Date: Sat, 27 Jul 2002 06:00:51 EDT
From: AmanteGuy@aol.com
Subject: My bad big brother-4

****Warning**** If you are under the age of 18 please do not read further.

This is part Three of a fictional story, based loosely on people in my life.
It has some elements that may not fit what some communities deem appropriate.
If you are not interested in Gay Male Erotic Stories please then do not
proceed reading the story, please be advised the story is gay themed and has
tones of generational sex, forced/consensual sex (strictly Characterizations)
and occasional lapses into reality. This will be submitted in a series, Sorry
it is off to a slow start, I hope those of you reading are feeling the same
anticipation I feel. Let me know and hey........ Enjoy!
Copyright by author.
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Chapter 4 My Bad Big Brother
"Joey's Secret"

"Ok Champ, you rest some more but not too long Sis will be
her soon" Pauly said muffling my hair as got up to leave.  I sighed and
closed my eyes this was going to be a very interesting summer indeed. I
groaned and rolled over, throwing the covers back over my head. Pauly looked
back and laughed, "I'm serious bud, she seemed very eager to get off to South
Carolina." The day was a really hot one. Palermo came over, she and Paulo
spent a lot of time getting reacquainted. They were always the closer to each
other.  With Pauly distracted, this left me to entertain Darren. I was
sitting in the kitchen waiting for the phone to ring, I had called my mother
earlier to touch base. I had not seen her in weeks. I am very used to it,
although my mother just recently went to be with my sickly aunt, prior as an
artist my mother was always traveling for exhibits and shows or some other
mess dealing with her art. I pretty much raised myself, Palermo is OK, but
she has always been boy Crazy, especially her current boyfriend Tony. My mind
started to wander on Tony, he is a decent enough guy, why he is wasting his
time on my sister I do not know. She is notorious for being in love for a few
months and suddenly dropping them without out a look back, in her words she
gets bored. Anyhow Tony is the older brother of Todd, the guy I was messing
around with at the lake. The two are very different. Todd is a big hulking
wrestler, and Todd is a refined rather slim guy, he reminds me of myself. The
one thing they have in common are their looks, they are both very handsome.
Anytime Tony is here I find myself staring at him. He just smiles it off,
damn he knows he handsome. Suddenly the phone rings, knocking me out of my
day dream. "Hello? Oh hi Mom, no things are fine. Did you know Pauly was
coming home? Oh he just stopping through....taking Darren where? Oh I see?
Geez mom of course I am washing behind my ears, I am not 12 anymore" my
mother could be frustrating, but I warmed up I was missing her "Hey mom, I
miss you when are you coming back home? Oh..that be great, but wait I can't I
promised Old man Luke I would take care of his lawns and horses remember so I
sort of have a job." It seems my mother was going to be going to San
Francisco for an art exhibit in a few weeks. The details are the business she
needs to take care of and the reason my sister is driving down. My mother was
offering to take me to San Fran with her. I have not been to California in
many years, and never to the Bay area. It would be good opportunity for me,
as I was thinking of attending Stanford University in Palo Alto. I am not the
Ivy League type, but it is a good school and my Dad has been pushing me to
think about in his all to rare letters or phone calls to me. I was so
engrossed in my phone conversation with my mother I had not noticed Darren
had come into the kitchen. "Oh hey there Darren I did not see ya, how long
you been there?" I said over my shoulder. Darren was standing there yawning
and stretching and wearing only his boxers, he was damn sexy. Geez my
hormones working overtime every since I first kissed Todd. "Oh hey Step, Good
morning or afternoon"Darren was still a bit groggy. I said good-bye to my
mother but not before promising to call her every night while I am here alone.

I watched as Darren walked to the back patio. Bear seeing him coming was very
excited, especially after being out there all night. "Boy, he sure is glad to
see you" I noted with interest, "yeah he is not used to sleeping away from
us." Did I hear him correctly, the us is he referring to my big brother? I
let it got, sure he did not mean it the way it sounded. Darren fed and
watered Bear, and I got him a cup of coffee. "How did you know I liked my
coffee this way" Darren said after taking a sip and sitting on at the patio
table. I sat down across from him and eyed him for a moment,then smirked
"Pauly told me to make sure I give you a cup of coffee when you get up or
else you'd be in a piss mood all day? Whats that about?" Darren looked and me
with a grin and the replied coolly "Lets just say Bear has the name, but it
is a better description of me without my caffeine" we both laughed, I noted
Darren had deflected my direct challenge. We sat in silence actually enjoying
the slight breeze the crept up. We were interrupted by my sister and brother
joining us. After a brief introduction to Darren, Palermo pulled me aside and
preceded to give me a list of numbers and names of people to call if there is
any trouble while she is gone. I had to remind her Pauly was going to be here
for a while and that he and Darren offered to stick around to keep me out of
trouble till she returned. With kissed and hugs to Pauly and Darren, and
again reminding me not to be a pain to them. Palermo grabbed me in a hug and
said "Keep an eye on Tony for me he said he'd stop by too just to check up on
you. He may call later on for a movie or something, OK? You be good Step" the
turned to leave, again smiling at Pauly and then me "You really are growing
up Step, one can tell you two are brothers I am glad we are altogether again,
even if it is brief" she had tears in her eyes as she left. "Same old
Palermo" Pauly said as he walked up behind me resting his arm on my shoulder
"Never could say good-bye without the water works!" we both laughed. I for
one was glad she was taking the horrible little dog of my mothers with her, I
made sure and mentioned that to my mother. I reminded her how careless I was
when it came to the dog. Just as quickly as he came to me Pauly turn his
attention to his Dog. I went back inside followed by Darren. "I think I'll
take a shower he said, "But your brother said the shower upstairs is better
do you mind?" I shrugged my shoulders in indifference. I went about looking
for something to eat, but not before I watched Darren leave, his ass even
though covered boxers looked very tight. Geez he would kill me if he knew I
was checking out his ass. Pauly walked up behind me and whispered in my ear
"He works out, Unlike like us with our natural good looks we don't need to"
he nudged me in a joking fashion as he headed down stairs to his room. I
thought to myself something strange is going on here. Sexual tension was in
the air, and I was just chalking it all up to my hormones.

Again the telephone rang jarring me out of my thoughts. It was my best bud on
the other line "So have you survived the night without air? Ya wanna go
hangout later?" he had been trying to get me to the lake every since he took
my clothes and we shared a kiss. Something had changed between us, Joey was
talking less and less about his girlfriends and spending more time interested
in the things I have been doing. I told him I pretty much had the house all
to myself, forgetting I had guest. We made plans for him to come over later
that afternoon before we hung up.  Pauly had come back upstairs this time he
was wearing greasy gym shorts and nothing else "Hey Step, do you think you
can give me hand down here?" apparently he was attempting to fix the air, but
something was wrong with the fan. After an hour of us trying to fix it, he
gave up and decided he would just replace some parts. He'd pick up later when
he went into to the main part of town to take care of some other business.
Pauly and I spent the next few hours getting to know one another again,
Darren had decided to take a drive in the hills with Bear. During our talk I
found out that Darren and Pauly met in a bar, or outside a bar rather when he
was in his early 20's. It seems some troubles makers decided to give Pauly a
hassle and he was out numbered 3 to 1. Even now Pauly was getting into
trouble I noted. Well during the scuffle Pauly seemed to be doing pretty good
against two of the guys but when the third joined, he started losing. This is
when Darren joined the fight and sort of level the fighting field so to
speak. The cops were called and all were arrested, My brother got more jail
time because he had been in trouble before and was not supposed to get into
any mor trouble. Darren had never been in trouble before and only had to
spend the night. No Charges were filed against him, but the trouble makers
got off free no jail time or anything, It seems one of them had a father high
up in City council. Darren came to visit my brother it seems they had a lot
in common and just became friends. Darren was kicked out of his parents home
for dropping out of school because of some scandal (Pauly would not
elaborate) and Darren had been drinking the night the met because he was
about to loose room he was renting. Well after becoming friends it was
decided that Darren would move into Pauly place and take care of Bear while
he was in jail. We talked about his temporary engagement to a girl name Silva
he had been dating and that everyone met but me, I was off at some computer
camp when they came by for a visit. They broke it off when he found out she
lied about being pregnant the cause of the engagement. Pauly changed the
conversation to me. He asked about school, sports and more specifically about
girls. I had to confess I have been dating off and on but not really
interested in girl at the moment. Little did he know I was discovering and in
some cases acting on the new feelings of lust for guys. The entire time we
were talking I was distracted by my brother's physique. It did not help that
he was still shitless and would stretch and flex his muscles every so often,
I guess from habit. I did however catch him smiling the wicked smile of his
when he caught me admiring him. I excused myself, deciding I wanted to clean
the grime off from working in the basement. I was pondering if I was
attracted to my brother, or just admiring a guy I did not really know. I
rationalized he maybe my brother but, but I hardly know him.

It was in my shower that I got my first surprise.  My brother had come into
the bathroom he wanted shaving cream, but I could not hear him over the
shower so he pulled back curtain "I was just wondering if you had shaving
cream, I forgot to pick some up" I was surprised because he stood there naked
with his towel draped over one shoulder and his razor in one hand and his
travel kit in the other. I could not reply at first...I could see his tight
abs and his Adam's belt seem to point down to his cock. He was huge, even in
his state of flaccidness he had to be at least 6 inches, but beyond that he
was thick and cut. Oh my god I was starting to get a boner. I was grossed out
that I could be looking at my own brother and popping a stiffy and worse yet
he is standing there watching me.  Immediately turn my back and thinking fast
I tell him to check in Palermo's bathroom, she shaves her legs and sometimes
I borrow her Shaving cream. He joked "Well,I guess smelling daisy fresh will
be ok" obviously trying to ease my embarrassment. I had to appreciate that
effort on his part. The more I get to know my brother the less I am thinking
he is the bad character I have believed him to be all these years. "Yeah, I
am sure you've smelled worse" I laughed as he left and I noticed that he had
a twinkle in his eyes. I called after him "We can go shopping for supplies
later if ya like" kinda let down that he left. There was something about him
watching me that I found thrilling, yet at the same time this was my brother.
I started to wash my face, and with a face full of soap I heard the door slam
"Geez is this grand central station,what now?"complaining I wash the soap out
of eyes opening them to see Joey standing there. " Hey did you forget I was
coming, did not mean to interrupt?" he chuckled pointing at my hard dick.
"Don't you wish, you have been dying to see me naked hope its not a
disappointment" replying in a seductive voice as I shake my dick at him.
Quickly looking away " Yeah right, I have seen a bigger dick on my little
cousin". Loving the way I was teasing him, I turned off the shower stepping
out,I have a bad habit of leaving my towel in my room and since this was my
bathroom and it was connect to my room I never bothered.  Walking into my
room I yelling back "Joey you surprise me looking at dicks, and little boy
dicks at that, is this a habit you've picked up? Joey had follwed me in
watching me towl off. He obviously was not sure how to come back, so he
changed the subject" So what are we gonna do today?" me not wanting to lose
the momentum of the teasing and suddenly enjoying being nude with him
watching "I can think of a few things. You wanna watch a some porn or
something?" a silly grin crossed his face.

My dick was only half hard at this point I was drying my hair and did not
notice my brother walk in " Hey bud, I'm gonna use your shower is that cool?"
he was still totally nude. I told him sure and he smiled that devilish smile
winked and walked away. I turned to Joey and he said "Geez does anyone in
this house where clothes" that same devilish grin on his face. I finally
realized looking at my brother reminded me of Joey, not that they look alike
but they have very similar facial expressions, and they carry themselves
pretty much the same way. I smiled to myself at this realization " yeah that
is pretty much the rule around here when Mom and sis are not home." Joey was
looking through my porn "Your brother is pretty built ain't he, must work out
a lot" remembering what Pauly said this morning I replied "No, we just have
naturally built bodies, that kind you don't need to work at" this caused Joey
to laugh hysterically for some reason. Slightly put off, I punched his
shoulder as he sat down beside me after putting on the porn. I laid back on
the bed draped the towel over by lap determined to let the air dry the rest
of my hair, damn if it goes all puffy I'm not going any where. Changing the
subject "Truthfully I forgot you were coming over so I did not give much
thought of what we'd be doing" the porn was a straight porn of course, but
one of my favorites because it is called Oral Exams, and there are a lot of
dick shots. We sat in silence watching the porn. I noticed Joey shifting
himself every so often, obviously the movie was turning him on. I decided to
bite the bullet, Joey and I have jacked off together countless times, so why
should this be any different. I started rubbing my balls, letting the towel
slip off, aimlessly fondling my cock as we watched in silence. I could see
Joey was aroused by the video, but he also would look over at me too. He
finally said "Man I can never get Samantha to give me a blow job like that,
hell she won't even go down on me" he was referring to one of his current two
girlfriends, the other lived out of state it was one of those long distance
type things that really don't does not mean much. "Gee that's to bad, you
don't know what you are missing" I lied as if I knew what it was like myself
I have only imagined in my dreams what it would be like to take his dick in
my mouth, and here he was sitting next to me horny as hell, and the
opportunity seemed perfect, if I could somehow work it out that he would be
game. What the hell I thought to myself, I reached over and grabbed his dick
through his pants "Looks like your little friend is straining to get out,
there is nothing wrong with little boys playing with themselves" Joey closed
his eyes and let out a sigh when he felt my hand around is dick, he placed
his hand over mind and squeezed...."oh that feels good" he moaned. "Step, I
been wanting to talk to you about something" Joey said lustily between little
moans of pleasure....