Date: Tue, 18 Jul 2000 23:20:08 GMT From: Devil Dog Subject: Destroyed Mind Note: Get the hell out of here if you don't like FETISH/RAUNCH/SCAT Military/Urination DESTROYED MIND: I can no longer control it, IT controls me. I'm talking about LUST. I used to try, but soon gave up after years of disappointing battle. Those animal-like instincts that most of us push away. The voices inside us that tell us to try something new, exciting and fun. Once you give in, you're done. You're in it's grasp. That's how I feel now, when around my fellow Marines. I can't stop wanting them. I can't stop wanting to fuck them, get fucked by them, piss on, get pissed on by, cum on, and eating their cum....and everything else within. When I see them walking out on the street, when I see them at the chowhall, the gym, even the PX. It's all I think about. I think about brutal sex. I think about passionate sex. I even think about "romantic" sex with them. I think about all kinds of sex with them. My mind cannot control itself anymore. If a Marine cuts a loud fart, I pray the stinkiness invades my nostrills. When a Marine bends over, I can't help but to stare right at his ass. You'd think they would have caught on to my little game by now, but they haven't. I think that's due to the fact that I don't look/act like a fag. I'm tired of the fucking "guess who" game, where you're left to a guess as to whether or not one of your fellow Marines might or might not be gay or bi. It fucking sucks, why can't all men enjoy sucking a goddamn cock. Does this world have to be THAT fucked up? It drives me crazy. All my buddies, they think I like chics, ahhhhhh, but I HATE women. I really do, in the sexual sense I mean. They just suck. Who wants to suck on boobs? NO ONE! See my point? I wish they did. Fuck, it sucks having to hide, play their fuckin' games. I want them to turn queer. I want to pick a Marine, and take him into my room and show him what a good time is. I want him to shit on me. I want him to drop his huge turd right onto me, all nice n' slow. I want him to realize that he's doing the right thing. I'll show him the ropes. I can't help but think about whatta feelin' it would be to have him shove is Marine Turd right up my own ass. I want his turd in my guts. I want to hold onto his bodily waste, his HARD, STEEL-LIKE turd. Ahhhh, yeah. That's what I want. I want him to FART in my face, a million times, I want all of his ass gas, I want his asshole to breathe on me, with fart after fart.....I want to consume the smell until I pass out. I also want to be pissed on, yeah, imagine him pissing on me, oh, fuck, the way it would feel, hot or warm? Mmmmmm, yeah. I want him to shoot his thick, white, manly, shalty sperm all over my face, into my mouth, and down my throat. I want it all. I want everything he has to offer. I want him to spit on me, hock up big wads of spit and launch em' right into my face. I want to drink gallons of cum, spit and piss. WHY? I don't fucking know why, just ask the controlling element inside my head. Ask LUST. Lust controls me. I AHHHH, I want it all. I want everything from the hot, young Marine. I want his turd to hurt my insides, due to it's enormous size. I want my guts to know that they contain "someone else's" turd, not mine. I want to shit the turd right back out and lick it all over, caring not about what risks I'm taking by doing this haneous sexual act. It's the moment, the moment of living that makes me thrive. When I'm at the brink of it all, then I'm as high as one could possibly go. It's not over, until it happens....... I dont' know what it is. I just love the act of farting. I love when other HOT men fart too, real loud, smelly ones. I love it. It's the deepest craving I've ever had in my life. I'm obssessed with farting and being farted on. Ohhhhhh, goddamn, I KNOW MANY OF YOU ARE TOO or you wouldn't be fucking reading this garbage. You know you love to hear guys fart, it probably even makes you laugh. It makes you want to get on your hands and knees and sniff their skid-marked-underwear. I love stealing other Marine's underwear, and sneaking off to the head (bathroom) to jerk off with them over my nose. I love observing their skids. The different lengths of skids, widths, and colors, some dark, more difined, some more like an air-brush and lighter. But it's the smell of the "manly skid mark" that sends me over the edge. You know what I'm talking about. Remember when you were a kid and you took a quick sniff of your buddy's whitie-tighties? AHHH, c'mon man, I know you know the feeling. Imagine a HOT MARINE'S underwear, a dirty ole' pair of Hanes Briefs, maybe with a few small holes in em' too. Just observe where his ass made those awesome skids, maybe too much farting, or maybe he didn't "wipe" too well, or even better, he'd worn them for a few days.... Now sniff them, and feel your cock get hard. See what I mean? AHhhh, yeah, Marine ass! Imagine the look on his face as he proudly farts with his buddies, laughing and carrying on.....isn't that awesom! Just a stupid Marine, being the Man that he is. Masculine, and manly, that's what he is. "He don't care 'bout that shit". But you do, and you love it. C'mon, ahhh, I know you love it. Imagine him talkin' dirty. Imagine him with a "dip" in his mouth, spittin' into a bottle. Imagine his super butch look on his face as the dip makes his bottom lip stick out as if swollen. Isn't it the "manliest" looking thing you've seen? AHHH, fuck. Personally, I don't like dipping, but I love the men who do. There's something SOOOOO hot about that. I love to see them spit. It's sexy, that's what it is. I mean, this guy is a hot, muscled, manly snuff-spittin', dirty Marine. I mean, he probably isn't all that "smart", but c'mon, for what he lacks in brains, he makes up for with his manliness and male beauty. I could go on and on. I crave those kinds of men. I know you do to. Many people assume that I'm like that, only I don't dip or smoke. I do look ultra butch though, and many guys like that. Maybe that's why I'm so damn attracted to them. OHHH, OKAY! Back to sex......Imagine his cock going inside your guts, pressing against a hard turd of your own, pushing it further and further up your guts. It hurts, and his cock is mashing up against your prostate violently, causing you to spasm. But you enjoy this fucking and you dont' want him to stop. You want him to continiue. He's cursing at you, and then spits on you, and slaps your ass. He stops to fart, "ahhh, yeah," he says. "You like when I bust ass while fuckin' ya, hunh!" Ahhh, unnhh, he's gruntin' and cussin' ya. He farts again and again, and then he pulls out of your ass and then crams a huge dildo up into your abused guts. He twists it and turns it in many directions, cramming it further into your insides. You still haven't had enough, and you suddenly cum all over yourself. He's not too far behind, cuz out comes his studly Manly Marine load all over your face, and into your mouth......after he's finished, he rips another loud fart, and then laughs as he's walkin away......leaving you feeling awesome and like a man...... That's the way to have sex..... E-mail me your comments, etc...I respond to all mail. DEVIL DOG amax69@hotmail.com