..lol.
Jason was on his stomach with me on top a heartbeat and my wiener was
already hard and wet. I didn't need to use any more lube since he was
still wet inside and I sunk in and picked up right where I left off. I
was long stroking (well, long for me...lol) and groaning and panting
like a dog on a hot summer day and pretty soon I was close to coming. I
wanted it to last though and I made myself stop and just laid on top of
him for a little while and nuzzle his neck. He shivered and I knew that
even on top I still had a big effect on him.
There was something else going on
in my head that day too, I was thinking about how much I liked Jason
and how hot his body was and that I hardly missed Joe at all any
more. Okay, I guess I should tell you that Joe breaking up with me hit
me pretty hard and I guess I was trying to replace him with Amy. Well,
that didn't work out very well, but I thought maybe with Jason it
would. Only problem was I didn't want to hurt Jason if I was wrong, but
I just knew this was real and I was willing to risk it. Anyway it was
too late to back down now.
I started up again twining my
feet around his and running my hands up under his arm pits to brace
myself. When I started moving again the feeling was twice as good as
before and it didn't take long before I was near orgasm. I didn't let
try to stop it this time and when I came I almost passed out. I fell
down on top of Jason but I was still squirming around until I finally
got all the feeling out. I stayed inside him and closed my eyes and I
think I might have dozed off for a minute or two.
When I woke up I rolled off of
Jason and rested. He snuggled up to me and kissed my face and rubbed my
tummy and chest and I knew I was making the right decision then. All I
ever wanted was someone who loved me and would make me feel good, and
so far Jason was awesome at that. I smiled at him and my heart felt
like it was all swollen up with love for him. I maybe even cried a
little as we kissed and snuggled and we both fell asleep all tangled up
in each other.
I woke up with Jason's cute face
just inches from mine and he was smiling. I smiled back and he leaned
in and kissed me. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and yawned. It was
almost 5 o'clock and Amy and her folks were due back by six. I hopped
up and went to the bathroom and sat on the pot and peed and let some of
Jason's jizz out of my butt. I know that's gross, but it's part of boy
sex and if you don't like it, well just skip this part...lol.
I got dressed and so did Jason
but I didn't want to go until I had to so we played XBox until we hear
the door open downstairs and pretty soon we heard Amy chattering as she
came upstairs. This time she knocked and Jason got up to let her in. He
was as nervous as me but Amy didn't seem mad or upset as she breezed in
and plopped down on the bed.
"So, Joey...I guess it's over
between us, huh?"
"I...I'm really sorry. I didn't
think you were...uh, into me that much any more," I said feeling really
uncomfortable.
"It's no big deal," she said
shrugging, "anyway, I sort of have a girlfriend now."
I guess I must've looked shocked
because she giggled and quickly said, "You know my friend Marcie,
we...we sort of messed around and we liked it...a lot. But we can still
be friends....right?" she said looking a little worried.
I was so relieved that I jumped
up and hugged her, "Yeah, friends...that's cool," then remembering
Jason I shot him a glance and he grinned and nodded, "I guess....uh,
that is Jason and me are, well...."
"Boyfriends," Jason said taking over,
"I'm sorry sis, I didn't mean to hurt you or anything, but I really
love Joey," he said sincerely, then he looked at me and smiled and I
walked over and took his hand.
"No problem Jas, I love both of
ya, and I want ya to be happy, so...this is really pretty cool.
And...we can discuss Joey and sex and all when he's not around," she
giggled as she said the last part. I didn't know if she was completely
over me, I mean I am so cute and so awesome, but at least she wasn't
upset or mad.
I left a little while later but
not before I kissed Jason goodbye and he walked me to my drive and we
whispered "I love you" to each other. I was floating on air as I walked
into my house and my parents could see something was different about
me, but I think they thought it was because I had seen Amy. I
hoped they would never find out the truth, I was afraid they couldn't
handle having two faggot sons, but if for now my secret was safe and
that was all that mattered.
Chapter 26
You
don't have to be so mean
I was trembling as I got ready to go to
school that day. Originally I was going home with Buster and
spending the night but because his folks had to go out of town he was
coming to my house instead. His grandma who had been in the hospital
was coming home and Buster's mom and dad were going to her place to get
her settled. Fortunately they said Buster didn't need to be there and
if it was okay with my folks he could stay with us and boy, oh boy I
was all for that. You know, home field advantage and all...lol.
Oh sure, he had
said we couldn't have sex, but I was so sure that once we got alone it
would happen just like it had every time before and I was so looking
forward to that. I had hardly fapped all week cause I was saving it up
for that night and I couldn't wait to bust a nut with Buster.
I grabbed my lunch and headed off
to the bus with Joey right beside me. He waited with me a little while
before going off to his school and I paced as I waited for the bus.
Then there it was and my guts were roaming around and I thought I would
loose my breakfast but I managed to keep it down and when I climbed on
board and saw Buster I felt alright again. He was grinning and waving
like a goof and I plopped down beside him and he started rattling off
stuff a mile a minute.
He talked about everything except
what I really wanted to talk about and I was getting a little annoyed.
Then I decided that maybe he was as nervous as I was and he was afraid
to admit that he couldn't wait for sex any more than I could. Thinking
this I relaxed and enjoyed the rest of the bus ride to school.
The day seemed endless but
sharing lunch and especially gym class with Buster made it worthwhile.
In gym we showered together and though all we did was look, I was sure
there would be lots more to come once we got alone at my house.
After dressing we headed for the bus and before we knew it we were
getting off at my stop. The walk to my house only took a few minutes
and Joey was waiting for us as we noisily came through the front door.
"Hi guys," Joey said swarming us
and giving Buster a big hug. He had missed Buster too and he seemed
extra happy since we'd gotten back together. Of course he had other
things making him happy too, but I didn't know that just then.
Buster gave Joey a big wet
noisy kiss on the cheek and picked him up and swung him around as he
giggled. I smiled as I watched them, I was so happy to have
Buster back and glad that things would soon be back to normal.
We had a snack and then went up
to my room to change. Joey went off to his room and I guess he wanted
to give us some privacy cause he didn't come in till later. I pulled
off my clothes and when I was down to just my undies I expected Buster
to make his move, but he just went on changing and was dressed before I
knew it. I was a little disappointed but I figured he wanted to wait
till later when we were in bed so we would have lots of time so I
didn't say anything.
We played video games and
Joey eventually came in and joined us till my folks got home. My folks
made a big deal of welcoming Buster back and my mom gave him one of her
famous hugs and he was grinning and really looked happy. We had pizza
and ice cream and watched a movie with Joey in the family room while my
parents played cards at the breakfast table. The movie was pretty good
and
Buster and I sat on the couch and held hands the whole time and we
didn't even mind that my mom saw us when she came through on her way to
the bathroom. Joey laid in the floor at our feet with his cute little
feet in the air as he laid on his tummy and I watched them as much as
the movie. If Buster didn't put out soon those piggies of Joey's might
get a work out....lol.
We snuggled a little but no
kissing while we watched the movie but I think Buster might have still
been a little nervous that my folks might see us even though they had
given us their blessings but it just felt good to be near him again and
I was happy. When the movie ended Joey went up to take a bath and
Buster and I went out back and played with my dog Yoshie for a while.
It was dark cause I hadn't turned on the porch light and I pulled
Buster into the shadows and hugged him and we kissed for the first time
since the breakup. I can't even
begin to describe how good it felt to have his warm hard body pressed
against me and his wet soft lips on mine and I got instantly hard and
so did he. I could feel his boner pressing against me and I just knew
he wouldn't be able to resist me so I reached down and grabbed it.
He pulled away and though he was
breathing heavy he shook his head and said, "Uh uh, not gonna happen
Dommie. I told you no sex and I meant it. Kissing is cool and hugging
and holding hands, but no sex.....I meant that."
I felt like I'd been hit in the
gut and my lip trembled as I turned into a little bitch and said, "You
don't have to be so mean."
He laughed but not like it was
funny or anything, more like he was nervous to see me turning into a
whiny little beatch. "Dommie, can't you understand that I'm not ready
for sex yet? I mean you hurt me a lot and this should be hard for you
too. Are you just so horny you can't think of anyone but yourself?"
I felt guilty, but truthfully I didn't
know why exactly. I just nodded and shrugged, "I....I'm sorry...I just
got carried away. You are like so hot and the feel of your body and
lips and stuff....I just couldn't help myself."
"Let's go in now, I think we need
to cool off a little."
I didn't know what he meant at
first, it was like 40 degrees outside, then it dawned on me he wasn't
talking about body temp, he meant sexual heat. I followed him inside
and we went up to my room. He grabbed his stuff and went in to take a
shower and I didn't even try to follow him or take a shower with him
that time. I just sat there and watched TV till he came out and then
went in and took my shower. I dressed in shorts with no undies and a
tee shirt, but I had already figured out that nothing was going to
happen that night.
I was moody the rest of the
evening and finally Buster had enough and sent
Joey to his room,
closed the door, and and sat me down on the bed and read me the
riot act.
"Look, it's not that I don't love you...cause
I do. I love you more than anyone or anything in the world, it's just
that I can't get over this thing as easy as you have. I want us to be
together more than anything in the world, but it's got to be my way. Do
you understand?"
He paused long enough for me to
nod, then continued, "I'm not trying to be mean or hurt you, it's just
how it is. I don't know how long it will take but look at it like this,
I'm suffering too. I want and need sex as much as you do, and at least
you had some," he said looking a little mad, "and I haven't....not
since you and I were last together."
"I'm sorry," I said softly, but I
knew sorry was too little too late and I hung my head and felt like the
worst boyfriend in the world.
He surprised me by sitting down
by me and hugging me and kissing my cheek, "I love you no matter what,
and when this is over we will be together forever, I swear it."
That simple statement touched me so deeply
that I cried a little and to this day I remember exactly how he looked
when he said that, the look in his eyes and the tone of his voice, and
it still causes me to get emotional. And of course he meant every word
of it and guess what? We are still together some ten years later.
We played video games with Joey
till bedtime and when the lights were out we lay there quietly waiting
for my mom to come tell us goodnight. It seemed like a long time but
when she knocked on the door and I told her to come in I was glad she
was there. She kissed my forehead like always and I reached up and
pulled her to me and smelled her soft hair and I felt like a little kid
again. I never wanted to let her go, but I didn't want to be a big baby
so I finally kissed her cheek and then she kissed Buster on the
forehead and went off to Joey's room.
"Your mom is so cool," Buster
said softly. I sometimes thought that if Buster wasn't gay he would've
hit on my mom and that made me smile.
"She's the best, so's my dad and
your rents are pretty cool too. We're two lucky gay boys...you know
that?"
"Yeah," he said in a whisper,
"Two lucky gay boys." He sighed and I felt his hand nudging mine and we
entwined our fingers and just lay there and held hands for the longest
time. If we couldn't have sex at least we could touch and that was
awesome after being apart so long.
"Buster?"
"Uh huh," he sounded far away.
"Do you really think we'll be
together always?"
"Yep, I said so didn't I?" he
didn't sound mad, just impatient like he was dealing with an especially
difficult child.
I squeezed his hand gently and
then brought it to my lips and kissed it softly, "I love you so much,"
I said choking up a little.
"I love you too, but I don't trust you
any more,"he said breaking my heart all over again.
"I know I messed up, but I swear it
will never happen again. I won't keep anything from you ever again.
Just say you forgive me," I said sitting up and touching his chest with
my free hand.
"I've already forgiven you or I
wouldn't be here," he said simply, "I love you enough to get over it,
it will just take a little time. Am I worth waiting for?" he asked
sounding unsure for once.
I leaned down and kissed him
sweetly, "I'd wait forever for you...you're my knight in shining
armor," I said reverting to my little bitch mode.
He laughed, "You're a dreamer and you
read too much, but I love you anyway. What're you gonna do when you
grow up, write stories?"
"I just might write about the greatest
love story of all time....ours."
I teased, but as you know, it turns out I did just that.
"Will you make me out to be a meanie when you
tell this part?" he asked sounding interested.
"Uh uh, I'll put all the blame on
me...cause that's the truth."
"Dommie, ever wonder what things
will be like a year from now or when we're 16 and old enough to drive
and stuff like that?" he said sounding far away again.
"Sure all the time, but I like
how things are now too. It's like, well...I don't wanna grow up too
fast cause being a little gay boy is awesome," I said giggling.
"For us maybe, not so good
for some boys. I wonder what would've happened to us if your rents
hadn't been so cool."
"Don't even say that,
I couldn't have stood it if they kept us apart," I said shivering.
"I'd of killed
myself," he said simply and I knew he meant it and I was terrified.
"Don't say that, " I
said shivering all over, "cause I'd of killed myself if you did."
"Naw, you wouldn'tve, trust
me, you're stronger than me. You'dve got over me pretty quick."
I wanted to tell him how wrong he
was and I almost did, but the words got lost somewhere between my brain
and my mouth and I just leaned into him and held him and cried a little.
"It's not a bad thing," he said
softly as he patted my head gently, "it's just how you are and
sometimes I wish I was a strong as you."
As
strong as me? I thought how absurd that sounded. "I'm not
strong, you are, but I'm
not," I said stubbornly.
"You just don't know how strong
you are," he said gently, "you're a survivor. You roll with the
punches, but I fight every step of the way."
Where
was all this coming from? He was pouring his heart out to me and
I wasn't sure I could stand to hear all of it. Then suddenly I
realized, I wasn't strong until he told me I was and then I was like a
lion when it came to us.
I held him and patted him as I
listened for hours to him pour out his heart and then he cried and I
held him until he slept. I think that night was some sort of turning
point for our love and our relationship. Never again did I take him for
granted or underestimate the power he had over me, he was my "night in shining armor" and
to this day when I call him that he always smiles then comes through
like royalty.
I know you were hoping there
might be some juicy sex stuff that night, but I'm telling you how
it happened as well as I can remember it and what went on between us
that night was more intimate than any sex I've had before or since. We
shared more than our bodies that night, we shared our souls and we were
changed forever because of it. There would be lots of steamy body
contact once Buster's ego healed, but I was content at that point to
follow his lead and take all that he offered and it made me a better
and stronger person and a much better lover. No one can predict what
they will do in any given situation but after that night my actions
were guided more by my heart and less by my flesh and I had Buster to
thank for that.
End Chapters 25-26
Whew, quite a lot to think about. Sorry for the lack of sex, but Buster
did say "no sex" and he meant it...lol. At least Joey is getting some
and who knows by next chapter maybe Buster will give in a little.
Thanks for all the e-mails, and a special shout out to Aaron who tells
me I have the honor of being the first Nifty author he has ever written
to, bringing my total of
first time responders to five. I have made some new
friends since starting this little series and that is awesome. I
promise to respond to all e-mails and don't be afraid to write more
than a few words, cause I promise my reply will be quite long and
wordy...lol.
Hope you all are enjoying the series and look for more in the weeks to
come.
If you like my style, check out m stories in the Nifty Prolific Authors
Section under the Kewl Dad nick at:
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Hugs,
Kewl Dad
10-31-13 Happy Halloween