Date: Wed, 2 Jun 2010 07:23:27 -0700 (PDT) From: Jason Gardham Subject: "My Brother's Love" Chapter one Author: J. Gardham gardham1@yahoo.com This story is fiction as are the characters, if you think you see yourself in this story that's cool as long as everyone remembers there's nothing in this story that isn't pure imagination. If you are not legally old enough to read this story you need to stop now and leave this site. "My Brother's love" There were three of us boys in the family but for whatever reason our dad only recognized one of us and that was our middle brother Mekle. My oldest brother Tomas and I were pretty much left to take care of ourselves. Tomas was five years older and took over the responsibility of not only raising me, but protecting me from dad`s vicious temper. Dad had been a very handsome man and from what I remember from before she left mother was quite beautiful, so the three of us boys turned out to be rather striking as well. Why dad only took to Mekle I have no idea, Tomas and I were both actually a bit better looking as kids. We had a lot of Native American blood as well as English and French. Tomas took after the Native American side with blue black hair and a gorgeous complexion that literally lit up his sky blue eyes. I on the other hand, "my name is Jacque by the way", I took after the northern French and English side of our family with blond hair and very light complexion that tanned to a golden color, I was blessed with very large expressive blue eyes. Tomas married young I believe partly to get away from our father, he ended up with a beautiful wife and two children from her previous marriage. I was on my own my last year in high school with Tomas gone. I was always popular in school, maybe because of my handsome appearance and my light hearted personality, I'm not sure it just seemed kids were drawn to me. School was easy with the exception of dealing with the girls who were always chasing me and often fighting over me. Unfortunately for them I wasn't the slightest bit interested. I dated a lot and enjoyed the company of girls but only up to a point. My sexual interest surely was with boys, I have found myself attracted to boys from a very young age. When I was seventeen entering my senior year in high school I was double dating with a friend when the sexual play got out of hand, for whatever reason I had sex with my date and ended up getting her pregnant. She never told me she was pregnant or had given birth to a son. She was from a small town only a short distance from where I lived so it would not have been a problem for her to contact me, I never learned why she did not. One day I was in town shopping when she came walking up to me with this beautiful two year old child holding her hand. There was no doubt he was my son, he was a carbon copy of me at that age. She never spoke a word to me, she just took the child's hand out of hers and he immediately took mine. She then turned and walked away and I have to this day never seen or heard from her again. I immediately fell in love with my son, he looked up into my face and smiled the most beautiful smile, my heart nearly burst with love. As strange as it seems Sean never once looked back as his mother walked away. It was as if we had never been separated, he was with his dad and that apparently was where he wanted to be. Sean had an envelop in his left hand that contained his birth certificate, some legal papers, and a letter with all the information I would need to have. I had graduated two years before and worked at various jobs. Sean came into my life when I was nineteen just about to turn twenty. I was lucky enough to be hired by a drafting studio working on designs for model homes and new office buildings. It paid well and I was good at my job so advancements were coming quickly with the accompanying pay increases. Sean and I walked to my apartment, now our apartment, which was on the top floor of a high-rise building that my company had designed and owned. My boss who was forty-three and very attracted to me had given me a break on the rent and he lived in the apartment that adjoined mine on the top floor. Clive soon became a father figure to me, he was always there to answer questions and offer his help. We usually had coffee together in the mornings and often slept together. Clive always referred to me as son and I called him dad, I guess it was our way of role playing. Clive was six foot three and maintained a perfect physique working out three times a week at Gold's Gym. When Clive hired me there was an instant attraction between us and I was well aware of that being one of the reasons he took me on since I was at the time inexperienced in drafting. Within a year I was one of his top drafting men and love had blossomed between us. It seemed like a perfect match, a handsome father figure who actually loved me, and as a son I loved him dearly. I was willing to do, and did anything to please him sexually. Our sexual tastes had transcended what many refer to as vanilla sex into a wild and everything goes sex. Clive taught me that sex between those who truly love was unashamed and all encompassing. I was always told if something took place that I didn't want I was to say stop and it would stop, no questions asked. There was nothing we have ever experienced that I did not enjoy. When Sean and I walked into our apartment it happened that Clive was there already cooking dinner. He stepped through the kitchen door into the living room wearing his usual nothing, his eyes lit up when he saw Sean and I, his face showed confusion as well as complete love and acceptance. He kissed me and said, "well I guess you'd better introduce me to your son". My reply was, "it's that obvious is it?" "Indeed it is Jacque". "Sean, this is your grandfather Clive". "Clive meet your grandson Sean". Sean literally jumped into Clive's arms and hugged him before saying, "grandfather Clive I'm so happy to meet you". He even talks like I talked at his age. I don't think I was ever really a child in my mind, it seems like I was just always aware of life. "Jacque you've been keeping secrets why haven't I heard of this handsome son of yours?" "That I'm afraid may take a while to work our way through since until thirty minutes ago I was unaware I had a son, handsome or otherwise". "I am also afraid Sean doesn't come with a very complete instruction manual, or clothing, or anything else for that matter". "It's going to take some working out on both our parts dad". That evening following dinner as Sean laid with his head in my lap sound asleep Clive went over the letter, birth certificate, and legal papers that were included in the envelop. "It all looks okay Jacque, it's signed and notarized by an attorney, Sean is, according to these papers legally yours". "If you don't mind I would like to have our attorneys at the office look this over and check with the attorney who made these papers out". "Dad I want you to do everything necessary to make sure Sean is totally mine with no possibility of problems creeping up later on in his life". "Jacque I will make certain there isn't a detail that isn't checked and rechecked, I fell in love with Sean the minute I saw him just as I did you, and I intent to make sure his life with us is secure". "No one is going to give my grandson grief, now or later". I looked up into dad's face with a loving smile, I had to laugh at the seriousness of the look on his face. "Dad I love you so much, you are absolutely the best there is". Cracking a smile he replied, "and you better not forget it either kid". He then leaned over Sean and gave me a very passionate kiss. "Where will Sean sleep tonight, we'll have to get a bedroom set up for him tomorrow, and there must be at least a million things a kid his age needs". I couldn't stop smiling at dad, he really was a ready made grandfather, already taking over to make sure his grandson had all the necessities. "Since we only have the one bed he'll have to sleep with me tonight". "And just where am I supposed to sleep?" I broke out laughing, "well I imagine right next to me like you always do, Sean's only about three feet tall, I don't think he's going to take up too much room". I stripped out of my clothes and showered while dad laid Sean down and took off his clothes. When I stepped back into the bedroom dad was laying there just staring at Sean with the most loving look in his eyes. I crawled into bed on the other side of Sean and kissed Clive goodnight before kissing my son on the cheek and whispering, "I love you Sean". Only hours before I was unaware of having a son and suddenly it all seemed as if it had always been, everything seems right. I woke in the morning to find Clive already showered and leaning against the bathroom door staring at Sean and I. Sean was laying with his head on my shoulder with his small arm draped over my stomach. I believe I saw a tear in Clive's eye as he said, "Jacque I've never seen anything so beautiful in my entire life. I took a snap shot with my phone camera I want an artist to paint that, I never want to forget the look on you and your son's faces as you slept together". "Jacque do you realize you've only known your son for a few hours and yet there is a trust and peacefulness there as if you were always a part of each others life". Just then Sean woke up with an energy that only children that young have, he rolled over on top of me, kissed me good morning, and started pulling my ears asking what was for breakfast and what were we going to do today. Before I could gather my thoughts together to answer, he was up and running to the end of the bed and leaped into Clive's arms and kissed him good morning. Clive carried Sean into the Kitchen asking Sean what he wanted to eat. I watched as Clive walked around naked with Sean sitting on his arm with his hand in Clive's hair holding on looking completely natural as if this was a routine he`d enjoyed since his birth. I came into the kitchen naked since that is the way Clive and I always had breakfast and it didn't look like there were any changes going to be made in that area. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ten years passed, I'm now thirty, dad's fifty-three, and Sean's grown into a very handsome young man of twelve. During Sean's first week with Clive and I we set up a bedroom for Sean which he always went to bed in. Every morning for the next ten years he woke up in bed with us and it's still the same today. By the time Sean was eight he realized Clive and I were gay and lovers. We never lied to him about anything, all questions were answered truthfully, and Sean asked some pretty blunt and personal questions about our love making. He had developed into a incredibly handsome boy, he loved sports and we encouraged him to do his best in everything he took a fancy to. He started working out with Clive and I at Gold's Gym by the time he was ten and it showed in the beautifully developed body he had. Sean was very popular at school with both girls and boys, he asked if he could bring a friend home for dinner, something Clive and I had been waiting for with some trepidation. If there was anything we didn't want it was to cause any embarrassment for our son and grandson. We told him it was fine and asked if there was anything special he'd like to have for dinner. He said no, everything we had was always great, just have whatever we'd planned on. We didn't ask if his friend was a boy or girl. We were both excited to find out, we have always been open about our relationship but we never in anyway tried to influence Sean one way or the other, that choice had to be his alone. Friday came, Clive and I were both wrecks neither of us knowing why. The door opened and Sean walked in with the most beautiful young man beside him. Clive whispered, "he sure has good taste in men". I whispered back, "no shit Sherlock, just keep in mind his buddy might be just a buddy". "Yeah, I got it". Sean introduce us to Nigel, who shook our hands with a handshake a wrestler might use he obviously wasn't a pansy. Nigel looked like an athlete and a perfect match for Sean. As it turned out Nigel was on the wrestling team with Sean. He appeared totally at ease with Clive and I which put us much more at ease about the whole situation. After dinner Sean asked if we could all play cards for a while. We went into the den where the game table was asked what they wanted to play. They both said "poker" at the same time. Clive looked at me and winked. My thought was, "what was that wink all about". I knew Sean was good at poker it was Clive's and my favorite game, of course we usually ended up playing strip poker which Sean enjoyed immensely as he got older. We knew Sean had started to jack off when he was about eleven, we could smell it in his briefs when we washed clothes. He had developed a rather large cock for a boy of twelve, which he wasn't shy about showing off when we played strip poker. He had grown up around us walking around naked while at home so he was used to seeing men's cocks, and he had managed to catch us in the act of making love enough to know what we looked like with erections. By catching us I mean sneaking in on us and scaring us half to death by crawling in on the floor on his hands and knees and then jumping on the bed landing on top of us. We played a couple of hands before Nigel said, let's make this a bit more interesting. Clive asked, "how's that Nigel?" "Dad and I play strip poker at home all the time it makes the game more fun if you guys don't mind". Immediately Sean spoke up with, "dad and grandpa and I play strip poker all the time too Nigel, we're in". Like the two of them hadn't planned this for a least a week ahead of time. "I suggested Nigel's dad might not appreciate his son playing strip poker with me and your grandpa Sean, I think we'll pass on that if you don't mind Nigel". Right on queue the door bell rang. Clive and I looked at each other as Clive said, "I wonder who that could be we aren't expecting any visitors". He moved to open the door and I noticed a smirk pass between Sean and Nigel, those two were definitely up to something. When Clive opened the door there stood a gorgeous man who had to be Nigel's father since they looked like they could have been twins except for the age difference. "Hi, I'm Nigel's dad, Lyman". "Nigel said you would be playing some poker this evening and to come over and join you, I hope he mentioned that he and Sean invited me". Clive and I both looked at Sean and Nigel waiting for an explanation. Sean started out by saying, "I...aw....we meant to tell you, but when we got started playing we just kind of forgot......Clive and I continued to stare at Sean, the one thing we always stressed was honesty and we were both hoping he'd come clean with his story. We didn't have to wait long, Sean looked down at the floor before looking at us with tears in his eyes. "Dad, and grandpa I'm sorry I should have told you we had planned this whole thing and that we'd invited Nigel's dad over to play strip poker with us". "I hope you'll forgive me". Seeing tears in those beautiful blue eyes torn my heart out, I reached over and pulled Sean into my arms and kissed him. "It's okay Sean all we wanted was for you to tell us the truth and now you have". "Do you see now how hurtful a lie can be?" With tears running down his cheeks now Sean said, "yes dad and I'm so sorry I disappointed you and grandpa, you have always told me the truth about everything and now I've let you down". Wiping away Sean's tears I said, "Sean you haven't let us down, that fact that you saw what you were doing was wrong and corrected the situation just makes our faith in you even stronger". Clive added, "Sean it doesn't matter what mistakes you make in life, we'll always love you just the same, you are what gives our lives meaning". Clive pulled Sean into his arms and hugged and kissed him, "you're the best kiddo and don't you ever forget it". Nigel spoke up saying "actually not telling us was his idea, Sean said we should tell you that my dad was coming over". "I talked him into it because I was afraid if we didn't trick you my dad wouldn't get to meet you and we wouldn't all become friends". "It was stupid and I'm sorry". "I'm crazy about Sean, he's my best friend and I hope you still like me Sean". "Of course I still like you Nigel, I've wanted dad and grandpa to meet you for a long time, we just should have gone about having your dad drop in on us honestly". "I know dad and grandpa would want to meet your dad once they met you". Up to this point Nigel's dad hadn't said a word. "Nigel if anyone here is disappointed it's me, you said you had asked Sean's dad if it was okay if I came over to play cards with all of you and now I'm here feeling embarrassed because neither of them expected me". "I think the best thing we can do is turn around and go home". "Jacque and Clive I apologize for my sons behavior and I hope you'll forgive him, I know how much he likes Sean, that's all he talks about at home, Sean's so smart, everyone likes Sean, Sean's the most popular kid in school, I honestly was expecting to see angel wings sprouting from your son's back". "Sean you are a very handsome guy and I can see why Nigel is so fond of you, and he really is a good kid, I guess he wanted us to meet badly enough to attempt to trick us into it". "Lyman there's not harm done and what the kids did wasn't so bad, they were just anxious for us to meet". "Part of this might have been our fault since we've allowed Sean to play strip poker with us as he grew up". "I think the fact that you and your son also played strip poker was the real reason for wanting us to meet". I started to laugh as I said, "At least I think you and your son play strip poker together since that's what we were told this evening". Lyman relaxed a bit and explained that he and Nigel did play strip poker together and were very open about being naked at home. Nigel's mother left them when he was only five for another man, which according to Lyman worked for him since he preferred being with a man himself. Clive asked Lyman to come in and have a cold beer with us as we all set down at the game table. Within minutes we were all comfortable with each other, Lyman was totally likable and fit right in with our small family. I dealt a hand of five card stud saying the winner gets to choose what piece of clothing the rest have to remove. Sean and Nigel both had huge smiles on their faces, it looks like the evening was turning out to be the one they had hoped for. By the forth hand both boys were down to the briefs and both boys were sprouting sizeable woodies. Clive won the next hand which left Sean and Nigel naked and we noticed their chairs had magically moved closer together. Lyman, Clive, and I were down to our briefs and it was Lyman's turn to deal, Clive won with three Queens leaving him the only one who wasn't naked at this point. When Lyman stood up to remove his briefs we all stared at the most beautiful cock I think we'd ever seen, it wasn't erect, but somewhere in that in between state. Clive stood up and slipped his briefs off not wanting to be left out of our first ever meeting that included others who were naked. I noticed Sean and Nigel were both holding the others cock doing a slight stroking motion, "now why do I have a feeling you boys have been exploring each other sexually long before now?" Sean looked up and saw the big smile on my face as he continued stroking Nigel's cock which was a smaller, but not by much and a perfect copy of his dads. Watching the boys stroking as they leaned in to kiss each other had Clive, Lyman and I with full erections as Clive brought in fresh beers and we moved to the sofa. Lyman looked Clive and I over and said, "you two are both gorgeous men, I'm glad we met I haven't had anyone near my age to be naked with in so long I'd almost forgotten what a pleasure it is. "So you and Nigel live alone". "Yes I haven't had anyone in since he was five, I wanted Nigel to grow up to be whatever his natural sexual instincts led him to be without any influence from me". "I've always been naked around him because I didn't want him to grow up shy of his own body like so many kids are". "When he was ten he started to want to sleep with me and explore my body, I figured better mine than having him hide in some dirty ally with someone who might harm him". "It had become obvious he was interested in men and told me he found girls of no interest to him". "I've shown him some things men do together sexually and he loves it, I hope that doesn't disgust you, but what has happened between Nigel and I happened as a natural development brought about by his own curiosity". "Not at all Lyman, it sounds like the way more men should teach their sons who show a curiosity about sex that takes place between men". "I have always hated the fact that so many boys grow up thinking their feelings for other boys is un-natural and dirty". "They need to know it's okay to live life as who they are and not hide in the closet living lives of frustration that often leads to anger and suicide". "We haven't had any sexual experiences with Sean because he hadn't until now let us know where his sexual interest lie". "I'm happy he's found Nigel, it's obvious you've raised him well and considering they're only going on thirteen they both have well developed bodies and have matured light years ahead of other boys their age mentally and physically". "While not actually showing Sean how to do things with other men sexually he has managed on many occasions to sneak into our room during sex and watch". "The first time he did it Clive had my legs on his shoulders bounding my ass with that beautiful cock of his as I jacked myself off". "Sean was nine and he crawled into our room on his hands and knees before leaping up and landing on my chest". "Both Clive and I nearly had heart attacks". Lyman laughed his ass off as he asked how we managed to explain what we were doing to Sean. Clive said, we told his the truth, that we were making love and this is one of the ways men enjoy each other sexually". "Sean asked if he could watch and we let him since he'd already caught us in the act". "With my cock stuck up Jacque's asshole we couldn't exactly say we were cleaning house". Lyman rocked with laughter, "I can almost see you guys with Sean draped over Jacque's chest while Jacque had his cock in his hand and you with your cock up his ass, and then asking if he could watch". "If ever I wish a camera could have caught the look on your faces". "That's not the worst of it Lyman, Clive was so startled when Sean leaped up on top of us that it scared the piss out of him, he literally emptied his bladder up my ass". I had to squeeze my sphincter muscle so tight to make sure Clive's piss didn't run back out that he couldn't move his cock". "Sean innocently looked up at Clive and asked if he was stuck". By now Lyman was on the floor laughing so hard tears were running down his face. "How did you get out of that situation?" Clive said, "yes I'm stuck will you run down to the hall bathroom and bring us the Vaseline that's in the medicine cabinet". "When Sean ran down the hall I put my arms around Clive's neck and he carried me into the bathroom with his cock still up my ass until we reached the toilet where he set me down and I let his piss flow out". "When Sean came back in we had jumped into the shower where he joined us and apparently had already forgotten about the fact he thought we were stuck together". Nigel hearing us tell the story said, "dad and I piss on each other in the shower and sometimes we even drink it". Lyman stopped laughing and his eyes almost popped out of his head as he yelled, Nigel that's more information than Jacques and Clive needed to hear". "Clive laughed so hard he spit the beer he was drinking all over Lyman who was laying on the floor in front of us, I had my hands over my face I could hardly get my breath". Just then we saw a flash as Sean took our picture. Sean said, "I'm going to have this made into a poster and hang it on my bedroom wall". He immediately went to his room to download it to his photo printer. Nigel stood there looking at his dad obviously upset thinking his dad was angry with him for telling the others they were into watersports. Lyman sat up and motioned for Nigel to come over to him where he hugged him and said he was sorry he yelled. "You know Nigel sometimes dads makes mistake too". "Here I tell you to always be truthful and then yell when you were". "It's just at times we need to use a little discretion Nigel, maybe Clive and Jacque aren't into watersports, it's not exactly a common practice". "But dad, Clive said he peed in Jacques ass". "Yes but that was because he was startled by Sean surprising them". I decided to speak up in Nigel's defense, "Lyman that time it was an accident, Clive and I have enjoyed watersports almost from the beginning of our relationship". "So no harm was done and I'm glad we know this much about each other". From Sean's bedroom came, "I didn't know you and grandpa were into watersports". Clive and I looked at each other smiling. Clive, "said you mean to tell us there's something we've managed to keep from you?" I added, "I thought by now with your knowledge of electronics you'd have put cameras in every room to make sure you didn't miss anything". Sean's reply was, "oh I hadn't thought of that". Clive, Nigel, and Lyman all said, "you're going to regret that statement Jacque". "I already do". Sean came out with a large color photo of us and handed it to Lyman, he managed to catch Lyman when he looked like his eyes were going to pop out of his head. Lyman looked at it and showed it to Nigel before he broke out laughing. "Sean, if you don't mind I'd like one of those myself, just to remind me Nigel still has the ability to surprise the hell out of me". Nigel was rolling on the floor in laughter. Lyman started to get up as he said, "I guess it's time for us to head for home, I hope we're all going to be friends since this has been a rather eye popping evening". I walked over and straddled Lyman and knelt down so my butt was resting on his crotch, "Lyman, Clive and I are both very attracted to you and we feel you and Nigel are a wonderful addition to our family, please don't worry about anything that happened this evening it was a learning experience for all of us". I leaned in and gave him a tongue sucking kiss and could immediately feel his cock stir beneath my ass. Clive came over and joined in and we ended up in a wonderful three-way kiss as Clive said, "you and Nigel are welcome here anytime Lyman, you really do seem like family and belong here with us". Lyman looked a bit stunned as he stammered, "I feel the same way but was afraid to say anything, it feels so good and so natural to be here with you guys". "I feel kind of bad taking Nigel home to our apartment after seeing this beautiful place where you guys live". The sad look on Lyman's face just about broke my heart. Nigel came over and sat in his dad's lap, putting his hands on the sides of Lyman's face and looking him right in the eye Nigel said, "Dad I've always been happy wherever we lived, as long as we're together nothing else matters". "You have always kept our home clean and as nice as you could, dad you do the best you can for me and I'm so grateful for a dad like you to take care of me". Lyman hugged Nigel so hard I'm surprised the kid didn't break, but he just hugged his dad right back just as hard. Clive put his arm around my waist as he said, "Lyman and Nigel I don't want to interfere in your personal affairs but as Jacque and I said moments before, you're like family to us". "We have something we'd like to show you before you go home if you'll let us". Lyman and Nigel got up and started to dress, "you don't have to get dressed for this there's no one on the penthouse level but us". We all stepped out our door and walked down the hall to the next set of double doors, Clive unlocked them and we went in. "This was my apartment before I moved in with Jacque and it just sits here empty, Jacque and I want you and Nigel to move in and consider it your home". Clive's generosity never ceased to amaze me, and I knew from the moment he put his arm around my waist this is where he was heading. God how I love this man of mine. Lyman and his son looked positively awed as they walked through the apartment, it was still furnished with Clive's things and came across like a palace. Turning to look at us Lyman said, "guys I'm a construction worker, I do okay but I could never afford to pay you rent on a place like this". Feigning shock I said, "Lyman you're family, family does not pay to live with family". I couldn't keep a straight face and broke into a silly grin. Before Lyman could say anything more Clive added, "actually we've been thinking since the dinning rooms back up to each other we could remove the wall that separates them and make it into one large dinning room big enough for some guests and dinner parties". That way it would become just one big apartment. Lyman looked at us and said, "you guys think fast on your feet, you're making this up as you go aren't you?" We both laughed and said, "yes but it's only because we want you to come live with us, please consider it". "It would be good for the boys, they obviously care for each other and this would give them a chance to discover their real feelings and learn about man love with parents who understand and love them". Sean embraced Nigel saying, "Nigel we could sleep together if you want to". "Wow!" "Do you mean it Sean?" "Of course I mean it Nigel". "You guys are making it awfully hard to say no". "Lyman we want you and Nigel here with us, we feel like you belong with us, you're part of our family and we want you here". Clive looked Lyman in the eye and asked, "Lyman can you truthfully say you don't feel the same about us?" "You know I feel the same guys, it's just that I don't feel like I'd be paying my fair share for things, these penthouses must cost a fortune". Putting his hands on Lyman's shoulders Clive said, "Lyman I own the whole damned building we don't pay any rent and the companies who rent the office space on the forty-seven floors below us have made us rather wealthy". "When you move in you can share food expenses and whatever else that suits you if it makes you feel better, it really doesn't matter to Jacque and I, what matters is that you and Nigel are with us as part of our family". Turning to look at Nigel, Lyman asked, "when do you want to move in Nigel?" "Tomorrow dad, the sooner the better if that's okay with Sean's dad and grandpa". "I said, it's a done deal Nigel, we'll rent a truck and move you in tomorrow, you and your dad can spend the night and we'll take care of the move tomorrow". Putting my arms around Lyman's neck and pulling him in for a kiss, I said you do want to spend the night don't you Lyman," as I rubbed my pelvis against his while Clive run his tongue in Lyman`s ear. With a devilish grin Lyman replied, "you guys drive a HARD bargain, of course Nigel and I want to spend the night". By the time we had everything settled concerning Lyman and Nigel moving in and staying the night with us it was bed time. We put the kids to bed and kissed them good night and Lyman, Clive, and I made it to bed after showering. Clive got between Lyman's legs and devoured that beautiful cock while I straddled Lyman's chest and he sucked my cock deep into his throat. Releasing my cock and looking up into my face Lyman said, "it's been so long since I've been with guys my own age I don't know what to do first, I think I'm more excited than Nigel is". "You're doing just great with my cock Lyman". Clive added that Lyman's cock and balls tasted great, "can hardly wait to taste your ass". Hearing that Lyman raised his legs and spread them so Clive had better access to his rosebud. Clive didn't waste anytime in running his tongue over that rosebud causing Lyman's eyes to roll back as he continued working my cock with his throat muscles. I turned around so my knees were on either side of Lyman's head, he immediately sucked my cock back into his throat, this guy was obviously cock hungry. In this sixty-nine position I could lean down and suck Lyman's cock as Clive continue licking and probing Lyman's hole with his tongue. Clive probed with his index finger, Lyman pushed back for more, Clive added a second finger and Lyman pushed and raised his ass wanting more. A third finger went in as I lifted Lyman's legs raising his ass high enough for Clive to move in with his cock. I let Lyman's cock slip from my mouth long enough to suck Clive's in and make sure it was wet and juicy before he plugged it into Lyman's hole. I went back down on Lyman's cock taking it deep with my nose pushing against his balls as Clive carefully pushed his cock into Lyman's hole letting it rest before sliding another couple of inches in before he was balls deep. Lyman was sucking on my cock hard, I knew I was getting close and when Lyman tugged on my balls I was a goner shooting volley after volley of cum deep into his throat. I swallowed Lyman's cock down to the root as Clive pulled his cock our of his hole and slammed it in hard. Lyman flooded my mouth and throat with more cum than I thought humanly possible, I never lost a drop of it. Clive's head flopped back and I could feel him shooting his hefty load deep in Lyman's ass, I had collapsed on top of Lyman savoring the rich taste of his cum. Clive pulled out of Lyman's hole and shoved his juicy cock into my mouth so I could lick it clean of his cum and Lyman's ass juices. Clive leaned down to catch his own cum as it leaked from Lyman's ass before sharing it with me in a kiss. Exhausted both sexually and emotionally we hit the sack, Jacque on one side, Lyman on the other with Clive in the middle. Jacque rolled over and kissed me on the check as he always does as he said, "goodnight dad, I love you". I whispered, "I love you too son". Lyman rolled over and kissed my other check whispering, "goodnight dad, I love you", just as naturally as if he'd been saying to me all his life, my heart just swelled with love as I whispered back, "I love you too son" and drifted off to sleep. I woke early in the morning and crawled out of bed trying not to wake the others. Jacque lay peacefully with Sean's head on his shoulder, arm over his chest as he'd done since he was two. On the other side lay Lyman with Nigel curled next to him with his head on his dad's arm with his own arm laying of Lyman's stomach. I quietly snapped a picture. I have never figured out how Sean managed to slip into be with us all those years without waking either of us, now there were two who managed to do it. Heading to the kitchen to start a pot of coffee, I barely had it perking when I heard a tap on the front door. I hurried to open before it woke the others, wondering who could be here so early. Opening the door I looked into the face of the most incredibly handsome man with blue black hair and golden skin with gorgeous blue eyes. I knew in an instant it was Jacque's brother Thomas for no other reason than those marvelous blue eyes that Sean, Jacque, and Thomas all shared. "You must be Jacques brother Tomas, please come in". "Yes I am, how did you know?" "Let me just say the resemblance is unmistakable". "I have coffee on and the others are still sleeping, would you mind having a cup with me until Jacque wakes?" "No of course not, I realize I'm here awfully early, but I wanted to see Jacque it's been too long". "I take it from Jacque's description of you that you're Clive". "Yes I am Tomas, I feel like I know you, Jacque has told me so much about you, you are and always will be his hero you know". "I guess, but I don't feel like I deserve his admiration, I should never have left him alone with dad, I just wanted to get away so bad that I put my own interest ahead of his". "Jacque adores you Tomas there is nothing but love in his heart for his big brother". "I'm so glad you two stayed in touch, Jacque looks forward to your phone calls and e-mails". "What brings you to our fair city if you don't mind me asking". "It's been fourteen years since I've seen Jacque and to be honest he's never left my thoughts in all that time, he was and always will be the love of my life, he's more than a brother to me Clive". "Why did you stay away so long, Jacque would love to have had you visit". "Clive I married as a way to escape a hellish living situation at home, I have children and a wife to complete my life". "The only problem is that they don't complete my life". "Jacque is what is missing and I know my life will never be complete without him being a part of it". "My wife is very caring and sensitive, she knew from the first that there was something missing, she finally forced me to admit it was Jacque". "She said at night I would call his name out over and over, never hers, but always Jacque". "She filed for a divorce and told me I needed to find Jacque if I were ever to know true happiness". "I knew she was right, there was never any anger from either of us, it was a matter of accepting the truth, I didn't just love my brother Jacque, she knew I was in love with my brother Jacque and she forced me to admit that to her, but mostly to myself". "Clive I know you love Jacque and you also need to know I would never come between the two of you, but I do ask that I may become a part of Jacques life once again". "Tomas you are a part of Jacque's life, he loves you and always has, I love Jacque with all my heart and would die if I lost him, but most importantly his happiness comes first". Neither of us realized Jacque was standing in the door way off to the side listening to our conversation. He came in walking softly in his bare feet and straddled my lap as he sat and looked into my eyes. "Dad, you will never lose me, my love for you in complete, you are the heart of my heart". He than kissed me with the most loving passionate kiss I have ever known and in that moment I knew Jacque truly was mine and there was no fear in ever losing him. Jacque got up and turned to Thomas and threw his arms around his neck and cried as a child, "Thomas I have missed you so much, thank God you have come back". They both wept and I left the room giving them some space and privacy. I found Lyman and the boys in the den, Sean was the first to ask what was wrong with his dad, he had such a worried look on his face. I explained that nothing was wrong, but he wanted to know why his dad was crying. "Sometimes Sean, we cry out of happiness as well as sadness and this is a time for tears of happiness, your Uncle Tomas has come home". "Uncle Tomas is here?" "Can I go see him?" "Yes Sean, but do you think we can give your dad and his brother a few minutes alone, it's been fourteen years since they've seen each other". "I've never heard dad cry, it makes feel so sad grandpa". "I know it does Sean, I can see it in your face, try to understand what you hear are cries of joy, happiness, and love". "I'm hoping your uncle will become a part of our lives now so that all of us can be together as one happy family". "I waited until it was quiet and walked out with Sean as he held my hand so tight it hurt". I cleared my throat to let them know we were within hearing distance. Jacque turned with tears still in his eyes, but a beautiful smile gracing his handsome face. "Sean come here and meet your Uncle Tomas, he's just been asking about you". Sean started to walk over but wouldn't let go of my hand. I said, "Sean you can let go of my hand now". "No I can't grandpa you have to come with me". Right at that moment Jacque looked into my eyes as his smile grew even more beautiful, the love that radiated from him surrounded me and filled my spirit, I felt like I was floating. I walked over with Sean and he looked up at Thomas and shoot his hand as he said, "I'm happy to meet you Uncle Thomas". "I'm happy to meet you too Sean, I've heard so much about you, you know your dad and grandpa are very proud of you". "I'm very proud of my dad and my grandpa too". I noticed Sean did not hug his uncle, nor did Jacque suggest that he should, which I admit surprised me. One thing I have never done is interfere with the way Jacque brings up Sean. His love for Sean goes beyond anything I have yet to witness in parental love in my live time. When Jacque does or does not to something concerning Sean it is with good reason. I would protect Sean with my life and Jacque is very aware of that. My love for him and my devotion to him is never questioned. The trust among us is total and unwavering. Lyman and Nigel came walking in and were introduced to Thomas as part of our family, the fact that they were moving in today was never mentioned, it was simply a fact of life. Whether they had lived here from the beginning or were moving in today was totally irrelevant, they were now a part of our family and time was not a factor in the love that we all now share. How Tomas fit into all of this was yet to be seen. To Be Continued: