Date: Wed, 9 Aug 2023 17:14:11 -0700 From: Da So Subject: Son embrace after college denial This is a story of the beginning stages of a father-son incest situation. This story is pure fantasy. This story is not meant to offend, if so, please move along. This is a story about myself, Doug, 45 and my son Aaron, 18 (more about him later). A little about me: I married Aarons mom when I was young, fully knowing that I was gay but also knowing that it would not be accepted in my Italian family nor with any of my friends. I kept my life secret -- hooking up in the gym showers/saunas, going to cruise parking lots instead of going to pick up takeout immediately, blowing guys in the local dept store while my wife shopped -- you get the idea. When Aaron was born, I pulled back on my extra-curricular activities quite drastically, but the urge never stopped. I would limit activities to just my local porn store/video booths with the cover that I would come back with toys for my wife (who loved them)! So fast forward to when Aaron was in his teens -- unfortunately his Mom passed from cancer. This hit me hard because even though I preferred the company of men, she was my soulmate and it broke my heart for myself and also my son....who is now left without a mother. Well being from an Italian family, the grief deliveries went on for years after.....chicken parm, pasta fagioli, gravy, red wine, etc -- it just didn't stop. This contributed to me having the cover with just not getting back out there with my straight past life. Honestly, I lost my sex drive for a couple years but then I drove by the local porn store and my car just drove itself in there -- went to my usual booth and waited to see what happened. Well it was like just riding a bike...put my money in, rotated through the porn channels, obviously left the door open a bit, and pulled out my dick. As usual, all of that worked like a charm -- had a 50ish year old swing by, take a couple looks and there we were sucking each other off....like old times. I left the porn store with a huge grin on my face and was like ok....now is the time to just come out. I came out to mostly everyone I knew within a week of that porn store visit -- majority were fine, some said I was a disrespect to my wife and some just blamed it as a phase of grief after losing my wife. It didn't fuckin matter -- I was out and ready to start over. My son Aaron, 15 at the time, didn't give a shit at all -- which is hilarious with kids nowadays but was excited to have his support. So over the next 3 years -- "boyfriends" came and went for me -- but honestly nothing serious. I did start to notice some things though with Aaron. Now a bit about Aaron: 18, 6'1, nice build (works out but not to excess), beautiful face (now with stubble) and entering his last semester of high school. So like his old man, Aaron rotated through "girlfriends" but nothing really stuck. Between 16-18 found/noticed the usual teen boy shit around the house and his room -- cum stained socks, porn behind his dresser, super extended bathroom times, deleted search/internet history, etc. But one day, I was grabbing his laundry and found one of his moms' toys that I bought during my "porn store visits for her" hidden under the laundry bag in his laundry basket. It was the rotating/vibrating 8in pink dildo that I bought his mom and used to fuck her with it. Why I immediately smelled it...I don't know....it just smelled like shit and lube. But now I was starting to get hard thinking about my son shoving this dildo up that asshole. I quickly returned it to its natural place and got the fuck out of that room. Aaron is waiting to hear from like 10 different colleges -- obviously has some of super wants and some super safe applications -- so will never forget the date, because it was the first day of a certain Ivy League school to send out acceptance/denial emails. March 30th -- I rush home from work, knowing that Aaron is home from school and barge into his room with so much excitement -- to my surprise, Aaron is there just stroking his cock to some porn on his laptop. It must have been only 5 seconds of my eyes going to Aarons' face, to Aarons' cock, to Aarons' lube to his screen. Like father, like son -- his cock was about 7in, thick. His balls were not as low and huge as his old man though and he was heavily manicured. I haven't shaved my pubes/balls in like 10 years. Also, to my surprise -- was that bear on bear action on his screen? I close the door immediately (screaming "I'm sorry"), red in the face and a chub in my pants. I head to my bedroom not knowing what to do next -- so I just sit on my bed and try to think. I should just leave the house right now because I have been caught jerking off by my mom and I couldn't look at her for weeks. After about 3 long ass minutes, Aaron (wearing only boxers) comes out of his room and walks into my room. Aaron: Dad, I'm sorry for what you just walked into Me: Aaron don't worry about it -- It was so rude of me to just barge in without knocking. I just knew today was college acceptance/denial email day so I was excited to see your first result. Aaron: Holy shit Dad -- I totally forgot that the first wave was today -- what an idiot -- lets go check together!! Me: I would love that -- but just to remind -- whatever happens -- good or bad -- this is the first of 10 Aaron: I know, I know We walk into Aarons' room -- he has obviously minimized the porn site he was on -- he switches to his email and he nervously opens the email... Aaron starts to read the words...."We are sorry to inform you"....he immediately welts up, turns to me and just runs into my arms. I hug Aaron, he is welping in my arms -- he is wearing boxers only and I'm in just a t shirt and shorts (always freeballing). Aaron is hugging me so hard -- just crying so hard -- but we are crotch to crotch and I start chubbing up. I kiss him on the cheek and whisper "everything will be alright...this is only college 1". Aaron responds with "I know but this one hurts the most". While saying this, his cock is now hard as a rock and poking my thigh but still in his boxers. I hug him harder now, knowing my now hard crotch is rubbing up against his hard cock -- I move my waist slightly back and forth knowing its hitting his dick (also knowing that I probably caused blue balls by interrupting his jerk session). I again whisper "Im so sorry but it will be ok", I hug him harder and now kiss him softly on the lips for a peck. Aaron again then hugs me hard, breathes out so heavy in my ear, convulses a bit and I just start feeling these pulses on my crotch and leg. Aaron immediately breaks our embrace and runs to the bathroom in his room, crying. I head back to my room and look down at my crotch and leg and just see these wet spots. I know these types of stains..obviously...but did my son seriously just cum in his pants while I was hugging him and is what now seeped through his boxers, now all over my pants? To be continued.....