Date: Tue, 24 Apr 2007 17:18:59 +0000
From: smkauf01@gmail.com
Subject: "The Way it Began-Part III"

Hi everyone - After the overwhelming response from part 2 -
I wrote part III a lot sooner than I had expected. - I'm so
glad you all enjoyed it.  Again any new comers, this is a
completely true story.  And I welcome any comments or
questions, just email me at smkauf01@gmail.com


     After that initial week, my head was spinning with so
many things of what the future would hold for me-for us.  My
mom and siblings finally came back from their vacation and
unfortunately sleeping in dad's bed and arms had to stop,
but that one last night before they came back-he made it so
special. After taking me to my favorite restaurant, we drove
up to the house, and as we were walking up to the front
door, he caught me off guard and picked me up and carried me
into the house and into the bedroom and slowly but
passionately, kissed for what seemed ages-he has such an
incredible tongue, that explored every inch of my mouth, and
as I tried to fight back with mine, I was really no match
for it, but it didn't really matter-finally our lips parted,
and he whispered into my ear that he loved me. We started to
undress each other one piece of clothing at a time, our
shirts, pants, underwear, and climbed into bed together skin
on skin like we had done for the past week, as we layed in
each others arms, I ran my hands through his thick rug of
chest hair, and gently sucked and nibbled on his nipples
getting that moan out of him, that I loved to hear so much,
I finally pushed him over onto his back and layed down on
top of his chest, and became face to face, eye to eye with
him, and looked into his eyes as he looked back into mine
that stare of lust and desire, and I leaned in to kiss him,
he caught me and rolled me back over whispered into my ear
"gotcha" and began his tongue trail from my neck down my
chest over each nipple stopping to suck each one for a
minute or two, and then continuing his journey downward, he
reached my pubes, took a deep breath in and then blew a hot
breath on them that sent a shiver thru my spine.
     He slowly licked around the base of my cock down over
my balls sucked one in let it out and then the second, let
it out and then both at the same time. He licked and sucked
and soaked them, let them fall out and went down to my ass.
Spread my legs and cheeks licked up and down lightly over my
hole..then straight back up over my balls the base of my
cock, up the shaft over the head pushing into the slit and
then down the top and back up sucking in each inch of me
until he hit the base and had me completely inside his
throat as he started to slowly suck up and down..his suction
and intensity of his tongue was incredible he brought me to
the edge I cant tell you how many times..until I got to the
point that if he didn't pull off I was going to shoot..and I
didn't want to do it yet..and begged him to stop but he just
sucked harder and faster..and I hit that point let out a
loud moan, and shot jets and jets of cum into his mouth..he
swallowed every drop-or so I thought he finally let me slip
out and came up to my face with that devilish grin and
leaned in and kissed me and pushed his tongue in with a load
of my cum on it. And before he ever had a chance I grabbed
his cock began to stroke and slid down the bed and wasted no
time and sucked him in straight down to the base and began
my sucking assault on him sucked as hard as I could until he
pulled out pushed me back, spread my ass, dove in and tongue
fucked me for a while and then without warning came up to
kiss me pushed his cock straight into my hole and got the
loudest moan out of me he went slowly kissing me at the same
time made love to me and then I pushed him off my mouth for
a minute wrapped my legs around his ass and said "fuck me"
and that was the only order he needed and he became the
animal that I knew he had in him.  He slammed my ass harder
and harder the best id felt all week grunting and moaning
and my begging for more..until I felt is body tighten and go
rigid..speed up even faster..and with that last slam
exploded in me..shooting so deep in me felt every single jet
as he collapsed on top of me, our sweaty bodies entangled
with each other, I leaved over and kissed him said "I love
you" and fell asleep in his arms.

     As we knew at the beginning of the week, the week would
come to an end and everyone would return, and that Sunday
they did, and that week of bliss ended.  That night that I
finally had to go back to my room and my own bed, was so
difficult-I had gotten so used to sleeping next to him and
in his arms, that I felt so lonely without him, and during
the day not having him all to myself drove me nuts.  One
thing I've never said before in my life was that I was glad
that school started again, and my mind had to be returned to
something else other than my father.

     As the year went on, things got busy for our family and
things just got crazy and dad and I never had any time alone
together, he was always running one place with work or with
my siblings or my mom, and on the times that he was home, I
was one place or another, and we just never got the
opportunity to be together on our own, finally in June we
got our 2 days away, it was only 48 hours but it was the
first 48 hours that we've had in 6 months. I Cherished every
minute of it, and loved every second. And the same went on
for the rest of the year, I got my occasional kiss, and my
special hug, But the longer this went on for almost 2 years
-we had our moments- few and far between, a painful
realization came about that my fantasy of having my father
all to myself was really just a fantasy.  And truth be told
I was a horny teenager, and I felt so guilty from even
having the desire to have sex with other guys-as if  I would
be cheating on my father.
     By the time u turned 17 I cringed every time I saw him
touch my mother-I had become so jealous of her and the fact
that she took time away from me with him-For whatever reason
it didn't bother me so much with my siblings, I guess
because the relationship between them was different, and the
time he spent with them was really fair. But the issue with
my mother, that in itself became more difficult as well, I
had always been very close with her as well-I suppose maybe
its the first born syndrome? not sure what you'd call it,
however as I grew older, I was so jealous that it got to a
point of anger that she got to be with him and I didn't, and
our little weekends together were really not enough anymore-
don't get me wrong I cherished every single second of it-but
each time I wanted more and more- Now mind you, I never said
a word to him about this, it went back to where I was afraid
that id ruin everything, so I kept it inside until I turned
18.
     So the weekend of my 18th birthday, dad and I took our
annual trip, but
this year was a little different, instead of the weekend, we
went for a week to anguila, and rented a little cottage on
the beach, completely secluded from the world-and I knew on
the outside it was because it was my 18th birthday and also
since I had gotten into the 3 colleges I applied to-and it
was a matter of making a decision. But given how well he and
I can read each other, I knew there was something else to
this as well. But as he made love to me and the clock hit
midnight on the 26th he climaxed in me just as he had for
the past 4 years, we lay in bed next to each other
completely spent, he held me in his arms and kissed me on
the head and said "so talk to me."
     And I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine and
he said to me "I'm so so sorry" and I asked him for what and
he said "I know this didn't work out the way we planned 4
years ago, I promised you that we'd fit our weekends in and
spend as much with each other as possible, and other than a
few weekends and a couple of days here and there, we've had
nothing-and that's not fair to you, you deserve so much
more, someone who can devote everything to do-don't get me
wrong,  I love you more than anything in the world, but this
isn't fair to you"  and once again my tears started to role
and I said to him that I love you too. And he said "I know,
but its not fair for you to be alone, I have your mother-and
I've got you-and as much as I've tried to put myself in 2
places we both know its not working, and I don't want you to
be alone-you could have any man in the world-and trust me I
know they want you"
     So I asked him, what is it that you are trying to tell
me-what do we do here, I really don't want anyone but you,
and he responded and I want you to have exactly that but I
cant give it to you-I wish with all my heart I could, but we
know its not possible-you and I both know it.  And he said
to me "is this the end of you and me?  I hope not, but I
don't want you to hold your life up waiting for me, because
there's no guarantee that will happen."  At that point all I
could do was cry-I knew he was right but to hear it out loud
hurt.  He held me by my chin and looked into my eyes and
told me again that he loves me more than anyone in the
world, and if he could he give himself to me in a heart
beat.  "I want nothing more in the world than for you to be
happy, and if its not me who can do it, there is someone
else who can-don't deny yourself that-go out and get it"
     I had absolutely no intentions of going far away for
college, I had always
said that I wanted to stay as close as possible, I just
never wanted to be far from him-and I realized at that point
that this had become an obsession. I had been accepted to
NYU, Stanford, and Boston U, and I had every intention of
going to NYU, it was 10 minutes from his office, 45 min from
the house. It was perfect, and yet it was painful. We looked
at each other, and nodded to each other-with the
understanding of what had to happen.    I hated it, hated it
so much but I knew he was right, and and every time I tried
to fight him on it, he just put his hand to my mouth and
closed it. And from that my college decision was made-out to
California.
      And we cried in each others arms, for a long time
before falling asleep.  But it was at that point that new
chapter in my life began.

Once again, thanks so much for reading and allowing me to
share a part of my life with those who can understand what
its like to be in a true family relationship.  Any questions
or comments please email me at smkauf01@gmail.com  I'll
respond to them as soon as I can.