Pleasure tool : Chapter 5

I don't know how far we could go on with this, but I liked every minute with Ron, his speech, his personality, his smell, yes, everything was driving me crazy. Was I smitten with him?

Ron came out of the bathroom drying his brown hair with a towel, then he looked at me and smiled, I sure blushed red because he was laughing hard now.

"Kyle..?"

He called out my name and I woke from the trance, to fall into another one as I looked at him in his eyes.

"What..? I am sorry. I didn't hear you"

"I said, what would you have for breakfast? I am starving"

"Then why don't I prepare breakfast for both of us?"

"You? You know how to cook?"

"You are in for a surprise"

"..I love surprises"

"And I love you," I said. "What?, WTF!!" I thought, "I mean.. as a nephew... I didn't mean.." I tried making something up. Of course it didn't work.

Ron came closer and we started kissing passionately. I threw us both on the couch as we began frenziedly kissing each other.

"I know what you mean"

"It isn't what it looks like.. I just.."

"You just..?"

"I.. I don't know. It feels weird, but.."

"But..?"

"Can we just go back to what we were doing?"

"Not unless you spill everything"

"What do you want me to admit?"

"Whatever it is you have in your heart"

He moved closer, I know it would be difficult, impossible maybe. Our breaths were meeting, and I had no idea how to revert back, it was a one-way road to God knows where. I decided to face it with guts. A mistake? who knows?

"Ron, I have a crush on you. FINE! There I said it"

He grinned and smiled and took my face in his hands, caressing my cheeks.

"I love you too. And there is nothing to be embarrassed about, you understand?"

I simply nodded my head, I was melting in him.

"I better get up and make breakfast," I said in an attempt to steady myself and give me some time.

"I will be waiting here"

I got up, but my mind was completely confused. What the hell just happened? I decided to ignore that for another time and began making breakfast. French toast and bacon with hashbrowns and OJ. This was my area of expertise, I had cooked breakfast for my family before, and everyone loved it. I was good at cooking, a skill I honed at a culinary school I attended three years back.

"Umm.. smells so good.. I can hardly wait"

I just smiled and continued doing whatever I was doing. Everything was ready within the next 10 minutes.

"Man! I have never had a homemade breakfast as good as this in a long time"

"I am glad you liked it, there is a lot more, you can have seconds as many times you want"

"I better, because this is so delicious!"

I couldn't help but smile, feeding someone always gave me a warm fuzzy feeling from inside. And this was really no different. Afterward, Ron got a call from his workplace.

"Kyle.. I have to go. It is quite important actually."

"Umm. yeah sure" I said feeling a bit sad, but I knew work must be done.

"You sure want me to go?"

"It is important right?"

"Not as important as you"

"Is that so?" I said and gave him a quickie. "Or you are just trying to flatter?"

"Can you tell?"

I shrugged

"Don't worry, I will soon have you come over to my place"

"What exactly are you planning?"

"Told you that would be a surprise" He kissed me, and then left.

A while later, Nick arrived. I had no idea he was coming, but then again, with so many new things happening, it didn't surprise me that much. But with what went down a few hours ago, it would be difficult to face Nick knowing all that.

"Hi!"

"Hey!" he came and we hugged. His touch almost made me feel guilty of what I had done with Ron. Was it just lust, or there really was something between Ron and me? And even if it were, was there any certainty and future in it? My mind was all over the place.