Date: Sun, 13 Mar 2022 20:16:32 -0400 From: Alex Wellens Subject: What the F is Wrong with Me What the F is Wrong with Me by Alex Wellens awellens92@gmail.com Remember to contribute to Nifty! Chapter One I woke up to the sound of my phone alarm going off. Groggily, I grabbed my phone off my nighstand and looked at the screen. Fuck, it was only six in the morning! I had forgotten to change the alarm time for later since it's Saturday. I wanted nothing more than to drift off back to sleep for a few hours, but the pressure in my bladder forced me to get out of bed. Throwing my sheets off of me, I hopped out of bed and stretched. I felt my muscles loosen and relax, all except for one muscle that is. My 17 year old morning wood was causing a tent to form in the gym shorts I wore to bed. I was too tired to do anything about it at that point, so I left my room and made my way quietly down the hall to the bathroom. I must've pissed for a solid minute before my stream finally weakened into a trickle. 'Ahhhh that's better', I thought. I washed my hands and made my way into the hallway, eager to get back to sleep. As I passed my 15 year old brothers room I heard something. My mind was still a little groggy from the early wake up call, so I couldn't really process the noise. I decided to check in on him to make sure he was feeling okay, because the sound was starting to sound like moaning. The doorknob slowly turned in my hand as I gently pushed the door open a few inches. I saw Nick laying in his bed with his air pods in his ears, his phone in his left hand, and his dick in his right. Shit! I had just walked in on my little brother jerking off! As I moved to close the door I caught sight of something I'll never be able to forget. I was stunned. I was mortified. I was angry... Nick's dick is huge! I guessed it must be around eight inches and fairly thick. He's cut like me, but where my dick has the same skin tone through the entire length, Nick's starts as a deeper tone and then lightens at his circumsision scar. I took in his impressive manhood within just a few seconds, while his fist kept up a moderate tempo. WTF?! I'm two years older than Nick, but apparently my dick is two inches shorter than his. And though my dick is on the thicker side, I'm not as thick as he is. Isn't the older brother supposed to have the bigger dick??? No-fucking-fair! He's only an inch taller than me, his dick should NOT be that much bigger. DAMMIT! I shut the door as quickly as I could without him noticing. When I got to my room I threw myself on my bed and wallowed in self pity as the memory of Nick's big dick kept running through my head. My own boner had gone away. I figured it was because of how upsetting the last few minutes had been. I was in no mood to take care of my own dick at that point. Eventually, I fell back asleep. Again, the image of Nick beating off his huge meat floated in and out of my dreams - making them feel more like nightmares. The sun woke me a few hours later. When I stood up I noticed I was hard again. I thought about snapping my friend Jess to see if she'd be up for blowwing me. We've been giving each other head from time to time for over a year now. I usually go down on her for a while, trying to make her cum before it's my turn. But sometimes she doesn't mind blowing me without getting anything in return. I opened Snapchat and took a pic of my boner. Before sending it to her I looked at my dick pic. Yesterday I would've been proud of my thick, hard cock. Today, however, I was humbled by the memory of Nick's giant cock. Whatever. It doesn't matter how big the dick is, it's how you use it. And today I planned on using mine to fuck Jess' face. A few minutes later I got a snap back from Jess. The pic was of her holding a tshirt above her bare tits, but underneath the text read 'I'm out of town for the day lol sorry :('. Fuck! I was really looking forward to a good blowjob to ease my mind. Now what? I made my way downstairs and walked into the kitchen, only wearing the shorts I wore to bed the night before. Nick was sitting at the kitchen table eating a bowl of cereal while scrolling through his phone. He looked up at me as I entered the kitchen, nodded up at me and said "morning". I hesitated for a second before returning the greeting. I could barely look him in the eye. It was as if I thought he might sense my insecurity if I looked directly at him. I poured myself a bowl and sat at the other end of the table to eat. After a minute he looked up from his phone and asked, "Any plans for today? Dad went into the office this morning, so I guess I'm homebound." Great. Just what I needed, a whole day of being around Nick. This day just kept getting worse. "Nah, no plans. Was tryna get a bj, but Jess is out of town." I said, morosely. "Wait, you and Jess hook up?" He laughed. "Sometimes..." Why did I just tell my brother I struck out today? "Daaaamn, I had no idea. Think she'd blow me?" Nick asked, mischeiviously. The thought of my fuckbuddy slurping up and down on Nick's big cock made me jealous. It also made me hard. "Nah, she's not into little kids like you. She likes older guys like me... And she prefers big dicks, so you're outta luck." I mocked him, trying to protect my image as the older brother. I didn't want him to ever realize he's bigger than me. "Oh, really... Then I think she WOULD be interested in me. I may be a little younger than her, but I make up for in other ways." He winked at me as he grabbed his crotch for a second. He let out another laugh, while I sat there brooding. "Hey, what's up, man? You seem down." "Just pissed about getting blue-balled is all," I quickly covered for myself. "Fuck that sucks, dude. I gotta get off AT LEAST three times a day or I go crazy." His giggling filled the kitchen. "Haven't been able to get any help yet, though." His lips pursed and he adopted a face of disappointment. HA! There WAS something I had that my little brother didn't. I've had sex. Well, oral at least. This lil shit was still a virgin! My mood lightened a little. "Yeah, I usually do it two or three times a day, man. Jess will usually blow me a few times a week, too. Been a minute, though..." "She got big titties." Nick said, smiling. "I get hard whenever she walks by me. Fuck. I'm gettin' hard just thinking about her!" Nick slid his chair in more, so he could hide his growing dick under the table. I don't know why he was trying to hide it, if I had a dick as big as his I'd be showing it off to everybody. Well, okay, maybe not to my brother... "Maybe she can suck us both off at the same time one night." He had that mischeivious look on his face again. "That'd be sweet! Just two bros gettin' head from a big tiddy babe." I saw his arm slowly moving back and forth as he unconsciously rubbed his big boner through his shorts. "DUDE!" I gasped. "Don't start jerkin' off right HERE! That's fucking gross, dude!" "What??? How're we supposed to get our dicks sucked together if you're gonna freak out like this when I touch my dick?" He laughed. "We're NOT getting head together. And you CAN'T hook up with Jess." I said with finality. Now he looked annoyed. "Why're you being such a bitch this morning?" "It's nothing," I responded, moodily. "Whatever," he sighed and stood up. His dick looked half hard, forming a sizeable tent in the front of his shorts. Neither of us pointed it out as he walked to the sink and dropped his dishes in the basin. Next, he hopped up the stairs and padded down the hallway toward his room. I heard his door close as I still sat there at the table. Fucker. Did he have to be so cocky??? Isn't it enough for him to have a big dick? Does he have to go around letting everyone KNOW how big it is??? FUCK! I really need to get Nick's dick off my mind. I finished my cereal and made my way back upstairs to my room. As I passed Nick's room I heard the same noise from earlier. Seriously? It's only been a couple hours since the last time he nutted. Was he really THAT bored? Or was he just horny from talking about Jess downstairs? I don't know why I did it, but I crept open the door to once again spy on my little brothers private moment. The room was brighter now that it was later in the morning. I was able to make out more detail. Nick was laying in his bed with the sheets pulled all the way down. His naked torso was propped up on some pillows, while his shorts were down around his ankles. He was stroking his hard cock faster than he had when I caught him earlier. His big balls bounced in their loose sack with every stroke. He didn't have many pubes, but the pubes he did have were located just above his cock. They were long and wirey. He was biting his bottom lip as he focused on the porn on his phone, using long, quick strokes on his cock. I couldn't take my eyes off the scene in front of me. I still don't know why I was so entrhalled with watching my little brother jerk off. Maybe it was because I was impressed by his manhood. I mean, I like when the guys in pornos have big dicks, but doesn't every guy??? Suddenly, I realized I was rubbing my own boner through the fabric of my shorts. Was I really jerking off while watching another guy jerk off? And not just some guy, my brother... My little brother... My HUNG little brother... Why was this making me so horny?! My stroking sped up to match Nick's. I wasn't thinking clearly. I was getting insanely horny spying on my hung little brother jack off his big teen cock. What the fuck. Why was this such a turn on??? I was so close to cumming. Apparently, so was Nick. He had a look of lust on his face as his hand became a blur stroking his cock. He was wearing socks, but I could see his toes curl. He sucked in his belly, his abs becoming more defined. His breathing quickened. Finally, he moaned loud enough for me to hear as the first shot of cum blasted out of his big, thick dick! I couldn't believe how big his load was and and far it shot. The second shot hit him square in the face, some getting in his eye. "Agh!" he groaned from the stinging in his eye. The final four shots all landed on his smooth belly, pooling in and around his belly button. "Ugh, fuck yeahhhhhhhh..." Nick sighed, contently. I realized that as Nick's orgasm ended, mine began. I gritted my teeth and stifled a moan as my own cock started to spasm and shoot hot jizz from my balls. My whole body shook as I unloaded in my shorts. I hadn't had a nut that intense in a while. It felt so GOOD. Coming back to my senses, I stopped stroking my deflating cock and looked back at Nick. I watched him push off one of his socks using his other foot, then used his then bare toes to grab it and bring it up to his hand. He dropped it on his stomach and began to wipe up the copious load of cum he had just dumped, then he wiped it over his deflating dick. I realized it was time to go. Backing up, I gentely closed his bedroom door again. I snuck quietly down the hall to my bedroom, closed the door and then fell back agaisnt it. What the fuck... What the FUCK! I had just watched my baby brother jerk his big teen cock to an incredible orgasm, then I jerked my dick off in his doorway! Without him even knowing! What the FUCK is wrong with me???