Date: Wed, 23 Dec 2009 08:38:33 -0800 (PST) From: D One Subject: Looking Forward Jason stood among the cousins, uncles, aunts and other relatives he didn't know. Arnold, still wearing his uniform and his parents had arrived and everyone was greeting them. He wasn't a kid anymore but Jason felt like it standing there. He nodded during the introductions. Arnold glanced at him and proceeded to greet others in the crowd. "That's it everyone go back to what they were doing" His Grandmother said and the crowd dissappated like a dismissed army. "Hey" Arnold said. His green eyes sparkled as he returned his look at Jason. Jason smiled back and felt umcomfortable. There was something more then distant cousins greeting and he felt it. "Where are you?" he asked and Jason looked confused "Your room" Arnold added. "Oh uh back stairs all the way up" Jason said "alone" he added not sure why he did. "Cool" Arnold said "I'm in the guest house with the folks. Had to, you know just back and all" he said. Arnold had just returned from overseas Army duty. Jason nodded "Well you know where I am, you can uh crash or whatever" he added. "Later" Arnold said as he adjusted the canvas bag and then turned back "be ready, I've been gone a year" he smiled and cupped his crotch while glancing around to see if anyone was watching. Jason laughed at what he thought was a joke. He watched as Arnold left the main house following his parents across the lawn. He hadn't seen the cousin since they were kids since he lived across the country. Now they were both grown up, legally adults in fact. But he felt like a kid. Running across the lawn barefoot, feeling the air flow over his bare chest and legs, Jason ran while several cousins chased him. The tackled was hard but fun. He didn't know who grabbed him. Wrestling in the grass with two other cousins, Arnie and Jeff, he heard his own laughter, felt hands grabbing his shorts. He ran naked after them to regain his shorts. Jason lay on the bed, remembering summers past. Each memory recalled Arnie now called Arnold. They were young then. So much time had passed, so many memories, so much had changed. "Hey" Arnold had come through the open door. "You really ought to keep the door closed when you're jacking" he said. Jason's hand held his erection tent at the time. "Oh shit, I uh was just thinking" he said pushing his boner down. "Yea I see" Arnold pulled his tshirt off. He had changed from his uniform. His shorts were next. His body was fit. Jason stared. "Boy you've changed" he said. "You haven't" Arnie had climbed on the bed on his knees. His hand was stroking his cock which was gaining blood and hardening. "Yea I have" Jason said looking down at his smooth torso and tented underwear. "No you're still hot" Arnold said reaching for Jason's shorts and yanking them. "Fuck man, what are you doing?" "Yea exactly" Arnold had pulled the shorts off Jason's legs and was moving closer forcing the legs to slide up his body and over his shoulders. "I haven't fucked in a long time so this may be rough, can you take it?" He smiled. His developed chest was heaving with his deep breaths. Jason didn't say anything. He was mesmorized. Glancing at the door, he saw it was closed now. They were alone in the rear garret. Originally a place where the servants were housed, now it was the safe place for Jason to realize what he had assumed for years. "Here you go bitch" Arnold said as his cock pressed through Jason's virgin tight butthole. He didn't see it as so virginic, using carrots, cucombers and a stolen dildo over his teen years. The discovery that first time was fresh in his head during one of the usual wild masturbations when he fingered himself. "Nice ass kid" a stranger had told him in the back of a nearby adult video store. He had sneeked through the alley doorway and fed quarters into the booth machine. Watching naked adults on the screen, he jacked his teenage boner. The man smiled at him when he left. "God" Jason said feeling the pain and yet odd feelings as Arnold's cock moved into him. "Just breath normally" Arnold instructed. He had stood nearly naked in the barracks that third day as he waited for a uniformed authority figure to explain what was going to happen to them. He learned about the physical, clothing, processing. "You like this son?" the face moved close to his. He didn't know what to say. "Stuff that thing back in your pants and calm down" he smiled. Arnold felt his cock not only out of his fly but half hard. He blushed as the others laughed. "You come with me" the face belonged to the same man who was dressed in civilian clothes now that ngiht. He followed the guy to the back of the barracks and into a store room. "Better do this quick" he said lowering his pants. Arnold had fucked a guy before during the night after his Senior Prom. It was a classmate. They had been drinking and smoking. "We can finally do this" he said to Donnie. "Nobody will care now" they hugged, kissed, stripped and fucked in the weeds. Donnie and he had been joking around for months, flipping towels in the locker room and making jokes about blowjobs and buttfucking. Then "You wish" comments Donnie made made sense. Arnold fucked twice exploding inside the guy and they ran bareass across the sand into the lake where other graduates were skinny dipping. "Just relax" Arnold said as he pulled his cock backwards as if to leave Jason's ass. The fantastic feeling made Jason gasp as if a large bowel movement was happening. It made his body shiver with pleasure. "Now take it again" Arnold pushed back in. Jason realized his hips pushed back onto the cock that was finally defining him. "Want to share?" the man said. He seemed nice. Jason went into the booth with him and watched the films the man played. They were different then the ones he had selected. Two men and a women were touching each other, using their mouths. One man was putting the other's dick in his mouth. Then a man inserted his dick into the woman while the other man inserted his dick into the first guys butt. The man in the booth had his own dick in his hand. "Want to touch it?" he asked. Jason did. He ran his finger all over the man's dick. It looked much larger then his own. "Grab it" He wrapped his adolescent hand around the man's dick and slide it up and down. "Let me do yours too, it'll feel good for both of us" the man's hand had unzipped Jason's fly and was soon doing to Jason what he was doing to the man. The orgasm was in his memory for years. "God fuck me fuck me" Jason was chanting as Arnold increased the speed of his hips pushing his cock as deep as possible into Jason. He wanted to feel his cousin's balls rub against his pubic hair. "Nice" the guy said as Jason fucked him. "You're gonna have fun in here. But be careful. Guys joke about it but they don't mean it" he instructed as Arnold fucked between the guys round buttocks. "faster man, someone will hear us and come in" Arnold did as he was told fucking nearly frantically. Arnold leaned forward as he continued to fuck. He moved his face close to Jason's until their lips met. "Kiss me" Donnie hissed grabbing Arnold's neck and bringing him close. He had never thought about kissing a guy. But something electric happened as his tongue was suddenly inside Donnie's mouth. The fucking became more then masturbation inside the tight grip of the boys ass. Passion, long ignored, rose like a thermometer as the two blossomed as sexual beings that night. Jason kissed Arnold feeling the cousin's tongue slide between his lips. He felt him inside his gut and now his mouth, exploring. He let his tongue slide over Arnolds and feel the muscle like organ. "Do I have to? I just got home" he said to his parents, whining like a five year old. "It may be the last time you do one of these before your life takes you god knows where" His Dad said. "You'll be off to some girl's house probably" His mother said a bit sadly "and she'll want to take you home, so yes, you go with us this year, it may be your last time to see Mawmaw" Jason didn't want to go. He wanted to stay at the house by himself so he could be free of scrutiny as he had been at college. At home, he planned to visit a certain sex shop where he could go legally now. Maybe he'd meet someone and find himself naked, exploring, learning, enjoying. "Did you swallow?" the kid asked "Uh yea" Jason said that first week on campus. "Well you gotta be careful about that stuff, I'm healthy but ...." he learned from each guy who's cock he handled or swallowed. He grew as a sexual being and still wondered if this was just a newly freed guy enjoying sex or if he was indeed gay. There was much to learn, try and see. Perhaps when he went home for Thanksgiving, he'd do all that. His arms surrounded Arnie. He wanted him like this for the rest of his life. His cock inside him, his tongue sliding over his, his sweaty body tightly against his. "I'm gonna cum" Arnold hissed as his hips were nearly violently slamming against Jason's buttocks. "Yea yea " Jason said wondering if he should have made his cousin put on a rubber. "When you get fucked, make sure the dude puts on a rubber man" one of his college partners had warned. "I don't fuck, but I get fucked so if you wanna do me, use one" They sucked each other wearing their spilled sperm as they fell asleep. Jason liked sleeping naked with another guy almost as mch as he liked the orgasm. "Here" Arnold had pulled his cock out and aimed his spurts to shoot all over Jason. Jason had grabbed his own cock wildly masturbating as he was the thick cock pulsating it's white cream across his belly, chest and chin. It didn't take long. He erupted adding his sperm to Arnolds. "Shit we were both horny as hell" he said. Arnold lay on him pressing their spilled jism between them like jelly between two slices of white bread. Their arms surrounded each other, their lips met again. Jason hadn't felt this excited since that night in the basement of the gym where darkness hid the identities of the many who stripped, felt, grabbed, fingered, sucked and were sucked. "I still am" Arnold said as his hand put his cock back inside Jason. "So did you fuck him?" the guy on the lower bunk asked as Arnold returned. "Huh?" "Hell man he wanted your cock. I didn't think queers were allowed in the Army" the man said acting disgusted. "No uh he just wanted to tell me things about the Army" Arnold said hopping on the top bunk. "Yea right. Hell man if he asked me I would have" the guy said. "So this is where you're staying" Arnold inhaled and passed the joint to Jason. Jason took it. He had been smoking in the garrett since he arrived. It was safe as the smoke rose or flowed out the window. He felt Arnold's fingers lightly move over his chest pausing to tease his nipples. "Yea nobody comes up here" Jason said "unless I want em" "Good" Arnold moved his hand over the patch of pubic hair and down the soft cock cupping Jason's balls. "We've got four days" he said "and nights" He squeezed Jason's testicles. "Then what?" Jason asked smiling as he passed the joint back to his cousin. "Maybe I should come visit you on campus" Arnold said "maybe" "Maybe I could enroll there" He said inhaling "Cool" Jason said "We could room together" he invited, looking forward to the first time to returning to the campus. "Very cool" Arnold lowered his head to take Jason's cock into his smoke filled mouth.