Marine Squad Sierra Foxtrot

Chapter 2

It was a little after 1500 hours and I had just gotten off patrol and headed straight to bed. I hadn't been in bed five minutes when Josh walked into my cubicle and wanted to talk. I love talking to him, and will talk anytime he wants, but I was also dead tired and really wanted to go to sleep. He wasn't really talking about anything important; he just wanted to chat, so I wasn't really paying much attention to him. I finally just looked up at him.

"Josh, I'd really love to talk to you, but I'm fuckin' wasted, dude; can we do this later?"

He grins at me. "Sorry, Joey, I should've noticed you were about to pass out; I'll check back with you later. Maybe I'll grab some sleep while it's quiet around here."

I grin back at him. "Get in here, dude." I pull the blanket back to show him what I wanted.

He smiles at me. "So you like sleeping with me, huh?"

I smirk and grin. "I can't think of anyone else I'd rather sleep with; now shut the fuck up and strip those clothes off."

"Pervert; you just want me naked to take advantage of me while I'm sleeping."

I laugh. "Josh, shut up and get in here or go sleep in the corner. And you'd better leave your fucking shorts on, or Matt's gonna snap a picture and tell everyone we were fuckin'."

Josh giggles and I smile at him. He then grins at me and starts taking his clothes off, me watching the whole process and enjoying the hell out of it. Before he's even got his pants off his legs my dick is rock hard and I'm worried he'll give me shit about it when he gets in bed. When he's down to his boxer-briefs he walks over and climbs into bed with me, cuddling up with me and laying his head on my chest. He seems happy now. It's not thirty seconds before he says something about my hard-on.

"Watch where you're pointin' that thing, dude." He giggles again.

"Shut up and go to sleep. Besides, I can't watch where I'm pointin' it; your leg is on it."

He moves his leg up and down a couple of times and giggles again. "Shut up, you like my leg on it, perv."

I smirk. "You keep doing that and your leg's gonna be wet. Now go to sleep."

He giggles again and then sighs and get's comfy. We've spent a lot of time cuddled up together like this, but this is the closet it's ever come to getting sexual, and I have to tell you, I was more turned on than I'd ever been in my life. I so wanted to take him in my arms and make out with him, rubbing our cocks together, but I knew that would fuck up everything between us so I just tried to relax and go to sleep. It took me about ten minutes to finally calm down enough to pass out, and he was already sound asleep on my chest, snoring softly into my nipple when I finally fell asleep. About two minutes before I passed out I did notice, with great pleasure, that he was just as hard as I was; his cock pressing against my thigh.

I know I was sleeping the sleep of the dead, but the feelings running through my cock woke me up. I didn't open my eyes, but I did realize what was happening; I was getting my dick rubbed through my underwear, a finger moving up and down it, from my balls to the head and back down again, really slowly. The feelings it was sending through me were incredible and I never wanted them to stop, but I was also too curious to see his face, so I opened my eyes and looked at him. He immediately stopped what he was doing and looked at me with fear written all over his face. I gave him a little smile.

"Please don't stop; it felt fuckin' great..."

He looks at me kind of surprised. "You're not mad at me?"

I smile bigger. "No... I could never be mad at you."

He still looks unsure. "I'm sorry, Joey; I'm really sorry I did this to you. I had no right to just start feeling you while you were asleep."

I try to give him a reassuring smile. "I don't mind, Josh; really, I don't. Please don't say you're sorry for this." I think for a moment, still looking him directly in the eyes. "You can touch any part of me you want to touch whenever you want to touch me. OK?"

He looks a little amazed. "Are you sure? This isn't freaking you out?"

"No... It's not freaking me out, and yeah, I'm sure." I smile at him again.

He grins at me. "So, I can grab your dick and stroke it and you won't mind?"

I giggle. "Fuck no, Josh; you can play with my dick anytime you want. You just have to be ready for the mess you're goin' to have all over your hand." I give him a cheesy grin and he giggles again.

"You'll really let me make you cum?"

I giggle. "Why wouldn't I? It sounds fuckin' awesome! Besides, I'd like to make you cum too, it sounds like fun."

He grins again. "Really? You'd really do that?"

"Fuck yeah."

He smiles from ear to ear. "Do you wanna do it now; jerk each other off?"

I smirk and grin. "No, let's wait until everyone's standing here watching. Of course we can do it now; duh."

He laughs. "Sorry I'm being a doofus about this; I've never done anything like this before. Have you ever jerked off with a buddy?"

I had to think for a moment on that one. I loved where this was all going but I was still to chicken to come out and tell him I was gay and in love with him. I decided I'd be honest with him, but still not really come clean.

"I've never jerked off with a buddy, but I did trade blow-jobs with one once."

He looks completely shocked. "You're fuckin' with me; you've really sucked a dick?"

I nod my head yes while blushing. "Yeah, I really have; we sucked each other off."

He grins again. "Fuck... Was it good; how was it?"

I smirk and grin. "It was actually pretty good, Josh. It was a guy from my high school and we agreed to give each other a blow job one day after school. It was really kind of weird at first, but it stopped being weird and just felt really, really good."

He grins at me again, and I can tell he's thinking about it. "Do you wanna try it, now; with me?"

I smile. "I'd love to try it with you."

"Really?"

I giggle. "Really, really. Do you want to?"

"Fuck yeah; let's try it!"

I giggle again. "I have an idea. Let's do each other at the same time. Swing your ass around here and we'll do a sixty-nine."

He gets another ear to ear smile. "Fuck yeah..."

"Pull your underwear off first; I don't wanna be tasting cotton."

He laughs and strips his underwear off, throwing them off the end of the bed. I look down at his crotch and I'm very happy to see he's rock hard, and the end of his dick is moist with pre-cum; he's really turned on by this. Great; so am I. I reach down, while pulling my knees up and yank my underwear off and throw them off the end of the bed with his. We look at each and giggle again. I look at him and smile.

"Now swing that cute ass around here and let me taste that dick."

"Slide down on the bed a little bit; I don't think I'm gonna fit with my legs up the side of the wall."

I smirk again and then scoot my ass down about two feet and then move over the edge of the bed so he can lie down next to me and still be on the bed. We finally get ourselves arranged and I'm face to face with the cock I've been dreaming about non-stop for the last eight months. I tentatively stick my tongue out and take a swipe of the pre-cum that's glistening on the end of his dick. Oh God, that tastes so good... I take another lick and he twitches once and lets out a gentle moan. I don't know what he's doing with my dick, but I'm really enjoying the taste of his. I open my mouth and take him in about five inches and then come back up to the head. He moans again and shudders. Nice. I do it again, taking him in as far as I can and only manage the same five inches, but that's more than alright with me. I've sucked him three more times before I get a response out of him.

"Oh fuck... That feels fucking awesome, Joey; fuck..."

I pull off and look down at him, grinning. "It tastes pretty fuckin' awesome too; give it a try."

He grins at me and then looks at my cock, a mere four inches away from his mouth. He sticks out his tongue and takes a swipe of my pre-cum and grins. I giggle.

"What do ya think?"

He looks up at me, grinning. "Tastes just like mine."

I smile. "That's good to know, `cause yours tastes fucking great."

"Really?"

I smirk. "Really, really. I like it."

He blushes a little. "Me too."

"Yours or mine?"

He laughs. "Both."

"Perv. Get back to work."

"Yes Sir."

We both laugh and get back to work on the hard dicks in front of our faces. I take him back in and just start sucking him off the way I've fantasized about countless times, just running his cock in and out of my mouth, sucking and licking and milking it the best way I knew how. This is only the second dick I've ever sucked so I'm not real good at it yet, but I hope he'll like it enough to let me practice a lot more.

I guess he really likes what I'm doing because he's trying to do all the same things to me. He has my dick in his mouth and he's sucking up and down on it, trying to match me lick for lick and stroke for stroke. It feels fucking incredible and I don't ever want this to end. I never got to taste or suck on the high school guys balls but I've always been curious about it. I pull off his dick and let it slap up against his stomach and take both of his balls into my mouth and just hold them there for about ten seconds. The texture, feel and taste is just overwhelming; it's like a sweet, meaty snack and I know I'll want more and more. I start to run my tongue around his nuts, moving them all around in my mouth, then letting one pop out and working on the other one for about ten or fifteen seconds, then pulling the first one back in and giving it the same treatment.

While I'm doing this, I notice he's trying the same things with my balls. Oh man... It's like the best thing ever; having this beautiful man sucking and licking my balls and cock. We spend about two minutes just working each other's balls and then I go back to the wet, throbbing cock just inches away. I stick my tongue out and lift his dick up with it, pulling it into my mouth and just savoring the flavor and feel of it. I hold him in my mouth for about ten seconds, just enjoying the feeling before I start sucking again. I set up the same rhythm I had before, just taking him down as far as I can and coming right back up; only this time swirling my tongue around the head to get more pre-cum, and then going right back down again. We're both moaning onto each other's dicks and that alone is sending jolts of electricity through my body; I'm sure I won't last too long at this rate.

We've been sucking each other's cocks for about five or six minutes when I know I'm about ready to blast. I don't know how close he is, his balls are tight against him, but he hasn't said anything. The only thing he's doing is sucking and moaning on my cock; he's not saying much. While I'm thinking these things, he decides to try and deep-throat me, managing to take about six of my seven inches down his throat. Oh fuck yeah... I thrust my hips forward, trying to bury the rest of it and he pulls off, gagging a little. I pull off his and look down at him.

"I'm sorry, Josh; I'm sorry. I didn't mean to shove it in like that; it just felt so fucking good. Fuck dude, you deep-throated me; that was fucking awesome, man!"

He grins at me. "I wanted to see if I could. It felt kinda weird having it buried down my throat, but it was kind of intense too; like kinda cool that I was able to do it."

I smile. "Fuck yeah, it was. Let me try yours."

"Go for it."

I smirk at him and then stick his dick back in my mouth and try to take him down to his pubes. I manage about six inches before I start to gag and come back up, my face red and my eyes wet. He giggles at me.

"Not bad. You're right; it felt fucking awesome."

I try to smile. "Yeah it did. I'll have to practice that a few more time before I'm able to do it. You have a big fuckin' cock; it's hard to get it all the way in there."

He laughs. "I'm pretty happy with it. Yours is kinda thick though; it's not easy gettin' that fucker all the way down."

"Well you did great. Are you gettin' close?"

"I was before we started tryin' that; I was about a minute away from bustin'; how about you?"

"About the same. I could feel my balls pulling up into my stomach ready to blast off."

He laughs. "Just don't drown me; you have huge fuckin' balls."

"No promises. Get back to work."

He laughs again. "You too."

We went back down on each other at exactly the same moment and it was fucking awesome! It was like a double dose of adrenaline; sucking his cock into my mouth and having mine sucked into his at the same instant. I decided I wasn't fucking around anymore. I wanted to taste his load. I'd dreamt about his load every day for the last eight months and I wasn't going to wait any longer. I started sucking hard and fast, swirling my tongue around on the underside of his cock while my mouth worked from top to bottom and over and over again. He lasted another two minutes before I got my wish, and since his mouth was full of my cock I didn't get any warning. I was in the middle of pulling up to the head of his dick, my tongue swishing back and forth when I felt the first volley come screaming out of his cock.

The boy cums like a fucking missile; I thought the back of my head was going to explode. I stopped with about three inches of his cock in my mouth and just tried to swallow without choking. I was having a hard time keeping up; he shot about five loads into my mouth and I finally pulled off and had him cum on my face and head. It was fucking awesome! The feel of his cum blasting out of his cock and hitting me in the face, running down the sides of my cheeks and my chin, and then some it landing on my head, drenching my hair and running down the side of my face. And he was worried about me drowning him; fuck! He shot about ten rounds of hot man juice; five down my throat and five all over my face and head. The feelings I was experiencing having his load in me and all over me were more than enough to send me over the edge; I was on overload already. I at least gave him some warning, though.

"Oh fuck... I'm gonna fuckin' cum, Josh; I'm fuckin' cummin'!"

He just nodded his head on my dick and I cut loose in his mouth. I felt my cock contract and expand about seven times before I was finished filling his mouth. It was the most incredible orgasm I've ever had in my life!

"Oh fuck...! Oh man... Josh, that was fuckin' incredible." I was panting and moaning, trying to come down from my orgasm.

He still had my dick in his mouth and he was nursing it with his lips and tongue, trying to get every last drop out of me. It was starting to get sensitive, but I didn't want him to ever stop what he was doing; it was great. After spending about twenty seconds nursing my cock, he pulled it out to the edge of his mouth and then starting licking all around my foreskin and head. I couldn't take anymore.

"Oh fuck, you have to stop, babe; you're fuckin' killin' me. It's really, really sensitive."

He pulls my dick out of his mouth and looks up at me, a huge smile on his face.

"That was fucking awesome!"

I laugh. "You're not jokin'! I thought you were trying to suck my balls up through my cock."

He laughs. "I was."

I smile at him. "I know you were. At least I didn't fuckin' drown you. Fuck, dude; you cum like a fuckin' horse."

He laughs. "How many horses have you watched cum?"

I started laughing with him, turning just a little red. "Fuck you; I don't watch horses cum. Fine, you cum like a fucking missile; is that better?"

He laughs again. "Yeah, and you're like a fucking howitzer." We both laugh.

"When's the last time you busted a nut; it felt like a month's supply?"

He giggles. "It was only four day's worth. When's the last time you busted one?"

"About the same; four or five days; I've been too busy and tired to jerk off."

He leans up on his elbows, getting a better look at my face and head and starts laughing. I look at him, blushing and grinning.

"Don't laugh at me; this is your mess. You did this to me."

He laughs harder. "I'm sorry; I really am. I never expected to unload that much. I always shoot hard and far, but not normally that much. Sorry..."

I grin at him. "Don't worry about it; I fuckin' loved it. Get your ass up here."

He grins and blushes a little, and while he's turning around and coming up next to me, I scoot back up on my bed and lay my head back on my pillow. He finally gets settled down, resting his head on his hand, his elbow holding him up. He looks at me and smirks.

"Don't smirk at me, fucker; you did this." I grin at him and he giggles again.

"It's actually kinda cute. You have my man seed all over your face and head." He smirks again.

"If you're going to laugh and smirk at me you can start licking it off."

"I don't like it cold."

"Then stop smirking at me. You could at least grab a t-shirt or something and clean me up."

He grins. "I could do that."

I'm kind of a slob so there are always clothes all over the place, and he knows this. He leans over me and picks up one of my t-shirts off the floor and then resumes his previous position. He holds the t-shirt up over my stomach.

"Here you go."

"Here I go, nothing; it's your mess and you get to clean it up."

"I'm not the one that pulled my cock out of your mouth and shot all over your face; you did that."

I laugh. "It was self-preservation; I was fucking drowning."

He looks at me a moment and then grins. "Alright; I'll give you that one. Close your eyes."

I close my eyes, still grinning at him and he gets to work cleaning me up. It takes him about two minutes to get all the jizz off my face and when he's done he just chucks my cummy t-shirt across the room and laughs again. I open my eyes and look at him, smiling.

"Thank you."

"You're welcome."

I blush a little. "Not just for the clean-up; for everything."

He blushes. "You're still welcome." He pauses a moment and then smiles at me. "You called me babe; did you mean it?"

I flush crimson. "I did."

"Really?"

"Yes, Josh; really."

He looks away a moment and then turns back to me, a shy smile on his face. "Do you love me?"

I stare into his eyes, blushing. "With everything I am or will ever be."

He closes his eyes for a moment. "Are you in love with me?" I can barely hear him, he's whispering so softly.

"Only for the last eight months. I've been so scared of saying anything; of telling you how I feel. I thought it would fuck up everything; that I would lose my best friend in the world if I told you how I felt."

He releases the breath I didn't realize he was holding. "I've loved you from the moment I laid eyes on you. I was just as scared as you were; I thought I'd make you hate me if you found out I was a fag and that I was in love with you."

"Don't ever call yourself that again, Joshua. And I could never hate you; I've loved you as much as I know how. You are everything to me, babe."

He grins. "I like that. I love hearing you say that. I never thought I'd get to hear you say it..."

"I'll say it as often as you want me to. I'll tell you I love you every minute of every day for the rest of my life."

He smiles shyly again. "I love you."

I grin. "I love you."

He looks into my eyes a moment. "Would you kiss me?"

"I've dreamt a thousand times a day of kissing you."

He smiles and leans his head down over mine, his lips coming to mine. The first touch was pure electricity; I thought I'd been hooked up to a generator. He turns his head slightly and our lips mesh together, fitting each other perfectly. We hold the kiss for about six or seven seconds before I feel his tongue demanding entry into my mouth. I immediately let him in, meeting his tongue with mine; both of us moaning. I bring my right arm up and grab the back of his head, pulling him harder into my mouth. The most incredible kiss of my life lasts about thirty seconds before he lifts his head up about six inches and smiles at me. I give him the biggest smile I can manage.

"I love you, Josh."

He grins. "I love you too, Joey."

He leans down again and kisses me for about ten seconds; just a sweet, gentle kiss. He pulls back up from the kiss, smiles at me again and then leans over to grab the blanket off the floor, bringing it up and covering us up with it. He then lays his head back on my chest, sighs contentedly and rests his left hand on my right shoulder, snuggling into me. I wrap my left hand around his back and bring my right up and rest it along his arm and shoulder. We're both asleep in a couple of minutes.

I didn't have any idea how long I'd slept before Josh woke me to make love to me, and I had no idea how long we'd been sleeping when we were awake again. Only this time it wasn't Josh wanting to make love; if only it were. No, this time we had company. I thought I had heard a noise earlier and had sleepily dismissed it, but this time I clearly heard a throat being cleared. I guess Josh and I didn't bother to take into account that we weren't exactly in a private room in some resort; we were in a Marine bunk room surround by our brother Marines. It also must not have occurred to us that sleeping together naked may not have been the best idea. I opened my eyes and looked at the doorway finding Gunny, Tiff and Matt standing there. I didn't know what to do or say, but I didn't have to wait long for someone else to talk; Matt went first.

"I have a really nice pic of that. I even printed it and posted it on the board in the chow hall, should you wanna see it."

I just looked at him. "You have several pics of us already; what's so special about this one that you wanted to post it?"

He grins. "You were both dressed in all the others."

"So you just like posting pics of naked guys?"

He grins bigger. "Only when one of them has dried cum in his hair and is cuddled up with the man that put it there."

I know I flushed crimson, but I soldiered on. "I guess in the current circumstances there's no point in denying it. What do you plan on doing about it?"

He laughs. "Giving you both shit for awhile until I get bored with it. It's not like this is any great surprise to anyone here, you know."

I decide bold is best. "I'm sure you all thought we've been fucking each other since we've been here, but honestly, this is the first time we've done anything."

"And I have the results on film; not bad. We all know you two are in love with each other; why the fuck did it take you so long to do anything about it?"

"Poor communication skills. Why do you care?"

"I don't, Joe; it's not a big deal to me; or anyone else here. You're right; hell, we've all been under the assumption you two have been going at it for the last four months. You're both my friends and brother Marines and it doesn't matter to me. I just like giving you both shit; and this is really great! I can work with this for months."

"If you don't care that we did this, why are you so happy about the prospect of giving us shit about it?"

He laughs again. "Dude! You got Josh's fuckin' cum in your hair! You really think I could let that pass?" Gunny smirks and Tiff smiles. "It doesn't matter to me how it got there, but fuck, dude, it's there!"

Josh and I both laugh. I look at Matt, grinning. "He was supposed to have cleaned me up."

Matt starts laughing. "He missed a spot!"

I look at Gunny and Tiff. "You guys don't have a problem with this?"

Gunny smirks. "The cum in your hair? Nah; it'll wash out. Just don't go out on patrol with it there." We all laugh.

"That's not quite what I meant."

"I know what you meant, J.C.; I'm just enjoying the moment. Nah, I don't care about this. Like Matt said, we all thought you'd been at this a lot longer than just today. As long as you guys aren't fucking or making out with each other while I'm trying to eat I don't care what you do."

"How do you think the other guys are going to handle this?"

Gunny shakes his head at me. "I hate to break it to ya, buddy, but you and J.D. seem to be the only ones that didn't know you loved each other. We really have all thought this has been going on since you've been here. You have to admit, it's not every Marine here that's constantly cuddled up with his buddy."

Josh and I both blush furiously. "We really didn't know... Well, we each knew, but we never told each other. Fuck..." I look at Josh. "How the fuck did we miss what everyone else saw so clearly?"

"Fear."

I nod my head. "Yep."

Tiff looks at me, kind of frowning. "Fear? Fear of what? I've never heard a single man here say anything negative about gay men; why would you be afraid of them finding out?"

Josh looks at her. "Not them; us. We both thought we'd destroy our friendship if the other knew we were gay and in love with the other."

Matt smirks. "You two need to see a fuckin' shrink. I've known since we were in I.T.B. together."

Josh snaps his head to Matt. "There's no way you've known that long and didn't give us shit about it; or at least say something about it."

"I do have some respect. You guys are my friends; do you really think I'd give you shit about how you feel about each other? Fuck yeah, I'm gonna give you major shit about the hair gel, but the rest is off limits. And I never said anything because it's not up to me to say; it's up to you guys to tell anyone."

"Says the guy who posted the pic in the chow hall for everyone to see."

Matt laughs. "Before you get all twiterpated about the picture, go look at it. It's not of you two in bed together, naked; it's of Joe's hair. Although I do have one of you two; but I'd never post something like that."

Tiff looks at Gunny and Matt. "Could you guys do me a favor and scram for a few minutes; I'd like to talk to these two."

Gunny looks at her. "Sure; see ya back in the office." He turns to look at me, grinning. "Wash your fucking hair." He walks out, laughing.

Matt just grins at us. "Fuck..." He shakes his head and then turns and leaves my room.

Tiff looks down at us while walking farther into my room. "Are you going to be alright?"

I smile at her. "Together, we're going to be great. As far as everyone else around here, I don't know. I don't know what to expect from them."

"Like we've said, we all thought you were already together; everyone else around here isn't going to think anything about it. For one, they don't know about today. It all depends on how you two act around each from here on out. If you're more cuddly than normal, then yeah, you might get a few smart-assed comments, but nobody's going to think badly of you."

Josh looks at her. "You're really serious; everyone here already thinks we're in a relationship?"

"Yeah, Joshua; they do. Like Gunny said, other than you two, how many guys around here cuddle up with each other?"

"But we weren't cuddling because we were in a relationship; we're just really close friends. Hell, we didn't even know we were supposed to be in a relationship until today."

She smiles at him. "Look at it from an outsider's perspective. If you weren't here with Joseph, and you saw, let's say, Mark and Pete always together and always cuddled up with each other on the couch, what would you think?"

He blushes and she smiles at him. "I'd probably think they were boyfriends."

"You probably would; just like we did."

"So nobody here really has a problem with us?"

"No. I've never heard a single negative comment about you two being together. Hell, I was even told once, by a nameless source, that you guys look cute together. I have to agree; you do."

We both blush. I look at Tiff. "So, short of us making out with each other while Gunny's trying to eat, nobody should really notice a difference; as long as they don't find out about today."

"Pretty much. And you may not get any shit about being boyfriends, but you can bet your ass that you, Joseph, are going to get major shit about the hair gel. He didn't only take a picture of your hair; your face is clearly visible. And Matt being Matt, there's a caption under the photograph."

"Oh fuck... What'd he write?"

She grins at me. "J.C.'s new hair conditioner; direct from his balls to your hair."

"Oh man... I'll never live that down..."

She giggles. "Look at it this way. As long as they think it's from your balls and not Joshua's, you'll live it down a lot sooner."

I turn and look at Josh, grinning. "You gotta do something about that fuckin' missile launch of yours."

He laughs. "Keep it in your mouth next time and you won't have new hair gel." We all laugh.

Tiff looks at us. "The mental image of that is actually kind of hot, but I really don't need that kind of detail about your sex life. Again, other than the hair gel photo, if you guys just act like normal then nothing's going to come of this. If you both decide that you're willing to be more demonstrative with each other in front of others, then I would expect a few smart-assed comments, but nothing serious. I wouldn't suggest making out with each other on the couch, but saying I love you or a quick kiss shouldn't get you too much grief."

We both smile at her; Josh taking the lead. "Thanks for talking to us, Tiff; we appreciate it. We'll play it by ear as far as the quick kisses or I love you. I guess once the heat dies down about Joe's new, ball hair conditioner everyone will pretty much forget about us again."

She chuckles. "Yeah, I would expect so. It's not like you're new or big news around here; everyone's just accepted that you're boyfriends and moved on with life. Don't worry too much about it. I do have a more personal question; did you guys get everything worked out as far as how you feel about each other and how it's going to affect your friendship?"

I field that one. "For the most part. Once we admitted that we're both gay, and that we're in love with the other, it kind of took care of itself. Our friendship can only get stronger from here; we have no more secrets from each other."

She shakes her head, smiling. "I do understand the fear you both felt about admitting all of that to each other, but it just floors me that it took you so long to do it. How long have you guys felt this way about each other?"

"We've known since the first week of boot camp; eight months ago."

"Holy Christ; how the fuck did you manage to be so close to each other and not tell the other how you felt; it must've been murder."

"It was, believe me. There've been a thousand times I've wanted to tell him I love him, but I was so afraid of destroying our friendship that I couldn't spit it out. I had no idea he was gay and felt the same way."

"Incredible. Well, I for one am very happy that you both found the balls to finally get it out in the open. No one should be in love with someone and not be able to tell them how they feel. Maybe one day this whole gay fear will end and people won't have to be so afraid anymore."

"Let's hope so; I don't wish that kind of frustration on anyone. I guess my attitude when I first got here makes even more sense to you now, huh?"

She laughs. "Yeah it does. You were without your boy and you were miserable; God, were you miserable. I've never seen such a sad sack as the boy that arrived here." She grins at us. "I didn't witness it personally, but I was told about the day Joshua's helo landed and you ran to him and threw your arms around him. They said it was like you two were long lost lovers seeing each other again after twenty years." We both turn crimson and she giggles. "I would've liked to see that, but the change in you made up for me missing it; you were like a man re-born. See guys, that's why everyone else here already knew; you two are inseparable." We blush again. "Well, I'm going to get out of here and let you guys get dressed before anyone walks in. If you ever need to talk you know where to find me."

"Thanks Tiff; we know and we love you for it."

She grins. "I love you guys, too; all of you."

"We know."

"Get dressed." She chuckles and walks out the door.

I turn to Josh. "I love you, too; more than anything."

He smiles. "The same way I love you. Let's get dressed before anyone else pays us a visit."

"I do have one question. How long did we get to sleep? Between you waking me up for a blow job and them waking us up to embarrass us I have no idea how long we got to sleep."

He laughs. "You're complaining already?"

"Well no, of course not; I was just curious how long we slept."

He giggles. "A little under two hours before the blowjobs and about four hours before the embarrassment; so you got six hours of beauty sleep, sexy man."

I smile big. "Sexy man, huh?"

"Oh fuck yes; you're incredibly sexy."

I blush. "Thanks, but I don't hold a candle to you; you're like a fucking wet dream."

He blushes. "Thanks. I've had countless wet dreams about you. Every time I've jerked off in the last eight months, the fantasy was you."

"Oh man... You're trying to embarrass me even more. Well you're not the only one, stud; my fantasy man is lying next to me. I've busted more loads thinking about you in the last eight months than I can count. You turn me on, boy; like nobody ever has."

He grins. "That's good to know. Now get that sweet ass up and let's get dressed before we have a room full of horny Marines wanting to take turns on our asses."

We both laugh at the idea and jump out of bed, searching for our clothes. We decided it'd be kind of hot to wear each other's boxer-briefs so that's exactly what we did. I wasn't watching Josh, but I got hard as soon as I slipped his on. Once we were dressed the first order of business was to go find that picture and get rid of it. Granted, Matt would just print another one, but I could have a little peace and quiet before the next one get's posted. When we got to the chow hall, we headed straight for the bulletin board and I was just reaching up to yank the picture down when Matt walked in.

"If you pull that off the other one goes up."

I turn around and stare him down. "You said you would never post a picture like that; that it was off limits."

"I'm not talkin' about that one."

"What the fuck, dude; what other pictures do you have of us?"

He walks over and pulls his phone out, holding it up so we can see. He scrolls through about ten pictures, all of them of us, unfortunately, before he stops at the one he's talking about. We never heard the camera, but he has one of me with Josh's cock buried down my throat. You can't see that it's Josh, but you can plainly see me.

"That's fucked up, dude; why are you taking pictures like that?"

"Evidence."

"If you thought we were both fuckin' each other anyway, why do you need evidence?"

"OK, maybe more like proof."

"I don't get it; why would you need proof of this if you thought we were doing it anyway? And besides, if you don't care that we are, why make such a big deal out of it?"

"I like the pic." He grins. "It's not every day I get see my two best friends goin' down on each other."

"Even so, why threaten to post that pic? If we're your best friends, why are you doin' this?"

"It's just part of what makes me so lovable. But think about it, wouldn't you rather have the pic that's up there than one of you with cock in your mouth?"

I look at him for a moment, frowning. "That's just wrong, dude. Fine, leave the fuckin' picture on the board, but you have to give us your word that you won't share those other pics with anyone."

"As long as you leave that on the board, I will never show these to anyone."

"Fine. Thanks. This is going to be so embarrassing. But I guess you're right; it's better than the other one."

Matt grins at me. "Not really, but from your perspective, it probably is."

"You're weird sometimes. Why would you like having a picture of us sucking cock; I thought you were straight?"

He smirks. "I am. But as you well know, I love sex, and I don't care if it's girls and boys, girls and girls or boys and boys; sex is fuckin' hot."

"So having a picture of your two best friends sucking cock is a turn-on for you?"

He smiles. "Yeah, actually; it's kind of hot. I don't know how many times you guys have sucked cock, but you're both really good at it. Hell, my cock got hard watchin' you."

I shake my head. "I'll make a deal with you. You can watch us anytime you want as long as you don't take pictures."

"How about movies?"

"Fuckin' perv. No, no movies either." I grin at him.

"Can I beat off while I'm watchin'?"

I smile at him. "Make yourself happy, you fuckin' perv."

"Can I cum in your hair?"

We all laugh. "No! God, you're such a perv!"

"You say that like its bad. What's wrong with liking sex?"

"Well nothing, I like it too, but I don't eat, sleep and live it. And I can't imagine I'd ever want to watch my buddies gettin' it on."

He shrugs his shoulders. "Everybody has their own thing, dude. Porn to me is like breathing; it's necessary for my survival. Now I have live porn happing just one cubicle away; what could be better?"

"Duh, I don't know; having real sex, maybe?"

"Well, duh, but I can't see myself actually getting together with a dude. It's fun to watch; kinda hot actually, but I can't see myself doin' it. And Tiff isn't exactly my thing. I love her to death but I don't wanna fuck her. That leaves dudes, and I don't think I'm ready to try that yet."

"Whatever, dude. Like I said if you don't take any pics you can watch whenever you want. And you better not cum in my fuckin' hair!"

He laughs. "Speakin' of, maybe you should go wash that shit; it's lookin' a little crispy now."

I blush. "Fuck... I forgot about it." I look at Josh. "I'll see ya in a few; I really gotta wash this out. No offense, babe, but the pic is bad enough, if it's still in there when they all get back I'm fuckin' doomed."

He grins. "Yeah, that might be a good idea. I'm gonna grab something to eat; you want me to fix you something?"

I smile at him. "I'd love that; thank you, babe."

He smiles and Matt groans. "You're welcome, sexy boy." Josh and I both smile and Matt makes a gagging sound.

"Oh Christ, so is this what you guys are gonna sound like from now on?"

I turn back to Matt. "Yep; get used to it."

He grins and shakes his head. "Homo."

"Breeder."

He laughs. "Yep."

I turn back to Josh, give him a quick kiss and turn and walk out of the room, heading for the shower room. While I'm in the shower room, Matt is talking to Josh while he's fixing us something to eat.

"So Josh, have you ever been with a guy before today?"

"No, man, never; today was the first."

"What about Joe?"

"He said he traded blowjobs one time with a dude in his high school."

Matt shakes his head. "So if you've never done anything with a guy, how did you know you were gay?"

Josh laughs. "The same way you know you're straight. I check out guys, you check out girls."

Matt smirks. "Yeah, I guess that would do it. So you guys are really in love with each other?"

Josh smiles. "Yeah, we really are. I've been in love with him since the first week of basic."

Matt grins. "Love at first sight, huh?"

"Yeah." Josh blushes and Matt smirks.

"You've got it bad, dude; but then so does he. I still can't believe you two didn't see it in each other; hell, we all saw it."

"Like we said, we were afraid of losing our friendship by coming out to each other; the friendship is everything to us. We clicked immediately when we met and we knew we'd be friends for life; we couldn't risk losing that."

"But if you're such great friends it wouldn't have mattered, would it? Even if he were a breeder and you'd come out to him, he wouldn't have hated you for it."

"I didn't know that. Think of some of the guys you've seen; how do you think they would react to finding out their best friend is not only gay but in love with them? A lot of them would freak."

Matt thinks for a moment. "Yeah, I guess you're right. I'm not sure how I'd react if one of my friends said they were in love with me. I don't care that they're gay, but I don't know about the other."

Josh nods his head yes. "See? It's too damn risky. That's where you've got it made. If you're in love with a girl there isn't a fuckin' thing to stop you from tellin' her."

"You're right. It really sucks that everyone makes it so hard for you guys. You should be allowed to love whoever the fuck you wanna love. I guess if one of my friends told me they were in love with me I'd be flattered that they felt that way about me. It'd be kinda cool to think I could be that special to someone."

Josh smiles at him. "Well Joe and I aren't in love with you, but you're pretty damn special to us. You can be a real dick at times, but you are special to us."

Matt grins. "Yeah, but you like dick."

Josh laughs. "Fucker.

"I know I can be a real pain in the ass, and not in a good way." He grins at Josh. "I just get bored as fuck and have to stir up some trouble to make things interesting. I know nobody is going to hurt Joe over that picture, and that's the only reason I felt comfortable posting it. I would never do anything to hurt you guys. And if anyone does hurt him over it they will have to deal with me, and they all know they don't wanna do that."

Josh grins at him. "Yeah, you're kinda psycho when you're fighting. I'm glad you're on our side."

Matt laughs. "No doubt." He pauses a moment. "I know Joe said I could watch you guys, but you never said it. Are you OK with it?"

Josh smirks and grins. "Yeah, you can watch. It's kinda weird that a straight guy wants to watch two guys do it, but whatever floats your boat, dude. I don't really want you watching every time. There will be times when I want it to be just Joe and me; special moments kinda stuff. I mean we are in love with each other, this isn't just two guys fucking around with each other."

Matt grins. "I hear ya. I'll get bored with it after awhile anyway. And I was listening to what Tiff was tellin' you guys, of course. "He grins. "And I don't necessarily agree with her. I don't think you guys are going to have a single problem with anyone here. Do what you wanna do, wherever you wanna do it. I mean, yeah, not in front of Gunny while he's eating, but if you wanna make out on the couch or something, go for it. And if anyone gives you shit, tell me; they won't do it again."

"Thanks, Matt." Josh smiles at him.

"Good, now fix your man some food. I'll take a double cheeseburger while you're at it." He grins at Josh.

Josh gives him an evil grin. "He gave me a kiss for his food, are you gonna?"

Matt shocks him by leaning forward and kissing him right on the mouth. He holds the kiss for about five seconds and then pulls away, grinning.

"I'll take fries with mine."

Poor Josh is just speechless and Matt starts laughing.

"Don't ever challenge or dare me; you'll lose every time."

"So even if I dared you to suck my cock, you'd do it?"

"Pull it out."

"No, I believe you. Two slices of cheese on that burger?"

Matt laughs. "Four. Cheapskate."

Josh laughs. "You got it."

"Thanks. I'll be back in a while; I gotta piss. And I like my burger medium, not charcoal."

"Yes Sir."

Matt laughs and walks out.

 

Thank you,

Jeff raudiv8q@aim.com