Date: Mon, 11 Apr 2005 19:29:18 +0100 (BST) From: karl jennings Subject: Simon, Ryan and Me A true story about starting along the road of gay sexual pleasure. At the end of my first year at secondary school, I was 12 years old and moved to a new village with my parents. I was an only child and quite a shy, slim blond boy with a lightly freckled face, who had a feeling of being different. The turmoil of moving to a new village and the prospect of making new friends did little to help build my confidence. However it was a move that would change my life and set me on a course I still follow today. It was a hot summer's day as we pulled into the drive of our large cottage. It had a big back garden, which backed onto large woodland. As the removers began unpacking the truck, my parents and I took some stuff out of our car. As we did so two boys cycled up the drive. They introduced themselves as Simon and Ryan, two brothers who lived next door. Simon was the oldest at 16 years old. Ryan was 14 years old and both were blond like me. They were friendly and told me they'd show me around and be my friends as there weren't many boys our age in the area. Simon and Ryan left us to unpack. The thought of being friends with Simon and Ryan excited me. You see I liked looking at boys. I didn't know why I liked looking at boys but I did. Sometimes I would see a boy and feel an urge to go and make friends with them. I liked it best when I saw other boys naked in the showers at school or at the local pool. I was soon to find out what all this meant. I was looking forward to seeing Simon and Ryan again. They were both blond, like me, but whereas I was slim they were more toned and defined. They both had beautiful cute sexy faces, although I didn't know the meaning of those words aged 12. Simon and Ryan called round for me the following day but it was three days before I had my room set up and was allowed to go out with them. They showed me the woodlands behind our houses. It was extensive and had a large stream flowing through it. They also showed me to their tree house, built into a big old oak tree. The woods were to become our home during that summer. We bird and animal watched, went swimming in the stream and sat in the tree house. I enjoyed swimming with Simon and Ryan because I got to see them in nothing but shorts and naked as we dried ourselves afterwards, sometimes horsing around nude. I enjoyed seeing Simon and Ryan nude. Simon was the strongest with a beautifully toned swimmers body. His tanned arms were shapely and his chest was nicely defined and smooth, as was his flat firm stomach. He had a small, but dense patch of mousy blond pubes above his thick limp uncut cock. And his low hanging balls were finely covered in blond hairs. Simon's legs were very sexy, strong, well toned and covered in blond hairs. His ass was pert, pale, firm shapely and covered in fine blond hairs. Although Ryan was not as toned as his older brother, there was still definition to his sexy young body. His face was cuter than his brother's but his body less defined. His chest had a faint outline to it and was silky smooth. He had a smaller and less dense patch of mousy blond pubes above his young boy cock. His legs were smooth above his knees with a few fine blond hairs below them. His ass was very firm, pert sexy and hairless. The more I played with Simon and Ryan and the more I saw them nude the more I began to think about them when I was away from them. We also played a game called fugitive. The object was for one of us to get from prison, the tree house, to a safe house, which was a rock by the stream. The other two would try and catch the fugitive. If the fugitive got caught they had their hands tied behind their back and were taken back to the tree house for punishment. The punishment ranged from being tickled, made to eat worms or have our asses spanked. Strangely my favourite punishment was being spanked. Not because eating worms was gross but I actually kind of enjoyed being spanked and it felt nice spanking Simon's and Ryan's firm young asses. All the signs that I was gay were there but I was too innocent to know what they were. All I knew was the pleasure I got from rubbing my smooth prepubescent dick against my pillow, looking at boys and being with Simon and Ryan. However Simon and Ryan were soon to show me why I felt different and why I liked looking at boys and being with them. It happened while playing fugitive. I was the fugitive and got caught by Simon who tied my hands behind my back and marched me back to the tree house with Ryan. In the tree house I was pushed to my knees and blindfolded. We hadn't done blindfolding before so I began to wonder what my punishment was. Deprived of sight I became a little scared, wondering what they were going to do to me that was so bad that they had to cover my eyes. I got my answer shortly after I was blindfolded. I felt something warm, fleshy and a little wet press against my lips. It slid from side to side, between my lips before I felt a hand rest on top of my head. Then the thing was pressed against my closed lips, which gave way as the thing was forced into my mouth. My mind was racing trying to figure out what it was. It was warm, hard, fleshy, thick, long and velvety smooth. My mind soon came to a conclusion. I had a boy's cock in my mouth. My feeling of puzzlement turned into delight. Either Simon or Ryan had pushed their hard dick into my young virgin mouth. From the length and thickness of the cock I took it to be Simon's. He slid it in and out of my mouth a few times and when I didn't fight back he asked "Do you know what you have in your mouth?" I nodded. Simon pulled his dick out and asked "What was it?" "Your dick" I replied. "Can I put it in again?" "OK" I said eager to get his hot hard boy cock back in my mouth. I'd never dreamt of having another boy's cock in my mouth before but I was finding it a wonderful experience. Simon parted my lips with the swollen knob of his hot hard throbbing 16-year-old dick. Simon held my head in his hands as he slowly slid his boyhood in and out of my young virgin mouth. Feeling his hot hard thick throbbing smooth cock slide in and out of my mouth felt great. I began to taste the slight saltiness of his pre-cum and I felt my young dick becoming hard. Having another boy's dick in my mouth felt so natural and before I know what I was doing instinct took over as I began to use my tongue to lick his thick shaft and began to suck his cock. "Oh yes Karl. Suck my dick." Simon gasped as he continued fucking my young mouth with his teenaged cock. I smelt the musky sweatiness of his groin as his hard dick throbbed in my mouth. Simon stopped sliding his dick in and out of my mouth and left me to it. I sucked on his hard thick hot cock, licking his swollen sensitive knob and listened to his moans of pleasure. Here I was a 12-year-old virgin boy with a sexy 16-year-old boy's hard 6-inch cock throbbing in my mouth as he told me how to suck cock. Simon removed my blindfold and pulled his cock from my mouth. For the first time in my life I saw another boy's dick hard and I liked looking at it more than any of the limp ones I'd seen. Simon's dick was 6-inches long, thick, lightly veined and uncut with a red swollen mushroom knob, all of which were glistening with my spit. It looked beautiful and made my young dick harder. "Lick my balls." Simon instructed. I did as I was told and began to lick his big low hanging blond pubed balls. As I did so I saw his sexy thick teenaged dick throb and jerk about and I heard him moan with pleasure. "Untie Karl's hands Ryan" Simon said. Ryan did and my freed hands went straight to Simon's sexy toned firm shapely blond haired thighs. I began to caress them as I licked his balls. This felt so forbidden, which made it so exciting. Then Simon instructed me to suck his balls. I licked one into my mouth and sucked on it, gently tugging at it. Half out of instinct and half from tutoring I was giving my first blow job. Simon was quietly moaning with pleasure so I knew I was doing it right. I felt so horny and grown up as I began to realise why I liked looking at boys. Then Simon told me to firmly take hold of his dick and pull back his foreskin. I firmly gripped the thick meaty shaft of his throbbing boy cock and pulled back his foreskin, exposing all of his red swollen mushroom knob. I admired his sexy young hard cock and savoured the feel of it in my small hand. I hadn't even had my own hard dick in my hand; instead I got pleasure from humping my pillow. "Lick my knob Karl" Simon instructed and without hesitation I moved closer and with instinct kicking in I began to flick my tongue all over his swollen knob. When I did this I felt his dick throb harder and he let out a quiet moan of pleasure. I licked all over his knob as if it was my favourite ice cream, tasting his salty pre-cum. Occasionally I looked up to see the expression of pleasure on his cute boyish face as I licked his cock. After a while Simon gasped "Suck it" and I did as instructed. I took his swollen knob between my lips and began sucking on it as I caressed it with my tongue. "Oh yes" Simon gasped. "Suck up and down it." Soon I was bobbing my head up and down his thick cock, sucking and licking his swollen sensitive knob as I played with his balls. I was loving it, I now knew why I felt different but in Simon and Ryan I had found boys like me. I was getting carried away on sucking Simon's sexy hard dick, my virgin mouth eagerly sucking away on it. As I did so Simon gave me tips and words of encouragement. I felt a tension begin to rise in Simon and his words ceased as his breathing became heavier and faster. Instinct kicked in again and I began to suck Simon's teenaged cock harder and faster, which made him moan more. I felt the tension in Simon mount further, his thighs tensed up, yet I didn't know what this forecasted. Suddenly Simon gasped "Don't stop." Instinct again made me suck him harder as I licked the underside of his knob. Simon held my head and arched his back as his dick gave a powerful throb and he yelped out with pleasure. I felt Simon's thick cock continue to throb as it squirted salty stringy liquid into my mouth. At first I thought he was pissing in my mouth and I tried to break free, but Simon held my head fast. But then I remembered about ejaculation from sex education classes, I'd only had dry orgasms. I quickly found myself enjoying the sensation of Simon's throbbing dick pumping his boy spunk into my virgin mouth. I enjoyed feeling it squirt from the tip of his dick as it pooled in my mouth where I was able to savour it's salty, slightly bitter stringy taste. As Simon pumped his cum into my mouth I felt the tension drain and my young prepubescent dick was throbbing like mad in my shorts. When Simon had finished cumming he pulled his dick from my cum filled mouth and ruffled my blond hair. I swallowed Simon's cum as he said "Wow that was great. Did you like it?" "Yes." I breathlessly replied. "Will you suck mine Karl?" Ryan eagerly asked. "And then I'll suck yours." He quickly added. I would have agreed to suck Ryan's dick even if he hadn't had offered to suck mine. I was eager to see his dick hard and get it in my now no longer virgin. Ryan stood before me and in one go pushed down both his shorts and boxer shorts, releasing his sexy hard erect 14-year-old dick. I took time to admire his beautiful boy cock with its' small patch of blondish pubes and his tight smooth balls. His dick was sticking straight up and was uncut like his brother's. However it wasn't as thick or as long as Simon's. Whereas Simon's dick was 6 inches long Ryan's was 5 inches but just as sexy to look at. Ryan had a swollen mushroom knob too, with the foreskin half pulled back. I placed my hands on Ryan's hips as I began to eagerly lick his tight smooth balls. I felt a shiver of pleasure run through his sexy young body. As I licked Ryan's balls I saw his beautiful young dick jerk wildly. I heard his quiet moans of pleasure and I got a feeling of satisfaction from pleasing this beautiful sexy 14 year-old friend. Soon the throbbing of his young hard dick became irresistible and I began to lick my way up the underside of his 5" boy cock. This made Ryan gasp with pleasure and made his dick throb harder. When I reached his swollen knob I firmly gripped the shaft of his boy cock and pulled back his foreskin, exposing all of his red shiny knob. I flicked my tongue rapidly over the area where his foreskin joined his knob, making him moan some more. Then I licked my tongue all over his velvety smooth cock tip, tasting his pre-cum. "I like that Karl." Ryan gasped in his cute boyish voice. Despite my youth and innocence I was really taking to cock sucking and enjoying it. I licked the tip of Ryan's dick, as if it was my favourite ice cream, before sucking it in to my young mouth. With his swollen sensitive knob in my mouth I strongly sucked as I flicked my tongue all over it. This caused Ryan to murmur with pleasure and I felt his boyhood throb harder in my hand and mouth. With my free hand I caressed his silky smooth firm toned thigh and played with his tight hairless balls. After a while of sucking just the end of his dick I began to bob my head up and down Ryan's 14 year-old cock, teasing it with my tongue as I did so. I must have been born to suck cock as I took to it straight away with very little tuition need from Simon or Ryan. I loved the warm hard throbbing velvety smoothness of Ryan's boy cock in my mouth. Just when I was really getting into it I felt Ryan tense up. His breathing had become heavier and faster and I recognised the signs from when Simon was about to cum. It had taken me longer to get Simon to cum but Ryan was ready now. Instinct kicked in again and I sucked and licked the end of his cock harder and faster, eager to experience a boy cumming in my mouth for a second time. "I'm going to cum." Ryan gasped as I felt his dick pulse as the first jet of boy spunk squirted from his sexy young dick into my mouth. Whereas Simon had held my head and made me swallow his cum, Ryan didn't hold my head. The thought of taking Ryan's dick out of my mouth before he came never entered my head. I wanted to feel and taste this sexy 14 year-old boy cum in my mouth. I carried on sucking as Ryan's young dick pulsed, pumping salty boy spunk into my mouth. I felt my mouth fill up with Ryan's salty stringy slightly bitter, but strangely tasty boy spunk. Ryan's orgasm was not as long or as powerful as Simon's and he didn't shoot as much, but still my mouth was full of his boy spunk. When Ryan shoot the last of his load I sucked for a bit longer trying to get more out. When none came forth I swallowed his tasty cum and let his dick falls from my mouth. I was ecstatic, 12 years old and I'd just sucked off a 16-year-old boy and his 14-year-old brother. My prepubescent dick was rock hard in my shorts and I'd never felt this horny, although I didn't know the meaning of the word. I just had a wonderful feeling in me. "Did you like doing that?" Simon asked. I said I did. He told me that they did it to each other all the time and asked if I want to do it more with them. I eagerly agreed. "Can I blow you now, Karl?" Ryan asked excitedly. You can guess what my reply was. In no time at all my shorts and boxers were around my ankles and Ryan was knelt down in front of my young dick. At 12 my balls were dropping but still tight. I couldn't cum fully yet, I just leaked some clear stuff and had no pubes, just silky smooth skin. It was electric when I felt Ryan's wet warm tongue lick my tight balls for the first time and the feeling would grow as he did more. I looked down at my throbbing smooth hard erect 4-inch boy cock and saw Ryan's beautiful, cute, sexy lightly freckled face under it as he licked my balls. It was a wonderful feeling and an erotic sight. After licking my balls he began to suck them, which felt even better. Soon Ryan was licking up the underside of my young virgin dick. As he did so I felt Simon press himself against me from behind. I felt his hot hard thick cock press between my ass cheeks and he rubbed his cock up and down my crack. "Ryan and I also fuck each other. You want to try that too?" He asked. At that same moment an intense rush of pleasure flowed through me, as Ryan rapidly flicked his tongue over my knob, where the foreskin joins. The only stimulation my young dick had had before was from humping my pillow, but now a sexy 14 year-old boy was licking it and it felt wonderful. On top of that I had his sexy 16 year-old brother rubbing his hot hard thick cock up and down my ass crack. How could I refuse even though I had no idea of what it entailed. Ryan pulled back my foreskin and began licking all over my swollen sensitive knob, sending another wave of pleasure through me. I felt Simon rubbing something greasy in my ass crack and on my hole. I asked what it was and he said Vaseline to make it easier to fuck. He pushed a greased up finger into my ass, my ring piece resisting for a bit. It didn't hurt and felt nice. Ryan took my young dick in his hot wet mouth where he began sucking and licking it. I gasped with intense pleasure and was surprised at how good the feeling was. At the same time I felt Simon press the tip of his hot hard cock against my virgin hole. The pressure increased but my virgin pucker resisted. With a sharp searing pain my anal cherry ripped and Simon's swollen mushroom knob forced its' way past my sphincter and into my virgin boy pussy. I yelped out in pain, my hole feeling as if it were on fire and tears coming to my eyes. I had the ecstasy of having my virgin dick sucked by Ryan and the pain of having my anal cherry popped by Simon's hard, thick 6-inch cock. Simon held his dick there with just his swollen knob inside me. "It hurts." I cried and begged for him to take it out but he didn't, instead telling me to relax, the pain would go soon. He also said he and Ryan did this to each other all the time and it felt good. Ryan broke from sucking my dick and confirmed what his older brother had just said. The pain did start to ease with the pleasure of being sucked off outweighing the receding pain. Simon held onto my slender hips and started slowly forcing his thick hot hard 6-inch dick deeper into my ass. This brought the pain back and I cried out again. "Relax it gets easier." Simon whispered in my ear as he firmly pressed his pube-covered groin against my smooth ass, all 6 inches of his boy cock throbbing inside my virgin ass. He held his dick deep inside me as Ryan continued to suck my dick. The pain started to fade again and the pleasure from Ryan sucking me off increased. My virgin ass started to relax and Simon started to slowly and gently slide his dick in and out of my ass. He started off with short thrusts, as my ass got used to having a boy's hot hard dick in it for the first time. It was still a bit painful, but no way near as bad as when he first pushed it in. To try and take my mind off the still uncomfortable pain of having Simon's dick in my young ass I looked down to watch Ryan suck me off. I saw Ryan's cute, beautiful boyish face bob up and down my hard 4-inch prepubescent boy cock as he sucked and licked it. The sensation of Ryan sucking me off was exquisite, never before had my dick received such wonderful stimulation. The sight alone was fantastic, not to mention the wonderful feeling of his hot wet young mouth sucking on my young virgin dick. Behind, Simon's thrusts were becoming longer, faster and harder as my virgin boy pussy relaxed more. The pain also started to fade and was beginning to be replaced with a pleasure I would seek out for the rest of my life. My gasps of pain were being replaced with moans of pleasure as my virgin ass adjusted to being fucked. "Mmm your ass is so tight Karl. Good to fuck." Simon whispered in my ear as he continued to thrust his sexy hard boy cock into my ass. Soon I was enjoying the feeling of Simon's hot hard thick 6-inch boy cock thrusting deep into my virgin ass, feeling the friction of his shaft rubbing against my pucker and feeling his knob penetrate deep into me. The pleasures of being sucked off and fucked at the same time started to merge and become more intense. I felt a tension build in my balls and groin, similar to that which I got from humping my pillow but this time it felt much more intense. Simon was now ramming his boy cock into my ass faster and harder and Ryan was sucking my dick faster and harder. Being an inexperienced 12 year-old, who had no idea about staying power, the pleasure rapidly mounted. I loudly moaned with pleasure as I experienced an intense dry orgasm from the pleasures of being sucked off by a sexy 14 year-old boy and being fucked by his sexy 16 year-old brother. My young body shivered as wave after wave of intense sexual pleasure flowed through my immature body. No previous dry orgasm I'd experienced had felt this good or powerful. As my 4-inch orgasming dick throbbed in Ryan's mouth he sucked on it harder increasing my pleasure. On top of that my orgasm had sent Simon into a fucking frenzy. With him firmly holding on to my slender hips he rammed his hot hard thick dick deep, hard and fast into my virgin ass. I was rolling my head about and moaning in sexual pleasure. As my orgasm finished I went weak in the knees and was practically held up by Simon who had hold of my hips as he pounded my ass. Ryan continued to suck my spent dick, which was now becoming hyper sensitive. Simon was now really pounding my ass and I was loving it. There was no pain now only pleasure as his dick rapidly fucked my young virgin ass. Ryan stopped sucking my dick, stood up and to my surprise kissed me on the lips. It was a wonderful moment seeing his beautiful cute face come closer to mine and then the electricity of our lips touching. Soon Ryan and I were passionately kissing, my gay instinct guiding the way again, as Simon passionately fucked me. My tight young ass was on fire from the wonderful feeling of having a sexy 16-year old boy fuck it with his thick 6-inch cock. Simon was really pounding me now and his breathing was fast and heavy. I recognised the signs from when he'd spunked in my mouth, so I knew he was close to spunking again. Sure enough moments later, when his fucking was at its' most frantic, he gasped "I'm gonna cum." With his cock buried deep in my ass, he let out a cry of extcasy and I felt his thick cock throb, as a hot jet of cum exploded out of it and deep into my ass. Simon continued ramming his orgasming dick into my ass, filling it with hot boy spunk for the first time and it was a wonderful feeling. Ryan and I continued to kiss as his older brother finished spunking in my ass, the throbs of his thick cock subsiding. Simon forced all 6-inches of his cock into my cum filled ass for a final time and held it there as he hung on to me. It was now my turn to support him in his post orgasm weakness. "You're one hot fuck, Karl." Simon breathlessly gasped, as he pulled out his spent cock from my now no longer virgin boy pussy. "Welcome to the club." He said as he gave my ass a light slap. Being no longer impaled on Simon's dick; Ryan and I hugged each other close as we passionately kissed. I felt Ryan's 5-inch dick was hard and pressed against my stomach. We kissed a bit more before Ryan broke off and asked "Can I fuck you now?" My ass was feeling tender but after the intimacy of our kiss I agreed. He told me to get on my hands and knees. I did and Ryan knelt down behind me. I felt Ryan press the tip of his cock against my tender pucker. It resisted briefly and with only a slight stab of pain gave way, allowing Ryan to force his 5-inch boy cock into my ass, which his older brother had just filled with cum. Simon had fucked my ass into submission and Ryan's dick wasn't as long or as thick as Simon's so it went in easier. My ass still felt tight around Ryan's smaller dick and as he started to fuck me, with long slow deep thrusts, my ass began to feel pleasure. As Ryan fucked me Simon watched us, and he made several comments on how sexy it was. What a sight it must have been. A 12 year-old naked blond boy, on his hands and knees, with a 14 year-old blond boy knelt behind him, fucking him. I was soon moaning with pleasure, my head rolling about, as I experienced the wonderful feeling of Ryan's hot hard boy cock pumping my young cum filled ass. With Ryan firmly holding on to my slender hips he began to fuck me harder and faster, ramming his dick in deeper, increasing our mutual pleasure. I was really getting in to being fucked and even to this day it is what I enjoy most. The friction of Ryan's pounding dick against my pucker was wonderful and the feeling of it penetrating deep was satisfying. Ryan was soon pumping me frantically, not having the staying power of his older brother. We were both moaning with sexual pleasure and I could tell Ryan was close to orgasm. I was eager to feel Ryan cum in my ass but at the same time I didn't want the fuck to end. Ryan went into a fucking frenzy, setting my young ass on fire with a wonderful feeling. Then I felt him grip my hips tighter and with a cry of pleasure he came. I felt his hot hard 5-inch cock throb in my ass, as it squirted hot boy spunk in to my already cum filled ass. I murmured with pleasure as I felt his cum shoot into my boy pussy. Ryan moaned, with the pleasure of orgasm, as he continued to ram his hard spunking dick into my tight ass. When Ryan finished spunking he leant forward and wrapped his arms around my middle. He hugged me, with his naked chest pressed against my back, as I supported him in his post orgasm weakness. We stayed like that for a while, savouring the post sex buzz. Ryan's young dick softened in my cum filled, no longer virgin 12-year old ass. We were disturbed from our blissful contentment by Simon who exclaimed "Wow! That was fucking hot to watch. Seeing you two fuck has made me horny again." Both Ryan and I looked over to Simon and sure enough his sexy thick 6-inch dick was hard and sticking up. My ass was so tender and I didn't think I would be able to take another fucking but I was to be spared, it was his younger brother's ass he wanted now. Ryan pulled his softening dick from my tender, yet satisfied, cum filled boy pussy and got down on his hands and knees beside me. I sat down to watch the show. Simon loving rubbed Vaseline between his younger brother's pale smooth firm ass cheeks, before he started fingering his ass. Then I watched Simon lube up his sexy hard thick 6-inch boy cock before he knelt behind Ryan. With one hand on Ryan's hips and the other steadying his cock Simon moved in. I saw the tip of his cock disappear between Ryan's ass cheeks. Then Ryan arched his back and let out a moan of pleasure tinged with pain as his older brother's thick cock penetrated his ass. I saw the wince of pain on Ryan's beautiful cute boyish face quickly turn to pleasure as his older brother's cock sank deep into his ass. It was a fantastic sight seeing a cute blond sexy toned 14-year old boy, naked on his hands and knees, with his sexy, even more toned 16-year old brother knelt up behind him with his cock in his ass. With both his hands on Ryan's hips Simon began to fuck him with long deep hard thrusts. Ryan began to murmur with pleasure as his sexy older brother fucked him. I could see from the expressions of pleasure on his cute young face Ryan was enjoying being fucked. With fascination and delight I watched Simon's thick hard cock slide in and out of Ryan's sexy pale ass. Simon's pale toned finely haired ass flexed as he pumped his dick into Ryan's boy pussy. The sight was fantastic and very erotic. I'd never seen two boys have sex before, especially two bothers and it was really turning me on. What made it even more erotic was Ryan began saying thinks like "Oh yes Simon. Fuck me." And when he wasn't saying anything he was moaning with pleasure. Ryan was really enjoying being fucked by his sexy fit older brother and I was enjoying watching it. Simon started fucking Ryan faster and harder and Ryan moaned louder with pleasure. Soon Simon was frantically pounding Ryan's sexy young ass, rapidly drawing close to orgasm. I saw Simon's sexy fit toned shapely body tense as he powerfully rammed his dick deep into Ryan's ass. With a loud gasp of pleasure I saw Simon's body convulse as he spunked into his younger brother's boy pussy. Ryan too let out a moan of pleasure as his brother filled his ass with cum. Simon bucked against Ryan as he drained his balls into his ass. Simon collapsed onto his brother, his orgasm over. They remained like that briefly before Simon removed his spent cock. The three of us then got dressed and went home. After that the three of us had sex with each other nearly everyday and I got to experience the pleasure of fucking both Ryan and Simon as well as continuing to experience the pleasure of being fucked by them. That summer Ryan and I feel in love.