Date: Sun, 11 Jul 2021 23:06:09 +0200 From: Elliot Hansson Subject: What i desire most - Chapter 5 This is a fictional story about a gay boy and his straight big brother. General disclaimer: Please note that this story is fictional and none of it is real. If you find material offensive or if it is not legal for you to read it then do not read any further. If you like then write to me on this mail elliotstory2000@gmail.com. I always love to get feedback. Please donate to this wonderful webpage: http://donate.nifty.org -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 5 It was Saturday morning. I looked out of the window and saw it was still dark outside. I was full awake, and I laid in my bed and just took what I had experienced the day before and ran it through my head. My brother knew I was into him. He saw me tasting his cum right after I had just giving him a handjob. He knew it and he was okay with it! Or rather he loved it so much and we had made the agreement that we would continue, and I had been bolted enough to say that I would film it. I do not know how I dared to say it, but I did, and it paid off! I felt a tingling in my stomach that I have never felt before. The only word that I could think of was happiness. After a while I looked at my phone and realized my battery was empty. I began to charge my phone. Today was the day the that I would film my brother and maybe I would dare to give him a blowjob! So, my phone had to have some power! I left my bed and took a long relaxing shower. My brother and I had agreed that in this weekend he would like to get up aground 10 am. After my shower I took some cloth on and looked at my phone. It had 30% power and it had to be enough for now. The clock vas 9.45 am. I began to walk toward the room my brother was in. I opened the door and snuck toward his bed without waking him. I had decided to surprise him. It was quired in the room. I was standing right beside his bed and took his sheep of. I was looking at his perfect body and just took in what I saw. I began to massage his nipples when my brother said. "What the fuck are you doing? Take of your hand your little shit" I froze. I did not know what to do. What just happened? "I said take off your fucking hand" my brother said irritated. I finally removed my hand. I knew my brother was not a morning person, so I was no longer frozen. "I just wanted to begin our agreement" I said with a smile. "What the fuck are you talking about. What agreement?" I began to panic! "The deal we agreed on yesterday" "Are you joking. What deal did we make that allowed you to touch my nipples?" Now I was on full panic mode! Then I realized that after I change his diaper I went to bed. IT WAS ALL JUST A DREAM! Noah, I know that you are gay but stop it! He said in a hard tone. I had to say something "Hahah. What do you think it was? Of course, I am joking. Are you so stupid that you thought I was not joking? Hahah! Yeah, I'm gay but that does not mean that I will hop on every man I meet! You are still my brother" "Fuck off and help me" But I could see I was smiling so I think he believed me. "You know, you are not the shy little kid anymore. I have to say after you came out to us, you are different, more confident." Tristan said. "Eh thanks" I said. "All I am saying is that it is looking good on you. I wish I had the confident boost you are having". He said in a sincere voice. I began to help him change his diaper and wash him. "What. You are so confident" "A smile can hide a lot, you know". He said looking a little sad now. All I could think of how similar we truly were and for the first time I think we understood each other. "Hear me when I say this! I am gay and for me you are so freaking hot, all girls and BOYS would love to be with you and close to you! And now that I have seen you naked, can I say that you are dam good looking down there too!" While I said it, I was holding his dick. It was not on purpose, I was just washing him. "Noah stop". I stopped what I was doing and took a step back. Then I realized what I was saying between the lines. "Noah, I did not mean you should stop washing me. I am laying here totally naked, and I cannot do it all day, or maybe for you it would be okay". He said and winked at me. "He knows.... Fuck". Was all I could think, I began washing him again. "Noah it is okay! I know you like me or at least in a non-okay brotherly way" All I could do was joking. "What was it you were saying to me for 10 minutes ago, ohh yeah - Fuck off, you really think all gays want to hop on every meat they see?" "No! But all I know is that I see the way you are looking at me. All I see is hunger" "Tristan" "Are you still a virgin?" Now I was both shocked and angry. "I mean it Tristan, stop it. It is not funny"
"No I am not making fun of you! I am aware that we live in a small town, and there is only one other gay kid, than you and I will smack you so hard in the head if you do anything with that stupid motherfucker!" I could see my brother meant it. The gay kid he is talking about is Andy and he is, well an idiot who bullies little kids, so I have never had it in my mind to try anything with him. "So, what if I am still a virgin?" "Listen I know I have not always been a good brother and... Fuck I cannot believe I am saying this. I have blue balls" My heart was now ponding. I could feel the fabric on my t-shirt move. "That is what you get for being so stupid" I said with a big false grin. "Noah..." "Yeah Tristan?" I was still teasing him so I could hide how nervous I was. "Listen I cannot help myself with you know". He said looking down on his dick. "Yeah, I know" "Fuck off and listen to me!" He said annoyed. I nodded my head. "Would you... can you, you know. Fuck. Please help me get off!" "Are you serious?" I stumbled. "What the fuck do you think? Of course, I am serious! This is not something you joke with!" "I do not know what to say" But inside I screamed YES! "If you want and to be honest, I hope you will, then help me" "Tristan where is this coming from? You are straight" "You do not say no" "Tristian I am serious" "So am I! I have been stuck in this bed for so long and I cannot get myself off!" I just reacted and before I knew I took hold of his dick and began to jerk Tristan off. "Thanks" what all he said. And in the matter of seconds his dick was hard. I mean so hard so if I took, I diamond I believe his dick could cut the diamond! His dick felt so good, like home. I took my time and slowly up and down. I really played with it. Now I could do it without fear because Tristan was wide awake. "Noah, Noah" was all Tristian could say. "Tha..." I took my other hand a took hold of his balls. I could feel the smoothness of them. I have been jerking him off for 5 minutes. "Stop I am about to cum" I stopped and looked at the most beautiful dick I have ever seen. Tristian took a deep breath "Can you squeeze my balls and pull them!" Who was this person? I began immediately. But I have seen sides of Tristian that I have never thought in a million years I would hear Tristian say what he has said or do what he has done. "Wow I have missed this! If you want, I will not mind If you would give me a blowjob..." I did not even have the time to think about my action through before me tongue was on his glans. It swirled around every edge of the glans, through the slit and down to his balls and up again. I licked him 3 times like that. "How the hell are you this good" "Boys are better than girls to this, I just imagine how I would like it" "Just so we are clear, you don't expect that I..." "No Tristan" I then took all of his dick in my mouth. I almost gaged but I manage to take it all. I began to jerk him while I sucked so hard "Slowly Noah I want this to last!" I need air so I stopped and said "Me too" "uh uh uh uh fuuuccckk man, do my balls like before" I stopped jerking him off and began to pull them. While I still sucked him. I licked the base of his dick and began to bite his pubic hair. My brother was uncut like me, so I took my tongue inside of his foreskin. A weird thought came to my mind "Thank god I washed him before I began to give him a blowjob" I began to bite his foreskin and then again suck him like it was the last think I did. I began to get bold because I knew feel Tristan was close. I could feel how his dick was preparing to shoot his seed. So, I took the opportunity and licked my way down to his ball and I lifted them up and licked behind them, all the way down to his crack. Then when I thought he would say something I lifted him so my tongue could get to his hole and when my tongue touched his hole he screamed "I am coming! In the matter of milliseconds my mouth was on his head and then the sperm hit my throat and I could feel it down my throat. The saltiness. The thickness. The creamy and sticky consistent. Fuck I loved it. I loved my brother. I was in love with him. Tristan did not say anything, and I would not let go of his dick before it was soft. I looked at my brother and I knew everything was about to change for the better. I was in a bliss. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thanks for reading. The story continues where it gets more juicy. Keep following the story and find out where it leads to. What will happen? Will they have sex? How far can Tristan go? Some of the questions will be answered in chapter 6 and hopefully more!