From: D One Subject: Taking Off Date: 09 Aug 1998 00:00:00 GMT I sat there not knowing what to say. On the television set was the videotape playing back of me and Gordon, naked and having sex. Dad wouldn't let me leave, he didn't say anything nor did he stop it...we watched the entire thing..from the time that Gordon and I began to pull each others clothes off until we shot our sperm all over each other a second time. Gordon was about my age, nicer body then me and, as I found out, hot in bed. We had been step brothers for two years, sharing bedroom, parents, house and even school. I knew him before..even looked at his naked body in gym locker room before we both knew our parents were dating. My Mom met Gordon's Dad somewhere and hit it off. Before I knew it, Gordon and I were being fitted for a tux. They thought it good if I stood by his Dad while he walked my Mom up the alter..kind of a way to say that we're a family now. While they went on some weekend fuck fest honeymoon, Gordon and I had the place to ourselves. I came home to find Gordon laying naked on his bed, smoking dope and watching gay porn on the television set. "Guess you better get used to it" he said. I went over to him and held out my hand and he gave me the joint. From that point on, we spent as much time stoned, naked and having sex as possible. A year went by. Our parents thought it was so great how we two got along. And we agreed of course. His Dad even took the time to have "the talk" with us..but seeing as how we were seniors and that we stopped jacking off a year ago....it was almost funny. But we listened and he left the room feeling proud that he had done his fatherly duty. Gordon grabbed my ankles and screwed me..without locking the door too saying his Dad's talks made him so horny. "Both of them" the whisper came to me across the hallway. I looked over and saw three or four of the swim team looking back. I knew what they were saying and didn't care. At least not until one of them came to me. "You and your brother want to take us on? We're going to the finals and need some help if you know what I mean" We were introduced to the Coach as their best friends, would do towel duty, rubdowns and whatever else was needed. "We can sleep on the floor" Gordon added "or we can share a bed" I said which made one or two of the team laugh. The trip was fun. We worked hard helping the team get ready for the match. I had my hands all over thighs, feet, arms, chests and backs of most of them. It turned out I was good at massaging. Gordon seemed to do some too...but they kept saying I had good hands. We won the match and the state finals..so everyone was in a great mood. There wasn't any bar that would serve us of course, but we found away to get some bottles of vodka and had a party of our own. The Coach came by to tell us to quiet down a couple of times, then said he was going out with another coach..and we better behave ourselves. We didn't. The suck fest and fuck fest began. Gordon and I started it..and the team took it from there. We weren't the only ones involved....we were just the excuse they needed to do what they apparently had all wanted to do. In fact there were times that Gordon and I were left out of the scene as the swim teammates sucked and fucked each other mostly. Graduation came and went.....prom, parties, orgies and more..it was one hell of a night. "I know you two are eighteen" Gordon's Dad, my stepdad began as soon as the tape ran out. Gordon and I doubledated for the Prom and had a good time. We saw many of our friends there of course..including the swim team members. You would have never suspected that we had all been having sex with each other two months earlier. Our dates and us all looked like the stereotypical high school prom couples. The party afterwards was at a motel, where we all swam, smoked dope, danced and so on. Rooms were given to a bunch of guys and girls separately..since the management wouldn't give couples rooms. But we know there was plenty of scewing going on......that was the idea. Gordon and my dates were gone...we took them home after a late night dinner party with some friends. But we went to the motel party alone. And as the party grew wilder, we joined many of our former classmates in swimming and dancing naked too. The management finally told us it was time to quit..and we went our various ways. Gordon and I were in the room with a bunch of guys and, as you might suspect, we were drawn into some middle of the night, anonymous sex with them. The room was kept dark..so nobody knew. Breakfast found us all ravenous and we all acted as if nothing happened. Except in the pit of my stomach, I knew the fun was ending. "But you are going to ruin your lives if you do this again" he went on talking as if the tape of Gordon and me having sex was the first time we did it. He had left town with my Mom the next weekend on some business trip. Gordon and I were still recovering from high school, the prom party and trying not to worry about what we had to do next...college...work...whatever. So we fucked all weekend and with the help of a few friends had a tape made of us doing the entire scene from being clothed to having second orgasms. There were four guys watching, drinking, smoking as we put on the show for them as well as the camera. "I don't know if you decided whether to go to college or into the Navy or what, but if they found out what you did there, you'd be kicked out" his drone went on. There were other tapes made that weekend. Me and Clint, Gordon, me and Roger. Roger and Mel.....we used rubber toys, ropes, pissed on each other, fucked, sucked, sandwiched guys, double fucked and more...it was a weekend of fun. If neighbors looked in, they would have seen a group of naked boys doing things that would make the moral majority gleem with "told you so" stories. "You're not fags...just going thru some sort of horny phase I guess" he said trying to justify what we did to himself..and maybe to us. Mom wasn't there. She had decided to stay at a sister's house and come back later the following week. Dad had come home and found an unmarked tape in the vcr and played it. Gordon and I were in our beds..separete beds for some reason. His Dad yelled for us to come down and we pulled on our shorts and appeared wiping our eyes like little kids just getting up on Christmas Day. "I want to show you something" And the tape played on. My cock hardened but then softened as I realized what might happen. Gordon and I didn't look at each other..we just stared at the TV set. "Gordon go to bed, we'll talk about this in the morning, you stay" I sat there as he asked me if I were gay. I denied it of course. "Well, I know Gordon isn't. You probably have a different upbrining..no father....that's the way it starts. And somehow you got Gordon into it. You're going to end up some perverted sex offender and killing your Mother" I was confused, getting angry and then horny all at once. "We won't tell her. But I suggest you join the Navy or Army or something. Don't plan on going to college...not on my dime. I'll make sure Gordon doesn't ever see you again. You better get to bed." I was crying and angry. Gordon kept asking me what went on..but I wouldn't answer. Gordon was gone when I awoke. So was the car. That meant he and his father had taken off somewhere. I wandered around the house, purposely naked and got breakfast. I sat down in the living room and watched the tape again..jacking my cock until it exploded all over the couch and floor. I took the tape to my room where I packed my backpack and left. The note I left for Mom was simple..saying I was taking off on my own and would call. The car passed me at the bus stop. I don't think either Gordon or his Dad saw me. But then I saw Gordon's head turn. I looked towards the car and gave a little wave. The trip was a long one..and I mostly slept. A soldier sitting next to me talked a bit and during the night, I felt his thigh against mine and his hand on my bare leg. We went to the bathroom in the back of the bus and he sucked my cock...and I sucked his. The YMCA in New York is a bit overwhelming. Many floors and bare boring hallways. I paid for a single room.....even though it was expensive. The walks down the hallway to the bathroom were filled with temptations. Doors were open and silhouettes of men inside wanting me to join them tempted me. And now and then I entered the darkened rooms to feel hands, mouths and butts of more then one at a time. I was sitting in the dining room when I saw Gordon. He was at the counter arguing. They wouldn't tell him if I was there or not. I went up to him and we hugged..and kissed. We'd share my room I told the clerk who smiled sweetly. He already figured out we would do that. Gordon had taken off from home too after telling his Dad that he loved me..that we had been having sex ever since they got married. It was a bit more to tell him then I would have..but it was too late to say that. We made love....more then sex...we loved that night...and began a new life. Mom cried on the phone. She later divorced Gordon's Dad. Gordon and I visit her regularly and she doens't care that we share a bed when we're there. Gordon's Dad has practicaly disowned him....which makes Gordon cry now and then..angry too...and sometimes fuck me too hard expressing his anger. I don't mind...I am there for him. And he is there for me...just as he was the day I took off.