Date: Tue, 24 Jul 2012 22:45:52 +0000
From: ryanstories@yahoo.com
Subject: Time can heal ch 5

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As the first December sun rays beamed through the clouds, Keagan was awaken
by its brothers and sisters. He stretched out his lanky arms and looked
around the room sadly. His father had to still be in his room. Keagan,
every now and then, had to remind himself that Brian and his father was one
and the same person and things could get complicated if he acted on the
strong feelings he still had for teenage Brian. His cock was rock hard and
creating a strong tent in his trousers. He closed his eyes and thought back
at his teenage dad's rock hard abs, his feelings of his muscular arms as he
stroked the perfection within them and then finally, that passionate kiss
which they shared after they confessed they loved eachother. To be honest,
Keagan had never been more fucked and confused than right now. He was in
love with his FATHER for fuck sakes! Who does shit like that?? He rolled
over and tried to will his erection to go down but the more he tried, the
less he suceeded. He simply could not get over the fact that he would never
see teenage Brian ever again.

Suddenly the door open and a movement that someone had entered the room. He
quickly turned around and saw Seth creeping in top toes towards the bed
until he saw that Keagan had seen him.

"Hey?I thought you were still asleep," Seth said, stating the obvious.

"I haven't been awake for long. Wanna join me?" Keagan asked, horny as fuck
right now.

"You know it," Seth said before pulling open the duvet and climbing into
bed with Keagan, supporting himsef on his left arm, looking down at the
beautiful teen boy which just so happened to be his cousin, but he didn't
wanna think about their relation just now.

"Keagan?where the hell were you these past couple of days? Fuck dude, I was
sick with worry. I thought you drowned, you motherfucker," Seth whispered,
the tears forming at the back of his eyes, unable to keep them in
check. Keagan reached out to Seth and pulled him down to they were eye
level. He whisked his hand over the back of Seth's hair, after which he
caressed Seth's face.

"Oh dude, I wish I could tell you?but I can't. Don't worry, it wasn't a
dodgy scene or anything, but I just cannot tell you right now. But I was
well taken care of?" Keagan said, whispering back, noticing the sheer love
with Seth's eyes. The latter leaned forward and placed his arms totally
around Keagan.

"I thought I lost you again?" he whispered once more, unable to complete
his sentence. "I love you, dude. I love you so much. Fuck the fact we're
cousins. I wanna spend the rest of my life with you, Keagan."

Seth leaned down and placed his head on Keagan's hard teen chest, the
latter holding his body fully on top of his own. Keagan remained quiet. He
knew that Seth was expecting him to say something the same in the line of
what he just confessed, but Keagan couldn't. It was there and then that he
finally was able to choose. God knows, he loved Seth?but there was someone
else who had captured his heart. Together they fell asleep, each with their
own thoughts.

About an hour later, Keagan had woken up and saw that Seth was gone. He
could smell the flavour of bacon and eggs going on downstairs and
immediately that gave him the strength to finally get up and face the
day. He was still a bit jittery in facing his dad, knowing how he felt
about his father's teenage version, but he had to put that behind him right
now. As Keagan entered the kitchen he saw Michael aswell. Great?as if my
day couldn't get any worse, he thought.

"Morning Keagan," Michael said, before taking a bite out of a piece of
toast.

"Uhm yeah?morning," Keagan answered back before his dad placed a steaming
cup of coffee before him.

"Thanks Dad, " Keagan said, nervously looking upwards at his father.

"Pleasure son," Brian said, before lovingly ruffling Keagan's hair. He
caught the glaring eye of Michael, but his uncle never said anything.

"Well, we got two more days booked here at the resort, we may aswell enjoy
them," Brian said as he sat down and started to munch on his bacon and
cheese omelette. Keagan nodded while Seth stood up for some more coffee.

"I wanted to try out the kite surfing ever since we got here, but with
Keagan going missing?oops?put my foot in it, didn't I?" poor Seth said, his
face turning red.

"We're so over that, dude! Tell you what, I'll go with you this
afternoon. We'll have a blast, I promise!" Keagan said enthusiastically and
held out his held to high five Seth, which the latter did.

"Im glad the two of you seemed to sort out your issues. When we got here,
the two of you bluntly ignored the other," Brian said, smiling as he did
so.

"Oh you know who teenage boys are, bro! How many times didn't you and I
disagree on things?" Michael asked, patting his brother on the back.

"Yeah but in the end, you were all I had after Mom and Dad passed away,"
Brian said, returning the pat to Michael. Keagan wished he had stayed in
1992 just for a little while longer, to see just where and how the
relationship between the two Henderson brothers went from super bad to what
it was today, because the teenage Brian and Michael seemed to fight ALL the
time.

After breakfast, Keagan and Seth went down to the resort's indoor swimming
pool, and Michael went about his own way. Brian got dressed and once more
his eyes fell on his Bible on his nightstand. He closed his eyes as he
thought back to the person who he loved more than any other?still to this
day. He couldn't quite remember just how his Keagan looked or how his
facial features was, afterall it was thirty years ago that he last saw him,
but he knew that for some reason, his son, Keagan, reminded him a lot of
him. Both had the same outlook on life, their ways of doing things, talking
etc. If he didn't know better he would have thought that his son was the
reincarnation of the Keagan that he knew in 1992! Brian smiled to himself
as he knew how silly that idea had just sounded. After reading that letter
that Keagan had left him, Brian didn't think twice about getting it
together with Janette. He wanted to prove to people that he wasn't
gay. Because God knows, if being in love with Keagan so much that it made
his teeth hurt, meant he was gay, then he probably was. He and Janette
became a couple and in their second year at University, she became pregnant
with Keagan. When Brian heard that the baby was a boy, he immediately
begged with Janette to call the baby Keagan. This way, he would always
remember the boy who would forever have his heart.

Brian had tried to look Keagan up on Facebook and even Twitter but then he
remembered that he never got Keagan's last name and therefore it was like
searching for a needle in a fucking hay stack.

"Oh Keagan?why did you have you leave me, my friend? God, I love you still
so much?" he sighed as he placed the Bible back onto the nightstand. He put
on his swimming trunks underneath his shorts and headed for the pool. In
two days or so they would be heading home. He was going enjoy their time
they still had here no matter what.

Late that afternoon, in which Keagan and Seth had both burned themselves
tomato red in the hot South African sun whilst kite surfing, waterskating,
swimming and just goofing around the whole day, they each were munching
away at supper, so fucking hungry they were after the day's antics. It was
when Michael offered to make hot chocolate for them that Keagan noticed his
dad had been gone for a conciderable amount of time.

"Im gonna look for my dad, be back soon," he told Seth, while getting up.

"Don't be gone too long, okay? I miss your sexy ass already," Seth
whispered, winking at Keagan, who smiled slyly in turn.

"You get your own sexy ass in bed with me later, and I'll show you what's
"long"," Keagan whispered back, giving Seth a quick kiss, before walking
back into the villa. Seth just leaned back in his chair and stared upwards
at the night's sky. Keagan walked to the livingroon, but there was no sign
of his dad there. Also not in the bathroom or the balcony. That left one
other place, his bedroom. As Keagan entered, he could swear he heard some
soft sobbing. He quickly ran towards his father when he saw him with his
head in his hands, with a piece of paper lying next to him.

"Dad, jeez Dad, what's wrong? Are you hurt somewhere?" Keagan asked
franctially, placing both his arms around the shaking body of his
father. It took a little while for Brian to answer.

"Yeah Son, I'm?I'll be fine. Just some emotional shit from my past. Don't
worry, okay? I'll be back outside just now."

It was then that Keagan's eye caught the piece of paper beside his
father. He suddenly had a weird and somewhat fucked suspicion that he knew
exactly what it was. He picked it up and opened the fragile piece of
parchment. He just had enough time to confirm his suspicion before his
father snatched it from his fingers.

"Don't you EVER touch anything of my personal stuff again, Keagan! You hear
me?" Brian screamed at his son, who was left stunned at the outburst, but
also at what he had just seen.

"Dad, that was a letter from?"

"A letter that has NOTHING to do with you! Now get the hell out of here!"
Brian yelled as he literally pushed Keagan out of his room. When the latter
was outside, Brian fell against the doorframe, his body sliding downwards
slowly, the tears streaming down his eyes. Why did Keagan have to leave him
30 years ago? Why couldn't he have given them a chance! It wouldn't have
been easy, but they would have tried to make it work!

Keagan walked silently towards the kitchen where it was a little cooler
than outside. He totally forgot that Michael was in there, making the hot
chocolate.

"What's wrong? What have you done this time?" Michael asked as he saw
Keagan's white as snow face.

"The?the letter?"

"What letter?

"The letter you made me write to him?"

Michael's eyes flashed at Keagan, before gently putting the tray of hot
chocolate down, moving closely towards Keagan.

"What about that letter?" he asked quietly.

"I just saw my dad in his room crying. He was fucking shaking. There was a
piece of paper next to him. I looked at it and it was that letter I wrote
to him in 1992. When he saw me reading it, he chased me out," Keagan said,
his voice having no emotion whatsoever.

"FUCK?this is a bad situation?why the fuck was it nessasary to write that
note in the first place, you stupid little homo? You KNEW he was your dad,
but no! You had to plant your sick faggot hormones onto MY brother!"
Michael quietly spat out, looking at Keagan with the utter disgust that was
raging inside of him.

Keagan slowly looked up to where Michael was before he answered.

"You cannot chose who you fall in love with."

"Well, I will put a stop to this once and for all. Im going back to 1992
tomorrow and stop you from ever meeting your teenage father. Then all this
will be solved. And if I so much as suspect you of trying to stop me?" he
said as he took the tray and walked to the outside patio. Keagan just kept
on sitting at the kitchen table, his eyes unable to focus on anything. His
brain was telling him the terrible truth over and over. There was only one
reason why his dad would keep that letter for 30 years. He was still in
love with him. With the "Keagan" he met in 1992, not knowing it was his
future son.

Keagan had just finished brushing his teeth when he heard his bedroom door
open. Thinking that it was probably Seth, he took off his shirt and walked
into the room. It wasn't Seth?it was his dad.

"Hey Dad?feeling better?" he asked nervously.

"Yes Son, I am. Come on, sit down. I wanna tell you something. Something
that not even Uncle Michael knows. Close the door, will you?"

Keagan did as he was told before joining his father on the bed. He made
sure that there was quite a distance between them. He could see dark
circles underneath his dad's eyes. Before he could stop himself, he placed
his left arm around his father's neck.

"What do you wanna tell me?" Keagan whispered.

Brian took a huge breath before he looked back at his son.

"My God?you look just like him?Anyway, what I'm about to tell you?you may
think less of me afterwards, you may even hate me, but I cannot stay quiet
about this any longer. I have to tell someone, otherwise this is gonna eat
me up. Keagan, when I was your age, sixteen, I met a boy. He ran smack bang
into me one afternoon when it was raining and hurt his head, so I took him
home to my parents's house, which was not far from here. He had been living
on the streets for a while, and your grandparents agreed that we took him
in. Me and him were close right from the off, we did everything together,
worked in the fish factory, chatted, swam, talked about girls etc. Then one
night?and this is where you gotta forgive me, Keagan?one night I was on a
date with your mom. Our first date to be precise. Now like I say me and
this boy had grown very close since he moved in with us. I was so excited
about my date with Janette, your mom. To be honest, I wanted to make love
to her so badly before that, sorry for the too much info, but as we got
into things that night, I found myself not wanting to be with her. Keagan?I
couldn't stop thinking about the boy?my friend that was at home. I saw him
in my mind's eye all night. So much so, that I told Janette I had a
headache and wasn't in the mood. Looking back now, I was crazy. I was
sixteen, and your mom was a beautiful girl. Any guy would have?well you
know. Then suddenly it hit me. Fuck?Keagan?I was so in love with this boy!
It was true, pure, and honest love, but ofcourse, that kinda stuff was
forbidden in those days. You can think of me what you want, Son, but I
just?I HAD to talk to someone about this. I can't to Michael, he's so
homophobic he would never understand. Son?why aren't you saying anything?"

Keagan's eyes was closed as he relived that morning after Brian's date with
Janette?he KNEW something happened, but Brian wouldn't tell him! Now that
he knew what it was?he simply looked at his father, trying very hard to
keep the tears out of his eyes.

"Go on, Dad."

"Wait, what? You're not freaked out?" Brian asked, his eyes wide.

"Dad, I said please go on!" Keagan demanded. With a strange look in his
eye, Brian nervously did just that.

"Well?one night I found the boy outside the house. He was looking at the
stars, said he couldn't sleep. I decided there and then that I had had
enough. I told him exactly how I felt about him. As God would have it, he
told me he felt the same! Oh Keagan, apart from you being born, I have
never felt more happy than that night. We loved eachother, we spent the
night in eachother's arms. I felt complete?Keagan why the heck are you
crying?"

"Nothing?uhm?just sounds like you were so happy with this dude," Keagan
lied, wiping his tears.

"Oh gosh yes?no disrespect to you mom, I loved her and without her I would
never have had you. But the next day when I woke up, he was gone. I thought
he was around the house somewhere or had gone for a walk, so I took some of
my pocket money and brought us some breakfast. When I returned home, there
was a letter on my bed. A letter that he had left me."

"Let me guess, Dad?he broke it off?" Keagan said, his voice hoarse.

"How did you guess?" Brian asked.

"Uhm?why else would there have been a letter?" Keagan quickly recovered.

"Yeah, well you're right. He told me that he couldn't do this any longer,
that he was leaving, and hoped I would be happy with a girl
someday. Keagan, I'm telling you this, so one day you don't make the same
mistake I did. I know you're not gay, ofcourse, but anyhow?if there is ever
a girl you have strong feelings for?don't wait until the last minute to
tell them! Believe me, you don't wanna spend 30 years wondering where the
love of your life is."

I'm here! I'm right here! Keagan wanted to scream. He could see the hurt in
his dad's eyes. He pulled his dad closer to him and both of them sat on the
bed in eachother's arms. Keagan was holding his beloved Brian yet again?and
Brian's didn't know this, but he was holding his beloved Keagan in his arms
once more.

***

At two a clock in the morning on the Saldanha beach, everything was quiet,
as only the waves of the ocean could be heard in their gentle swaying
movements. It was then that a light appeared from the resort and a kid
carrying a torchlight was running down towards the shore as fast as his
legs would carry him. He dumped the torch onto the soft sand as he reached
the water and dived into the ocean.

"FUCK!!!" he yelled as he felt the freezing night water around him, and it
took him a few more seconds to get used to the temperature. When he got the
feeling back into his limbs, he started to swim deeper and deeper into the
ocean with all his might. Every now and then he would turn around and check
if he could still he the church tower, and then he carried on swimming. At
last after ten or so minutes of his muscles aching, he stopped, and turned
his body towards the shore. He could not even make out the light of the
torch he had left on the sand. It was sheer darkness around him, so he
couldn't make out if the church tower was still visable. He turned around
and swam a little more further into the freezing water. Suddenly a bright
light flashed past him. He sighed with relief. He knew it had worked. He
had done it. The loud clap of thunder didn't even bother him, as he knew he
wouldn't be struck by it. Another bolt of lightning yet again blasted over
the sea and then everything was quiet.

***

Sixteen year old Brian Henderson was having the third nightmare in as many
nights. He tossed and turned around in his bed as he was dreaming, with
each section of vision he was shown even more frightning than the
other. The door of his bedroom opened slightly. The noise however was
enough to wake Brian up. He sat upright in his bed, trying to process the
terrifying nightmare he had just endured, when he saw a shadow at his
door. He flung himself at his dresser and switched on the bedlight.

"Who the hell are?" the words just simply died inside his mouth. The person
to which the shadow belonged to came closer, even more, it reached out and
placed its hand on Brian's shoulder.

"You came back," Brian said, finally getting his voice back.

"I was miserable without you. I love you so much. I don't want to ever be
without you?"

And with that Keagan threw himself at his teenage father, their arms going
around the other, caressing of body parts, licking, kissing and slight
groaning could be heard in the bedroom. Keagan buried his face in his teen
father's neck. Whispering over and over how much he loved him. Brian looked
upwards to the ceiling and said a quick thank you prayer to the Big Man
upstairs. He was so glad that Keagan came back. He kissed the boy he loved
on his forehead and held him tightly against his chest.

"I'm never letting you go again. You hear me? I love you," he whispered to
Keagan before closing his eyes.

"Not as much as I love you?" Keagan sobbed, holding Brian, feeling his
skin, rubbing his abs underneath his shirt. He was finally back where he
belonged.

***

Seth was out of breath as he came back towards the villa from his morning
run. He was hungry as fuck but he had to shower first before he did
that. When Keagan insisted last night that Seth go to his room after they
cuddled for a while, he was slightly confused. He was hoping they could
have a repeat performance of what happened last December?LOL. As he entered
the shower, he felt that the water was still somewhat cold, and he allowed
it to flow for a while. He went into his room and immediately saw the
envelope on his desk, that wasn't there when he went to sleep.

"What the fuck?" he muttered as he reached for the envelope and opened
it. Inside was a letter, which looked like Keagan's handwriting. The more
he read of the letter, the more frowns developed on his forehead.

"Seth

I'm sorry, but I've decided to go away again. If you really wanna know
where I am, ask your father. And tell him if he dares come after me, I'll
do anything in my power to make him suffer in his FUTURE. I'm sorry that I
cannot love you the way you love me. You deserve someone who can fully give
their heart to you, which I can't.

Love always,

Keagan"



It was then that Seth heard the front door open and close. As he went down
to the kitchen he saw that it was indeed his father. He quickly took a pair
of scizors and cut of the last part of the letter before entering the
kitchen himself.

"Dad, what's the meaning of this?" he asked coldly, stuffing the letter
into Michael's face.

"Wait a minute, Seth, what are you talking about?" Michael asked, before he
picked up the letter and started to read it. Seth saw his father's face
turning bright red of anger.

"When did you find this?" Michael asked through clenched teeth, his hand
shaking.

"Only this morning."

"Fuck that damn kid!" Michael screamed, slamming the table with his fists.

"Dad?"

"You wanna know the meaning of this? You really wanna know? Then I'll
fucking show you! I'll show you how fucking sick and deranged that cousin
of yours is!" Michael yelled and grabbed Seth, pulling him outside.

"Dad, I don't understand! Where are you taking me, where's Keagan?" he
screamed.

"Lets go down for a long swim in the ocean?all your questions will be
answered there?" Michael said with a sly, evil smile on his face.



Has Keagan made a major mistake in going back to 1992 to be with teenage
Brian? And how will Seth react with he ends up in 1992 and finds out who
Keagan really has feelings for? FIND OUT NEXT TIME!!

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