Date: Wed, 24 Jul 2002 06:10:42 EDT
From: AmanteGuy@aol.com
Subject: My Bad Big Brother -Chapter 3

fThis is part Three of a fictional story, based loosely on people in my life. 
It has some elements that may not fit what some communities deem appropriate. 
If you are not interested in Gay Male Erotic Stories please then do not 
proceed reading the story, please be advised the story is gay themed and has 
tones of generational sex, forced/consensual sex (strictly Characterizations) 
and occasional lapses into reality. This will be submitted in a series, Sorry 
it is off to a slow start, I hope those of you reading are feeling the same 
anticipation I feel. Let me know and hey........ Enjoy!
Copyright by author.
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In this chapter We find Step has made the connection between his fascination 
with his best friend and his fear and intimidation for his estranged older 
brother.

Chapter 3 My Bad Big Brother
"My Brother's arrival"

I walk up to the screen door with my raging hard on, and there stands my Big 
Brother Pauly. I had not seen him in many many years. I must say he was a 
real hunk. Pauly (Paulo) now stood 6ft 2, weighted roughly 210lbs. His body 
was tone and tight (the military and years at juvenile hall no doubt). When 
he was younger his hair was sandy brown color, and now he had what I could 
only call Golden brown, the kind that shines in the sunlight. His eyes were a 
deep hazel with flecks of green like mine. One other thing, he had this 
smile, a smile I have seen somewhere before.  I looked my older brother up 
and down almost unsure if that was really him, his picture from last 
Christmas was just not doing him justice.(What the hell am I thinking of him 
this way shaking my head confused). I immediately felt even smaller compared 
to him. Beside him sat the largest german shepherd I had ever seen. This 
German shepherd was the cause of pebbles yapping like crazy. Just behind my 
brother I could see from the porch light someone else leaning against a Chevy 
Blazer.  My Brother flashing me that devious smile I have seen so many times 
before said "Hey Step it is really great to see you again, but are you going 
to stand there gawking or let us in?"  I snapped out of the awe I was feeling 
and gathered my thoughts "Oh yeah come on in." I moved to open the door and 
then hesitant Pebbles jumped around in excitement. I was eyeing his monster 
of a Dog. Pauly laughed "Bear here is just a big puppy, he may look big but 
he is a sweet dog," with some doubt I un locked the door and stepped back, 
Pebbles literally running in circles. I had to Chase her into the Rec. room 
where I shut her in (or so I thought). Looking back I heard "Bear stay, hey 
Darren keep an eye on Bear" Pauly said over his shoulder as he and his bud 
stepped in and closed the screen behind him. It seemed a command to both the 
dog and his friend.  There was an air of authority in my brother, and again I 
had this feeling of being a little kid. Quietly dread crept into the back of 
my thoughts. 

"You gonna stand there like a frightened Lamb, or are you gonna come over 
here and give your Ole' big brother a hug" Pauly beemed. I shook off my doubt 
cursing myself for letting fear control me. With Pebbles secure I walked over 
to Paul and stuck out my hand for a hand shake. Pauly looked first at my hand 
then at my face smiled and then shook my hand. "It is good to see you too 
Paulo" I said so formally I shocked myself.  Why am I being so cold I 
thought, he is my brother after all ......yet a barely know him. Immediately 
I was at a loss as how I react to him, and my mother and sister were both no 
where around for me to take a cue from.  "Darren this is my Brother Stephan, 
Step this is my mate from the clink" Pauly smiled. Clink? I thought to myself 
"Nice to meet you Darren, but everone calls me Step ok?" I acknowledged 
Darren, he nodded silently, not much for words I again thought to myself "hey 
guys come in and have a seat, " I said nervously licking my lips as walked 
into the sitting room. I sat in moms big chair Pauly followed me but Darren 
sat in a chair by the door with Bear laying at his feet. "We talked to 
Palermo earlier and she said it was 'hotter than hell in the house, can't 
stay long though I gotta find a motel to settle into, I just wanted to say hi 
and make sure you guys were OK first" Paulo was eyeing me, it was more of a 
question than an answer.  This surprised me " We are fine, why would we not 
be? Curious to the tone in his voice. I followed with "you staying in a 
motel? Why and think ya will find one open this time of night, I know the air 
is broken, but I can get that fixed it would save you some dough" I surprised 
myself with the offer to stay here in the same house with me. "Your room has 
not been changed, well not too much" and an awkward silence followed as 
Pauly's faced wrinkled while he considered my offer. Darren moved to join us, 
sitting on the foot rest, Bear follwed and placed his head in Pauly's knee.

Just then I noticed the light on the answer machine flashing on the table 
next to my brother. "Did you call me more than once? I asked Pauly mentally 
noting there was not message before I got in the shower.  "No, Step I called 
you, and then I called Palermo on her cell phone," big brother replied with a 
confused look.  I nodded towards the answering machine, then I walked over to 
the machine and pressed play "you have two messages, message one.....Hey Step 
its Palermo, I was calling one, to make sure you are home and two to let you 
know Pauly should be there shortly.  He says he is going to get a motel room, 
but try and persuade him to stay there, at least for the night. I am gonna 
stop by in the morning. Unfortunately I need to go help mom, she has some 
business to attend, and I do not look forward to the drive to South 
Carolina...I am supposed to bring you with me but now that Pauly is there you 
two can stay there so let" the answering machine cut off our sisters message. 
She always did leave a novel on the answering machine. I pressed save I had 
an idea the other message was from her completing her novel.  "Well Paulo, 
you heard Palermo, grab your things, your friend and come get settled in. If 
you don't mind I would like to change into something a little less formal 
like" suddenly remembering I was wearing only a towel. This could explain why 
every so often I would catch Darren staring at me. Darren finally spoke and 
replied looking directly at me with a crooked smile "Well Paulo you cant 
argue with that logic lets stay."  Suddenly I felt less creepy with Darren 
staring at me. Laughing I excused myself grabbing Pebbles and locking her 
into the rec. room again, she had obviously slipped out. I called back "You 
guys can let your dog into the back yard it is secure" then vanished up the 
steps to my room hoping to myself Palermo would take Mom's little mutt with 
her to South Carolina.

 We got Pauly settled into his old room downstairs in the basement of the 
house and told Darren there was a spare room down there too if he wanted his 
own space I noted it was nice and cool in the basement I had forgotten about 
that fact. Once things were quiet I noticed it was almost 1:30am decided I 
should head off to bed Pauly and Darren agreed they were tired after their 
drive from Detroit.  I was laying in bed sweating as the heat was getting to 
me. I started thinking of my older brother and just how different he was from 
what I remembered. Different from the person my mother described to me all 
these years. Well, he is a grown man now people change. I was soon to find 
out just what changes my brother has gone through.  I started to drift off to 
sleep. I began to dream and as usual it was a dream about Joey. I was 
dreaming we had done more that night of the skinny dip.
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My dream had mixed itself with reality, the fact that I indeed kissed my best 
friend a few short weeks ago was real. The weeks to follow were a bit more 
awkward as things had started to change between Joey and I. My confusion 
about the attraction to my best friend, the desires of a teenager, the fear 
of losing a really good friend. It was all too much to think about, so I 
found myself acting out in my dreams. Tonight was one such night.......

Joey's lips were so soft his body was hard, solid muscle and it was all 
responding to my touch.  I continued kissing his lips then I traced my kisses 
across his face to his ears I nibbled from one ear and kissing to the next. I 
Kissed and licked my way down his neck, stopped only to allow him to remove 
his shirt. Glorious, what I beheld in my eyes was a stud filled with raw 
desire for me, a guy with a body like the statues you see in museums or the 
kinda you see in magazines. Joey, especially in my dreams, was the ideal man. 
Even though he was 16 compared to my 15 I knew he would be a stud when is 
older, hell he is a jock now the years will be kind to him. I snapped out of 
my mental appraising and got back to worshipping his body with my mouth. 
Making love to his body with my mouth for hours. My kisses trailed down his 
neck to his chest I ran my tongue between his man cleavage, tweaking one nip 
while suck and nibble the other. Oh the moans of pleasure he is making oddly 
making a weird telephone type ringing in my ears.....makes my cock ache for 
release, but my attention remains on pleasing him. I continue to work over 
his chest with my lips and tongue kissing my way down his abs, my tongue 
dancing along and teasing his belly button, damn what a cute belly button I 
thought to myself, is there nothing on this guy I do not love?  Wow love I 
said to myself am I in love with my best friend? I continued to kiss my way 
down his body I nibbled along the treasure trail on his belly down to his 
jeans....I un button the jeans as I look up into his face the devilish 
smile....oh that smile a smile I have remembered and loved forever. That 
smile I look up into his face again and that smile is there but the face is 
that of my older brother!  "OH NOOOOOO!"  PLEASE NOOOOOOO" I scream as I 
jumped awake sweating profusely from the heat of the night, and my dream. 

My bed is soaked, and I hear heavy footsteps running up the steps then 
knocking on my bedroom door, it opens before I have the chance to speak I 
hear a foggy "Step you OK?" it was Pauly he had been down stairs on the 
kitchen and heard me yelling.  I look around a bit disoriented, I am always 
so slow when I first wake up I notice my clock says 8:30 am.  I realize it 
was just a dream and more clearly Pauly repeats "Step? You ok guy?" as he 
sits on the bed beside me.  The look of concern in his eyes instinctively I 
threw my arms around his neck and hugged him as I trembled. "Pauly I am glad 
you are home, welcome home" I sighed letting him go and falling back into my 
pillows  "I'm ok just a very weird dream" he was still looking concerned but 
a slight smile came to his face and I shuddered " Well Palermo just called 
about 20 minutes ago she is on her way over, I was just on the Kitchen 
getting a glass of juice" He eyed me "Perhaps I should get you some water or 
something?" Pauly started to get up "I'll be all right it was just a weird 
dream" I said. Again he smiled as I looked away hoping to avoid it for now I 
was till unnerved. "Ok Champ, you rest some more but not to long Sis will be 
her soon" Pauly said muffling my hair as got up to leave.  I sighed and 
closed my eyes this was going to be a very interesting summer indeed.

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