Date: Tue, 2 Dec 2003 22:46:52 -0800 (PST) From: Jeremy Benner Subject: My Brother's Affiliation- Chapter 6 This part of the story includes: kissing, rimming, fingering, cocksucking ___________________________________________ Ian was in a hurry to get my boxers off so that he could suck my cock and repay me for giving him the best orgasm of his life, he said. This really didn't bother me, I have to say, but I wanted him to enjoy it. I wanted him to enjoy my body like I had enjoyed his. "Easy, Ian, I'm not going anywhere," I laughed, as my brother roughly tugged my boxers down and anxiously moved in close to my cock. This was of course after he had feverishly kissed me and attacked my mouth with his tongue. "God, your dick is huge! How big is it?" "Close to eight inches. That's really not that big," I said modestly Ian took my cock in his hand, which was enough warmth on my dick to make my body tingle. I looked down at my brother as he simply held my hardness in his hand and moved it from side to side, studying my cock as if he wanted to memorize every vein. "You're bigger than me that's for sure. Damn..." Ian's mouth was so close to my dickhead that I could feel his breath on it as he spoke and breathed out. Every time his warm breath hit my aching cock, chills ran up my legs and I longed for his mouth. My brother stared at my cock for a long while and just as I was beginning to feel he wouldn't suck me unless I asked him to, Ian stuck his tongue out and slowly ran it over my piss-slit before putting his tongue back into his mouth. His eyes weren't on me; he was completely mesmerized by my dick. I watched as he licked at my head again, this time harder. He began lapping at my head very gently at first then more assertively until the tip of his tongue was swirling and whipping all over my head. I sighed and relaxed back against Ian's bed, enjoying his tongue on my meat. I expected him to keep lapping at my dick for a good while, getting it all wet, but to my surprise Ian just dove right in and devoured my engorged head just seconds after his tongue had gotten acquainted with my cock. I guess teasing me wasn't on his mind. I held my breath as Ian slowly adjusted my crown in his mouth and got use to the size. He rose up on his knees so that he was hovering over my erect cock, and he placed his free hand on my left hip to steady himself. My eyes followed my brothers' lips as they slowly slid down my meat, and I watched as more and more of my dick disappeared into Ians' mouth. When he had consumed as much of my manhood as he could handle, he slowly eased back up my shaft. I closed my eyes when I felt his warm, soft lips brush over my tender head then without any reluctance plunge back down and engulf my dick again. As Ian developed a steady rhythm and got used to the size of my tool, he began bobbing up and down on my cock like a pro. He didn't try to deep throat me like I had done him, but I didn't care. His tight lips felt so so good on my manhood. I groaned out and tangled my fingers into his thick hair when the friction his lips crafted on my cock increased, causing my dick to feel hotter and hotter with every stroke his mouth gave. He responded to my excitement by tightening his mouth around my rod and adding more suction as he moved up and down. His hand gripped my shaft and he began frantically jerking the length of my dick that wasn't getting any attention. With Ian's free hand he found my balls and gently tugged at them. For a split second he pulled too hard and I almost objected, but just seconds later he gripped them just right and began rolling them around in his hands. I felt my balls tightening up and moving close to my body, and I could hear my heart beating in my ears as my brother continued to move up and down at a fast, steady pace. So perfectly. So smoothly. If he kept this up, I would shoot my load at any moment. My body was so hot! Yes, Ian, suck my dick! "Oh FUCK!" I exclaimed as I felt a rush of pleasure soar through my body. I felt myself precumming, and I shook just slightly as I had a mini orgasm. My hand pushed down on my brothers head and he moaned on my cock, sending more shivers through my spine. Ian's tongue began to awaken and started to contribute to my blowjob by whirling around all over my cock. Every time the tip of his tongue lashed out on the sensitive spot right under my mushroom head, I cried out and uncontrollably lifted my hips off of the bed. Ian hadn't been sucking my cock for longer than five minutes and I was already ready to come. This really didn't surprise me considering how long I went without even touching my dick while I pleasured Ian and considering how much it turned me on just thinking about my little brother pumping my dick with his mouth. I needed to cum so badly! I needed to feel the pleasure sweep through my body! "Uggh! Hoooohh! I'm going to cum soon," I moaned, arching my back as my approaching orgasm stirred in my balls. My cum was boiling, I knew it. I could feel it. I wanted to shoot it down my brothers' throat so desperately. I wanted to drown his mouth with my cum just as he had drowned mine. Oh, God his mouth was amazing. Maybe because I was so fucking horny and any attention my cock got, be it my hand or whatever, would send me into a fit of ecstasy. Maybe that's so, but also maybe my little brother is just a damn good cocksucker. Ian immediately removed his mouth from my cock and my eyes shot open in disappointment and surprise. I looked down at him and tried to focus my glazed eyes on his face. "Augh, what are..." my voice trailed off when Ian lifted my thighs to my chest and positioned himself in front of my now exposed asshole. "You've never been rimmed, right?" He asked, looking up at me with his big blues eyes. How could those eyes still look so innocent when he was between my legs and asking me a question like that? "No," I croaked Ian smiled and said, "Hold your legs to your chest for me." I did as I was told and my dick jumped in anticipation. I so badly just wanted to spray my juice down Ian's throat, but I could wait long enough for him to please my ass first. When I felt Ian's tongue run over my hole, my first reaction was to move away because it felt so damn weird. But the second lick gripped my curiosity, and by the third I as lost in the feeling and craving more. A few more licks of his tongue and I was squirming around on his bed pushing my ass against his mouth. Ian spread my cheeks with his fingers and began going crazy on my quivering butthole. "Oh my God," I breathed out and gripped my thighs even tighter to my body, digging my nails into my own flesh. I was blinking repeatedly, trying desperately to keep my eyes on Ian's as he stared up at me as he abused my pucker. The feeling was beyond belief. I felt like a girl who was getting eaten out for the first time. I thought I knew everything about my body, but I was obviously wrong. I had no idea a tongue on your asshole could feel so amazing. So so amazing! I'd seen guys in gay porn moaning and thrashing around as they got rimmed, and I'd licked Ian's ass and saw how he responded, but somehow I didn't think it would feel as great as it did. I didn't think the feeling would literally make me cry out and tremble. "Ohhh, lick it! Fuck, your tongue feels so good on my asshole!" I whimpered and let my eyes flicker closed. Ian slid his hand up my left thigh to my dick, and I bucked upward against his palm, expecting him to grab it and start jerking me off. He didn't however, instead he moved his hand up my dick to my pubic hair and up my stomach as he ate me out. His hand played with my chest hair a little before progressing upward to my neck and then to my chin. I rubbed my face on his hand and instantly took his finger into my mouth when he put it to my lips. I sucked his finger as he sucked on my butthole, and I moaned when I felt his teeth graze over my wrinkle. It didn't hurt, you'd think it would, but it actually felt remarkable. Ian slipped his finger from my hungry mouth, and wasted no time poking it against my rosebud while he still continued to tease my ass with his hot tongue. "Hauugh! Yeah, finger me. I want it! Oh God, Ian!" I groaned, squirming around on the bed. I arched my back and pulled my thighs tight to my chest as Ian just shoved his finger deep into my hole in one quick motion. There was a twinge of discomfort but overall I was overcome with bliss and ecstasy. He held his finger inside of me without moving it for a few moments and I felt my asshole clutching the invader and shuddering around it. "Want me to finger fuck you, Brian?" Ian taunted, "Want me to make your ass feel good?" "Yes... yes," I moaned like a bitch in heat and rocked my hips on my brothers' finger. My eyes were closed, but I'm sure Ian was smiling, pleased with himself for getting me to the state of absolute rapture. Ian began to finger me, slow at first but he gradually picked up the pace and began fucking the hell out of my ass with his finger. Yes! I had missed this feeling! I had dreamt of my brother between my legs playing with my ass all weekend and here he was again, making my body quake and spasm with each thrust his finger gave into my ass. "Haugh! Haugh, shit! Suck my cock, E! Suck me again. I want to cummm," I grunted My brother got back up on his knees and took my cock into his mouth again. I let my legs go and rested them against the bed as my brother bobbed up and down on my fuckstick again. Ian's finger stopped moving inside of me when he began to suck my dick again, and as I opened my mouth to tell him not to stop fingering me he started to move his finger in a circular motion inside of my butt. He was kind of prodding and poking around. This felt incredibly good, but I wanted him to just finger the hell out of me like he had done before. But when I felt his finger brush up against my prostate I was in high heaven and satisfied. He knew he had found it and began rubbing at the gland very lightly and smoothly, just enough to provide the perfect amount of pleasure without hurting me. "Ohhhh, Ugh Ughnn! Don't stop, oh fuck! Hahh hahh hahh AUGHHH!" My hands went back to my brothers' head and I grabbed his hair so hard as he rhythmically moved up and down on my cock. I felt my balls churning and drawing up close to my body again. I tried desperately to prolong my climax, but my balls needed relief and I wanted to cum so bad. I wanted to feel the pleasure ripple through me, so I threw my head back and allowed the feeling to take over my body. "Oh I'm cumming. I'm cumming," I whimpered and held Ian's head on my dick as I gushed my warm, salty cum down his throat. Ohhh sweet release! Mmmm My orgasm washed through me like a wave that hits you in the ocean. Boom! Crash! And your body sways backward overcome by the power of the wave. My body stiffened up and I shook and quivered hysterically as I surrendered to the intense feeling. As my climax subsided, I forced my eyes open and watched my brother suck the rest of my cum from my dick. With a pop, his mouth was gone and my body went limp with exhaustion. I breathed in deeply then groaned my satisfaction as I exhaled. Ian moved so that he was beside me on his bed. I looked over at him with distant eyes, and he looked at me with the same expression. We laid beside each other for a long while without speaking or touching just staring and enjoying the closeness. Once I had caught my breath I finally broke the silence by asking, "Did you plan for this to happen when you came to my room asking me if you were gay?" Ian gave me a yeah-right look and said, "Yeah, I planned the whole thing. From the time you got all pissed after I fingered you to just an hour ago when you told me you wanted to kiss me." I grinned and said, "Did you ever want this to happen though?" "A little," He admitted, "Did you?" "No," I said, "Not until recently anyway." I moved my hand over his hair then behind his ear to his neck where I lightly traced my fingertips over his skin. "So... are you going to call Megan?" he asked gently "Are you going to call Jessie?" "I hate when you do that." "Do what?" I asked innocently "Answer my questions with a question," he said seriously I paused before saying, "I don't know, E, I'm not thinking about Meg right now." I could tell that my response didn't please him, but he didn't press the subject. "I'm infatuated with you," I admitted and continued to gently rub my fingers over his neck. He just stared at me with his innocent, boyish eyes, and I went on to say, "And what's funny is, I don't feel weird about it. It's the most natural feeling to me. I never feel like this with Megan or anyone else." "Why?" he whispered, "Why don't you feel like this with Megan I mean." "Because she's annoying," I laughed, "She just has a pretty face that's all, but there's nothing else to like about her really. Same goes for every other girl around here. They are all plastic and fake which in turns makes me feel inclined to be the same way. But you're not like those girls. I've always known that you were a down to earth person, and I labeled you self-righteous just because you weren't a conformist like me. I thought you thought you were better than everyone else." "Really?" "Yeah, but I think I was always just jealous of you because you were comfortable in your own skin and I wasn't," I admitted, "Being with you though... makes me feel comfortable in an odd way. You're the only person that makes me feel like that." Ian said nothing. I could tell by his expression that he was speechless. "I'm not bipolar," I smiled, "I just... I don't put on a façade when I'm around you." My fingertips trailed down Ian's neck to his chest, and I softly petted his light chest hair as I said again, "I'm infatuated with you." Ian smiled and said, "You're infatuated with how I suck your cock and play with your ass." "No... Ian, I'm infatuated with you. Even before this happen you gripped me, just not as much as now and not really in the same way. There's something about you and how I feel when I'm close to you like this," I whispered Ian just smiled, still at a loss for words, and then leaned forward to lay one soft kiss on my lips before he rolled over onto his side and nuzzled his back against my chest. I draped my arm over his side and held him close too me, and my now flaccid penis rested against my brothers taut ass. "This side of you will take some getting use to," Ian said so softly his word were almost inaudible "For you and me both," I responded and delicately nestled my head in Ians' shoulder as I hugged him close to my body. ___________________________________________________ "So like I said, Ian and I didn't just start have sex with each other over night, and this hasn't been going on for years or anything," Brian said I said nothing and just stared back at Brian as he studied me and waited for me to take my turn to speak. "That's how it started and it just kind of escalated from there..." Brian went on "I'm waiting for you guys to say that it won't happen again or something like that." Brian made a face as if to say what-are-you-talking-about. "I mean, what are you telling me here?" "I answered your question. I told you the events that lead up to-" "Yea, but you're making it sound like you aren't ashamed or, embarrassed or regretful. You sound like you're just going to keep this up." Ian finally jumped in and said, "Well come on Jeremy, what do you suggest?" "Did I just waste my breath telling you all that? Surely you heard me when I told you that what Ian and I are doing is not just about sex. You heard me when I told you he's the only person that I feel like I can be myself around and connect with didn't you? Why the hell would I be ashamed?" Brian said raising his voice I just sat there, stunned and speechless. "Because we're brothers? Well isn't that a nice twist, but it doesn't change the facts, Jeremy! Were you listening to me at all? Ian isn't just my brother anymore. I don't look at him like I look at you. Your relationship changes with someone when you kiss them and instantly feel complete and overwhelmed with excitement and beauty! And you feel anxious and lustrous and like your lips were meant to be on theirs and no one else's!" Brian said this so fast yet each word he spoke was very well enunciated to show just how serious he was. "I just-" I started but Brian cut me off "And we don't have to answer to you, Jeremy. You saw what you saw so do what you want. No, I am not ashamed or regretful. I love my brother. He brings out the best in me. You want me to be unhappy and to go back to how I used to act then go ahead and tell mom and dad. What good will that do though? I can't just deny everything Ian and I have done and how we feel about each other. I can't just pretend like it never happened." "I didn't say anything about telling mom and dad. Just calm down! I'm just trying to figure out how in the hell this could possibly continue. I didn't expect you guys to come down the stairs and tell me all of this. I expected you to tell me that you realize it's wrong-" "But we don't-" "Let me finish, please!" I exclaimed Brian leaned back against the couch and gave me a look like, fine-talk-but-you-better-say-something-worth-listening-to. "I expected you to tell me you realize it's wrong what you're doing, and you have to stop. How can you just keep this from everyone?" "We were together for five months without anyone knowing. No one has to know," Ian said "But I know now. What do you expect me to do? You're my younger brothers for Christ sake! Excuse me for being a little shocked by what it being told to me right now." "Well, look, I told you everything. Do what you want," Brian said blandly "Just tell me what good it will do to tell mom and dad," Ian asked "I haven't even mentioned that! I'm not going to do that. I don't know what I'll do; I don't know what to say! This is... beyond anything I have ever had to deal with." "Jeremy, you are never around, why are you acting like this is the end of the world? This really doesn't even concern you," Brian said matter-of-factly "Bullshit. You're my brothers!" "By blood we are, but what the hell does that mean to you? We have never been family oriented so what's the big deal? Go on with your life and we'll go on with ours." "Brian, stop it. Obviously I have been out of the loop for too long, and you can't expect me to just go back to college and forget all about this." "Why not?" "Because that's ridiculous!" I exclaimed "Why?" "Because I'm..." I stopped myself and said, "Because you're my brothers." "You're what?" Ian asked I rubbed the back of my neck with my hand and took a deep breath "Say it. Disgusted?" Brian pressed "I'm not disgusted! I'm jealous," I blurted out, "In a weird way, I'm jealous." I was avoiding eye contact with my brothers and looking at the light in the hallway that leads to the upstairs. "I'm jealous that you guys have a close relationship now that's all. I am your brother also, and I wasn't apart of this. I mean... I don't wish that I were apart of you two having sex. I'm just saying that even though I am your brother too, I'm left out still. You two are close now which is great, but I'm your brother too. I'm jealous that I'm not apart of this in at least some way, shape, or form. I'm not saying that I want to be 100% apart of what you guys are doing, but emotionally and as your brother I do. I wish we had that kind of relationship. Honestly, I didn't care if we did or didn't before tonight but now that I know that you two are close like this I feel jealous and left out. I don't even remotely have a good relationship with you two! It sucks that I have the kind of relationship with you guys where we keep things from one another and aren't comfortable around each other," I rambled and as I spoke these words I felt flushed and nervous "Well, you are apart of it now. You're the only one that knows," Ian said gently I nodded and it was quiet for a few seconds before Ian asked, "How long were you watching us?" "I don't know," I lied "Why didn't you leave or something?" Brian asked. His tone was light and I could tell he was just simply asking, and he wasn't upset I said nothing. The spotlight was on me, and I didn't know what to say. What do you say to that? Well, Brian, I kept watching because it was hot and it turned me on even though we're brothers. How could I say that? "Would you just leave if you saw something like that?" I finally responded Ian laughed, "Well, you're asking the guys who were doing it." I smiled and paused before saying, "I couldn't stop watching you two. It was... mesmerizing. I hadn't seen anything like that before." I could tell Brian and Ian wanted to ask me questions like, "Did you like it? Were you turned on? What were you thinking?" but they didn't. Instead Ian just said, "So, you won't tell mom and dad?" "No. If they find out they will find out for themselves or you two will have to tell them. I'm not going to do your dirty work." Ian smiled "I do have some questions though. I'm still so confused about this. How have you guys kept this a secret for so long? Are you even dating anymore? Are you not interested in women now? Are you sure no one even suspects that this is going on? Have you even tried to stop being with each other? What happened after you were intimate with one another for the first time? What will you do when you go off to college, Brian? How do you act around each other at school?" I asked, shooting out question after question Brian and Ian didn't answer all of my questions that night, but overtime they told me everything I had questioned them about and at times even told me more than I asked to know. As I listened to what they told me, I began to agree with them when they said that what they were doing together was not just about sex. They were in love. Sure, it made no sense to me, but I wasn't there to see it grow and progress. I was just the person on the outside looking in. Brian continued from where he left off, and as I listened to him tell me how his relationship with our brother escalated into what it is now I painted myself a picture of what I saw as he spoke. This is not speculation or conjecture. I will tell you what my brothers told me just with a little more zest and coloring. I'll show you what I saw as Brian spoke to me that night and expressed his sexual experiences with our brother. To be continued... Feel free to email me. 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