Date: Sat, 22 Mar 2003 11:48:36 +1100 (EST) From: Edward Piera Subject: Stuck in Scotland with Little Brother It had seemed like a good idea at the time, and one which provided great career prospects in my chosen field. The advert was to spend one year living studying the wildlife on the remote northern coast of Scotland, at when academic placement are hard to come by, as a budding biologist just after my Ph.D. it seemed to suit me perfectly, also having just split with my boy-friend, the idea of avoiding the rest of humanity sounded great. So I set off, my lap-top and suitcase brimming with porn, and me brimming with excitement. The first few weeks went well, the local wildlife is very interesting, and trips to the local shops every couple of weeks seemed to keep me sane, but even the most interesting wildlife becomes somewhat boring observed every day for weeks on end, I really could do with some company; a few undergraduates visited for a week, which merely made me more want more time with others, but here I was isolated, no internet connection, not even a telephone line, post once a week. It was in that post that things changed. My mother wrote to me, my younger brother had been in a scrape with the law; he was never as academically minded as I was and seemed to regard the whole of schooling as a set of chances to beat the system, or to exert a reign of terror over other students. Now having left school he worked as little as he could to get by, and spent the rest of the time with some not very pleasant looking guys. According to my mother, he had been arrested for a breach of the peace, and fined two hundred pounds, now he claimed that he wanted to reform; she wondered whether he could spend some time with me to get away from his 'friends'. I couldn't say no, so here I was at Inverness station waiting for the London train to arrive. "Hey Benjamin." The voice was unmistakable. "Jacob." The names give away that we are a Jewish family, though totally secular, and neither of us was circumcised. We hugged briefly, and I carried one of his bags to the car. It was a long journey back north, and he brought me up to speed with events among family and friends down south more than the occasional letters from my mother had done. Although Jacob and I had never been terribly close, I was very happy to see him, and not just because he was another person. When we finally arrived, I showed him around, which took practically no time, there was just the 'cottage' which was literally one room, plus a bathroom; at one end there were three beds, I had pushed two together as I preferred a double bed, this left one for Jacob, at the other end was a study area with a large desk, and my computer, plus tons of papers documenting the various local animals, in between was a living area, with a sofa, television (next to no reception, but a video recorder) table and a small kitchen area. There was a large barn where the undergraduates had camped, but this was unheated and winter was encroaching fast, I just used it as a garage for the car. I showed him around some of the local sites I was monitoring, Jacob tried to take an interest, but clearly was unbothered about migratory birds, and seals. Night was closing in, so we went back. I cooked some supper whilst he unpacked. After we had eaten, and cleaned up, Jacob asked what I usually did during the evenings, when I replied truthfully that I normally analysed data, he looked utterly bemused. He looked at the television, and I showed him my small video collection, I say my small collection, because my large collection was all gay porn which I would never show him; he looked somewhat disdainful, but put a old film in which we watched. After it had finished I told him I was going to bed, and he followed, stating that this was the earliest he had gone to bed since he was about eight, which I could well believe. In the morning I awoke early, as always, despite that fact that we had electricity it did not power the heating or hot water, that was from the wood-burning range in the kitchen, so it was still very cold. Jacob was still fast asleep, he looked very sweet, we had shared a bedroom as young boys, but when I hit puberty our parents split us to give me more space, he still looked as cute as he did when we shared. Being quite a small place, and with very thick walls, it actually heated very well, but there was none first thing. I built a fire, and lit it, before going out to do the morning check, everything was in order. When I returned, Jacob was sat wrapped in his duvet in front of the range keeping warm. "Morning lazy bones." "Morning Benjamin. I guessed that you went to play with your birds." He made it sound like birds in the sense of young women, rather than flying animals. "Yeah, it takes a little while to get warm inside, and to get hot-water, so I check them first. I'm going to get a shower now, won't be a moment, then we can have breakfast." I showered, shaved, and dressed before walking back into the main room. Jacob was standing by the cooker, with a frying pan making wonderful sounds. "I know you could never cook, and as I'm here I need something to do. I hope you like scrambled eggs, and I hope that they are for eating not some specimens." I smiled at his joke, he was right about my cooking, I had grown used to it, but had always joined the undergraduates for there's, and Jacob certainly could cook well. After breakfast Jacob cleared up, and showered as I recorded the morning's data. I was about to go out to check the next area, when he surprised me by asking if he could come. "I've got nothing else to do stuck out here." I agreed, but told him that designer jeans, and shirt were not really very suitable, it transpired that he had nothing suitable. He borrowed some clothes from me, and as he changed I could not help but notice that his body was really well toned, and nearly perfectly shaped, I tried to dismiss my thoughts, he was my brother after all. Jacob knew next to nothing about nature, and at first was really more a hindrance than anything else, but he seemed to want to learn, if only because he had nothing else to do, and soon was counting animals for me, and spotting seals. He even learnt to read the sky for changing weather patterns. He continued to cook for me, and to clear everything up after, this gave me chance to analyse the data; in the evenings we would sometimes watch a film, but as I had very few, we tried to space them out, and so we started to talk quite a bit. At first it was all family stuff, then as he got more interested in the work I was doing it was various its of biology, then one evening quite imperceptibly something changed, and he started to move the conversation into more personal areas. We had been talking about the visiting undergraduates, and he asked whether there had been any 'babes', I did not tell him about the young guy who I fucked four times in the last two days, and tried to be non-committal. The sexual tension began to build up, we were together 24-7 and so neither of us got a chance to jack-off. One morning Jacob was actually awake before me, but had not got up, I got out of bed, and my morning wood was tenting my boxers. "Benjy's got a boner." He laughed, he had first said this when we were both boys, as the eldest I hit puberty first, and when he first realised what was going on in my underwear, he decided to embarrass me in front of our sisters. This time I laughed too, but part of me was worried that he might notice that they were starting to happen when I saw him walk around in his boxers. I responded by pulling off his duvet, he evidently had one too, although not just a morning one, as his hands were right over it, and had clearly been stroking a few moments before. "Jacob's jacking off." I decided that his alliterative phrase should be beaten. Then in an attempt to diffuse the situation I pulled on some jeans, and told Benjamin to get dressed. He seemed slightly distracted, and was less help than he had become over the past couple of weeks. Over breakfast he was very quiet, until he finally plucked up the courage. "Serious bro., what *do* you do about sex here?" I was shocked, and didn't know how to respond. "Even biologists must have needs, or do they chop off your balls when you get your Ph.D.?" I laughed at his joke. But was still too surprised to respond. I was very used to discussing sex among animals, in a scientific manner, but not human sex and not with my brother. "I think that we both need to wank, at least now and again." He was clearly better at this than me, so I let him continue. "And we shouldn't have a problem doing it in front of each other, the bathroom's so cold it would freeze your balls off, and we're together all of the time in here. Perhaps it would be better if we did it at the same time." He paused. "You clearly need some relief, and you must've guessed that I do." He paused again. "How about now?" I was still in shock, but mumbled my assent, my balls did feel as though they were going to explode. Jacob walked over to his bed, dropped his trousers and boxers, and pulled his shirt up, his cock was already growing, he picked up some old boxers put them on the bed, lay beside them and started to stroke. As I was getting a hard-on very quickly I thought that to appear innocent I would have to jack-off too. I stripped and lay on my bed stroking, I stole occasional glances at Jacob, and that was just like watching a porn film. Soon Jacob climaxed loudly, I was not that far behind, but just as I was about to explode, he had sat on his bed, and seemed to be watching me, this made me even hotter. I came, making far less noise than he did, and then relaxed. "Good show bro. I needed that release." I nodded in agreement. Then I realised that I had forgotten to get anything to clean myself with, Jacob realised too. "Seems like you're not a proper boy-scout, you're not prepared." He threw the boxers he had sued to me, as I mopped up the copious amount of cum from my stomach, some of his still wet cum soaked onto my hands, it felt so wonderful so erotic. Jacking-off at the same time became a part of our routine, much appreciated by us both. I would try to finish first, so that I could watch Jacob's climax, but he seemed to try and be quick too, to watch me. One morning we were walking along the top of a cliff, being buffeted by the wind, even though we were getting deep into winter, it was a mild day. The scenery was magnificent, but the view was about to get much better. "Have you ever had sex outside?" Jacob's question came out of the blue, but sex did arise fairly frequently, and so was not terribly surprising. "No, have you?" "Yeah, it's much more exciting than in the nice comfortable confines of a bed." "Don't let me stop you." I joked. "You mean you're not going to join in?" "My balls would freeze and drop off." "You'll just have to watch then." I was not quite sure whether he was being serious, I never was, but I sat leaning against a rock. Jacob stood straight in my line of sight, and dropped his trousers and boxers, and opened his coat and shirt, it was impossible not to look, as he began to stroke. Slowly at first, but then building, working his cock lovingly, playing with his balls. Before I had only got quick glances of him when I had finished first, or longer views of him walking around wearing his boxers, which was frequently the case, but now full frontal and him wanking with the cliffs and sea as background. Soon he paused briefly before his cock spurted wildly, long strings of cum shot forth in a graceful arc. He stood still swaying with gusts of wind in post-orgasmic bliss for a few seconds, which seemed to last for ever, finally his mind returned to his body. "WOW THAT WAS THE BEST!" He certainly seemed to be pleased with his idea. "Hey Benjy, did you enjoy the show? You should try it." I demurred on his offer, and was non-committal about his 'show', I was not about to tell my brother that I had just spent the most interesting few moments of my life watching him wank. Life went on as before, Jacob still kept talking about sex, and I kept looking at him more and more, but still tried to be discreet, how would he react to my being gay, never mind seeming to fall in love with him. Jacob did seem to be getting more and more interested in biology, and seemed to be learning. One evening he asked my about animal anatomy, and how they were put together. I had found with students that they understood humans quite well, and so drawing the analogies out helped. I tried to show Jacob. "Get on all fours as tough your about to crawl." He gave me a very odd look, but did so. "Now you are just like a pig, a cow, or a sheep. The overall shape just reflects which designs work best on different postures, but a pig's back runs along here." I traced along his spine. "In fact practically all quadra-pedal mammals are just like this, with legs different lengths, and different heads necks etcetera. Even your clothes can provide an analogy, we do not have fur, and therefore developed clothing, animals will grow more fur in colder climates just like a human putting a coat on." The biology was more junior school now, but the basic message was correct. "So what bits go where, and what bits do what? I mean you hear about livers and kidneys, where do they all fit in?" I started at the top, pointing out his lungs behind the ribcage, explaining how that allowed him to breathe; pointed out his heart. As I had shown many many students I had touched his chest without thinking, but once my hand had rested on it my cock started to get aroused. I moved down and started talking about the other organs, and showed roughly where they were. "You can't point thing out there." Jacob interrupted me talking about the stomach. "Wait a moment." He pulled his sweater and shirt over his head leaving his bare torso awaiting my inspection. He was actually right and it was now easier to point out the positions of the various organs; in a couple of seminars I taught I had actually asked for volunteers to demonstrate on, several were good looking, but none had quite the same effect as Jacob. His lower body was nearly perfect, he had clearly worked on it in the gym, and since coming north he had been leading a very active life, which kept it in shape. After I had explained the major organs, I commented briefly on the musculature, which gave me an excuse to run my hands over his pecs and abs, as well as the muscles in his arms. When I had worked down to the waistband of his trousers I commented. "Below there is the reproductive system, and it seems as though you are fully aware of that." He grinned. The lecture had taken quite a long time, when I am not working from notes I tend to take ages, and when it gives me an excuse to touch up a gorgeous body, even more so. It was time for bed. Wanking was for the morning, so I was raised to the heights but left without a climax. As I undressed for bed, I had to be careful that Jacob could not see me rock hard cock. It was the middle of January, and we had been stuck inside in the snow for about a week, sexual tension had risen noticeably, it was like the pink elephant in the corner which nobody mentions, or at least nobody except Jacob. One morning after the regular jacking session, he asked whether I had any porn. "It would be my top priority coming to a far away place." He added. "Jacking is fun, and gets it, but porn makes it better, and real sex, that tops the lot." "Yeah sure does." I was thinking of the second year I had had an short affair with, he knew how to suck cock just right, he could make me cum in a few seconds, or hold me on for hours. We split when he started working as a rent-boy to raise extra money. I assumed that Jacob was talking about some hot woman he had fucked. "Pity there's no action out here. They really should send people up here in couples." "But then no work would get done, just sex." Despite my recent jack-off this talk of sex, and the mental images of past boy-friends, and of Jacob wanking on the cliff, were making want some seconds. "Do you suppose that when they send two scientists out together, they do have sex, not like as a couple, but just to relieve themselves?" "I would guess so." "But aren't most scientists men?" "Yeah, though now things are getting far more even." I wondered where this was going. "Do you think that the guys have sex with each other?" "I suppose it's possible." I knew it was, having engaged a number of times myself, including with a couple of certain straights who just wanted to get off any way. Jacob looked at me before his next comment. "You know more than you're letting on." "What do you mean?" I reacted defensively. He let it drop. "I suppose a guy sucking your cock isn't different from a girl, or even fucking his arse." "Suppose so." I was definitely concerned now. He let the subject pass by going for a shower. The next morning before we could get into jacking mode he resumed the conversation with a very direct question. "If you were stuck in a research station in the middle of space with one other scientist, a guy, for three years," he liked to create fictitious over the top examples to show his points, "let's say he wasn't a fat old git but a nice good-looking guy, he offers to suck your cock, if you suck his, rather than both jack off. Do you accept?" It could be a trick question, but then it could just be Jacob spouting nonsense, or he could be moving things. "I think I probably would." I tried to give the impression of thinking as I answered, even though I knew that I would have been all over the other guy before launch. There was an expectant pause. "What about you, would you accept?" I threw the question back. "Yeah I think so." He paused again. "You wanna try?" I was totally taken aback, here was my brother proposing that we swap blow-jobs. We were both still in bed, I had closed my eyes, I opened them to the sight of my brother standing by my bed. "Well? do you want to keep jacking off, or shall we swap? Nobody else needs to know ever, we are just helping each other, a bit like me counting your birds whilst you teach me stuff." Without waiting for a response he pulled my duvet back, and seeing the reaction to his talk in my boxers, he knew the answer. "I guess as the elder brother you get the fun part first." He was serious about this. He pulled my boxers down over my rapidly growing cock before pausing somewhat unsure of how to proceed. Then he gently licked the end of my cock; once he was satisfied that it was not going to bite him, he started to move in getting more and more into sucking me off. He was clearly totally new to this, and a couple of times his teeth dug into me, but I could not fault him for effort. He started to take as much of my cock into his mouth as he could, but only managed a couple of inches; nevertheless with his tongue thrashing wildly over my cockhead I was getting hotter and hotter. I ran my hands through his hair, holding his mouth on my love-tool. Soon I was getting close, and I moaned, "I'm about to cum." Expecting him to pull off, but he just redoubled his efforts. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" It seemed as though I was pushing my entire essence out through my cock, Jacob's mouth filled rapidly, and he tried to swallow as much as possible, but a little cum dribbled out at the sides. Once I was spent he pulled his mouth of my cock, and then in a move which really did surprise me, actually licked up the rest of the cum on my cock. "Wow man, that was great." "Not so bad from this end." He added. He gave a few moments to recover before pointing at his cock. "Time for your turn big brother. It's not so bad just try to do what you enjoy girls doing to you." That no girl had ever given me a blow-job was not an appropriate response, but I did think that a little intentional amateurism could be a good idea. I looked at his cock for a while, and that act by itself caused it to grow and twitch. I moved in licking the end tentatively at first; soon caught up in the joy of performing the act for the first time in months, I forgot attempts at appearing new, and threw my full knowledge into providing pleasure. I quickly brought Jacob to the very precipice before leaving his cock completely and kissing and licking his balls, causing yet more moaning. Moving back to his cock I was slow and gentle running my mouth up and down his cock; then I started to deep-throat him, this elicited a loud moan from him. Slowly I brought him to the summit, and twice left him there to recover, but the third time, I forged ahead, and felt his cock swell in my mouth before shooting almost as hard as a machine gun, splattering the back of my mouth with his man seed, I swallowed and sucked harder, trying to pull every last drop of this nectar from his cock. He screamed as he shot, before taking several very deep breaths. "Wow. That was the best bro." Now sucking each other replaced wanking. Every morning, without fail, we would swallow each other's cocks, and suck out the man-seed inside. For me both were sheer ecstasy, I suspected that Jacob was more concerned with the receiving than the giving, until one evening as we were chatting, he rose a new subject. "Are any animals gay?" It was just the sort of question which would randomly pop out of Jacob's mind. "The sexual urge is present throughout the animal kingdom, and there are cases where animals have had sex with members of the same sex. But few of them mince around." He laughed at my joke, but continued. "So gayness is normal." "Yes, many would argue that we are all partially bi-sexual, and will go for whatever presents itself." "What would you say if you found out that a close friend was gay." Academia was totally accepting of homosexuality, and so I had forgotten that parts of society still found it strange. "Nothing in particular." Well in reality that would depend on how good-looking he was. "I know several gay people, they are no different." "What if he was a family member." "Why would it make any difference?" He paused. "So being gay is not wrong." "No." "What if the gay guy worked with you?" "So what? Still no difference. In fact a research student working on his Ph.D. with me was gay." "Didn't you have to go off camping together then." "Yes, and?" "Didn't he try to jump on you?" "No. He had a stable boy-friend, and he told me that I was not his type." "What if he had found you attractive?" "Somebody thinking that you are good-looking is always a compliment." I was deliberately ambiguous. "So, like, if I wasn't your brother, and I was gay, and we are still stuck right out here, you wouldn't mind?" "Not at all." "Ahhhhh, but what about sucking each other's cocks? Doesn't that make you gay." "Not really, when we started you said it was just swapping to make life easier; nothing to do with being gay." "But he, or I, would be gay, that would make you gay." "No, it wouldn't." "So let me get this right. If I was gay, not your brother, you would still suck my cock, and let me suck yours." "Yes." "What would you say if I said I might be gay." "Nothing in particular. Are you?" "I don't know." He paused. "I've had a few girl-friends, but hanging out with the guys was always more fun. A couple of times I watched as the other guys took a leak. And since I've been here, I've noticed you." "Sounds like you could well be gay then; or maybe bi." He looked worried, I decided that this was the moment to come out. "In fact, perhaps it would help if I said that I'm gay." "You. Gay." His voice sounded very negative, I was afraid that he would get massively pissed off. "Really." His voice became inquisitive. "So you fancy men?" By now it was not at all negative. "Yes; I've had four real boy-friends, and a few other guys along the way." "And you sucked their cocks?" "Yes, and more." "More?" "The whole lot; oral sex and anal." "You fucked them?" "Yes, and they fucked me." "So what do you think of me." The big bad question. "You are naturally attractive, dark hair, brown eyes, tall, athletic; very well toned body." I was pushing myself into biologist mode. "You mean you fancy me?" He sounded very expectant. "Yes, I suppose I do." He leapt on me. "That's so good bro. because I fancy you too." Without thinking we kissed; the cock sucking had been quite mechanical, but this was pure passion. Together we walked to my bed, and undressed each other, kissing all of the time, me leading Jacob. Once we were naked on the bed, we ground our groins into each other. "I want to fuck you Benjy." "I want you to. First rim me to get me ready." "What's that?" "Lick my arse out." He seemed surprised at the idea, but when I turned over and presented my arse to him, he paused, then took hold of it, like he would a women's breasts, pulled the cheeks apart, before moving his head in. I could feel his breath, then a slight touch from his tongue. Once he had started nothing would stop him, and soon he was burying himself deep inside. After a while I stopped him. "I need your cock up there, let me suck it to get it ready." In the absence of lube, he mouth would have to do. Even though Jacob's cock had been in there several times, this was different, it was true love both ways, and not hidden. I lay on my back, and lifted my feet into the air, before pointing Jacob's cock at my arse, and telling him to push. It was now some time since I had been fucked, but soon I was used to it again, Jacob went to it like a duck to water. Soon he was getting very close to the edge, he paused then sank right up inside me, filling my arse with his cum and screaming at the same time. When he had finished he flopped down on top of me, and we kissed again. "Wow, that was great. Nothing quite like it." "You want to swap sides?" I loved him fucking me, and wanted to reciprocate. "I've never been fucked before." "Don't worry, I'll be gentle." I started by rimming him hard and long, he loved this and was soon rock hard again. Then I fingered his arse to open it. Then I had him suck my cock to lube it. Finally I was poised outside his tight arse, waiting to enter. "Ready?" "Go for it." I pushed gently, then harder until my cock head slid in. Jacob cried out, but I kissed him hard to smother it, after a while he relaxed, and I moved in about half an inch, again he cried out, and I kissed him hard again; the process continued until my cock was right inside him. I rested there for a while, until he nodded at me to continue. Starting very gently, and slowly, I pulled out, before pushing back in, rested again, then repeated, each time the rest got shorter, and the action quicker. Soon I was getting towards full pace, and Jacob's screams were of pleasure rather than pain. When I filled his arse, he cried nearly as loudly as I did. He kissed passionately again, and fell asleep in each other's arms. From then on, life was totally different, We slept together, fucked twice a day or more, as the weather got warmer we moved outside, fucking on a beach with birds and seals watching is hot as hell. In the evenings I taught him biology, and he took exams in a correspondence course. Now he is a teacher (biology of course), and I lecture at the local university. We share a small house, and each other's bodies.