Date: Sun, 22 Feb 2015 23:32:33 +0000 (UTC) From: James Stephens Subject: Leo and James - Part 27 Leo and James - Part 27 Part 27 -- No Longer in Control For thenext few months Anthony and I enjoyed a sexual relationship, although notexclusive. Neither one of us was ready or willing to commit to anything longterm considering I was still recovering from a difficult time after Leo's deathand Anthony had too many irons in the fire. I was back in a full time workroutine and was able to provide Anthony with rent payments that helped him. Itwas definitely a relationship that benefited both of us. But as the months wenton we found ourselves more and more hanging out with each other and spendingmore time in and out of bed. I discovered Anthony was fully versatile and wasdating other guys so that he could fill his needs to be a bottom. By now I knewI was a total bottom so the time spent with Anthony suited me just fine. Oneevening after coming home from work late Anthony was particularly horny,crawling into bed with a hard-on and wasting no time mounting me even though Iwas still half asleep. While he was fucking me he said the words that changedour relationship. Sex that night was really good. While doing me doggy Anthonywhispered into my ear "I love you James." I was surprised and did not react other than continuing to pleasureAnthony with the ass gripping skills which I learned over the years. But Icould not return his love -- I remained silent other that the usual sex talkthat we mutually enjoyed. The nextfew weeks went on without mention of the night Anthony said he loved me but wewere quickly becoming an item. I wasn't falling in love with Anthony but foundmyself lost without him. We decided to go away for a weekend to Las Vegas for aweekend of fun together. We both enjoyed gambling, and getting away from thenormal routine sounded good. Vegas was great, we spent a lot of time together,had fantastic sex and went to shows together -- we were truly becoming a couple. Anthonyhad friends in Las Vegas and we were invited to a party at their house thenight before we left. We walked in and there were already 20 -- 30 guys there,mostly Black men, so there was plenty of eye candy for me. Anthony's friend,Darrick was introduced to me. "Darrick,this is my friend James." Darrick had a strong handshake and was very friendlyand outgoing, inviting us to the patio where there were men swimming, some nude,in a large pool. After he showed us around the rest of the house Anthony Isettled in on the couch, enjoying a drink while Anthony placed his arm aroundme. "Youenjoying yourself?' he asked. "Definitely,love this house, and the guys aren't so bad either." "Inoticed you enjoyed that view, obviously I got to keep you right here." Hepulled me closer. This was the first time Anthony had shown interest in mesolely. I felt somewhat uneasy. "You doknow there are naked men in the pool." Isaid. "I amwell aware of that." said Anthony. "Ireally want to check it out, looks very inviting." "Alrightyou go on and enjoy yourself." Anthony took his arm from around me and gave mea gentle push. I could not tell if he was playing or upset that I wanted toroam. "Is thatok?"I asked. "Yeh, goright ahead." Anthony responded without emotion. I could tell he was not happywith me wanting to look around, and perhaps finding someone to my liking.Anthony were not officially a couple and I wasn't aware that he was interestedin exclusivity. I left Anthony sulking on the couch to go back to the pool.Although Anthony told me to enjoy myself it wasn't genuine, I think he wantedus to hang together the rest of the evening. But the temptation of the nakedmen in the pool was too great so I went and sat on a lawn chair, loving theview of naked men casually walking about. There was a large fence around theperimeter so privacy was good. In onecorner was a familiar looking guy, so I got up to get a closer look. I walkedpast, trying not to appear creepy and saw that it looked like Billy, the man Ifooled around with in San Francisco. He had on dark sunglasses and was laidback so I didn't know for sure. I sat in a chair next to him hoping he wouldnotice, which he did, taking off his sunglasses. "How youdoing?" he said, with a deep voice that already weakened my knees. It wasn'tBilly and now I had to reconsider my approach since this was not a familiarman. "Doingokay, thanks, yourself?" I remembered my honesty vow and figured I'd notbullshit him and tell him the truth. "Sorry man, thought you were someone Iknew from San Francisco." "Not aproblem man, take care." With that he put his glasses back on and went back tohis previous state, not showing any interest in continuing a conversation withme. Before I got up and left I admired his body, chunky but solid, somewhathairy and an impressive bulge in his swim wear. He also had huge, wide feet tomatch his hands. But obviously he didn't care for what he saw so I left himalone, walking around the pool checking the other guys out. One guywas emerging from the pool, showing off an enormous dick, shamelessly allowingit to swing like a pendulum. I was getting increasingly horny with all the hotmen and wanted to get with someone other than Anthony whose reaction to mywanting to explore was worrying me. But I decided to let Anthony know myfeelings and desire to get with someone. When I got back into the living roomthere was an Latino guy sitting with and conversing with Anthony. It appearedas if they knew each other and I wanted to know more. Anthony stopped talkingwith him and introduced me. "James, this is Raphael. Raphael, my friend James."We exchanged handshakes as I thought about my being Anthony's friend andnothing else. I asked myself "Does this release me from any commitment I had toAnthony?"As if I wasn't there Anthony and Raphael continued to talk andgenerally enjoy each other's company. "I'llsee you around." I said to both of them. "Nicemeeting you." said Raphael politely. He appeared to be a very nice man, as wellas quite handsome. ""Seeya." said Anthony somewhat dismissively. Although I was relieved to be able toroam about and cruise the hot guys I was somewhat disturbed by Anthony's coldnessonce he found someone to his liking. But it didn't take long to realize howunfair I was being -- I did not return Anthony's interest in me at the samelevel. For thenext couple of hours I unsuccessfully cruised several guys, including anotherattempt at the hot guy I thought was Billy who now had a skinny queen sittingon his lap. I wasn't sure what I was doing wrong but it was obvious I didn'thave the same attractiveness I had years before. After finally giving up I wentback to hang with Anthony but saw he was no longer there, nor was Raphael.Panic unexpectedly set in -- I assumed they were together having sex and theirrational, jealous side of me was kicking in. But once again I gatheredmyself, realized the mistakes of the past and quickly settled down. As thenight progressed the party had turned into an orgy where various rooms were setup to accommodate those who wanted to play in private and in the company ofothers. I went from room to room, taking in the sexual energy and excitement. Ifinally saw Anthony in a room with Raphael and watched as they shared a bedwhere Raphael was riding Anthony while others were either watching or suckingdick. I had resigned to the fact that I had no right to expect Anthony toattend to my needs while I had my mind on other things. At that moment Anthonywas with the person of his choice so I went away before I could be noticed. Idecided to take a swim, naked, in the pool so I could enjoy the view of otherssexually engaged or just enjoying the warm night air. A stocky Asian manapproached me and made small talk while he eventually felt me up. When I reached to feel him I was surprised atthe size of his penis. Most Asian guys I have seen had either below average oraverage dicks but this guy was certainly different -- at least 8 - 9 inches inlength and impressive girth. We stroked each other for a few minutes then beganto kiss. This guy was actually quite sensual -- the sexual energy he was givingoff was pulling me in to his embrace despite the fact that I was neverinterested in Asian guys. But he was different -- cute round face, fullmasculine features and a solid thick body to match his now fully hard dick. Thequestion of whether he was a top or bottom was soon answered when he turned mearound and rubbed himself on my ass while licking and kissing my back and neck.I opened my legs and spread my ass to get some of him inside of me but the headwas too large. "Wecan't do that here." said the yet unnamed man. "I'menjoying what we're doing now." I said. For the next few minutes we remained inthis position, grinding and continuing small talk. "Youenjoy being fucked?" he asked. "Yes Ido." "I willenjoy fucking you." he said with confidence, increasing my desire for him. Iturned around and we continued to make out until I looked up and saw Anthonyapproaching us. "Heyguys -- don't want to bother you but really have to get going." said Anthony. "Damn, Iwas just beginning to enjoy myself." I said. "That'scool James, you can stay here if you'd like." I lookedat my new friend and he shrugged his shoulders. "It's up to you." he responded. "I rodewith Anthony so I don't have a way to get back to the hotel." I said. "I camewith a friend and drove with him." he said. At thatpoint I wanted to do introductions but realized I didn't know his name.Anthony, being the socialite he is beat me to it. His name was Donghai. "Howappropriate." I joked. "Ohreally." said Anthony. There was an awkward silence. "So can I see?" hecontinued. Donghailaughed uncomfortably and obviously didn't want to display himself whichAnthony sensed. "Wellanyway, let me know James one way or another." Afterdiscussing I realized it would have been an inconvenience to stay there so Idecided to go back with Anthony. "I wouldlike you to stay." said Donghai. "Ireally can't Donghai." I said regrettably. "Iunderstand, you have your friend to go to." he said. "Ireally wish I could. I did enjoy the time we had." "Metoo." said Donghai as we shared a last kiss. As I hoisted myself out of thepool I felt Donghai's hand across my ass. "You have a beautiful ass James." "ThanksDonghai -- you take care." That was the last I saw of him and I was not happy atthe time. Our rideback to the hotel was quiet until Anthony asked "Did you enjoy yourself?" "I wasuntil we had to go." I said, not hiding my anger very well. "Youupset?" asked Anthony. "Yehman. You saw I was with someone and you already had your fun." "I'msorry." said Anthony. He obviously did not intend to dampen my evening. Iunderstood I took some responsibility for waiting so long. "It'sokay -- I appreciate you involving me. No big deal." I said knowing if Icontinued to express my anger it would lead to an unnecessary argument. I alsoreminded myself of how much Anthony has contributed to the betterment of mylife. We continued the rest of the ride in silence. Anthony was satisfied and Iwas still horny. That night I tried to have sex with Anthony but he was spentand tired. I was horny and frustrated and couldn't sleep so ended up playingslots the rest of the evening when I met Joseph, a man from the south who wasrecently divorced and apparently interested in man on man sex. It ended up in aday I'll never forget.