Date: Tue, 12 Nov 2013 12:39:07 -0500 From: Taylor Thoresen Subject: Taylor's Secrets - 6 ************ This is about a boy discovering sex with the help of his older brother and his brother's college fraternity buddies, and other guys he meets. It includes totally consensual sexual acts between many of them, starting when the boy was 10 and as he gets older. If that offends you or you are too young by the laws of your area to be seeing the stuff on this website, or if websites and material like this are illegal in your area, please do not read on; leave this site now. Copyright, 2013. This is my story and no one has a right to reproduce it, link it to other sites, or use it without my permission. So please ask me if you want to do that, before you do it. If you want to email me about what I am writing, that is ok with me and I will try to reply to you if you want me to. This is my first time to write and post something like this, so I hope it is ok. Thanks to the guys that emailed me after I posted the parts I have written so far. I really like your emails. School and other things are taking a lot of time and I am spending more time proofreading and trying to improve what I'm writing, so finishing and posting new parts is taking a lot longer than I thought. Sorry, but that's just the way things are going right now. BUT I AM STILL WRITING, so please don't think I've stopped. There is a lot of stuff like this I can tell you about, and it's been pretty cool to find out a lot of you like reading about what I've been doing. Please donate to nifty; your support keeps this service live - http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html Thanks. ************ TAYLOR'S SECRETS Part 6 After school on the Wednesday before Thanksgiving, I stopped by the empty and locked up fraternity house to pick up the surprise Aiden left for me in an envelope hidden in the backyard. The college's break between the fall and winter terms had just started, and the students wouldn't be back until right after New Years. I spent a few moments sitting on the front porch bench thinking about how awesome the last three months had been. How lucky could a 12-year old guy be?!! I was almost living at the fraternity with my 20 year old brother while mom worked the night shift at the hospital. I had made lots of great new friends there. I was a seventh grader with lots of new "big brothers" who were 18 – 21 years old, and they let me do really cool things with them; like playing ball, swimming, and partying. Of course my most exciting memories from the past three months were how I started doing real sex stuff with, Aiden and Colin, two of the majorly hot fraternity guys that had become close friends to me, like they were with my brother. I knew before then that I was mostly interested in sex between guys. I wasn't interested in girls much at all; well actually, not at all. Thoughts about guys doing sex together are what I jacked off with, often with while I was reading stories or watching videos on gay porn sites. But I never thought I'd have a chance to do real sex stuff with another guy until I was a lot older. Aiden was a 19 year old college sophomore and he let me suck his fantastic 7 inch cock, he sucked mine too, and I got use to him playing with my ass a lot. Finally I let him fuck my virgin ass on the Monday night before Thanksgiving. Aiden knew I would love to do sex stuff with hot 21 year old Colin too, but I thought Colin was straight because he has a girlfriend and I knew they did sex a lot. Colin was a senior and a leader on campus; it seemed like all the college students knew him and everyone liked him; he was friendly to me but I just kinda thought he was too high to reach for, except in my hottest fantasies. But Aiden knew a lot more about Colin than the rest of us, including that he wasn't so totally straight; so Aiden fixed it so I could hook up with Colin too later on the same night. I loved sucking and getting fucked by Colin's even bigger cock. Colin also was the first guy I ever fucked. So I got fucked by two big college stud cocks up my ass in my first few hours as a non-virgin, and I got to fuck the fraternity president (Colin). Doing real sex with these two great guys was lots better than I even imagined it would be. But now, while I was sitting there thinking about all this, I was a lot more excited by the possibility that I might be able to get my brother to do sex stuff with me too. Aiden kind of created that possibility too. I realized my cock was hard and I was slowly rubbing the front of my pants while sitting on the front porch of the fraternity house. I laughed at myself and shook my head. But I wasn't regretting anything. I was 12 years old and really happy that I wasn't a virgin anymore. I was looking forward to lots more sex as soon as possible with Aiden, Colin, hopefully my brother, and maybe some other guys I was starting to seriously think about that way too. I was suddenly anxious to get home to be with my mom and brother, so I ran most the way home. When I got home mom was cleaning the house to get ready for Thanksgiving tomorrow, and Trevor was fixing dinner for us. I ran upstairs to put my book bag in my room and then went back downstairs to help mom. Our grandparents, mom's parents, and her brother and his family were coming the next day to spend most of Thanksgiving with us. Our uncle's family included his wife and our cousins, Cate and Neil. Mom and I got done cleaning just before Trevor said dinner was ready. I remember he fixed meatloaf and potatoes because that's one of his favorite meals and he is good at cooking it too. Both of us learned about cooking from mom, but Trev was a better cook than me back then because he was doing it longer. It seemed like this was a special meal to me. Because it was just the three of us, and because Trevor was back home with us for a few weeks until his college classes started again. The three of us love each other a lot. We are a small family but we have always been very close; and we still are. After dinner Trev and i said we'd clean up the dishes and kitchen so mom would have a few more minutes to sleep before she had to go to work. She said thanks and went to her room. Trevor acted like he was thinking about something serious and I was pretty sure it was about all the sex stuff. He was into sex with girls except for doing sex with his best friend Mike too. I didn't know how the sex started between him and Mike or how long they'd been doing stuff together. But now in the last 24 hours Aiden somehow got him to start doing sex with him too, and then Aiden somehow got Trev to fuck Colin that morning while I was at school. (Realizing my brother and I both had fucked the fraternity president excited me.) I also knew Aiden told Trev that, because of how I acted in the shower Tuesday night with the three of them, he should expect I would be wanting to do sex stuff with him too. So I guess that must add up to a lot for Trevor to be thinking about while we were cleaning up the kitchen. I was mostly quiet while we cleaned up. I knew he wasn't ignoring me or mad at me, he was just busy inside his head. I wasn't worried either, because my brother is smart and always makes good decisions about things. He doesn't go crazy about stuff. When we were done I turned on the TV and thought he'd sit down with me. But I don't think he noticed. He went upstairs. I flipped through the channels for about 5 minutes. I didn't really want to watch TV because I was thinking about what Trev was thinking about. I was just a little nervous about it. But, I decided I wanted to be close to Trev, even if we didn't talk or do anything. Trevor was in his room, sorta slouched down in his big comfortable chair in the corner by the window. The curtains were closed. His long arms were on the two armrests, and his head was thrown back so he was staring up at the ceiling. He'd kicked off his shoes and his feet were flat on the floor with his long legs kinda spread wide. The door was only half closed so I went in and quietly closed it behind me. He pivoted his head just a little to look at me. He didn't ask me to leave, or ask me what I wanted. His eyes followed me as I walked over to him. As I started to sit sideways on his lap he brought his legs together and raised his right arm so my legs draped over the right armrest. My right arm went around his shoulders and neck. Both of his arms wrapped around me and rested at my waist. We used to sit like this when I was a lot younger and smaller. We looked at each other but didn't say anything for a while; we just looked. Finally I knew I had to tell him. I said, "Trev, I'm gay." "I know. I've probably known about as long as you have. You know it's ok, if it's true, Tay. But I think it would be better if you don't decide for sure for a while, maybe another year or two. See what happens. See if your understanding of that stuff or your feelings change. This is a time in your life when your feelings about that might change. Then if you decide you really are gay, you know it will be ok with mom and me." That's what I knew he would say, but I was still glad to hear him say it. I twisted a little and put my left arm around his neck too and hugged him and kissed his cheek. He gently rubbed my back, turned his head a little and kissed my cheek too. We stayed in that position; holding each other. Trevor said, "You know I'm bi, don't you?" "Yeah." "How long you known?" "About a couple months. I heard stuff through the wall when I knew Mike was in your room with you. I was surprised, but I think it's really cool. I love Mike like a brother too and he is always awesome to me. So I'm glad you and him have been together like that." "Last night, at the fraternity house with Colin and Aiden, was all the weird stuff you were doing when the four of us were playing pool, and then later up in shower, part of one of Aiden's plans?" "Yeah. Are you mad about it?" "No. It really seems silly now, but I can see why you guys thought that's how you should do it." "Do what?" "Get me to open up to the three of you. That's what it was about, wasn't it?" "Yeah. I just wanted to be sure we're talking about the same thing," I said. "You were probably right to do it that way. So I'm not mad. It probably was a good thing. I just wish Mike was with us last night too. I'll have to think of a way to tell him." Trevor went on talking, "I never thought I'd be with another guy other than him. I thought about other guys, but I was afraid of taking the risk of opening up, approaching anyone else." He paused and seemed a little nervous when he told me, "I was with Aiden last night, and with Colin this morning after he took you to school." "Yeah; I heard; I got a message from Aiden. I'm really glad you did it, cause they love you, Trevor. Like I do. So it's not just about the sex." "I know. They're awesome friends. They both talked with me about that. We're clear with each other." Then he looked right at me and asked what I knew was coming, and I was glad to confess. "Little Bro, I've been thinking about you and them all afternoon and while I was getting dinner ready. I've been kinda connecting some dots. You've been with both of them too; right Tay?" I said, "Yeah. You ok with that?" Then I held my breath. "Sure. I know you must have wanted it to happen, or they wouldn't have done it. I'm glad for you. I know you're safe with them because of how they feel about you." "Yeah; I wanted it with both of them. I've been learning really amazing stuff and it's been really awesome because it's been Aiden and Colin." "No one before them? Not someone more your age, like Jacob?" "No. Aiden first, about two months ago, and then Colin just the last two days." I definitely noticed his comment about Jacob, but decided to think about that later. Trevor said, "I was really surprised about Colin." He was smiling. "But I wasn't disappointed." I grinned and said, "I know! So was I! Ashley is gonna be surprised too; if he tells her." I laughed a little. Then I added, "He told me Aiden was his first guy, and I was his second. So you were his third." We got quiet and looked at each other for a moment again. Trevor pulled me close again and almost whispered in my ear, "Aiden said you want us to be together too. Is he right?" He sounded nervous again, which is really unusual for my big brother, but I understood why he was this time. I pulled back and looked my brother in his blue eyes. "Yeah. More than anything. Please, Trevor. I want to do everything with you. It'll be the best. You'll see. They said you'd be afraid, and I would have to let you know I really, really want it and it isn't because of anything else, and I know what I'm saying. That's all true, Trevor. Please?" He looked in my identical blue eyes for a while. I wondered what he saw. He finally blinked and smiled a little. "You know I'll always do anything for you, Tay. I know you understand what you've been doing with them, and what you want us to do. I want it too. They're right; I kinda sensed it from you, but I've been afraid of it. But now I'm sure that you're going to be ok with it, and it will be alright for both of us." I think he was going to say something else but I was grinning and then gave him a quick kiss on his lips. He grinned too. Then I started to do our first really hot passionate kiss and pushed my tongue into his mouth. He started to pull away but I wouldn't let him, and then we both pulled each other tighter together. I was very happy about everything. And super horny too. As we kissed I felt his cock getting hard under my ass. I started laughing and we stopped kissing. I said, "Big Brother just arrived." He laughed too and looked a little embarrassed. I wiggled my ass on his lap and he groaned. My cock was hard too. He whispered, "Lock the door." I hopped up and did what he said. As I turned around, my brother was right there. It was easy to see we were both hard by how much our pants were sticking out; and I thought it was cool we didn't need to hide it from each other anymore. He wrapped his long arms around me again and we started kissing again. We kept kissing as we pulled pieces of clothing off each other until we were both naked. My naked 20 year old brother looked like one of those statues from a long time ago in Greece or Rome. (He still does; now he's 23.) He's 6 feet 5 inches tall, and he has broad shoulders and awesome muscles everywhere but he is more lean like swimmers, not big like football guys. We both have light brown hair, or some people say it is dark blond, and blue eyes. Back then, when I was 12, I remember my abs were showing pretty good, but the rest of my muscles were just starting to grow and didn't show as good as they do now. Maybe that's why my ass got so much attention when I was 12, cause I guess it was my best feature back then. LOL (It still gets a lot of attention.) He pulled me over to his bed. I climbed on the bed and he was right behind me. He smacked my ass and said, "What an ass! I'm surprised you weren't fucked by someone before now. Your ass was cute and sexy even when you were 10." I turned around on my knees and grinned at him. "I woulda let you fuck me then. You coulda been first. That day you taught me about jacking off, I woulda done anything with you. I didn't understand a lot of things yet back then, but I really wanted to play with your big cock a lot more. I guess I didn't know how to tell you." He raised his eyebrows and smiled and said with a kind of sigh, "Lost opportunities. Oh well, we have a few weeks during my break to make up for it." We grinned at each other. "Yeah; I want you to fuck me every day." He laughed. "We'll know by tomorrow morning if you really mean that." I looked at his huge hard cock and knew it was going to hurt more than Aiden's and Colin's cocks. Trevor's cock is just under 10 inches when he's hard. He says nine and three-quarters; but I call it ten. We are both cut. My 12 year old cock was four-something, almost five inches. I couldn't wait any longer. I pushed my brother down on his back and went straight for his cock. I was on my knees between his legs, bent over and holding and looking at his cock up close. It was really rock hard, felt really hot, and felt like it was alive and throbbing. A big drop of precum came out of the opening at the top of his cockhead and I licked it off without even thinking about it. My brother moaned. I loved the taste of his precum and I wanted to make him moan a lot. I put my mouth over it and licked around the rim of his cockhead a few times. His hips jerked a little and he moaned again. I was a very happy boy. My right hand was holding his cock straight up so I could lick it and put it in my mouth. I could feel pressure against my hand because it wanted to snap back to his stomach. When he's totally hard like this his cock points mostly to the ceiling when he's standing up, which kinda surprises me cause of how much it weighs and how long it is. Lots of other guys' hard cocks are more like horizontal. It's like Trev's cock is a strong muscle itself I guess. (Yeah, I've seen lots of hard cocks since this happened 3 years ago. LOL) My left hand was feeling his balls. They felt big and heavy too. I dropped my head over his cock and took about 5 inches. His cockhead was slipping in and out of the entrance to my throat. It felt like his cock is about the same thickness as Colin's. I slid it in and out of my mouth, going to about the same depth each time. I guess he was surprised I was taking so much cause he was like groaning and then acting worried about me and saying, "Careful, Tay. Not so much." Then he'd groan again. Then he'd say, "Don't choke. Easy, Tay!" But I guess he finally gave up and just groaned, "Oh god yeah, Taylor! Swallow my big cock!" So I did. I forced myself down further and swallowed with his cock in my throat. I didn't quite get all of it. I think I had almost 8 inches cause it felt like about where Colin's cock stopped. Trev pulled a pillow over his face and groaned really loud behind it. His other hand was rubbing my head and neck and encouraging me. I pulled my face off his cock and had to take some deep breaths. I licked it between breaths. Trevor was moving his hips around like he was trying to line up his cock with my mouth. I looked up at his face for a moment. He was watching me. I smiled at him and he grinned and said, "Do it Tay. As much as you can take. It's all yours bro." I licked off another big drop of precum, took a breath, and dived down on my brother's long cock again. I swallowed when his cockhead hit the back of my throat and kept going. He was pressing a little on the back of my head, but I knew he'd let me off if I wanted to stop. But I didn't stop. For just a second, when I felt it pass the furthest point reached by Colin's cock, I imagined the head of his cock would reach my stomach. But before I knew it my face was pressed flat against my brother's lower stomach and I felt his trimmed pubes against my chin and lips. It wasn't easy to do but I made myself swallow and when I did that my throat kinda massaged his cock. It jerked and Trev moaned really loud before he covered his mouth with the pillow again. Then his voice was muffled but I heard, "Oh god!" over and over. I was really happy to know I was making my brother feel really good. I moved my head up and down and kinda in a circle just a little bit so his cock would keep rubbing in my throat. He was moving his hips a little too. I tried to do the swallow trick again but this time it made me start to gag and cough and I needed to breath so I had to pull off his cock, but I tried to pull off it as slow as I could. He groaned the whole time. I stopped with his head in my mouth and I could taste a lot more of his precum as I licked around it. I looked up at him with his cockhead still in my mouth and he was looking at me with his eyebrows raised and his mouth open. He was kinda blurry cause when I started to choke on his cock it made my eyes water. "You ok Tay?" He wiped both my eyes at the same time with his two big thumbs. I licked his cockhead again then took it out of my mouth, took another deep breath and grinned at him. "Yeah, I'm ok. You're a lot bigger than Colin. You made me choke but it was awesome. I promise I'll get better at it." "Holyfuck, Taylor! No one has ever done what you just did. You're already perfect." We were grinning at each other and both of us were breathing hard. I was really proud that he liked what I did. He pulled me up so I was laying on his warm smooth chest and we did a really long hot kiss. This was the best moment in my life so far. Laying naked on top of my big brother, wrapped in his strong arms, feeling our hard cocks rubbing together and getting slick cause he was leaking lots of precum. And knowing that I could make him feel really good. Then, we were just looking in each other's eyes. I didn't notice when we stopped kissing. We were just looking at each other, almost nose to nose, with the same eyes and the same grin. I could see how much he loves me, and I hoped he saw the same thing in my eyes. I also could tell everything would be ok with him, cause he wanted it too. Finally, he said, "I can tell you've wanted this for a long time. I kinda knew it, but I told myself it wasn't true, and I tried to deny that I wanted it too." I said, "Yeah, I know. But we're all good now bro. We always are." He said, "And we always will be." We kissed again but it was hard to do cause we were both still grinning so much, and then we started laughing and just hugging each other. I knew Trev was as happy as I was about this. That was a good feeling too. Trevor flipped us over so I was under him and he started kissing and licking his way down my neck, my throat, both my hard nipples, and down to my navel. His big hands were massaging my body as he went lower. He got to my hard cock and looked at it really close for a moment, licked it a few times, and then took about 4 inches in his mouth. He took a breath and then took the last inch too. I groaned real loud and he put a hand over my mouth. I grabbed his pillow and pulled it over my mouth like he had done. His fingers were tickling my balls while his head bobbed up and down on my cock. I was moving my hips up and down a little too. He pulled off my cock and looked up at me again. He said, "Fuck! I don't know how you can deep throat like you do, but I'm glad you can." We both laughed and I said I'm glad I can too cause I like feeling him down in me like that and I like making him feel good. He said he promised he would get better at it too. He said he never wanted to deep throat a cock until now. I said I will keep showing him how to do it, and he can practice on my cock as much as he wants. He said, "Deal!" We laughed again and he said, "I want you to cum in my mouth." I said, "Let's do each other together." "You mean 69." "Yeah; let's do it. You can fuck my mouth while I blow you." "No, you better be on top. You can fuck my mouth, but I better let you control how much you're taking." He laid on his back and I got on my hands and knees, with my cock hanging over his head and his cock below my face. I felt his warm hands on my ass cheeks, pulling my hips down to his face, as I sank to my elbows and took his cockhead into my mouth again. I tasted and swallowed another glob of his precum. As my hips reached his face he started licking and then sucking my balls into his mouth. It felt awesome. I wrapped my fingers around the lower part of his cock and stroked it up towards my lips, pulling more precum into my mouth. My tongue was covered with the slick, good-tasting stuff as I licked over and around his cockhead some more. His hands were massaging my ass. I didn't know whether to push my ass up into his hands, or push my balls and cock down into his mouth. I wanted to do both. He started sucking my cock, so I moved my hips a little like I was fucking his mouth, while I was sucking his cock like that too, bobbing my head on it. His hands were still on my ass and his fingers were moving slowly into the gap between my cheeks, kind of feeling and tickling there real lightly. I noticed my ass muscle was kind of flexing. It was kind of like my ass was waking up and getting horny too. I liked feeling like that. He rubbed a finger over my hole and I pushed my ass up at it. My cock came out of his mouth. I heard him laugh a little, and he said, "Aiden said your ass isn't shy. Now I see what he means." I took most of his cock in my mouth and moaned as he tickled my hole with his finger tip. He pulled my hips back down so he could suck my cock again. I concentrated on sucking my big brother's 10 inches and forced it into my throat several times, always causing him to stop and moan. I did the swallow trick a couple more times. I was more and more comfortable with having the big thing in my mouth and throat, but my throat was getting a little sore from the friction, so I backed off a little and I think that was better for both of us. We started a fucking rhythm, getting in sync with each other, fucking each other's mouth, but not going so deep. I was playing with his balls at the same time, and he was playing with my ass and balls. He wet one of his fingers and rubbed it really fast over my asshole and I thought he was going to push it into me. I guess feeling that and thinking he was going to enter me got me too excited and pushed me over the edge. I didn't have a chance to warn my brother before I started shooting my load of cum in his mouth. He quickly squeezed my balls like he was trying to milk my load out of them and I could feel him sucking harder on my cock. His cock throbbed in my mouth and there was a gush of precum on my tongue, so I guess it was exciting him to be taking my load in his mouth. I bobbed my head on his cock again and tightened my lips as I pulled up again, hoping to pull more precum up from his balls. But I saw his balls quickly pulling up close to the base of his cock, and his cock throbbed a couple more times and then he about blew my head off with a huge gush of hot cum. It was thick and strong tasting and I loved it. It was my big brother's powerful load of seed. I had wanted this for so long. I swallowed as fast as I could, but his cock kept throbbing and shooting more into my mouth. A lot of it leaked out and dripped off my chin into his trimmed pubes. I finally had to pull off to breath and his last shot hit my nose. I wrapped my fingers around his huge slimy cock and stroked it to pull out his last drops and I licked them off his cockhead as soon as they came out. I finally noticed Trev was still gently sucking my cock and massaging my balls. My cock was still hard. So was his. I pulled away from him and turned around and looked down at my brother. We were grinning at each other. He had some of my cum on his cheek. He pulled me down and licked some of his off my chin. Then we kissed and I think he was trying to lick the last of his cum out of the inside of my mouth and off my tongue. I think I tasted my cum when I licked his teeth. My hips were rubbing our wet cocks together. One of his big hands was on the back of my head, and his other hand was on my ass. When we stopped kissing I pulled my head back and looked in his eyes. He said, "I really love you Taylor." I said, "I know. I can tell when you just look at me; like with mom. I love you too Trevor. You're the best big brother in the world." We did another little kiss, then I said, "Fuck me, Trev. Please? I want to feel you in me." I felt his cock jerk against mine, so I knew he wanted to do it too. But he said, "Let's wait until Mom's gone to work. Then it won't matter if we make some noise while we fuck each other." "You're going to let me fuck you, too?" "Hell yeah, little bro. I want to feel you inside me, too." "Awesome!" I kissed him again. Trevor said, "Let's get in the shower and clean each other up. Then we can get a snack and play a game or watch TV until Mom wakes up and leaves for the hospital." The idea of showering with my big brother and touching every inch of his big sexy body was really exciting to me. I got off his bed and watched as he got up. His cock was only about two-thirds hard now, but still kinda bloated. The cum that had leaked into his pubes was sliding down towards his balls. I stepped in front of him and smeared my right hand through the cum and then stroked his hot cock with it. His cock reversed directions and started growing hard again. I grinned at him and he laughed and pulled away from me. We took a long hot shower together, slowly washing each other's body. It was fucking awesome to feel Trevor's big strong hands all over me. When he pinched my nipples just a little, I groaned "Harder." He looked at me and I could see he was surprised, but then he grinned. He pinched my nips a little harder and that made me groan more. I was use to Aiden pinching even harder, but I figured Trev would learn to do it better before his break was over. I was hard the whole time, and so was my brother. A couple times I thought it looked like he was drooling as he touched and explored all of me, but it was probably just the water from the shower dripping off his chin. When it was my turn to wash him I did the same thing, but I couldn't keep myself from licking and kissing his skin everywhere, too. Whenever I looked up at his face his eyes were like half closed and his mouth was open and I could tell it was making him super horny. He wouldn't let me suck his cock cause he said he was too close to the edge and he wanted us to wait until Mom went to work. I pushed his chest against the tile wall and got on my knees between his spread feet and washed his muscled ass globes really slow and kissed them all over. I spread his cheeks and took a close up look at his puckered hole, and washed it very gently with my soapy fingers. He moaned a lot when I did that. I wanted to lick it but decided to wait. We were both still hard and I knew I was about ready to cum when we got out of the shower. We each got a big towel and I started to dry him, but he pulled away from me. "Bro we gotta start cooling it down until Mom leaves. I'm on the edge and I'll cum if we keep touching each other. So let's just dry ourselves and calm down a while." I watched him dry his awesome body. He kept having to gently wipe precum off his drooling cock. I was sorry to see so much of that hot tasty stuff wasted on his towel. "Is my body ok with you Trev? I'm sorry I'm not bigger and stronger yet like you and the other guys." His face told me he was surprised by my question, but he knew I was serious. He smiled as he answered. "Tay, to me, you're perfect in every way. You're smart and funny. You're really good in sports; all the guys like having you on their team. You are really good with all kinds of other people because you respect and care about people. Physically, you're a really handsome guy with an already awesome body for your age that's just gonna get more awesome as you keep growing. I bet you're gonna be at least as big as me." He looked down at my cock, and said, "Yeah, at least as big as me. Totally." We grinned at each other. He kissed the top of my head, and added, "And you're the best brother a guy could have. I'd do anything for you Bro." He always knows how to make me feel great. "You know, talking about you getting bigger brings up another subject maybe we should talk about since you're starting to actually explore and experience a lot of things now. But let's get dressed and go downstairs. I'll never stop drooling if I don't stop looking at your hot bod." Back in his bedroom he had to use a kleenex to wipe a little more precum off his cock (which was mostly soft now) before he pulled on his underwear, a pair of sweatpants, and a college lacrosse sweatshirt. I picked up my school clothes from his floor and went to my room and put on a pair of boxer-briefs, warmups, and a gray t-shirt. For some reason I'll never understand, it kinda annoys Mom that we both like going around the house barefoot; but she's given up on that one, so that's how we went downstairs. We agreed on a game while we got some ice cream and cookies from the kitchen. I loaded the game and we sat on the floor next to each other. We agreed to eat our ice cream before starting to play. "What did me growing bigger make you think we should talk about, Trev? You afraid my cock will get too big to fuck you? Don't worry; I've seen pics online of really big cocks fucking guys. I'll be gentle and not hurt you too much." I was grinning and kind of whispering because Mom's bedroom was just a couple rooms away. He laughed, but punched me in the shoulder pretty hard. "No, you mouthy little shit. We'll both know all about how much an asshole will stretch for a big cock before tonight's over. But it won't be MY asshole." We grinned at each other and I felt my cock move a little in my briefs. Then he got serious. "Maybe you already know something about this; I don't know. Taylor, some guys like sex with younger boys, just because they're younger boys, I guess. You need to be aware of that. I don't understand it, but I've heard that sometimes these guys aren't really even gay. I guess it's kind of a power thing, cause they can physically dominate a smaller boy. They don't like guys as they get older. They wouldn't be attracted to Aiden, Colin or me at all cause we're too old and big for them. They just get turned on about dominating young boys. Sometimes boys even a lot younger than you. I suppose most guys are alright, but some of them don't really care about the boy at all and they might force them to do things, and sometimes the boy gets hurt." Of course I was thinking of Matt McKibben, even though I had decided after seeing him Monday afternoon that Matt wasn't really dangerous, just confused. In the two nights and two days since I saw Matt, I'd gained a lot of experience and it was changing how I thought about things, including him. I could tell Trevor was a little frustrated because he didn't think he was being very clear, so I interrupted him. "Trevor, I've seen things like that online, and I know it's real because I've seen it on the news too. I know you want me to be careful. I will be. I promise. I won't do sex things with someone I don't know pretty well first. I won't let myself get caught in a situation where I'm alone with a stranger. I promise I'll be really, really careful. Ok?" He put his long arm around my shoulders and pulled me against his side. "Ok. Just be careful Bro." Then he quietly added, "You remember about the STD stuff too; right?" I laughed louder than I should have before I got my hand over my mouth. "Yes, Trevor. I promise to be careful about that too. I already have a supply of condoms and lube." He looked surprised. "Aiden buy them for you?" "No; there's no age limit to buy condoms. I got them myself at a little drug store where I know the owner's son." "You fucking around with him too?" "No; but I would like to. You know him too. He plays lacrosse." "Who?" "Rick Wright; you met him and his brother at that lax camp 4 years ago." "Yeah; I kinda remember the Wright brothers. Was Rick the one my age, or was he the little brother?" "He's the younger brother. He's 17 now. I met him at their store and we started talkin lacrosse and he asked if I am related to you. He said to tell you hi." "That was a long time ago. I'm surprised he remembers me." "You're kinda hard to forget Bro. Everyone likes you." "So he sells you condoms and lube?" "Yup!" "And you'd like to fuck around with him? Does he know this?" I laughed. "No, I don't know how to figure out if he'd want to." "Does he ask what you're doing with the condoms and lube?" "I told him it was for a science experiment." We both laughed. We were still sitting on the floor, next to each other with our backs against the front of the sofa. Our legs were touching and I was leaning against my big bro while we talked quietly. I kept looking at his bare feet. His feet are long and narrow and his toes look longer than normal too. I realized I like my brother's feet, like I like everything else about him. We spent a little while talking about him being bi. I asked him about liking girls too. He said it's kind of confusing, but he thinks he'll just see where it takes him and maybe he will figure it out along the way. He was totally surprised by all that was happening in the past 2 days with Aiden, Colin, and me, but he said he wasn't disappointed at all. He asked how I feel about girls. I said I wasn't interested in them at all. He said I should stay open-minded about them, and if I get an opportunity to try sex with a girl I should try it before I decide I'm definitely not interested. I said maybe. He smiled and hugged me again. We never started the game; we just sat there, talking like that. We both had a lot of questions to ask each other, and a list of things we both wondered about. Mom quietly walked into the room and smiled at us. I think maybe she stood in the doorway and looked at us before we noticed her. She was in her nurse outfit and ready to go to work. We both stood up. She hugged and kissed me and then Trevor, then said, "My sons make me very happy. I'm proud of both of you, and I'm really glad you two are really close and best friends for each other." Then we talked a little about the plans for Thanksgiving and what each of us was going to do to get everything done in time for our relatives to arrive the next day. After we had all our tasks coordinated, she hugged and kissed both of us again and left for work. We walked with her out to the garage and waved as she drove off. The cement floor was really cold. I pushed the button to lower the door and Trev followed me back into the house. We picked up our empty ice cream bowls and took them to the kitchen sink. I washed them while my big brother went around making sure the house was locked up and turning off lights. He came back in the kitchen as I was putting the clean bowls back in the cabinet. Trevor said, "So what should we do now? Play that game, or start a couple of our chores for tomorrow. If you're sleepy, we could just go to bed." I knew he was kidding about all that. When I turned around he saw my boner making my warm-ups stick out several inches. He laughed and said, "Well I guess that answers my question." He walked over to me and hugged me. I felt his cock getting hard next to mine. He gave me a quick kiss on the lips, and then on the cheek, and whispered in my ear, "Tell me what you want, Taylor." I groaned and said, "I want you to fuck me bro. You promised you would after Mom went to work." "Just wanted to know if you changed your mind." He was grinning at me. He put his arm across my shoulders and we started walking together toward the stairs. He asked, "Your room, or mine?" I grinned and said, "Every room in the house!" Then I added, "Well, except Mom's. That'd be a little weird." He laughed and said, "We don't have that much time tonight and we have a big day tomorrow." "Ok; fuck me in your room tonight. But all the other rooms before you go back to school at the start of January." We both brushed our teeth and then he started setting the time on his alarm clock. "Why are you doing that? Mom will wake us up when she comes home in the morning." Trev just looked at me and shook his head. Then I realized we didn't want mom finding us naked in his bed together. I started laughing and said, "Ok; yeah that's a good idea. What time are you setting?" "An hour before she comes home. Enough time to sort things out, get to our own beds, and fall asleep again before she gets here." He got a box of condoms out of the duffle he'd brought home from the fraternity house, and asked, "Did you say you have some?" I realized his condoms were large and probably would slide right off my cock. I also realized he was suggesting that I might be fucking him tonight too. I went to get a couple condoms from the supply hidden in my room. When I got back to his room, there was a bottle of lube and a towel by his bed too. I put my condoms next to his on the bedside table as I heard him close and lock his door. He turned off the brighter lights, so the only light was small lamp next to his bed. I thought it made his room more romantic. Trevor hugged me from behind and kissed my neck. I leaned back into him and moaned. At the same time, we both said, "I love you bro." That made us laugh a little. His warm hands went up under the front of my shirt and gently rubbed over my abs and up to my nipples. He pinched them harder than the first time, but still not as hard as Aiden does. He kinda laughed cause of how that made me groan. I pushed my ass back and rubbed it against his big hard cock. He pushed his hips forward and humped his cock against my ass a couple times. We both moaned a little. He pulled his hands up and pulled my shirt up over my head and off. He pinched my nipples and kissed my neck again. His hands were at my waist. He pushed down my warmups and my boxer-briefs at the same time. They fell to the floor and I stepped out of them. I was totally naked and it was ok. Because of what he said earlier I was proud of my body and my hard cock. I turned around and he hugged me to him and we kissed a long wet kiss. Then I sat on his bed and said, "Take off your clothes Trev." He slowly pulled the old sweatshirt off over his head, revealing his amazing upper body. I'm pretty sure I was staring with a stupid grin on my face. He turned his back to me and slowly pulled down his sweatpants, balancing on one foot and then the other as he took them completely off and tossed them on a chair. Then he slowly took down his boxers, revealing his awesome ass. My hard cock was throbbing in the air and it was taking a lot of self-control to keep my hands off it. He slowly turned around so I could see his big awesome 10" cock sticking straight up too. My brother's body is beautiful! I groaned and I was surprised that he kinda blushed. He came over to where I was sitting on the side of his bed. As he got closer I saw his cock was leaking precum. He stepped between my parted thighs and stood very close, with his cock just a few inches from my face. I leaned forward and stopped a large drop of precum that was drooling down the side of his cock with my tongue. I licked back up his cock to his cockhead in time to catch another big drop as it came out. Then I took about half his cock into my mouth and felt it rubbing at the start of my throat. I pulled back a little and licked all around his cockhead a few times, making him moan loud. I was glad we didn't need to be quiet. Trevor slowly pulled his hips back, withdrawing his cock from my mouth. Then he bent down and kissed me again. He climbed onto his large bed and pulled me into the middle of it with him. He hugged me and looked in my eyes for a moment, then he said, "Tay, if I do anything you don't want, just say stop, and I will, and it will be ok with us. Ok?" I said, "Ok, T;" but I knew I wouldn't be telling him to stop. Maybe he saw that in my face too, cause he kinda laughed and shook his head. He moved down and licked and bit at my nipples a little. Then he turned around and got into a position so we could 69 again. This position was better for taking his cock deeper. I was enjoying the feeling of my brother sucking my cock, and making him moan and I almost forgot he was going to fuck me. With a groan, Trev pulled his cock out of my throat and pulled my legs up into the air. He folded my legs at my knees and down to my chest, leaving my ass pointing up at the ceiling and his face. He started eating my ass as I licked and sucked on his balls and moaned a lot. He was also poking at my hole with a wet finger, and it started opening me and going a little inside. He stopped and put some lube on my hole and his fingers. He started entering me with one long finger, and soon had two in my ass. He finger fucked me a couple minutes and then slowly slid a third finger into my ass too. After a couple more minutes of stretching my hole with his three fingers, he pulled them out and rolled a condom onto his cock. He added a little more lube to my ass and to his huge condom-covered cock. He changed positions so he was leaning over me with my knees up over his shoulders. I was glad he chose this position because I wanted to watch his face as he fucked me. I felt his slick cockhead at my asshole. He pressed, and pressed harder, but my ass wasn't opening. He tickled and prodded the lips of my ass with a lubed finger and started finger fucking me again, and soon added the second finger again. This time I felt him put his cockhead against his fingers and as he slid his fingers out his cockhead popped into my ass. There was a little pain and I groaned. Trevor looked at my face. I made myself smile at him and nod. He smiled back and leaned down and kissed my forehead. He worked his cock into my ass very, very, very slowly, moving his hips in different directions to try to open up my ass a little more at a time. I think he was probably about half way in when I felt a drop of something hit my cheek. I looked up and noticed he was sweating. Another drop of sweat hit my cheek. I realized I was sweating too. I closed my eyes again and focused on feeling my brother's huge cock very slowly slide deeper into my ass. I was feeling a little pain and I knew it would probably get worse when he reached new territory, where Aiden's and Colin's cocks couldn't reach. But I was also loving it, mostly because it was my big brother, Trevor. I kept thinking about that, and how much I really wanted him to fuck me. Staying focused on that thought helped me manage the pain and I hardly noticed it. I don't know how long it took, but I finally noticed he was holding still. I opened my eyes and looked up at him. He looked concerned at first, but then he grinned at me. I said, "That's all of it?" He started laughing and then I could feel his pubes rubbing against my smooth ass. I knew his 10" cock was all the way inside me. "That's not enough?" I laughed too. "I didn't mean it that way." He got a little more serious. "You doing ok, Tay?" "Yeah Big T. This is so fucking awesome. Fuck me bro!" "You just changed your nickname for me to BIG T; not just T anymore, huh?" He was grinning. "Yeah, and every time I call you that now when other people are around, you'll know I'm really thinking about your super big cock." I could tell he liked that. Trevor started to fuck me very slowly. After about five minutes he was still only pulling about half his cock slowly from my ass and back in. "Fuck me with more of your cock, Bro. I can take it. It's getting better." He grinned and started working a little more of his cock in and out, and increased the speed of his hips a little bit. I was loving it more and more. I noticed I was moaning a lot with his fucks. I opened my eyes and looked into my brother's face again. He was grinning and I could tell he was loving it as much as I was. After about another 5 minutes he said, "Let me know if you want me to stop, Bro." "Nooooooooooo... keep... fuck... ing... me... Trev... or! A little later I realized he was fucking me with all 10 inches, and faster. I groaned really loud and almost shouted, "Oh hell yeah! Fuck me Bro!" I was groaning louder as his cock kept rubbing across that really sensitive spot up inside my ass. It felt so fucking awesome. I noticed Trevor's body wasn't moving a lot except his hips. Almost all his motion was below his waist. I thought how smooth and graceful his fucking seemed to be compared to Aiden, Colin and guys I saw in the porn vids. I started to feel like my balls were going to turn inside out. I didn't know what was happening at first, but then I realized I was about to cum without touching my cock. I moaned and looked up at Trev. "I'm gonna cum Bro. Make me cum. Fuck me Trev! Harder!" He grinned and started pounding his cock into my ass. It hurt but I really loved it. Then I couldn't see anything as my eyes rolled back in my head and it felt like I was shooting my guts out through my cock, all over my chest and stomach. I felt my whole body shiver several times as I came. Then as my orgasm was dying down, Trevor drilled his big cock deep into my ass one more time with a loud groan and started shivering and shaking like I had done. I felt his cock jerking inside me. Again I wished I could feel him shooting his big hot load in my ass without the damn condom. Trevor almost collapsed on me. Most of his weight was on the back of my thighs, pressing them down tighter to my chest and making it a little tougher to get my breath as I was still panting from my orgasm. His eyes were closed and I wondered if maybe he passed out. He groaned, "Oh god, Bro!" His eyes opened slowly. He grinned slowly. Then he realized he was leaning down on me too much and got himself back up more on his knees. "Sorry, Tay. You ok?" I took a deep breath, grinned back at him, and said, "Fuck yeah. Perfect, Big T." We both groaned as he slowly pulled his big cock out of my ass. "Damn that's a big cock!" "Sorry, Little Bro." "Don't be. I love it! I want you to fuck me with it a lot!" We were both grinning and started kissing again. We were slick with our sweat and my cum. We stopped kissing and just looked at each other and laughed. "That was so fucking wild, Trev! This sex stuff just keeps getting better and better! I love it." "Yeah; I never thought this would happen; but I'm so fucking happy it did. And I'm really glad you seem as happy about it as I am." "Fuck yeah Big T." I looked at his body, and then at mine, and said, "Sex is kinda messy." He laughed. "Yeah. Time for another shower." We washed each other and did some more kissing in the shower. He tenderly inspected my hole to see if there was any damage from his horse cock. He said it looked ok except for being really red and I flinched with a little pain when he prodded it with his finger. Trev kinda laughed and said, "Tonight was a one-banger for you, Little Bro. We need to give this a rest for several hours. And we need to get some sleep anyway for tomorrow. It would be rude to fall asleep when Grandpa is telling one of his long boring stories." I was disappointed, but when he mentioned sleep, I had to admit to myself I was really, really tired. I hadn't had much sleep the last three nights. We gently dried each other and walked back to his bedroom with our arms around each other. I yawned really big and he smiled and rubbed my back a little. We stopped and stared down at his wrecked bed. We started pulling the sheets off his bed and I said, "I'll go toss these in the washer while you put the clean ones on it." When I got back from the laundry room I helped him finish making up his fresh bed. He opened the drawer of the little table and slid the condoms we didn't use and the lube in there and closed it again. "Taylor, help me remember to finish that laundry in the morning while Mom's sleeping." "Ok, Trev." I yawned again. He smiled at me and I could see his love again. He double-checked his alarm clock as I closed and locked his door. We climbed into his clean bed together, naked. We hugged and kissed each other tenderly. He could tell when I flinched a little that my shoulders hurt. He told me to lay on my stomach, then he started giving me an excellent back rub, including my shoulders. It really made me relax. I turned my head towards him to tell him how good it felt, but I started laughing because I saw his cock was rock hard and sticking straight up again. He said, "I can't help it. Just looking at this (he smacked my ass) makes me hard as hell!" We both laughed and I felt my cock move a little, but I was really very tired, and I knew he knew that. "Don't worry. Big T will eventually go back to sleep, so we can too." "Well, while he's awake, will you do something for me, Bro?" Trevor grinned. "What's that, Tay?" "Put him back in me. Maybe only half-way though. I just want to go to sleep with you inside me. Please?" "You sure you can open up for him without hurting too much?" "I don't know. But try it. Ok? Maybe use a little lube and your fingers a little to get started." I saw him pull out the lube bottle and a condom. "Wait. Another thing. And this is really important for me, Trevor." He stopped and looked at me. "I want to feel you in me. No condom. Please? I know about safe sex and all; and I promise to be careful with other guys. But you're not going to cum in me. And anyway, I know you're clean; right? You said you always have been careful and you said you get checked and you know you're clean; right?" "Yeah, but Taylor, going bare is a bad habit to get into. That's why you shouldn't do it, even with someone you know you can trust." "Seriously, Trev. I promise I'll always be careful. But this is like a really special night for me. I got fucked for the first time by the guy I love most in the world. So I want to celebrate and do this one other thing together that will be really special too. Please?" Trevor looked a little scared and unsure about what to do. We just looked in each other's eyes for a few moments. I knew when he blinked and looked down that he was going to agree. I smiled and kissed him. "Only this one time... and no moving around... and don't squeeze me with that hot ass of yours. We're just going to sleep together. Ok?" "Ok. Thanks Bro. I love you." We hugged and kissed again, then he kinda laughed a little. "Too late. Big-T has started going back to sleep. He's not so big now." I looked down at his cock and saw it was half-way soft. I quickly changed my position, took a deep breath, and dived down on his cock and swallowed it into my throat. "Ohmyfuckingod!" he groaned really loud. I tried to swallow a couple times so my throat would rub his cock, but it was getting hard fast. It was awesome, and a little scary, to feel it growing longer and thicker in my throat. I finally had to pull back off of it so I could breathe. He was rock hard again. So was I. "Fuck! You're so fuckin amazing, Taylor!" He smiled and kissed me. I laid down with my back and bare ass toward my brother. He gently fingered my hole with some lube; prodding it and gradually getting it to open again. Then with a smooth move, his lubed cockhead slid past his fingers and into my ass. I groaned. "You ok?" I nodded my head yes. "God your ass is so fucking tight and hot. This is really a bad idea Taylor. I might cum just from being inside you." "I hope I get pregnant. I want to have your babies. They'll be boys and look like us." "I'm not kidding. This is scaring me." "Trevor, even if you cum in me, you're clean. Right? Are you 100 per cent sure?" "Yeah. But Taylor, it's a bad idea to start doing this. Cause if we start to like it this way, we might get careless with each other or with someone else." "Just tonight, Bro. Let's do it. I'm getting really sleepy." I felt some pressure and pain as my big brother slowly slid about half his 10 inch cock up my ass. I loved feeling his bare cock in me. I knew I really wanted him to fuck me like this all the time. I wanted to feel his hot cum loads deep in my ass. My cock jerked as I thought about that. I moaned and slowly slid my ass the rest of the way onto his cock. Trevor moaned too, and bit my shoulder. "Hey! That kinda hurt." "Sorry Tay. I was trying not to think about how this feels." "Awesome; ain't it?" "Fucking incredible. Your ass feels even hotter, and so smooth inside." "Big T feels even hotter and lots better without a cover." I started to squeeze his cock with my ass muscle, then remembered I promised not to do that. "Don't!" He smacked the back of my head. "Yeah; I just remembered. Sorry. I won't." He kissed the back of my head. "Goodnight, Taylor. I love you so much Bro." "Goodnight, Trevor. I love you too Bro." Then I smiled to myself and said, "And goodnight, Big T. I love you too, but you can't go to sleep in there. Stay awake and stay hard all night." "Bro, I'd be surprised if any cock could go soft inside your hot ass." We both laughed as he wrapped his arms tightly around me. I loved the heat of his bare chest against my back almost as much as the heat of his bare cock in my ass. Soon we were both asleep. His alarm makes a really annoying noise but I think maybe it was going off for a while before I heard it. Trevor was behind me, saying my name, trying to get me to wake up. His bare cock was still in my ass. "Taylor. Hit the alarm dude. I can't reach it. Come on bro. Shut it off. Taylor." I finally got myself awake enough to do what he asked. But as soon as it was quiet, I snuggled back against my brother's naked warm body and wanted to go back to sleep. "No Bro. Stay awake. We gotta get up. But first I need Big T back." I kinda laughed. "No! I wanna keep him where he is. I can tell he likes it in there." Trev laughed too. "Too bad, Bro. If Mom comes home and finds him there, she will probably surgically remove him from BOTH of us! Not something either of us wants to happen." "Ok. He doesn't feel as big now anyway. Maybe I just imagined he was a giant last night." We both laughed. "Yeah; I think he's only about half hard now" Trev began to slowly pull his cock from my ass. There was a little pain. I guess I was pretty sore from Aiden, Colin, and Trevor fucking me the last three nights. Still, feeling his bare cock moving inside me was a lot better than one with a condom. When Big T's head popped out of my ass, Trev pressed a towel against my butt to make sure we didn't get any leaking lube on his clean sheets. I held the towel in place as I got up and went to the bathroom to clean myself up a little. When I was done in the bathroom I went to the laundry to move his sheets to the dryer, but I found that he'd already done that. Back in his room, we looked around for anything that might give away what we'd been doing. I saw he had the window open just a little to get some fresh air. He'd picked up my clothes and put them on his bed. I picked them up and headed to my room. Trevor walked with me. I started to pull on a pair of old shorts that I usually sleep in. Trev stopped my hands just before I pulled them up over my bare ass. My big brother bent down and kissed both of my smooth ass cheeks, then let me finish pulling up my shorts. He stood back up and smiled while he caressed my covered ass. "I could worship your hot ass Bro." He looked so serious; I didn't know what to say. I grinned and said, "It's yours, Bro. Anytime." He kissed my forehead and pushed me toward my bed. I climbed in and reached for my covers, but Trev actually tucked me in, like Mom and he did when I was little. I grinned at how he was acting. He always likes to take care of me and make sure I'm alright, but this was a little extreme even for him. But it was really nice too. A kind of special end to a really special night for both of us I guess. He kissed me and said "Happy Thanksgiving, Bro." I reached up and pulled him down for another quick kiss, and then said, "Happy Thanksgiving to you too, Bro." We smiled at each other and I saw his love in his eyes again. He turned out my light and closed the door as he left. I heard his door close, and then the house was totally quiet and dark. I thought again about how happy and lucky I was. I fell back to sleep. I think I dreamed about having Trevor's babies; I really liked that idea. I still do. ************ Thanks for reading guys! What happened the rest of that Thanksgiving weekend three years ago was exciting and also surprising. In the next couple weeks I will try to write and post what happened after our relatives came to spend Thanksgiving with us. I finished writing and proofreading this on Monday, November 11, when we didn't have school because of Veterans' Day. If any of you are Vets, I hope you had a good day and THANKS for serving our country. Here's a short update about Matt McKibben. Some of you ask me about him in your emails. Matt is going to come visit during Thanksgiving weekend. I'm talking about now; this year; 2013. I told Mom about him being cut off from his family and not having anywhere to go for the holiday. Mom has a really big heart and she was totally in agreement when I said I wanted to invite Matt to have Thanksgiving with us. My grandparents and uncle's family will be here again, and I know they will all like Matt and treat him like one of us. Unfortunately Trevor has to spend the holiday with his new wife's family this year; so this will be our first Thanksgiving without him and that will really suck. Mom says it will be good to have Matt here to help keep our minds off missing Trev. Later guys! Taylor