Date: Tue, 29 Jan 2008 16:30:18 +0000 From: Layton Deschanel Subject: "That's Sex" (boy/teen) I will therefore let flame from me the burning fires that were threatening to consume me, I will lift what has too long kept down those smouldering fires, I will give them complete abandonment, I will write the evangel-poem of comrades and of love. [Whitman] ________ That's Sex Cary broke his promise every night and remade it as soon as he was finished. He tried not to touch himself at night, but when he took his briefs off to put on his sleeping pants, he loved the free floating feeling between his legs. It made him stiff every time. Which meant every night he changed for bed. Which meant his promise to be good lasted only one night to the next. Being twelve was hard. And it was hard all the time. Riding in a car, a shift in the way he sat, his teachers, his lunch, anything. He tried wearing long t-shirts to hide it, but he didn't have that many with long shirt tales. He tried pinching himself as a distraction, but that only left bruises that his mother would ask about. No he wasn't getting beat up. He just wanted to beat himself. Off. Cary lay in bed and thought about going to the beach with his fifteen year old cousin. He remembered a couple of years ago when he saw hair under Jake's arms for the first time. It was hard not to stair at something he didn't have. He remembered wrestling in the water, which Jake always initiated. He touched his chest trying to remember how their bodies slid against each other. It gave him chills then and now as he thought about it. His dick was pushing up on the sheet covering him. He wore only a pair of sleeping pants to bed, so he slid them down to his knees and let his body feel naked between the sheets. He pressed his dick tip into the sheet and felt the cotton's rough texture in comparison to the sensitive dick tip. Cary pulled the sheet down below his balls and let it fall between his inner thighs. He pressed forward on his cock until it stood 90 degrees from his body. The few wisps of chestnut brown hair remained unseen in the dark bedroom, but Cary could make out the shape of his four inch dick. He thought it was weird that it leaned just a little to the right, and it hurt if he pushed it too far to the left. It was different, which made him thing of other's cocks. Ultimately, Cary found himself thinking about his cousin Jake's dick. He had remembered the beach trips and how Jake's bathing suite would suction tightly to the front of him which outlined his dick. He thought about how big it might be when hard. He had felt it against his back once during a water-wrestling match. But Jake soon backed off when he asked what it was. Cary figured it out a year or so later. Cary wrapped his fist around his dick. He looked at the tip of his cock sitting like a strawberry on top of the clutched fist. He didn't jerk off or slide his hand to move the skin along the spongy muscle beneath; he simply squeezed and then relaxed. Tightened and loosened with each palm pulse. Cary turned to stone as he came. He felt a few droplets land on his left thigh like rain drops of the storm yet to fully come. His chest heaved, and his mouth dried out quickly. Falling asleep, he thought about how funny it felt for his dry tongue to stick on the roof of his mouth. His pants were still around his knees, and the sheet pulled below his groin revealed a softening penis lying comfortably on the spent twelve-year-old's underbelly. ________ Jake was actually Cary's step father's nephew. Cary's mom remarried two years ago, and the two boys met when Jake was thirteen and Cary was ten. They were never playmates, but Jake always let Cary tag along whenever they were together. Everyone in the family loved Jake. He was the golden boy who never did wrong. Perhaps that's why Cary's Mom asked Jake to overnight baby sit this weekend. If Jake had been a normal fifteen year old, he would have needed a babysitter, too. But he was so grown up for his age. Cary couldn't even remember why his mom and step dad needed to be away from the house overnight, because as soon as they suggested Cary go stay with Jake and his parents, he was blinded with excitement. Little did he know Jake would help make things even better. When Cary found out that Jake had suggested he come sleep at their house so Cary would sleep easier and be more comfortable, he couldn't stop his heart from racing. His mom couldn't stop repeating how thoughtful and mature Jake was. On Friday, once Cary got home from school, he watched the clock obsessively. And when Jake was dropped off at 5 o'clock, Cary couldn't push his parents out the door fast enough. "Now all the numbers at the hotel and our cell phone numbers are on the refrigerator," said Cary's step dad. "There's money on the table for pizza whenever you want to order." Jake listened intently to his uncle give final notes on how to take care of things while they were gone for the night. Cary watched from the opposite corner of the kitchen while his step dad talked to Jake. He almost laughed at how serious Jake looked. He looked like a different person when he was in front of adults. He looked cuter and older. Jake and Cary watched from the window and waved as the two adults left the boys alone for the night. "What do you want to do?" Asked Jake. Cary walked towards the playroom to get a head start, "Let's.... wrestle!" He sprinted up the stairs and into the playroom. Jake chased as soon as he saw what was happening. Jake grabbed Cary's ankle as he was running up the stairs. Cary fell into the playroom, and Jake fell in afterwards landing beside him. The two grabbed onto each other and started wrestling with a primal energy. Cary could smell Jake's hair as he felt him pull his arms behind his back. Not too hard, but enough he was helpless. Jake rolled over on top of Cary so the younger boy's arms would be pinned underneath their combined weight. Jake's firming cock pressed into Cary's thigh. "Um, Jake-" "Oh. Does that hurt?" asked Jake as he caught his breath. "No, but, I can feel your..." He pressed his thigh up into Jake's erection slightly. "Are you hard too?" He asked referring to his own dick. Jake sat back on his knees and let Cary sit up. He relaxed and that adult look came over his face. "Have your parents had the talk with you yet?" "No. But I know stuff from my friends already," Cary said defensively. "Well, I'm hard, and you're hard. And you're not a little boy anymore." Cary smiled when Jake called him grown up. "Do you want to do something fun?" asked Jake. Cary nodded. "Let's play swords. We take it out and sword fight." Cary's heart jumped at how easy the question rolled off of Jake's tongue. They both stood up in the middle of the play room. Cary watched Jake as he put his hand over the bulge in his pants. Jake waited for the younger boy to unbutton his pants, but started to get impatient. He walked over to Cary and started unzipping his jeans for him. The twelve-year-old's dick was semi hard as both boys stared down at it laying in Jake's hand. "It needs to be completely hard." Jake reached out and used his thumb and first two fingers to pull quickly on Cary's penis. Cary's mouth gaped open as his dick was massaged to full mast. The throbs in his head matched the pulsing in the tip of his dick. With his free hand, Jake pulled down the front of his gym shorts. His cock was reaching for six inches, but wasn't quite there yet. Jake stopped jerking off the four inch boy dick in front of him, and held it tightly at the base. He reached down and held his cock in the same fashion Instead of actually trying to sword fight, Jake was much gentler. He slapped his dick against Cary's throbbing stick only a few times then slid the two together letting the skin slide smoothly. Jake moved Cary's dick all over his own. Holding onto Cary's dick, he traced every vein in his own dick with the rigid four inches standing off of Cary's body. Jake let go and allowed Cary to move around on his own. Free-handed, Cary pushed his dick against the boy in front of him. The tip rubbed into the pubic hair at the base of Jake's cock. It started on each side of his dick and moved up and out in a triangle. He let the head of his cock move around in the curly hair. And let the tickles run from the smooth underside of his cock into his spine. Jake pulled back from the sword fight and looked at Cary. "Do you want to get undressed and be naked?" Cary smiled, "Okay." The two boys stripped. Cary admired the dusting of leg hair on Jake's lower legs, the muscles on his chest and arms. The blonde hair on Jake's head was much lighter than the hair above his cock. The little sandy, brown bush was peaking out from either side of Jake's tall erection. Cary's body shook from the excitement. He quivered and tingled from the nerves. "Have you ever made out before?" asked Jake. "No. Have you?" "Yeah. A couple of times. You want me to show you how?" Cary paused then nodded. Jake told Cary to follow him from the playroom back down to his bedroom. When they walked in, Jake grabbed hold of Cary's arm and sat him down on one of the twin beds. Sitting beside him, Jake felt the touch of Cary's thigh against his. Jake leaned over and kissed him on the lips. He held them there and pushed on the boy's small chest until the two were lying down in the bed. Their cocks rubbed into one another, and their lips and tongues explored everywhere else. Jake ran his tongue down Cary's neck and down to his nipple. He licked and teased it until it stood up. Cary breathed in sharply when Jake nipped at the tip. Jake's tongue trailed down over the little boy's belly button and finally touched the tip of the virgin cock. Jake didn't suck, he covered the rod with his tongue and saliva. He licked around the base and over his balls. He pulled the boy's dick down and flicked his tongue over the sprinkle of soft pubic hair Cary had started growing. Jake lifted Cary's legs up under the knees. He spread them apart like a butterfly so the prize in the middle was completely open and exposed. Jake licked the skin below the tight little belly and ran his tongue down beside Cary's dick and licked the crease where his leg met his body. He pushed his nose into Cary's small ball sack and tongued at the perineum bulging just below. Cary tried to get away from the intensity between his legs, but Jake kept his hands firmly placed on Cary's knees pinning his legs down towards the bed. While he felt Jake's tongue somewhere between his balls and butthole, his right hand tugged slowly on his cock. But the boy's hand got in the way of Jake's tongue as it moved back onto the rigid four inches. Jake didn't stop though, he licked through and over Cary's fingers to wet the twelve-year-old's dick. Jake put his mouth down on the boys cock shoving Cary's hand out of the way. He could swallow it in its entirety. He could feel the soft tip pressing at the back of his throat. If it were any longer, he would have gagged, but instead it was a tender tickle. Jake could feel the boy's cock pulse and relax on his tongue. From his position between the thin, hairless legs, Jake reached up Cary's chest letting his fingers tickle the boy's rib cage. When his arm came to rest on the boy's torso and belly, Cary grabbed hold of Jake's hand with both of his own. He squeezed his cousin's hand like an anchor to keep from completely losing control. His legs were now loose from being pinned. He let his right foot prop on Jake's shoulder, and his left foot rested comfortably beside Jake's chest on the bed. While he held onto Jake's left hand, the fifteen-year-old's right hand squeezed below Cary's balls which sent waves up the shaft of his penis and off into Jake's mouth. The wet and the heat captivated and tortured Cary. He couldn't watch Jake sucking him at the end. He threw his head back onto the pillow and closed his eyes. There were only two things: The surges that shot throughout his body as he came and Jake's arm pressed against his body. The elbow at his groin up to the hand at his neck held him down. Jake let Cary's dick flop back onto his belly as he came down from his orgasm. The cum was a single shot that tasted a little like snot to Jake. He swallowed hesitantly then slurped Cary's dick back into his mouth. "Nnnn, I don't liiike that," Cary half groaned, half spoke. His body went incredibly tense for the two seconds Jake held his dick tip on his tongue before dropping it at Cary's protest. "Was that you're first one?" asked Jake as he moved up the bed and slid in beside Cary. He propped himself on a bent arm and lay on his side. He watched Cary resting on his back and catching his breath. Cary exhaled slowly then took a controlled breath so he could speak. "No," he whispered. "I've done it in bed some before. At night right when I get in to go to sleep." "Did you know you could cum?" "You mean squirt? Yeah. Do you?" Jake laughed. "Yes, but a lot more comes out when I beat off." "Doesn't that get messy? Like peeing on yourself," asked Cary. He sat up curiously and slid back so he could lean against the headboard. He crossed his legs Indian style and let his softening dick come to rest. "It could be, but I jerk off in the shower mostly. It just goes right down the drain. And I like doing it in the shower. It gets all steamy." Jake rolled over on his stomach, and with his arms underneath him, arched his back to look at Cary. He watched as the boy's dick shrank back. The two boys didn't speak for a few minutes. Jake watched as Cary's brown eyes glazed over as he came down from his orgasm. Even though this wasn't Cary's first orgasm, it made Jake think of his own first time when he was about twelve or thirteen. He thought back how he laid in the shower letting the hot water land on him like a rainstorm. The orgasm came out of no where, but as soon as it started, Jake remembered looking intensely at his dick and the hand beating over the top of it. The climax was quick, but he remembered laying there in the shower for a long time. Just thinking about what he had discovered. He smiled as he saw the same thoughts running through Cary's mind through the look on his face. The sun was out of site behind the trees as the day turned to dusk. The window let in the dim light, which was the bedroom's sole source of light. It was getting hard to see in the room, but the two boys didn't move to turn on a lamp. Cary still felt like his brain was empty. When he came back down, he looked around the room and suddenly realized how dark it had become. He jumped up and walked naked over to the doorway to flip the light switch. His bottom twitched with each step which made his butt cheeks bounce. Each one was floating like it was immune to gravity. He flipped the switch and turned to looked at Jake who had rolled over onto his back. His legs bent at the knee and dropped off the edge of the bed, and his hands were clasped behind his head. His erection stood strongly away from his body pointing up to his belly button. "Do you want to squirt-or cum?" Asked Cary as he walked back towards Jake and the bed. "Not right now." "Really? When I'm hard I feel like I have to jerk it right there." "I know but this is fun, and I don't want it to be over already," said Jake. "Do you want to try some other stuff?" Cary smiled. He thought about being alone in the house without an adult. About being naked with Jake. It was like they were more than brothers. He didn't feel like a cousin or a friend. He felt something deeper. He wanted to be with Jake and touch him all the time now. When they walked around the house Cary held Jake's hand or grabbed hold of his arm and walked behind him like a puppy. Jake led Cary into his parent's room. "Have you ever looked for any of Uncle Paul's porn?" "I don't know if he has any," said Cary "You've never gone through their stuff?" "No. Why?" Jake opened the closet door in the master bedroom. He flipped the light switch and started looking high and low. The closet was a walk in so there was plenty to sift through. Jake bent down to look on the floor behind the hanging clothes. Cary watched Jake's butt cheeks spread as he bent forward. He could see the deepening spot in the middle and was temped to touch it. "Oh god, this was too easy," said Jake with his head pushed between hangers of jeans. He pulled out two shoe boxes and when he flipped the lid of the first one, Cary's heart jumped from excitement. The box was filled with an assortment of sex toys. Cary didn't know the term, but he knew they had to be for sex. "What are they?" "Dildos!" Jake looked up and saw Cary's blank look. "They're sex toys. Look. Some of them vibrate." Jake reached for one and turned on the vibrator. He grabbed a bigger one and handed it to Cary who didn't know what he was supposed to use it for. He watched as Jake took the vibrator and put it on the tip of his dick. Cary could see the vibrations running down Jake's cock. He looked at his own toy and twisted the bottom part as Jake had done. The vibrations in his hand ran up to his elbows. He followed Jake's example and put the toy on his dick tip. When he's knees buckled, he laughed excitedly at the new sensation. Cary dropped down on his knees and ran his free hand down to touch his hair while using the vibrator to massage his cock. Jake still sat beside the boxes: one open, one closed. He let the vibrator massage the base of his cock and push through his pubic hair, which made him feel like he was jiggling his insides. He looked down at the unopened box and flipped the lid off with his free hand. Inside were five DVDs with naked women on the cover. "Porn!" Jake half shouted. Jake jumped up holding in one hand a pink vibrating wand and in his other a box full of porn. As Jake put in the first DVD, Cary jumped up on his parents' king size bed and sat with his legs bent beneath him and his cock pointing out from between his groin. "Are people really having sex in these?" "Remember how you said you hadn't had the talk yet?" Cary knodded. "You won't need it after this." Jake fast forwarded through the credits and the initial conversation. The scene was a woman taking on two guys at once. They both squeezed their cocks into the woman. Cary had only seen a playboy once, so this was nearly too much to handle. His hands started to quiver, and it wasn't the vibrator. Jake stepped away from the TV and went to lay on the king size bed beside Cary. Both boys started squeezing their cocks and using the vibrators to massage everywhere the other hand wasn't. Cary watched the porno until he realized his eyes were hurting from not blinking. He dropped the dildo on the bed to pinch the corners of his eyes to wet them. Without the vibrator, he could feel Jake moving next to him. Not only could he feel the entire right side of his body along the older boy's left, he could feel the rocking of the bed as Jake pumped his hips to fuck his hand. Cary saw the developing abs flex and relax. Without thinking about what Jake would say, he reached over to touch the flexing muscles. Jake snapped out of his masturbation trance as Cary touched his stomach. He immediately regrouped and started squeezing his dick more slowly so he could enjoy Cary feeling his body. Jake wondered how far he could push Cary. He laid down his vibrator and grabbed Cary's dick without asking. Cary jumped from the unexpected squeeze. The immediate pleasure of Jake's hand on his cock made the boy shiver. Jake jerked off his own dick with his right hand and used his left to jerk off Cary. Jake was hoping Cary would get the idea if he stopped jerking himself off. When Cary never moved to grab Jake and just continued rubbing his abs, he decided he would have to be a little more direct. "Move your hand lower," Jake said hoping Cary would get the drift. Cary looked at Jake and then at Jake's cock. He slid his hand over the belly button and across the tan line. Cary let his fingers reach down beside Jake's cock and back around to the other side. He massaged all over the base of Jake's five inch dick. Jake finally lost his patients. While his left hand continued to milk Cary's hard-on, he used his other hand to grab Cary's hand. He squeezed Cary's hand around his own dick and helped the younger boy find a rhythm. Even when Cary had started to move up and down on his own and squeeze with different pressures, Jake kept jerking himself off with the smaller hand beneath his. After a long time of concentrating on his own dick and the two hands around it, Jake looked back over at Cary and smiled when he realized Cary was squeezing his butt cheeks together lifting himself up each time Jake slid down on his boy dick. Jake looked up at Cary's face which looked a combination of surprise and pain but was neither. Jake stared into his face and saw what he had remembered earlier. That first orgasm. "Let's try this, Cary," said Jake breaking the pretzel their crisscrossing arms had made. Jake rose up onto his knees, pushed Cary down and crawled between his legs. He leaned forward until his dick laid on top of Cary's. Propping himself up with one arm, he hovered over Cary. He wrapped his other hand around the two cocks. He could almost touch his thumb and his fingers as they reached for each other from each side of the touching dicks. Jake began jerking the two off simultaneously with his hand. Jake was breathing hard and had starting to hunch forward thrusting into his hand and against Cary's cock. He felt his balls sitting on top of Cary's, which were pulled tightly up against the younger boy's body. Panting a little he said, "Can you feel my balls?" "Ha ha, yeah. The little hairs are tickling," laughed Cary. As he laughed his dick pulsed and felt even harder. Cary wanted Jake to speed up, but couldn't say it. He tried, but every time he did, Jake would start thrusting harder and shake Cary on the bed or he would reach up and pinch a nipple. Finally Cary reached down with both hands and wrapped them around Jake's. Cary sped up the rhythm which caught Jake off guard. And pushed him too far. Jake gasped and suddenly stopped hunching forward onto Cary and stopped their hands all together. Jake's first shot of cum landed just below Cary's right nipple. The rest flowed out in gentle waves onto Cary's raging little cock and down onto his belly. Cary laid still and watched Jake finally exhale and then sit back on his haunches. Cary slowly started rubbing Jake's cum around on the tip of his dick. He became more and more adventurous until he was beating off at max speed using Jake's cum as a lubricant. The sound coming from his jerking off reminded him of sliding his foot in and out of a wet shoe. The squishing turned him on even more until his chest and face flushed as red as the tip of his dick. Jake refocused after a short breather. He started paying attention to the boy in front of him trying to cum again for a second time. He was pulling so hard on his little cock, Jake was afraid it would hurt later. He reached out and touched the wrist that was quickly bouncing up and down. Jake lifted Cary's hand away from his cock and crawled on top of the younger boy. On his knees, Jake used Cary's wet hand to rub the area around his butthole. With his other, he reached around behind him and grabbed hold of Cary's slick cock. He slowly sat down without even looking at Cary to see if he was going along with it or not. The head of Cary's dick started pushing and sliding between Jake's smooth butt cheeks. Cary's dick head easily slid into Jake after an initial pause. "It's squeezing the tip," squealed Cary. Cary looked down his chest at Jake's soft dick touching his stomach. It slowly came to lie on his belly the further down Jake sat on Cary's cock. The older boy's face was serious again like when he was talking to Cary's step-dad. It was the grown up, too serious, but very cute look. He could hardly keep his thoughts on Jake as the surge of wet and heat squeezed around his cock. Jake could only bounce a little without Cary's dick popping out of his ass. He felt a little tension, but it was nothing to complain about. He sat with his legs bent under him and straddling Cary. He watched as his cock rolled about on Cary's stomach. Jake wanted to make Cary cum again. He grabbed the younger boy's arms and lifted them up beside each side of his head. Jake leaned forward and held Cary down by his triceps just above his smooth armpits. Cary could only buck against Jake's riding. The rest was out of his control. Jake began grinding on Cary and squeezing his muscles around the boy's cock inside of him. He felt Cary push up violently underneath him. Jake closed his eyes into a squint, clinched his teeth, and wrinkled the freckles on his nose and cheeks. He turned his head to the side hiding his eyes on his arm. Cary's body pressed up bouncing feverishly into Jake's bottom as he came. He tried to free his arms to grasp onto something. Anything. But Jake held him down and rode him despite Cary's desperate attempts to get a hold of something to steady himself, to regain control. Jake watched Cary tense one final time then drain completely into the bed. He lifted up off of the limp boy beneath him. He kept his right half hugged up against the spent little body. Jake laid his head on Cary's outstretched arm and leaned in to lick at his nipples. "No. Wait. Don't do anything. I just need to lay her for a ... for a minute," Cary pleaded. Jake could hear Cary's rapid heart rate. It didn't seem to slow down. "You're heart is beating crazy fast." Cary breathed in raising his rib cage and consequently lifting Jake's head as well. "I couldn't think," Cary said ending a brief silence between the two. "What?" Said Jake raising an eyebrow. "When I was cumming, my brain, like, froze." Jake laughed. "That's sex." ________ Thanks for reading. Please do email me with any thoughts or comments. LaytonDeschanel@live.com Other Stories: Charm School Fucking (boy/boy)