Date: Tue, 29 Dec 2009 16:52:20 -0800 (PST) From: Jason Gardham Subject: "The Love of Brothers" Chapter 17 Author: J. Gardham gardham1@yahoo.com This story is pure fiction as are all the characters, it's totally from my imagination with a bit taken from my fantasies. Thanks once again to all of you who have taken the time to e-mail your comments, some of those comments have really touched me deeply, here's Chapter 17 of "The Love of Brothers". "The Love of Brothers" Chapter 17 Winter has come and gone, Elizabeth and Joseph had a wonderful wedding in the new church, everyone in the entire community came filling the little chapel to overflowing. Mary was in Heaven, she had outdone herself decorating the church with the most beautiful flowers from all over the world. The newlyweds have moved into the parsonage and Elizabeth had taken on the task of teaching Sunday School classes as well as making sure the church has fresh flowers for each service. Mary shares much of the joy with Elizabeth in keeping the church filled with flowers, the two women have become as close as mother and daughter. Frank, Jack and Tony had taken care of buying seed, and the early planting was in just waiting for spring rains to moisten the earth and germinate the seed. Michael and Gerald have the responsibilities of selecting groceries and preparing the family meals. Much to everyone's delight Gerald's culinary skills are unsurpassed, each meal was not only mouth watering to their taste buds, but was presented as a visual treat. When there was only the men present the meals took on an sensual appearance as well. It's amazing what erotic delights can show up on the dining table when two talented men put their minds to it. As it turned out, Michael and Gerald were as talented with their artistic presentation of their meals as they were in creating meals that would please the palate of any gourmet dining reporter evaluating cuisine from around the world. Chuck had the financial end of the farm bringing in enough money to not only break even but to invest in some Arabian horses to enliven the stables with their beauty and speed. Warren's comfort zone with Michael and Gerald had reached a point where they almost acted and reacted as one entity. The three of them were so much in love it was a joy just to witness. The guys were now twenty years old and had become excellent horsemen thanks to the efforts of Jack, Frank, Mark, and Sam. Gil and Jeff were inseparable and busy in their respective businesses as the community continues to grow. Slim and Roger's cafaŠ was always full to overflowing. Larry and Martin, with the help of Lance and Stan had built and opened a large Bed and Breakfast they named "Serenity". It was not only a welcoming beacon for visitors, but doubled as a refuge for men coming into the area who had been physically and emotionally crippled by dysfunctional families and societal pressures. Everyone was welcomed with open arms and given the respect all God's children deserve. Here they could live and work as they regained their self-worth along with mental and emotional stability. The bed and breakfast became the heart of the Hamlet as time went on. A young man staying in one of the third floor suites had arrived about two weeks ago in a rental car with a single suitcase and nothing more. He paid in advance for a corner suite for a month, and other than signing his name as Jason Graham he rarely spoke. He stood about six feet, with dark wavy hair, fair skin that was deeply tanned with a slim but muscular build. Larry and Martin thought him to be very handsome with the exception of having the saddest blue eyes they'd ever seen. Jason was walking out of the B & B as Brad was headed for the Haberdashery when Larry waved from the porch distracting Brad who ran head long into Jason knocking him off balance. Both men grabbed at each other in their attempt to keep from falling, neither of them were able to gain solid footing causing them to tumble back onto the grass. Brad managed to swing himself around so he would hit the ground first trying to protect the man he ran into from getting hurt. Jason landed with a thud on top of Brad, nose to nose, blue eyes to green. Staring at each other for several seconds before Brad said, "I'm sorry I should have been watching were I was going, I hope you're not hurt. Jason was still laying on top of Brad staring into his green eyes with no attempt at getting up. Brad introduced himself, "I'm Brad, I'd shake your hand but you're laying on top of my arms". Jason finally snapped out of his daze enough to get up and give Brad a helping hand. Larry had came down and asked if they were okay. Brad and Jason turned and looked at him without saying a word before they started apologizing to each other. Larry mumbled something like "I do believe there's a bit of an attraction between those two" and walked back to the porch with a grin on his face. Brad said he was at fault for turning to wave at a friend when he should have been paying attention to where he was going. Jason said, "apology accepted no harm done, and asked where Brad was headed in such a hurry,?" Brad replied that he was on his way to the Haberdashery to pick up some new riding boots. That comment seemed to put a small sparkle in Jason's eyes, not missing an opportunity to keep the conversation going Brad asked Jason if he was a horseman. "Yes, well I used to, I haven't ridden in several months". Brad went on to explain they had some new Arabians at the stables that were still a bit rambunctious and he wanted to work out some of their pent up energy before some of the younger guys decided to take them out for a ride. "I don't want anyone getting hurt". A smile appeared on Jason's face. Brad said, "something tells me you're familiar with horses in a big way, want to fill me in?" Suddenly as it had appeared the sparkle seemed to fade out of Jason's eyes which caused a twinge in Brad's heart. There was something more to this handsome man than he was letting on and Brad decided on the spot that he was going to be Jason's best friend until he found out what had broken Jason's spirit. "Hey if you're not too busy would you mind spending some time helping me pick out a decent pair of riding boots?" That faint smile returned as Jason said he guessed he could, there wasn't anything else he had to do other than go for a walk. Once inside the store David came over to greet Brad and meet the man who was with him. "David this is Jason, he's visiting for a while and staying at the B & B. I dragged him here to help me pick out a pair of riding boots, I have a feeling he's more familiar with what I'm looking for than I'll ever be. That crack actually got a chuckle out of Jason, which oddly enough made Brad's heart beat a little faster. David said there were a great many riding boots available and asked Brad what he had in mind. "I'm really not sure David, I think I'd like something that came high on my leg with a full heel to catch securely in the stirrup". Jason volunteered a selection of English riding boots that were custom made to fit like a glove with a full heel which was a necessity when riding a spirited horse, especially an Arabian. That's what I had in mind Jason but I haven't a clue as to where they would be made and how to go about ordering them. "If you don't mind Brad I'll take care of ordering a pair for you if you'll let me, I have a private boot maker in Yorkshire County that'll give you a perfect fit". Jason that would be great. David spoke up saying he had the size information that Jason would need and will print it out so you can pass it on to your boot maker. "Jason this is my lucky day, nothing like knocking a handsome man down in order to get a pair of boots I want". Jason smiled, "perhaps it's my lucky day Brad". "Let me write you a check, or do suppose your boot maker would rather have money wired to him directly?" "That can be taken care of anytime, first let's find out when they'll be made and then how you like the fit of the boots". "Well at least let me buy you lunch as a way of saying thank you". Brad kept a friendly conversation going during lunch, Jason was quiet but seemed to enjoy Brad's company. Paying the bill Brad asked Jason if he'd like to ride out to the farm and see the Arabians. Jason looked down like he was searching his soul for an answer to that simple question, the sadness in his face was almost heartbreaking to see. Brad reached over and laid his hand over Jason's and with a gentle smile took his hand in his and said, "come on it'll be fun and I can show you around the farm, you'll meet some wonderful people". Getting up still holding Jason's hand he led him out of the CafaŠ and opened the door to his truck for Jason to slide in. Arriving at the farm Jason's eyes actually lit up as he took in the beauty of the sight before him. "This is beautiful, it reminds me of an English landscape". "That's what the architects intended Jason". Stopping at the stables the place was alive with activity, Frank and Mark were riding together across the meadow as the Arabians came galloping up and over the hills. Jason climbed on the fence and watched as the beautiful horses came running by, "Brad they're gorgeous animals, they look as if they could have come from King Saud's own stables". "If I didn't know better I'd swear that golden colored Arabian was "Dancing Prince". Brad's mouth fell open as he looked at Jason. Jason stared at Brad for a minute before saying, "what?" "Jason that is Dancing Prince, he was flown in from Saudi Arabia a month ago, how could you possibly know that horse by sight?" This time it was Jason's turn to stare at Brad, "The Prince would never allow that horse to be sold, I don't understand". "That makes two of us Jason, I'm afraid I don't have a clue as to how Stan managed to have it brought here". Stan, overhearing the conversation said, "maybe I can clear up the matter". Brad and Jason both turned at hearing Stan's voice, Brad introduced Jason to Stan before Stan continued his story. "Dad and the Crown Prince had met several years ago when dad and mother were trying to get permission to visit Mount Sinai, they became friends and one evening something happened that the Crown Prince asked dad to keep secret which dad did, teasing the prince dad said he'd collect on that favor in the future, never really intending to do so of course. When our agent was there procuring some of the best Arabians from the royal stables it turned out that Prince had somehow angered the king, there by sending the prince's favorite horse to our farms. The real mystery is how you could possibly recognize a horse that belonged to the Saudi Royal Family. Jason looked like he was going to be sick, he'd turned a deathly white and Brad grabbed him before he could fall. Stan told Brad to stay with him and he ran to get Warren. Warren checked Jason over and placed a cool compress on his forehead. "I don't think it's anything serious it appears that he's had an emotional shock to his system". Stan noticed Brad hadn't let go of Jason's hand the entire time, perhaps the loner of the marines has found someone that's captured his heart. Jason kept apologizing and saying he shouldn't be there, Brad and Stan brushed his apologies aside and told him he was more than welcome at the farm. Frank and Mark had rode up seeing the commotion, Frank, in that loving manner of his came over and knelt beside Jason and Brad, putting his hand on Jason's knee and looking into his eyes said, "Jason it's okay, your brother's going to be fine". Jason's eyes filled with tears as he leaned into Brad's shoulder and cried. Jack came up and put his arm around Stan's waist and said, "we need to talk to grandpa". Frank placed his hand on Jason's head as he whispered, "trust us, Jamie's fine, we'll bring him home", he then followed Jack and Stan toward the main house. Warren and Brad just looked at each other knowing whatever Frank and Jack knew they'd also know when it was necessary. Brad walked Jason to his apartment and had him lay down as he sat beside him on the bed still holding Jason's hand. When you're up to it your welcome to tell me what's going on Jason, but only if you want to. "What did that guy mean when he said, Jamie would be okay?" "And how did he know my name?" Chuckling Brad said, "Jason the best I can tell you is that when Frank tells you something you can depend on it, and as far as how he knows what he knows it's just pretty much accepted by the rest of us, he and his brother Jack are special in a spiritual sense". "They're very close to God in a way that most of the human race has forgotten how to do". "You want to tell me what brought you to the Hamlet?" "Brad I was drawn here after my father blamed me for Jamie's arrest and imprisonment in Saudi Arabia". "Dad said he never wanted to see my face again. Jamie has always been dad's pride and joy, especially after I told him I was gay". Jason went on to tell Brad that his family was in the oil drilling business headquartered in Dallas. They had developed a diamond tipped drill that could rapidly punch deep into the earth to test for oil deposits without the usual huge array of men, materials, and expense. The Saudi's hired them to test new sites they were interested in for possibly increasing their oil production. While working at one of the sites, Jamie accidentally backed into a young woman from the Saudi Royal Family, she fell and her veil came loose exposing her face, Jamie turned and took her hand to help her up, she screamed and the next thing we knew Jamie was in a Saudi Jail. Brad said, "it sound like a clash of cultures, although it was unfair and one a sided clash of cultures". "It seems Americans are suppose to recognize, accept and make adjustments for other cultures who come here, but when visiting other nations we're supposed to immediately adapt to their cultures with penalty of imprisonment or death if we accidentally cross a cultural barrier". "Why would your father blame you for your brother's imprisonment, that doesn't make sense". "Dad said I was a coward for leaving Jamie behind, I should have stayed and made sure he was released and brought him home". "Brad, I was immediately taken by guards and put in a cell". "Later that evening guards came in, handcuffed and gagged me, then dragged me out to a helicopter and flew me to the Cairo airport, tossed me onto the tarmac and threw my passport at me before flying off." "I explained this to dad and he just shook his head saying I was a fucking little pansy and he wanted me out of his house and didn't ever want to see my face again". "I knew he wasn't happy about my being gay, but I thought he had accepted the fact that I was and life went on". "At least now I know what he really thinks". "Brad do you really believe Stan's dad can get Jamie released, the Saudi's are a pretty hard nosed bunch". "Yes I do Jason, David has more pull than many national leaders, especially the guy who's now occupying the White House, besides David has a favor to call in with the Crown Prince. "Brad, I should be getting back to the Bed and Breakfast, I've upset everyone at the farm enough for the day". "Jason you haven't upset anything or anyone, what is happening here is what is supposed to happen, if you stick around long enough, and I hope you do, you'll discover very little happens here by accident". "I have to admit, this place has a special aura about it". Brad asked Jason to spend the rest of the day and night with him, if there was any news coming in about Jamie this would be the place to be. Brad sat beside Jason leaning with his arm over Jason's body looking down into those sad blue eyes, hoping to see that terrible sadness replaced by the happiness that belongs there. Jason in turn was looking up into Brad's deep green eyes wondering why he felt like he was falling in love with a man he'd only known for part of a day. Jason reached up and touched Brad's face, Brad leaned down kissing him, Jason responded by putting his arms around Brad's neck and pulling him down on top of him deepening the gentle kiss into a more passionate one. Breaking the kiss, Brad folded Jason into his arms hugging him close as he whispered, "I could get used to this real easy Jason". Jason replied, "I think that makes two of us Brad, I feel like I belong in your arms". Brad asked Jason if he'd like to take a ride on horseback to see the rest of the farm telling him that they'd be notified if any news came in concerning Jamie. Jason said, he'd like to and Brad saddled a couple of horses and they were off after letting Lance and Stan where they were going. It was one of the crystal clear spring days when the green of the new grass and leaves seemed to sparkle. They made it as far as the hill where they could see David and Mary's place when they stopped to enjoy the view. Mary, Elizabeth and Joseph were sitting out on the veranda waving as they saw the two riders. Brad said, "lets stop by and say hi, it's Mary's husband David who's making things happen in Saudi Arabia to make sure Jamie is returned to the states as quickly as possible". Jason said there was no way he could turn down an offer to meet the people responsible for helping to get Jamie freed. By the time they reached the veranda and had their horses tied, Mary had already brought two additional cups of tea out. Introductions were made and the discussion turned to Jamie and the incident that brought about his incarceration. Joseph said a prayer for the Lord's hand to move quickly in resolving Jamie's situation. Jason was somewhat overwhelmed with the love that each person showed him. David came out of the house, phone in hand walking over to Jason he said, "since I don't recognize you I'm guessing your Jason, there's someone on the phone who would like to speak to you", with that David handed Jason the phone, giving Brad a wink. "No one knows I'm here, are you sure it's for me?" "Oh I'm quite sure, you'd better say something before he hangs up". "Hello, this is Jason speaking, "JASON", it's Jamie where are you I don't recognize this number?" "JAMIE", "are you alright, I've been so worried about you". "I've been worried sick about you too, no one told me that they let you go back home, I was afraid you were stuck in that rat hole of a prison ". "Jamie are you free, did they let you go?" "Yes, thanks to you, I don't know how you did it Jason but I was released, bathed, shaved, clothed, and treated like I was a member of the royal family before they put me on a plane to France where I'm calling you from". "Jamie, I can take credit for any of this it was all arranged by people I met here in Michigan, I can't tell you how amazing this place and everyone here are". "Michigan, why aren't you with dad in Dallas?" "Jamie, dad blamed me for leaving you in Saudi Arabia and after saying some pretty awful things he told me he never wanted to see my face again, I'm not even sure how I ended up here in Michigan but I'm sure glad I did". Jamie asked where the nearest airport was to wherever Jason was located and Jason told him it was Grand Rapids, "but aren't you going to Dallas to see dad he's been worried sick about you?" "I'll call dad and let him know I've been released and also let him know it was because of you and your friends, then I'll fly into Kennedy in New York and take a connecting flight to Grand Rapids". "Dad won't see me until he comes crawling to you with a heartfelt apology, he's been a real prick about how he's treated you since you came out to us about being gay and it's going to stop now". "I love you Jason, since mom died you've all I got in the world and you need to know you come first in my life". "If dad can't or won't open his heart to both of us, he can kiss my sorry ass". "I gotta go bro, they're calling my flight number, see you in Grand Rapids". Jason hung up with tears in his eyes, Brad stood up and pulled Jason into his arms, "I take it that was Jamie and good news". Half crying half laughing, Jamie said, "yeah, that was my big brother, he's on his way here from France, he'll let us know when he arrives in Grand Rapids, I hope you won't mind having another visitor for a while". "Are you kidding everyone one will want to meet him". For the first time Jason had a smile on his face that took Brad's away, that and the fact that a sparkle of happiness had replaced the sadness in Jason's eyes almost had Brad overcome with emotion. "We'll fly you down in the helicopter and meet him on his arrival, you can fly back here together you two must have a lot of catching up to do". "Helicopter?" "Yes on the other side of that barn there's a landing pad and that end of the barn has been made into a hanger". "Someone better pinch me I feel like I must be dreaming". Joseph reached over and pinched him. "Ouch!" "Laughing, Joseph said, "nope you're not dreaming". After repeated thanks and hugs to everyone Brad and Jason made their way back to the farm. On the way Jason asked Brad if he thought the others would mind if Jamie stayed with them at the farm while he was visiting. "Of course he can stay at the farm, there's no need to ask". "Well I was wondering since I have a feeling that most everyone here is gay I was hoping they wouldn't mind having a straight guy in the mix". Laughing Brad said he figured if Jamie could put up with a bunch of gay men running around, they wouldn't mind him being there at all. "Everyone is welcome here Jason". "You know Brad this is going to take a lot of getting used to, there's such a feeling of harmony here, it's like everyone is on the same page with the understanding that love is love and it doesn't matter who you love". "That's exactly the way it is here Jason, you've caught the essence of the Hamlet in that one statement". "I do have a question for you, and I hope I'm not being to forward by asking, but will you stay with me in my apartment while Jamie's here, he's welcome to stay with us or he can have his own apartment, but I really want you to stay with me, I'm growing attached to you in a serious way". "Brad you don't have to ask, I want to be with you too, the attraction between us is mutual". "Now I have a question for you". "Okay shoot, what is it?" Will you fly down to Grand Rapids with me when I meet Jamie, I want you to meet him, but more than that I want you to stay close to me, I hope that doesn't sound juvenile". "Juvenile? It sounds exactly how I feel about you, like I don't want you out of my sight". Leaning over Brad kissed Jason with a passion that had blood rushing to both men's groins. Michael and Gerald had gone out of their was to fix a deliciously sensual dinner, but the eroticism displayed in vegetables, and other dishes was enough to get a rise out of every man there. With each man pointing and laughing at each erotic display Jason sat there with a silly grin on his face just watching the fun that was taking place. Brad reached over and slid his hand over Jason's thigh and found a rather large and very hard erection, Jason started to blush as he received a wink from Brad and a squeeze right where it felt good. "No embarrassment here Jason, remember we're all on the same page". Reaching over and running his hand down the front of Brad's pants to give his bare cock a tug, he replied, "got ya!" Brad's eyes bulged a bit before saying, "indeed you have, and if you keep that up you're going to have a hand full of cum". With a chuckle and a wink Jason withdrew his hand saying, "let's save it for later". Returning to their apartment Brad closed the door behind Jason and plastered him against it with a warm and passionate kiss. Jason wrapped his arms around Brad's neck and pulled him in even tighter. Soon shirts were coming off and bare skin was against bare skin, the kisses grew bolder as both men couldn't get enough of each other. Brad pulled Jason's belt open, unzipped his pants and shoved them down with his thumbs pulling Jason's briefs off at the same time. Jason kicked his shoes off and stepped out of his jeans leaving him naked from head to foot, Brad couldn't believe the beauty of the man. Jason unfastened Brad's pants as they dropped to the floor he stepped out of them not wearing any briefs. Kissing, licking, and tasting each other they worked their way to the bedroom where Brad gently pushed Jason down and climbed on top of him, "Jason you're almost to gorgeous to be believed". "Look who's talking, Brad you have to be the best looking piece of manhood I've ever laid eyes on". Brad was working he way from nipple to nipple as he slid down Jason's chest covered with a dusting of silken hair that led him straight to Jason's pubes and a beautiful cock with a bead of precum resting on it's tip. Brad ran his tongue over Jason's cock slit moaning as he tasted the sweet essence of Jason for the first time. Licking around the head of Jason's cock before swallowing it down to the root with his nose in Jason's pubes he continued to moan his pleasure. Jason ran his hands through Brad's hair and whisptered his name as Brad continued to deep throat his cock working it with his throat muscles making Jason shutter with pleasure. Licking down the shaft Brad sucked in both of Jason's balls, licking and rolling them in his mouth tucking gently as he used his hand to stroke Jason's cock. Brad reached up and Jason sucked his fingers into his mouth before Brad ran them over Jason's pucker causing Jason to almost shout his name. Letting his balls slip from his mouth, Brad pushed Jason's legs apart and up giving him access to Jason's asshole which he circled with his tongue before running it over his pucker. Jason relaxed enough to let Brad run his tongue as far as he could reach up his hole as Jason pushed back wanting more. Brad slipped in a finger, than two, followed quickly by three, Jason continued to push back on Bran's hand letting him know what he wanted, and what he wanted was for Brad to fuck him. Almost whimpering Jason said, "Brad, now, fuck me now, I can't wait any longer". "The lubes in the top drawer Jason, toss it to me, which Jason did, Brad lubed Jason's hole thoroughly before lubing his shaft, kneeling with Jason's legs wrapped around his waist Brad pushed in past Jason's outer ring and waited for Jason to adjust to the feeling of being filled. Jason said, Brad move I'm ready, Brad started to push in slowly not wanting to hurt his new lover. Jason reached back grabbing Brad's hips and pulled Brad forward as he pushed himself back onto Brad's cock forcing Brad ball deep into his ass. "Now fuck me Brad, I need you to fuck me, I want you in me as deep as you can get". Brad tilted Jason up just slightly so he would be hitting Jason's joy spot with each thrust which sent Jason into ecstasy. Brad continued to hit his prostrate over and over as Jason called out his name. Bending over Jason Brad was able to kiss him allowing Jason to suck his tongue into his mouth as Brad's chest rubbed on Jason's sensitive cock bringing them both to a shuttering climax with Brad shooting his load deep into Jason's gut as Jason shot his seed over both their chests before Brad collapsed onto Jason, dripping with sweat soaking the sheets as they both tried to steady their breathing and allowing their heartbeats to return to a normal pace. Brad turn to Jason with those gorgeous green eyes of his and whispered, "that was fantastic Jason I've never felt anything like it before". Smiling back and giving Brad a light kiss as he said, "that makes it the best for both of then Brad, I may walk funny in the morning but I'll remember it for a long time after that. Brad said, "hopefully there'll be many more just as good". "There better be lover, and I want to return the favor if you're willing to bottom for me something". "For you, anything, anytime Lover". The following day two dreamy eyed men came in to the main house for breakfast, getting a few teasing cat calls brought on by the silly grins they both had on their faces. During breakfast a call came in for Jason from his brother informing him he's land in Grand Rapids about six that evening. Jason was so excited he could hardly contain himself, all the guys congratulated him on his brother's return giving him one bear hug after the other. Turning to Brad Jason asked what time Brad thought they should leave for the airport. "It's about a fifty minute flight by helicopter so if we leave by four this afternoon that'll get us in about an hour early so we can leave then if you like, or earlier if you feel you want to be there sooner, it's entirely up to you Jason". "No, there's no reason for us to be sitting around an airport, if we leave around four o'clock that'll be good". The rest of the day was spent with Jason laughing and hugging Brad every chance he got with Brad loving every minute of it. Jason and Brad boarded the helicopter at four o'clock sharp. Lifting off the pad they waved back at David and Mary before settling back for the fifty minute ride. By this time Jason was so excited Brad had to struggle to keep him buckled in his seat, Jason squeezed Brad's hand so hard a couple of times Brad thought his circulation was cut off. Landing in Grand Rapids Brad did his best to keep Jason busy and away from Starbuck's Coffee kiosk, the last thing Jason needed was caffeine adding more stimulation to his system. United Flight 432 landed early, Jason was a total basket case by the time he saw Jamie coming up the corridor, Brad was stunned when he saw Jamie, he was a little older and taller carbon copy of Jason, the two brothers threw themselves at each other. To Brad's surprise Jamie kissed Jason on the lips before hugging him. Brad noticed a tear running down Jamie's cheek before he quickly brushed it away. If he didn't miss his guess Jamie's love for his younger brother was deeper than he believed Jason realized. Jamie released Jason long enough to shake Brad's hand and hug him saying, "so you're the guy who's put that twinkle in Jason's eyes, I have to admit I'm a little jealous of both of you". Brad replied, "I think your safe return has as much to do with Jason's happiness as anything I've done Jamie". "My safe return may have put a smile on his face, but I'm sure you're the one who's put the twinkle in his eyes". Brad was thinking, "There's a message in Jamie's comment that he's jealous of both of us, this is an interesting development, I think a chat with Jamie when the time is right might be helpful". Picking up Jamie's bags they headed out to the helicopter which caught Jamie off guard, "we're traveling by helicopter to where you live, that's a bit much isn't it Jason". "Not my idea Jamie you're going to be surprised at the wonderful community we're heading for". Jamie sat between Jason and Brad for the fifty minute flight home with arms around both men's shoulders. Brad was thinking, "this man is filled with love, he's very special, I have such a good feeling about him". With all the chatter between them, they were landing at David's before they realized it at just about eight fifteen. David, Mary, Lance, Stan, along with half the marine's were there to greet them. Stepping from the helicopter Jamie was overwhelmed with the loving reception he received, it was love from these wonderful people that permeated the air as he shook hands and received hugs from everyone there. By the time they arrived at the Meadows it was after nine and Jamie's fatigue was showing after his nearly twenty six hour non-stop flight from Saudi Arabia, via France, New York and to Grand Rapids. Brad and Jason took him to their apartment and asked if there was anything they could get for him. Laughing Jamie said, what would feel great is a long soak in a hot tub. Brad said, "we just happen to have one of those handy if you don't mind sharing it with some of the other men who live here". "You're kidding me, you have a hot tub here?" "That we do, with all kinds of therapeutic jets to relax your sore and weary muscles". "Lead me to it guys, although I'm not sure where or even if I have a swim suit to wear if that's needed". "None needed, it's just us guys and I don't think there's ever been a swimsuit in the Jacuzzi". Brad led the way, as they entered the area where the Jacuzzi was they found at least eight other guys soaking, relaxing, and a bit of frolicking going on here and there. The only person who seemed nervous was Jason who whispered to Brad that this might not be a good idea with Jamie being straight. Brad whispered back, "let's just go with the flow and see how it all works out, stop worrying, if Jamie doesn't want anything to happen it won't happen, these guys won't cross any lines". Jamie was the first to lose his clothes and what a figure he cut standing there naked with a build that could easily have made it big in the male modeling business. Some of the guys had met Jamie at David's when the helicopter came in, the others soon introduced themselves as Jamie, Brad, and Jason eased into the hundred and one degree water. Frank showed Jamie how the jets works as Brad demonstrated them to Jason, soon everyone was relaxing and laughing at each others stories, Jason even managed to relax as he noticed Jamie enjoying himself in complete comfort with the other guys. Within a few minutes Jamie scooted over next to Brad and Jason telling them how wonderful this was, "it's just what I needed to get some of the knots out of my muscles". Jamie kissed his brother on the cheek, saying how good it was to be with him, Jason smiled and said, "man I have missed you so much". Jack came over and started to massage Jamie's legs starting with his calves, Jamie leaned his head back against Jason's shoulder and moaned as Jack worked his legs. Kentucky was sitting on Tony's lap facing him stealing kisses as he massaged Tony's shoulder muscles, Brad notice Jason was starting to tense up and leaned over and gave him a passionate kiss which did the trick putting him at ease, "relax Jason, your brother is really enjoying himself". Leaning over Jason, Brad kissed Jamie on the lips as Jason's eyes bugged out, Jamie looked at Jason and winked as he kissed Brad back. Brad licked Jason's nose and lips before whispering in his ear, "are you starting to get the picture?" Jason was still sitting with his mouth open in shock as Jack, who's not known for his shyness took Jamie's very hard and very large cock down his throat as Jamie raise his pelvis up so Jack could get more of it in his mouth without putting his face in the hot water. Jason turned to Brad, "I never had any idea Jamie liked to be with men". "Jason I don't think he has been with other men before now, what you don't realize is, you're the man he's wanted to be with". "Jason, Jamie's in love with you". Jamie still had his head resting on Jason's shoulder leaning against him as Jack continued to use his throat muscles to massage his cock to the point of climax. Jack looked up at Brad and motioned with his eyes toward Jason, Brad kissed Jason's cheek as he whispered for him to kiss his brother. Jason looked doubtful but did as Brad suggested and kissed Jamie just as he shot his load down Jacks waiting throat. Jamie reached over and grasp Jason's cock in his hand as he sucked Jason's tongue into his mouth for a wonderfully passionate kiss, mumbling Jason's name as he did. Something he's been longing to do for since Jason turned fifteen. Follow his climax Jamie's exhaustion took over as he drifted into an almost immediate sleep with Jason and Brad catching him under the arms before he slid complete beneath the water. Jack and Frank helped them dry Jamie and wrap a towel around him so they could get him back to their apartment. Jason still looking shocked at what just took place with his brother, asked Brad if they should put Jamie in the extra bedroom. Jamie in his near sleep state mumbled, "I want to sleep with you guys". Brad looked up at Jason and said, "let's put him in our bed, we'll put him in the middle so he can't fall out when he falls into a deeper sleep state". "Why do you think he might fall out of bed Brad?" Jason he's been though an almost sleepless forty-eight hours, there's likely to be some fall out from his stay in Prison when he reaches his dream state". As it turned out Brad had hit the nail on the head, Jamie started to talk in his sleep as he tossed and thrashed about. He'd call out Jason's name and start to cry, screaming don't hurt my brother, please don't hurt my brother, before falling back into a temporarily more restful sleep. Jason looked at Brad with tear filled eyes, "My God Brad he thought they were hurting me, what must they have done to him if he was worried about me". "Jason we'll need to help Jamie through this, he'll need to be able to talk about what happened to him so his emotional health will return". "He has a good start by openly confronting his love for you tonight". "I suggest when he wakes up tomorrow, that you continue showing him love to avoid any doubts in Jamie's mind that he's made a mistake in confessing his feelings for you". "Brad, I'm in love with you, I do love Jamie, but I don't want to lose you, I'm feeling pretty confused about all of this myself". "Jason you're not going to lose me, I'm in love with you too, so feel secure in knowing that, we'll just have to take this one step and one day at a time, it'll all work itself out, trust me on this one". "Jamie is right where he needs to be and right now he needs to be with us where he knows he's safe and loved". "You're amazing Brad, I'm so lucky you accidentally ran into me the other day". "There are no accidents Jason, what's happening is what is supposed to happen in our lives, it's all the way it was meant to be". "You and I aren't going to get much sleep tonight, I'm going to put on a pot of coffee while you watch Jamie and make sure he doesn't hurt himself, if his dreams become too terrifying we'll wake him letting him know he's here with us so he can go back to sleep knowing he's safe". The night turned out to be harder on Jason as he heard his brother's screams and cries throughout the night as Jamie replayed his captivity in the Saudi Prison. Just before noon it appeared Jamie was starting to wake from a long and torturous sleep, Brad and Jason slipped back in on each side of him. Jason slipped his arm over Jamie's chest and snuggled up as Brad did much the same on his other side. As Jamie slowly worked his way from his sleep state, he opened his eyes to find two very handsome men snuggled close. Turning, he kissed Jason on the forehead and then did the same to Brad, both Brad and Jason yawned and kissed Jamie on his cheeks pretending to just awaken. Their pretense appeared to have worked as Jamie stretched and put his arms around both men and pulled them in for a group kiss. "I think I could get used to this real easy". Brad and Jason both laughed and added they thought they could too. Pulling on his loose fitting workout pants, Brad said he'd just make coffee and cinnamon toast, since it was so close to lunch time. Jason jumped into his jeans and headed to the bathroom as Jamie looked around, not finding his clothing he went into the other bedroom and put on a new pair of briefs he bought in France on his way here. He suddenly felt remorse for pushing himself into his brother's and Brad's relationship hoping he hadn't messing things up for Jason, it was obvious he was in love with Brad. He remembered telling Jason he loved him, but did he say he was in love with him, maybe he could back out of this arrangement without having done any damage to his brother's relationship with Brad. Walking into the kitchen he found Brad and Jason in a passionate kiss, turning to leave, Brad said, "where you headed so fast?" Looking embarrassed Jamie said, "I didn't want to interrupt you too". Brad could see the wheels of doubt turning in Jamie's head as he said, "come here you", and gave Jamie the same breath taking passionate kiss he'd just given Jason. Looking surprised Jamie asked, "what brought that on?" Jason standing behind him put his arms around his brother and kissed his neck, "love is what brought that on Jamie". "Look guys I shouldn't have slept with you last night it was wrong for me to push myself into your relationship". Brad looked Jamie in the eye as he asked, "don't you love Jason?" "Of course I love Jason, why'd you ask?" "No Jamie aren't you in love with Jason, and think before you answer, and then answer honestly". Jamie sat down at the table before answering, "Brad I've been in love with Jason ever since he turned fifteen". "Jamie why didn't you ever say anything to me?" "You were too young at the time, and I was confused by the feelings I was having for you, then when you turned eighteen and came out to dad, and I saw the look on his face, I knew I'd have to keep my secret if I was going to protect you". "Jamie you always put me first I feel so bad that I didn't pick up on your feelings, you must know I love you". "Of course I know that Jason, and I was going to tell you how I felt, that's why I came here to be with you instead of going to Dallas". "When I arrived and saw you with this handsome man of yours, I was jealous and envious at the same time, Jason I won't come between you and Brad, I'd never forgive myself". With a smile on his face Brad said, "Jamie has it occurred to you that Jason and I might like you to cum between us?" Jason caught the double entendre and started laughing. Jamie looked more confused than ever as he asked, "are you two crazy or something?" "Let me ask you something Jamie, "you have already said you're in love with Jason do you also have feelings for me and again, please give us an honest answer?" Looking at Jason, Jamie said, "yes I was attracted to you immediately when I saw you with Jason at the airport". "Jamie the attraction was mutual even though I'm very much in love with Jason". "What Jason and I are trying to tell you is that there isn't any need to concern yourself with coming between the two of us when the attraction we all feel is among all three of us". "The love that we all feel is shared among the three of us, if you leave than there'll be a part of our love triangle that's missing". "Jamie in order for us to be complete we need you to be a part of who we are, you're the piece that makes us complete". Jamie sat for a long time pondering what Brad had said before speaking. "You two want me to be a part your love". Jason said, "you've almost got Jamie but what you're missing is that we love each other, each of us love you, as you love each of us, we are a set of three". "It's not a matter of Brad and I loving each other and accepting you into that love, it's a matter of all of us being in love with each other". Brad added, "if anyone of us goes missing then the remaining two would feel lost and incomplete, Jamie if you're not with us then we are incomplete, something is missing". The love that connects the three of us make you part of who we are". "Jamie, let me ask you this, "if you leave Jason and I to return to Dallas how will you feel, and again we're asking you to be completely honest with yourself". I'd feel lost and lonely, I'd always be thinking about you guys wishing I was with you". "Jamie that's exactly how Jason and I will feel if you're not with us, now do you understand where we're coming from?" Laughing and crying at the same time Jamie pulled Brad and Jason into his arms, yes I know exactly what you're saying, it took a while to wrap my mind around it, but yes I understand, we're connected in such a way because of our love that we really need to be with each other". Brad and Jason gave each other a high five as Jason blew his brother a kiss and said, "by Jove I do believe he's got it Watson". Laughing Jamie hugged his brother and said, "you always were a smart ass, but I love you anyway". Author's note: Love really is what makes life worth living, never be ashamed of it, or shy away from it, love is love, is love, don't waste a moment of you life with out it, when you have it, share it. Jason Gardham