Date: Sun, 8 Nov 2009 07:07:51 -0800 (PST) From: Jason Gardham Subject: The Love of Brothers Author: J. Gardham gardham1@yahoo.com This story is pure fiction as are all the characters, it's totally from my imagination and perhaps a bid taken from my fantasies. Nov. 7th. 2009 The Love of Brothers Chapter I Our family lived in rural Michigan where the farms are from three to five miles a apart making each farm somewhat isolated from those surrounding it. Farm kids were pretty much on their own until they reached sixteen and got a drivers license and managed to get their hands on a car. My brother Jack and I have always lived on our farm with mom and dad, we knew some of the other farm kids from school but rarely if ever played together. There were too many chores to get done and everyone was exhausted by the end of the day. I'm nineteen now and Jack is 17 we're both well developed from hard work and considered handsome, at least the girls at school seem to think so. Jack is five feet eight and I'm six foot one. I never felt any special attraction to the girls at schools and didn't talk about them all the time like the other guys did. I realized most of the talk by the other guys was a lot of bravado without substance and ignored most of it. Jack was always a lot smaller than I am although he has a great build from doing hard work on the farm. He has platinum blond hair, sky blue eyes with just a tinge of green around the edges. I've always felt it was my responsibility to take care of him and was perhaps a bit overly protective since he was small, although as strong as he is he could probably take care of himself. We had our own rooms upstairs at the farm house, but we usually slept together growing up since the upstairs was so cold during the winter months. I think we both just got used to sleeping together using our body heat to stay warm and continued even in the summer months when it really wasn`t necessary. I know I would fall asleep listening to Jack's heart beat, he would lay with his head on my chest with his arm curled up by his face. Our parents bedroom was downstairs and I don't recall either of them ever coming up stairs to see how we were. Dad would just yell when it was time to get up and head out for chores. He and mom seemed to fight a lot, screaming, hitting, and cursing hateful words at each other. When Jack was little he'd be frightened and snuggle close I would feel tears run from his face onto my chest, I'd tell him not to worry I loved him and wouldn't let anyone hurt him. As we got older the tears stopped but he'd still snuggled close and put his arms around me when we heard them fighting, I could feel his heart pounding with fear. I used to pray that God would take his fear away I wanted him to feel safe. If I had ever felt fear it had turned to anger so long ago I'd forgotten it. It was spring and the weather had turned hot during the planting season, I was out with dad in the back forty driving tractor when he flagged me down and told me to take a break, he had to run into town and pick up more seed. I pulled the tractor over by a small spring fed pond and sat beneath a large Maple tree wondering how Jack was doing in the garden back at the house. Dad might not be back before nightfall if he stopped at Kinsey's Bar, I`d just have to sit and wait. I slipped my shirt off and laid back on the grass day dreaming when I felt a shadow fall over me, I squinted up but the face was backlit by the sun and I couldn't see it clearly. I knew it was Jack, hey pup what are you doing out here, you have the garden all planted so soon. Yeah, pretty much I guess, mom saw dad drive off and threw a fit and jumped in the old truck and took off so I thought I'd come and look for you. Looks like you found me. He knelt down beside me and run his hand across my bare chest sending goose bumps all over my body and blood rushing to my groin. It was strange I'd never had that feeling before when Jack touched me. He continued to draw circles on my chest with his fingers making me laugh. He made a circle around my left nipple then the right and down my chest to my belly button which he circled and then went down to the top of my jeans and stuck his finger under the waistband and gave them a tug. I said, Jack what are you doing? He said, watching the smile on your face and then laughed before he added, and watching the bulge grow in your jeans. You smartass, I rolled over and grabbed him, we rolled a few times across the grass before stopping with Jack laying on my chest our faces so close I could feel his breath. We looked into each others eyes and Jack closed the distance between our lips and kissed me. I was startled and turn on at the same time, instinctively I brushed my tongue across his lips and he opened to me and sucked on my tongue, I saw lightening flashes behind my eyes it felt so good. He pushed into my mouth and I sucked on his tongue he moaned as he wrapped his hands around the back of my head and held me. We broke for air and he was crying which scared the crap out of me, I sat up and held him tight and told him I was sorry that it was all my fault. No, no, no, Frank I've wanted to do that since I was thirteen, it's my fault, I saw you laying here with your shirt off looking so sexy I just couldn't help myself please don't be mad at me. Jack I'm not mad at you, just surprised, I had no idea you had feelings like this little brother. He stared to cry again, there's something wrong with me I'm not supposed to have feelings like this toward other guys. Hey it's okay Jack, there's lots of guys who prefer to be with other guys, they're gay, there's nothing wrong with you it's perfectly normal to be attracted to other guys if your gay. But Frank you're my brother and you aren't attracted to other guys, it's just me why am I like this. I have such strong feelings for you, sometimes my heart feels like it's going to burst when I'm cuddled close to you before we go to sleep and sometimes after you fall asleep I sit up and just stare at you, you`re so handsome and such a good person. I feel safe and loved when I'm with you, mom and dad never say they love us and with that he burst into tears again. Jack, stop crying and let me ask you something, it's important so you need to stop crying and listen to me. When he had control of himself, I took both of his hands in mine, looked him in the eye and asked, Jack have you ever seen me with a girl, have you ever known me to go out on a date with a girl? I'm nineteen years old don't you think that's a bit strange? No why should I, how could you go out with girls when dad makes you work every minute you're not in school. Trust me Jack if I had my eye on a girl I'd find a way to get out of the house and spend time with her. I don't feel attracted to girls, I never have I just haven't given it much thought until right now. When you kissed me a minute ago I swear I saw lightening flashes I was so turned on, I didn't want it to every ever stop. I think little brother you just woke me up to who or what I really am or at least to the fact that it's time I found out who I really am. Actually I think you're way ahead of me, you've already figured out who you are and what you want. Maybe I was already aware of what I wanted too I just haven't taken the time or effort to put enough thought into it to figure it out. I do know that you're the most important person in my life, I'd do anything to keep you safe and happy I guess what I'm saying is that I don't just love you as my brother Jack, I'm in love with you too I just never admitted it to myself until now. I honestly don't know what I'd do without you. Jack looked at me with the strangest look I've ever seen, he just stood there for the longest time not saying anything, then he begin to smile and it grew into the biggest and most beautiful smile I've ever seen on Jack's face. He threw his arms around me and laid his head against my chest over my heart, Frank I've never been happier than I am right now, I love you so much I can hardly bare it. I hope we're never separated I don't think I could go on living if you weren't with me. That happiness is a two way street Jack, and I lifted his face to mine and kissed him on the lips, a gentle loving kiss that grew more passionate as the moments passed. Jacks tongue pressed against my lips and I opened to him, it felt so natural to be kissing him like this. I sucked his tongue as he probed and tasted the inside of my mouth, my cock became rock hard and I could feel Jack's hard cock pressing against my thigh. Jack's hand slid down inside of my jeans and wrapped around my cock, I nearly came right then when I felt him touch me. I reached over and felt his cock through his jeans, it was long and thick, Jack unfastened my belt, opened the top button on my jeans and pulled down my zipper letting my cock free, it was wet as he rubbed his thumb over the tip. He put his thumb in his mouth and licked my precum off it, that had to be the sexiest thing I've ever seen. Suddenly I had desires racing through my body that I had never felt before, I loosened Jack's pants and pulled them down over his ass, his cock sprang up and slapped his stomach. I reached behind him and put my hands on his ass cheeks, he felt so good, his ass was round and firm, my hands fit perfect, I pulled his ass so his body was tight against mine and our hard cocks rubbed together slippery with precum. We continued to kiss only breaking for air when we had to. Jack's hand slid down my back to my ass and he started licking my throat and then licked around my nipples sending shockwaves through my body. He knelt as he made his way down my chest licking as he went, sticking his tongue in my belly button then making wet circles around it. My cock was rubbing on his cheek, as he dropped further down he leaned back, grabbed my cock with his hand and stared at it before licking the head and sucking it into his mouth. My knees gave out and I dropped to the ground, Jack gently pushed me back so I way laying with my back on the grass, he took my cock into his mouth and sucked it deeper into his throat. As he deep throated my cock he took my balls in his hand and tugged and squeezed them, I felt like I would loose my mind with pleasure then he reached up and pinched my nipple, I lost it and shot down his throat again and again until it leaked from the corners of his mouth, Jack just kept swallowing my seed as my body shook and jerked from the depth of my climax. He continued sucking as my cock started to soften, he licked and cleaned it before letting it slip from his mouth, I was so weak I couldn't even sit up and Jack just looked at me with a silly grin on his face. Jack where did you learn how to do that? He shrugged his shoulders and said I just did what I've been thinking about and wanting to do to you for as long as I've had sexual urges Frank, and from the looks of you my guess would be that you enjoyed it. Enjoyed it! You totally blew my mind, that was fantastic, I had no idea sex between guys could be so incredibly good. Your cock is hard as a rock let me see if I can give you some of the pleasure you just gave me little brother. I took my jeans off and rolled them up and put them under my head so I was tilted up and pulled Jack up so he was sitting on my chest with his big cock lined up with my mouth. I stuck out my tongue and ran it over the engorged head of his cock tasting his juices, they were sweet and tangy at the same time and sent blood rushing back to my groin. I sucked at the head and licked the slit of his cock before sucking about half of it into my mouth, Jack started to moan, I looked at his face and his eyes were closed and his head was tilted back. I moved my tongue along the underside of his cock and sucked as much of him into my mouth as I could until my nose was in his pubes, his masculine scent was making me crazy and I sucked his cock as far down my throat as I could, surprised that I wasn't gagging. Using my throat muscles I started massaging his cock, Jack put his knees along the sides of my head where he had better leverage and started fucking my mouth deep and slow. Saliva was running from my mouth and down my chin as he pumped his cock down my throat, I reached down and started jerking my cock in time with Jack's thrusts. His knees started to shake and he called my name as his shot volley after volley of cum down my throat, a couple of more pulls and I shot my second load of the day all over my stomach and his back. Before he pulled out I licked him clean savoring his taste. When he slipped out of my mouth he collapsed on my chest and we kissed sharing the taste of each other's cum. I wrapped my arms around him and we stayed there laying naked together until the sun started to set. We got on the tractor and I started back to the farm, wondering what happened to dad since he never came back with the extra seed. I pulled in close to the barn and we jumped off the tractor just as the stars were beginning to fill the sky. When we started down to the house Jack grabbed my arm and stopped me, isn't that dad sitting on the steps to the kitchen? Yes it is, I wonder why he's sitting out there, I hope he's not drunk and angry because I'm so late getting back with the tractor. We approached cautiously not knowing what to expect. Dad never moved, he just sat there with his head hanging down with his face in his hands. When we were a few feet away we stopped and I asked dad if he was okay, he looked up and it appeared he had been crying. My heart nearly stopped beating I'd never seen dad show any emotion in my nineteen years of living with him. Jack held on to my arm so tight I knew I would have bruise marks later. Dad told us to sit down he had something to talk to us about. He wiped his eyes with the heals of his hands and looked at us for a long time before he said I guess I`d better tell you straight out. Your mom has left us we're on our own now. He looked from me to Jack and back to me again, you two have grown up and I've missed it. He actually seemed surprised as he looked at us, kind of confused like he really hadn`t realized we`d grown up. Finally I asked where mom had gone, he said he didn't know, she just said she was fed up with the life we had and wouldn't be back, she said to tell you guys she was sorry for not being a better mom, got in the old pickup and drove away. You two need to know it's not all her fault I haven't been much of a husband to her through the years, I can't really blame her for leaving. It's just the three of us now and I know I haven't been much of a father, I'm not sure how you two managed to grow up to be such good young men, and damned handsome men I might add. I guess I've been too busy trying to keep the farm going and battling my own demons to even notice how you guys were doing. I'm sorry and I hope someday you'll be able to forgive me. I think for the first time I noticed how handsome dad was, Jack took after him, same hair and eyes, except dad was taller like I am, funny the way genes mix things up, mother was short like Jack, but I have her coloring, dark hair, light skin and pale blue eyes. I reached over and put my hand on dad's knee, that's the first time I think I touched him since I've been grown, I asked if he'd miss mom and said it seemed like they didn't get alone very well with all the arguments. Yeah, I'll miss her, we've been together for twenty years, it'll seem strange without her here, but I'm not sad if that's what you mean Frank. I hope she finds the happiness she's looking for, she deserves better than I gave her. What did you mean when you said you were fighting your own demons? That's a can of worms I don't think you two want me to get into you must hate me enough as it is. We never hated you dad, there were times we thought you didn't care about us, but we don't hate you and Jack and I have had each other for support. We haven't had a lot of happiness as a family, but you never beat us or anything. I guess there was a lot we didn't understand growing up. Dad looked at me and his eyes filled with tears, I don't know why but I leaned over and put my arms around him and hugged him, his shoulders started to shake and he grabbed on to me and cried so hard it hurt my heart to hear him. Jack put his arm around my waist and I reached back with one arm and pulled him up to me and he put his arm around dad's neck and hugged him. It felt good, it felt strange, confusing, and to say my cage was rattled would be an understatement, but mostly it felt good. After a while dad loosened the hold he had on me, and Jack and I sat down on the grass in front of the steps. You deserve a better explanation than I've given you, I just hope you won't hate me after I tell you everything. That was the second time today a family member has said they hoped I wouldn't hate them. Dad put his head down and started by saying he didn't know if we were old enough to understand or not, but he had always had sexual feelings for other guys when he was younger. He hoped that marrying mom would change all of that but it didn't and after the two of us were born he just stopped having sex with mom and that's what drove her away. He said he never cheated on her but he didn't have any desire to have sex with her again, he knew it must have been hard for her wondering why I didn't find her desirable. I should have told her the truth but I never found the courage to admit what I really wanted in life was to be with another man. There it is in a nutshell guys, I guess I'm not much of a father or a man, the look in his eyes was so incredibly sad as he turned and started to get up, Jack and I both reached out and took his hands and pulled him back down. Dad we do understand and we don't hate you for the feelings you have, what you feel is as natural for you as the sexual attraction another man has for a woman. It's nothing to be ashamed of it's a natural part of who you are. This time it was dad's turn to look shocked, as his eyes nearly doubled in size, he finally asked, when did you guys get to be so wise. I said I think it's just natural instinct to understand different people have different feelings it's just how we're made, I don`t know how else to explain it other than to say, to me it`s just life and we should live it in a way that creates happiness for ourselves and for those we love. Dad sat there on the porch steps looking stunned before he said, the depth and maturity of your understanding is totally amazing Frank. Jack spoke for the first time since we'd gotten home and with a big smile on his face said, you have no idea just how amazing he is dad, as he gave me a wicked wink. I could feel my face heat up, thankfully it was dark enough so I didn't think dad notice me blushing. I gave Jack a look that should have frozen his blood, but he just looked at me with an angelic expression on his face. He looked so innocent that I had to laugh and he knew I couldn't be mad at him. Dad stood up and put his arms around our shoulders and we went into the house together. He looked at us and smiled, he really was a handsome guy, no wonder Jack was so good looking. He thanked us for our understanding and kindness and said he didn't deserve such great kids but he sure was glad he had us, he kissed me on the forehead and Jack on the top of his head before suggesting we get a good nights sleep since there was a lot of work to get done tomorrow. When Jack and I got in bed we were both to excited to sleep, we laid side by side quietly for a long time before Jack reached over and put his hand on my stomach running his finger around my belly button before he said he thought dad was really a hot guy. I nearly swallowed my tongue, he had to slap me on my back a couple of times before I could get my breath. Damn Jack you're nothing if not direct, I'm beginning to think my little brother's a sex maniac. He laughed and pinched my nipple and said well don't you think so? I turned and pinched his nipple real hard and he yelped as I started tickling his sides, yes as a matter of fact I do think dad's hot you little shit. I laid back and thought for a minute before saying, it's funny though why hadn't I noticed it before. Frank I think we were looking at dad through fear and now suddenly we're seeing him as a man with weaknesses and vulnerabilities just like we have, it's like we're seeing dad for the first time. I turned and looked at Jack and finally he said, what's wrong? Nothing, it's just that sometimes you're so insightful it's almost scary. I woke up in the morning with Jack still sleeping in his usual position with his head resting on my chest and his hand laying across my stomach, I yawned and opened my eyes to see dad standing in the doorway in his boxer shorts with a confused look on his face. I said, morning dad, but my first thought was that dad had a fantastic build, broad shoulders, narrow waist, and a nice dusting of blond chest hair running down into his shorts. He tilted his head to the side and said, why are you guys sleeping together? I told him we had gotten used to sleeping together since we were little to keep warm during the winter because it was so cold upstairs. Why didn't you tell me you were cold Frank you guys shouldn't have had to be cold all winter. I'm such a failure as a father, what must you boys think of me. I hadn't realized Jack was awake until he said, dad, you have a fantastic body, it's beautiful. That's my little brother, direct and to the point. Dad's face turned red and he got a silly grin on his face, I can see who Jack got that innocent, silly grin from. Jack sat up which made the sheet fall down to my pubes so dad could see we were naked, Jack added that being cold wasn't the only reason we sleep together, it's mostly my fault because when you and mom would fight I'd get scared and crawl into bed with Frank. He'd hold me and tell me he wouldn't let anyone hurt me and I felt safe with Frank close to me and could fall asleep. Dad sat on the end of the bed and said, you two are incredible, I feel like I've missed so much, I don't even know my own sons and his eyes filled with tears again. Jack slid up and put his arms around dad's waist and said, we're here now dad, maybe it's time we did get to know each other. The sheet had completely fallen off Jack's body showing his morning woody which was definitely man size, he didn't seem to be aware of his nakedness or at least if he did he didn't let it bother him. I noticed a tent growing in dad's boxers and my cock was standing at full mast but still partially hidden under the sheet although it was pretty obvious I was hard. I was still trying to get used to how comfortable Jack was with his sexuality and nakedness, I kind of envied him. Jack got on his knees and kissed dad on the lips, with that dad's cock popped through the opening in his boxer shorts rock hard with a bead of precum at it's slit. Jack immediately reached down and ran his thumb over the tip of dad's cock, making dad moan. Jack licked the slick off his thumb and reached back down and put his hand around dad's cock. I pushed the sheet off and moved behind dad and put my legs around him so I could hug him from the back, my cock was pressing against his lower back dripping precum. I put my arms around dad's chest and kissed the nape of his neck and laid my chin on his shoulder. Dad seemed to melt into my arms as he said, guys I'm your dad I shouldn't be doing this. Jack kissed him on the lips again before saying, it's okay dad we're family, we love each other, what could be more right. How could you possibly love a dad like me, I don't deserve your love. I spoke up and said, your our dad, that's reason enough and now Jack and I understand some of what you've been going through all these years. Dad you need to know Jack and I not only love each other as brothers, but we're also in love with each other as lovers. We're also new at this and have a lot to learn and I think Jack will agree there's no reason the three of us can't learn together. Well guys I have to admit I haven't had any experience with other guys except in my dreams and imagination, I have seen a few gay magazines but that`s the extend of my gay experience. I started to laugh which brought looks from both dad and Jack, I was just thinking about Jack being the youngest seems to have a natural instinct for man to man love I guess we'll have to take our queue's for the pup. Jack lunged at me pushing dad back into me knocking us both over so dad was laying on top of me back to front, I wrapped my legs around dad's waist and used him as a shield as Jack tried to get to me. Before we knew it we were one tangled mass of flesh laughing as we squirmed around tickling each other. Dad had managed to turn so he was facing me and looking into his eyes I pulled him down into a kiss that grew instantly into a deeply passionate teeth grinding kiss with both of us rubbing our hard cocks together. Jack not wanting or willing to be left out joined us in a three way kiss that was up to that moment one of the most exciting, erotic experiences I'd ever had. Dad rolled so that he was on his back between us, Jack and I both started running our hands over his chest and through his silky chest hair. Dad closed his eyes and had a pleasant smile on his face as we tweaked his nipples and followed the line of hair down the middle of his stomach to his pubes. I kissed the side of his face, Jack kissed the other side before moving lower to lick and nibble his nipples which brought a groan from dad, we licked our way over so we were kissing and sucking each others tongues before we slid farther down to where we were making circles on dad's sides with our tongues causing dad to squirm and whimper as his cock bounced and leaked precum over his stomach which Jack and I licked up as we started licking down the sides of dad's cock. Jack put his hand around the base of dads cock and tongued the slit clean of precum before he sucked the head into his mouth as I reached down and took dad's nuts into my hand. I pushed dad's legs up so I could have better access to his balls and knelt between his legs and licked his nuts before sucking one than the other into my mouth, dad was moaning first Jack's name than mine as he lifted his butt of the bed in his excitement. The taste and scent of dad was driving me wild, I felt like I couldn't get enough, I ran my hand behind dad's balls as I sucked on them and touched his hole, my fingers were wet from my own saliva, I felt dad push back against me and I slipped my finger into his hole. It was so hot and tight around my finger, never having done anything like this in my life it still felt right and natural, I pushed in deeper and dad pushed back harder, it was obvious he was enjoying what I was doing. Jack was now sucking dad's cock deep into his throat, dad had his hands tangled in Jack's hair as he began to thrash more wildly, I slipped another finger into his hole and pushed in deeper, I touched something round and hard and dad came up off the bed as his hole squeezed down so hard on my fingers that I couldn't pull them out. He yelled something I couldn't make out as he shot his load down Jack's throat, Jack never stopped sucking and swallowing until dad had collapsed on the bed and his cock started to soften. Jack licked his cock clean and let it slip from his lips and I slid my fingers slowly from dad's ass. I crawled up next to Jack and kissed him wanting to taste dad's cum, Jack slipped his tongue into my mouth and I sucked it clean before we both leaned up and put our arms around dad's chest and kissed him. Dad laid still as his breathing came back to normal, he was quiet for such a long time we begin to think something was wrong just then he pulled us both up on his chest and kissed each of us and said, what did I ever do to deserve such fantastic sons, I can't believe you two, you've made me feel happier than I've ever been in my life. You two shower while I start breakfast we have a long hard day ahead of us, Jack said yeah I know I'll be hard all day, dad rolled his eyes as I slapped Jack's ass and told him to head for the shower. I looked at dad and said, I have a feeling he's going to keep us on our toes, dad laughed and said, yeah I think you got that right Frank he's definitely a live wire. Chapter II to follow Jason Gardham