Date: Thu, 26 Jan 2012 18:43:42 -0700 From: dnrock@rock.com Subject: Russell The Red 7 Russell The Red by: dnrock(dnrock@rock.com) 7: The Greatest Gift Through November and into December, Russ' social life flourished. Kind of like his sex life flourished. Fortunately most of his sports activities cycled down over the holiday, to pick up again in the new year. The choir was gearing up for the big seasonal concerts with extra practices. Russ and Amos, now that they knew each other, were quickly becoming friends. Nothing but nothing speeds that process along like a game or two of Truth or Dare and the boy sex that accompanies it. Russ realized that, he gave some long hard thoughts about Sheila too. When it came to girls he knew he needed advice. Not that he didn't trust his brother, but Kos did have his own agenda and he was just not quite sure his advice, to go slow and easy, was necessarily the best. After all the talk he seemed to move very fast where Nadine was concerned. Not that Kos and Nadine didn't make efforts to include Sheila and Russ in activities: movies, bowling, attending the choir concerts and exhibits at local galleries. It was the frequency of her staying the night, that Russ worried about. He figured once mom and dad came home that would probably end. Little did he know about how liberal the Smiths are. If Kos or Nancy for that matter, wanted a lover to live in or just stay over, they would not object. They would not object all that much if Russ fooled around, once he was over 16 but that was a way off yet. Nadine shared an apartment with several other students. Her family and home town was about an hour away from the city. Just a bit to far for communing but close enough for frequent visits. Russ had gone a couple of times with Kos and Nadine, to visit her parents and sisters. They were very nice people. It was obvious they missed not having any boys in the family and worked hard to make Russ and Kos feel comfortable. Even Nadine's youngest sister, who is 13, made an effort toward Russ. Russ figured Elisabeth had a crush on Kos. It was obvious, but since Kos was Nadine's boy, it was hands off. Thoughts, well that's another story isn't it. Russ liked Ell well enough but she didn't turn his crank like Sheila did, not by half. Speaking of Sheila she was not at all pleased that Russ was going out of town, to visit a place with another, only slightly older girl, in residence. Russ was not quite sure what to do or say, so he did nothing and said nothing. Nadine to her credit recognized the situation, even if Russ and Kos didn't. She made sure to off handily bring up the fact, real or imaginary, that her little sister Elisabeth was going steady, which in fact meant she had two, sort of dates, with the brother of her middle sister's friend. Something she forgot to mention. All Russ could think when she said that was, "how in the world could she be going with him, he had a long pointed nose and big ears." In fact, he was some put out, figuring he was much better looking. That may be true, Russ still hadn't learned, looks are less important than other things and he is 14 almost 15 while little Russell is still only 11, and boys that old have a sex appeal no 11 year old, no matter how big his cock, can quite match. At least to Elisabeth, who didn't know how well endowed Russ was or what it meant anyway. Russ and Sheila were quickly becoming a thing, even in school. Mom and dad were kept informed by Nancy. They were curious of course and pleased that both their boys had girlfriends. They both knew the O'keefs but did not know the Horwoods. It just killed mom not to ask all kinds of questions but dad kept her under control. Women just feel they need to know all the details of their son's or daughter's relationships. Not that dad's aren't just as curious, they are but dad's just wouldn't ever come out and ask. Dads will ask something like, "like her a lot?". A yes or no answer is expected and if nothing more is offered that's okay too. Simon wondered if Russ would suffer any depression, as the holiday season approached. As a physician, he knew prevention was much simpler than treatment. His concern was well intentioned, if completely unfounded. Russ was being kept so busy he didn't have any time to even think about it. Simon could not have known how deep Russ' dislike for the Tolkans was, either. Even abused children often have some positive feelings for their parents. Now Russ did not hate or anything that strong. He was just so glad to be away from that situation and so secure in his new one, his biggest problem was what to do about presents. The most positive aspect of Russ' seduction, if that is what it was, related to Russ' total comfort in this new family. He had experienced love in just about all possible aspects, and found it was good. Very good. It was the freedom of spirit that he was experiencing, even if he didn't know what to call it. "I figured I would get all kinds of stuff. If my birthday was any measure, I was in for quite a haul. I know I got to get stuff for mom, dad, Kos, Eric, Nancy and Simon. I don't know about anyone else, like Uncle Fred or cousin Ruth. I just got to get something special for Sheila. I wonder if Nadine would make something special for her," he thought. "Nadine can I talk to you for a moment?" "Sure Russ." "Um, in privet?" That got Kos' attention. He just smiled. "Damn the kid is growing up right before my eyes. To bad mom and dad arn't here to see it," he mused. Ah, the wisdom of being 18. "Okay." She followed Russ from the studio into the kitchen. "Nadine, I got a problem, maybe you can help me solve it...I just got to get Sheila something special...I was wondering if you could, you know, create something for her?" "Of course Russ, I am honoured that you asked me." "I want to pay you, you know, commission a piece of art... No, not just the materials, your time is just as valuable as Kos' or mine." "Okay, what kind of budget do you have?" She figured he would only have ten or twenty at most. "Uncle Fred said I could withdraw up to $200 from my modelling fee account, can you do something for that?" "But what about Kos and your parents?" "Oh, that's covered. Mom e-mailed me and said I could spend $200 for presents but not to tell anyone. Dad e-mailed me and told me I could spend $300, in addition to what ever mom said, but not to tell her. But don't tell Kos." "I won't, that's quite a budget for an 11 year old. I think..." She took a pencil and scrip of paper and drew something on it and turned it over and made some calculations. "Here look, how is this?" It was a pendent in the shape of an "R" with an "S", kind of inside. The bottom half of the "S" came under the middle bar of the "R" and in front of the legs the top half came from behind the bar and up through the hole and in from of the left leg and crossed over the rounded part of the top loop. "It hangs on a thin gold chain from a loop at the top. I will use fine copper for the letters and red and blue baked enamel on the letter fronts." She turned the paper over. "Okay, materials $15, furnace fees and studio time $15, $15 for the chain. It should not take me more than two hours $50. Make it $100 and I'll sign the piece too." "You got a deal lady." Russ leaned over and gave Nadine a kiss on the lips. "Thanks," he said, "I knew you would come up with a winner." "No Kos, its not a present for you and Nadine is sworn to secrecy." Kos figured it must be something for Sheila if not for him, so .. "Hay she is my girlfriend, so why won't you tell me?" "Because I commissioned a piece of art and the contract is between the commissioner and the artist. Being her boyfriend, in this case, cuts no ice and you can kiss me all you want but I still won't tell... and sucking my cock won't work either, except to taste my come... Oh yeees, more, yes, keep... oh push ...yes, god I love your cock in my ass...AHHHHHH....... But I still won't tell." Russ can be obstinate when he wants to be and he wanted to be. Besides this game is fun and if it gets him any additional sexual attention, that's just one hell of a side benefit. A game Kos also likes to play, he thinks added sex is also beneficial. When it comes to sex and each other, Kos and Russ are very hedonistic. If they had a motto it would be, Pleasure In Full Measure. Some guys are tops, some are bottoms but these two are any way I can get it. Neither boy likes to be used but they both just love sharing. ..................... When mom and dad got back they were all over me like a wet blanket. I read that phrase in some Hardy Boys book, it think. All I know is mom couldn't stop hugging and kissing me and dad wasn't far behind. I like hugs and kisses but these were way different than Kos' and Eric's. They felt good never-the-less, just different and a lot less stimulating. Now that I know how good it feels to have parents, that think their the greatest thing since ever. Dad would say sliced bread. I don't quite understand that, I mean isn't all bread sliced? Now I know just how much I missed out on and how lame my old parents were, I'm even more glad to be rid to them. I guess that's how Harry Potter must have felt, about his aunt and uncle. Nancy and Simon took me to see all the Harry Potter films. One of the local movie houses had a Harry Potter festival and the last two were available in Imax. I really like that. I liked reading the books too, it's different than seeing the film. I guess reading works my imagination more. The DVD's are nice but the big screen is still the big screen. Anyway, mom met J. K. Rowling, at a party in some Cambridge place, she told me on the phone, after I told her how much I liked the movies. She said Ms Rowling is a very interesting person and I would like her. I'm sure of that too. I think Simon enjoyed the movies as much as I did. I know Kos would like them but he had just to much studying and project work. Anyway, mom and dad had a few small presents for us. Mostly art stuff from the British Museum gift shop. I figured they had a lot more stuff for Christmas, judging from all the stuff they hauled in. Dad took me with him to his office and around meeting people, since school was out until the new year. He even made sure I got to go shopping, just him and I. All the people in his office were very nice. I was especially interested in the model building department. Dad is a structural engineer and he specializes in bridges. I guess he is the boss or something, everyone was just so friendly and showed a lot of interest in me. My red hair does it every time. Anyway, he has a crew of about 25, mostly they are Eric's age and a bit older. In the model building area the two fellows there, had to be in their 60's, were running things. I got the distinct impression they were gay partners and not because their actions were, what Kos would call affected, because they sure kept a close eye on my butt and kept looking at each other with that knowing smile. You know I kind of liked it too. As Eric always says, `if you got it, flaunt it'. Well it's like my red hair, you can't hide it, so why try. I sure like watching them, I mean they were artists, just like Kos, well not like Kos, they don't use paint or pencils but like Kos in how they went about taking little pieces of wood and stuff, fashioning them into a model of the structure. I like watching the engineers work too, they were doing all these neat calculation and applying load factors and stresses to the design and then making things break. It was like a computer game with a purpose. I could even like doing this sort of stuff myself. Mom wanted to know what presents I had purchased. I didn't want to tell her but I figured she could keep a secret. I told her about the pendent for Sheila and was she impressed with my thoughtfulness. Well, that's what she called it anyway. Dad took me to his athletic club every day too. I like to go because I can swim in lanes and they have a real cool diving pool, with boards and platforms. I'm okay on the 3 meter ones but I don't think I like the looks of those high ones. Anyway we swim and take saunas and sometimes play hand ball or racquet ball. I'm not very good at that but almost everyone wanted to play me. Most of the men are harry and hung, that's for sure. I was a bit disappointed no one seemed interested in my butt except to look. I guess that's okay, I've got Kos and Eric and attention is attention no matter what form, right. For Kos I bought a book, at the university book store, about the sketch books of Leonardo. I know Kos will like it. Eric was a bit of a problem for me. I will ask Dad for help with him and Simon and mom for help with Nancy. That will make both of them feel good. They are working so hard to get close to me, I can see that. What I just don't know how to do, is let myself get close to them. I want to get close to them. I see other kids and my nieces and nephews, some are even older than me, close to their parents and grandparents. I know that is how it is supposed to be and that I need to give them a chance. I mean I gave Kos and Eric a chance and that has been super. I know mom and dad would not ever hurt me physically and sure wouldn't hurt me emotionally on purpose, but I just don't know. I guess I just got to just let it happen, that's all. Mom told me I was not expected to get presents for anyone else in the family. They would see that all the aunts, uncles, cousins and so on were taken care of. What ever all that was to mean. I wanted to do something for Fred and Ruth since they had been so nice to me but mom assured me that was not necessary and I would realize that as time went on. Then she pulled me close and kissed the top of my head. It was nice too. I just pressed my face into her bosom and hugged her. Wow, I know what I have been missing. I had mom and dad's gifts organized long before they came back. Well maybe a week. Nancy had seen to that. She came up with some good suggestions and took me to the mall. For mom, I got a gold charm bracelet with our birthstones hanging on it. Mine is Opal, hers is Ruby. I wanted the red one but that's the way things are and Kos' is Diamond or Quartz. My budget could not buy all that so Nancy paid for her ruby and I paid for the chain, Opal and Kos' Quartz. It was a good thing dad gave me the extra money. Jewely is so expensive. For dad, I found a neat leather wallet with his initials in gold, on smooth black leather inside, when you fold it open and a leather card case with L.S. P. Eng. on the outside. The stores even wrapped them for me. I must say I felt real powerful and grown up paying for those things. I got the best feeling of all when dad took me with him shopping. I went into a toy store and purchased two stuffed animals and placed them in the toys for needy children's bin. I know from experience how important those gifts are to kids in need. I was one of them once. I was a bit surprised at dad. Not that he said anything, it wasn't what he said, it was the way he looked and the strength of the hug he gave me, right there in the mall, with all those people. He had a big smile and that proud head held high, sense about him. I know he approved and I know he was proud of me for sharing my good fortune with the less fortunate. I think this getting close stuff is okay. I mean, dad just let me know, in his own silent way, he was behind me. Somehow I knew he shared in my self satisfaction and that was even more satisfying. All I know is, I've got the greatest family ever. What Russ didn't know, Leslie Smith P. Eng. and Dr. Freda Smith, were among the largest contributors to that campaign in the city. He didn't know because no one told him, and no one told him, because the Smiths never told anyone. Not even their children. On the way home Les did ask Russ if he needed any more cash and if he had Sheila covered. Russ just told him all taken care of and that was that. Before we left the mall dad and I went into the arcade to kill a few space invaders and other bad actors. I know he had as much fun as I did. You could tell by the look on his face and those, deep, booming Yeses, he kept saying. He is good too for an old guy, real good. He is just as much fun as Kos and Eric. Les was also very proud of his sons for taking up music. He was glad to see Kos getting back into it and very glad that Russ was both singing and playing the guitar, his instrument. After he listened to them both play, he quickly got set up to practice himself, since he was getting rusty. Russ was absolutely thrilled to be playing with his dad and big brother. Not only because they praised him but because he was able to emulate them. Most of all it was fun and nothing short of sex, bonds the boys, like sharing fun times together. It was even better than that, Simon could play the keyboard with them. Freda and Nancy were happy to see their men all getting along. During the run up to Christmas, Kos had many hours of painting to complete. It fell mostly to Freda and Les to accompany Russ to his numerous singing engagements. Russ looked forward to each one, because he truly enjoyed singing and he enjoyed seeing Amos too. He still did not understand Amos' relationship to Cass. Russ figured they were sex partners like him and Kos but beyond that, it was unclear. Amos never mentioned his parents or sisters or brothers, he only spoke of Cass, who was the only adult Russ ever saw him with. During the run up to Christmas it was one long round of social engagements too. It seemed that every night there was some dinner or party, either being hosted or attended. It seemed that, what would normally pass for spare time, being a school holiday, disappeared, with Russ and sometimes dad, pressed into K. P. duty. Now Russ knew why Kos was so good a cook and he was determined to become just a good. Mom of course wanted to meet and get to know Nadine and Jessica and their families. Russ learned, that when Eric was younger, he almost lived with his aunt and uncle; she thought of him more as another son than a nephew. Something that caught his attention was her comment about Eric being much closer to Les than to Fred, during those years. That is just something he filed away for future reference. On the 23rd mom had invited the O'Keffs for dinner. Russ figured that would be a good time to give Sheila the gift. The O'Keefs had some scheduling problems with the younger children. Russ could overhear the conversation, well Freda's side of it anyway. Our boy was quicker on the draw than you might imagine. He suggested that if Judge Carter came too, then he could see Sheila got home and they could leave right after eating with the little sisters, who it turned out was in a church pageant thing, that night. Freda and Les knew all these names and even some of the people from the community, Freda's teaching and all the updates, on and about Russell. Nancy did keep her mother well informed. Mom was somewhat taken aback, she passed on the invitation and suggestion, most of which Mrs. O'keef had overheard. She assured Freda her father would attend, since he spoiled Sheila and it was obvious, he had taken a shine to Russell. When they showed up Mrs. O'keef came armed with photographs of Halloween and other Russ & Sheila memorabilia. The mothers obviously thought Russ and Sheila's obvious infatuation was cute, if nothing else. They also realized this was the beginning of those tumultuous years of adolescence, almost all of which lay ahead. Freda has been down this road twice before, she knew what it was all about or at least thought she did. They shared their thoughts and the images in the kitchen, while Kos and Les entertained Ed (Judge Carter) and Cathair, called Cat by his close friends. Sheila and Russ took the little sisters down to the recreation room, until dinner was ready. Russ did not notice, at first, that Sheila had slipped a small gift under the tree, with his name on it. That solved one of his problems. He would get Judge Carter to make his delivery for him. He figured his friend would willingly help. He sure hoped so. Ed did of course, Sheila was not the only child he had no problem spoiling. After dinner, the O'keefs had to rush along with the younger girls. Ed and Sheila remained for some hours. While the adults, Kos included, socialized, Russ and Sheila went into the TV room to watch some of the seasonal entertainment. Yes reader, they turned on the TV to the local PBS station, to enjoy a the Boston Pop's Christmas Concert and to hold hands, sit close together and who knows, even share a kiss or two. The scene, captured in Kos' sketch book records the general layout of the room. Two heads sticking above the love seat back, one on the shoulder of the other. A TV in the background and just enough detail to more or less recognize those heads. The boy's head on the left was long and straight hair. The girl's head on the right was also long hair but with a small ribbon in a bow. Her head was tilted and on his shoulder. We know this because he gave the sketch to Ed. Nothing was said as Kos slipped the envelope into Ed's hand, just before they departed. That was right after Russ had slipped Sheila's present into his suit coat pocket. Ed was discrete in not answering Sheila's question of what was in the envelope, he did not yet know anyway; depositing the small, very neatly wrapped gift under the tree for Sheila to discover. It was some time later that Judge Edward Carter closed the garage door and entered his rather large, empty house. He no longer had a tree or any decorations. He missed all this seasonal stuff but it was just simpler to let his daughter look after all that. He carefully hung us coat in the hall closet and picking up the envelope, slowly made his way to the bedroom. With his usual attention to detail he disrobed, brushed his teeth and sat on the edge of his large empty bed. Ed opened the large manilla envelope and slid out the pencil sketch. He had figured it was a sketch or some other piece of art. He knew all about Kos' talent and profession. That the envelope contained something of this nature was obvious. As he examined the simple work, tears began to come, so much he held the work away, in an attempt to protect it. He knew this was Russ and Sheila, being a pencil drawing, no hint of the red hair was obvious, it could be any to young people experiencing their first love. His thoughts were propelled back to his first love. To his beloved Monica, resting her head on his shoulder, in her parents parlour. Now her ashes rest on his mantle and her spirit lives in his heart. The poets say an adolescent's first love is his most intense. Monica was Ed's first and only love, just as intense now, almost fifty years later, as it was then. His heart still sang with those memories as he knew Russ' and Sheila's must have sang, earlier that evening. He was not sure the greater gift, no other, to a grandfather, can exceed the certain knowledge his grandchildren experienced such wonderful emotions. "I was just so charged up after Sheila went home I could hardly keep my hands out of my crotch. I was just to excited to sleep, so after mom and dad went to bed, I slipped across the hall into Kos' room. He was already in bed attempting to read. I made short work of that. I dropped my undies on the floor and slipped under the covers, placing my head under his arm and in front of his book. My man never batted an eye. He closed his book, placed it on the night stand and began kissing me. I could feel his long arms wrap around my body, his hands sliding along my back coming to rest in the place I like best, my butt. It wasn't like I hadn't had sex for a long time. We have been managing to get together at least once a day, but I was just way charged up. I guess he knew it, he never said anything. Lovers as close as we are don't need to talk, we just seem to know what each other needs, most of the time anyway. Kos reached up to turn off the light, I pulled the blankets over us snuggling in, half on him with my head on his chest. The next thing I knew it was morning. I doubt either of us moved all night. Kos was still asleep and I was only half awake when I became aware of something different. You get that feeling sometimes. I looked over toward the door and saw dad leaning against the frame. He had a half smile and kind of a long lost look on his face. Me, was about to go into panic mode. Dad just smiled, that knowing kind of smile, winked at me, closing the door. I guess I must have left the thing open. Old habits, I guess. Kos' and my undies lay on the floor, it was obvious. I was about to start crying when Kos asked me what was wrong. Kos didn't seem to concerned and stroked my back and played with my butt. I couldn't understand how he could be so...so calm. "It's ok little one, he cooed. Dad won't say anything. I bet he just smiled and winked, right?" "Yes, you know, one of those knowing kind of smiles." "I don't know how many times he found Eric and I just like this. It was always the same, he smiled, winked and closed the door we had forgotten to close." "But won't he say anything to mom?" "No, nothing, he might remind you to keep your doors closed and puck up your laundry." The Horwoods came to dinner on the 24th. It was Nadine's turn to stand inspection. Russ figured she passed and her family passed. He was still not quite sure how far the two of them would go with all this. For now it was a good thing. No one even suspected, except dad and Eric. Mother and sister felt relieved that both brothers were obviously interested in very nice young ladies. They were too, absolutely no doubt about it. If however, a choice had to be made, the girls would loose. In the future who is to say but right now, in this place, they were madly in love with each other. Not that romantic stuff so much as in the lust driven bonding phase, that binds men and boys together. A bond that only enhanced and strengthened that of brotherhood, of family. Would they become a couple as Russ moved into adulthood? A question we can not answer at this point in the story. A hope they both shared, in the back of each mind. ...................... Russ eagerly unwrapped the relatively small but very, heavy package. He could not imagine what could be so small and yet so heavy, a rock perhaps. To his surprise it was a rock, not just any rock, a small, brownish, unpolished piece of limestone, about 6 cm by 4 cm by 3 cm thick, with a little bronze figure attached to it. The figure had just a slight greenish patina to highlight the features. A boy, a barefoot boy, sitting on a rock, fishing pole in hand. The figure's features were fine and smooth, like his, with a smile that Russ took to indicate satisfaction or contentment, clearly defined his face. He slowly rotated the figure inspecting its craftsmanship. On the bottom was a small sticker "Barefoot Boy". Russ knew in an instant what this was all about, the emotions stuttered through his body. This was his Sheila's recognition and acknowledgment of his spirit and her willingness to share it. Russ thought, "I am that boy. I knew it when I first read the poem. Sheila knows it too. Wow we really do share something special." "What is the title Russ." Dad asked. "Barefoot Boy, you know the Whittier poem... `Blessings on thee, little man Barefoot boy, with cheeks of tan! With thy turned-up pantaloons, And thy merry whistled tunes; With thy red lip, redder still Kissed by strawberries on the hill; With the sunshine on thy face, Through thy torn brim's jaunty grace; From my heart I gave thee joy,-- I was once a barefoot boy!" "Ah yes, I remember that poem as I recall a later stanza goes... `Cherilly then, my little man! Live and laugh as boyhood can; Though the flinty slopes be hard, Stubble-speared the new-mown sward, Every morn shall lead thee trough Fresh baptisms of the dew; Every evening from thy feet Shall the cool wind kiss the heat;' I like to add at this point, I was once a barefoot boy and I still am." Dad opened his arms and Russ moved across the sofa to be embraced and receive a kiss or two on the forehead, pressing his slim body against dad's chest. Kos had a momentary flash of jealousy. It was intense but fleeting, as he remembered dad and himself. It was not sharing dad, it was sharing Russ he had to adjust too. Russ would have liked to receive a kiss or two on the lips but dad was not about to do this. His love and affection could not have a sexual context. It mattered not what was in Leslie Smith's heart. He had never shared or even allowed any sexual interest in his biological children, this new son would not be treated differently in kind; degree of course, was need dependent and Les would deliver all that was needed and desired, short of sex. (This is one of John Greeleaf Whittier's (1807-92) best know poems. It is 103 lines and to long to include here. If you don't remember it all, but I wasn't required to memorize it either. Google "Barefoot Boy" or J.G.Wittier for the full text. Were you that barefoot boy? Your author thinks he still is. Yes he goes barefoot as much and as often as possible. He still thinks of himself, as not yet having grown up too.)