Date: Thu, 10 Jan 2008 00:12:06 -0800 From: freddie panda Subject: Long Way Home: Love and Passion 1 If you're under legal age and still sniffing in this website, you can't read this chapter cause there'll be some graphic scenes. Hahaha, Who am I kidding. Well you know all the mumbo jumbo, disclaimer stuff. If you're even already reading this, there's no point in telling you to go. So consider yourself warned! All copyrights are reserved to me; please do not use it for commercial purpose without my consent. Bla bla bla. You know the drill. Well just enjoy! Long Way Home Previously on long way home: As I unbuckled his belt, we heard a knock on the door. We panicked and monk hurriedly buttoned his shirt. I got up and opened the door. It was one of the maids just checking what we wanted for dinner. I told her what to make and she left. I closed and lock my bedroom door, then turned back at monk. "That's why we don't rush things. Now where were we?" I looked at him longingly. Chapter 3: Love and Passion My heart was still racing from our last interruption; I walked slowly back to my bed and just sat there saying nothing. Jake was lying spread-eagled now on the bed, also in silence. I can see that his dick has deflated probably because of the shock. Well it wont stay that way for long, I smiled as I thought to myself. Wow Jake's body is really really hot. "wanna continue where we left off?" I said seductingly to Jake. "Wow that sure was a close..." before he finished his sentence, I got on top of him and kissed him. My tongue started to force his mouth open to let it in. I sat on top of his now flaccid dick grinding it back to life, slowly but with urgency. I feel his dick growing hard in his pants, so I started unbuttoning him again. We got back to where we left off before we got interrupted. Then, I broke the kiss and looked down at his face, his cute face, he looked back at me passionately, lustfully. Suddenly he held me and turned around, he got me pinned under him now. He smiled at me and started to undress me. Now him, being the way that he is, did it fast and rough. He just grabbed at my shirt and tore it; I can hear the buttons being ripped off. He sure likes to play hard; he started biting on my left nipple then he sucked on it and bit hard. "OOUCCHH! Don't bite it off you horny monkey!" I said as I pushed his mouth away and rub my nipple. "I'm sorry panda, did I hurt you?" he said snapping out of his frenzy. "It's ok monk, but I still wanna keep both my nipples after today you know." Not wasting time, he got back right to it. He sucked on my nipple again but didn't bite it hard. I'm getting really aroused again by now. I grabbed his shoulder and pulled his mouth to me. He was reluctant about letting my nipples go, I guess he likes it a lot. We kissed again, hard. His hard dick is now exactly on top of mine, I thrusted my hips up lustfully, the heat of our body mingling into one. I'M BURNING UP! I pulled him down and turned around again so now I'm back on top of him. He tried to resist but I wouldn't let him. "Let me be the one in control this time monk, next time you can have me any way you want." He just smiled his sneaky smile when I said that. Wonder what he's concocting in his mind. I traced my finger on his lips again, him opening up and accepting it, licking at it. Then with the now wet finger, I go for his nipple, then to his belly button down to his belt buckle. I opened it and pulled the belt out. I rubbed his hard on from the outside, massaging it, rubbing it, I KNOW I'm gonna enjoy this. "Please panda, enough with the games." Jake begged me. I couldn't hold myself much longer too, so I unzipped his pants and pulled it off. I stopped for a second to take it all in; here in my bed, my best friend in the world with only his boxer on. With a hard on! And I'm straddling him! My heart was beating faster by the seconds now. This is it, the prize that I've been waiting for. Without realizing it, my mouth went right down to it, sucking and biting softly on his boxer covered hard on. I wasn't even thinking how rubbery yet hard his dick was until we were done. I pulled his boxer off and engulf his burning rod with my eager mouth. I tried my best to keep the teeth away so I wouldn't hurt him. I sucked on his dick like it was the best candy ever. As soon as I sucked on it, Jake started to moan. "aahhhhh.. This... is... awesome!" his breathing was short and heavy now. It sounded like he's running a marathon. Then I used my tongue to play with his piss slit, " aarrgghh.. Slow down... slow down... I don't wanna cum yet..." He was using all the power he had left to slow my bobbing head. I wouldn't let him, in the heat of the moment, my lust and need overcame me. I was a boy possessed, I kept on sucking and licking like there's no tomorrow. I was greedy, I was hungry, and I wanted MORE! He is trashing about in my bed trying to hold back his orgasm. "Pan.. Panda.. if you don't slow down... ARGGHH" he is panting hard now, he tried to push me back weakly. I kept on sucking on his dick ignoring what he said. I don't think anything can stop me now, I'm going berserk, I don't think I can even stop myself. Then I felt his body stiffen and he stopped trashing, it's funny how movies show that everything seems to go in slow motion when you're at the climax, because the way it happened was before I knew it I can taste his cum in my mouth. Some of it went straight down my throat while some was still left in my mouth. I kept on sucking his now semi flaccid dick, milking every last drops of his boy juice. It didn't taste bad really, I kinda liked it. After some time he pushed my mouth back, his dick now sensitive from the sucking he just had. I looked up at his face, a contended smile and warm loving eyes looked back at me. "I would say I'm sorry I didn't warn you I was cumming but it seems you liked the taste of it", he smiled to me. "Why don't you taste for yourself", I crawled back up and French kissed him, sharing some of his cum with him. He lay there limp on my bed accepting my kiss, I can't imagine how drained his body is. Even I was drained and I didn't even get to blow my wad yet! He started to rub my thighs and went to play with my pants covered erection; I reached out and grabbed his hand, stopping him. "Not now cutey, lets save that for later", I kissed him lightly. "Ewww did you just call me cutey? I'll show you cute!" he tried to pull me into a wrestle but he was too tired to do much. "Yeah don't you know how cute you are? We how many girls have drooled over you and here you are lying naked with me in my bed, cuddling me after having the best sex ever!" "Who wants to cuddle a stupid panda? And I'm not cuddling you right now am I?" he looked at me and stuck his tongue out but then cuddled me anyway. "I wanna stay this way forever Jake", I said as I rested my head on his shoulder. He knew I meant it, I never call him by his name unless it's something really serious. "I do too panda, but we only have about two more hours before we have to get ready for the movies. You sure you don't want me to take care of this?" he rubbed on my now flaccid dick, his touch got it hard instantly. "Nah, maybe I'll let you later." I teased him, and I know how weird that might sound, a horny teenage boy rejecting a free handjob or even a blowjob? Is this kid stupid? As weird as it sounds, it is actually fun to hold yourself back; Makes it all the better when you get to blow your wad. He was out like a light in no time still holding me in his arms. I lay there looking at his sleeping face, so peaceful and calm. As I lay there, guilt started to creep within my head; should I be doing this now? When I'm about to leave? With my best friend AND a boy nonetheless! I know I can't help whom I fell in love with, but think what would mum and dad feel if they found out? What would Evan feel when he found out! His brother likes guys! Argh this is all so confusing! I tried to push the guilt away back; I don't know where these all will lead to but I do know one thing, I AM happy right now. I don't want to care about anything else for now. I just want to be with Jake for now, that I know for sure. For the next hour or so I just lay there in my bed with this beautiful boy lying next to me, holding me. All that time I can't keep my eyes away from him. I LOVE HIM! I held him by the waist and felt how soft his skin was, he shivered when I did that. I didn't let him go but just stayed still enjoying this moment. Before I knew it, sleep finally caught up with me. I was woken up an hour later by some noise. As I drowsily opened my eyes, I saw Evan standing in my bedroom. He just stood still there staring at me and Jake. I didn't realize it at first, but then it hit me, Jake's NAKED! And I only have my pants on! I had remembered to lock my bedroom door but forgot to lock the one going to our adjoining bathroom! I didn't know what to do; I just lay there looking back at him. Shit, what do I tell him now! Fuck didn't I remember to lock the bathroom door. C'mon brain make up an excuse! Now! And fast! "erm... why is Jakey naked? Hey his peepee looks different from yours or mine. What's that?" I didn't even notice that Jake was not circumcised. "Because he's feeling hot. And it's not polite to stare Koda! Can you go out for a bit so we can get dressed?" man that was a lame answer, but I can't think of anything else to say. "Ok I'm sorry, but you didn't have to yell at me!" Evan yelled as he went out of the room. I hurriedly shook Jake awake and told him what happened. Then as Jake was getting dressed, I went to Evan's room. I got in and saw that he was sitting in his bed watching the tv, pouting. "Who told you can come in?" he said sounding angry. "Look, I'm sorry I yelled at you Koda. You just surprised me, that's all. I didn't mean to yell at u." I walked and sat next to him as I said that, "C'mon don't be mad ok?" He tried to scoot away from me but then I pulled him to me and tickled him. he laughed hysterically and squirmed. "Ok... ok... stop first!" I stopped tickling him and he was catching up breath, "ok I'll forgive you, but don't ever yell at me again." "I promise you I won't. Unless, you're being really bad." I put my on his shoulder and pulled him to me. "You smell, stinky panda! Get away from me." Eventho he said that, he still scoot over to me. "So what? You're stinky too Koda, stinky bear!" "Well let's go shower then you stinky bear! We have to leave for the movies soon anyway." I went for a second to my room to tell Jake everything's ok and got back to the bathroom, Evan's already in there taking his clothes off. I stood there looking at my cute lil brother, man he's going to grow up hot! It's sad that I won't be around much to see him grow up. Why the hell do I have to go away!? "Do I have something on my face? Why are you staring like that?" oops he caught me staring at him. "Nah, just thinking how much I'm gonna miss you when I'm gone. Don't grow up too fast ok koda." His eyes started to tear again. Stupid me just had to bring up that subject! I still have one month to enjoy here at home, let's not think about going away for now. "aww sorry koda, I didn't mean to make you sad. You'll see me often, I promise. I just don't want us to grow apart. I want you to promise me that you'll still tell me when you have problems ok, or secrets." I smiled at him. "I will call u every chance I get. Do you really have to go? I don't want you to go... can't you just stay?" he moved to me and hugged me. "Lets forget about it for now ok Koda? Holiday's starting soon! Lets just think about that. Now go wash up you stinky bear." "I don't wanna shower in the tub, I wanna get in the shower with you!" he said "Fine fine but we gotta hurry ok." We finished stripping and he got in the shower with me. I started the shower and then washed my hairs, then I got more shampoo and put it on evan's head. I scrubbed his head while he soap himself. "hm.. that feels real good." He was getting really relaxed and he moved back to me and rested his body on mine, "I'm gonna have to get you to wash my hair everyday now." I'm really enjoying this moment but there's a small problem, with him resting his soapy body on me, I'm getting a hard on. And from where I am standing, I can see that he has one too! "Is that you peepee pushing at my back panda? hihi it got hard" I was a little embarrassed by it. "Well stop moving around then, you're causing it!" That was a big mistake, cause as soon as I said that he laughed and moved around more. "Stop it will ya Koda." I wrapped my hand around his body and hug him to make him stop. He stopped moving but I didn't let go, I just froze there. Man his body is really smooth, I wanna kiss it allover. Shit, why am I having these thoughts for my own baby brother? Stop thinking about it! I let him go and turned the shower back on to rinse our body off quick. I grabbed a towel when I'm done and quickly dried myself. Then I practically ran to my bedroom to change. All the while, Evan just stood there confused. He grabbed a towel himself and dried off and went to his room to change. "What's up with you panda? What's the rush dude?" Jake asked me when I ran back to my room. "Nothing, it's nothing. Just go shower monk." I really need to sort some things out in my head. I didn't really think much about it, not that I don't want to, but I just don't know what to think about it. I mean it's natural to get a hard on when you're feeling good right? Right? But from your own little brother? Oh man now I'm REALLY confused. As I was lost in my own thought, I didn't realize that both Jake and Evan are done dressing. Jake got back in the room and shook my shoulder. "Dude, what now? Stop spacing out! You're freaking me out. Go get ready, we have to leave soon." He didn't push me for answers cause he know me better than that. After I was done getting ready, I called Sam's cell phone to tell him that we're going to pick him up. "Bear are you and your sister ready? We're going to your place now ok?" "I'm ready but my sister isn't. The little runt is taking forever, just come here you guys." "I wanna talk to bear!! I wanna talk to bear! LEMME TALK TO BEAR!!" Jake was his usual hyper self running here and there trying to grab the phone from me. "ok ok, you don't have to yell. Geez you really are the second monkey." I said as I gave him the phone. "hey bear, its evan here. Why haven't you been around lately? I miss you, you know. And the bad monkey keeps bugging me when you're not here." Evan stuck his tongue at Jake when he said that. I could barely hear what Sam said but Evan smiled and nods enthusiastically, "ok that sounds like a good plan! Hit him hard for me! I'll see you soon bear, love you!" and he hung up. "Calling me a bad monkey again... I'll show you a bad monkey!" Jake said as he chased Evan to the door, he caught him and grabs Evan up and spanked him lightly. "Ok lets go already. We don't wanna be late." I smiled and walked to the door. They looked at each other, smiled and said in unison, " YES MOM!" and they ran to the car. "C'mere so I can spank you both!" "Not today mom." They laughed. "You guys better be nice to me cause I'm the one driving the car. You don't wanna get into some accident do you?" I joked. The drive to Sam's house was not long and really noisy, well what do you expect with two monkeys in the car. When we got there, monk was at the door smiling. "I can hear you guys coming from 2 blocks away, seriously." "Well when you pit in 2 monkeys in the same car, that's what you get." I said to him. That bought me 2 hits from Jake and Evan each. "Ouch, so you two are ganging up on me now? Bad monkeys.. baaadd monkeys!" I said as I ran up the front step to run from them. "We'll get you when you're sleeping!" Jake said. Sam's parents greeted us when we got in. of all of our parents, I like Sam's parents the best. I mean I love my mom and dad but I never have too much interesting conversation with them. Cause you see, Sam's dad is a professor of psychology teaching in one of the university in our city, and I'm really interested in psychology. While his mom used to work as a social worker before she got pregnant with Kayla, sam's little sister. She is the best, cause when you talk to her, she don't treat you like a kid, like most parents do. Sam ushered us to sit in the living room with his parents while he go up and check on his sister. "So I haven't seen you guys in a while, how have you been doing?" sam's mom asked us. "We're good thanks Mrs. Michaels. And how have you been doing?" "Not too bad myself. Would've been better if you guys visit more often tho", She joked. "I heard you're going to go abroad steven, when are you leaving?" sam's dad cut in. "In about a month Mr. Michaels." "you don't wanna go with him too jake?" he asked smiling "are you trying to get rid of all of us mr. Michaels?" jake joked, "but nah I don't want to, me taking care of myself? not gonna happen anytime soon. I would end up having panda be my mom!" "witty as always jake. so what's your plan steve? Finish highschool and university there? Or come back here for university?" "I haven't really planned anything sir. I'll just see as it goes." "you'll come home often won't you? I'm sure evan will miss you if you don't", mrs. Michaels said. "I'll be back as often as I can, but you guys have to visit me there too. Maybe sam and jake would be persuaded to move there", I said. We went on chatting and not long after sam and his sister came in the living room. "ok, finally we're ready to go. Kayla say hi to everyone." Sam said. She said hi to everyone then she looked at evan. evan haven't been around sam's place often enough to meet Kayla. "evan meet Kayla, my little sister", sam said. Evan blushes and hides behind me holding my hand. It's funny that he would get shy all of a sudden. "c'mon buddy be a gentleman and introduce yourself", I told him. he hesitantly held out his hand and introduced himself. "aww look at how cute your brother is getting shy like that. maybe he likes Kayla", bear teases Evan. Everyone laughed and I smiled a little, I can't help but feel a little jealous. I don't know why I just did. "well ok lets go or we're gonna be late for the show." I said as I ushered them to the front door. "it's been nice seeing you guys again Mr. And Mrs. Michaels. See you soon." We said. "bye mom, bye dad. We wont be back too late." Sam said. "bye mom, bye dad, I love you." Kayla said. "ok have fun you guys, and don't be a stranger Steven, Jake and you too Evan." Mrs. Michaels said. "drive safely!" Mr. Michaels said. We got to the theater in 20 minutes. The trip was kinda weird, because evan was a lot quieter than usual. So it's mostly me, jake and sam talking. When we got there, Sam asked evan and Kayla what they wanna watch. They picked on some animation movie. "ok I'll go line up for the ticket and you guys take Kayla and evan buy some food." Sam said. "you know what, I need to talk to sam. Can you take them to get some food monk?" I looked at jake. "ok, do you guys want anything? Popcorn and soda?" jake asked. "sounds good to me", sam said. "I'll have what you're having monk." After that, the three of them went to get the food. I stood there in line with Sam. "so what's up?" sam asked me when he saw that I'm not gonna start talking on my own. "I told him bear." "you told him? who? Told what? Ooo you told jake how you felt?" he finally caught on. "yea I did." "well what did he say? he said yes didn't he?" "how'd you...? Nevermind, you're scary you know that? sometimes I think you can read our minds." "haha, it's kinda obvious really. You think I haven't notice how he looks at you? And to be honest with you, he actually asked me about the same thing before u did." "WHAT?! Then how come you didn't tell me when I talked to you! You jerk!" I punched him playfully. "I don't think I should be the one delivering the news. You both should do it on your own. And plus, I was having too much fun watching you two." He laughed. "BOO bear! I hate you." "naw you know you don't." "hehe you're right." I smiled, "well after that, we started to make out..." he closed his ears as I told him what happened, " LA LA LA LA too much information, I don't wanna hear about the gross part." "haha that's what you get for being a jerk." I said to him. After we get the tickets, we went to the concession area to look for the rest of them. When we found them, I couldn't help but laugh and sam joined in too. They were holding a big load of food, from popcorn to hot dogs to candies. It looks like they cleaned the whole place. "oh my god monk, are you trying to give them a stomachache?" Sam laughed. "did you buy everything they have monk?" I joked. "hey what can I say, I'm hungry. If you don't want em, I can have all of em." "well you can have most of em, I don't think I have enough room for all of those." I said still laughing. We got in the theater and found our place, jake picked a spot next to me before anyone else. Sam just smiled as he saw this. But then evan started to whine that he wants to sit between me and jake. "I wanna sit between you guys..." he whined before I could say anything, sam jumps in, "awww I thought you missed me, you don't wanna sit next to me?" he winks at me as he said that. evan thought for a second and then smiled, "hehe ok I'll sit between you and panda." "I guess we owe bear one", Jake smiled and whispered to me. We started eating our food while waiting for the movie to start. We still have 10 more minutes before the movie starts. Evan is now back to his hyper self, talking to me and bear back and forth. He even talked to Kayla a bunch of time. Then the theater darkens as the movie starts. Then I felt a hand crawl up my own. Then jake leans over to me, "I love holding your hand panda, I love sitting close to you, I love being here with you... I just love you..." I blushed listening to all the things he said, not that I'm complaining, I love being here with him too, I love him for having the initiative to grab a hold of my hand, I love him... I LOVE HIM A LOT! Words can't describe how I feel. All I could do, all I wanna do and what I did was held his hand back, then I pulled his hand closer to my lips. I kissed it gently, once, twice, three times.. then rested it on my chest. I want him to feel my heart beat, hear it beat with his hand, hear it tell him how much I love him. I was happy. I was satisfied. I WAS IN LOVE! All through the movie, I didn't notice anything but him and me, sitting next to each other. And before we know it, the movie ended. I felt someone pulls on my shirt hand. Then I saw evan looking at me, grimacing. "what's up buddy? What's wrong?" I panicked. "my tummy hurts panda. I think I drank too much coke." He was looking pale and holding his stomach. "oh shit how much coke did you drink? Why did you drink soo much?" I asked worried. "dude who cares about that? we need to get him something for his stomach." Jake said a little too calm irritating me. "I shouldn't have let you buy the snacks alone, this wouldn't happen if I or sam bought the snacks." I snapped at jake. "panda chill ok. Let's not focus on who's to blame and just get something for evan." Sam tried to calm me down. "fine lets just hurry! koda buddy can you hold on a little longer? We'll get you something to make it better ok?" I carried him to a chair outside of the theater. Sam ran to the nearest drug store. Big beads of cold sweat formed on his now pale face, and he started to sob still holding his stomach. I was getting more worried, all I can do is wipe his sweat while waiting for sam to come back with the medicine. Hurry up will you sam... I hope it's nothing serious, c'mon sam where are you, my thoughts raced with my heartbeat. jake tried to calm evan down by rubbing his back, it didn't help with the stomachache but it did help calm evan a little. Evan clung to me with one hand while still squeezing his stomach with the other. Kayla just sat next to us crying. I guess she was afraid. I tried to calm her down but was kinda hard with evan clinging to me. So I told jake to calm Kayla down. A few moments later finally sam came back with the medicine. I gave it to evan quickly, and then I waited. Evan suddenly barfed on me, I was shocked, "what the hell was that sam !?! what did you give him ?!!" "calm down panda, that's suppose to happen." Sam said to me as he held onto my hand. After he barfed all of those junk food, evan sobbed a little still clinging at my neck and then he finally fell asleep. I tried to pry him lose to clean my clothes because I started to reek but he wouldn't budge. Jake drove quickly to drop sam and Kayla home, we then said our goodbyes. After that, it was only the three of us. With evan still sleeping, we sat there in silence. "I didn't mean to have this happen you know?" jake silently said. "it's ok monk, it's not your fault. Sorry I snapped at you." I said kinda coldly, I didn't mean to, I was just really tired. "I'm sorry panda, you too kiddo", he rubbed evan's hair gently as he said that. evan just purred in his sleep. When we arrived at my home, we got in silently so as to not alert anyone. we would be in so much trouble if we get caught. I carried evan to my room and took off his clothes, he got some barf on himself to. "monk, can you get me some warm water and a washcloth. I need to clean him up a bit." "you look like you need to clean up yourself, why don't I clean him up and you go shower" "nah, I'll do it." monk went into the bathroom and got me the water and washcloth I asked for. I stripped evan naked and started cleaning him. he didn't like being disturbed from his sleep, "come now koda, you smell of puke, let me clean you up ok buddy?" "can I sleep with you tonight panda?" "of course you can buddy, as long as you let me clean you up." as I wiped him clean, I can't help but notice his small dick. Now getting hard from all the touch. It was small and cute even when it's hard. about 3 inches hard. I tried not to think too much about it but my dick had its own mind and got hard. then I quickly put on his pajamas and told him I'm gonna take a shower first then I'll be right back. Jake followed me to the bathroom and took all of my clothes off, then he started to strip. I turned on the shower and he walked in with me. He massaged my back and my neck, "loosen up panda, you're so tense." Jake whispered to my ears. "not tonight monk, lets just wash up quick and go to bed." I said to him. he grabbed my stomach from behind, his hands moving down to my now growing dick. I can feel his hard on pressing on my ass. Oh man I want this to last longer so bad but not tonight. Just not tonight. He grabbed my dick and pumped me fast, didn't even took me 1 minutes to release my load all over the shower glass. My knees went weak and I fell back to him, he steadied me while kissing my neck, whispering to me, "I'll definitely give you something better tomorrow babe." We cleaned up and then got out of the shower, each grabbing a towel to dry ourselves. Then he pulled me to him and kissed me, prying open my mouth with his tongue. Oh how I wish we can have some fun now. But I can't, I gotta go take care of my baby bro. I reluctantly let go of him and said good night, "good night panda, I'm sorry for what happen. I love you." I pressed a finger on his lips, "it's not your fault. I'll see you in the morning." I walked to my bedroom door but then stopped and turned, "oh and jake", he looked back at me, " I love you too." I got in my bedroom and turned on some slow music and got in bed with evan. eventho he was sleeping, as soon as I got in the bed, he grabbed one of my hand, held it close to his heart and snuggled back to me. I turned the light down and held him there. "I love you koda, I love you a lot." I whispered to him, kissed his cheeks and held him close to me. _______________________________________________________________________________ Author's Note: okkkkk don't beat me to death! I'm sorry this chapter took forever to write, I was busy with some stuff and then I went away for the holidays. No excuses tho. I really am sorry to all the readers out there. I hope you guys are still interested to find out what happen next. Please leave me a message, if you wanna yell at me or give comments or whatever. You know my email (Freddie_Thomas@hotmail.com). I'll be looking forwards to hearing from you guys. Love, Freddie P.S. comments on the sex scene on the beginning of the chapter would be greatly appreciated. Any way I can improve it?