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So Uncle Steven and Aunt Yvonne was going to have a baby. A child. I was happy for them. Oh, fuck off! That was honestly the best news any person could ever get, but I was wishing that everything would go away.

Almost two weeks after the anouncement of the coming baby, Uncle Steven and suprisingly Aunt Yvonne came to visit us. As soon as I saw him I went into the bathroom and puked my guts out. I was hurting so bad inside that I went to one of my friends to get away. I couldn't care less whether or not my father was looking for me; I couldn't be in that house with my uncle and his bitch of a wife. I still remembered what he had told me four years ago. That Aunt Yvonne didn't want to have kids! Now what the fuck was this? For heaven's sake, there was only one fucking way to making a baby! I thought he said he loved me! Me! When I eventually came home I went straight to bed. I dreamt the most terrible stuff. That I was the one expecting my uncle's baby, and that he and I were making passionate love. I loved him so much, but he belonged to someone else. Someone who didn't deserve him.

Over the few months until the baby would be born I pretty much went from on top of the world, to nothing. I was drunk more times than I cared to remember and I more often than not ignored my father, who was at his wits end. I started to have sex with random people. Girl after girl, and even some of the guys on the soccer team. I fucked each of them so fucking hard to try and forget about the one person that I wanted to make love to more than anything.

Then, finally, the dreaded call came. Aunt Yvonne gave birth to a baby girl. They called her Sheena. My father and I drove down to the West Coast to see the newest member of the family. I was dreading this moment ever since I heard that Sheena was on the way. As I stepped into the bedroom, the first thing I saw was this...small angelic creature that was sleeping in my uncle's arms. A rush of emotions suddenly overwhelmed me and I felt the tears streaming down my face. How could I ever have thought that I could hate this little bundle that gave my uncle such joy! I looked into Uncle Steven's eyes as they stared into mine. There was a message in those eyes. I didn't know what he wanted to tell me.

That night I was getting ready for bed. As I layed down I looked around the room that I had always slept in when I visited my grandparents. Another flow of tears came over me, what the hell was wrong with me; I never used to cry this easily! I decided to have a drink of milk to help me sleep. As I stepped into the kitchen, my uncle was sitting there with a cup of coffee.

"Hey buddy. What are you doing up so late?"

I shrugged.

"Couldn't sleep. I wanted to get something to drink. Is Sheena sleeping?"

"Yes, she's in dreamland. She has your eyes, you know."

I got my milk and made my way back to my bedroom.

"Daniel! Come here."

Reluctantly I turned around and sat beside him at the table. I had to hold the tears in once more, because right then I knew this would be our first talk since that night he gave me my first ever blowjob and told me that he loved me.

"Daniel, please don't so this to me. We have always been close. Don't walk away from me, not now."

Something in me tore apart when he said that.

"Why not? You've got your wife, your daughter and you're a father now. Why the hell do you want me for?"

Uncle Steven replied by putting his hand on my shoulder. I pulled away and I knew that he was hurt, but jeez what was he doing? He was married and a father to a beautiful little girl. As much as I wanted to kiss him, I stood up.

"Im going to bed. Night, Uncle Steven.

He stood up and pulled me back by my hand. He laced his fingers with mine all while looking into my eyes. Then he pulled me closer to him and kissed me on the lips. It was a soft kiss but it felt heavenly. While he kissed me he ran his fingers through my hair as if to pull me closer to him. Im only a human afterall, not a machine, and I kissed him back with all the love I had to give while the tears once more rolled freely down my cheeks. He kissed my tears away and I put my hands on his chest, leaning into him with my head and I kissed his chin. He pulled away and hugged me tightly. I planted kiss after kiss on his neck while rubbing my hands all over his back in our embrace and then he slowly pulled away and sat back on the chair.

"Daniel, im in love with you. I can't live without you. Please don't walk away from me," he pleaded again.

"Then why did you do it?" I whispered. "Why did you sleep with her, I mean you told me that you didn't love her! Was that just a lie to make me feel better or what? I mean you tell me you love me and the next thing I hear is that Aunt Yvonne is pregnant, what am I supposed to believe?"

"Daniel, it wasn't that easy. Okay, im going to prove my love to you by telling you the truth. But please, Daniel, what im about to tell you, may never, and I mean never, leave this room. You understand?"

I nodded curiously and sat down beside him.

"That night that we last spoke, that night changed everything. I finally realised just what I had done. I had married someone that I didn't and never could love. From the moment that I first saw you, Daniel, I knew that we would have a special relationship. You won't remember this, but when you were a couple of months old, your father and you came to visit Grandma and Grandpa. I couldn't get enough of you! That night while you were sleeping I sat in your room and watched you. It must have been something close to two hours. Grandpa found me there and told me to leave. The next day, everyone went shopping, but I said I would stay home and look after you. I wanted to spend every single second with you. I was only sixteen at the time, but I knew that I loved you so very much. As you grew up and spent more and more holidays with us, something in me changed. I don't think that you're father ever told you this, but when I was twenty-three, I tried to commit suicide. Don't look at me like that! It didn't work, okay? Grandpa found me and rushed me to hospital. Until this day not even your dad knows why I did that, but Daniel, I did it because I was in love with my seven-year old nephew. I wanted to kill myself over the feelings that I had. When you kissed me for the first time, and I gave you that chain, it was because I loved you more than anything. Look at you now! You're a sexy, smart and good teenager, and im a grown man with a wife and a child. Why you are in love with me I'll never know, but all that I can say is the feeling is mutual. I love you so much it hurts to be away from you."

He kissed me again and I stuggled not to choke as the tears was flowing freely again.

"Now about Yvonne. Daniel, I had never slept with Yvonne."

My ears must have been betraying me. I could have sworn he said that he and Aunt Yvonne never had sex before! Sheena must really be tiring him out.

"It's true, Daniel. Yvonne is sterile, she can't have kids, we found out just before your birthday, and that's why she didn't feel up to coming."

"Holy shit!"

I stood up and ran my hands through my hair. That couldn't be! I turned around again.

"Oh my God. Does that mean..."

"Yes, Daniel. Sheena is not my daughter. Yvonne and I had talked about this for a long time. She didn't have it in her to have kids. It's a terrible thing to say, but it's true."

I looked at him for a moment, but I honestly didn't know what to say to him. So many questions bobbed through my mind, but I didn't have the guts to ask him. If Aunt Yvonne couldn't have kids, then where the hell did Sheena come from? Did they adopt her? Even so, Aunt Yvonne can't handle kids, yet Sheena was sleeping soundly in her room, what the hell was going on here?

Another three years passed. By that time I had graduated top of my class, as Valedictorian. Sheena gave me a hug as my father and my uncle beemed with pride. What really bugged me over the years was that Sheena was the spitting image...of me! We were not related by any means, yet she had a lot of my characteristics. That night Sheena cuddled up to me as we watched a Bratz DVD and I carried her to her room, where I found Uncle Steven. When I came in, he looked up. Over the years, we kept our love for eachother a secret, but we knew what we both felt. I kissed him and rubbed his hair as he stroked my arm.

"She asleep?"

"Yeah, just about. She's an angel."

I put her down and put her red teletubbie next to her. As I kissed her goodnight, I got the shock of my life. I looked a little closer to her shoulder. I blinked twice, as I my eyes saw, but my head didn't want to believe. Why on earth didn't I see this before? I quietly showed my uncle to follow me and closed the door.

"Alright, you are going to tell me the truth now. Where the hell did you get Sheena?"

"What kind of question is that, Daniel?"

"I want to know. That little girl has my eyes, my characteristics, my hair and the same fucking birthmark on her shoulder as I have on mine! What's going on, Steven?"

It was the first time that I ever called him by his name. He looked at me and then he broke down. It was the first time I had ever seen my uncle cry. I sat beside him and embraced him in my arms. I kissed the tears from his eyes as he had done so many times with me. Eventually he looked up and sighed.

"Oh, Daniel! Im so, so sorry! I should have told you right after that girl had came to see me...I...shit, man you were only sixteen, I couldn't! I couldn't!"

Now things were really getting scary. I had no idea what he was talking about. Whatever it was, it was enough to make a grown man cry like this. I kissed his forehead and gently rubbed his back. Finally he sniffed and said:

"Daniel, at your sixteenth birthday, after that happened between us, I was on my way to my room when I heard a knock at the door. It was a teenage girl, wanting to talk to you. She was crying and I said that she should come back the following day. I began to close the door, when she said..."

Uncle Steven sighed and he took both my hands into his and kissed it. Then he looked straight into my eyes.

"Daniel...she told me that she was expecting your child."

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