Date: Fri, 28 Jun 2002 20:23:53 -0700 (PDT) From: rimpigfl Subject: THE MARINE NEXT DOOR 10 Disclaimer: This is just a story. And it's about a Marine. Not a real one, of course. Kind of a melding of a lot of them I've known in my life. Any resemblance to any actual Marine is purely coincidence - but if there is, I do wish he'd write me! Anyway, you know the drill, if you don't like sex between males, what are you doing here? And if your Country, State, Province, City, Town or Village won't let you read this kind of stuff - MOVE!!! Somewhere where you can! This story is dedicated to my friend PUP, who just LOVES Marines and stories about them. I hope he loves this one. And I kind of hope it would come true for him. In the next chapters, you will hear the voices of all four of the main characters - Brian, Ty, Scott and Jason. Their stories will be clearly noted. THE MARINE NEXT DOOR - Part 10 by RimPig (c) 2002 JASON'S STORY: Being around nothing but guys just comes naturally to me. I was raised on a cattle ranch in Montana by my Dad and three older brothers. My Mom died giving birth to me and, for as long as I can remember, it was Dad and my brothers who took care of me. Growing up on the ranch was about the best upbringing I could imagine for a boy. I learned early to ride a horse and help take care of the cattle. It was hard work, but none of us ever minded. My brothers were always looking out for me and were good to me. They didn't let me get away with any shit, and I was just as likely to be turned over my oldest brother Mike's knee and given a licking as I was Dad's. But he was fair. I never got it unless I deserved it. And I didn't very often deserve it. Growing up, I learned a lot of other things from my brothers. You see, we all slept in the same room at home. The house had been built by my grandfather and Dad had been his only child. The house wasn't intended to hold four growing boys. By the time I was in junior high, all four of us had moved to what had been the bunk house, leaving Dad the house all to himself. We still went up to eat meals, but most of the time, we spent down in the bunkhouse where we could be as noisy as we wanted without disturbing Dad. Dad didn't mind. He knew how rambuncious growing boys could be. And he tended to like peace and quiet after a hard days work. Of course, early on, I got to see what my older brothers did after they went to bed and thought that I was asleep. I could see them pulling on their cocks and moaning. Most nights, they would get together and either watch each other while they did it, or reach over and do it to each other. I found this real exciting and it would make my little cock harder then hell and start to tingle. I tried copying what they did, but I just couldn't seem to get the hang of it. Now, I knew all about sex. You don't grow up on a ranch without having seen cows and horses fucking. I guess I was about 5 when my second oldest brother, Brad, and I watched a bull mounting a cow. I was mesmerized by that bull's huge cock! I thought when he stuck it in that old cow's pussy, it was going to damn near split her in two! But Brad explained to me about what was going on, how that would make a little calf in a few month's time. He told me people did the same thing! But I only half believed him. It took me a while to put things together and figure out that maybe he'd been telling me the truth after all. I guess I was about 13, when one night, I was lying there watching my brothers jerking each other off and my cock got really fucking hard! It had started growing hair around it just like my brother's had and I had even woken up a couple of mornings and found this sticky stuff in my briefs that my cock had leaked in the night. I watched them for a while and wished that I could join in this fun they were having together. I took me a few minutes to work up the courage. But finally, my raging hormones overcame my shyness. "Hey, guy's! How about me?" I said. They all three stopped and stared over at me. "How the fuck long have you been watching?" Mike asked. "Since I was about six!" I told him. "Well, fuck, boy! If you can get that pecker of your's hard, get your ass over here!" Mike said laughing. I got out of bed, took off my briefs and lead by my hard cock, walked over to Mike's bed where they all were sitting cross-legged and handling each other's cocks. "Well, look the fuck there!" Eric, my next oldest brother, said. "The kid's got a nice pecker on him!" "Yeah, must be part of the family after all! He's definitely got the pecker for it! Bigger than you when you were that age, Brad!" Mike chuckled. "Yeah, well he's just about as big as you were at his age. Kid may end up having you beat, big brother!" Brad shot back. "Come here, boy. Sit next to me. Let me get a feel of that thing." Mike said. I was very proud of how big they all thought my cock was, but was proudest of all that Mike wanted me near him. I had a huge crush on Mike. I guess I always had. I know I loved him as a brother, but there was something else. I was in love with him, as well. I thrilled every time he touched me or hugged me and I loved being near him. I especially loved to smell his scent - his maleness. He would come back from riding the herd all day or repairing fences and the sweat and musk that came off his body just about made me swoon! I know I got a hardon every fucking time I got near him! And was scared to death he'd notice! "Well, boy, that's quite a nice sized pecker you got there! Nice and hard, too!" Mike said, stroking my cock. I'd never felt anything so wonderful in my life! I looked down and watched him stroke me for a couple of minutes and then shyly looked up at him. "Can...can I feel your's?" my voice was trembling and cracking I was so excited, but somehow scared as well. Scared that he'd say no. "Sure can, l'il bro! You just do what I'm doing to ya'. Be real gentle with it now." he said. I reached over and touched another guy's cock for the first time in my life! I was astounded at the feel of it. It was warm and it was hard, but what amazed me was how soft the skin was. None of us had been circumcised, so I could easily slide his foreskin up and down, covering and uncovering the red, wet head of his cock. Suddenly, I was aware of a very pungent male scent in the air. Something familiar. Something I had smelled before but this was stronger, more deeply male. It was the smell of headcheese and it was coming from Mike's cock! I suddenly felt myself salivating. I wanted to taste it. I'd eaten my own before, and loved it. Without thinking, I reached over with my other hand and swiped some of the tasty buildup from under the head of his cock and got it on my finger. I slowly brought it to my nose and the heady aroma floated up my nose like smoke. I then licked it from my finger. It tasted even better than mine! I looked up and suddenly realized that all my brothers were staring at me. Brad and Eric were staring in shock. Mike, however, had a grin on his face. "Like that, l'il bro?" he asked grinning. I didn't know what to say. I knew I was blushing because I could feel my face was hot. I just hoped it was dark enough that no one else could notice. "I...I...ah...yes. I did." I quietly admitted. "Well that's just fine, bro! I kinda like it myself!" he laughed. Now Brad and Eric were really staring! But what could they say? Mike was the oldest and the undisputed leader of the four of us. If he thought it was cool, then it was cool. Period. "Why don't you go get the rest of it, bro?" Mike asked. I started to move my hand back to his cock to harvest the rest of the creamy cockcheese, but Mike stopped my hand. "Why don't you just lick it off, bro?" he asked. "Bet you like it better that way." I leaned down and began to lick under the ridge of his cock. He was right! I did like it better that way. Especially because, as I was licking up the rest of his cockcheese, I was also tasting his pre- cum dripping from his pisshole. Again, it was just like mine which I had tasted frequently. But it was thicker and had a stronger taste. After I had licked up all of his cockcheese, I moved up and began licking the head of his cock, trying to get more and more of his tasty cock-honey. Mike moaned when I did so and I looked up. He was looking down at him and I saw a look in his eyes I had never seen before. I later realized that was I was looking at was an extremely horny male. A male who wanted to shoot his load down my throat. I didn't know it then, but if I had, it wouldn't have changed anything. I wanted to taste Mike's load! I kept licking his cock and then gradually began to move down it, taking more and more into my mouth Mike moaned louder and I felt him put his hand on my head. He didn't push down, he just kind of rubbed my head while I gave my first blow-job - to him. I didn't know how to do this, but it just seemed to come naturally. I even knew not to let Mike's cock come into contact with my teeth. From the feelings of Mike's hand on my head, I began to understand what rhythm he wanted. He gently would press and I would up my speed. Finally I was gobbling more than half his cock and I suddenly felt it get very hard and begin to expand. Mike was moaning and I suddenly felt his cock belch out shot after shot of his thick, tasty cum. I was almost overwhelmed by the volume but began to swallow quickly. I sucked down all Mike's hot cum and continued to nurse on the head of his cock until he pulled me off. "Bro! Where did you learn to do that?" Mike asked, his voice filled with wonder. "I didn't. I've never done that before! I've never had the chance." I said. Mike looked at me strangely. "You liked it, Jason?" he asked quietly. "Sure did!" I answered. My other brothers were still staring at me, but jacking themselves off furiously. "You like the taste of my cum?" Mike asked, a grin growing on his face. "You bet! It was delicious!" I said. I couldn't quite bring myself to tell him I loved it because it was his. "Well, I bet I know where you can get some more." he said and nodded towards Brad and Eric who were still jerking on their cocks. I moved over and put my face in front of Brad's cock. I could smell his cockcheese, too, as his hand moved his foreskin back and forth. Brad quickly got the idea that I would suck him as well and stopped jerking his cock and took his hand off it. I put my hand on it and slid the foreskin back and began licking his cockcheese from under the rim of his cockhead. It was tasty, but not as strong tasting as Mike's was. Brad started moaning as I was licking his cockhead and tasting his cock-snot. His was saltier than Mike's. I had hardly gotten my mouth around his cock when he reached down, grabbed hold of my head and shoved his cock into my mouth. It was too much at once and I gagged. Mike reacted instantly. He hauled off and backhanded Brad across the face! Brad quickly let go of my head and I pulled my mouth off his cock. "What the fuck's the matter with you, asshole!" Mike screamed at Brad. "That's Jason! Your fucking brother! You don't do that kind of shit to him! You got that?!" Brad was laying back on the bed, slowly touching his jaw where Mike's hand had connected with it. "Yeah, Mike! I got it. Hey! I didn't mean to do it! I just got carried away is all!" Brad whined. "You fucking get carried away like that again - you EVER hurt him! - and you won't fucking walk for a month!" Mike warned him. By this point, both Brad and Eric had lost their hardons. Nobody had ever seen Mike quite this angry before. Mike leaned down and looked me in the eyes. "You ok, bro?" he asked softly, gently stroking my face with his hand. "Yeah, Mike. I'm ok. It didn't really hurt. Just surprised me, that's all." I said. I didn't want Brad and him fighting over me, but I did really love the fact that Mike was being so protective of me. "Well, I think we better call it a night, anyway." he said. "No, Mike! That's not fair. You got off, you should let me get Brad and Eric off, too." I said. I could see Brad and Eric's faces light up at this. They didn't dare say anything for fear of pissing off Mike further, but I could tell, they were eager to experience my mouth on their cocks. "You sure, l'il Bro?" Mike asked, concern on his face. "Yeah, I am. Besides, I haven't gotten off yet. I want to do it. Ok?" I pleaded with him. Mike grinned. "Anything you want, bro." I went over to where Brad was laying and leaned down and took his soft cock into my mouth. Soft I could get a lot more of it into my mouth. I started sucking on it and it quickly began to grow in my mouth. Brad didn't touch me again and I could see him taking quick glances at Mike to make sure that this was ok with him. But Mike just sat there, slowly stroking his meat and watched me suck off first Brad and then Eric. Each of them had cum that tasted slightly different, but still basically all our cum tasted pretty much the same. I thought that was because we were brothers. It would be a few years before I learned that it was because we were male and all cum tastes pretty much the same. After I got Eric and Brad off, I noticed that Mike had another hardon. He looked at Brad and Eric. "You guys go back to your own beds now." he said. And then turning to me, "Jason, how would you like to sleep with me tonight?" I grinned a huge grin in answer. Mike smiled back and lay down and motioned me to lay down next to him. I quickly snuggled next to his body and I felt his arm go around me, holding me. He leaned down and kissed me on the forehead and I reached up and stroked his face. I could feel the stubble of his beard against my hand. He looked at me funny when I did it, but then leaned down further and kissed me gently on the lips. It was the most exciting thing that anyone had ever done to me. When he went to pull away, I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled his face to mine again. He knew what I wanted, even though I didn't at the time. He kissed me again, but this time, he pressed his mouth harder against mine and I felt his mouth open and his tongue begin to lick at my lips, trying to force it's way into my mouth. I opened my mouth to him and the next thing I knew I was practically swallowing his tongue. I sucked on it while he tasted the inside of my mouth. Then his tongue withdrew and mine followed it and I tasted Mike for the first time. I was in heaven! I was softly moaning into his mouth and he had brought his other arm around me and was stroking his hand down my back and across my ass. He broke the kiss and began licking at the side of my neck and across my shoulder. I shivered at the feelings he was causing in me. I had no idea where this was leading, but I wanted to go there with Mike - no matter what. "Are you ok with this, Jason?" Mike asked me softy. Eric and Brad's beds were further across the room so they couldn't hear us. "More than ok, Mike." I said. "You really want this, don't you." he said, not a question but a statement. "With you, I want anything!" I told him. It was a close as I'd ever come to telling him how I really felt about him. "I kind of had a feeling that's how you felt. I've noticed the way you've always looked at me and tried to get close to me whenever you could." he said softly. I blushed so hard, I was glad it was dark and he couldn't see. "I bet something else, too. I bet that you kind of get off on the scent of my body, don't you? I noticed you breathe awful heavy when you're around me - especially when I'm real sweaty." he grinned. Oh, God! Busted! He knew almost everything! I hung my head in shame. But Mike gently lifted my chin an brought his lips to mine again in a soft kiss. "Hey, don't be ashamed. I'm real flattered that I turn you on that much. Bet you didn't know that you turn me on, too, did you?" he asked. I gaped at him in shock! Me? Turn Mike on? No way! But Mike just leaned forward and put his mouth on my open one and we were kissing again. This time it was Mike who was moaning into my mouth while his hands were all over my body. He rolled me over on the bed until he was on top of me and then began moving down my body, kissing and licking all over me. He sucked at my nipples and I thought I would come right there and then! I arched my back as he sucked harder and moaned out my delight. I heard a deep chuckle come from his throat and he moved down, licking across my stomach and then burying his nose in my sparse pubic hair. I heard him breathe deeply of my scent and I was shocked to realize that I was not the only one who got off on that! The next thing I felt was Mike's tongue licking my almost hairless balls. Never in my life had I ever felt something this good! I moaned at the feeling but was rocked when he moved up and swallowed my entire cock all at once! I could feel the warm wetness surrounding me and his tongue moving over my head and shaft. He took his hand and pulled at the base of my cock causing my foreskin to retract so that the head was exposed to his tongue. I felt him licking around my cockhead and knew he was tasting my cockcheese as I had tasted his. He evidently found it pleasing because I could hear him moaning softly as his tongue licked away all the creamy whiteness I had. Then he began to lick the head of my cock and to suck gently on it. I was trying desperately to keep quiet as I didn't want Brad or Eric to know what was happening. I didn't know exactly why, but I somehow knew that this was something special between only Mike and me. But as Mike continued to eat my cock, strangled sobs and moans of pleasure kept escaping from me until I could stand his oral caresses no longer and shot the biggest load of my life into my brother's sucking mouth. Mike continued to suck on my cock and drank every drop of cum that I had. After I couldn't cum anymore, he continued to nurse on my softening cock until he had cleaned every bit of pre-cum and cum from it. Then he moved back up my body again until his face reached mine. He kissed me deeply and I could taste my own cum in his mouth. It was a taste I knew well from jacking off but, somehow, it was much more exciting coming from Mike's mouth. I just was in awe! My oldest brother - Mike - the male I worshiped and loved more than anybody in the world, just sucked me off! I was still having trouble wrapping my brain around the idea of it! "How was that, Jason?" Mike asked as he pulled his mouth from mine. "Oh, God! Mike! That was the most wonderful thing that's ever happened to me in my whole life!" I said. "Mike, I love you!" There! I'd finally said it. I didn't care how he took it! I'd finally told him exactly how I felt about him. Mike rolled over on his side and pulled m close to him. I rested my head on his chest and breathed deeply of the scent of him. Since he already knew I loved it, there was no reason to hide it. Mike finally responded. "I know you do, Jason. And I love you. But that's going to have to stay just between the two of us. Ok?" "Ok." I answered. "But why?" "Well, you see, a lot of folks don't think it's right for two guys, much less if their brothers, to have those kinds of feelings for each other. So it's best if we didn't let anyone else know about how we feel." he explained. "What about Brad and Eric?" I asked. "No, you see Brad and Eric, well...they're just horny and like getting their rocks off. They don't much care how. But soon, the two of them are going to get really into girls and eventually they'll probably stop getting it on with other guys at all. But for me, and I figure for you, we aren't ever going to stop wanting to get it on with guys. And I doubt that I'll ever go for girls at all." he said. "Me neither!" I said. "I much prefer guys. Especially you." He chuckled softly at this. "Well, l'il bro, you haven't had a lot of experience with guys yet. Trust me, I'll bet you find other guys just as exciting as you do me. And you'll probably fall in love with a few of them, too." he said. "No I won't! I only want to love you!" I swore. "Well, we'll see." he said, putting his arms around me. And for the first time, I went to sleep in my brother Mike's arms. In fact, I never slept in my bed again. I always slept in Mike's bed. The next day, Mike went out to repair fences and asked me if I wanted to go along with him. I asked if Brad and Eric were going, but he said that it would just be the two of us. I jumped at the chance to spend the day with him alone. We saddled up and rode out along the fence-line. It was hot, hard work, but we were ranch-bred boys and used to it. About four o'clock, we finished repairing the last piece of fence and head on back. But Mike took off into the woods towards a small lake that we used as a swimming hole. I followed, knowing that I was going to get to see Mike naked in the daylight because we never wore anything to swim in. We got to the lake and tied up the horses and then quickly got out of our clothes. Mike was stripped sooner than I was and I expected him to just dive into the lake like he usually did. But not this time. This time, he stood and watched me as I got undressed. I knew he was not only watching me but was getting turned on looking at my naked body because his cock was quickly rising to full hard before my eyes. When I was completely naked, he came over to me, took me in his arms and kissed me - deeply - like he had done the night before. My cock was instantly hard and pressing against his body. He broke the kiss and took my hand in his. Rather than leading me towards the water, he took me over to a grassy area and lay down on the ground, pulling me down with him. He took me in his arms and looked deep into my eyes. "I figure, as I'm all hot and sweaty, that you might like to let that nose of yours have full access to me before I get in the water and wash away all those smells you seem to like so much." he smiled. And saying this, he lay back in the grass and put his hands behind his head, his naked body displayed for my total enjoyment. I hesitated. It was like my fucking dream come true, but I just couldn't believe it! I didn't know where to start! Mike noticed my hesitation and just smiled at me and winked. That's all it took to get me over my initial shyness! I dove down an put my nose right into his hairy pit! God! It smelled so good! The smell of sweat and musk and maleness. But above all, the smell of Mike! I snorted up the scent until I was almost faint. Without even thinking, I stuck out my tongue and began to bath his armpit with it. I not only wanted to smell his body - I wanted to taste it. Mike moaned at the feel of my tongue in his pit. "That's it, bro! Lick out my pit! Fuck, yeah! Get off on my stink!" he groaned as I hungrily licked his pit. I pulled my face out of his pit, grinning like an idiot, my tongue hanging out of my life. He laughed and I went after his other pit. I finished slopping out that one and ended up going down to his crotch and smelling his stinking balls and sucking up all the stink from them with my tongue. I was in heaven! Not only was I lost in the pungent male smells, but these were Mike's smells. The male I loved most in the world! I don't know why I did it, but I moved lower and began licking below his balls. That patch of skin between his balls and his ass. I think I knew what drew me, I was smelling something - something very dark and male. As I moved lower, I realized what I was smelling was his ass. Now, like I guess every other boy in the world, I'd run my fingers through my ass trench and smelled my fingers while I was jacking off a couple of times. And like most boys I loved the scent of my own but - or, at least found it stimulating. But I never thought of smelling somebody else's - until now. I nudged Mike's legs further opened and put my nose to the start of his butt trench. I inhaled deeply and was lost to the scent. It was stronger than mine and much more stimulating! I reached under Mike's legs and began lifting them. Mike figured out what I was trying to do and grabbed his own legs and pulled them back until his ass trench was fully exposed to me. I buried my nose in his butt and sniffed loudly! I moaned at the scent! Dark, sweaty, musky! I loved it immediately. I loved the smell of his raunchy butt! But the scent just made me hungry. I began to lick his butt trench and could hear Mike's moans as I did so. I licked all up and down his crack and then centered on his moist, soft hole. I licked all around it, licking out the wrinkles in his puckered hole and then centered on his hole. I tried to push my tongue up inside but found my tongue blocked by the muscle. I started sucking on his hole and gradually was able to finally push my tongue into his ass. The taste was darker there, sharper and my mind began to short-circuit over the idea that I was licking INSIDE MY BROTHER'S ASS!!! I was gone! I couldn't help myself. "Fuck, yeah! Bro! Eat my fuckin' butt! Shove that tongue up there! Fuckin' lick my ass!" Mike moaned and moved his butt around trying to get my tongue even farther up it. I knew if I kept this up, one of us would cum and I didn't want to end it so quick. I got up and stood over him, my hard cock dripping my cock-snot on his crotch. He looked up at me and grinned. His face told me all I needed to know. He wanted me. And I wanted him to want me. We were in sync with each other. I just didn't know what he had in mind. He lowered his legs, reached up and pulled me down next to me. He started kissing me. I knew he could taste his own ass on my mouth but he didn't seem to mind. He pushed me on my back and he started giving me a taste of my own medicine. He moved down between my legs and lifted them. I pulled them back and he lay down on his stomach and began licking my butt. I was quickly moaning at the feeling! It was beyond anything I'd ever felt in my life! I knew that my but was sensitive, but had no idea what it would feel like for someone to lick it! He pushed his tongue against my hole and I tried to relax and let him in. Gradually, I began to open up and soon Mike's tongue was digging out my hole. Then he stopped and I looked up. "Stay right like that! Don't move!" he told me. He got up and went over to his horse. He dug around in his saddle-bag and got out something and came back. I could see he had a small jar in his hand. He dipped his fingers in the jar and started smearing the contents on my butt. He slowly pushed his finger into my ass. I'd never felt something go in before. It burned a little at first but quickly began to feel really good! He worked his finger in and out of my ass until I began to moan and my butt relaxed more. He added another finger and slowly worked them both up my ass. He moved against something deep in my ass and I almost felt like I was going to cum! I jerked and my cock shot a small wad of cock-honey on my stomach. Mike chuckled at my reaction. "That's your prostate, bro. Your butt-nut. Feels good, don't it?" he asked. "God! Yes!" I exclaimed. "Mike, are you going to fuck me?" I asked. "Yeah, bro. If you want me to." he said. "Oh, yes! Please! I want you to fuck me! I want to feel you inside me!" I said. I'd heard of buttfucking, but I didn't know it was true or if it was possible. I never thought that Mike's big cock could fit in my little ass, but with his working fingers, I began to believe that he could. He added a third finger and worked a long time until my ass was loose and completely open to him. Finally, he slopped some of the grease on his cock and he knelt between my legs. "Now this may hurt a little at first, bro. But I promise that you'll love it before I'm done." he promised me as he put his cock head to my greasy hole. I nodded my head. I let him know that I was ready and in agreement with this. He pressed the head of his cock against my hole and it began to move into my body. His patience payed off and I felt no pain as his cock slid completely into my butt. He stopped for a moment to check on how I was doing. I smiled at him, letting him know that I was ok. He then began to slowly fuck me. In and out, building power and speed. I was soon lost in the incredible feelings built inside my body. "Fuck me!" I begged Mike. " Fuck me harder!" Mike took me at my word and began to fuck me harder and harder. Soon I couldn't hold back any longer. My cock began firing shot after shot of cum across my chest and stomach. At the same time, Mike began groaning and I felt his cock expand in my butt and tremor as he shot his load deep in my guts. Mike stayed buried him my butt and collapsed on top of me. He kissed me deeply as his stomach and chest rubbed my cum into both our bodies. I put my arms around him and held him to me. "Are you ok, Jason." Mike finally said after he got his breath back. "Yes! It was wonderful! I loved it!" I assured him. "I'm glad, bro. I promise this won't be the only time." he said. But he lied. I would be the last time. I didn't know it then, and neither did Mike. It was less than a week later that he went out with some of his high school buddies and there was a terrible automobile accident when their car was struck broadside by a truck being driven by a guy who was drunk out of his mind. Mike was killed instantly. I don't think that Dad, Eric, Brad or I ever really got over it. We all moved out of the bunkhouse and back into the little room in the house with Dad. There were no more mutual jack- off sessions between the three of us and I never sucked either Brad or Eric's cock again. They both, as was Mike's prediction, started getting into girls and I visited Mike's grave almost every day. Finally, when I was 17, I told my Dad I wanted to join the Marines. I think he understood that I wanted to get away from home and away from all my memories of Mike. I don't know if Dad realized how deep our relationship had been, but he knew how badly I had taken Mike's death. I went through boot camp and didn't get into anything with any of the other guys. I was afraid of getting labeled as 'gay' or worse, getting thrown out of the service. It was only after I found this old Mercedes 280 two-seater convertible and found out that it needed a lot of work to really get it running that I searched around and found this garage that was run by three former Marine's. I got to be friends with Tim and Domingo. The other former Marine, Ty, I liked a lot but he was more quiet and harder to get to know. When I finally got to be close with Tim and Domingo, they asked me over to the apartment they shared. It was then I found out they were lovers and they found out that I was as gay as they had suspected I was. We had some great three ways and I also got to finally find out about Ty. I learned he had this lover named Brian who I finally got to meet when all of us had dinner together one night. Ty and Brian lived in an apartment right next to Tim and Domingo. I got to know Brian and Ty pretty well after that. They amazed me! I'd never met two people, of whatever sex, who loved each other as much as they did. I guess I was still dealing with Mike's death and it was Brian that took time to talk to me and help me finally put that behind me. I can't ever forget Mike, and I'll never stop loving him, but Brian made me see that Mike would never want me to mourn for him the way I was. That he would want me to go on with my life and find someone else to love. I also realized, in talking to Brian, that at the end of my tour in two years, I needed to get out of the Corps because I didn't want to live a double life and live in fear anymore of being thrown out. After a while, Brian recruited me to be one of the Marine volunteers on the AIDS ward where he was the nurse supervisor. I loved being around a lot of the patients. A lot of them were gay men and I learned that it was safe to be myself around them. I still hadn't found anyone to love, but I was learning how to show caring to other guys. That was until the day I walked onto the ward and one of the nurse, a black woman named Belle, came to me and told me about this really young guy who'd been brought up to the ward. She felt that he was depressed as he'd just not only been gay-bashed the night before but had just found out that he was HIV+ as well. I went down to his room and walked in. He was lying there sleeping and I was almost knocked off my feet! He was absolutely gorgeous! Probably the most beautiful boy I'd ever seen in my life. I think I fell in love with him at that moment. But he was very troubled. He lived on the streets and prostituted himself after his parents threw him out of their house when they found out he was gay - and he was only 15! I couldn't believe it! His own parents put him on the street and he ended up being a hustler and getting HIV because of it! I couldn't believe what he had gone through in his life! I started getting this strange feeling, like I wanted to be his older brother or something and protect him. My memory flashed on that first night with Mike and my brothers and how Mike had protected me when he thought Brad was trying to hurt me. Suddenly, I understood how that felt and exactly how Mike had loved me. In some way, I felt this was my chance to give all the love that Mike had given me to someone who really needed it, too. We sat and talked and he started crying. I put my arms around him and that's when I became sure. I was in love with him. I didn't care he was 16. I was only 19 and three years means nothing to me. But he needed to get off the streets or he'd end up dead and I just couldn't allow that to happen. I went to see Brian and begged him to find a home for Scott. I even begged him to give Scott a home with him and Ty. Brian said he would work on it so I went back and sat with Scott some more. Well...maybe more than sit. We did do a lot of touching, holding and kissing. He was shocked at first that I wasn't afraid of him because of the infection. But I wasn't. I knew that I couldn't get the virus from him unless we had unsafe sex. And without a lock on the hospital room door, I wasn't about to have sex with him where one of the nurse could walk in! Brian finally came to talk to Scott and I went down to the cafeteria to have something to eat. When I got back, Brian was gone and Scott was very excited. He was sure that Brian and Ty would take him in from the way that Brian talked to him. But he didn't want me to leave him alone there. I understood. Since I had just started a 72 hour pass, I had no reason to leave. Scott finally got me to lie on the bed with him and hold him. Belle came in after a while, and we were embarrassed by that, but she said that it was ok and she would make sure we weren't disturbed. We continued to lie there, and for the first time, Scott and I fell asleep in each other's arms. The next morning, Brian and Ty both came in. I'd already gotten out of bed with Scott and was sitting in a chair by his bed. But Brian quickly figured out that I had spent the night with Scott. Ty, Scott and Brian agreed that Scott would come to live with them and I was welcome to spend time with him whenever I could. There was no doubt in my mind that I was in love with Scott. It didn't matter to me what he had done in the past. He'd done what he had to do to survive. I doubt, given the situation, I would have done as well. All that mattered to me was now and the future. And I wanted to have a long future with him - disease or no disease. The end of Part 10 of THE MARINE NEXT DOOR If you like the story, please write me at rimpigfl@yahoo.com. Please don't make plot suggestions as by the time you read this, the entire story has already been written. If you want to have a complete listing of my stories on NIFTY (the ONLY place I post them) write me and I will gladly send it to you. And if you're reading this on NIFTY (more especially if you're not) please consider making a donation to the site to keep it operating and free! Thank you! RimPig