Date: Wed, 10 Dec 2003 11:46:40 -0800 (PST) From: Jeremy Benner Subject: My Brother's Affiliation- Chapter 7 The part of the story includes: masturbation, cocksucking, kissing _______________________________ If I could have fallen asleep with Ian in my arms I would have, but I knew that I couldn't. As my eyes got heavy while I held my brother close to me, my body was relaxed but mentally I couldn't enjoy our embrace. I kept waiting to hear the door slam downstairs, announcing our mothers arrival. "What are you thinking?" Ian asked out of nowhere after several minutes had gone by. My eyes slowly opened and I mumbled against my brothers' neck, "I'm thinking that... I've never felt so relaxed in my whole life." I kissed Ian's neck and jaw line as I proceeded to say, "I'm also thinking that you're amazing." Ian was quiet for awhile before he said, "You're making me so nervous." I pulled back, lifting off of my Ians' neck, and I focused my eyes on his face as he turned his head to look at me. He looked so serious and bothered. He had reason to be worried about what we had just done together but why would he say that I am making him nervous? What had I done wrong? "What do you mean? What did I do?" I questioned Ian opened his mouth to respond but almost on cue we heard the door slam downstairs and mom talking loudly on her cell phone as she entered the house. My brother and I instinctively looked over at the bedroom door as if it would open at any minute, but we both knew that it wouldn't. Ian rolled off of his bed and quickly began to slip his boxers and shorts on. I got up and grabbed for my clothes off of his floor as I said, "How in the hell am I making you nervous, Ian?" He didn't respond as he slipped his shirt on and brushed his hair out of his eyes. "Tell me," I said softly "We'll talk about it later. Mom's home," He said, as if I didn't know that and I couldn't hear her talking like a maniac downstairs. "She's busy. Tell me real quick. I can't imagine how I'm making you nervous. What we are doing is nerve-racking, but how am I ALONE making you nervous?" "God, it smells like cum and sweat in here," Ian muttered as he straightened out his comforter. "Ian! Don't ignore me. We can talk about this now. Why are you acting all jumpy and tense?" "Why AREN'T you jumpy and tense? Mom is right downstairs!" "So? She has no idea what just happened," I said as I slipped my shorts up my legs and over my hips. "Well I know what just happened, so I feel uncomfortable talking about this right now with our MOTHER right downstairs!" After I had pulled my Nike shirt up over my head, I went over to Ian, who was now opening his window to let in some fresh air, and I ran my hand up his back to his shoulder. He turned around and said, "We'll talk about it later, ok? Please?" "Fine, we'll talk about it later," I said gently. Ian started to walk away from me, but I touched his arm as he turned to leave. "Hey," I said tenderly, "Everything will be alright." He smiled sheepishly and I whispered it again as I moved closer to him to lightly touch my lips to his, but he swiftly moved away from me and said harshly, "Brian, come on! Jesus!" and quickly left the room to go downstairs. I stood in his room for a few minutes trying to figure out how my brother had gone from cuddling with me to pulling away from me when I tried to kiss him, but I couldn't understand what I had done wrong so I reluctantly went downstairs to join my mom and Ian. "Hey Baby! I was just telling Ian the good news!" Mom said with a huge smile on her face as he saw me coming down the stairs "What good news?" I asked as I approached them "Your mother, Barbara Benner, has just been recognized for all of her hard work and determination!" I smiled and looked from Ian's face to our mother's face as I waited for one of them to tell me what was going on. "Can you guess, Brian dear, who has just been made partner?" My mother asked excitedly "You are joking!" I exclaimed "Like hell I am! Can you believe it? I am now a PARTNER, Brian!" "Oh my God, mom!" I embraced my mother as she jumped and shook with excitement in my arms. I really was happy for her. My mom puts her career before everything. Before her kids, her marriage, her friends, herself. It's quite sad, but I guess it finally paid off for her. Maybe she'll finally be happy now. "Can you believe this? The firm is no longer called Howl and Mahalic! It is," my mom paused to calm herself down before saying, "It is now... Howl, Mahalic, and Benner!" I laughed at her excitement and looked over at Ian who was also smiling and laughing a little. "God! It still hasn't really hit me. This is what I have been working day and night for and here it is. I am actually partner of a large firm! And I deserve it. Don't you think?" Ian and I both nodded enthusiastically which sent our mother into another fit of cries. She hugged us both again, smearing her bright red lipstick all over our cheeks. "Howl, Mahalic, and Benner," mom said again and smiled "Sounds great, mom. Congratulations!" Ian said "This is the happiest day of my life! I just can't get over how-" The familiar ring of my moms cell phone sounded and to no surprise to Ian and I she answered it and rushed away as she talked noisily on her phone and shared her joy with whomever was on the other end of the line. I looked at Ian and smiled. He smiled back at me and said, "Well, we no longer have to hear her bitching about how she gets no recognition for her hard work." "No shit," I grinned Ian nodded and it was quiet for a few seconds as we just stood in front of each other not really knowing what to say or what to do next. My brother finally spoke and said, "I'm gonna head over to Jessie's. I need to get some help with some homework." "Uh, alright. I could help you if you wanted..." "It's Chemistry. We're both horrible at it," Ian laughed, "But Jessie seems to understand it, so I'm going to go and get some help." Ian was acting weird and uncomfortable. He seemed fidgety and apprehensive, and I so badly wanted to just drag him upstairs and beg him to tell me why he was being so weird all of a sudden, but I didn't. I decided I'd wait and talk to him later tonight when he got back. "Ok. Later then," I said and with that he left. Hah, homework my ass. What a fucking dick. He talks about ME having mood swings! What the hell just happened? He's off to see him damn girlfriend to study "chemistry" at 9:30 at night? Jesus... how amazing is that? Fuck you, Ian. This is bullshit! I tell him I'm infatuated with him, he seems to take this as a compliment, yet now he's going to his fucking girlfriends house to fuck her slutty ass. How can he be such a prick? "Daniel pick up your damn phone. I know you're not asleep. I have wonderful news! I'm not telling you on your answering machine, so call me back! You won't believe it!" my mom shouted from the kitchen Mom emerged from the kitchen with a big smile. I asked her if she had called dad to tell him the good news, pretending like I hadn't just heard her leave a message on his phone. I wanted to see her response and see if I could get an idea of whether or not she realized he wasn't really on a business trip. He was getting some pussy from his receptionist most likely. "Yes, he didn't answer, but he'll call back soon and FLIP OUT when I tell him this!" Oh, poor mom. She has no idea. "Where's Ian?" mom asked "He went over to Jessie's," I responded and tried to hide my anger at him "Oh... that snot rag! He doesn't want to be with his mother? Lets go out to dinner, Bry. Let's make this one hell of a night!" "Well, mom, I'd love it but I have homework," I lied "Awww, baby, you want me all alone on the most important day of my entire life?" I sighed, mostly to conceal my frustration that she was calling this day more important than her wedding day, my birthday, Ian's birthday, Jeremy's birthday, etc. It's just a fucking job mom... "Of course not mom. Of course not. You pick the place and we'll go," I smiled falsely She beamed and hugged me yet again. So THIS is what it feels like to go from bliss to agony is less than 10 minutes. God help me get through this night with this women who calls herself my mother. This women who doesn't seem to realize that there isn't anyone volunteering to take her out to dinner to "celebrate" with her because she is a selfish, inconsiderate person. I refuse to be like this woman if I can help it. I have the ability to care for another human being. I refuse to be like my mother. _________________________ I helped my mom up the stairs to our front door and shhhed her as she said in a loud voice, "I'm just fine Brian Aaron Benner!! I can get up these stairs myself!" She had been drinking a lot at the restaurant. I watched in amazement as my mother gulped down close to two bottles of wine while she talked endlessly about how unhappy she has been. She talked about how all she has ever wanted was to be successful, and she told me that her life has been empty and disappointing because she wasn't as accomplished as she wanted to be. I listened to her tell me that her life was finally perfect since she was partner of a large firm. I actually sat in that restaurant for close to two hours and listened to bullshit like that. I nodded every now and then, trying to seem genuinely interested in the crap she was spitting at me. Every so often I'd zone out and think about Ian and what he was doing with Jessie, but I'd get upset so I forced myself to go back to listening to my mom's shit. It was better than picturing my brother pounding his annoying girlfriend's pussy. Ugh! After I finally convinced my mom that she had had enough wine and cake, we left. I drove of course. "You think I'm drunk! You think your poor mother is drunk!" she laughed as we entered the house, "What a crazy thing to think, Brian!" I took off my mother's blazer and helped her up the stairs to her room. "But it's a CELEBRATION BRIAN! So even if I was shit faced I am allowed! I'm a partner now! I am the most successful woman in an entire FIRM!" "MOM! Stop shouting. You need to relax." My mom giggled and laid back on her bed. "Get undressed and take some Aleve before you go to bed. Ok?" "Brian, if you weren't eighteen I would have given you some of that wine. You weren't missing out though. It was kind of... kind of... well it was too dry. Dry is good but it was much too dry and-" "Go to bed mom, alright? Will you go to bed now?" I asked as I stood in her doorway "We're done celebrating I guess," she sighed "Yes we sure are. Now go to bed mom, please." "Oh baby, you love your mother don't you?" "Congratulations on your partnership." My mom smiled huge and said, "Thank you! I'm the best female lawyer around." "Goodnight mom," I said gently and closed her door I walked to my room and fell face first on my bed and groaned into my comforter. I laid like that for several minutes before I reluctantly slipped out of my clothes and rested back against my bed. My mother had drained all of my energy, so I didn't even go to Ian's room to see if he was home before I fell asleep. I don't know how long I had been sleeping before I felt a hand on my shoulder shaking me gently. I groaned and said, without opening my eyes, "What is it?" When I heard no response, I slowly opened my heavy eyes and waited for them to focus in the darkness. My eye's finally settled on Ian sitting beside me on my bed, staring down at me as I awoke. "You just getting home?" I asked gently "No, I was home when you and mom got back," He responded quietly, "Where'd you two go?" "You came in here to ask me that?" "No." Ian sat quietly on my bed, and I stared up at him and waited for him to speak. I couldn't really see his face, but I could tell that he was nervous and uncomfortable sitting beside me in the darkness. I could have made it easier for brother and just sat up and kissed him like I wanted to, but I didn't. Maybe I had no right to be angry that he went to his girlfriend's house just 15 minutes after we had engaged in such an intimate and intense sexual experience, but I was. I was angry and jealous, and it made no sense to me how he could do something like that. I was also angry because in such a short time, it seemed, I had developed such powerful feelings for Ian and he didn't seem to be reciprocating my feelings. If he had felt as strongly for me as I did for him, then he wouldn't have left so quickly to be with Jessie. "If you're just going to sit there and say nothing at all then I'm going back to sleep," I said quietly Several seconds passed before Ian finally spoke and said, "I didn't go to Jessie's. I just said I was going to see her to upset you." "Well...we can both agree that I deserved that," I said sarcastically, but in the back of my head I was smiling, relieved that he hadn't been with her "I'm sorry, you just really bothered me earlier by acting so nonchalant and like what we were doing didn't make you nervous or confused. I don't know how you can act like that," Ian said softly I sat up on my bed and listened intently as Ian continued to speak, "Because I don't know about you but to me this is a big deal and very confusing. Just the other day we were ignoring each other and now you're telling me you're infatuated with me and touching me like you touch Megan-" "I don't touch Megan like I touch you," I interjected "Why does this come so naturally to you? Why aren't you even just the slightest bit nervous and worried about this? Brian, this is a big deal." "I know that. I am nervous and worried. What we are doing doesn't come naturally to me at all. I just... I don't know... today was amazing and I wasn't thinking about anything but how good I felt when we were together. I wasn't thinking that this is incest or that it's illegal and wrong. I was overcome with excitement. I wasn't thinking about anything but how much I loved touching you and being close to you and..." my voice trailed off and I moved so that I was closer to my brother before I proceeded to say, "Ian... how could I not be worried or nervous? I know what we did today and I know what it means. I don't think I was acting nonchalant at all. I was just wrapped up in all these feelings I had never felt before. I was enjoying the two of us being together like that." In the darkness I could see my brother's eyes staring into mine and I could see the serious, troubled expression that rested on his gentle face. "And I won't take back what I said. I AM infatuated with you. I don't mean in a negative, unhealthy way. I just mean that I'm drawn to you in such a strange yet beautiful and intense way. You are showing me all of these different sides to you and I'm shocked and excited and confused and so many other things! Ian... this doesn't make sense to me either." "I can't believe you're saying this," Ian whispered under his breath "Why?" "Because it doesn't sound like anything you would say or admit to. You seem so different. Not like the Brian I have known all of my life. I can't believe that just sucking you dick and fingering your ass has changed you so much." I laughed a little and said, "It was more than that Ian. In a way it wasn't even about how you made me feel physically. There is this connection between us. Don't you feel it when you're with me like this?" "Yes," My brother said quietly and looked down, "I think you are responding to it so much better than I am though. I am very confused by all of this... and scared." I rested my hands on either side of his neck and soothingly rubbed my palms on his tender skin. Ian leaned forward and rested his forehead on mine, and my heart raced as I felt his soft breathing on my lips and chin as our heads connected. "I've always fantasized about being with you, but I never really thought it would happen and I never expected it to be like this. I thought... I thought we'd just mess around and that'd be it. I didn't think I'd be more than that," Ian admitted. There was a hint of sadness and anxiety in his tone, which made my stomach flop. I couldn't think of anything to say in response, so I remained silent. "I'm sorry I acted like a dick after mom came home. I just didn't understand why you didn't seem nervous like I was. I thought you were acting like what we were doing was perfectly natural," he whispered "It's ok, I was acting a little weird I guess," I whispered back, "But in my defense... it did feel perfectly natural being with you like that." "It did," Ian agreed I pulled back and looked into his eyes that seemed to glow in the darkness. "So... you didn't have sex with Jessie tonight?" I desperately asked Ian smiled and shook his head no. I grinned and silence filled the room again. To break the stillness I said, "So mom got drunk off her ass tonight. She guilted me into going out to dinner with her to celebrate." "Poor you," Ian smirked "No shit. Thanks for leaving me with her." He smiled "She talked all about how she's always wanted-" I began, but Ian leaned forward and gently planted his lips on mine cutting my words short. The kiss was light and soft, almost as if he was touching his lips to mine for the first time. Eventually he pulled back but only for a second before he moved back in to lay several more soft kisses on my lips. "Mom's in the other room," I reminded him against his lips as he continued to kiss me tenderly "I know... I won't stay long," He whispered in response, wrapping his arms around my back and pressing me to him Ian tilted his head to the side and forced his tongue into my mouth. I moaned, surprised, and instantly hugged him to me as I caressed his velvety muscle. My brother then pressed his body down on mine, forcing me to lay back against my bed; he laid on top of me and began making love to my mouth. As our tongues stroked and petted one another, my dick came to life between my legs. Chills ran through my body when I felt my brother's warm, strong hands on either side of my face. His right hand moved up to my short curly hair while his left hand rested on the side of my cheek as we kissed. Ian's fingers swirled in my hair, tickling my sensitive scalp and causing me to squirm underneath him. "I should go...," Ian whispered into my mouth I kissed him deeper and clutched him even tighter against my body in response. He moaned and we began kissed ardently and passionately. Our tongues were now aggressively pushing and rubbing against one another. I don't know how long we kissed like this; time seemed to stop when I kissed Ian so romantically and avidly. My heart leapt with disappointment when my brother quickly removed his lips from mine. "I have to go," Ian whispered and pushed himself off of me. "Wait," I said gently, stopping him with my hand, "Don't go yet." "What if mom comes in." "She won't. She was drunk off her ass tonight. She's passed out cold I'm sure." Ian was silent as he sat beside me on my bed and thought about this. I watched him closely as he tried to decide whether to stay with me or to go back to his room. "She never checks on us at night anyway," I added "I wish we had locks on our doors," Ian said this more to himself than to me. "Please, E, stay with me... it'll be ok," I practically begged Ian responded by pressing his lips against mine, and my heart began to race again as we laid back against my bed. My brother got on top of me once again, and our anxious tongues reunited. As we kissed, I moved my hands between us and began unbuttoning his shorts. His lips left mine momentarily so that he could slip his shorts down his legs and kick them off. He quickly pulled his shirt up over his head before leaning back down and sucking my willing tongue back into his mouth. Our warm chests touched, and I whimpered blissfully as my arms once again wrapped around my brothers' bare back and grasped him to me. I could feel Ian's hardness pressing against mine and I lifted my hips to grind our erect cocks against one another. Ian moaned and began moving his hips on mine. I slid one of my hands down his back until I reached the waistband of his boxers. My hand slipped underneath the waistband and gripped his tight butt cheek while I pressed him down, forcing his cock and balls to smash against mine. We both moaned into each other's mouths and began kissing even deeper as we rocked our hips in unison, rubbing our hard cocks against one another. The thin cotton fabric between us created friction on my pole, driving me to hump my dick harder against my brothers'. Ian removed his lips from mine, leaving me breathless, and moved them down to my neck. I turned my head to the side and sighed as I allowed my brother to have his way with one of the most sensitive spots on my body. His tongue flicked and rubbed at my skin while he sucked and kissed my neck with his soft lips, and my hand went to his thick, brown hair to show my approval. I was breathing so heavy as Ian sucked at my neck and moved his hips masterfully against mine. "God, Brian, you turn me on so much," Ian moaned against my neck I spread my legs and gripped his ass tighter while we maneuvered our hips together in a steady rhythm. My brother moved his tongue to my ear and gently took my lobe into his supple mouth. I groaned and arched my back a little as my skin tingled to the touch of my brothers' tongue. "Ian..." I breathed, then instantly grunted when I felt his tongue wiggling inside of my ear. I was so horny and overcome with passion and lust that it was almost unbearable to be teased like this. I needed more of my brother! I needed his cock in my mouth. I wanted to feel him spray his seed deep in my throat. God, my body was so hot and alive! I slipped my hand from Ian's boxers and tugged at them trying to pull them down. Ian pulled back and sat up in front of me. He pulled his underwear down and tossed them to my floor. My eyes studied my brothers' hard-on as he sat up on his knees between my spread legs, and my hungry mouth watered when I thought back to earlier when I had tasted his manhood on my tongue. "Come here," I whispered in the darkness and pointed to my chest. Ian did as he was told and straddled my torso so that his erect dick was inches from my face and pointing straight at me. I put a couple pillows against my headboard and bed so that my head was propped up as I laid back on my bed. My hands wen to Ian's hips and pulled him closer to me. He scooted forward on my chest until his dick poked at my chin and his heavy balls settled in my chest hair. Without wasting any time, I took hold of my brother's pulsing organ and sucked his head into my warm mouth. I sucked gently, teasing the sensitive crown with my lips and tongue. As my hand gripped Ian's shaft, I worked my neck and slowly bobbed up and down my brother's throbbing dickhead. >From a distance I heard Ian sigh which in turn made me eager to gulp down more of his cock. I moved my head forward and moaned happily when more of Ian's meat slipped through my tight lips and into my willing mouth. Once I had as much dick in my mouth that I could handle in such an awkward position, I placed my hands on Ian's hips again and encouraged him to fuck my face. My dick trembled between my spread legs as my brother lifted his ass off on my chest and positioned himself over me so that he was straddling my face. Ian put his hands on my headboard for support before he slowly began to rock his hips. I closed my eyes and focused on my brother's stiff rod as it moved in and out of my hole, and I smiled to myself every time his loose balls slapped against my chin. My hands stayed on Ian's hips, encouraging him to continue to pump my hungry mouth. His dickhead grazed the roof of my mouth and would sometimes brush up against my tonsils making me want to gag but at the same time making me want to flip him over onto his back so that I could devour the entire length of his manhood down my throat. Ian was breathing short, quick breaths as he glided his meat in and out of my orifice in a smooth, steady pace. I moaned impatiently on his tool, and pulled at his hips and ass begging him, without saying the words, to pound my face. My baby brother did as I asked and gradually began quickening his speed until his hips were working faster and faster over me and his cock was swiftly moving in and out of my mouth. "Hooooh... hauuugh," Ian whimpered softly and leaned forward against my wall and headboard then began furiously fucking my face. This abuse was a little hard to take, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't love every minute of it. As I got use to my brother's pole rapidly pumping my mouth, I relaxed back against my bed and let him have his way with me. I couldn't stop moaning and whimpering on his cock; I was filled with lust and desire for my brother and I didn't want him to stop moving in and out of my hot mouth. While Ian pounded my face, my hands moved to his ass, and I spread his cheeks apart as his hips went into overdrive. I could feel his tight rosebud quivering and contracting even though I wasn't touching it. I pulled my brother's butt cheeks apart even more before I slithered a digit over his tender hole. My finger ever so slightly petted and caressed the aroused area while I continued to stay focused on sucking his cock as it thrust in and out of my tight lips. "Owwhhhoo shit!" Ian moaned when he felt my finger on his asshole. He instantly reached around with one hand and grabbed my finger and rubbed at his pucker with my own digit as I spread his cheeks for him. Ian anxiously stroked his asshole with my finger, which made my whole body ache with desire and passion. Mmm, my brother was so hot! I loved how horny I was making him! His balls slapped my chin as he fucked my face, and I whimpered lustrously on his dick. God, I was so horny! My own cock was pulsing and throbbing between my legs as I pleasured Ian's body. I fidgeted underneath my brother trying hard to ignore my craving to grab my own cock and stroke it hard and fast until I came all over myself. All of a sudden Ian forced the tip of my finger inside of himself and grunted out. The pleasure in my brother's voice as he grunted rang in my ears, sending me over the edge. I removed my hand from his ass to grab my cock under my boxers and feverishly stroked it. Ian whimpered his disapproval and replaced my finger with his own. With my other hand I continued to spread Ian's left butt cheek so that he could easily brush his finger over his trembling rosebud. Ian didn't stop pumping his fuckstick in my mouth as he rubbed at his butthole. He fucked my face so fast and hard that I couldn't help but gag sometimes. I gasped for breath against his pubic hair, sniffing in her sexy aroma, while I jerked my hard cock in my tight fist. Ian was breathing so loud and lightly moaning and groaning under his breath. I could tell that if mom weren't asleep in the next room he would be shouting and crying out, but since she was he tried to stay quiet and conceal the pleasure that was rushing through his body. "I'm going to cum soon," Ian whispered in a shaky, uneven voice Just as he said this, precum trickled out of my piss-slit and onto my hand as I jerked my cock as fast as I could. The new lubrication made my hand slide quicker and easier on my pole; I could feel my balls churning and drawing up close to my body. I began to rock my hips, just as Ian was doing, as I pumped my dick and concentrated on my brother's cock gliding in and out of my mouth at the same time. Without warning, Ian grabbed the back of my head with his hand and held me in place while he began pummeling my mouth faster and harder as he felt his orgasm approaching. "Ugh God, Brian, yes! Brian ohhh Briaaannn," Ian breathed, moaning my name. Hearing this sent me over the edge, and I shook uncontrollably as my orgasm traveled through my body. Ohhh, it felt so good! I grunted and groaned on my brothers cock as I shot jet after jet of cum all over my stomach. My climax seemed to last forever, and I thought I might even black out from the pleasure. As my orgasm subsided, I felt Ian start to shudder above me and his hot spunk began to fill my mouth. I moved my hand from my dick and wrapped my arms around Ian's waist as he sprayed his present down my throat. God, my brother was shaking and trembling in my arms and breathing so heavily, it was the hottest thing to feel him orgasm in my arms. As Ian came down from his orgasmic high, he went limp and fell forward against my wall. My head rested back against my pillow, and my brother's cock slipped through my lips and flopped onto my Adam's apple. Ian was gasping and whimpering lightly, which made me smile, satisfied with myself for making him feel so good twice in one day. My spent brother slithered down my body and collapsed on top of me. I could feel his heart rapidly beating against my chest, and his heavy breathing tickled my skin and gave me chills. I ran my fingertips up and down my brother's spine as he relaxed against my body. My fingers ran over some of the cum that I had shot onto his back; I rubbed my fingers into the gooey liquid and smiled. I moaned contentedly when I felt Ian's cock gradually softening against my tummy. After he had calmed back down and his breathing slowed, he lifted off of my chest and looked directly into the eyes. I looked back at him and grinned a little then reached up to brush the hair that dangled in his face back behind his ears. Ian didn't say anything as he stared at me. The only thing I could hear in the darkness was his soft breathing. He looked relaxed and peaceful, but I didn't know what he was thinking so I asked, "Are you freaking out?" "No," Ian responded quietly, "I'm just looking at you." I smiled "Are you freaking out?" I shook my head no. "How did this happen?" he asked "You seduced me," I responded, trying to sound serious but failing miserably "Yeah right!" Ian laughed "Well, this is all your fault. You're the one who took it upon yourself to finger my ass the other night." Ian shrugged innocently and said, "You're the one who came in my room and kissed me earlier today." "Ehh, I guess you're right." Ian smiled and rubbed the stubble on my chin as he looked into my eyes. "If you could... would you take back what happened on Friday?" I asked softly "You know I wouldn't," he said sweetly I smiled Ian pushed himself off of me and sat up so that he was now straddling my lap. He looked down at me and grinned as I stared up at him "Do you really think I'm sexy?" he asked lightly, with a touch of embarrassment in his tone. "Mmmhmm." "Would you think I was less sexy if we weren't brothers?" "Hmm, probably, but then again maybe not. What is it with you and questions?" I asked, sitting up and placing my hands on my brother's lower back "Doesn't it seem like we've been doing this for longer than just today?" Ian asked, ignoring my question I kissed at my brothers' shoulder as he continued to speak, "Just earlier today I was resenting you and promising myself that I'd never talk to you again unless I had to." "I deserved that," I said honestly as I kissed his skin "I wish I could sleep with you tonight," my brother whispered and he clutched my head to his body while my lips sucked at his supple skin. I trailed my lips up to Ian's neck where I gently kissed over and around his Adam's apple. My brother tilted his head back and held me to him as I manipulated my lips on his neck. "Brian...?" he whispered in the darkness "Mmm?" I questioned against his skin Ian put his hands on my shoulders, indicating that he wanted me to stop kissing him. My lips left his skin and I asked, "What's wrong?" "Nothing... I just don't think we should mess around when we're not alone. I mean, when mom or dad is in the house or something." "Ok." "So we won't do this again unless they are gone, alright?" "Sure, E," I smiled Ian and I were silent for awhile, just holding each other and listening to one another breathing. I eventually said, "Damn, I bet it's like 2 in the morning." "Three thirty," Ian said, looking over at the clock on my night stand I groaned "Lets skip school tomorrow," he suggested "I wish I could, but I really need to start taking school more seriously so that I can get into a good college next year. Dad's going to be pissed if I slack off again this year." My brother nodded and waited a few seconds before saying, "Well... I better go back to my room." Ian said this but he sat motionless on my lap and continued to stare at me. "I guess so," I whispered Several seconds passed before Ian finally started to get off of me. He moved from my lap and onto the edge of my bed before standing up and gathering his clothes off of my floor. I watched him as he slipped his boxers back on then took his shorts and shirt into his hands and headed for my door. "Goodnight," Ian whispered and started to leave my room "Ian..." I said softly and he turned around, "Come here." He walked back over to my bed and my eyes followed him as he sat down beside me. I moved closer to him and put a hand on the back of his neck. Ian let his clothes fall from his hands and he put his arms around me. I leaned forward and lightly touched my lips to his then pulled back slightly before kissing him softly again like that. We kissed delicately like this for awhile, teasing our hungry mouths, before I tilted my head to the side and opened my mouth, inviting my brothers' tongue into my smooth orifice. Ian eagerly slipped his soft muscle inside of my mouth and we kissed slowly and tenderly as we held each other in our arms. Ian moaned into my mouth and began kissing me more eagerly and excitedly. My hand slid up to my brother's head and I gripped his hair and another moan escaped from Ian's mouth and into mine. I started to lye back against my bed and pull him down with me, but he broke the kiss and whispered to me that he had to go. My heart was racing and beating loudly in my ears and to no surprise to me my cock was coming back to life. I didn't want him to leave. I wanted to wrap my strong arms around him and hold him close to me. "You can sleep with me... If mom comes in we'll just say you had a bad dream or something," I said, desperately trying to keep him from leaving Ian laughed gently and said, "She'd never buy that. I'm too old to be running to you when I have bad dreams." "True." Ian's hands left my back and he picked his clothes back up. He turned to me and laid one last soft kiss on my lips before saying, "Goodnight." "Night," I responded softly and watched my brother leave my room. As my door closed I fell back against my bed and sighed. I licked my lips and smiled when I tasted a hint of Ian's cum on my tongue. Ian... what are you doing to me? To be continued... Feel free to email me. I'd love to know how you feel about my story! Thanks for reading