From: aaron@interlog.com (Aaron Weiss)
Newsgroups: alt.sex.masturbation
Subject: First Time Story -- Plot, Suspense, Climax!
Date: Thu, 16 Nov 1995 02:51:27 GMT
Organization: Pickles and More
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Well now, with that subject line, I've probably made this tale out to
be larger than it is. But since I've never really told anyone before
-- for no other reason than that the issue hasn't arisen -- what the
heck.

Recalling those days of youth is tricky -- there are lots of gaps, and
lots of "Why"'s, as in, "Why did I do that?" At some point around age
10 or so I must have discovered that autoerotic play was fun. I don't
remember actually discovering this, but since I remember engaging in
it during the age of 10, I presumably hit upon this truth at some
point prior.

I had a (male) friend with whom I shared a lot of this play, and it
was largely just that -- play. I'm not even sure that I knew what the
point was, or that this was "sexuality". I began to hear, down the
grapevine from the older, pubescent neighborhood guys, about "the
white stuff" and "orgasm" and so forth. It sounded curious, but
neither repulsive or worthwhile. Just curious.

Now, to cut to the chase:
One summer afternoon, I was lying on the couch in our TV room,
watching something or other on television (but nothing erotic). Since
nobody was home, I took the opportunity to engage in self-play. I
pulled my shorts down to my ankles and toyed around with myself. I
remember that there was one maneuver in particular which I found
highly stimulating. Let's see if I can explain it resonably:
Basically, all I would do is take my index finger or middle finger and
drag it circularly around the base of the coronal ridge, around and
around. That's it, no pumping action or anything. This produced a
*very* specific feeling which I can recall in my mind, but can't
really articulate. It was a tingly, "light" sensation, as opposed to
the more "full" sensation when stimulating the whole penis. So there I
was, just sitting in the (warm and humid) den, performing this little
circular roundabout ritual. I'd done this many times before, but had
never climaxed before. I'm not sure that I knew what a climax was. But
this time, something _very_ different happened!

The tingling became stronger, and my initial impulse was to cease the
stimulation. Insofar as it was almost "too good". But I decided to be
adventurous, and keep stimulating, as the tingling grew, to see what
would happen. Would I die? Would it stop? I couldn't imagine what
would happen. I kept circling, and circling, and circling, and then it
felt like some internal triparm was triggered. I stopped stimulating,
but noticed that the building feeling inside did not cease. I started
to get a little worried, knowing that my body was feeling strange
stuff on its own and I couldn't stop it. I was just looking down,
hands to my sides, thinking "Oh my god what is going to happ -- " and
then, boom! Clear liquid shot out like rain. It was quite a remarkable
feeling.

Ever since then, I've never really used the circular stimulation
technique again. I now seem to require the more typical shaft-involved
stimulation. I'm also not sure that any orgasm since has felt quite
the same as that first one -- I don't mean to imply they've all been
inferior, or less intense, but maybe just different. I suppose, by
mere virtue of every subsequent one not being the first, they have
been different. So there's my first time. It's quite a distinct memory
from a time period when I remember little else so clearly.

-Aaron

p.s. Afterwards, I remember thinking, "Oh, I guess *that* must be the
so-called 'white stuff'"