JOSH by jamie ============== Josh is a farm boy, from Arkansas. He's 20 years old, 5'7" tall and at 140 lbs. this blonde, gray eyed little nymph just begs to please older men. He left Arkansas when he was just 16 and has traveled from Florida to New York City and finally landed in Los Angeles about a year ago. He's a wanderer. Wandering in search of......... Let's back up, just a bit, so that you can understand what Josh is all about. When I met him, a year ago, he wanted to talk. Actually, he'd answered an ad I'd run in one of the local L.A. gay rags -- looking for male models. He does enjoy posing and showing off in front of the camera..... and....... it really turns him on to do it. That night, however, Josh had just moved to California and he was feeling a little lonely and homesick..... so we just talked. This is his story. When he turned 18, his older brother, Seth, decided that this pretty little farm boy should become a man. After the friends and relatives had left the birthday party, Seth told Josh that he was going to show him something really special, for his birthday. The boys jumped into Seth's pick up truck and headed down the long road which led to the family farm and headed towards town. On the way, Josh was feeling both excited as well as apprehensive. Seth usually didn't pay any attention to him, though he'd often dreamed of being close to Seth. Josh got really turned on when he thought about the times that he'd seen his older brother naked, after showering or down at the secret swimming hole on their farm. Seth and his friends from school would often skinny dip in the swimming hole, and Josh would hide behind the trees,,,,, admiring the older boys bodies. He didn't fully understand why, but looking at them really turned him on. He didn't understand what those tingly feelings were all about, but he did know that it felt good. Well, tonight, Josh was about to learn what it was all about. At 18 years old, Josh was about to become a man. Seth pulled into the parking lot of the old mill building and stopped next to one of the old loading dock doors. He told Josh to get out of the truck and to stand beside it and wait for him. Seth disappeared into the old mill building and returned about 5 minutes later. Josh was getting nervous, now. What was Seth up to, he was wondering. What had he gotten himself into. Seth walked over to Josh and told him to turn around. This was to be a surprise and he was going to blindfold Josh until they got inside. Nervous as he was, he was starting to get excited. He had no idea what was about to happen to him, but in a strange sort of way he trusted his older brother and turned to let him put on the blindfold. Once it was in place, Josh couldn't see a thing, and Seth pushed him up against the side of the truck. Holding his hands behind him, Seth tied Josh's hands together and led him inside the old building. In the distance Josh could hear other voices. He asked Seth what he was going to do to him. Seth didn't answer, he just pushed Josh towards the voices and told him to keep quiet. He wasn't to speak. He was just to follow any instruction which was to be given to him. The voices sounded very close, now. Josh began to tremble. He was afraid that the men were going to hurt him in some way. He begged Seth to take him home. Seth just squeezed his arm and pushed him into the room. "Don't worry little brother", he said, "We're going to make you a man, tonight". "You're going to have fun, as long as you do exactly what you're told to do." With that, Josh was pushed away and stood, helplessly, in the middle of the room. He heard the other men talking about him. He heard one of them say that Seth had found a real good specimen, this time. He recognized that voice! It was one of the boys from the swimming hole. He must be standing in the midst of all of Seth's swimming hole buddies. His young young cock started to stir. He tried to picture what they looked like, when they were skinny dipping and sun bathing in the nude, down at the old swimming hole. It was getting him hot, just thinking about it. The fear which he'd felt earlier started to change into excitement. His young cock was as hard as a rock. He was wondering what they were going to do to him. Suddenly, everyone in the room became quiet and his brother, Seth began to speak. "Josh, we know that you've been watching us at the swimming hole. We know that it turns you on to see us naked, especially when we're `fooling around' down there. Well, we just thought that it would be fair that we should see you, naked and then have you join in on some of the fun.... now that you're a little man." With that, Seth stepped over to him and ripped his shirt and shorts right off his body. Josh was embarrassed now. There he was, standing in the middle of this room, tied and blindfolded and as naked as the day he was born, with a raging hard on. He heard several of the older boys gasp, as Seth pulled his shorts off of him. Josh hadn't really thought about it, to that point, but he has a huge 9 1/2" cut cock which is about the thickness of a baseball bat when it's hard. That, combined with his small body, made it look even bigger. Once naked, the others moved closer to him and began to fondle and pull at his naked body. It felt real good, especially when he started to picture in his mind, what all of these boys had looked like, when they were naked. Josh was really getting turned on. Suddenly, all of the hands went away. One pair of hands returned and a new voice spoke. "Josh, you're one hot little man. We're going to teach you to play like a man, tonight. You will be OK and won't be hurt, as long as you follow directions and do as you're told." Josh said that he'd do whatever they wanted him to do, as long as they didn't hurt him. With that, Josh was pushed to his knees and he felt a new feeling caressing his lips. "Open your mouth and take my cock inside of you, boy! Suck it, Suck it good!" Josh didn't understand but it smelled good, so he opened his mouth and took the huge rod down his throat. The man grabbed the back of his head and started pumping the huge tool in and out. Josh was still a little scared, but he liked what this felt and tasted like. Suddenly, the man moaned and yelled "I'm gonna cum! I'm gonna shoot this load into your virgin throat boy! Swallow it all!" Josh felt a warm, salty liquid filling his throat. It tasted great! He swallowed all but a few drops of the sweet man juices. As soon as the first man had shot his load, another replaced him at Josh's lips. The scene was repeated until each of the seven older boys, including Seth, had shot Josh full of their cum. Josh was really hot, now. He'd never felt so good, horny and excited before. His cock felt like it was going to burst. It almost hurt, it was so hard..... and he couldn't do anything about it, because he was tied, tightly with the ropes which Seth had secured him with before they'th before they'd entered the building. After a few minutes, Josh was pulled to his feet and guided into a corner of the room. His mouth was covered with a leather strap, which had some sort of cock shaped object attached to it. The object slid down his throat, like the boys cocks had just a little while ago. He couldn't talk with this thing down his throat. Josh let out a nervous whine. He was getting nervous again. What were they going to do to him now? Suddenly, Josh felt himself being picked up by all of the boys. He was placed onto a strap like thing which was suspended above the floor of the old mill building. His hands were untied and the re-secured to the chains which held this contraption up. Then his legs were lifted and secured to the chains which held the other end of this harness up. Josh later learned that this thing was called a sling...... later it would become one of Josh's favorite positions...... bound, gagged and suspended in mid air... and used by a group of hot, horny older men. The feeling of helplessness made him feel all tingly and hot inside. His young, virgin body trembled with excitement and expectation. Once again, his young cock was as hard as a rock. Hands came from everywhere and worked his hard, sweaty, tingling young body. They worked his erect nipples, pulling and twisting. That felt great. It hurt so much that it felt wild. It made him quiver with excitement. Another pair of hands pulled at and twisted his hairless young ball sack. Yet another pair of hands pulled at his hard, throbbing cock. Hands worked and fondled his ass cheeks and the last pair of hands worked over his virgin young butt hole. That felt really good. Josh felt like he was ready to explode all over. His body was in heaven! Suddenly he winced, feeling a new kind of pleasure-pain. Someone was working first one, then two fingers into his butt hole. It hurt terribly. Suddenly Josh was scared again. That really hurt. He tried to scream, but the cock gag which filled his throat didn't let out more than a faint moan. The fingers continued to probe his hole until four fingers violated his virgin hole. They pain became worse, but then his ass and cock started to tighten. Without realizing it, because of the pain, Josh's cock had hardened and was about to spew his first load all over his naked, sweaty young body. He came so much that he felt his cum dripping over his entire body. He gasped for breath. He hadn't cum like that, ever. He felt spent. He felt used. He felt great! All of the hands and fingers went away, leaving his throbbing young body to hang and recover from this experience. The older boy's voices drifted off into the distance of another room of the old mill building. Josh drifted off to sleep, feeling fabulous. He didn't know how long he'd slept. He felt rested. When he awoke, his body was, once again, being fondled, twisted and probed. His cock gag was removed from his mouth, but the blind fold remained in place. His head was pulled baead was pulled back and down and a huge man cock entered his throat, in place of the gag. The fingers which had been probing his virgin hole were now replaced by yet another big man cock. Again, Josh tried to scream, but this time the huge cock which was thrusting in and out of his mouth muffled the sound. His ass was being stretched to the point that he thought that he was being ripped open. Soon, however, the pain was replaced with a feeling that he'd never know before. His attempts to scream were replaced with a moaning which became louder with each long stroke of the cock which was reaming his tight young butt. His young cock sprang to attention. His moaning continued and the cock in his mouth exploded... filling his gut, once again with those sweet man juices. At the same moment, the cock which was assaulting his virgin hole gave one last, hard thrust and exploded,,,,, filling his butt with the same sweet juices. His cock felt like it was about to burst..... but the huge piece of man meat slid from his ass and the urge to cum subsided,,,,, temporarily. No sooner had these hot pieces of man meat been removed from him then two more of the older men replaced them with fresh ones. Josh felt like his whole body was about to explode. He'd never felt so hot in his young life. He loved the feeling of having his throat and ass being reamed and filled with hot, throbbing man meat. The older boys took turns filling both his mouth and ass, until each had had a shot at both. When they were done with him, they released him from his sling bondage and gently lowered him to the middle of the floor. His hands and feet were untied and his blindfold was finally removed. Josh looked up, meekly, and checked out each of the hard, muscled man bodies which stood in a circle around him. He knelt in the middle of this man circle, watching each of them stroking his hard, throbbing meat. Seth spoke. "Josh, we've had our fun. Now it's your turn. We want to see you jack off that hot piece of man meat. We want to see you cum all over yourself. Stroke that huge thing until you explode." Josh shivered from excitement and began to stroke his meat.... pulling at his balls and probing his dripping ass hole with his other hand. He was starting to moan and breath heavily, looking up from his own cock, every once in a while to watch as the older men around him stroked their meat with excitement. Josh was ready to shoot his load and he moaned loudly as he shot the biggest load he'd every done,,,,, all over his sweating and throbbing young body. As he came, the others began to cum.... all over him..... covering his body, from head to toe, with their sweet man juices. Josh collapsed to the floor, gasping for breath. He laid still for a while, as the others looked on with satisfaction. Josh had performed well tonight. He had become a man. He had become a part of the group. From that night on, Josh felt that he existed to please older men. He was always horny and always ready to be used as the pleasure young toy which he'd become that night long ago. Every night Seth would make Josh do something new to him. For two years after that Josh would service many men in this otherwise conservative farming community. Seth went off to college and the others drifted away to the city. At 18 1/2, Josh felt that something was still missing in his young life. He needed more and more men in his life. He wasn't getting enough action in that little farming community any more. Ever since Seth left he felt a void. He had to move on. That's when he decided to pack up and head for Florida. He'd heard that there were a lot of hot horny older men down there and that's just what he wanted and needed. He needed to have more older men to take care of. He need something new. Josh thumbed his way down to Florida, servicing many hot drivers along the way. He knew that his destiny had been drawn. He was placed on this earth to serve any hot older man who needed him. He was placed here to be used as the young toy which Seth had taught him to be. He spent a year and a half moving from place to place in Florida and learned many new tricks. On his 19th birthday Josh met a man of about 40 who used him in ways that he'd never known possible. Frank made Josh his young slave. Josh became more and more submissive and less and less inhibited about everything. He spent two weeks servicing Franks every need and desire. He spend two weeks completely buck naked, being kept ready to serve at any time. Several times, during those two weeks, Frank would bring friends over to use Josh too. At the end of the two weeks, Frank told Josh that he was going to take him home, to New York with him. Frank needed Josh and Josh need a change of scenery as well. They left the next day for New York. Things went on pretty well for about a year. Josh served only Frank and his friends. He lived with Frank in his Manhattan apartment and stayed naked most of the time. He liked it that way. Josh was always ready for always ready for his next instruction. After a year or so, however, Frank seemed to be getting more and more disinterested in Josh and the little games which they'd been playing. He spent more and more time outside of the apartment and on many occasions didn't even come home for several days at a time. It was on one of these occasions that Josh decided that it was once again time for him to move on. Frank had been gone for two days and Josh just packed his things into his knapsack and hit the streets once again. He decided that the New York winters were too much for him. He enjoyed being outside and he couldn't do that in the way in which he was accustomed, naked, in the snowy cold winters of the northeast. Josh decided to head for southern California. He thumbed his way, first south and then west,,,,,, heading for Los Angeles. He'd heard a lot about L.A. from friends of Franks. Josh was ready for some new action and he felt that L.A. was just the place to find it. He arrived in L.A. one night in June, about a month after his 20th birthday. He'd heard that West Hollywood was a good place to find what he was looking for so he headed right there. The streets were wild with activity and his slender, almost naked young frame was attracting a lot of attention from many of the men on the street. It was a hot, early summer night in Hollywood so Josh was dressed in only a thin pair of white jogging shorts which were slit up the sides of the legs and a new pair of white sneakers which one of his rides had given him on his way out here. With his back pack on his back, Josh cruised the streets of L.A. and drifted down Santa Monica Boulevard. He stopped in front of an interesting little store called the Pleasure Chest and decided that, between the items in the store as well as the hot, older men who seemed to be going in there, that he'd take a look inside. He wasn't in the store for more than 5 minutes when Jake, a man of about 45 approached him. Jake asked Josh if he'd like to go down the sto go down the street to his favorite bar and have a couple of drinks. Josh had been traveling a long time and said that he sure could use it. Jake grabbed Josh by his neck and led him down the street to the bar. After a couple of seven and seven's Josh began to loosen up. By the end of the night he'd had several more drinks and was pretty wasted. Jake had been joined by 3 or 4 other equally hot older men and they all were paying a lot of attention to this new kid on the block. Josh was getting excited. It had been a long trip and a long time since he'd had a chance to service so many hot men all at the same time. He tingled inside when Jake finally asked him to go with him and the others. He told Josh that he was going to have a little after hours party. Josh was ready and hoping for the best..... a lot of hot man action. The men led Josh out to a van which was parked right outside the door of the bar. He was pushed into the back, on the floor. The others got in and sat down on the seats in the fronts in the front of the van. It seemed like they'd been driving for an hour, when the van finally came to a stop in the parking lot of what looked like an old guest house. The men got out of the van and opened the back doors and pulled Josh out, onto his feet. He was blind folded and his hands were tied behind his back. Josh was really getting excited now. The whole scene reminded him of his first hot time at the hands of Seth and his friends. He was led inside and taken downstairs. His hands were untied and placed in shackles which suspended his arms up and out and held him against the wall. He felt the heat of many lights being turned on around him. Even with the blind fold still in place, Josh could tell that the room was very brightly lit. He heard a lot of commotion around him but no one said a word to him. Suddenly, without warning, a pair of rough hands took hold of his body and with a single motion, ripped the thin white shorts from his body. His sneakers were removed and once again he knew that several pairs of eyes were on him. He was really getting excited now. He knew that he was going to be expected to "perform" for these hot men and that was what Josh liked to do best. In his travels over the past few years he'd made most of his survival money by doing either strip or sex shows for money. He really got off knowing that large numbers of hot, horny, older men enjoyed watching him work himself over with his hands and toys. The room became very quiet and it seemed like everyone suddenly had left him alone. After a short while, voice started coming closer and finally sounded like they had entered the room where he was being held captive. He heard a lot of "foreign" directions being given but it seemed like little if any attention was being paid to him. Then, without warning, the same rough pair of hands from earlier in the evening began working his body..... pulling at his erect nipples and pulling at his tight, low hanging ball sack. Then the hands fumbled with and removed the blind fold from over his eyes. After Josh's eyes adjusted to the bright lights of the room he realized that he was in a television studio of sorts. The room was filled with lights and cameras and sound equipment. There were several older men standing around looking him over as he hung, naked, from the wall. His cock instantly became hard as a rock once he realized that these men wanted him to make a video tape for them. He would get to perform, not only for them, but for others who could watch the tape later. Josh started to quiver in anticipation of what was about to happen. "Josh, we're going to have you make a video for us. We want you to perform with some of our other "actors". They will put you through your paces. All you'll have to do is follow their instructions and do just as you're told and you'll be OK. Now we're going to release you from those chains. You have some work to do, boy!" For three hours, after that introduction, Josh was fucked up his tight butt hole by 10 hot, horny leather men. He was "forced" to suck huge cocks until they exploded down his throat. His ass was slapped, whipped, and filled with dildoes, butt plugs and at one point by two huge, throbbing cocks at the same time. Everything was being captured by two cameras which turned him on even more. He must have cum 6 or 8 times that night. Although he'd thought that he'd seen and done it all, the idea of doing all of that in front of a camera excited him even more than he thought possible. Josh had found his new slot in life. He quickly fell into demand with all of the porn producers in Hollywood and worked constantly on one project or another. He spent his nights getting off in front of one camera crew or another and his days in a secluded little Malibu nude beach..... tanning his hot, tight farm boy body. Josh has been in California for a year now. He's become one of the hottest porn stars in the world. He's posed and performed for just about anyone with a camera and has stripped and performed in just about every club in L.A. Josh has found his ultimate happiness in his career of sexual and sensual abandon which his life has become. He's definitely not a one man boy. He lives to perform for and to satisfy every need of any and all older men who want him. Josh has found what he wandered around the country looking for for three years. Josh has realized that his subservient exhibitionism is his desired destiny in life. -END-