Date: Sun, 13 Jan 2002 19:31:39 EST
From: Draginacht@aol.com
Subject: Fantasies For Life 06

Disclaimer: The following is a work of fiction and any resemblance to real
people or events is purely coincidental.  The story contains graphic
descriptions of sex between men. Anyone who is forbidden by law to read such
material must stop now.  This story is being posted to the Nifty Archive
solely for the enjoyment of its readers.

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Enough is enough. Chris' work has interfered with his personal plans one too
many times. He decides to take early retirement at the end of the month at
age 55. His health is excellent and his body is in great shape. He works out
four times a week and can beat most of the youngsters at racquetball. Now he
can travel at his own choosing. Now to get busy on his story.

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Fantasies For Life: Chapter 6


They left the table, Rick paid the ticket and they walked back to the hotel
staying very close to each other and not saying a word. Rick entered the main
entrance and Karl went to the staff entrance. Rick arrived at his room less
than a minute before Karl and when he saw Karl walking down the hall he
opened the door so Karl could walk right in. As the door closed Karl grabbed
Rick, wrapped his arms around Rick's neck, swung his legs up and around
Rick's waist and hugged him so tightly Rick had difficulty breathing.

"I needed that all afternoon." Karl said as he released his death grip on
Rick's neck and kissed him. Rick was not about to ask Karl anything about his
conversation with Diter. That was his personal business. If Karl wanted to
talk about it he would have to open the subject. Also, Rick was in the
embarrassing position of having listened in of a conversation that he was not
meant to understand.

Standing in the hall near the bathroom, Karl began unbuttoning Rick's shirt.
"Let's take a shower." He suggested. Karl was being the aggressor all of a
sudden. At this point, Rick was willing to do anything Karl asked.

"Great idea!" And the two men quickly undressed each other throwing clothes
everywhere. The shower scene was erotic, sensual and humorous all at the same
time. After they dried each other Karl grabbed Rick around his neck again and
leaped into the air wrapped his legs around Rick's waist. Rick staggered a
little until he established his balance.

"Carry me to our bed." Karl said playfully, like a little kid. And he began
kissing Rick all over his face and neck, making it difficult for Rick to see
where he was walking. Rick managed to navigate out of the bathroom, down the
hall and around the corner to the large bed. When he bumped against the bed
Rick placed one knee as far into the bed as possible then bent at the waist
and gently lowered Karl to the sheets. Their kisses began to last longer and
become more passionate. Their cocks were beginning to leak precum.

"Rrk?" Karl was trying to talk while Rick was kissing him. "Rrk?"

"Yes my beautiful young man." Rick pulled away from Karl's lips and looked
down into those bottomless eyes.

"Fuck me...please." Rick's eyes re-focused from Karl's eyes to his face and
he stared for several moments. He had to proceed carefully here. Yes, he
wanted Karl, but only if Karl wanted him. It appeared he did. He also could
hardly believe this was happening. This whole thing in Munich was crazy.
Above all else, be honest with Karl.

"I want you Karl but, have you ever done this before?"

"No." Karl stared back at Rick, not blinking. "But it is time."

"It will hurt, Karl."

"Yes, I expect it will. And, if I can repeat what you said, 'But you are
worth it.'"

Tears began to well up in Rick's eyes. "I will make love to you, not fuck
you. And, I will try not to hurt you."

"I know, I trust you. You are so nice to me." Karl lifted his head and gently
kissed Rick expressing his desire.

Rick left the bed and went into the bathroom to get a condom and lube. When
he returned, Karl was stretched out with arms extended and legs spread, his
eyes were closed as if in some kind of meditative state. Rick wasn't about to
dive right in, so to speak, he intended to prepare Karl both physically and
emotionally for his deflowering. Rick placed his supplies on the table and
asked Karl to turn over onto his stomach. He did, with eyes shut. Rick
climbed on top and began massaging like he had the previous night. After
turning Karl face up, Rick started with the feet as before but he skipped
over Karl's groin area, going straight to his lips for some tender, sensual
attention before dropping to his nipples. He worked downward from there. Rick
licked up the precum that was spread over Karl's abdomen and followed the
trail to the head of his penis which quickly disappeared into Rick's mouth.
Rick's tongue caressed Karl's glans until moans indicated a desirable level
of sensitivity had been reached. Rick's mouth then slowly devoured Karl's
entire penis, which was held entrapped in Rick's throat for about half a
minute before he withdrew and released it. Next, Karl's nuts became the focus
of Rick's lovemaking. After bathing, caressing and taking each testicle into
his mouth, Rick released them to dry. Only then did he place his hands under
Karl's knees and lift them into the air and press them toward Karl's chest.
Karl, remembering the previous instruction, placed his hands behind his knees
and pulled his legs closer to his chest exposing his anus for his lover to
attend. Rick applied the same technique as previously, licking either side of
Karl's hole before going for the gold. This time, Rick did more than just
lick the exterior of Karl's anal lips, he pressed his tongue hard against the
opening until it was sufficiently relaxed and allowed entry. Rick could hear
Karl gasp and moan at each new sensation. The moment had come. Rick reached
for his supplies. First he added a drop of lube in the end of the condom and
rolled it onto his urgent erection. Next he squirted some lube onto his
fingers and spread it around warming it before applying it to Karl's hole. He
gently placed his lubricated index finger directly on Karl's anal lips and
began to spread the lube over the hole. He added more lube and slowly, gently
worked his finger inside. Karl moaned indicating he was experiencing some
pleasure form the action. Rick added more lube and worked it deeper into Karl
while soothingly stroking the sides of Karl's sphincter trying to get it to
relax. He withdrew his index finger, slicked up his middle finger and gently
inserted both into Karl. This time Karl grunted and his sphincter tightened
down on Rick's fingers so Rick stopped penetration and, using the thumb of
his left hand he began stroking the exterior skin around Karl's anus. Soon,
Karl relaxed his sphincter and Rick continued working on enlarging his
opening. Rick knew he needed to get three fingers inside and he didn't look
forward to it. With the index and middle fingers of his right hand partially
inside Karl, Rick slowly inserted his third finger. Apparently, Karl never
noticed. It slid in easily so Rick added more lube and continued to enlarge
Karl's hole. Rick was careful to avoid touching Karl's prostate, he wanted to
save that for later. Finally Rick covered his cock with lube.

"Karl?"

"Ja." He answered in a soft almost inaudible voice.

"It's time, are you ready?" Rick whispered.

"Ja." Karl replied with his eyes still closed.

'This is crazy.' Rick thought. 'I've never done this either. But at least
I've had it done to me and I've seen lots of gay videos. So, here goes.' Rick
moved in close between Karl's open legs and supported his weight with his
arms. He looked down his torso and aligned his cock with Karl's opening.
Slowly he made contact and began adding pressure. Karl's anus opened
smoothly, almost too easily, and allowed Rick's glans to enter without
difficulty. 'All that work had paid off.' he thought and he began sliding
deeper. Suddenly Karl's body stiffened and he grunted loudly. Rick stopped.
Karl seemed to hold his breath for a moment.

"OK." Karl whispered. "More."

'So much for preparation' Rick thought and continued pressing forward until
his seven-inch cock was completely encased deep inside Karl's body.

"OH Rick!" Karl sobbed with pain and some desperation in his voice. "I hurt!"
The pain of penetration suddenly struck him. He thought he was prepared for
it but the depth of the pain surprised him. Karl began to take shorter
breaths and tears welled up in his eyes. Rick looked down and saw Karl's
penis was soft and shriveled.

"Karl, I've hurt you! I'm pulling out!" Rick exclaimed as he started to
withdraw his cock.

"NEIN!...No." Karl said with authority as he wrapped his legs tighter around
Rick's hips and attempted to hold his lover inside. "It's not THAT bad.
Please stay." During this exchange, Rick had dropped from his hands to his
elbows and was now cradling Karl in his arms.

"Karl,...relax. Try to slow your breathing, breathe slower." Rick could
imagine Karl hyperventilating and passing out. He didn't want that
complication.

"OK." Karl grunted his replied. The desperation seemed gone from his voice.
The suggestion seemed to be working as Karl began breathing more slowly. If
Karl's sphincter had not been squeezing so hard at the base of Rick's cock,
he surely would have lost his erection. He was so concerned about Karl's pain
he wasn't thinking about sex.

Their lips found each other and joined but it was not a kiss, it was more
mechanical. As Karl's pain subsided his passion increased and his hands found
the back of Rick's head. He began running his fingers through Rick's hair and
kissing with true passion. Only seconds later Rick began to respond to the
sensual sexual attack. He carefully began pressing and grinding his pubic
bone against Karl's ass and Karl was pressing back just as forcefully. Rick
then became aware of Karl's re-erected schwanz rubbing against his abdomen.

"YES! YES!" Karl moaned. Rick tried slowly withdrawing a couple of inches and
pressing back into Karl. He did not object. Rick tried a longer stroke and
Karl was still kissing passionately. As Rick's own passion increased so did
the length of his stroke. In a matter of moments he established a slow,
rhythmic lover's motion. Rick now began shifting his position slightly until
his cock found Karl's prostate. Karl stopped kissing, his mouth flew open and
his heals pressed firmly against Rick's butt as his chest arched forward.
"Nnnnnng." Was the sound that escaped Karl's throat. Rick bore down on his
prey and began loving in earnest. This new pleasure filling Karl's being was
pushing him closer and closer to orgasm. Rick's realization that he was
causing Karl real pleasure, provided the emotional engine driving him toward
orgasm. Then it happened.

Karl grabbed Rick's head and pulled their lips together roughly, grinding
their teeth together. Karl's tongue began raping Rick's mouth. The next thing
Rick was aware of was a hot, thick, sticky liquid hitting his chest and Karl
began spouting German words Rick never heard in any classroom. The power of
Karl's orgasm seemed to transfer directly into Rick's body and his testicles
released their precious seeds.

The two lovers held onto each other, united physically and emotionally, not
moving for several minutes. Karl finally relaxed and let his legs fall to the
bed. As Rick's softening cock slipped out of Karl's warm hole it was met with
a quiet, sad "Ohhhh." Rick rolled them onto their sides facing each other and
Karl draped his leg over Rick's hip. They lay quietly for several more
minutes allowing their bodies to regenerate and restore some strength. When
Rick opened his eyes Karl was staring at him with the biggest grin Rick had
ever seen. Karl kissed him tenderly.

"Thank you." Karl said softly as he brushed the hair from Rick's forehead. He
wanted to say 'I love you' but he resisted. "I'm so happy I found you. You
are so nice to me, so nice to me."

"And, thank you. I don't know the correct words to tell you how much you mean
to me. I'm so happy you found me too." Rick grinned back at Karl; they held
on to each other, neither willing to let go. Then Rick heard Karl's stomach
growling and realized he was hungry.

"Hungry?" Rick asked as he rubbed his hand on Karl's stomach, right into the
cum Karl had deposited there. "Well, look what we have here! This will
satisfy one hunger but I need something more substantial." Karl chuckled.
"I'll call room service. You know the menu, what do you recommend?"

"It's not very German but the hamburgers are very good."

"One or two?"

"Order two for each of us. They are not very big."

"There's beer in the mini-bar, is that OK?"

"Let's drink one now." Karl went to the mini-bar, pulled out two beers,
opened them as he sat on the side of the bed and handed one to Rick.

"To us." Rick said as he raised the bottle of beer. Karl raised his bottle
and they clinked together.

"To us." Karl replied. They took one drink and then kissed. Rick reached for
the phone on the bedside table, pressed the button for room service and
ordered the hamburgers. The person taking the order advised it would be
delivered in approximately thirty minutes and Rick hung up the phone.

"Now we shower." Karl commanded as he stood and pulled Rick up with him. The
shower was a lot of fun. The two men had a very enjoyable time washing,
kissing, holding, caressing and drying each other. They were standing by the
bed when there was a knock on the door. 'Room Service' they heard someone
call.

"NO!" Karl exclaimed. "I hide in the bathroom!"

"OK" Rick replied as he grabbed for a bathrobe. When Karl was safely in the
bathroom Rick opened the door. A nice looking bellman stood behind a food
cart waiting to be invited in.

"Come in, place it by the table, please." Rick noticed the young man take a
deep breath and glance at Rick after he entered the room. He placed the cart
where Rick told him as Rick found his pants among the pile of clothes and dug
into his pants pocket for a tip. "Thank you." Rick said as placed the tip in
the bellman's outstretched hand. He couldn't help notice the bulge in the
front of the man's pants. As the young man left the room Rick saw him glance
at the extra pair of man's pants and shirt on the floor, then look down at
the light shining from under the bathroom door.

"All clear!" Rick said as he rapped on the bathroom door. A still naked Karl
came strolling out.

"That was Max. If he knew, he wouldn't say anything." Karl said.

"Well, this room smells like cum and he either has a large cock or he was
turned on by what he smelled because I'm sure I saw a giant sausage pushing
out on the front of his pants." Karl laughed loudly. "Dinner is served." Rick
announced as he moved the plates from the cart to the small table. They sat
down and began eating while completely nude. The table was so small their
knees and calves kept brushing together. Like rubbing two pieces of wood
together, if you do it long enough you start a fire. As Rick and Karl stuffed
their mouths with food they kept looking at each other. Rick enjoyed feeling
the tingle of desire in his groin but knew it was too soon after lovemaking
to get another erection. He was barely half-hard. Karl, on the other hand,
had a very wide, seductive grin in his face.

"What?" Rick asked as he smiled into Karl's grin. "You're not..." He looked
under the table and saw a rigid one-eyed snake looking at him. "Good God,
Karl. Have you no shame? You're disgusting, depraved. We're eating dinner and
you're sitting hear with a hardon. Youth!" Rick exclaimed, wishing his
recuperative powers were as strong.

"If I put ketchup on it would that help?"

"Absolutely not. I never put ketchup on desert." Rick reached over, wrapped
his hand around Karl's sex organ and squeezed it. "But I do like whipped
cream with my desert." And the two men exchanged smiles with their chuckles.
Rick was thinking that this experience was already better than the honeymoon
he had with his wife. What could happen next?

As they polished off the food, Karl stood up and tugged on Rick's arm. "Come!
Lay with me!" He dragged Rick to the bed and they lay facing to each other,
each lovingly stroking any part of the other's body they could touch. Slowly
the distance between them closed, they embraced and began kissing like two
lovers who could kiss for hours. After more than thirty minutes of that, Rick
was still only half-hard but Karl was leaking precum all over the place. Rick
wanted so much to give him relief. His kisses began to find new targets as he
moved from Karl's face to his ears to his neck, then to Karl's now erect
nipples, his smooth abdomen and his testicles. Karl was moaning softly with
pleasure. "Yes!" Karl whispered when Rick's lips slipped over the head of
Karl's cock. Karl needed that. Rick's talented tongue began showing Karl what
it could do as Rick slowly took inch after inch of Karl deeper into his
mouth. While Rick's left hand was caressing Karl's scrotum, his right hand
was caressing Karl's nipples. Rick took Karl into his throat and just held
him there for a couple of minutes without movement, except for an occasional
swallow. Rick's right hand could feel Karl's excited heart pounding inside
his chest. Rick could also feel Karl's manhood throb with the beat of his
heart. Finally Rick pulled back, releasing Karl's cock from his gripping
throat. Rick's tongue twirled around Karl's glans several times, tasting the
delicious precum before plunging back down driving Karl deep into his throat
again. Rick kept this up for a long time. Each time Rick sensed Karl was
about to cum he stopped and waited, never releasing Karl from his mouth.

"Bitte!...Please!...I want to cum!" Karl finally pleaded in a quiet but
urgent voice. Rick knew he had to give Karl the release he so desperately
desired. This time Rick did not stop when he saw Karl's nuts being drawn
closer to his body. Rick was ready when Karl's body began its final trip to
the stars. As Karl's cremaster muscle yanked his testicles toward his body,
Rick slid the middle finger of his left hand into Karl's anus and pressed
directly on his prostate while pinching the erect nipple in his right hand.
Karl exploded. All the time Rick was pleasuring Karl's love tool Karl's hands
caressed Rick's back and head. When the orgasm hit, Karl placed both his
hands on Rick's head, driving it hard into his light brown pubic curls. The
first volley of cum went down Rick's throat before he could pull back. Rick
collected the rest of Karl's love nectar in his mouth. There was something
about Karl's orgasms that made him want to go into a fetal position so Karl
actually held him in such a way that allowed him to do that. After a couple
of minutes, Karl was sufficiently recovered that he was ready to be kissed.
Rick had been challenged to hold Karl's cum in his mouth for such a long time
without swallowing but he succeeded and when their lips met and Karl opened
his mouth to let Rick's tongue inside, he was rewarded with a supply of his
own juices. Their tongues played in the sweet, salty, sticky liquid for
several moments until they swallowed. That simple act seemed to signal the
end of their lovemaking. As much as Rick wanted more, he could not manage
more than half hard. The penalty of age!

Karl turned over so his back was to Rick's front and cuddled back against
Rick's body, the classic spoon position. Rick took Karl in his arms and
kissed the back of his neck. They lay together in silence for several minutes.

"I have to leave tomorrow." The sadness and pain was evident in Rick's voice.
Karl did not respond at first and Rick thought he might be asleep. "And I can
not promise I will ever come back."

"I know." Karl replied weakly. Rick wanted to tell Karl he loved him but
didn't think that would be fair. He could not stay to develop such a love and
Karl needed to find someone for himself. He thought of Diter and hoped it
wouldn't be him. There was something about Diter he didn't like. Another
drawback to their love was the age difference. Karl needed to be with someone
closer to his own age. Rick had absolutely no doubt he had great affection
for Karl. The bond between them was almost surreal. This entire episode in
Rick's life was so unbelievable.

"I will miss you so." Rick finally forced from his vocal chords. Karl was
silent.

"Me too." came the cracked voice reply after several seconds. Karl's head
rested on Rick's right arm. Rick felt a drop of liquid land on his arm. Karl
was crying, silently. Rick could no longer control his sorrow and tears began
to roll down his cheeks onto the back of Karl's neck. Eventually the tears
worked their soothing magic and both men were able to regain control of their
emotions. Karl began to get up.

"I need to piss." he said as he headed toward the bathroom.

"I'm right behind you." Rick replied. Karl spun around with a wry smile and
pointed at Rick's flaccid penis.

"You'll have to do better than that."

Rick could have been offended. Instead, he loved Karl's sense of humor. He
followed Karl into the bathroom and they shared the toilet. Upon returning to
the bedroom Karl climbed back into bed while Rick turned off the lights. Rick
spooned in behind Karl and took him into his arms. Karl, feeling safe,
secure, and loved, descended into sleep rather quickly. Rick enjoyed
listening to Karl breathe deeply and feel his chest rise and fall with each
breath. He could also feel Karl's heart beating in his chest. Rick
concentrated on memorizing the intoxicating yet soothing aroma of Karl's
body. Slowly Rick drifted into a deep sleep, comforted by Karl's presence.

The room was dark when Rick was awakened by Karl ripping himself from Rick's
warm arms.

"I must work." Karl said quietly. Rick looked at the clock and read 04:50. He
remembered Karl's day started at 0600.

"Do you have to go home to change?"

"No, my uniform is in a room we use for changing. But I must be fast or I
will be late." Karl was just slipping his feet into his shoes. He turned his
upper torso around, leaned over and kissed Rick affectionately on the lips,
but briefly. "You have been so nice to me. I will always remember that. You
are better, much better." He stood, walked to the door and was gone. No
good-bye, no nothing! He was just gone. Rick lay alone in the darkness;
sobbing; tears filled his eyes. Why couldn't he have found Karl or someone
like him years earlier? Why was life so cruel some times? Would this his only
time to experience such love for anyone? Rick drifted off with so many sad
thoughts in his mind.

Rick awakened some time after 1000, showered, shaved, and went for lunch. To
hell with breakfast! After a short walk in a park near the hotel he returned
to his room, packed and went to the lobby to check out. He was the last
member of the flight crew to arrive and the shuttle bus would leave when he
was ready. He went to the front desk, turned in his key and waited while the
desk clerk ran his credit card. As the credit card receipt was placed in
front of him to sign, out of the corner of his eye he noticed a familiar
figure. He turned and saw, not twenty feet away, Karl standing with his arms
at his side, almost at attention, looking so damn attractive in his bellman
uniform. He was looking directly at Rick and a tear was running down his
cheek. Rick broke eye contact, signed the credit card receipt, collected the
hotel bill, turned and walked directly to the exit and boarded the shuttle
bus. It only took seconds for all that to transpire but in Rick's mind he
played it over and over in slow motion. 'Enough! Get control of yourself!'
Rick thought. He was back on duty. There was an airplane to fly. He had a job
to do. And as he had done so many times when preparing to fly, he closed the
door to one compartment and opened the door to the aviation compartment. He
was totally focused on the task at hand. He learned early in his aviation
experience that when flying, safety demanded that his full attention be
focused on his job. There were a few moments during the flight to New York
when he allowed himself to think of Karl. 'You're better' Karl had said. What
did he mean? Then it dawned on Rick that Karl was answering the question he
ask just as Karl was about to fuck him that first time. Was sex better with a
man or a woman? With a smile on his face, Rick again close that door on the
compartment that belonged to Karl, and returned to the task before him.

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If Chris thought Chapter 4 was difficult to write, he has tears in his eyes
at the end of this chapter. He will have to finish this episode next time.
Now he has to get serious about his retirement.