Date: Mon, 1 Jul 2002 09:27:06 EDT
From: Excaliber1021439@aol.com
Subject: Re: An End To Denial, Part 2

My two new friends, Paul and Dave, took me that evening to their favorite gay
disco in Bangkok. The disco was huge and teemed with men of all races and
ages. We were lucky to get a table on one of the higher levels that
overlooked the central dance floor. I ordered some beer and Paul and Dave
walked hand in hand together down the stairs and  began to dance wildly. I
sipped at my beer and watched them gyrate.

They were really the best dancers that I had ever seen. They had both style
and technique and were perfectly matched. They really looked as if they were
enjoying themselves.

As they danced another number, I was distracted by the feeling that someone
was watching me. I turned to see a pair of eyes staring at me from a few
tables away. An extremely handsome young Thai was looking at me longingly. He
smiled at me and came over and sat down at my side. He was quite
breathtakingly a beautiful creature with almond eyes and a very succulent
looking wide mouth.

"My English name is William," he said to me holding his hand out in
friendship.

I realised he had the hots for me. I didn't know what to do or what to say. I
had never been in this position before. Eventually, out of politeness, I
shook his hand and told him my name. My temperature shot up when he didn't
let my hand go. He just kept on holding it looking adoringly into my eyes
with a lovely smile on his face.

Paul and Dave came back from the dance floor and took in the situation.

"Are you a student?" Paul asked William.

"Yes," he replied. "I'm at the Music Academy and I sing in clubs in my spare
time."

"Would you like to sing for Tom?" Paul asked him.
William beamed at me as if I had asked him myself.

"I'll ask the DJ," he said as he got up and squeezed hard on my shoulder.

Minutes later, he was singing into a microphone looking up at me as if I was
the only person there.  I felt the hairs at the back of my neck rise.

"He's fallen badly for you, Tom," Paul said.  "Obviously this hasn't
happened to you before.  Please treat him gently."

The audience loved him and applauded him generously. He returned to my side
and, to my further embarrassment, the spotlight that followed him remained on
both of us until the applause died away. Then he put his arm around my waist
and
kissed my neck. To my surprise the thrill of it sent shivers all through my
body. William immediately felt the ripples and smiled at me.

"You like me" he whispered confidently into my ear.

I turned towards him and looked deep into his eyes.  He was indeed very
attractive and, knowing that my resistance was melting away, he put his arms
around my shoulders and gave me a deep wet kiss with his tongue in my mouth.
My body shivered again with delight.

"Can I stay with you tonight?" he asked me.

I was quite overcome by desire for him and I felt my cock swell with passion.
I had no resistance left.

"Yes," I whispered to him. "I'd like that very much."

Suddenly I felt the need to kiss him back and gave him a loving wet kiss.
Then he put his hand on my shorts and squeezed my cock that was as now stiff
as any poker. What kind of cock did he have, I thought to myself? We kissed
again and my hand shot up his shorts until it found his naked, hot and hard
dick.

"Cool down, you two," Paul said with a smile.  "Everyone's looking at you!"

We broke away from each other and I looked around. All the guys near us were
ogling us.
William gently took my hand and led me to the dance floor and we danced a
slow number together with our stiff cocks pressed together between us. I
kissed his gorgeous mouth over and over again. It was heavenly. William had
aroused feelings in me that I never knew I had before. I wondered what we
would do in bed together that night. We danced on with our hands on each
others buttocks until I shot into my shorts.

William sensed what had happened and sighed with satisfaction knowing the
depth of my attraction to him. He squeezed my buttocks hard and murmured that
he loved into my ear.

We returned to our table and rejoined Paul and Dave.

"Welcome to our world," Paul said to me with a smile.

I tried to hide the wet patch on my shorts from them.

"Don't be shy," Dave said softly, "that's what happens when you dance close
to a guy that you have fallen for." He put a hand on my knee and squeezed it
affectionately.

William put his arm around me and whispered in my ear.

"I want to make love to you Tom," he said.

My head began to spin with excitement at the thought of being alone with him.

"It'll be the first time for me," I told him quietly
looking deep into his brown eyes.
I saw that he was quite overcome at this revelation and he began to kiss me
passionately again. It was wonderful. I kissed him back
furiously and we squeezed each others hard cocks until we were close to
coming. It was time to go.

We left Paul and Dave to enjoy themselves dancing the night away. William
flagged down a "Tuk-Tuk" tricycle-style motorbike taxi peculiar to Bangkok
and we climbed into the open-air cabin behind the driver. He revved up and we
sped away with the hot tropical air running through our hair. We kissed and
cuddled each other with abandon until we reached the hotel.

Minutes later, we were alone together for the
first time in my room. We sat on the bed and pulled off our T-shirts. William
had perfect hairless opal skin and large, dark brown nipples that I sucked
until they became hard. Then I pushed him down on the bed and gave him
several passionate kisses as we both stroked our throbbing cocks.

 "I want to kiss your dick," he whispered to me and I got up and took off my
shorts and showed my cock to him as he sat on the edge of the bed.

I saw him gasp at its size. It stood out from my bush of blond pubic hair
ramrod straight and ten inches long. William pulled back my foreskin and
kissed my purple helmet and sucked it like a lollipop. I pushed my cock in
and out of his mouth as he sucked it hard whilst pulling at my dangling
balls. I had never felt as horny as this in my life before.

"Let me see your cock," I whispered to him and
he stood up and pulled off his shorts.

I thrilled at the sight of his smooth hard dick that was nearly as big as
mine. We lay on the bed together in the sixty-nine position with me on top
and we sucked each other's dicks until we came almost together and spurted
our spunk into each other's mouths. My cock tingled in ecstasy as I tasted
the cum of another man for the first time.

 We showered and got into bed and snuggled up in each other's arms as our
cocks became stiff again.

"I love you," William whispered to me. "I want your cock inside me."

I told him that I wasn't sure what to do.

"It's easy," he said.  "Just wet your cock and push it  into my hole from
behind me."

He got out of bed and bent over with his hands on his knees and I held my
cock and pushed it gently through his hole until it was totally inside him.
My body trembled with excitement as I realised that this was the most erotic
experience of my life so far.  A few slow strokes in and out of him were all
that was needed for my cock to tingle and spurt inside him. He got up and
kissed me gratefully and his cock exploded and I felt his warm cum running
down my chest.

"I love you too, William," I whispered to him.

We got back in bed again and I wondered how I hadn't known I was gay before.
Was it my early religious upbringing? Was it some form of mental blockage? I
just didn't know. All I did know was
that I wanted William's cock inside me but he was fast asleep in my arms. I
would have to wait until the next morning for that...

To be continued...

Richard Allen

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