Date: Mon, 19 Apr 2004 01:32:02 EDT From: KissAndCuddleGem@aol.com Subject: TED AND LYLE: A LOVE STORY (INSTALLMENT 9) This story is purely a work of fiction and any resemblance to persons living or dead, or to events that may have occurred, is purely coincidental. Moreover, none of the actions of the characters in this story is presented with the intent to condone, approve, or sanction their behavior. If it is illegal for you to read the material in this story for any reason whatsoever, including but not limited to you not being of legal age, or, if the content of this story is to the best of your knowledge and belief unlawful in your particular jurisdiction, please read no further and close the part(s) of my story that appear onscreen immediately. The above-expressed disclaimer also does apply to any and all installments of this story, including those preceding and following this installment. All questions and/or comments with regard to this story, my third story and series for Nifty, are most welcome; and, if you wish to contact me, please feel free to email me at: KissAndCuddleGem@AOL.COM; and I will most definitely respond to email, as appropriate. Lyle and Ted felt as if they had somewhat miraculously pulled off a major coup with regard to Elaine. Ted was beginning to realize that in many ways he simply did not fully know his own daughter. Lyle saw things as a breakthrough, as simply a matter of love conquerring all. For whatever reason, Syd asked Elaine to be his houseguest until she had other arrangements made. Ironically, though Elaine was fine with the relationship between her father and his cousin as a newly engaged gay couple, she was not okay with being physically in the same home while the two were "at it". Also, Elaine believed that the two needed some privacy as they faced the future together. Lyle, a generous soul, offered for himself to go, so that Elaine could stay. Yet Ted quickly put an end to that idea, explaining in private patiently to Lyle that Elaine just needed some time to adjust to things; and, besides, being separated from the one he would be marrying would simply be much too painful to him to endure. Lyle thought to himself: "How can I have been so blessed as this to have a gent so loving and yet also so wise in my life?" "Let's go to bed, okay, Lyle?", Ted asked rhetorically, coming back into the living room from the kitchen after clearing the table. "Okay, well, I guess you know what is best." A few minutes later, Ted was tenderly holding Lyle once again in his arms. All he could think about was that he could not even imagine living life without sharing it all with Lyle. Plus he wanted their wedding to be memorable; and was planning to talk over the details with Lyle in the morn. Suddenly though he began to realize that although Lyle was indeed physically there, right there safely in his arms, he was not mentally there at all. Mentally, he seemed to be light years away. "What is it, Lyle?", a concerned Ted began. "It's nothing, really, I mean, it's silly, really, I don't want to worry you about any of this." "What is it? Please, just tell me, tell me, whatever it is I want to know." "It's just that I wanted everything to be perfect for us, I really did, I only want for us to be happy." "What are you saying, Lyle? I really am not following at all." "All right, if you insist, it's my art gallery, my pride and joy, it's in trouble. I might have to close for good." "Why didn't you say something, Lyle?" Lyle turned to face Ted and began to sob uncontrollably, his tears soaking Ted's shoulder. Ted, in response, began to lovingly caress Lyle's back. In a most soothing tone, he then said to Lyle: "We'll figure out something together in the morning. It pains me deeply to see you this upset. Whatever needs to be done, I promise you that I will help you set things right." Lyle's chest was still heaving a bit as he succeeded in getting his sobbing under control; and Ted, reacting to Lyle's fragile state, and caught up in the emotional charge of the moment passionately kissed Lyle and continued to so kiss him until Lyle's trembling had more or less completely subsided. In the morning, Ted and Lyle went to a nice local eatery for pancakes. Nothing fancy, just a small local diner-like establishment called "Mona's Original". The conversation they had there was more than a bit jumbled, as Ted was very much focused on their making plans for their gay wedding in San Francisco and was not really responsive as Lyle rambled on and on about his art gallery's financial woes. "Look, Ted, you said you would help me; and you are not even really listening to me, I can tell.", a disgusted Lyle finally spoke up. "I'm sorry. Why don't you just let me write you a check?" "I can't take your money, Ted." "It's not my money, it's our money; and, besides, you would do the same for me I am certain." "All right, I will tell you something else. But I don't want the family to know. You must give me your word that you will not tell any of our kin anything." "Okay, Lyle, you have my word, what is it?" "Well, it happened the weekend before that romantic dinner you prepared for us." "Yes, go on.", Ted stated, his eyes fixed on what appeared to be a sedated Lyle. Lyle almost could not even look at Ted, he felt so ashamed. He felt as if his breathing was at a pace all its own; and, pretty much forcing the words out, managed to relate: "I had been watching television, it was very late, well past midnight. I dozed off on the sofa, the television programming changing to a foggy "blank" static screen sometime soon after I guess. Anyway, I did not hear them come in, break in. But the next thing I was aware of were their hands on my shoulders rousing me from sleep. They trashed the place, totally trashed it, taking whatever of value they could get their hands on. They were just teens, babyfaced kids, I kept screaming: 'Please don't hurt me, please don't hurt me!' That angered one of them, the big one; and he tried to, he tried to...." Ted threw his arms around a crying Lyle, his heart breaking from what he was hearing. He quickly took care of the check and the tip; and ushered Lyle out of the restaurant, realizing that there were definitely things that the two had to address in private. He knew deep inside that regardless of what Lyle divulged to him, he was not going to abandon him. Yet he also knew that his life partner to be had things deeply troubling him that the two would have to contend with. That's what love for Ted means, taking the good with the bad and making a mutual love even stronger in the process. All he could think of, though still in a daze as he automatedly drove the two of them back to his place is that he wanted Lyle to be safely in his arms; and that he wished he could protect Lyle like that forever.