Date: Mon, 6 Feb 2012 21:37:41 -0800 (PST) From: Tague Micheals Subject: Little Brothers I It's important to note that about 90% of this story is true. The story is mostly pieced together from parts of 30 some pages of email between me and the protagonist. Emails, like text messages, tend to use short cuts, aren't generally spell checked, and often are random thoughts or threads of ongoing conversations. So if the story seems a little choppy or slightly repetitive it's because most of it comes from emails. I will not tell you what parts are fabricated just go with the fact that most of it is true and above all enjoy. Hugs, Tag_m ...and AJ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ I'm not sure exactly why I'm writing this other than I think it helps me sort shit out. Most of my life things have been pretty simple, day to day stuff with nothing major to interrupt that. Then, out of clear blue sky, or so it seems, all kinds of weird shit started happening. When I say weird, I mean to me it's weird. For someone else it might just a regular kind of life. My name is AJ. Actually it's Andrew J; no middle name. But my dad's name is Andrew J. and so is my grandfather- my dad's dad. Grandpa is called Andy, my dad is called Andrew and that leaves me with, AJ. I graduated from high school last June and right now I don't have any real plans to go to college. I think I will eventually, just not right away. We, my family that is, live on a 565 acre ranch about 50 miles from Salem Oregon. My grandpa says it's been in the family since God was a kid. We've got a few head of cattle and some horses but mostly we grow alfalfa for hay. There are a lot of cattle ranches around here, some big ones too, but there are also people who own a few horses or head of cattle and don't grow their own hay. We sell to all kinds of people and get two cuttings a season. In the old days farms had to be self sustaining so we also have about four acres devoted to fruit trees, raspberries and blueberries, and a huge vegetable garden all of which get us through fall and winter and into spring. I live with my parents and my younger brother Kurt who is 12. I have a half sister who is 22 and lives in Redding California but I don't know her very well. My grandpa has his own house on the property and so does my uncle Steve although his house is farther away. A few months back my dad told me and Kurt that Steve is gay, although he's been celibate for many years. He's known for quite awhile but never told us, at Steve's request, until recently because he is still in the closet and he didn't want Kurt and me to think less of him. Two other people who play a part in all this are my best friend Davin and his little brother Aiden. Davin and I have been best friends since 2nd grade but I'll get to them a little later. So, the biggest thing that happened recently, that is during the summer, was that I finally actually admitted to myself that I'm bi-sexual. At least I think I might be. I mean, I've wondered what it's like to be sexual with another guy for more than a couple of years now. I mean I've always been sexually active with girls since I was 14, and I have a steady girlfriend who I've been with for almost a year now. But I ran across a web site called Nifty while I was web surfing one night. The site has thousands of stories about people who are gay or bi-sexual, both adult and kids. Anyway I've definitely had some fantasies about my dad; about him jacking off in front of me or jacking me off. Fuck that would be so hot. I've also had some fantasies about my best friend Davin and in the last month or so I've had a couple of fantasies about my little brother Kurt, and Davin's brother Aiden. But I'll get to all of that. I realized that I've liked looking at naked guys most of my life. When I was growing up the males in the family would skinny dip in my grandpa's swimming pool, as long as there were no women around. I loved watching the men get undressed and loved watching them run around with their cocks flying and stuff. I know that as a little boy I practically stared at them, at the size of their cocks and their balls and all that hair. I always thought my dad had a huge cock and when I grew into a teen and saw him swimming naked I realized that he had an average sized cock but he has huge balls. I have always loved watching them go skinny dipping and stuff, I love seeing my dad naked and seeing his huge balls, and I always wonder what my dad looks like with a boner. I quit swimming naked with them as I started into my teenage years. I was afraid I'd get a boner and that would have been really embarrassing. It wouldn't have been an issue when I was younger but I think that as a teenager some of the adults would raise an eyebrow. I didn't realize that I was being kind of silly since I was the only guy wearing shorts or a swim suit in the pool but hey, I was a young growing boy and I was kind of embarrassed about my changing body. I had seen plenty of boys naked in school because of PE and being on the swim team. In our school everybody on the swim team had a shaving party the day before leaving for the first meet. One of the older guys on the team had volunteered his house for the past couple of years because he had a swimming pool and separate shower room outdoors. We older guys always invited the younger boys to participate because they didn't know about shaving or how to do it and it's kind of an important part of competitive swimming. So there we were, about 18 naked boys aged 12-18 in the open room for changing and showering before and after using the pool. Of course most of the young guys got hard, especially when one of the older guys started holding their cocks or balls and applying the shaving cream. But it wasn't just the younger boys; some of the older boys did too. Sure part of it was having someone else touching your stuff but there was also an erotic part of it. I knew the younger boys were embarrassed but seeing some of the older guys all boned up helped I think. More than one boy shot off while he was getting shaved or lathered up, his sperm blasting out and sometimes landing on the team mate who was working on him. Nobody got teased for getting a boner or for shooting off. I think people wouldn't say anything just out of sympathy for the situation and the older guys had the same thing happen when they were younger. And plus it wasn't just one guy, I remember it happened on a fairly regular basis. And it wasn't just younger boys either, a couple times even some of the older guys would accidentally shoot off while getting shaved and so you pretty much just acted like you didn't notice it. I'm guessing that some of the younger boys might not have even known what had just happened to them and it was probably scary as hell shooting off all over your team mate. Knowing that is why I made sure I had already done my shaving before I went there. I sure as hell didn't want to shoot off all over my friend Richard's hand as he was shaving my balls or around my cock and I was afraid I might have like some of the others. One of the reasons I already shaved myself before even going there because I knew how it works and only had my buddy Richard shave my head and eyebrows like I did to him. I've heard that in some schools they did it at the school gym with the coaches there helping out along with some boys' dads. In fact, in the past that had happened at my school. The coaches and even some of the dad's were naked and in the showers, the adults helping to shave the boys or their own sons, so when a younger boy shot off, he got the coach or even his own dad. I'm sure that is all gonna change in most schools because of the Penn State thing, at least the coaches being naked in the showers with the naked boys while they were shaving them. Anyway, after the shaving party everyone used the pool and goofed around. Of course there was grab ass going on in the pool so again, boys probably got hard again. I ended up leaving early. The parents of the boy whose house we were at knew they had a back yard full of naked teenage boys so purposely stayed away until after 5 that afternoon. So, yeah, I'd seen my fair share of naked guys; coaches and kids, family, and team mates. But somehow in all those years I'd never seen Davin naked nor seen his cock. We never talked about dicks at all and for the longest time, as a teenager I thought maybe it was because maybe he was embarrassed because he had a small cock or something. Now I have to say that I have a fairly large cock. I am about 8 ½ inches and I'm cut so I didn't have any complex about my dick size but I know boys that do and I just sort of figured that maybe Davin did too. I didn't know much of anything about sex until I was 14 and my dad gave me "the talk." I remember it like it was yesterday! I remember he called me out to the shop so we could have a little talk in private. At first, I was afraid I was in trouble or something, because that was usually what happened anytime dad wanted to talk to me "in private". But he was so totally cool about it, and when he explained he was going to be explaining sex, puberty, and all that stuff to me I immediately became really interested and excited to be hearing it. The entire time that dad was explaining "the talk" with me I was fully hard hearing all this stuff. He left nothing out, and answered every question that I asked him. He explained fucking, blow jobs, how to pleasure a woman orally, explained that he has always had to be extra careful because of how large his balls are, he explained the actual versus slang names for male and female body parts (and thankfully he used slang words for me so that I would know what other kids mean when they talked about them), and even gave me an overview of gay sex which I didn't understand at the time. I learned that boys do stuff with other boys quite a bit. At the time, I was pretty naïve and really didn't think about the fact my dad had to see that I was hard in my jeans; it had to be noticeable and visible to him. I also distinctly remember hoping that dad would literally show me how to masturbate, and was disappointed when he didn't. I came close to asking if he'd show me how! I'm actually completely hard right now imagining what that would have been like if he would have; if he'd gotten naked and literally described what he was doing as he jacked off his cock for me. And even more, to see if he would demonstrate on mine for me! Before the talk I didn't have a clue about cocks or jacking off but after that I did it quite a lot. The second biggest thing that happened was that I saw my friend Davin naked, along with his little brother Aiden last summer. Even though Davin is 18 like me, in some ways he is more like Aiden's dad than an older brother, and Aiden looks up to him like a God. There are a lot of reasons why Davin has had to take over the dad role but I don't want to waste time on that here. Suffice to say that their father is a dickhead asshole prick mother fucker. Enough said. Davin is one of the coolest people I know. He doesn't talk a lot but when he does he has good things to say. He can be a dick to other people but when you get to know him it's a totally different story. But he's never like that to Aiden. He is always loving, caring, and attentive to his brother, he buys all Aiden's clothes for him, basically one for him and one for Aiden in the appropriate size anytime he buys anything. Davin is 6'7', has sort of spiky dark hair and large eyes and Aiden is a miniature version, a 13 year old version of Davin except that Davin is long and lean and has a pretty great body but not all buffed up, if that makes any sense. Aiden is quite tall as well for 13 and has a slender, nicely defined body, he is literally a miniature version of Davin already 6 feet tall himself and growing. Even though he's lean and doesn't have an ounce of fat on him, everything about Davin is huge. From his size 15 shoe size to his big hands; sometimes he has to stoop down while going through a door so he doesn't hit his head. Also, Davin is a motor head. He's currently going to technical school to become a diesel tech and hopes to make really good money after he graduates. He's worked at a car dealership in the service department since we were sophomores, and he's been doing a man's work there pretty much since he started there. He got hired washing and detailing cars out in the new car lot, but it didn't take long and they saw he knows what he's doing and they had him working in the quicklane doing oil changes and simple stuff like that and soon they had him working on trucks in the service bays within a few months. If it's mechanical Davin can take it apart and put it together and he's been like that ever since I've known him. It's like he has this connection with machinery especially with cars, trucks and motorcycles and stuff. He can repair anything. I think he could take a pile of scrap parts and put them together and make them "do" something. Davin does a lot of his mechanic stuff at our place because we have a large area outside and one inside to do that kind of stuff plus we have a full shop with every tool you can imagine, hoists and the whole works. I think Davin's quiet confidence has spoken very well for him, and most people have always talked to and treated him more like an adult than a kid. Plus, he's had to pretty much take care of himself since we were kids and people have learned a long time ago not to give him any shit. Even when we were in junior high he was well over 6 feet tall, and one summer night after a baseball game between 6th and 7th grade a bunch of high school guys were giving us shit and trying to bully us around. It didn't take long, a menacing look from Davin and a few threatening words from him, and they realized they were messing with the wrong guy and were backing off and they left us alone from that point forward. Well one day last summer, and Aiden and Davin were under this piece of shit truck that Davin wants to restore. They were getting ready to pull the rear transmission and differential and something busted loose and the transmission leaked red fluid all over both of them and it soaked through their coveralls and onto their clothes underneath. So when they were done, Davin told Aiden they were going to have to shower because he didn't want to get any tranny fluid on or in his 2000 Trans Am WS6 that he treats better than his girlfriend. At one end of the large shop is a smaller shop we call the machine shop for working on smaller projects. It has a wood stove in there for heat and my uncle does his furniture repair there, often fixing broken antiques. What we have is just a utility shower with no door, no curtain at all, it's just a nozzle against the wall. We have an office sized water heater which isn't even half the size of a regular one so there isn't much hot water at all which is why if more than one person needs a shower you either have to shower together, or wait like 20 minutes for the second guy to take a shower. I was out there the entire time, and so I know that they had never seen each other naked because Aiden was saying it would be kind of weird showering together and that they had never seen each other naked before. Davin was like, "yeah I know lil bro but we gotta do it." Davin got a couple clean pairs of coveralls out of the trunk of his Trans Am for them to put on after their shower, one pair for him and an identical but smaller pair for Aiden. And while he was doing that Aiden was getting naked for their shower. You could tell he was shy about it and all but he didn't raise a stink or anything like that. Davin got undressed first and that was the next big surprise. My friend is huge. His cock has to be 9 or 10 inches cuz I know he's bigger than I am. He was half hard but what was the bigger surprise was that he was completely shaved! I was not expecting that at all, but his cock and balls were absolutely hairless. He's got hair on his legs which aren't shaved, and his armpits have a regular patch of black hair in them, but I was really surprised to see that his cock and balls were completely shaved. He's pretty much like me in terms of body hair, he's never had any on his chest or stomach at all but Davin's legs are hairier than mine with black hair. His ass is completely smooth; very hot looking and very male, with the big male dimples on each side. Before I saw him naked I had secretly wondered to myself if he'd have kind of a flat ass as tall as he is but he doesn't, it's nicely rounded. Aiden, like his brother, is tall and lean, and when he stepped out of his underwear and stood up I could see that he was fully hard. Aiden has got a big cock and already some low hangers especially for his age. He's still completely smooth except for a small little amount of dark pubes starting in a semi circle around his cock, but other than that he's completely smooth. His cock is at least 6 maybe closer to 7 inches and he has a slender butt. I'm not into ass play at all but I can sure appreciate a cute one when I see it and Aiden's ass is nothing but cute. So is Davin's but in a more adult way I guess you'd say. Like I said, Davin's balls are absolutely huge, but hang way down unlike my dad's They hang down so low that they kind of sway around heavily when he's just standing there, and the entire time he and Aiden were in the shower they were swaying around like they're almost heavy. Aiden was fully hard the entire time and I noticed that his big cock bounced up and down with each step towards the shower and his balls kind of swayed around too although not as much as his brother's. They made no mention of each other's nakedness at all other than it was weird showering together since they'd never done it before but it was necessary. Davin was cussing about that fuckin transmission and you could tell he was pissed off about it and since then he bought an old one from an old salvage yard that he claims he's going to rebuild which I've told him good luck with that. Even though they were showering together you could tell they were trying to ignore each other's nudity, well at least Davin was because Aiden was all but staring at his big brother's huge cock. I wanted to. Aiden had an area of transmission fluid along his lower back which Davin scrubbed off for him with soap but other than that they didn't touch each other nor acknowledge each other's big cocks and balls at all. While they were doing all this I was sitting on an old couch against the wall on the other side of the shop messing with my phone, but I was watching from the corner of my eye and noticed that from that distance Aiden still looked completely hairless even though I noticed right after he stepped out of his underwear he does have a small amount of pubes starting in a semi circle around his cock. It was so hot to watch. Davin is so tall and lean with incredibly long legs and his brother is not short either so it was just really hot and plus Davin literally had to duck down to get under the spray because of how tall he is. Davin, with his big cock and balls was just too much and I wanted to jack off so bad but obviously could not. When they were done they walked over to this carpeted area on the other side and toweled off, Aiden's big boner literally swaying around and once he started drying off his cock was flopping around from side to side and Davin's was too. You could tell they went as fast as they could and as soon as they were dry they immediately stepped into their coveralls like they couldn't get dressed fast enough. They did it again a couple months later, and again Davin was completely shaved which was just a real surprise to me because I had no idea. He was never on the swim team, so I assume his girlfriend prefers it that way. Once again Aiden was hard as stone and again he all but stared at his brother's long thick cock. Davin didn't mind, or if he did, he didn't say anything and he didn't turn away. As I said, Davin was like a parent to Aiden and he treated the boy better than their dad ever thought about treating them let alone actually doing it. I have to say that I never had any kind of fantasy about being with Davin. Hell I don't think I really had any fantasies about any guy but when I saw that my childhood friend was bigger than me I actually did start to wonder what it would be like to do something with him although I couldn't have told you what that "something" was. But the fact is I find Davin AMAZINGLY, SMOKING hot in every sense of the word. Yes he's lean and thin, but he is pure masculinity in an almost 6'7" tall package. I love his huge cock that I had never heard him brag about nor even acknowledge, and his huge low hanging balls that sway around on their own because they're so heavy and I fantasize about doing stuff with all of it. All in all I got to watch my best friend and his hot assed little brother shower 3-4 times and every single time Aiden was as hard as any young boy could be. And he continued to sneak glances and even stare at his older brother's body. I really don't think he'd ever seen another male naked before since kids don't have to take showers after sports now and besides they have separate little showers with curtains in the new school that Aiden and my little brother Kurt attend. The last time I saw Aiden and Davin in the shower was really intense but I'll get to that in a second. Nothing much else happened for awhile. We got our second cutting of hay down, rolled, and wrapped; all of our fruits and vegetables picked, canned, frozen or stored in our cellar. Over Christmas it was really nice out; warm with no snow on the ground at all which is unusual for around here. The entire family on my mom's side came to town for Christmas, and we spent the day over at her parents. But it got really boring, and we had been there for hours, so I asked dad if we could ride motorcycles and he said sure. So dad, Kurt and I along with two of my uncles on mom's side and my cousins came over here and we fired up the dirt bikes and road the trails we have through our woods and the fields which were all bare. Davin and Aiden came over too riding their dirt bikes, and so it was a great time. My uncle Steve ended up riding with us too, and my grandpa even did some riding but he didn't come over for an hour or so. We rode the trails for several hours until it started getting late afternoon so my dad said we'd better head for home. We all piled into the mud room, which is like a closed in back porch on the back of our house, to get our muddy clothes off. Both dad and Kurt were completely covered in mud because they had both ridden through a creek which wasn't frozen. Dad told Kurt they were going to need to shower since we were all heading back to my grandparents in town for supper, and everyone else had just put on coveralls over their regular clothes but dad and Kurt didn't, because there weren't enough to go around with all the extra relatives here we had to let them use a bunch of ours. We were all kind of just standing around out there while everyone was taking off their coveralls and we put them in a big pile on the floor because they would need to be washed later, and my other uncle Keith (my mom's younger brother) said he needed to take a shower too. We have a small bathroom right off the mud room with a shower in it, so dad said he and Kurt would shower and then Keith could use it when dad and Kurt were done. So dad started stripping off all his clothes right out there in the mud room, which was no big deal at all because we do that kind of stuff all the time around here. Everyone was talking and laughing and drinking sodas and stuff and dad stood there naked waiting on Kurt who was still doing the same thing but had more to take off since he has an expensive Enduro helmet and gloves that he had gotten for his birthday last summer, knee pads, the whole bit. But I did kind of watch because I was curious what Kurt would look like and wondered if I'd get to see anything since there were a bunch of us out there. Finally he got down to his underwear and stripped out of them and I was shocked to see he was at least half hard, and he bent down to pull off his socks which were still on him but when he stood back up he was fully boned! I hadn't seen my little brother naked for at least a couple of years from when we swam nude at our grandpa's. I thought he was big then for a 10 year old but now, my God. Our dad has huge balls, and I noticed right away that Kurt does too. Their balls aren't low hangers; they're just huge balls in a somewhat tight sac, which makes them stick out more than they would if they had low hangers. And I also noticed that Kurt's cock curves upward when he's hard, and it's HUGE! I don't know its exact size, but I would guess it has to be at least 7 inches which is damned big for a 12 year old boy. He's cut, and has a big head, which was curved upwards toward the ceiling and he has no hair at all yet, except for his head of course but his cock and balls are still completely hairless and I couldn't believe how big his cock and balls are already! He and dad walked over to the bathroom and showered off together and I noticed he stayed fully erect the entire time. His cock is so big that I noticed when he walked over to the bathroom with dad it was literally bouncing around when he walked kind of like BOING BOING BOING! When they were done they wrapped themselves in towels and headed upstairs to get dressed in some clean clothes so we could go back to our grandparents when everyone was done. My uncle Keith showered next and I got to see him naked too but he was completely average sized and he is really hairy which seemed to make his completely limp dick and balls seem really small so I didn't really even pay any attention to him. It was all very casual, no one was staring or anything like that and I was trying not to and was laughing and talking to everyone out there but I can tell you I was secretly watching out of the corner of my eye the entire time! No one said anything at all about it and I haven't either, but damn I am curious to know exactly how big Kurt's cock is although I would never ask him that and I'm sure he's never thought to measure it or anything like that. And his balls are huge, way bigger than mine even and mine aren't small. Dad's got the biggest balls I've ever seen and Kurt is just like dad but Kurt's cock is way bigger than dad's already. Admittedly, I've never seen my dad hard though so his may get big like Kurt's when he gets hard. I am curious if he can cum yet too or if he even knows about jacking off, which I'm guessing he doesn't yet. I know I couldn't cum until I had pubes and Kurt has no hair at all yet but maybe he can. I wished I could find out all of that stuff. My uncle Steve hired Kurt to help him repairing furniture, something he does really well and has a sort of side business. On top of that Kurt and dad have been lifting a lot in a corner of our shop where we work out. The point of that is that dad and Kurt take showers out there afterwards and Kurt always gets fully hard when they do. Like Aiden, I don't think my little brother has seen other males naked except for when we used to swim nude and that's been awhile. My dad is really cool and to my knowledge hasn't said a word to Kurt about it. As I said my dad has really huge balls as well as a terrific body and I've found myself wondering what he looked like hard. And I wondered if he was going to have "the talk" with my little brother soon, like he did with me when I was 14. So in wondering if dad was going to talk to Kurt I also wondered if I could be there when he did it, maybe ask him if he wanted me to be there. Kurt is a lot more outspoken that I was at that age, and being the jock he is I think he is a lot more confident about himself too. Kurt probably wouldn't have a problem asking dad to actually show him how to masturbate and man oh man did I want to watch that and of course being there, I'd have to participate. Since all this stuff had been happening to me and my discovery about maybe being bi-sexual then seeing my little brother's big cock I kind of wanted to do stuff with him, show him stuff. I admitted to myself that if Kurt wanted me to I'd even suck his big cock. I saw Kurt showering out there a couple of times with uncle Steve and every time he did he got hard. To my knowledge uncle Steve never commented to Kurt nor said anything to him about it, which is pretty cool I think. I mean, it seems that the adults in my family understand that boys can get rock hard for almost no reason at all so just took Kurt's reaction in stride. I also noticed that Kurt had started wearing briefs as well. My dad had told me he was going to suggest it to Kurt, and give him extra support down there for his growing stuff that boxers just don't provide. Interestingly enough right after I saw my, not so little, brother in the shower the last time I also saw Davin and Aiden again but that time it shocked me. Based on what I saw, I knew that they had no idea that I was still out there. When I first saw them Davin was kissing Aiden on the lips, naked and in the shower. Now, I have to say, that isn't uncommon. Davin and his brother always kiss on the lips but it's not a long lingering stick your tongue in the mouth kiss. It's a hello I love you kind of kiss, the kind that a lot of families do, I've since discovered, and is quite common in many European countries. Davin always kissed his brother when Aiden first got home from school or if Aiden was leaving to go somewhere and even after Aiden had helped Davin on a project. What I saw that day wasn't even close to those kinds of kisses. I saw Davin and Aiden kissing and I mean kissing. On the lips, a stay there for at least 5 seconds kiss. Davin had his hands on Aiden's shoulders and Aiden's hands were resting on Davin's hips. When they broke it and stepped away I saw that Davin was hard as a rock, his huge hairless cock sticking out from his slender body like a baseball bat. I was shocked and amazed and horny all at once. I'd had some fantasies about doing stuff with Davin but right then, I wanted that monstrous cock in my mouth. I saw Aiden look down at his brother's huge boner and I thought I saw a very tiny smile. I felt like I was spying on them so came into the area they were in just as Davin stepped out of the shower. "Damn, you scared me bro," he said to me and proceeded to grab his towel and start to dry himself off, covering his crotch in the process. Aiden came out as well, his large young cock bobbing in the air and immediately emulated his big brother and wrapped his towel around his waist. I could tell he was embarrassed but I immediately started talking about something else and turned away from them. I didn't want either of them to be so embarrassed that they didn't use the shop shower anymore. That wouldn't have worked for me. So that being said, I was about half shocked when my little brother came to me with a request. Perhaps that wasn't the shocking part. The shocking and surprising part was that both he and Aiden came to me. "Can we talk AJ?" my brother asked. "Sure Kurt, we can always talk. What's up?" "Well it's kind of embarrassing." he said. Kurt didn't say anything for a moment but just sort of fidgeted. Aiden wasn't doing much better. Finally my little brother went on. "Well, dad talked to me about sex and stuff a couple of days ago." "Yeah," I said, "he had that talk with me too only I was 14 when he did it." "That's what he said AJ. He said I was growing up early, whatever that's supposed to mean, and he didn't want to wait like he did with you. I guess when he saw me hard in the shower it sort of hit him. Was that a surprise to you too AJ, my being hard like that?" I was honest with him. "Yeah but I haven't seen you naked since you were 10 so seeing you big and hard like that was kind of a surprise." "I felt kind of stupid AJ cuz I didn't know anything about what he was talking about. Did you feel like that too? And then I got hard again when he was saying that stuff about licking a woman's thingy, and getting my dick sucked and all that stuff." Kurt had sat down on one side of me and Aiden on the other. I felt kinda bad for him, for both of them and put my arm around Kurt's shoulder. "Yes Kurt I did feel dumb and I got a huge boner listening to dad. He knew it too, I mean, how could he not know it but he didn't say anything about it. Dad is pretty cool," I told him. Kurt then went on. "He told me about masturbating then he called it jacking off or something, and that boys do it all the time because it feels so good and they're learning about making sperm and babies and stuff. I asked dad if he'd show me how to do it, how to masturbate. I think I caught him off guard AJ cuz he sort of sputtered and stuttered and stuff. Anyway he said that he shouldn't show me how to masturbate. He said to ask you. He said that boys teach other boys that part of it all the time, that's how most boys really learn about it. He said that a lot of times older brothers show younger brothers and that's okay. It's just not a good idea for parents to show their boys." I imagine that you can understand how I felt in that moment. This was like a dream come true in a way and I think that if Aiden hadn't been there I might have said yes and taken my little brother somewhere private and gotten right down to business. As it was my dick started to get hard cuz I knew what was coming next. "So I was wondering AJ if you'd show me how to masturbate. Well, me and Aiden." I think my dick went to full on rock hard stiff in less than a second. "Aiden too?" I asked, and glanced over at the adorably cute boy, a miniature version of Davin, who kept solid eye contact with me. "Well what about Davin? Have you asked him to show you Aiden?" I asked, and the boy shook his head. "No, me and Kurt just talked about it today and I guess it's stuff I want to know too." The boy actually cupped his crotch. "I was hoping that maybe you could show me too as long as you're showing Kurt." My little head was doing a whole lot of thinking but my big head prevailed. "I see. Uumm, you know that Davin and I are best friends, have been for years right?" Aiden nodded his head. "Okay well I don't think I can show his little brother how to jack off without his being aware of it first. It sounds too much like a sex predator or something." I looked at Kurt then back at Aiden. "This is kinda weird you guys but okay, I don't mind doing it, showing you about jacking off and stuff Kurt but I won't do it for you Aiden unless Davin knows about it first. Okay. You need to tell him what's going on and why this all came about. You can ask him if he'll show you but at the very least you have to tell him that I'm willing to do it but he has to say it's okay. If he wants to talk to me about that's fine too. I can't see your brother even talking about this let alone doing it but you never know." As I said that I was thinking about he and Aiden kissing in the shower and Davin getting a boner over it so yeah, you just never knew. "I understand AJ. I'll talk to Davin and see what he says." I put my arm over Aiden's shoulder and gave both boys a gentle tug. Not quite a hug but almost. "I know it's important to you guys, hell it's important to most boys so let's see how things go." "Thanks AJ, you're the best," my little brother said and gave me a hug. Aiden said thanks and he too gave me a hug and I wondered for a second what it would be like to hug them both without any clothes on. My dick throbbed again. The boys got up and walked out of the shop leaving me there with a hard on from hell. A part of my fantasy was going to come true. My belly sort of churned a little bit at the notion. I got up and checked to make sure the boys were gone and went to a small out of the way corner of the shop and peeled my jeans open to free up my cock. I shoved them and my underwear down a little bit below my nuts and started to stroke myself. I'm still not sure what made me the most hot; the possibility of doing something with Davin even if it was only jacking off, or of jacking off with my brother and hopefully Aiden. I played with my balls as I stroked the top end of my dick, concentrating on the head and using the leaking precum as a sort of lube, which I guess is its actual real purpose. I played with my balls as I jacked off and wondered how much cum Davin made when he shot off. I wondered if my little brother or Aiden was squirting yet and figured I'd know the answer to that in very short order. I can't tell you what else I thought about but I finally got close and before I knew my cock was spewing cum out onto the shop floor. I won't say it was a record setting cum but there was enough of the stuff, about 4 jets of the creamy white goo, before it just started oozing out and falling onto the floor. When it was all done I just stood there breathing heavily and gently playing with my balls and wondering what tomorrow was going to bring. My dick finally softened enough that I could get it back in my jeans and not be too uncomfortable. Once everything was back in place I wiped at my sperm with my shoes, spreading the stuff out so that it would dry in record time, then went outside. About 40 minutes later Davin called my cell phone and said he was coming over and before I could even say hello, he'd hung up. There was an edge to his voice, the kind that he uses with most people but hasn't used with me for ages. I waited in the parking area outside the shop and heard the well tuned roar of his Trans Am's big V8 before I saw it. A second later he pulled up in a little cloud of dust and stopped. I really liked that car. It was painted a midnight black and he'd left the tires and rims stock, figuring why fuck with something that works. The car was Davin's pride and joy. A 5.7 liter engine pumped out 350 horses and was connected to a Borg-Warner manual 6 speed automatic. That car would simply kick anything else's ass in the county as far as I knew, except maybe a 500 horsepower Shelby Mustang Cobra.. Davin didn't get out of the car but sat there idling. I went over and got in the passenger seat. I knew that my friend liked to drive while he processed stuff or just wanted to talk on a meaningful level, not that he and I had done a lot of that. I no sooner closed the door and he took off, rear tires spinning in the gravel. When we hit the macadam of the county road he punched it, laying down twin patches of rubber, then banged second and caught a little squeak then tached it out again. About a mile down the road he backed off the 80 miles an hour he was doing and he finally spoke. "Do you mind telling me what the fuck is going on AJ?" He was pissed but I didn't think that it was with me per se. "What do you mean Davin," I said, playing the innocent but also baiting him slightly. "You know fucking well what I mean." Before I could answer he said, "Aiden just came over and asked me to teach him about sex and how to jack off. I said no right off the bat and he said that if it was okay with me you said you volunteered to teach him, along with Kurt." "Well, volunteered isn't exactly how I would put it Davin. More like shanghaied." I told him exactly what had happened, dad giving Kurt the talk just like he had me when I was 14. Davin remembered that cuz I had told him about it. I didn't tell him how hard I was cuz Davin and I never talked about that. "Kurt asked my dad to show him how to jack off and my dad told him that wasn't exactly a father's job but that brothers did it all the time so go ask me and he did. It so happened that he and Aiden had talked about it and your brother hasn't had "the talk" so he was with Kurt when they asked me and he asked if I'd show him too. I had already agreed to show Kurt and I told Aiden that I would show him too but only if he asked you first meaning if he asked you to show him and you refused. And I told him he'd have to tell you what was going on and why because I wouldn't do it otherwise." "Are you serious AJ? You want to jack off with our little brothers?" Davin was quite taken back by the notion. "I wouldn't say that I `want' to but I'm willing to. I remember when dad told me all that stuff I wanted to learn how to do it and I wanted him to show me but was too chicken to ask. Christ I was a naive 14 year old with raging hormones. Do you remember what that was like?" Davin's face actually softened into a slight smile. There isn't a male in the work who doesn't remember that. "Christ AJ he's just a kid," Davin said softly. "I don't know if you've noticed bro but your little brother isn't just a little boy anymore. He's hung like his brother, or will be." Davin shot me a dark look. "Oh come on Davin, you think I didn't notice. It's not like I looked for Christ's sake but get real. Aiden is growing up fast; he practically stared at you in the shower that first time. I don't think he's ever seen an adult dick until he saw yours. Kurt is 12 and Aiden is 13, their hormones are kicking in just like yours and mine did and they don't understand it. And frankly you know as well as I do that most boys learn that stuff from their friends. For me, I want Kurt to have valid information and if that means I have to provide it then I will. I never told you much about the talk that dad had with me cuz you and I never talked about stuff like that and I kind of wished we had. But he told me all the slang terms for body parts, cum and the whole nine yards because he didn't want me to look stupid around other boys who already knew that stuff. When it finally did happen around other boys I saw how they treated the boys who didn't know and I was really grateful that he'd done what he did, embarrassing though it might have been." I changed tactics a little bit, not that I really needed to. "Do you want Aiden to have to go through that? No you don't. He's your little brother and you love him to death and would do anything for him, protect him at all cost." The look that Davin gave me in that moment was a shock because it was a look that I had never seen on his face before. Davin looked vulnerable, right then in that moment. It didn't last long. He slammed his hand onto the steering wheel and said "Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck." And hit the wheel again. "Goddammit my dad should be doing this not me. That fucking prick bastard. We drove in silence for a short while. I knew enough to keep my mouth shut and let Davin figure stuff out on his own. Finally he said, "I don't know if I can do this AJ. I just don't know if I can." He was quiet for a moment. "Will you do it for me AJ? I mean, if you're going to show Kurt anyway." He let the statement end right there. I breathed in deeply and exhaled loudly. "Yeah," I said softly, "I'll do it. I don't know how but yeah, I'll do it." Davin drove for awhile in silence and didn't disturb that. After a little bit he looked over at me then put his eyes forward again. "You really wanted to talk to me about that stuff, about sex and all that?" I nodded my head. "Yeah Davin, I did." He wanted to know why I didn't say anything then. "Because Davin, you're you. You don't really talk on a deep meaningful level. I mean, you're my best friend and I know you don't want to hear this but I love you like a brother. But you get all antsy about that kind of stuff. You used to make all kinds of fag jokes until you found out about my uncle Steve, then you stopped which I really appreciate. I really needed to be able to talk to someone about stuff like that, like best friends do but I was afraid of you'd react." Okay, so I have to tell you that was the deepest conversation, or speech, that I'd ever had with Davin. I didn't know how he would react but I was glad I'd said it. I'd wanted to say it for a long time and kept biting my tongue. I glanced at him out of the corner of my eye and I could tell that something was going through his mind. Davin has this "look" when he's cogitating. Finally, a mile or two down the road he spoke again. "I'm sorry Bro, I didn't know." He said it so softly that I wasn't even sure that he'd said it, but he did. There was a long pause and he went on. "I wanted to talk to you about some of that stuff too. I wanted you tell me what your dad told you cuz my fucked up dad sure as fuck didn't." I was shocked, beyond shocked. "Why didn't you say something," I asked him. He thought about that for a long moment. "Because it's like you said why you didn't say anything. Because I'm me and I don't ask questions like that and I don't talk about things like that. I don't know how to. I know how to be how I am because it's safe for me. I know that plenty of people think I'm a dick because of the way I am. There's plenty of stuff that I wanted to talk to you about. You're my best friend. But like you, I wasn't sure how you'd react and I wouldn't have handled it well if you'd laughed at me or called me a fag or some other shit even though I'd have known that you were joking. I couldn't take that risk AJ. No fucking way." "Okay Bro. I understand," I said softly. And I did understand. We drove for another half mile and Davin flipped a U turn and we headed back home, mostly in silence. We pulled into my driveway and he stopped right where we'd started about 15 minutes before. I didn't get out of the car cuz I could see that he was thinking. Finally he said, "Okay, look. I appreciate that you're willing to show Aiden about this but it's really my responsibility so I'll do it." I nodded my head but I was sort of freaking out a little bit. I mean, I really wanted to watch Aiden jack off but I also wanted to watch Davin. "So, how about if we do it together?" He shot me a very strange look. "Okay Davin, listen. I think they were kind of planning on doing it together, sort of like a bonding thing or a supportive thing, whatever. It might be easier for you and me if we did it together that way neither of us will fuck it up. Besides, you might do things a little different than me and vice versa." "How can you fuck up jacking off?" he asked me. I shrugged my shoulders. "Jesus fucking Christ I can't believe I'm doing this," he said, almost under his breath. "Okay look, maybe you're right. Maybe it would be better and I know Aiden and Kurt are tight so yeah, okay, let's do it together." I was sure that Davin could hear my heart beat and couldn't help but notice the bulge in my jeans as my cock seemed to hit full on hard in a split second. "Stephanie is out of town for a couple of days. Why don't we stay at her apartment tonight and we'll just do it there?" "Okay, sounds like a plan. Wanna take Aiden and Kurt out for burgers or something then?" He nodded his head and said that would be fine he'd pick us up about 4. I got out of the car and stood in the driveway watching him leave. My heart was hammering in my chest and my dick was pushing at the front of my jeans. It was going to happen. I found my little brother in his room and told him what was going on. He jumped up and slammed into me and hugged me tighter than he had in ages. "Oh man AJ thank you thank you thank you. This really means a lot to me and to Aiden." I held onto him because really, I hadn't held my little brother like that in a long time and I kind of missed it. When we finally broke up and moved apart he said, "I have another favor to ask you AJ." I acted annoyed as if I was put out but both Kurt and I knew that I wasn't so I asked what. "You know how Davin and Kurt kiss hello and goodbye and stuff?" I nodded my head, wondering and hoping. "Well I think that's really cool and I wish we did that in our family." Yeah, and... "So I was wondering. Could you teach me how to kiss too? I don't mean in front of Davin and Aiden but you know, just like you and me alone." Since I'd sort of been wondering what it was like to kiss Kurt I nodded my head. "Right now," he asked. I got up and went over and closed his door then went and sat on his bed and patted next to me. "I think you already know how to kiss like that Kurt. It's pretty simple. It sounds to me like maybe you want to learn how to kiss passionately, like kissing a girl." I swear to God my brother blushed. I put my hand on the back of his head and gently pulled him to me. "This is how Davin and Aiden kiss," I said and pursed my lips then touched them to Kurt's and kissed him. I backed off right away. "See how that works?" He nodded his head so I said try it again and we did, this time it lasted a little longer. "When you're kissing a girl, you moved your lips a little bit, or a lot and after a half dozen kisses or less your mouth sort of opens and you kiss like that." "Is that when you put your tongue in her mouth," he asked eagerly. "Yeah," I said, "That can happen. Okay, so try and move with me okay?" He nodded his head. I brought our faces together again but this time I kept my lips pressed gently against my brother's. I discovered that his lips were as soft as any girl I kissed and he seemed to have a sweetness to his breath. I started to move my lips a little bit and Kurt followed along. I broke the kiss then went back to it immediately and before I really knew it my mouth opened slightly and again my brother followed with me. I moved my mouth a little more, opened it a little more and before I knew it, I was kissing my girlfriend. My fingers started rubbing in Kurt's hair and I felt his arms go around my neck and then it seemed as if he sort of melted into me. We kissed like that for a good minute which, if you don't know it, is a long time really. I finally backed away and so did Kurt but only a fraction. I opened my eyes and saw that his were still closed and he seemed to be breathing heavier. Fuck, so was I and I realized that I was as hard as a fucking rock. I'd gotten a boner from kissing my little brother. Kurt finally opened his eyes, well, sort of. I knew that look. The boy had gotten really hot from it too and I wondered if he'd gotten a hard on. "What happened AJ?" I couldn't say anything. "Gosh I feel so strange, it was like, I don't know if I ever felt like that before. I really liked it." Then I heard my dad calling my name so we buttoned up quickly and I walked over to the door and opened it. "Up here dad, I'll come down," I called to him. I turned to my brother. "Thanks AJ." I nodded my head and left the room.