Date: Sat, 22 Dec 2001 06:17:05 +0000 From: BJ Alex Subject: My Older Cousin If you are under 18 years of age, or cannot read these due you're your locations do not continue. This story is fictional My Older Cousin By BJAlex61 It was a cold and windy evening. It had just started to snow as I slowly walked towards Kelly's Bar. It had been a bad year and the weather seemed to mirror the mood that I was in. Here it was Christmas again and it had been this time last year that Mike had died. Mike had been my partner for over 15 years. We were looking for another 15 years, but cancer cut our dream of living together for a long time short. So I guess you could say I would not be very good company tonight. But that would soon change. I walked into Kelly's and removed my hat and coat. I looked around for a place to sit, and seeing a booth in the back I headed towards it. I didn't draw much attention as I entered or when I started towards the empty booth. Oh, they looked up when I entered the place, but as soon as they saw who I was, they returned to their food or to their drinks. You see they were not interested in a man that had thinning gray hair and a stomach that hung over his belt. But then these traits are somewhat normal for a guy that is 57 years old. I smiled to myself inwardly. There was a time that when I walked into a bar there would be a dozen guys that would try to get me in bed with them. But those days are now long gone. I remembered the last time that I went out with a young guy, he was so afraid that people would think that I was his `Sugar Daddy' we never got to eat that night. After that night I never went out with someone that was a lot younger than I was. Getting to the booth I place my coat and hat in the booth and then sat down beside them. A young waiter came up to take my order. He acted as if he did not want to, but I was a paying customer and he had to. I ordered the nightly special and waited for it to come. Kelly's was not the best place in town to eat but when one was feeling down and want to eat and get home to bed it was a place that you could get your food fast and be on your way in a short time. True to its reputation the food arrived by the time I had gone to the restroom to take a piss. Again I smiled to myself. In my younger days I would have been followed in and would have had a blowjob before I left the room. I wondered where all the gay men my age go? The only ones you see are the ones that are looking for some young stud. I returned to my booth and my food was waiting for me. I started on my meal when a man walked up to the booth and said: " Mind if I sit here?" I looked up into the face of my cousin. "Jim, what in the hell are you doing here?" I said, surprised to see him in a gay bar. Jim slipped into the seat across from me and looked as if he was the cat that ate the canary. "How did you know that I was here?" I asked. "I went by your office and they said that you eat here a lot, so I took a chance that you would be here and so you are." Jim said. "Jim you know that this is a gay bar, don't you?" "Yes, I know, I use to come here when I was younger. Picked-up some hot guys here in my time. Jim responded. "You what!" I said with surprise. "Bill I have known that I was gay since I was 13. I also was sure that you were too." Jim said. "Why didn't you say something?" I asked. "Bill, I am three years older than you, and I thought that when you were ready to tell me you would." Jim said. "Why are you telling me how?" I asked. "I just heard about Mike, and thought you would need some company now." Jim said as he took my hand in his. "Bill there is one more thing I need to tell you. Bill, I have been in love with you since you were 13 years old." Jim said looking down at my hands that he was holding. I was stunned, all I could do was sit there and look into his blue/gray eyes. Tears came into my eyes and I asked: "Jim why didn't you say anything?" "At first I didn't think that you want the family to know that you were gay, then you and Mike were together and I didn't want to upset that relationship. So I loved you from afar." Jim said sadly. I looked over at my cousin and I saw a loving face, a face that was lined with age with hair like mine, that was gray and thinning, his body had lost it's thin youthful statue, and was how overweight, But I loved him more than anyone on this earth. "I think we need to carry on about this at my place. It is just down the street from here." I said. We got and put our coats on and walked towards the door. Jim put his arm around me and I slipped my hand under his coat a let it rest on his ass. We walked out of Kelly's as if we were two schoolboys going on our first date. And in a way we were. The door to my apartment barely closed before we started tearing each other's clothes off. I guided Jim down the hall to my bedroom. As we moved down that hall we had our lips pressed against each other, our tongues in each other's mouth. Here we were two men one almost 60 and the other one over 60 acting as if we had never had sex before. Entering my room I pushed Jim down on the bed. I looked down at his overweight body, his chest covered with gray hair that traveled form his chest to his pubic hairs. His 5-1/2 inch cock half hidden by his stomach was standing up as hard as a rock. I never wanted anyone as bad as I wanted Jim right then. I fell on him, my lips finding his. My lips left his and moved down his neck, I buried my face under his arms taking in his manly aroma; I found his tits and sucked on one and then the other. I felt the hair on his chest as I moved down his round stomach to his uncut cock. My tongue moved up and down his hard shaft leaving it wet. I then took just the head into my mouth my tongue circling under the foreskin. Jim moaned as I let his cock sink deeper into my mouth. I let my tongue ride up and down the under side of Jim's cock as my head moved up and down sucking his cock. I pulled off his cock and looked up at Jim. "Fuck me cousin!" I pleaded. Jim got up and I got on all fours and I felt his cock at the entrance of my well-used ass. He didn't need lube, as his cock was wet from my mouth. I felt his cock slip into my ass. It felt good it filled me as I had never been filled before. "Fuck me! Fuck me hard." I cried out. Jim did just that. He slammed his cock in and out of my fat ass. He fucked me harder than any eighteen-year old could. My hand went to my cock and I began to jack off. I felt Jim's cock get harder and felt his cum coat my insides. At the same time I shot my own load onto the bed under me. We lay in each other's arms till we recovered. We then got up and took a shower together. Later that night I sucked Jim and tasted his cum for the first time. I left a full load of my cum up his ass before falling to sleep in each other's arms. The next day Jim moved in with me, and we plan to spend the rest of our lives together. I will always love Mike, but I will always love Jim as well. This was written for all the gay men that are over 50. For they also love and are loved.