Date: Thu, 06 Jun 2002 18:53:26 -0500 From: rob joliet Subject: Rob's Adventure's Final chapter If you are under the age of eighteen or your country or state doesn't allow this sort of literature to be read, please leave now. If you are offended by sex between men or you are offended by dominate/submissive lifestyle, or if you are offended by piss stories then leave now. Because you're reading on, you must enjoy this type of story. If you like this story and would like to continue reading more of it, feel free to send E-mails. Flames will be ignored. E-mail address: rob_joliet_@hotmail.com Copyright Rob Joliet 2002 Edited by: Rob Caldwell From the last Chapter: Then, he began to speak, "Rob we did what we did for the sake of Joseph. He would've ended up spending the rest of his life here and that's never what he wanted nor was it what his father had planned for him. I was his father's best friend and he also knew your father. He would be shocked at how your father's life turned out. I promised him on his deathbed that I'd look out for Joseph. I consider Joseph my son as well as you." I sat there looking at him not really knowing what to say. He spoke again, "You realize that life here will never be the same again. I'm sure that you know that. They (coach and the stepfather) know you are holding back information. They will never stop until they get it. So Rob, it is with deep regret that I tell you this. But you and Matt are going to have to leave here soon. This is your home and in time you'll be back." Final Chapter The Sky's the Limit "Please don't make me go. What will I do? Oh, Please don't make me go," I sobbed. "Rob, you're not in this alone. Do you think that my son will ever let you out of his heart and mind," Al said. When he said that, it was like a heavy weight was lifted from my chest. When it was time to go, Matt and I would be going together. But where will we go and what will we do? I guess that will put an end to whether or not I will go to school. I sat there with all these thoughts running through my mind. I didn't even realize that Al had left the room. Then, Matt walked in and I didn't even see him, I was so deep in thought. "Hey, you going to sit there and stare off into space?" Matt said. I jumped up and ran to him planting a deep and passionate kiss on him. Then, I just hugged him deeply. If I could've hugged him so tightly that we would become one I would have. The rest of the family began getting up and once again reality came upon me. They will be gone all day and the coach is really mad and I don't have any idea what he will do. I don't know this stepfather. But I don't trust him. Al came into the kitchen, "We are all going to stay home from work for a few days. I've taken care of everything. We need to make plans." David came in, "What plans are we making?" "Matt and Rob are getting ready to move on in their lives. We all knew when they came here it would only be a temporary measure, though, I must say I didn't realize that it would be so short of a stay," Al said. "I'm sorry I put you in the middle of this Rob. I know that you've been happy here, but we will be happy no matter where we are as long as we're together," Matt said. "I love you Matt and I always will. Do you know where we are going to go?" I asked. "Where would you like to go?" he asked. "I'll be happy anywhere we live as long as we're together," I said. Then Al said, "Let's all get ready and head out to the diner for some breakfast and then over to Paul's for a day of relaxing and fun." Everyone agreed and we all went off to get ready. We arrived at Master Paul's two hours later. Master Paul, Coach and the stepfather met us at the door. I began to wonder whose side Master Paul was really on. What if he told them that Matt and I were really involved in the escape? The silence was deafening, and then Master Paul spoke, "They've been unable to locate Joseph and Steven. It's believed that this was an inside job. They had to have had help in hiding them. They believe that they are still in the city because the train station, bus station and the airport have been watched within a half hour after they were discovered missing." I began to feel sick to my stomach; I knew that any minute I would be sick if I didn't get away from all these people. "Matt I'm going to be sick." I no sooner got the words out of my mouth and I was back out the front door throwing up my breakfast. Matt was rubbing my back while I felt like I was going to throw up my guts. "Looks to me like someone is feeling guilty," Coach said. "Fuck you, you rotten piece of shit," Matt said. David stepped in-between Matt and coach; I thing you need to leave my family alone. "They've done nothing to you. If memory serves me correctly you're the one that decided that Rob and Joseph needed to get together. That makes me wonder just how much involvement you have in the disappearance." The stepfather gave a look toward the coach and I knew at that moment that we were off the hook, at least for now. But, I still wanted to leave here. It's important that Matt and I have a life of our own. The longer we stay here the more comfortable I will become and the harder it will be for me to leave. I love all of them and I know that leaving will be hard. Matt and Terry helped me to a room where I could lay down. They left me to rest for a while. I lay there thinking. Am I being selfish by wanting to leave here? I don't want to go to school and this will be one way for sure that I won't have to. As I lay there Terry came back into the room, "Rob do you know where you'd like to go when you leave here? No matter where you go and what you do you'll be happy as long as you and Matt are together. He loves you more than I've seen him love anyone." I lay there thinking about what he was saying and thinking back to yesterday and being with Joseph. "Terry, I can't stop thinking about Joseph and the time we spent together yesterday. I enjoyed being with him as much as I enjoy being with you and Matt. Does that make me a bad person? It doesn't mean I don't love Matt any less, do you know what I mean?" I asked. "Rob, you are going to experience many different types of love during your lifetime. You're not a bad person because you enjoyed the sex you had with Joseph. This makes you human," he said. I laid there thinking about what he was saying, it didn't make the feelings I was having any easier. Since I will probably never see Joseph again, these feeling will go away in time, but what if I have the same feelings for another later in time? What can I do to not have these feelings?" I thought. "I will miss you Terry. You are my best friend and the brother of my lover. I would like for you to come with us," I said. "Silly boy, I will always be with you, because you carry me in your heart," he said. I laid there thinking about what he just said, and I realized that he's right. This family will always be in my heart; I would never forget what they've done for me. I will always have Matt and that means that we will return here all the time. I will miss them all terrible. I knew when we came here that it wouldn't be forever. They are my family and they've showed me that they'll love me no matter what. I got undressed and slipped under the covers. I waited for Terry to return. I wanted to make love to him one more time before we had to leave. This one last time to remember till we see each other again; then Terry returned. He looked at me lying in the bed with my clothes lying on the floor and knew what was about to happen. His eyes lit up and he smiled widely. "You ready for this?" I asked. "I'll always be ready," Terry said. He undressed and crawled onto the bed next to me. His lips touched mine and I was in heaven. I wanted this to happen and was not sure if I would ever get enough cock to satisfy me. I've become a cock slut and would do anything to have a cock in my mouth, in my ass or both. We continued kissing and all I could think about was how badly I wanted Terry to fuck me. I was the lowest of the low, I would let a boy fuck me; beg him to fuck me if necessary. Before I had a chance to verbalize what I was thinking, Terry rolled me on my back. Then he started fingering my hole. "Oh Terry, Oh Terry, I need you to fuck me. I need to feel you deep inside me. Make me yours," I said. "Get on all fours, Rob," Terry said. I did as he instructed. He positioned himself behind me and, using spit for lube, he entered me. I groaned, "Fuck me hard, Terry, the harder the better," I begged. He started slamming into me and I loved all I was getting, I must have been making too much noise because the door opened and Master Paul walked in. "What the hell is going on in here?" he shouted then closed the door behind him. Terry and I just looked at him, while Terry continued to fuck me like there would be no tomorrow. Master Paul just leaned back against the wall and watched. I was moaning and groaning like an ol' whore in heat. I wasn't sure but I thought for a minute or two that he would be next and then without as much as a `good-bye' he was out the door. Terry began to long dick me and, damn, did it feel like I was in heaven or at least as close as I would ever get. Finally with one final thrust deep into my bowels, he unloaded into me. Then, he collapsed on top of me panting and trying to catch his breath. "Rob, you are the greatest and I love you," Terry said. "Next to Matt, I will always have the greatest love for you, Terry," I said. With all this said, Terry gave me a warm passionate kiss. "I need to go and see what's happening and what Master Paul is saying out there." With that Terry got up and got dressed and left the room. I lay there thinking about all that has happened since I was tossed off the farm. I remembered back to the lonely days before I'd met Matt. I began to wonder what would have happened to me if I'd never met Matt. Then, the door opened and Matt came in. He closed the door and came over and sat on the bed next to me. "Did you have fun, would you let him do it again if he wanted to?" Matt said with a great smile on his face. "Yes, I sure would, I love him just as much as I love you, but in a different way of course. Your whole family will always be very special to me," I said. Then Matt got serious, "You know Rob we are going to have to leave here very soon. What we've been involved in has made several people very unhappy. If you could go anywhere on the continual United States where would you like to go?" "I will be happy anywhere as long as I'm with you," I said. Matt went over to the bookshelf and got a book that contained the entire continental United States. He tossed it on the bed and it opened to California. Then he came around in back of me and covered my eyes. He placed my hand on the book and told me to point to anywhere on the page. I did and when he uncovered my eyes I was pointing to San Jose, California. "This is where we will go," he said. I just agreed; since I've never been anywhere, San Jose was as good a place as any. I would go anywhere with Matt and he knew it. "Matt, when are we going to have to leave here?" I asked. "Very soon. I'm sorry to have gotten you into this, Rob," Matt said. "I would do anything to help you and anyone else who was in trouble, but you already know that," I said. Matt began rubbing my neck and I started relaxing into it. Then all at once he started speaking in a very serious tone, "Rob we are going to have to make a trip out to the farm and see your family before we leave here. I just looked at him in amazement. "Matt, I really don't want to see my Dad, he doesn't want to see me and I sure as hell don't want to see him or his wife." "Rob, there are times in life when we have to do things that we'd rather not do but we have to; this is one of those times," he said. "When are we doing to be leaving here?" I asked. Matt looked me right in the eye, "Very soon, because coach isn't going to let this pass, he will stay after you till you break. I know you won't want to break and tell him everything. But, you will have no choice and then there will be hell to pay. So we will just disappear into the night and no one will be the wiser as to where we've gone. I know it will make you unhappy to leave all this behind, but for now it's necessary, and in time we'll be back and all will be forgotten." I couldn't hold back the tears and Matt held me close and kissed my ears and the back of my head. I realized that our lives were going to change. I didn't know what California had to offer but I hoped that we would have a good life there and that we'd stay happy. I spent the rest of the day lying around thinking how my life had changed. I wasn't a kid anymore and that now I would have to really grow up even though I'd have liked to have stayed in Palatine for the rest of my life. I knew I trusted Matt and that as long as I was with him nothing could hurt me because he would be there to protect me. But maybe I needed to learn to take care of myself. I began thinking that maybe it was time for me to go off alone and see if I would be able to make it. I guess the family knew what was going on in my mind because later that evening on the trip back to the house Al began to talk about all the young guys that got kicked out of their family homes and ended up on the street and some of them are never heard from again. This scared me, more that anything that had happened to me in the past. Everyone took time off from work and under the cover of the house plans were made for Matt and I to disappear. I still wasn't sure when we would be leaving and I guess it was for the best. If I'd known and the stepfather or coach was able to get me alone they would have been able to make me tell all. Days had passed and finally everything was ready. I had no idea that everything had progressed so quickly. Matt woke me one morning very early and told me to pack what I wanted to take with me and to leave the rest behind. I was confused but as always did what I was asked. I packed one suitcase and a small trunk. Terry came in just as I was finishing and hugged and kissed me. "Rob, it could be a while before we see each other again. I want you to know that I love you just like a brother and we are all very sad that we put you in this spot, Matt most of all." I grabbed onto him and began to cry. I realized that this was good-bye and I may never see him or the rest of the family again. "This just isn't fair, I finally find people who love me and now I have to leave. I don't know if I will ever see you again. This isn't fair." "Rob, the day is coming when you will see us again, this is just temporary. Dad and Master Paul will put an end to all this but they have to get you out of harm's way. Once you and Matt are gone and protected, Dad and Master Paul will go head long into ending this. Their only concern right now is your safety," he said. I hugged and kissed him full on the mouth. Then, Matt came in and said, "It's time for us to go now. We went out to the living room and I kissed and hugged everyone and we said our good-byes. When I hugged and kissed Al on the lips. "Please let us come home quickly," I said with tears in my eyes. "This will be over before you know it and you'll be back in the arms of your family," Al said. I looked him in the eye and he had tears in them. I know then he never wanted to see me leave but that for now this was best. Matt and I went outside and there was a strange car in the driveway. "Matt, where is your car?" I asked. "This is our new car. Now get in and let's go," he said. As we backed out of the drive I took a last look at the house and could see Terry looking out the upstairs window. I started to cry, what would happen to us now? Would we go off and never be heard from again? Epilogue Mat and I headed over to Indiana and stayed there for a week. Then we went back through Illinois and stopped off in Godley. We hid the car off in the strip mines and hiked over to the farm. I was able to see Ollie and he told us that there were people looking around for us and that dad said he would call them if we turned up. Ollie promised not to tell that he'd seen us. Ollie never did tell and he and I have become very close over the years. He would still act different when --she-- was around but I understood. Our dad died in 1995 and he disinherited all his children and --she-- was left with everything. --She-- died in 1996 and only remembered Ollie from our family, which is what I expected. Matt and I did make it to San Jose and were out there for two years. We had lots of problems those years. There were many times I just wanted to get away. I almost did leave him once but because of Terry and his understanding we were able to get through it. We had many happy years together and saw a lot of this country. We did a lot of traveling while working construction. We didn't stay in one place for too long (about six months usually). We mostly worked together and enjoyed playing with others as often as we could. The problems in Palatine were worked out over the next couple of years. Matt and I did return there many times over the years. We never saw coach or the stepfather again. Joseph and Steven are no longer together. Joseph is doing well and living in Paris with his French partner whom I adore. I don't get to see him as much as I'd like but that's cool, he has his own life. Then in the late ninety's our lives took a great turn. "My Matt" was diagnosed with lung cancer, he was given 2 years and a little over six months later "My Matt" died. This was one of the hardest tests I ever had to endure. I spent the next year hoping to die too. I hadn't been alone in all those years and all of a sudden I found myself alone and unloved. I was never unloved since the first day I met Matt. I just felt sorry for myself and hated the world for taking "My Matt". I've stayed contact with Terry and the rest of the family. They are all very supportive of me and anything that makes me happy. I love them all as much today as I did all those years ago. I see them often, not as often as I'd like but I stay busy with my classes and all. I finally returned to Illinois to the town where it all began (Godley). I spent another 6 months walking over the ground Matt and I used to walk over and spent most of the days crying and dreading my loss. Finally, I decided to go to college and get a degree. I signed up for classes in the summer of '99, that same year I started to write this story. I started dating about a year ago and since I've never dated, this was all new to me. I'm hoping to one day find a partner who doesn't want to take Matt's place and to be happy in the knowledge that I had a great life with him and that I hope to have a great life with him too. <><><><><><><><><><><> I wish to thank all of you who have taken the time to write over the last couple of years. You helped me to be able to continue this story. There are too many to mention here but you know who you are: THANK YOU Hugs to you all Have a great and happy life. The End