Date: Mon, 5 Aug 2013 05:47:52 -0400 From: Taylor Thoresen Subject: Taylor's Secrets - 1 ************ This is about a boy discovering sex with the help of his older brother and his college buddies. It includes totally consensual acts of sex between them, starting when the boy was 10 and as he gets older. If that offends you or you are too young by the laws of your country to be seeing the stuff on this website, or if websites and material like this are illegal in your area, please do not read on. Just leave this site now. I think this is where I tell you this is all made up in my head. Just total fiction. It isn't true. It didn't really happen. None of these people really exist. I changed everyone's names. And I am a really old guy and this stuff is just my fantasies. Copyright, 2013. This is my story and no one has a right to reproduce it, link it to other sites, or use it without my permission. If you want to email me about what I am writing, that is ok with me and I will try to reply to you if you want me to. This is my first time to write and post something like this, so I hope it is ok. Please donate to nifty, your support keeps this service live - http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html Thanks. ************ TAYLOR'S SECRETS Part 1 Last Saturday I was the Best Man for my brother's wedding. I am so happy for him and so proud to be his brother that I almost had tears in my eyes when he turned to me during the ceremony so I could give him the rings. But he grinned and winked at me and that made me smile again. My big bro Trevor is just so fuckin awesome! Trev graduated from college two years ago and got a great job with a big company in Boston. Unfortunately, that is about three hours away and now I can't see him as much as I would like. He just married this really beautiful girl, and it is great that they totally love and understand each other. He was really lookin good in his tux. Trev is 23 years old and 6'5". He carries 205 pounds of lean muscle, and has light brown hair and dark blue eyes. Everyone says he is very handsome, and it's true. I see lots of people look at him when he is walking along the street or when he comes into a room. It is easy to tell women and men both, of all different ages think my big bro is a totally sexy dude. Standing up with Trevor in front of the crowd of people at the wedding Saturday was really exciting, except for that moment when I was afraid I was going to cry. (That would have been SO embarrassing.) Standing with us were his three closest friends that he went to college with. They are in the same fraternity with Trev and two of them were on the college lacrosse team with him. All three of them are really good buddies with me too. I spend a lot of time at their fraternity house and we all know each other very well. We will always be best friends. When they were taking pictures after the ceremony and at the reception I heard some people say stuff like us guys all looked as handsome as the girls were pretty. Yeah, we did. The group of us guys were maxing out the stud meter, all dressed up in our tuxes. We were talking and joking about it when the five of us were all getting dressed together earlier Saturday before things started. Aiden is a lean 22 year old swimmer, about 6'1", with short blond hair and green eyes. Mike is just a little taller, so he's about 6'2" and built bigger so he weighs a little more but it is all muscle. He's 23 (same as Trevor). Mike keeps his dark brown hair cut really short, and he has brown eyes. Jon is 20 and 5'10"; he doesn't weigh as much as Mike but his awesome build is about the same. Mike and Jon were on the lax team with Trev. Jon's hair is dark reddish-brown. You can kind of say he has red hair but it's like it's mostly brown, but in the sunlight you can see the dark red a little better. His eyes are hazel. Really, all three of them are great looking guys no matter what they're wearing. And my name is Taylor. I am 5'10" tall and weigh 165 pounds. My hair is light brown and my eyes are blue, like my brother. They say I look like a younger version of Trev. Mom says our blue eyes are probably from our Swedish grandparents. I'm eight years younger than him. I hope I keep growing so I'm built about like him when I get to college in three more years. As his Best Man I had to make a speech or say a toast or whatever you call it at the wedding reception. I was really nervous about doing that and I worked really hard on it for like the last three weeks. While I was trying to figure out what to say I thought about a lot of things I really want to tell the whole world about my brother and me, but they are things we gotta keep secret from most people. So I couldn't put any of that in my speech. I came up with lots of other good stuff to say and I guess I did it ok, or at least a lot of older people kept coming up to me later and saying I did a good job. One old lady said I made her cry because I was so "sweet and cute" (UGH!) and she said it was nice that I showed everyone how much I love my brother. (LOL) I was afraid she was gonna hug me or something; but I was nice to her and just said, "Thanks, ma'am." Well anyway, I've still been thinking about the secret stuff that I can't tell most people. But I really want to tell someone. So I finally decided I'm gonna tell you guys that read the stuff posted on this website. I've been reading stories here for like four years and sometimes I think about all the other guys that read these stories too. I think maybe you will be interested in the secrets I want to tell now. Of course I am going to say this is all just stuff I am making up in my head and it isn't really true, because I see that everyone says that at the start of their stories so I think I have to say that. So, ok. None of this is true and I am really like 98 years old. Honest! LOL Trevor was a really good lacrosse player in high school and got a scholarship to play at the college in our hometown. He kind of wanted to go away to a bigger college, but he accepted the scholarship anyway. He could have lived at home while he went to college but he really wanted to live on campus with the other students and mom finally agreed he could do that, even though it costs a lot more money. He moved into a dorm at first, but then he joined a fraternity and moved into the fraternity house later. We are both really good students and we study hard and get good grades. He told me it was hard to adjust to living in the fraternity house and hard to make himself study as much as he needed to, but he finally adjusted and did well with his classes. At the start of Trev's junior year in college, things changed at home. Mom is a nurse and she was offered a really big promotion because of how long she's been at the hospital and all the extra training she had been taking. They wanted to make her a supervisor and pay her a lot more money, but she would have to work really long hours on like every other weekend. I was 12 and she didn't want me to be alone that much on weekends. (Our dad lives out in California and we don't see him much but that's ok with me.) I tried to tell her I would be ok and she could trust me. She said she trusted me but she was still afraid something bad would happen or something. She almost turned down the promotion but then Trev said I could hang out with him and his bros at the fraternity house when she was at work and I wasn't in school. She thought about it and agreed and so she took the new job. We were all really happy about it because she really deserved to get promoted. She is really good at her job and she is a great mom. Some of you reading this might think it sounds crazy for a mom to say it is ok for her 12 year old kid to hang at a "frat house" with a bunch of college students. But campus isn't very far from our house, and we knew Mike and Aiden and a lot of Trev's other friends from the fraternity and the lacrosse team because he brought them over to the house sometimes and a lot of times they came for dinner or a cookout or whatever. A few times some of them came over and helped us do things like the summer Trevor and I painted the house. Mom and I like all his friends. He is really good at picking friends. Now I am old enough to stay home alone and I do that sometimes, but I still hang at the fraternity house a lot just because I really like all the guys and we have a lot of fun. Trev, Mike, and Aiden have graduated, but Jon is still there. And I know all the new members that have joined in the past three years. They are cool and some of them are becoming really good friends too. A lot of them made the trip and were at the wedding Saturday. Some of the sorority girls that visit the fraternity house a lot joke and call me the fraternity's mascot. I can't wait for the college to start again in a few weeks and all the guys will be back on campus. I have missed them during the summer. But anyway when this started when I was 12, most of the fraternity guys already knew me and some of them, like Mike and Aiden, I already thought of as being friends for me too. They were almost like two more big brothers for me. Trev said he explained to all the guys at one of their meetings what was going on with mom and they all agreed it would be cool for me to hang there. The old alumni members of the fraternity were cool about me being around the place too. Trev told the guys no one better give me any beer or alcohol to drink or weed or anything like that. I don't think Trevor has ever been in a fight in his life, and like he hardly ever gets really pissed off even, but I know no one wants to take a chance on maybe pissing him off and they probably all knew he was very serious about taking care of his little brother, so even though I tried to get some of them to sneak me a beer they wouldn't do it. But I have a lot of fun there anyway. They include me in things like shooting baskets on their court behind the house, playing volleyball with the girls that come over, they taught me how to play pool and poker (they don't let me bet real money), I go with them when they swim at the college pool, and stuff like that. One weekend six of us went camping and whitewater rafting; that was really awesome! They even help me study. The guys that are really good at different subjects go over my homework with me after I do it. They don't change it but after I get a grade they review stuff with me. They're also helping me improve my lacrosse skills. Some of them say they like having me around because I am like a substitute for their little brother back home. When I started hanging out there when I was 12 they made rule that I could be at their parties on Friday or Saturday nights, but I could only drink soft drinks. A few of the guys said they were jealous because I got more attention from the sorority girls than they did. During parties they keep someone guarding the front door and back door and if the dean or someone comes to inspect the party, or the police show up, I have to go hide real fast. When I was 12 Trev and the bros made sure I went upstairs to bed at midnight even though I always wanted to stay up later. I got use to going to sleep on the third floor even with the party noise still pretty loud from the basement and first floor. Until he graduated, I usually slept in Trev's room on a mattress on the floor. It was under his bed and I would just slide it out when I went to bed, and slide it back under his bed when I got up in the morning. But sometimes on party nights they would tell me to sleep in Aiden's room or in Mike's room. They had extra mattresses like Trev had. So I would just go get my sheets and pillow and go to whichever room they said. It didn't take me too long to figure out they did that when Trev was probably going to take a girl to his room for sex. Aiden's room was usually the backup room for me; it was right next to Trev's room. But sometimes I was told to sleep in Mike's room at the end of the hall, so I guessed Aiden was probably planning on sex those nights too. I guess I was lucky they didn't all three have a sex partner on the same night. But I know if that had happened one of the other bros would have let me sleep in their room. Yeah, I pretty much knew all about sex when I was 12. Or at least I thought I did. I was 10 when Trev talked to me about sex and then taught me about jacking off. It was just before he started college. When I was a kid I always talked to my big bro about everything and he was really cool about it. Now I can see how really stupid some of that stuff was and I know he must have thought so but he never made me feel silly for whatever questions I asked him or stuff I said. Well anyway when I was like 10 I was noticing my dick a lot more and it seemed like it was getting hard a lot. I knew a little about sex but still had a lot of questions. So naturally I started going to Trev with the questions. I had heard the short, clean version of what sex is about, but Trev gave me the down and dirty, plain language version with lots more details. Trev's version sounded a lot more exciting! One day when mom was at work I went to his room when I was hard and dropped my shorts and showed it to him. I said something like, "See, this is what it does all the time. So you mean this is normal and all guys' cocks do this?" (He had taught me that older, cool guys call their penis a cock.) I remember he kind of laughed and said he had already explained that answer to me and now I was just showing off my 10 year old cock for him to see it. I thought about it and I guess that was kind of true. Because of what he had explained to me about sex and my body so far, I wasn't afraid of my cock. I was fascinated by it, and I guess I kinda wanted him to look at it too so I could see what he thought about it. Back then my cock would have still been really small (sorry, but I don't remember exactly how small it was when I was 10), and it was before I started growing hair or making cum. Trev looked at it for a few moments and then told me I have an awesome cock. I felt so proud then. Without really thinking about it I asked if I could see his. I think I was as surprised as he was that I asked that. But then I was thinking that I really, really did want to see my brother's cock. His surprised look went away as he thought about it. I said, "Pleaseee Trev?" He smiled and I knew he was going to do it. He stood up and pushed his shorts and boxers down at the same time. I don't know how long I stared at it with my mouth open. I was shocked because it was like gigantic and it wasn't even sticking out hard! And his balls were big and hanging down too. And he had a nice nest of short curly hairs that looked so soft. I kind of knew what to expect, but there was just so much more of it to stare at than I expected. Finally I noticed he was laughing at the look on my face and he said I should close my mouth. I think my brain started working again and I said something stupid like "Damn!" but I kept looking at it. He didn't move to cover it up and I was glad. He finally sat down again in his desk chair. I stayed standing in front of him with my shorts at my feet and my little cock still hard, and staring at his cock and balls. He was looking at mine again, and back up at my face. I said something about it being so big and it even looked like it was heavy. He said the only difference between us was that I am still growing. He said mine would probably look a lot like his by the time I'm 18. The worry and embarrassment that I was starting to feel about my little cock immediately went away again. He always knows the right things to say to me. I was excited to think that I will have a cock like his someday. But I was still really excited about looking at his cock and really curious about it. I asked if I could feel it. He said he knew I was going to ask that. He said ok. I wasn't scared to touch his 18 year old cock but I guess I was just so excited because I remember my hand was shaking. I wrapped my fingers around it. It was thick, very warm, soft, and it felt so alive like a wild animal. It seemed like there were three of us in the room. Me, my brother, and his cock. I held it up and looked at the pink head. I ran my thumb over the head. It was very smooth and soft. Trevor shivered and moaned a little. I asked if I hurt him. He was grinning and said no, it felt awesome. He said "Let me show you." He wrapped his fingers real lightly around my hard little cock, and rubbed his thumb around my cock head. I shivered and moaned too. We looked at each other and grinned. Then I looked back at his cock because it was moving, growing bigger in my hand. It just kept growing. Now I was a little scared for some reason. I think I was afraid it wouldn't stop getting bigger and bigger. My fingers couldn't wrap around it now. It got even thicker, and a LOT longer! It was standing straight out like mine, but when I took my hand off if, it sprung straight up and smacked against his stomach. Sometimes when I am scared or surprised I just laugh. I was laughing like that. I felt his hand squeeze my shoulder and heard him say it's ok. I couldn't take my eyes off his bobbing hardon. He said "This is all very normal. No worries Tay." (That's his private nickname for me.) It was the first time I said "Fuck!" in front of him without him telling me I shouldn't say that word. He just laughed. I think I said it two or three times as I wrapped my fingers around as much of it as I could and pulled it away from his stomach. Now it was HOT, not just warm. And it was VERY hard. That is when he asked me if I jack off yet. I said I didn't think so. I had heard the words but didn't really understand them. He took his cock from my hand, and wrapped his long fingers around it. He nodded at my little cock and said, "Do this." He started stroking his cock up and down. I started doing the same thing. It felt good. It felt better the longer we did it. A drop of clear liquid came out of his cock. He smeared it around on his cockhead. He said "Precum." I didn't understand. I said "What's that." He said it is really slick and gooey. I asked if it was "pee." He said no and when another drop came out, it was bigger, and he said "Feel it. Smear it around. It's ok, Tay." So I did, and he moaned again. I liked making my big bro moan. He told me I wouldn't start making precum for a long time yet, maybe not for years. Not until after I started making sperm and shooting cum loads. He pointed out that I stopped stroking my cock, so I started again. After just a few strokes I started getting weird feelings. He must have known it. Maybe I had a look on my face. He told me not to stop, and he said it would be ok, then he said it will be fuckin incredible. It was exciting when he talked dirty. The feelings got stronger and I fell back on his bed and took my hand off my cock. He jumped out of his chair and said "Don't stop." And he gently took my little cock and started stroking it for me. I told him to stop but he wouldn't. He said trust him and he told me to ride with the feelings, or something like that. My eyes closed. It was like everything was black and the only thing was this amazing feeling that connected my little cock and my brain and my toes. It was kind of like an explosion and I was kind of afraid of it and I finally pulled away and turned over on my stomach to get away from it. Just then I started feeling wet drops spraying on my back and my bare butt. And I heard my brother moaning really loud. I felt him fall down on the bed next to me. Then it was quiet. My breathing was slowing down, but I could still feel my heart beating really fast. My face was buried in his sheets. I could smell Trevor's smell. I love that smell like I love my big brother. I finally turned my head and opened my eyes. He was looking a little worried, but then he smiled real big at me. "You ok, Tay?" I said, "Fuck!" He laughed really hard and put his right hand on my bare shoulder and shook me. His hand was wet with something warm and slick. We both slowly sat up on the edge of his bed. His cock was only half hard now, and it looked wet and slimy. It looked like his ball sack shrank and they didn't hang down as much now. He put his arm across my shoulders and pulled me against him. We have hugged a lot of times all our life but this was a lot more special. I didn't know the word back then, but now I know it was a very "intimate" hug. He rested his head on the top of my head and asked again if I was ok. I said yeah and asked him what happened. He said, "That's jacking off." I said, "Fuck!" He laughed and rubbed my head with that big, slimy hand. I asked him what that smell was. He said it was the smell of his cum load. He said jacking off with me made him shoot a bigger load than usual. I asked why. He said he didn't know, but he said it just felt very special to him this time. I asked if the wet slimy stuff on his cock and his hand was cum. He said yeah but he said most of it was on my back and ass. I said is that what I felt spray on me? He said yeah. He said, "Sorry bro. I didn't mean to shoot you with it but when I exploded I was just pointing in your direction." I said I wanted to see what it looked like, but he said now it was pretty much all on his sheets or smeared into my skin. When we had talked about sex before, he had told me about cum and what it looked like, but I was disappointed I didn't really get to see his load. We took a shower together and we washed each other's body with our soapy hands. We both got hard again but we didn't jack off. I was thinking about it but I didn't say anything. He asked me what I thought about jacking off. I said I understood why guys do it. I asked if he thinks all guys do it. He said hell yeah. While we were drying each other off he said we probably shouldn't do it like that again. He said a lot of people would say it's wrong. I asked if it is wrong. He turned me around so we could look in each other's eyes and he said, "I will never do anything wrong to you Tay. I will never hurt you." I said I know that. He hugged me tight for a moment but the towel was between us. I wished it wasn't. Then he said it would just be better if we don't take any chance of getting caught doing anything like that together. I asked if jacking off like that together is like doing sex. He kind of laughed and said no, not really. He said, "So you think you will be jacking off a lot now?" I said, "Fuck yeah!" We did jack off together one more time before Trevor moved into the dorm and started college. But we didn't touch each other. We just kept staring at each other's cock and I did whatever I saw him do, including rubbing my balls a little too. This time I got to see him cum and he shot streaks of cum across his rippled abs and up to his neck. It was amazing! He let me look at it before he cleaned it off with several Kleenex. We didn't shower together this time. I was disappointed but didn't say anything. I wanted to do more sex stuff with Trevor and his awesome big cock, but I didn't know what more there was that we could do. And I knew he was worried about maybe doing things with me might be wrong or might hurt me so he didn't want to do anything that might not be good for me. Before he left for college he told me about websites where I could find sex stories. He said reading stories on the net was a good way to improve my sex education. He showed me how to find ASSTR, ASSM, storiesonline, and a couple others with pictures and videos. He kind of explained what kink means and tried to tell me the difference between normal sex and kink stuff. But that just made me have more questions that he couldn't answer; finally he said don't worry about it and I will figure it out as I get older. After getting hooked on stories I read on these sites I started surfing around and following links and found Nifty.org on my own. I discovered I was lots more interested in the hot stories about sex between boys, and not very excited at all by stories about sex between boys and girls. I especially liked the stories about sex between brothers and sex between boys and college guys. I started thinking I might be gay, but I was ok with that if that's the way I am. I decided being gay was not one of those kink things. I decided gay must be normal, but just different. But I knew I wasn't sure yet anyway. By the time Trev was home for the long Thanksgiving weekend his freshman year, I was jacking myself off at least once a day. Sometimes three times a day. I was learning a lot about sex by checking out the video websites I found, as well as the hot stories. But I didn't think I wanted my 18 year old brother to know all of this about me. For the first time in my life I thought I should hide something from Trevor. That's pretty much how things went for two years, until the deal about mom's promotion came up when Trev was 20 and I was 12. So anyway, let's get back to when I was 12 and starting to stay at the fraternity house a lot. The idea of occasionally sleeping in Aiden's or Mike's room at the fraternity house because Trev was going to fuck a girl didn't surprise me. But I wished I could watch my brother having sex. I got really horny, thinking about that. I saw Trev, and Aiden, and Mike, and lots of the guys totally naked a lot when they changed clothes when I was in their room, or at the pool, or in the shower room at the fraternity house. It was like no big deal to any of us. They saw me naked a lot too like that. My cock was pretty small compared to theirs and I was just starting to grow some light hairs but they didn't make fun of me and acted like everything was normal. No worries. And I was really good at not staring at their bodies and cocks, but I was secretly noticing what everyone looked like and then whenever I was jacking off I would think about having sex with some of those hot guys that I liked and trusted the most, including my 20 year old brother. I just thought if I could see him fucking a girl that would be even hotter! Usually I am a very sound sleeper. Everyone knows it and sometimes the guys joke with me about it. Nothing wakes me up, and that's good if you sometimes have to sleep in a noisy fraternity house with about 30 very active college guys. But one Friday night I was just starting to fall asleep on my mattress on Aiden's floor when he opened the door and tried to quietly enter the dark room. He was pretty drunk and he made more noise than he probably thought he did. I almost said something to him but I decided to pretend like I was asleep. Aiden is a very hot guy. He is a year younger than Trev so he was 19 and a sophomore that year. I was really horny and hoping to see him take off his clothes to go to bed. I think most of us guys sleep in our underwear or sleep shorts or sleep pants, or something like that. But Aiden sleeps naked. I stayed in his room enough that it wasn't like a secret. Even Trev and Mike and some of the other guys knew it. From things I heard at the house I knew a few of the other guys sleep naked too. Again, no big deal. Fraternity bros tell each other all kinds of stuff like that. Or you find out by living together. It's cool. Well so anyway I was hoping to get a good look at Aiden's body if he would turn on a light while he got ready for bed. He didn't turn on a light, but I could tell from the little bit of light coming from the streetlight outside the window that he stripped off all his clothes. Then he tripped over the corner of my mattress and almost fell on top of me. He was trying to be quiet but he landed on the floor about a foot from me and I could tell he was trying not to laugh. He was on his hands and knees right next to me. He looked at me for a moment and whispered something that sounded like, "Fuck, Taylor, if only I could." But I was sure I didn't really hear him right. He stayed on his hands and knees and crawled over to the closet, by the window. As he passed by the window I got a great view of his very round hard swimmer's ass cheeks moving as he crawled, and it looked like his cock was maybe hanging down extra-long. I wondered if he was getting hard for some reason. He opened the closet door and quietly pulled out a box and a suitcase that were stored on the floor of the closet. Then he moved something else and there was suddenly a little round hole of light. It wasn't bright light, but inside the closet was very dark so you could see this little bit of light. It took me a moment but I figured out there was a hole in the wall between the back of Aiden's closet and Trevor's room. Suddenly I remembered the round hole in Trev's wall where he hit it with the handle end of his lacrosse stick after they lost a game. He accidently poked a hole in the wall. The hole is a little bigger than a quarter. Now I could tell Aiden was looking through that hole into my brother's room. A few times in the past Aiden and I had joked about being able to hear Trev having sex in his room, but now the noise was more clear. There was some moaning and some whispering, and a few giggles from the girl. It didn't sound like they were fucking yet, but they must have been doing other things that felt good. My 12 year old cock was hard. I had been dreaming of watching my brother have sex and now I knew how I could do it. It was too bad Aiden was in the room. Then I realized how funny it was that Aiden was secretly spying on the girl in my brother's room, watching her have sex. I wondered why he was doing that. I was pretty sure Aiden had sex with this same girl two weeks before this. If he already knew what it was like to have sex with her, why would he want to watch her have sex with another guy? Then I heard his cell vibrate over on his desk. Aiden quickly backed out of the closet, stood up and moved by me to grab his phone. His cock was definitely sticking straight up, rock hard. While he traded a couple quick text messages with someone, I was laying there thinking how much I would like to suck his cock. I had never sucked a cock or even touched another cock since Trev and I jacked off together that first time, more than two years earlier. But I knew I really wanted to suck Aiden's cock right then like I read about in the stories and saw in the gay videos. Aiden read the last text and whispered, "Piss!" He started quietly getting redressed. Obviously he had to go see somebody. It was probably about 1:00 AM and I wondered about that for just a moment, and then I heard a moan again from my brother's room. I realized I was going to get a chance to watch Trevor fucking a girl after Aiden left. Just before he left, Aiden moved things back in place to cover up the hole in the back of his closet, then closed the closet door, and quietly left the room. I didn't wait very long before I crawled like he had over to the closet and opened the door. I carefully felt around in the dark closet and pulled out the suitcase and box like he had done. Then I felt the back wall of the closet and found there was a loose board that I removed very slowly and put on the floor. That uncovered the hole. There was only one very dim light on in Trev's room; but it was enough. It was a straight shot across the room from the hole to his bed. They were making out. She was naked. He still had his boxers on, but his huge hard cock was sticking out. She was moaning as he played with her tits and it looked like one of his hands was between her legs. After a couple minutes she wrapped her hand around his cock and stroked him a couple times. They changed positions and she started licking his cock and playing with his balls. I heard her say, "This is the biggest one I have ever seen." That made me feel proud that she was talking about my brother's cock. She put his cockhead in her mouth and just a little bit more, but it looked like that was all she could take. I thought about all the gay guys I saw sucking huge cocks on the porn videos and I was thinking I could suck his cock better than she was doing. I felt sorry that Trev was not getting a better blow job like he and his cock both deserved. I realized I had my hard 12 year old cock in my hand, stroking it slowly while watching my brother. Trev kind of looked bored, like he wasn't really getting much out of her blow job. I felt sorry for him. He pulled out of her mouth and took off his boxers. He put her on his bed again and started getting in position to fuck her. I was memorizing as much as possible about my brothers awesome naked body and hard cock, like the way his muscles moved just under his skin, his sexy round ass, his super hard BIG cock. Suddenly I realized I wasn't alone in the closet. I started to jump up but Aiden wrapped one arm around me to hold me in place and wrapped his other hand over my mouth so I wouldn't make any noise. I relaxed as soon as I knew it was him and could see he was grinning at me. We quietly backed out of the closet and he closed the door. I could smell beer on his breath but he didn't act as drunk as he did earlier. He was still grinning at me and I realized my cock was still hard and sticking out of my shorts. I put it away, but it made my sleep shorts stick out like a tent. He winked at me and we moved away from the closet and stood over by his desk. Aiden whispered, "Guess I'm busted. You know my secret. Where you awake when I was here earlier?" I was kind of embarrassed and said, "Yeah. Sorry I didn't let you know I was awake." Aiden laughed quietly and said, "You feel bad about spying on me while I was spying on your brother? You're such a really good guy and so innocent, Taylor." He grinned at me. He added, "I shoulda known you were awake after I almost fell on top of you. Did you see that too?" I laughed and said, "Yeah, I almost yelled and moved outta the way, but you missed me. It would have been kind of funny if you landed on me." Aiden said, "Not if I hurt you." I said, "I know you'll never hurt me bro." Aiden put a hand on my shoulder. We looked at each other's eyes in the very dim streetlight. His hand squeezed my shoulder a little and he quietly said, "No, I'll never do anything to hurt you little bro." Then he slid his hand from my bare shoulder to the back of my neck and squeezed it a little. His hand was very warm on my skin. I kind of shivered and I remember noticing my cock was still hard, or else it was hard again. We were still looking at each other's eyes. I don't know if I moved closer to him or if he pulled me closer, but we were really close. Aiden blinked his eyes and turned his head away from me and said a quiet "Fuck!" He kind of shook his head and then smiled at me again and moved away from me. I was sorry he did that. I looked down and he was holding one hand in front of his pants but I could tell he was hard. I didn't know what to think about it, but I was glad and I thought it was probably a good thing. I looked over at the shut closet door and said, "That was really hot. Do you get to watch the girls with Trev like that very often?" Aiden grinned and said, "I watch whenever I can." Then he said, "But don't tell him! Please, Taylor?" I grinned and said, "Fuck; I won't tell on you if you don't tell on me." He grinned and said, "Deal." And we fist bumped and laughed as quiet as we could. He said, "What did you think of what you saw?" I said, "Trev has a really big cock when he's hard and I really like his body! He was getting ready to fuck her when you got back and I really wanted to see him fucking." Aiden looked surprised for a second, but starting smiling again. Then I noticed I was talking about my brother and how hot he was. I know that is not a normal thing for a guy to do. So I said, "And she was really hot too. Big boobs." Aiden really laughed then. I know my face was red so I was glad the room was pretty dark. He said, "Little bro, I know you haven't seen a lot of naked women yet, but this girl's boobs are far from being big. Dude it's ok with me if you were mostly checking out your brother. Trev is a really impressive guy. I agree he is very hot. I can't help looking at his huge cock either. So I guess you and me are the same about this." I think we were both a little embarrassed but I was really glad he told me all that. He looked down at my hard cock in my shorts and I put my hand in front to hide it. He winked at me and said, "It's ok, little bro." and he moved his hand from in front of his pants so he was letting me see his 19 year old cock was hard too. He said, "We ok with each other bro?" I smiled at him and said, "Fuck yeah big bro." But then we just stood there for a moment. I was kind of nervous and didn't know what to do or say. I didn't know what to think for sure about Aiden either. I didn't know if he really meant we were alike in the same way I hoped he meant it, and I didn't know how to get more clear about that. He pulled his shirt off kind of slow and then started slowly unfastening his pants while he kicked his shoes off. He said, "Might as well get ready for bed again." I realized he was going to get naked with me watching. I couldn't look away. As he bent over forward, toward me, and pushed his pants and shorts all the way to his feet, I could see the top of his blond head, his bare back, and the top of his bare round hairless butt, and he said, "I know my body isn't as impressive as your brother." He raised back up as he stepped out of the clothes on the floor. His hard cock waved in front of me. I was staring at it and I couldn't think of anything but I said, "Fuck you are so hot bro." He very slowly looked at me from my face to my feet and back up again. I was still wearing my sleeping shorts but I felt like I was totally naked and he could see every bit of me. I think my 12 year old cock was jerking a little with each heartbeat. He put a hand on my bare shoulder and ran his other hand slowly through my hair as he said, "I think you are really fucking hot too bro." I think he was going to pull me to him for a hug or something but we suddenly heard a very soft knock on the door. We both jumped and he looked as scared as I felt. We heard a door open and someone whisper something. I realized someone had tapped on Trevor's door (not Aiden's) and Trev apparently opened it. It sounded like he was letting someone in. But that would be weird if he was having sex with the girl. Aiden looked through the peek hole in is door to see who was in the hallway, then we heard the door to my brother's room close quietly. Aiden turned around and his smile turned into a big grin. He whispered, "This is getting better and better." He motioned for me to stay quiet. He quickly moved back to the closet and motioned for me to follow him. He slowly opened the door and got on his hands and knees so he could see through the hole. He took my hand and pulled me down to the floor next to him. As I got on my knees I heard the girl in the next room say, "Kiss." And it sounded like they started kissing. Aiden glanced through the hole real quick and he was smiling but as he looked back at me he got a kind of worried look on his face. He raised up a little so he could get really close to me and he whispered right in my ear, "Remember to stay quiet. OK?" I nodded my head yes, and he added, "I hope you are really open minded. Try not to be shocked about what you are going to see, and please god don't be mad about it. Stay cool bro. It's really pretty hot if you just think about it the right way." I had no idea what the fuck he was talking about and I think I looked at him like he was crazy or something. He pulled me down to where he was right by the hole and he moved a little to the side so I could look into my brother's room. The first thing I saw was the naked girl on Trevor's bed (Aiden was right about her boobs being smaller than girls I saw on the online porn sites). Then I looked over close to the door and saw my brother and his best friend unwrapping from what must have been a really tight hug and I realized they were ending what must have been a very passionate kiss. Trev's face was a little red. I was really shocked when I realized what I was seeing and I almost fell forward against the wall. That's when I felt Aiden holding me tightly so something like that wouldn't happen. I was glad he was expecting something like that. I heard her say kinda quietly, "You guys are so fuckin hot." I looked back in the room. Trev still had his left arm around Mike's waist. I had to agree with her, Trev and Mike were definitely hot. The girl moved over to them and she and Trevor started undressing Mike. They had him naked fast and he was just as rock hard as Trev, Aiden, and me. It was the first time for me to see him hard and his cock was really nice and I guess big but it looked like he was still maybe 2 inches shorter than Trevor's gigantic cock. Aiden had his handsome blond head pressed next to mine, trying to see through the hole too. I liked feeling his smooth warm cheek next to mine. But I guess he couldn't see too well. He shifted around a little behind me and kind of pressed me down so I was almost laying completely on my stomach but I was resting on my elbows so my head was still high enough to see through the hole. He was still on his hands and knees. He moved my legs apart a little and put his left knee on the floor between my knees, put his left arm over me so his left hand was resting on the floor by my left elbow. Most of the left half of his naked chest, hip, and thigh were pressed against my backside. I could definitely feel his hard cock pressed against the thin shorts on my right butt cheek. His head kind of rested against mine, right behind my right ear. We could both see through the small hole and he could whisper very low in my ear. When he said something, his breath kind of tickled my ear. He said, "You ok like this Tay?" I was really surprised he used my brother's secret nickname for me. But I liked it too and I just nodded my head yes. I was shocked but excited about what was happening in the next room, and I was really liking what was happening between sexy Aiden and me in his closet. The girl pulled Trev and Mike over by the bed and said to Mike, "Let's see you suck his cock. I tried but he's just way too big for me. See if you can do better." I saw Trev and Mike smile at each other as Mike got down on his knees and took my brother's cock in his hand. It was like Mike did three practice dives on Trev's big cock and on the fourth time he buried it all in his throat and his lips were stretched tight around the base of Trev's cock. Trevor groaned really loud. The girl's eyes were really big and she said, "OH fuck!" Mike pulled back and that is when I noticed you could see the big lump in his throat moving and it was Trev's cock coming back out. After he pulled it out Mike licked the big cockhead and then had to take several deep breaths to get air. He and Trevor smiled at each other again and Trev kind of petted Mike's head. The way they looked at each other made me want to see them kiss. I thought they looked like they were really in love with each other. The girl said, "You've swallowed that monster before." Mike said, "A few times." They all laughed and Trevor motioned for them to be more quiet again. Mike reached over and started rubbing the girl's pussy and she moaned. I saw his finger go in her as he started sucking Trevor's balls. He was making them both moan. I looked at his hard cock and wished I could be sucking on it. I saw a clear drop leak from Mike's cockhead to the floor. I knew it was precum. I really wanted to suck his cock. Then I noticed Aiden's hard cock rubbing a little, very slowly, back and forth against my right butt cheek. I thought it felt a little wet. I wondered if that was precum too. He was breathing hard right in my ear. I thought it was really sexy. I pushed my hard cock against the floor a little. Mike was sucking Trev's cock again. Trev was moaning. I moaned just a little because of everything I was seeing, feeling, and hearing. I felt Aiden laugh a little, then he licked my ear with his wet tongue really slowly. He covered his teeth with his lips and kind of chewed on the edge of my ear, then he licked my shoulder and put a little kiss on it. My whole body shivered and I pressed my cock harder against the floor. Aiden pressed his cock hard against my butt cheek. The girl moaned really loud because Trev was sucking on one of her tits and rubbing the other one and it looked like Mike was licking her pussy. (I didn't want to think about that so I focused on their throbbing cocks; they were both leaking precum.) Aiden whispered very softly, "Do you want to have sex with that girl?" I shook my head no. I felt him laugh a little. He said, "Would you rather have sex with Mike and your big brother?" I nodded my head yes. He licked my ear again, kissed the edge of it, and said, "So would I." As we watched Mike, Trevor, and the girl making out with each other in the next room, Aiden was touching me more with the rest of his body. Resting more of his warm body on top of mine. Moving against me. It felt so good. I was trying not to moan out loud. He was whispering in my ear about how he wanted to suck Trev's and Mike's hard cocks, he wanted to feel them all over and lick all their muscles. Then he started saying, "You'd like to do that with them too, wouldn't you Tay? You want to suck on Mike's hard cock, feel his muscle body with your hands and make love to his muscles with your tongue? I know he would love it if you would do those things Tay. But you really want to make love all night with your big bro Trevor, don't you? You want to suck on that big cock and learn how to take it down your throat like Mike does; don't you? You want to suck on those big balls. You want him to shoot his big load of cum all over you; don't you? I shook my head no. He said, "You don't want to make your brother cum?" I whispered, "In me." That made Aiden moan softly in my ear. He said, "Fuck yeah you are one really HOT little brother, Tay." He poked me with his hard cock when he said hot. He said, "You want to feel your brother's big cock shoot his hot load in your mouth?" I was nodding my head yes. He said, "You want to swallow his big, thick load of hot cum down your throat?" I nodded and he licked my ear again. "You want to have his creamy, thick load of big bro cum deep in your stomach?" I kind of whimpered and nodded yes. Aiden was rubbing his cock harder against my ass and had moved to the left so now he was completely over me. His hard cock was centered now and pressing against my ass crack, and I was wishing I didn't still have my sleep shorts on. What he was doing was also rubbing my cock against the carpeted floor. In the next room Mike was mounting the girl and starting to fuck her. He paused and Aiden and I both held our breath while Trev very slowly and gently slid his huge cock up his best friend's ass. I was really shocked and a little upset I think to see them doing this. Mike groaned, "Oh god yeah." It seemed like he liked it. The girl just repeated, "You guys are so fuckin hot!" Trev started fucking Mike while he fucked the girl. Aiden whispered, "Holyshit! Think what that feels like Tay. You ever fucked anyone before?" I shook my head no. "You ever been fucked by another guy little bro." I shook my head no really slow. I know Aiden had to feel me shiver again as I thought about what that might feel like. Thinking about getting fucked was scary to me. "Do you want to be fucked Tay?" I didn't reply. "Do you want to be fucked by Mike?" I was confused about it so I didn't reply again. Aiden said, "I do bro. I think I want to try getting fucked by Trevor's big cock too." I was really surprised to hear him admit this stuff. He added, "Look how much Mike is liking that monster up his ass. It must be awesome." Aiden's bare cock started moving more against the shorts that covered my ass. It wasn't just rubbing against me now. It was a definite fucking motion, and I knew if I wasn't wearing the shorts he would fuck me like I read about in the porn stories, like we were watching in the next room, and like I was starting to wonder what it would be like if Aiden would do for real to me. Then he asked me, "Tay?" (he paused and put a couple little kisses on my neck and licked it with his hot tongue, that made me moan softly) "Tay, will you have sex with me? I want to do all these things with you. You are so sexy and hot. And you are definitely one of the coolest guys I know." His cock was pushing harder at my ass, and fucking my own cock against the carpet. "I want to suck your cock. I want to taste your load. I want to make love to your whole body. And I really want to fuck your hot little virgin ass. Pleaseeeee, Tay." Aiden sounded so hot, like he was begging me for sex. I wanted it, just as much as he did, except I wasn't so sure about the fucking part yet. But for some reason I was pushing my ass back against his cock now without thinking about it. I heard all three of them cuming together in the next room. They were louder. Aiden whispered in my ear "Oh god." and jammed his 19 year old cock hard against my 12 year old ass and I could feel it throbbing and his hot wet cum load started soaking through my thin shorts. I shot my smaller watery load of cum, smeared between the front of my shorts and my belly. I completely collapsed on the floor and Aiden collapsed completely on top of me. I liked feeling his bigger, heavier, hot body covering me. It just felt good. He kissed my neck, and licked my ear, and I felt his hot moist breath as he was panting against the back of my head. Aiden took his weight off me and whispered, "Turn over little bro." I quietly turned over onto my back. He was on his hands and knees again, directly above me now. The dim light from Trev's room showed through the little hole and lit up Aiden's face just enough for me to see his serious look. His forehead was wrinkled a little. I remember thinking god I even like this stud's green eyes. He whispered, "Are you ok, Tay?" I nodded yes and smiled at him. "I mean really ok, about all this?" I nodded again. "Even about you and me (he paused) doing stuff like this together?" I reached up and grabbed the back of his head with both hands and brought his head down next to mine and I whispered in his ear, "Fuck yeah bro. I am so happy right now because all of this is like my biggest dreams coming true. My answer to your questions is yes. I want to do real sex stuff with you. The only thing I'm not so sure about is getting fucked. That kind of scares me. But fuck yeah I want to do lots of other stuff with you." He groaned real softly in my ear, then pulled back so he could look at me in the eyes. Then we kissed. It was my first time to kiss like that. I wasn't sure what to do but I let his tongue into my mouth and it was really hot. When I stuck my tongue in his mouth he grabbed it with his lips and kind of sucked on it and I slid it in and out between his sucking lips and it was like I was fucking his mouth with my tongue. It was hot. I was hard again. I knew I would do about anything Aiden wanted to do with me. I knew it would be ok with him, and I would love it. He pulled back and we were both panting for air. A wet drop hit my cheek and then I saw there were tears in his eyes. He whispered, "Ohmygod, little bro." I don't know what kind of look I had on my face. But then he added, "And you have no fucking clue how awesome and special you are. I really do love you like if you were my own little brother." I didn't know what he meant, so I didn't know what to say, but I knew he was making me feel even better about everything. It was all good. I pulled him down and hugged him tight. I could feel he was hard too. I kissed the side of his neck and licked a spot there. I tasted his sweat. I liked it. He moaned. I remembered making Trevor moan a long time ago. Just then I knew I liked making these guys I love moan. Then I thought for the first time, I really do love Aiden and Mike like brothers. I was very happy with that thought. Aiden interrupted my thoughts by pushing up on his hands and knees again. He peeked through the hole, then stood up. I rolled over and got on my hands and knees and peeked back into Trev's room to see what they were doing now. I watched as the girl finished dressing. Trev and Mike were laying together on his bed, watching her too. She kissed them both and said something, but I didn't catch what she said and what Mike said back to her, because Aiden's hand was massaging my ass. My shorts and ass were soaked with the cum load he shot on me a few minutes ago. His finger pressed the cloth of my shorts into my crack and I felt it pressing at my asshole for just a moment before he removed his finger. The cum-soaked cloth stayed wedged there. I was moving my ass back and forth. I think I wanted to feel more feelings back there, but that still kinda scared me. I opened my eyes again and saw Trev's room door closing as the girl left. I saw Trev and Mike give each other a little kiss and Mike said, "Goodnight bro." I thought again that they looked like they really love each other too. Then Trevor pulled his sheet over both of their naked bods and turned off the little light and it was dark in their room. Aiden quickly replaced the board to cover the hole from our side. (He told me later that if it is dark in the other room, Trev could easily see any little bit of light in Aiden's room if the hole is uncovered, and then he would know the hole goes all the way through the wall. I was glad he warned me about that.) We very quietly put everything back in the closet and closed the door. We moved back over by his desk and talked softly. The fraternity house was very quiet now. He kept asking me if I was really ok about everything and it got to be kind of funny. I told him he was worrying way too much. Both of our cocks were soft again when we were just talking. We talked about Trevor and Mike. Aiden said they are bisexual. He said he saw them together one other time, but it was just the two of them in Trev's room that night. He thought some of the other bros in the fraternity are bi too but he wouldn't tell me who. He didn't know about other guys on the lax team with Trev and Mike, but he said he knew for sure that two guys on the swim team with him are bi. I had a feeling I didn't need to ask how he was certain. I asked if he is bi. He said he has had sex with some girls, but he really likes it better with guys and would rather just stick with guys. But he said he sometimes has sex with a girl because it seems like the right thing to do for her, or because he knows some of the other guys expect it, or sometimes just because he's horny and it's a little better than jerking off alone. He asked if I had done anything with a girl yet. I said no and I didn't even think I wanted to. He said that's cool, but I shouldn't pass up an opportunity to at least try it if the right girl comes along. He said I might like it. I doubted it; but I didn't say that to him. I was glad he was cool with the idea I might just be gay and only into guys. Aiden put on some old sweatpants and after looking through the peek hole in his door to be sure the hallway was empty, he quickly went to the bathroom. He came back with a couple washcloths that were wet with very warm water. He closed his curtains and then took one of my sheets off the floor and hung it over the window too. He took off the sweatpants and laid them along the crack at the bottom of his door, then turned on his desk lamp. I realized no one outside the house or in the hallway would be able to tell a light was on in his room. He gave me one of the washcloths and I started to take off my cum-soaked shorts. He said, "No. Let me." and he untied the drawstring and let the shorts fall to my feet. He got on his knees in front of me and slowly and gently washed my stomach, cock, and balls. I got hard pretty fast and he smiled at it but didn't say anything. With his hands on my legs, he motioned for me to turn around. He moaned a little when my bare 12 year old ass was in front of his face. He gently and slowly washed my lower back and both ass cheeks. He pressed my feet further apart so I spread my legs more. He gently moved the warm, wet cloth through the crack of my ass, nudging the back of my balls, slowly moving back up through the crease again, pausing to circle my hole a few times, and then washing across it and on up to the top of the crease. I spread my legs a lot wider and he said, "Good boy." He repeated the trip through my crease a couple more times. He could tell I liked it. He stayed on his knees behind me while he dried my ass with a soft towel. Then he reached around to the front with the towel and gently dried my stomach, cock, and balls. While he was drying my front, he leaned his head against my butt and rubbed his smooth warm face cheeks against my smooth ass cheeks. I didn't understand why, but I liked it a lot, and we both moaned softly. He stood up behind me and put both hands on my shoulders and pressed me down to my knees. On my knees, I turned around and was facing his hard cock. Up close it was beautiful. I guess the sliminess of his cum load had dried by now, but I washed it very gently with the warm wet cloth. It looked like his public hair was trimmed; there wasn't very much of it and there wasn't any on his balls. I cleaned from his hard stomach to his knees. I loved feeling his strong thighs. He turned and spread his legs, presenting his ass in front of my face. His round ass was beautiful too, like the rest of him. I washed it too, like he washed mine. I was thinking he didn't get cum smeared all over his ass like I did, so there wasn't really anything to clean off, but I liked doing it anyway. His ass cheeks were firm and round, and he flexed them and they were hard as stone. I was really impressed with his ass. I washed in his crease like he did mine, but he spread his legs really wide and bent over and rested his hands on the floor. (He's really flexible.) That opened his ass crack so much I could look at his small, puckered asshole. It flexed when I washed around and over it. He moaned. I liked making him moan again. I don't remember dropping the cloth, but I was massaging his ass cheeks with my hands. They were so smooth and amazing. I don't know why, but I was rubbing my face against his ass like he did mine. I really liked it. I thought an ass would be really gross, but it wasn't. I think maybe because it was my friend Aiden's. I gave both ass cheeks a little kiss. I had never seriously thought about literally kissing a guy's ass before, but I did it just because I was really attracted to it. Aiden turned around and started to pull me up from the floor, but I pulled away from him and stayed on my knees. His cock was hard and leaking precum. I had to suck his cock. It was time for me to do this for the first time and I hoped he wouldn't stop me. I wrapped the fingers of my right hand around it while my left hand slowly rubbed up the back of his right leg, from the hard calf, over back of his smooth hard thigh, to squeeze his firm right butt cheek. I looked from the rock hard 7 inch cock in my hand up to his face. He looked a little unsure about what to do or say. I said, "I have to do this bro; please let me suck your cock. I need to do this." His voice kind of croaked when he asked, "Your first time?" I felt his cock throb in my hand when I nodded yes, so that must have excited him a little to be my first. He said, "I love you little bro. I'm all yours." It looked like he was going to get tears in his eyes again so I couldn't face him anymore. I looked back at his cockhead and saw a large drop of clear precum just starting to drip to the floor. It must have come up from his nuts when his cock throbbed a moment ago. Without hesitating I caught it on my tongue just as it fell from his tip. I brought my tongue up to the bottom of his cockhead and smeared the precum back where it belonged. I closed my lips around his smooth, soft, hot cockhead. I licked around his head. I loved the texture, the taste, the smell, everything about it; but I mostly loved the deep moan that came from Aiden's throat. I licked up and down his smooth cock shaft. I licked his balls and then sucked them one at a time into my mouth and washed them really well. They were really warm. I tried to fit them both in my mouth at the same time but they were just too big, and I felt them slowly drawing up a little closer to his body. I put his cockhead back in my mouth and started sucking and bobbing my head on his cock, trying to take it gradually a little deeper. I gagged a little when I had about half of it and it hit the opening to my throat. I backed off a little and licked around the head again, enjoying his soft moans. I looked up and he was staring down at me. I stood up, stretched to wrap my arms around his neck and pulled him down to meet me in another really hot kiss. We were both panting again when we stopped. He hugged me to him and I kissed his smooth chest. I felt his very firm swimmer pecs with my hands and licked one of his hard little nipples. I looked up at his face and I said, "I want it all bro. Help me take it. I gotta do this. Please help me." The look on his face said he didn't know what I meant, until I dropped to my knees again and looked up into his eyes while I slowly put his cockhead back in my mouth and licked over the tip. Now he knew what I meant. His cock throbbed and a gush of precum coated my tongue. I swallowed it and loved the taste. I hoped it helped make my throat slick. Aiden looked worried and was slowly shaking his head no. I was nodding my head yes with his cock between my lips. It was like slow motion. His eyes closed and his hands folded behind my head. I started bobbing on his cock, taking a tiny bit more each time, stopping to lick his cockhead again, bobbing some more, feeling a little gentle pressure on the back of my head, not letting me back off so much, starting to match my breathing through my nose with the moments I had the least of his cock in me. I gagged a little, a few times, but I started getting use to the pointed head scratching at the opening to my throat, then slowly going further, nudging at the back of my throat. I felt my lips hit the fingers I had wrapped close to the base of his cock. My lips had to stretch more near the thicker base. The pressure on the back of my head got firmer. I didn't resist or struggle at all. I really wanted this. I wanted all of him. This was Aiden. He was giving himself to me so I could finally suck a cock. I loved my bro and I wanted to do this for him. I kept thinking of seeing Trev's thick long cock down in Mike's throat. I was glad Aiden's cock wasn't very thick. I knew I could do this. Finally it was like a break through or something. I realized my lips were around the base of his cock where my fingers had been. My nose was pressed tight in his short hairs and I could hardly breath, but he smelled wonderful. He groaned and let go of my head. My head bounced back off his cock and I gasped for air. I felt drool all around my lips. I must have been grinning like an idiot when I looked up at him. He looked like he was in shock, but he started laughing at the look of satisfaction on my face. I tried to speak but I had to clear my throat and swallow a couple times, then my voice still sounded hoarse when I said, "Again." He started to shake his head no but I ignored him and buried half his cock in my mouth again, sucking and licking as I went. Repeating the bobbing up and down on his cock again, I was almost to my goal before I felt his strong hands on the back of my head again, helping me, pulling my head onto his cock a little further each time. This time I at least imagined there was more precum or something making my throat a little slicker. When I had most of him in my throat I swallowed. It was hard to do because he pretty much filled my throat. But it made his moan turn into a deep groan. I knew that must feel good to him. The next time I bobbed down on it I swallowed again and again. Then I needed air. I pulled off and licked his cockhead while I breathed a few times. He said, "God Tay, I'm really close; you better stop." Right then, that was the wrong thing to say to me. I looked up and smiled with his cockhead in my mouth. I started bobbing on it again and on the fifth time I buried all of him in my throat. I swallowed and I felt his body shake. I reached up to squeeze his balls but they were already pulled up so tight to the base of his cock I couldn't find them with my hand. His shaft throbbed in my throat and got even thicker. I thought I might not survive but I was really, really happy. Then his cock throbbed like five times in a row and I knew he was cumming straight down my throat, into my stomach. I swallowed a couple more times. I started feeling dizzy and light-headed. I knew I should pull off his cock but part of me didn't want to and I wasn't sure I had enough strength to back off. He was moaning and also pulling away from me, pushing on my shoulders to back me off. I realized I was hugging his legs so he had to gently force me off his cock. Apparently I blacked out for a second and he dropped to the floor and was holding me tight. My eyes focused and he smiled down at me. I could taste him on my tongue. My first taste of cum (other than my own). I liked it. My throat felt raw and a little sore. I was breathing ok, but I didn't feel like trying to speak for a couple minutes. He held me and rocked me in his strong arms. Finally, I cleared my throat and whispered, "Fucking awesome!" He burst out laughing and squeezed my head against his bare smooth chest. He let up on his hold and looked at me and said, "You are so fucking amazing, bro." I grinned and was really happy with myself. I said, "I knew I would like sucking cock. Especially yours bro. Thanks for being my first." He said, "No. Thank you, Taylor for wanting to be with me, and for that mind-blowing blowjob! Goddamn boy! You're a natural born cocksucker!" I grinned and said, "Thanks!" We both laughed. Then he said, "Shit!" and reached out and touched my hard cock. He grinned at me and said, "My turn." He actually totally picked me up in his arms as he stood up from the floor, and carried me to his bed and gently put me down. He laid down beside me and kissed my cheek, the tip of my nose, and then another hot kiss on my mouth. By now I knew I love kissing. He massaged, licked, and kissed his way from my mouth, to my neck, to my throat (I groaned big time there), my chest and my nipples, down my abs, tickled my navel with his tongue, and then swallowed my whole cock on the first go. His strong hands were massaging my thighs and balls as he worked my cock with his mouth. I didn't last long at all. I was way too excited from sucking my first cock and the feelings this 19 year old stud was giving my virgin body. He gently squeezed my balls while he also rubbed the area right behind my balls and got close to touching my asshole. That set me off and as I flinched and my toes were curling he knew what was happening and he buried my whole cock again and swallowed so I could feel what that is like. I shot my load of kid cum into his throat and we were both moaning. He climbed back up to lay beside me. We just looked and grinned at each other. We kissed. We quietly talked a little more. We were both getting sleepy. I knew it would be ok with him if I stay in his bed and sleep naked with him. We both had to piss so I picked up his old sweatpants and slipped them on and rolled up the legs because they were way too long, and he put on the pants he wore earlier that night. We quietly went down the dark hallway to the bathroom. We stood next to each other as we peed. I felt his foot next to mine and looked down at it. It was a lot bigger than my foot. Like his cock was a lot bigger than mine. I thought about what Trevor said two years earlier about I was still growing and might be as big as him someday. I looked up and Aiden was smiling at me. I was totally happy. We didn't speak as we finished, walked back to his room, slid off our pants, turned off the light, took the sheet off the window, and got in bed together, naked. Aiden laid on his back with his arm wrapped around my shoulder. I was snuggled up to his bare side, with my head laying on his chest, feeling him breath and listening to his heartbeat. My fingers played with one of his nipples and I felt it get hard. He kissed the top of my head and said, "Goodnight, Taylor." I kissed the warm smooth skin of his chest and said, "Goodnight, Aiden. Thanks again bro." I felt his silent laugh. His big strong hand slid from my shoulder, down my back and cupped my bare ass. He squeezed it gently. I slid my hand down his hard smooth body and wrapped my fingers around his soft warm cock and gave it a gentle squeeze. That's how we fell asleep. ************ So there are some of my secrets. My big brother taught me to jack off. My big brother has a really big cock. My big brother showed me how to find porn on the net. I started thinking I might be gay when I was 10 but I'm still not sure about that yet. By the time I was 12 I was horny for my brother and his hot friends that were friends of mine too. I spied on my brother and watched him having real sex, and found out he and his best friend are bi and like to do sex together. My first real sex was with Aiden, when I got to suck that hot swimmer stud's 7" cock when he was 19 and I was 12. I have a lot more secrets like this about my sex life and the guys I do things with. But I guess this is a good place to stop for now. Typing all this stuff up to tell you guys takes a lot more time than I thought it would. I am really sorry if this is too long. I just kept typing while I remembered all this stuff. I thought about this stuff while mom drove home from Trevor's wedding Saturday evening. I had my shirt pulled out and covering the front of my shorts so she couldn't see I was hard for most of the 3 hour trip. I started typing after we got home, and typed until I fell asleep about 2:00 AM. I continued working on it off and on for about six hours Sunday while mom did other stuff and then went out to dinner with some of her friends for the evening. Now I am going to stop because it is 10:00 PM and I am tired and very horny. I have to figure out yet how to send this to someone to get it posted on the website. I've never done this before. Another first for me. I'll figure it out. I love remembering this stuff. My cock has been hard a lot while I typed all this. (and now I leak precum too, like the older guys!) So I need to stroke out a big load, take a shower and go to bed. Oh yeah. I keep forgetting; I'm really 98; so that makes mom like 128. LOL But she still drives ok. Honest! Well anyway this is a lot of work to tell you about these secrets but it is fun too. So let me know if you think I should tell you more of this stuff, or if it is really just boring to you guys. I bet lots of you have sex secrets that are more interesting than mine. If you want to, you can email me at taylorthoresen@gmail.com and let me know if I should tell you more. I am not a good writer like a lot of you that post stuff on this site, so if you have questions about what I told you that's ok to ask too. Later guys. Taylor