Date: Mon, 7 Jan 2019 19:30:17 +0000 From: michael Cardoso Subject: My brother's man 4 Chris and I were extremely excited for the wedding. Not because we loved our cousin, but because my big brother had told me that he wanted for that day to be really special. And he meant it. Of course, I knew what my big brother wanted from me, and happily would I give it to him. I didn't feel used, not at all, Chris had become the perfect gentleman towards me. Even in school. Chris had always been a good big brother, but prior all this story, whenever he was with his friends, he would find a way to mock me, nothing serious, just an occasional pain in the ass. And that's something I wanted to change now that I was his boyfriend. Fortunately, I didn't have to ask my big brother to change... he did on his own. Once, one of his friends tried to mock me and Chris, defending his territory, told him to fuck off, literally. Yeah, Chris was getting so romantic and sweet, perhaps more than what he wanted. I was home alone one Friday evening. After I went to the bathroom, I was surprised to see Chris' bedroom door wide open and even more amazed when I saw the laptop on the bed. I got the nerve to get in the computer and what I found in my big brother's history turned me on and got me nervous at the same time. Things like: "17 tips for being a great top" or "Don't harm him, just give him pleasure". So, he was seriously researching how to have sex with me without hurting me. I need to say I had also been worried about that, after all, I perfectly knew now how big my big bro was. I forgot to mention something important. After the weekend when we went to the tailor, some members of my mother's family had arrived due to the wedding approaching. Chris and I had a quick chat about it, knowing it would be impossible to do anything. Chris spent a lot of time with our cousin, David, and he really is a pain in the ass for me. Chris knew that if he left David to spent his time with me everyone would find that extremely odd, specially Dad. David and Chris were best friends since they were 3. I must recognize I was jealous af. After school Chris and David would play basketball or baseball along other guys from our street, they would go to the cinema or to check out girls to the mall. But Chris managed to show me respect. He never allowed David to make fun of me and he would constantly invite me to do activities with them, but of course I would reject, that was not my style at all. Now there was another reason to wait for the wedding: they would leave as soon as the event was done. I would have my big brother all to myself again. Things started getting a little interesting two days before the wedding. I was arriving home after hours of working in a school project with some classmates. Nor my parents nor my uncles were near, but there was music coming out of Chris' room. I knocked at his door and I opened it. When I saw my brother sitting in the floor, in a very manly way, talking to our cousin my heart melt. I just couldn't wait to see him in that suit. "Oh, nice. You're here" Chris said while he stood up. "I need to talk with you" I wasn't excited. During the almost two weeks of David's visit I've been constantly worried with the idea that David would remind him how good being a straight was, or how much he missed boobs. The idea terrified me. "You won't mind, do you?" Chris turned around to see David. "Nah" Our cousin answered watching at his phone. Chris made me a sign to follow him and we left the room. I was a little surprised after Chris only took me to my room. He locked the door. I walked to my bed and sat while I saw him walking towards me. "I know what you're about to say" I told him, looking at him in the eyes. "Oh, really?" Chris made a face of fake surprise. "Tell me then" "Being with David has made you realize you want... other things" I said while I was looking at the floor. "Did you finish?" Chris said. He had an uncomfortable expression on his face. I stared at him for a while and that's when he rolled his eyes. "Ok. It's not at all like that. If anything, I've came to realize how much I miss you" He then kneeled to be in my same height, he looked at my eyes and gave me a tender kiss on the lips. "What I wanted to tell you is that I can't wait to see how handsome you'll look at the wedding." He stood me up and pulled me in a kiss. Our first kiss after almost two weeks. God, If I've missed that. He then took my ass in his hands and squeezed "And I also want to see how this will look like". I took his bulge in my hand and started to jerk him off. "Please, don't do that" He said with his eyes closed. "Why? It's mine" I said trying to be as sexy as possible but I don't know if it totally worked because he let go a shy laughter. "Of course, it is. It's just that I've spent all last week jerking off to your picture and I've tried to stop because I want to be ready for Saturday". "Your jerk off thinking on me?" I asked with a smile on my face. "Of course, I do. It's hard not to think on this" He said as he squeezed my butt again. We kissed again, his tongue breaking in my mouth as I took hold of my brother's bubble butt. Suddenly, Chris broke the kiss and ran to the door. "Got to go, you know how David is". He left my room leaving me with a huge boner. My first reaction was to pull off my pants and underwear and took my dick in my hand, but I realized I wanted to wait until Saturday. I needed to save my load for that moment. Saturday arrived and we needed to get ready early since we were required to help decorating the garden in which the wedding would take place. So, I put on my deep blue suit, my brown socks and shoes and a white shirt. I didn't like ties, but I knew Dad would make me use one anyway. I left my room to go get something to the bathroom and Chris and David saw me as I passed my big brother's room. I knew David would say something and so I stood next to the door where my brother and cousin were getting ready and I was not wrong. "Dude, your bro is growing". "Yeah, he is. He looked great with his suit, right" Chris asked to our cousin. "Guess. But aren't you worried he would be... a fag?" Now that hurt. David had always said that to me, and once, a few years ago, Chris had laughed when David said it. "What would be the problem with that?" Chris asked him with that tone of defending what was his in his voice. "No, nothing. Jezz, relax" David said "I can see you've grown to really care for you bro". "Yeah, why don't you try that with your own brothers? "Chris answered back and that's when I realized Chris was really really defending me. After that I returned to my room to finish getting ready. When I went downstairs, Dad was fixing Chris' tie. Dad looked handsome, but it was my brother who caught me out of breath. I've never seen him like this. He was a god. His black suit highlighted perfectly his huge back, his strong legs and his drop-dead arms, not to mention his bubble butt. I think I was smiling, and Chris glanced at me and I knew that he was feeling the same way with me. "Son, you look handsome!" Dad told me while he finished fixing Chris and walked towards me. He was about to fix my own tie when Chris stopped him. "Let me, Dad. I need to try it". Chris stared right at me in the eyes while he fixed up my tie. "You do look handsome". I could just get on my knees and blow him right there and then I realized I had a tent in my pants. Chris noticed and got in panic. I managed to hide it and Chris helped me by creating a distraction. Soon we were on our way. Chris and David were sitting next to me and it was so hard to take my eyes off of Chris. My brother and my cousin were feeling great about themselves. And yeah, David looked handsome, but he could not compete against my brother. Chris looked so manly and sexy, confident and I caught him checking me out a couple of times during the trip. Unfortunately, I couldn't be near my brother for hours. Chris and David helped other men carrying tables and chairs while I was stuck with my Dad and Grandpa. For my dad, his own father was the example of masculinity, he was perfect to his eyes and he thought his boys needed to hear his stories. So, there I was, for hours, listening at my grandfather being a jerk and being proud of it. When the moment of the ceremony finally came, Chris told our dad he needed me to help him with something. He just took me outside the church to tell me he had found the perfect place for our encounter. The party would be in a garden, yes, but right in front of it there was a mansion. This mansion was rented for special events, just like this. Apparently, Chris left David and the other men to find the perfect place, and he did. Chris and I needed to be close from that moment on. And in a moment of the party, my big brother would take me there to have my first time. I was so nervous and so excited at the same time. When we went back to the church they had next to the mansion, all our family told my father we looked great. My grandfather told him he was proud of us, we looked "like men our age should look like". I tried to ignore any comment from my grandfather, and so did Chris, but everyone seemed to respect him so much we didn't have much choice than to listen to the old man and his stupid comments. I sat next to my brother and I felt amazed by something. Like I'd said before, I had a thing for socks, either they could cause disgust in me (which is always) or they could turn me on, just like in this moment. I spent most of the ceremony watching the big black shoes of Chris, how manly he looked and I also stared at his socks, all black and they made him look older somehow. The ceremony went by and the party started. We ate dinner with everyone else, we were sitting with our parents, of course, and we watched everyone having a good time. The white table cloth was really big and it covered all the table, so I decided that I needed to do something. Impulsively, I took grasp of his leg and he jumped in surprise. Dad turned around but Chris managed to convince him it was just that he had coughed. But I didn't move my hand from his leg. When Dad turned around to talk with mom, my hand quickly went to his crotch. I turned to see his face, he was red but he was smiling. I undid his zipper and took hold of his mushroom head, exploring it, getting all wet in his precum (which was a lot) and playing with his balls. Chris came to my ear and just told me to stop. If I continued, he would finish right there, so I stopped, took my hand out of his crotch and returned it back to the table. And then I realized my hand and fingers were full with my big brother's precum. Chris stared at my hand as well and handed me a napkin, instead I took my index finger to my mouth and I sucked on it, pretending I was enjoying the last drops of sauce from the dinner. Chris was looking at me with curiosity and excitement. Mom wanted to dance with her men, so after Dad and Chris took their turn, I had to stand up and dance with her. Chris stared at me all the while, I could feel his eyes all over me and I felt desired and loved. I guess kinky things were going though his mind cause before the song finished, Chris was right there to tell mom he needed my help in something. I followed Chris out of the garden, this was it. It was the moment. I turned around just for a moment to see the party and I saw our Dad dancing with her sister, and so I understood why Chris had decided it was the perfect moment, Dad was distracted. Chris never stopped walking up until he entered the mansion. "This is it. Are you really sure?" He asked. "I've never been more serious about anything". The place was all empty and so Chris took my hand and led me upstairs. When we arrived to the second floor, Chris started running and as he was holding my hand, I ran behind him. We finally arrived to a wooden door. With his feet, Chris moved something that opened the door. "I had to make sure this door was kept open, they tend to close them after the ceremonies start" Chris said as we got into the room. The lights were off but light from the garden came from the window so the room was in an almost blue color. "We won't have that much time, you know that?" Chris said as he took of his jacket. I could only stare at him as an idiot. He was a vision, he was young but looked like a full-grown man, my man. He came closer to me while he undid the buttons of his shirt. When his chest and abs were visible and he threw the shirt to the floor, he finally came to me. "Being away from you this last weeks have been hell for me, Eddy. I don't know what you've done to me" He said as his big strong arms held me to his chest. The best hug I've ever had. "No woman or man interest me anymore, Eddy. Only you. Only you. I don't want to pretend more time, I don't want you to be away from me". I started crying and my arms hugged him as hard as I could. I could feel his chest hair all over my face, I could feel his heart and that's when it came out "Chris, I need you. I love you and I really really don't want to be away from you". "Hey, don´t cry" Chris said breaking the hug and cleaning my tears. "I promise you that this hell won't happen again. I promise you it'll never be the same, you'll be by my side forever, fucker". We laughed. We kissed, tenderly, while Chris took my jacket off and caressed my back. "You're perfect". Quickly, Chris took my shirt off and then, both of them shirtless, he took me to the bed. He laid me down and he kicked his shoes off. He climbed upon the bed and took his socks off. He kissed me and the, slowly, caressing every part of my body before arriving to my feet, he took my shoes and socks off. Chris was in full control of the situation. When he opened my legs and undid my belt and trousers, I could see he had been preparing for this, he was trying for me to feel him confident but he was nervous and intimidated. I knew my big brother far too well. When he took my boxer off, finally leaving me naked and with my legs wrapped around his waist, I felt really vulnerable, I guess the inferiority complex towards him was still there. Chris got rid from his own clothes completely and there he was, in all his glory. His cock seemed harder and bigger than the last time I saw him like this. From behind him, he took a bottle of lube. "Give me your hand" Chris ordered me and I obeyed. He filled my hand with lube. "Now, put it in my dick". I put my hand around his penis and I started jacking him off. I was making sure to cover with lube as much as I could and I focused on his big head. It felt really hot, as if it was burning and that excited me even more. "I think it's ready" I said not letting go from Chris' cock. "Are you ready?" Chris looked at me. He was in top of me. I had focused so much on his cock that I hadn't seen his face. His eyes. He was looking at me with what I could only describe as lust and love. Real love and care. "I told you. I'm ready". "I don't want to hurt you" Chris said and I could see his eyes were filling with tears. "You won't" I assured him. Chris took my legs and put them on his shoulders. He took the bottle of lube again and put some more on his perfect dick. I felt cold when he put the lube in my butthole, he slowly put in his index finger inside of me, but as quickly as it got in, it went out. "Here I come" Chris told me. I could feel his mushroom head in my entrance. Chris was really nervous and it took a few seconds for me to feel the pressure he was doing. At first it felt as if it was impossible for all his penis to get in, even the head... but then it happened. Chris didn't know how much force he was applying on me up until his all head got inside of me in one movement. I screamed and tears came out of my eyes. I was not a virgin anymore, Chris had taken it now. As I screamed, Chris moaned. He did a facial expression so delicious I could finish just by watching that picture. It wasn't until he saw my tears and face of pain when he changed and only fear and worry filled him. "I'll go out" Chris said and, with my legs, I hold him tighter. Terrible mistake since that movement of him trying to pull out and me trying to keep him in only made his dick to get in even more in me. I screamed again and Chris moaned again. "Oh my god" He said out of breath "Ed... oh my god... oh..." All the while making orgasmic facial expressions. "You're so tight". I guess that for a moment he forgot about my pain and the fact that I was a virgin because he then buried himself more and more. I bit my lips so he wouldn't stop, despite all the pain I was truly feeling I wanted my big brother all the way inside of me. The tears I could not hold, but Chris had his eyes closed. Trying to hold the pain out of my voice I said "Get in, all the way in". I immediately regret that because my brother did follow my instructions. He buried himself all the way, stretching my insides and letting out the most delicious moans I had ever listened. Chris was now inside of me completely. My pain was way too great. But watching Chris' face and feeling him inside of me was all worth it. Chris had taken my virginity and I was proud of it. He finally opened his eyes and stared at me. "You have no idea of how this feels" Chris said with a huge smile on his face. "Now you're really mine, baby bro". By that moment I was getting used to the feeling of my brother inside of me, and so, with my hand, I pulled Chris into a deep kiss. A kiss he took as signal and he moved for the first time. His first thrust hurt as hell, but Chris' moans were very distracting, in a good way. "Tell me what you feel" I whispered in his ear. I felt so full. My skin was burning, and I knew my face was red as a tomato. "You're so tight... so warm... oh my god" And then he thrusted again. "You're mine, Eddy. You're mine". "Of course, I am" I told him, enjoying his slow movements. He kissed me again and his tongue penetrated my mouth just like his penis had done with my body. He thrusted again and again, with each his rhythm grew. It was amazing feeling him, his skin with my skin. All the while Chris kept telling me things like "You're delicious", "I love you" and kept telling me how I was now his. His thrusts were now kind of savage. I could feel his balls slapping on my butt. Chris was looking at me in the eyes with love in his look. Watching my brother's hips moving, his sweat, how much of an animal he was with me turned me on so much. My hand went to look for my cock but Chris didn't let me. "I'm gonna cum" Chris announced and a very pervert part of me made me talk. "You're going to fill me?" I told him, smiling at him. "You want that?" Chris said while his dick continued sliding in and out of me. "You want to get me pregnant?" I said and was very surprised that it had come out of my mouth. Chris continued his thrusts, smiling at me. "I'm gonna get you knocked up, so you'll be mine forever". It was so sexy to listen at him talking to me like that. And then, Chris buried in me (kind of violently), and I felt his first shot of cum. Chris moaned the loudest I had ever listened from him. His face was red, really red. He didn't move until the sixth shot came out of his cock. He fell on top of me and I realized he was really heavy. "Now you´re pregnant" Chris said laughing after a few minutes of silence. He changed his position in order for him to look at me in the eyes. He was still inside of me and I loved the feeling. "Did you like it? Did I was good?" I asked him. "Thanks for giving me this honor, Ed." He said seriously. He was about to say something important. "I love you. Not only for this, which, by the way, it's one of the best moments in my life. You're not only my brother, you know? You're the person I love the most. And I want to take care of you in that way. Will you allow me to do so?" "Chris... You don't seem to understand something." I told him. "I love you. I'm yours and I'm also going to take care of you. I mean it". Then, his penis, now soft, came out of me. Chris stood up and went to where his jacket had landed. He was a vision. His butt looked fantastic. I couldn't wait for the day he would give me the chance to fuck him. I was starting to stand up when he talked. "What are you doing?" "Well... I figured we're going back to the party?" I said. "Wait. So, I took your virginity but you're not going to take mine?" "Whoa... wait... you're going to let me..." I was speechless. I couldn't believe it. Just what mere seconds before I thought, fucking my big brother. "Yeah. You're a man as well and I don't want you to think that I get to do you only because I'm the oldest. It doesn't matter. We're together forever, right?" I nodded. "I just came to get this..." He said and returned to bed with me. He had a ring on his hand. "So, yeah. I want you to wear this ring. It's all black and it doesn't have any details so it won't be suspicious, but I want you to know what it stands for... You know, right? What it stands for?" "Of course, I do" I told him and I put the ring on. Chris then took the bottle of lube and put some in his butthole. He turned around and grab hold of my cock, which was hard as stone and I hadn't realized about it. "Now, I know it hurts but we really don't have much time. You're gonna have to be a little bit faster than me". "But it'll hurt you" I told him. "Yeah, but we've been gone for more than an hour, dad's going to be wondering where we are". "An hour?" I asked him. It seemed impossible, I wanted more. "Yeah, but I want for both of us to have done it the same night so..." He turned around and laid down on his belly. "If you don't mind, I've read this position is less painful so... go ahead young man". My brother, completely naked, with his perfect ass to my disposal. I think I was really excited and I took it way too far. I hold his bubble butt and squeezed it as much as I could. "Easy there, dude" Chris told me. "You need to hurry". And I took it way too literal... Of one single movement I got half of my dick inside of him. And that was it. I felt what my brother felt when he entered me. I ignored Chris' scream of pain and I buried myself completely. It was so tight, and even to this day, it was the most delicious thing I had ever felt. "Don't hurry that much" Chris said crying. Now, one of my life time dreams and goals was complete. I had taken this God's virginity, the man I had admired my all life... I thrusted three times, feeling my balls smacking his bubble butt, taking in what was happening. I could feel my dick stretching his skin and his insides, I felt powerful and manly. My moans were filling the entire room, I understood why Chris didn't put attention to my tears. This was unbelievable. Watching my dick sliding in and out of my brother's hole was amazing, all the while I kept squeezing his butt really hard. Chris was now moaning, but I guess it was in pain. "Thank YOU for this honor" I told Chris on the ear. "You're enjoying yourself?" Chris said and he turned around for a little bit. Enough for me to see that he had cried. "Get me pregnant, little man" And he smiled. I followed his orders. After that, just a few thrusts were enough. I filled my brother's insides with 10 shots, I had never shot that many cum. But I didn't have the time to enjoy it properly... Chris' phone started to ring. It was Dad. I had to get out of my brother quickly and Chris stood up to answer the call. While he talked with Dad, I started to get my clothes back on. He was getting dress as well, and for the look on his face, dad was angry. Chris told me Dad was really angry while we fixed our clothes. I was really upset, really. And Chris of course detected that. "I thought you were going to be happy... I'm worried you're not". Chris said while fixing up his shoes. "I am. I loved it... but... I couldn't finish to enjoy what I was doing because of Dad". Chris, seductively, got closer to me. "Believe me, this was just the first time" And he kissed me. "Eddy, we literally just discovered this, I'm going to enjoy you in many ways and you will enjoy me in many others, do you trust me?" All the anger vanished and I squeezed the ass of my brother. "You're mine, in case you forgot it". "I can feel your load inside of me, believe me. I won't forget it. Only if you don't forget you're mine as well". We kissed one last time and returned to the party. But Dad nagged us immediately. He told us everyone were asking for us, he also said we were going to be punished and that he was disappointed. He seems to have finished but he noticed something. "What happened to your ties?" He stared at both our ties and Chris and I stood there frozen. We faked surprise by how bad the ties looked and we sat back in our table. I danced with mom again and when I returned to the table Chris told me something that worried and made me feel special at the same time. "He knows you had sex" Chris said trying to keep calm. "He saw you moving and said you looked different." "What are we going to do?" I asked. "Nothing. If he asks you... you'll have to tell him you fucked some girl in school..." Chris told me. "But I don't want to pretend that" I told him. "Then try to came up with something else, I don't want to lose you, Ed". Chris told me just as Mom took him for another dance. Dad came towards me but my aunt begged him for a dance and he went. I was saved, at least for tonight. But I needed to think what I would tell my Dad. I was not going to lose Chris, that was something I knew for a fact.